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            <emph rend="bold">FIFTY YEARS IN CHAINS;</emph>
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          <titlePart type="subtitle">OR, <lb/>
THE LIFE OF AN<lb/>
<emph rend="bold">AMERICAN SLAVE.</emph></titlePart>
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        <epigraph>
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            <l>“My God! Can such things be! </l>
            <l>Hast Thou not said that whatsoe'er is done </l>
            <l>Unto thy weakest and thy humblest one,</l>
            <l>Is even done to Thee?”  -  WHITTIER.</l>
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<publisher>H. DAYTON, PUBLISHER.</publisher>
<pubPlace>36 HOWARD STREET.</pubPlace>
<publisher>INDIANAPOLIS, IND.: - ASHER &amp; COMPANY.</publisher>
<docDate>1859.</docDate></docImprint>
        <titlePart type="verso">Entered according to Act of Congress in the year 1858, by<lb/>
H. DAYTON,<lb/>
in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the<lb/>
Southern District of New York.</titlePart>
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      <div1 type="preface">
        <head>PREFACE.</head>
        <p>THE story which follows is <hi rend="italics">true</hi> in every particular 
Responsible citizens of a neighboring State can vouch 
for the reality of the narrative. The language of the 
slave has not at all times been strictly adhered to, as 
a half century of bondage unfitted him for literary work 
The subject of the story <hi rend="italics">is still a slave</hi> by the laws of this 
country, and it would not be wise to reveal his name.</p>
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        <head>
          <emph rend="bold">FIFTY YEARS IN CHAINS</emph>
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        <head>or,<lb/>
<emph rend="bold">THE LIFE OF AN AMERICAN SLAVE.</emph></head>
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          <head>CHAPTER I.</head>
          <head>SEPARATED FROM MY MOTHER.</head>
          <p>My story is a true one, and I shall tell it in a simple 
style. It will be merely a recital of my life as a 
slave in the Southern States of the Union - a description 
of negro slavery in the “model Republic.”</p>
          <p>My grandfather was brought from Africa and sold 
as a slave in Calvert county, in Maryland. I never 
understood the name of the ship in which he was 
imported, nor the name of the planter who bought him 
on his arrival, but at the time I knew him he was a 
slave in a family called Maud, who resided near 
Leonardtown. My father was a slave in a family 
named Hauty, living near the same place. My mother 
was the slave of a tobacco planter, who died when
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I was about four years old. My mother had several
children, and they were sold upon master's death to 
separate purchasers. She was sold, my father told 
me, to a Georgia trader. I, of all her children, was 
the only one left in Maryland. When sold I was 
naked, never having had on clothes in my life, but my 
new master gave me a child's frock, belonging to one 
of his own children. After he had purchased me, he 
dressed me in this garment, took me before him on 
his horse, and started home; but my poor mother, 
when she saw me leaving her for the last time, ran 
after me, took me down from the horse, clasped me in 
her arms, and wept loudly and bitterly over me. My 
master seemed to pity her; and endeavored to soothe 
her distress by telling her that he would be a good 
master to me, and that I should not want anything. 
She then, still holding me in her arms, walked along 
the road beside the horse as he moved slowly, and 
earnestly and imploringly besought my master to buy 
her and the rest of her children, and not permit them 
to be carried away by the negro buyers; but whilst 
thus entreating him to save her and her family, the 
slave-driver, who had first bought her, came running 
in pursuit of her with a raw-hide in his hand. When 
he overtook us, he told her he was her master now, 
and ordered her to give that little negro to its owner, 
and come back with him. </p>
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          <p>My mother then turned to him and cried, “Oh, master, 
do not take me from my child!” Without making 
any reply, he gave her two or three heavy blows 
on the shoulders with his raw-hide, snatched me from 
her arms, handed me to my master, and seizing her 
by one arm, dragged her back towards the place of 
sale. My master then quickened the pace of his horse; 
and as we advanced, the cries of my poor parent became 
more and more indistinct - at length they died 
away in the distance, and I never again heard the 
voice of my poor mother. Young as I was, the horrors 
of that day sank deeply into my heart, and even 
at this time, though half a century has elapsed, the 
terrors of the scene return with painful vividness upon 
my memory. Frightened at the sight of the cruelties 
inflicted upon my poor mother, I forgot my own sorrows 
at parting from her and clung to my new master, 
as an angel and a saviour, when compared with the 
hardened fiend into whose power she had fallen. She 
had been a kind and good mother to me; had warmed 
me in her bosom in the cold nights of winter; and 
had often divided the scanty pittance of food allowed 
her by her mistress, between my brothers, and sisters, 
and me, and gone supperless to bed herself. Whatever 
victuals she could obtain beyond the coarse food, 
salt fish and corn bread, allowed to slaves on the Patuxent 
and Potomac rivers, she carefully, distributed 
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among her children, and treated us with all the tenderness 
which her own miserable condition would permit. 
I have no doubt that she was chained and 
driven to Carolina, and toiled out the residue of a 
forlorn and famished existence in the rice swamps, 
or indigo fields of the South.</p>
          <p>My father never recovered from the effects of the 
shock, which this sudden and overwhelming ruin of 
his family gave him. He had formerly been of a gay, 
social temper, and when he came to see us on a Saturday 
night, he always brought us some little present, 
such as the means of a poor slave would allow - 
apples, melons, sweet potatoes, or, if he could procure 
nothing else, a little parched corn, which tasted better 
in our cabin, because he had brought it.</p>
          <p>He spent the greater part of the time, which his 
master permitted him to pass with us, in relating such 
stories as he had learned from his companions, or in 
singing the rude songs common amongst the slaves of 
Maryland and Virginia. After this time I never heard 
him laugh heartily, or sing a song. He became gloomy 
and morose in his temper, to all but me; and spent 
nearly all his leisure time with my grandfather, who 
claimed kindred with some royal family in Africa, and 
had been a great warrior in his native country. The 
master of my father was a hard, penurious man, and 
so exceedingly avaricious, that he scarcely allowed 
<pb id="ball13" n="13"/>
himself the common conveniences of life. A stranger 
to sensibility, he was incapable of tracing the change 
in the temper and deportment of my father, to its 
true cause; but attributed it to a sullen discontent 
with his condition as a slave, and a desire to abandon 
his service, and seek his liberty by escaping to some 
of the free States. To prevent the perpetration of 
this suspected crime of <hi rend="italics">running away from slavery</hi>, 
the old man resolved to sell my father to a southern 
slave-dealer, and accordingly applied to one of those 
men, who was at that time in Calvert, to become the 
purchaser. The price was agreed on, but, as my father 
was a very strong active, and resolute man, it was 
deemed unsafe for the Georgian to attempt to seize 
him, even with the aid of others, in the day-time, 
when he was at work, as it was known he carried 
upon his person a large knife. It was therefore determined 
to secure him by stratagem, and for this purpose, 
a farmer in the neighborhood, who was made 
privy to the plan, alleged that he had lost a pig, 
which must have been stolen by some one, and that 
he suspected my father to be the thief. A constable 
was employed to arrest him, but as he was afraid to 
undertake the business alone, he called on his way, at 
the house of the master of my grandfather, to procure 
assistance from the overseer of the plantation. When 
he arrived at the house, the overseer was at the barn, 
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and thither he repaired to make his application. At 
the end of the barn was the coach-house, and as the 
day was cool, to avoid the wind which was high, the 
two walked to the side of the coach-house to talk over 
the matter, and settle their plan of operations. It so 
happened that my grandfather, whose business it was 
to keep the coach in good condition, was at work at 
this time, rubbing the plated handles of the doors, and 
brightening the other metallic parts of the vehicle. 
Hearing the voice of the overseer without, he suspended 
his work, and listening attentively, became a party 
to their councils. They agreed that they would delay 
the execution of their project until the next day, as it 
was then late. They supposed they would have no 
difficulty in apprehending their intended victim, as, 
knowing himself innocent of the theft, he would 
readily consent to go with the constable to a justice 
of the peace, to have the charge examined. That 
night, however, about midnight, my grandfather 
silently repaired to the cabin of my father, a distance 
of about three miles, aroused him from his sleep, 
made him acquainted with the extent of his danger, 
gave him a bottle of cider and a small bag of parched 
corn, and then enjoined him to fly from the destination 
which awaited him. In the morning the Georgian 
could not find his newly purchased slave, who was 
never seen or heard of in Maryland from that day.</p>
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          <p>After the flight of my father, my grandfather was 
the only person left in Maryland with whom I could 
claim kindred. He was an old man, nearly eighty 
years old, he said, and he manifested all the fondness 
for me that I could expect from one so old. He was 
feeble, and his master required but little work from 
him. He always expressed contempt for his fellow-slaves, 
for when young, he was an African of rank in 
his native land. He had a small cabin of his own, 
with half an acre of ground attached to it, which he 
cultivated on his own account, and from which he 
drew a large share of his sustenance. He had singular 
religious notions - never going to meeting or caring 
for the preachers he could, if he would, occasionally 
hear. He retained his native traditions respecting the 
Deity and hereafter. It is not strange that he believed 
the religion of his oppressors to be the invention of 
designing men, for the text oftenest quoted in his 
hearing was, “Servants, be obedient to your masters.”</p>
          <p>The name of the man who purchased me at the 
vendue, and became my master, was John Cox; but 
he was generally called Jack Cox. He was a man of 
kindly feelings towards his family, and treated his 
slaves, of whom he had several besides me, with 
humanity. He permitted my grandfather to visit me as 
often as he pleased, and allowed him sometimes to 
carry me to his own cabin, which stood in a lonely 
<pb id="ball16" n="16"/> 
place, at the head of a deep hollow, almost surrounded 
by a thicket of cedar trees, which had grown up in 
a worn out and abandoned tobacco field. My master 
gave me better clothes than the little slaves of my 
age generally received in Calvert, and often told me 
that he intended to make me his waiter, and that if I 
behaved well I should become his overseer in time. 
These stations of waiter and overseer appeared to me 
to be the highest points of honor and greatness in the 
whole world, and had not circumstances frustrated my 
master's plans, as well as my own views, I should 
probably have been living at this time in a cabin on
the corner of some tobacco plantation.</p>
          <p>Fortune had decreed otherwise. When I was about 
twelve years old, my master, Jack Cox, died of a 
disease which had long confined him to the house. I 
was sorry for the death of my master, who had always 
been kind to me; and I soon discovered that I had 
good cause to regret his departure from this world. 
He had several children at the time of his death, who 
were all young; the oldest being about my own age. 
The father of my late master, who was still living, 
became administrator of his estate, and took possession 
of his property, and amongst the rest, of myself. 
This old gentleman treated me with the greatest 
severity, and compelled me to work very hard on his 
plantation for several years, until I suppose I must 
<pb id="ball17" n="17"/> 
have been near or quite twenty years of age. As I 
was always very obedient, and ready to execute all 
his orders, I did not receive much whipping, but 
suffered greatly for want of sufficient and proper food. 
My master allowed his slaves a peck of corn, each, per 
week, throughout the year; and this we had to grind 
into meal in a hand-mill for ourselves. We had a 
tolerable supply of meat for a short time, about the 
month of December, when he killed his hogs. After 
that season we had meat once a week, unless bacon 
became scarce, which very often happened, in which 
case we had no meat at all. However, as we fortunately 
lived near both the Patuxent river and the 
Chesapeake Bay, we had abundance of fish in the 
spring, and as long as the fishing season continued. 
After that period, each slave received, in addition to 
his allowance of corn, one salt herring every day.</p>
          <p>My master gave me one pair of shoes, one pair of 
stockings, one hat, one jacket of coarse cloth, two 
coarse shirts, and two pair of <sic>trowsers</sic>, yearly. He 
allowed me no other clothes. In the winter time I 
often suffered very much from the cold; as I had to 
drive the team of oxen which hauled the tobacco to 
market, and frequently did not get home until late at 
night, the distance being considerable, and my cattle 
traveled very slow.</p>
          <p>One Saturday evening, when I came home from the 
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corn field, my master told me that he had hired me 
out for a year at the city of Washington, and that I 
would have to live at the Navy Yard.</p>
          <p>On the New Year's day following, which happened 
about two weeks afterwards, my master set forward 
for Washington, on horseback, and ordered me to 
accompany him on foot. It was night when we arrived 
at the Navy Yard, and everything appeared very 
strange to me.</p>
          <p>I was told by a gentleman who had epaulets on his 
shoulders, that I must go on board a large ship, which 
lay in the river. He at the same time told a boy to 
show me the way. This ship proved to be a frigate, 
and I was told that I had been brought there to cook 
for the people belonging to her. In the course of a 
few days the duties of my station became quite familiar 
to me; and in the enjoyment of a profusion of 
excellent provisions, I felt very happy. I strove by 
all means to please the officers and gentlemen who 
came on board, and in this I soon found my account. 
One gave me a half-worn coat, another an old shirt, 
and a third, a cast off waistcoat and pantaloons. 
Some presented me with small sums of money, and 
in this way I soon found myself well clothed, and with 
more than a dollar in my pocket. My duties, though 
constant, were not <sic>burthersome</sic>, and I was permitted 
to spend Sunday afternoon in my own way. I generally 
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went up into the city to see the new and splendid 
buildings; often walked as far as Georgetown, and 
made many new acquaintances among the slaves, and 
frequently saw large numbers of people of my color 
chained together in long trains, and driven off towards 
the South. At that time the slave-trade was not regarded 
with so much indignation and disgust, as it is 
now. It was a rare thing to hear of a person of color 
running away, and escaping altogether from his master: 
my father being the only one within my knowledge, 
who had, before this time, obtained his liberty 
in this manner, in Calvert county; and, as before 
stated, I never heard what became of him after his 
flight. </p>
          <p>I remained on board the frigate, and about the Navy 
Yard, two years, and was quite satisfied with my lot, 
until about three months before the expiration of this 
period, when it so happened that a schooner, loaded 
with iron and other materials for the use of the yard, 
arrived from Philadelphia. She came and lay close 
by the frigate, to discharge her cargo, and amongst 
her crew I observed a black man, with whom, in the 
course of a day or two, I became acquainted. He 
told me he was free, and lived in Philadelphia, where 
he kept a house of entertainment for sailors, which, he 
said, was attended to in his absence by his wife.</p>
          <p>His description of Philadelphia, and of the liberty 
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enjoyed there by the black people, so charmed my 
imagination that I determined to devise some plan of 
escaping from the frigate, and making my way to the 
North. I communicated my designs to my new friend, 
who promised to give me his aid. We agreed that 
the night before the schooner should sail, I was to be 
concealed in the hold, amongst a parcel of loose 
tobacco, which, he said, the captain had undertaken 
to carry to Philadelphia. The sailing of the schooner 
was delayed longer than we expected; and, finally, 
her captain purchased a cargo of flour in Georgetown, 
and sailed for the West Indies. Whilst I was anxiously 
awaiting some other opportunity of making my 
way to Philadelphia, (the idea of crossing the country 
to the western part of Pennsylvania, never entered my 
mind,) New Year's day came, and with it came my 
old master from Calvert, accompanied by a gentleman 
named Gibson, to whom, he said, he had sold me, and 
to whom he delivered me over in the Navy Yard. 
We all three set out that same evening for Calvert, 
and reached the residence of my new master the next 
day. Here, I was informed, that I had become the 
subject of a law-suit. My new master claimed me 
under his purchase from old Mr. Cox; and another 
gentleman of the neighborhood, named Levin Ballard, 
had bought me of the children of my former master, 
Jack Cox  This suit continued in the course of Calvert 
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county more than two years; but was finally decided 
in favor of him who had bought me of the 
children.</p>
          <p>I went home with my master, Mr. Gibson, who was 
a farmer, and with whom I lived three years. Soon 
after I came to live with Mr. Gibson, I married a girl 
of color named Judah, the slave of a gentleman by 
the name of Symmes, who resided in the same 
neighborhood. I was at the house of Mr. Symmes every 
week; and became as well acquainted with him and 
his family, as I was with my master.</p>
          <p>Mr. Symmes also married a wife about the time I 
did. The lady whom he married lived near Philadelphia, 
and when she first came to Maryland, she refused 
to be served by a black chambermaid, but employed 
a <sic>while</sic> girl, the daughter of a poor man, who 
lived near. The lady was reported to be very wealthy, 
and brought a large trunk full of plate and other 
valuable articles. This trunk was so heavy that I 
could scarcely carry it, and it impressed my mind 
with the idea of great riches in the owner, at that 
time. After some time Mrs. Symmes dismissed her 
white chambermaid and placed my wife in that situation, 
which I regarded as a fortunate circumstance, as 
it insured her good food, and at least one good suit 
of clothes.</p>
          <p>The Symmes' family was one of the most ancient 
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in Maryland, and had been a long time resident in 
Calvert county. The grounds had been laid out, and 
all the improvements projected about the family abode, 
in a style of much magnificence, according to the 
custom of the old <sic>aristocrary</sic> of Maryland and Virginia.</p>
          <p>Appendant to the domicile, and at no great distance 
from the house, was a family vault, built of brick, in 
which reposed the occupants of the estate, who had 
lived there for many previous generations. This 
vault had not been opened or entered for fifteen years 
previous to the time of which I speak; but it so happened, 
that at this period, a young man, a distant 
relation of the family, died, having, requested on his
death-bed, that he might be buried in this family 
resting place. When I came on Saturday evening to 
see my wife and child, Mr. Symmes desired me, as I 
was older than any of his black men, to take an iron 
pick and go and open the vault, which I accordingly 
did, by cutting away the mortar, and removing a few 
bricks from one side of the building; but I could not 
remove more than three or four bricks before I was 
obliged, by the horrid effluvia which issued at the 
aperture, to retire. It was the most deadly and sickening 
scent that I have ever smelled, and I could not 
return to complete the work until after the sun had 
risen the next day, when I pulled down so much of 
one of the side walls, as to permit persons to walk in 
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upright. I then went in alone, and examined this 
house of the dead, and surely no picture could more 
strongly and vividly depict the emptiness of all earthly 
vanity, and the nothingness of human pride. Dispersed 
over the floor lay the fragments of more than 
twenty human skeletons, each in the place where it 
had been deposited by the idle tenderness of surviving 
friends. In some cases nothing remained but the hair 
and the larger bones, whilst in several the form of the 
coffin was yet visible, with all the bones resting in 
their proper places. One coffin, the sides of which 
were yet standing; the lid only having decayed and 
partly fallen in, so as to disclose the contents of this 
narrow cell, presented a peculiarly moving spectacle. 
Upon the centre of the lid was a large silver plate, and 
the head and foot were adorned with silver stars. - 
The nails which had united the parts of the coffin had 
also silver heads. Within lay the skeletons of a mother 
and her infant child, in slumbers only to be 
broken by the peal of the last trumpet. The bones 
of the infant lay upon the breast of the mother, 
where the hands of affection had shrouded them. The ribs 
of the parent had fallen down, and rested on the back 
bone. Many gold rings were about the bones of the 
fingers. Brilliant ear-rings lay beneath where the ears 
had been; and a glittering gold chain encircled the 
ghastly and haggard <sic>vetebrae</sic> of a once beautiful neck. 
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The shroud and flesh had disappeared, but the hair of 
the mother appeared strong and fresh. Even the 
silken locks of the infant were still preserved. Behold 
the end of youth and beauty, and of all that is lovely 
in life! The coffin was so much decayed that it 
could not be removed. A thick and dismal vapor 
hung embodied from the roof and walls of this charnal 
house, in appearance somewhat like a mass of dark 
cobwebs; but which was impalpable to the touch, and 
when stirred by the hand vanished away. On the 
second day we deposited with his kindred, the corpse 
of the young man, and at night I again carefully 
closed up the breach which I had made in the walls 
of this dwelling-place of the dead. </p>
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          <head>CHAPTER II</head>
          <p>SOME short time after my wife became chambermaid 
to her mistress, it was my misfortune to change masters 
once more. Levin Ballard, who, as before stated, 
had purchased me of the children of my former master, 
Jack Cox, was successful in his law suit with Mr. 
Gibson, the object of which was to determine the 
right of property in me; and one day, whilst I was at 
work in the corn-field, Mr. Ballard came and told me 
I was his property; asking me at the same time if I 
was willing to go with him. I told him I was not 
willing to go; but that if I belonged to him I knew 
I must. We then went to the house, and Mr. Gibson 
not being at home, Mrs. Gibson told me I must go 
with Mr. Ballard.</p>
          <p>I accordingly went with him, determining to serve 
him obediently and faithfully. I remained in his service 
almost three years, and as he lived near the residence 
of my wife's master, my former mode of life 
was not materially changed, by this change of home.</p>
          <pb id="ball26" n="26"/>
          <p>Mrs. Symmes spent much of her time in exchanging 
visits with the families of the other large planters, 
both in Calvert and the neighboring counties; and 
through my wife, I became acquainted with the private 
family history of many of the principal persons 
in Maryland.</p>
          <p>There was a great proprietor, who resided in another 
county, who owned several hundred slaves; and who 
permitted them to beg of travelers on the high-way. 
This same gentleman had several daughters, and 
according to the custom of the time, kept what they 
called open house: that is, his house was free to all 
persons of genteel appearance, who chose to visit it. 
The young ladies were supposed to be the greatest 
fortunes in the country, were reputed beautiful, and 
consequently were greatly admired.</p>
          <p>Two gentlemen, who were lovers of these girls, 
desirous of amusing their mistresses, invited a young 
man, whose standing in society they supposed to be 
beneath theirs, to go with them to the manor, as it 
was called. When there, they endeavored to make 
him an object of ridicule, in presence of the ladies; 
but he so well acquitted himself, and manifested such 
superior wit and talents, that one of the young ladies 
fell in love with him, and soon after wrote him a letter, 
which led to their marriage. His two pretended 
friends were never afterwards countenanced by the 
<pb id="ball27" n="27"/> 
family, as gentlemen of honor; but the fortunate 
husband avenged himself of his heartless companions, 
by inviting them to his wedding, and exposing them 
to the observation of the vast assemblage of fashionable 
people, who always attended a marriage, in the 
family of a great planter.</p>
          <p>The two gentlemen, who had been thus made to 
fall into the pit that they had dug for another, were 
so much chagrined at the issue of the adventure, that 
one soon left Maryland; and the other became a common 
drunkard, and died a few years afterwards.</p>
          <p>My change of masters realized all the evil 
apprehensions which I had entertained. I found Mr. 
Ballard sullen and crabbed in his temper, and always 
prone to find fault with my conduct - no matter how 
hard I had labored, or how careful I was to <sic>fulfil</sic> all 
his orders, and obey his most unreasonable commands. 
Yet, it so happened, that he never beat me, for which, 
I was altogether indebted to the good character, for 
industry, sobriety and humility, which I had established 
in the neighborhood. I think he was ashamed 
to abuse me, lest he should suffer in the good opinion 
of the public; for he often fell into the most violent 
fits of anger against me, and overwhelmed me with 
coarse and abusive language. He did not give me 
clothes enough to keep me warm in winter, and compelled 
me to work in the woods, when there was deep 
<pb id="ball28" n="28"/>
snow on the ground, by which I suffered very much. 
I had determined at last to speak to him to sell me to 
some person in the neighborhood, so that I might still 
be near my wife and children - but a different fate 
awaited me.</p>
          <p>My master kept a store at a small village on the 
bank of the Patuxent river, called B-, although 
he resided at some distance on a farm. One morning 
he rose early, and ordered me to take a yoke of oxen 
and go to the village, to bring home a cart which was 
there, saying he would follow me. He arrived at the 
village soon after I did, and took his breakfast with 
his store-keeper. He then told me to come into the 
house and get my breakfast. Whilst I was eating in 
the kitchen, I observed him talking earnestly, but 
low, to a stranger near the kitchen door. I soon after 
went out, and hitched my oxen to the cart, and was 
about to drive off, when several men came round about 
me, and amongst them the stranger whom I had seen 
speaking with my master. This man came up to me, 
and, seizing me by the collar, shook me violently, saying 
I was his property, and must go with him to 
Georgia. At the sound of these words, the thoughts 
of my wife and children rushed across my mind, and 
my heart beat away within me. I saw and knew that 
my case was hopeless, and that resistance was vain, 
as there were near twenty persons present, all of whom 
<pb id="ball29" n="29"/>
were ready to assist the man by whom I was kidnapped. 
I felt incapable of weeping or speaking, and in 
my despair I laughed loudly. My purchaser ordered 
me to cross my hands behind, which were quickly 
bound with a strong cord; and he then told me that 
we must set out that very day for the South. I asked 
if I could not be allowed to go to see my wife and 
children, or if this could not be permitted, if they 
might not have leave to come to see me; but was 
told that I would be able to get another wife in 
Georgia.</p>
          <p>My new master, whose name I did not hear, took 
me that same day across the Patuxent, where I joined 
fifty-one other slaves, whom he had bought in Maryland. 
Thirty-two of these were men, and nineteen 
were women. The women were merely tied together 
with a rope, about the size of a bed-cord, which was 
tied like a halter round the neck of each; but the 
men, of whom I was the stoutest and strongest, were 
very differently caparisoned. A strong iron collar 
was closely fitted by means of a padlock round each 
of our necks. A chain of iron, about a hundred feet 
in length, was passed through the hasp of each padlock, 
except at the two ends, where the hasps of the 
padlock passed through a link of the chain. In addition 
to this, we were handcuffed in pairs, with iron 
staples and bolts, with a short chain, about a foot 
<pb id="ball30" n="30"/>  
long, uniting the handcuffs and their wearers in pairs. 
In this manner we were chained alternately by the 
right and left hand; and the poor man to whom I 
was thus ironed, wept like an infant when the blacksmith, 
with his heavy hammer, fastened the ends of 
the bolts that kept the staples from slipping from our 
arms. For my own part, I felt indifferent to my fate. 
It appeared to me that the worst had come that could 
come, and that no change of fortune could harm me.</p>
          <p>After we were all chained and handcuffed together, 
we sat down upon the ground; and here reflecting 
upon the sad reverse of fortune that had so suddenly 
overtaken me, I became weary of life, and bitterly 
execrated the day I was born. It seemed that I was 
destined by fate to drink the cup of sorrow to the 
very dregs, and that I should find no respite from 
misery but in the grave. I longed to die, and escape 
from the hands of my tormentors; but even the 
wretched privilege of destroying myself was denied 
me, for I could not shake off my chains, nor move a 
yard without the consent of my master. Reflecting 
in silence upon my forlorn condition, I at length concluded 
that as things could not become worse - and 
as the life of man is but a continued round of changes, 
they must, of necessity, take a turn in my favor at 
some future day. I found relief in this vague and 
indefinite hope, and when we received orders to go on 
<pb id="ball31" n="31"/>
board the scow, which was to transport us over the 
Patuxent, I marched down to the water with a firmness 
of purpose of which I did not believe myself capable, 
a few minutes before.</p>
          <p>We were soon on the south side of the river, and 
taking up our line of march, we traveled about five 
miles that evening, and stopped for the night at one 
of those miserable public houses, so frequent in the 
lower parts of Maryland and Virginia, called “<hi rend="italics">ordinaries</hi>.”</p>
          <p>Our master ordered a pot of mush to be made for 
our supper; after despatching which we all lay down 
on the naked floor to sleep in our handcuffs and chains. 
The women, my fellow-slaves, lay on one side of the 
room; and the men who were chained with me, occupied 
the other. I slept but little this night, which I 
passed in thinking of my wife and little children, 
whom I could not hope ever to see again. I also 
thought of my grandfather, and of the long nights I 
had passed with him, listening to his narratives of the 
scenes through which he had passed in Africa. I at 
length fell asleep, but was distressed by painful dreams. 
My wife and children appeared to be weeping and 
lamenting my calamity; and beseeching and imploring 
my master on their knees, not to carry me away 
from them. My little boy came and begged me not 
to go and leave him, and endeavored, as I thought,
 <pb id="ball32" n="32"/>
with his little hands to break the fetters that bound 
me. I awoke in agony and cursed my existence. I 
could not pray, for the measure of my woes seemed to 
be full, and I felt as if there was no mercy in heaven, 
nor compassion on earth, for a man who was born a 
slave. Day at length came, and with the dawn, we 
resumed our journey towards the Potomac. As we 
passed along the road, I saw the slaves at work in the 
corn and tobacco fields. I knew they toiled hard and 
lacked food; but they were not, like me, dragged in 
chains from their wives, children and friends. Compared 
with me, they were the happiest of mortals. I 
almost envied them their blessed lot.</p>
          <p>Before night we crossed the Potomac, at Hoe's 
Ferry, and bade farewell to Maryland. At night we 
stopped at the house of a poor gentleman, at least he 
appeared to wish my master to consider him a gentleman; 
and he had no difficulty in establishing his 
claim to poverty. He lived at the side of the road, in 
a framed house, which had never been plastered within - 
the weather-boards being the only wall. He had 
about fifty acres of land enclosed by a fence, the remains
of a farm which had once covered two or three 
hundred acres; but the cedar bushes had encroached 
upon all sides, until the cultivation had been confined 
to its present limits. The land was the picture of 
sterility, and there was neither barn nor stable on the 
<pb id="ball33" n="33"/>
place. The owner was ragged, and his wife and 
children were in a similar plight. It was with difficulty 
that we obtained a bushel of corn, which our master 
ordered us to parch at a fire made in the yard, and to 
eat for our supper. Even this miserable family possessed 
two slaves, half-starved, half-naked wretches, 
whose appearance bespoke them familiar with hunger, 
and victims of the lash; but yet there was one pang 
which they had not known - they had not been chained 
and driven from their parents or children, into hopeless 
exile.</p>
          <p>We left this place early in the morning, and directed 
our course toward the south-west; our master 
riding beside us, and hastening our march, sometimes 
by words of encouragement, and sometimes by threats 
of punishment. The women took their place in the 
rear of our line. We halted about nine o'clock for 
breakfast and received as much  corn-bread as we 
could eat, together with a plate of boiled herrings, and 
about three pounds of pork amongst us. Before we 
left this place, I was removed from near the middle of 
the chain, and placed at the front end of it; so that 
I now became the leader of the file, and held this post 
of honor until our irons were taken from us, near the 
town of Columbia in South Carolina. We continued 
our route this day along, the high road between the 
Potomac and Rappahannock; and I saw each of those 
 <pb id="ball34" n="34"/>
rivers several times before night. Our master gave us 
no dinner to-day, but we halted and got as much 
corn-mush and sour milk as we could eat for supper. 
The weather grew mild and pleasant, and we needed 
no more fires at night.</p>
          <p>From this time we all slept promiscuously, men and 
women on the doors of such houses as we chanced to 
stop at. We passed on through Bowling Green, a 
quiet village.</p>
          <p>Time did not reconcile me to my chains, but it made 
me familiar with them. I reflected on my desperate 
situation with, a degree of calmness, hoping that I 
might be able to devise some means of escape. My 
master placed a particular value upon me, for I heard 
him tell a tavern-keeper that if he had me in Georgia 
he could get eight hundred dollars for me, but he had 
bought me for his brother, and believed he should not 
sell me; he afterwards changed his mind, however. 
I carefully examined every part of our chain, but found 
no place where it could be separated.</p>
          <p>We all had as much corn-bread as we could eat, 
procured of our owner at the places we stopped at for 
the night. In addition to this we usually had a salt 
herring every day. On Sunday we had a quarter of a 
pound of bacon each.</p>
          <p>We continued our course up the country westward 
for a few days and then turned South, crossed James
 <pb id="ball35" n="35"/>
river above Richmond, as I heard at the time. After 
more than four weeks of travel we entered South Carolina 
near Camden, and for the first time I saw a field 
of cotton in bloom.</p>
          <p>As we approached the Yadkin river the tobacco 
disappeared from the fields and the cotton plant took 
its place as an article of general culture.</p>
          <p>I was now a slave in South Carolina, and had no 
hope of ever again seeing my wife and children. I 
had at times serious thoughts of suicide so great was 
my anguish. If I could have got a rope I should 
have hanged myself at Lancaster. The thought of 
my wife and children I had been torn from in Maryland, 
and the dreadful undefined future which was 
before me, came near driving me mad. It was long 
after midnight before I fell asleep, but the most pleasant 
dream, succeeded to these sorrowful forebodings. 
I thought I had escaped my master, and through 
great difficulties made my way back to Maryland, and 
was again in my wife's cabin with my little children 
on my lap. Every object was so vividly impressed on 
my mind in this dream, that when I awoke, a firm 
conviction settled upon my mind, that by some means, 
at present incomprehensible to me, I should yet again 
embrace my wife, and caress my children in their 
humble dwelling. Early in the morning, our master 
called us up and distributed to each of the party a
<pb id="ball36" n="36"/>
cake made of corn-meal and a small piece of bacon. 
On our journey, we had only eaten twice a day, and 
had not received breakfast until about nine o'clock; 
but he said this morning meal was given to welcome 
us to South Carolina. He then addressed us all, and 
told us we might now give up all hope of ever returning 
to the places of our nativity; as it would be impossible 
for us to pass through the States of North 
Carolina and Virginia, without being taken up and 
sent back. He further advised us to make ourselves 
contented, as he would take us to Georgia, a far better 
country than any we had seen; and where we 
would be able to live in the greatest abundance. 
About sunrise we took up our march on the road to 
Columbia, as we were told. Hitherto our master had 
not offered to sell any of us, and had even refused to 
stop to talk to any one on the subject of our sale, although 
he had several times been addressed on this 
point, before we reached Lancaster; but soon after 
we departed from this village, we were overtaken on 
the road by a man on horseback, who accosted our 
driver by asking him if his <hi rend="italics"><sic>niggars</sic></hi> were for sale. 
The latter replied, that he believed he would not sell 
any yet, as he was on his way to Georgia, and cotton 
being now much in demand, he expected to obtain 
high prices for us from persons who were going to 
settle in the new purchase. He, however, contrary to
<pb id="ball37" n="37"/>
his custom, ordered us to stop, and told the stranger 
he might look at us, and that he would find us as fine 
a lot of hands as were ever imported into the country 
 - that we were all prime property, and he had no 
doubt would command his own prices in Georgia.</p>
          <p>The stranger, who was a thin, weather-beaten, 
sunburned figure, then said, he wanted a couple of breeding 
wenches, and would give as much for them as they 
would bring in Georgia - that he had lately heard 
from Augusta, and that <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi> were not higher there 
than in Columbia, and, as he had been in Columbia 
the week before, he knew what <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi> were worth. 
He then walked along our line, as we stood chained 
together, and looked at the whole of us - then turning 
to the women; asked the prices of the two pregnant 
ones. Our master replied, that these were two of the 
best breeding-wenches in all Maryland - that one was 
twenty-two, and the other only nineteen - that the 
first was already the mother of seven children, and 
the other of four - that he had himself seen the children 
at the time he bought their mothers - and that 
such wenches would be cheap at a thousand dollars 
each; but as they were not able to keep up with the 
gang, he would take twelve hundred dollars for the 
two. The purchaser said this was too much, but that 
he would give nine hundred dollars for the pair. This 
price was promptly refused; but our master, after
<pb id="ball38" n="38"/>
some consideration, said he was willing to sell a bargain 
in these wenches, and would take eleven hundred 
dollars for them, which was objected to on the other 
side; and many faults and failings were pointed out 
in the merchandise. After much bargaining, and many 
gross jests on the part of the stranger, he offered a 
thousand dollars for the two, and said he would give 
no more. He then mounted his horse, and moved 
off; but after he had gone about one hundred yards, 
he was called back; and our master said, if he would 
go with him to the next blacksmith's shop on the 
road to Columbia, and pay for taking the irons off 
the rest of us, he might have the two women.</p>
          <p>This proposal was agreed to, and as it was now 
about nine o'clock, we were ordered to hasten on to 
the next house, where, we were told, we must stop 
for breakfast. At this place we were informed that it 
was ten miles to the next smith's shop, and our new 
acquaintance was obliged by the terms of his contract, 
to accompany us thither. We received for breakfast, 
about a pint of boiled rice to each person, and after 
this was despatched, we again took to the road, eager 
to reach the blacksmith's shop, at which we expected 
to be relieved of the iron rings and chains, which had 
so long galled and worried us. About two o'clock we 
arrived at the longed-for residence of the smith; but, 
on inquiry, our master was informed that he was not 
<pb id="ball39" n="39"/>
at home, and would not return before evening. Here 
a controversy arose, whether we should all remain here 
until the smith returned, or the stranger should go on 
with us to the next smithery, which was said to be 
only five miles distant. This was a point not easily 
settled between two such spirits as our master and the 
stranger; both of whom had been overseers in their 
time, and both of whom had risen to the rank of proprietors 
of slaves.</p>
          <p>The matter had already produced angry words, and 
much vaunting on the part of the stranger; -  “that a 
freeman of South Carolina was not to be imposed upon; 
that by the constitution of the State, his rights 
were sacred, and he was not to be deprived of his 
liberty, at the arbitrary will of a man just from amongst 
the Yankees, and who had brought with him to the 
South as many Yankee tricks as he had <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi>, and 
he believed many more.” He then swore, that “all 
the <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi> in the drove were Yankee <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi>.”</p>
          <p>“When I <hi rend="italics">overseed</hi> for Colonel Polk,” said he, “on 
his rice plantation, he had two Yankee <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi> that 
he brought from Maryland, and they were running 
away every day. I gave them a hundred lashes more 
than a dozen times; but they never quit running 
away, till I chained them together, with iron collars 
round their necks, and chained them to spades, and 
made them do nothing but dig ditches to drain the 
 <pb id="ball40" n="40"/>
rice swamps. They could not run away then, unless 
they went together, and carried their chains and spades 
with them. I kept them in this way two years, and 
better <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi> I never had. One of them died one 
night, and the other was never good for anything after 
he lost his mate. He never ran away afterwards, but 
he died too, after a while.” He then addressed himself 
to the two women, whose master he had become, 
and told them that if ever they ran away, he would treat 
them in the same way. Wretched as I was myself, 
my heart bled for these poor creatures, who had fallen 
into the hands of a tiger in human form. The dispute 
between the two masters was still raging, when, 
unexpectedly, the blacksmith rode up to his house, on a 
thin, bony-looking horse, and dismounting, asked his 
wife what these gentlemen were making such a <hi rend="italics">frolick</hi> about. I did not hear her answer, but both the disputants 
turned and addressed themselves to the smith 
 - the one to know what price he would demand to 
take the irons off all these <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi>, and the other to 
know how long it would take him to perform the 
work. It is here proper for me to observe, that there 
are many phrases of language in common use in Carolina 
and Georgia, which are applied in a way that 
would not be understood by persons from one of the 
Northern States. For instance, when several persons 
are quarrelling, brawling, making a great noise, or 
<pb id="ball41" n="41"/>
even fighting, they say, “<hi rend="italics">the gentlemen are frolicking!</hi>” 
I heard many other terms equally strange, 
whilst I resided in the southern country, amongst such 
white people as I became acquainted with; though 
my acquaintance was confined, in a great measure, to 
overseers, and such people as did not associate with 
the rich planters and great families.</p>
          <p>The smith at length agreed to take the irons from 
the whole of us for two dollars and fifty cents, and 
immediately set about it, with the air of indifference 
that he would have manifested in tearing a pair of old 
shoes from the hoofs of a wagon-horse. It was four 
weeks and five days, from the time my irons had been 
riveted upon me, until they were removed, and great 
as had been my sufferings whilst chained to my fellow-slaves, 
I cannot say that I felt any pleasure in being 
released from my long confinement; for I knew that 
my liberation was only preparatory to my final, and, 
as I feared, perpetual subjugation to the power of 
some such monster, as the one then before me, who 
was preparing to drive away the two unfortunate women 
whom he had purchased, and whose life's-blood 
he had acquired the power of shedding at pleasure, 
for the sum of a thousand dollars. After we were 
released from our chains, our master sold the whole 
lot of irons, which we had borne from Maryland, to 
the blacksmith, for seven dollars.</p>
          <pb id="ball42" n="42"/>
          <p>The smith then procured a bottle of rum, and 
treated his two new acquaintances to a part of its 
contents - wishing them both good luck with their 
<hi rend="italics">niggers</hi>. After these civilities were over, the two women 
were ordered to follow their new master, who 
shaped his course across the country, by a road leading 
<sic>westwest</sic>. At parting from us, they both wept 
aloud, and wrung their hands in despair. We all 
went to them, and bade them a last farewell. Their 
road led into a wood, which they soon entered, and I 
never saw them nor heard of them again.</p>
          <p>These women had both been driven from Calvert 
county, as well as myself, and the fate of the younger 
of the two, was peculiarly severe.</p>
          <p>She had been brought up as a waiting-maid of a 
young lady, the daughter of a gentleman, whose wife 
and family often visited the mistress of my own wife. 
I had frequently seen this woman when she was a 
young girl, in attendance upon her young mistress, 
and riding in the same carriage with her. The father 
of the young lady died, and soon after she married a 
gentleman who resided a few miles off. The husband 
received a considerable fortune with his bride, and 
amongst other things, her waiting-maid, who was reputed 
a great beauty among people of color. He had 
been addicted to the fashionable sports of the country, 
before marriage, such as horse-racing, fox-hunting, 
<pb id="ball43" n="43"/>
&amp;c., and I had heard the black people say he drank 
too freely; but it was supposed that he would correct 
all these irregularities after marriage, more especially 
as his wife was a great belle, and withal very 
handsome. The reverse, however, turned out to be 
the fact. Instead of growing better, he became worse; 
and in the course of a few years, was known all over 
the country, as a drunkard and a gambler. His wife, 
it was said, died of grief, and soon after her death, his 
effects were seized by his creditors, and sold by the 
sheriff. The former waiting-maid, now the mother 
of several children, was purchased by our present master 
for four hundred dollars, at the sheriff's sale, and 
this poor wretch, whose employment in early life had 
been to take care of her young mistress, and attend 
to her in her chamber, and at her toilet, after being 
torn from her husband and her children, had now gone 
to toil out a horrible existence beneath the scorching 
sun of a South Carolina cotton-field under the dominion 
of a master, as void of the manners of a gentleman, 
as he was of the language of humanity.</p>
          <p>It was now late in the afternoon; but, as we had 
made little progress to-day, and were now divested of 
the burden of our chains, as well as freed from the 
two women, who had hitherto much retarded our 
march, our master ordered us to hasten on our way, 
as we had ten <sic>m les</sic> to go that evening. I had 
<pb id="ball44" n="44"/>
been so long oppressed by the weight of my chains, 
and the iron collar about my neck, that for some time 
after I commenced walking at my natural liberty, I 
felt a kind of giddiness, or lightness of the head 
Most of my companions complained of the same 
sensation, and we did not recover our proper feelings 
until after we had slept one night. It was after dark 
when we arrived at our lodging-place, which proved 
to be the house of a small cotton-planter, who, it 
appeared, kept a sort of a house of entertainment for 
travelers, contrary to what I afterwards discovered to 
be the usual custom of cotton-planters. This man 
and my master had known each other before, and 
seemed to be well acquainted. He was the first person 
that we had met since leaving Maryland, who 
was known to my master, and as they kept up a very 
free conversation, through the course of the evening, 
and the house in which they were, was only separated 
from the kitchen, in which we were lodged, by a space 
of a few feet, I had an opportunity of hearing much 
that was highly interesting to me. The landlord, 
after supper, came with our master to look at us, and 
to see us receive our allowance of boiled rice from the 
hands of a couple of black women, who had prepared 
it in a large iron kettle. Whilst viewing us, the 
former asked the latter, what he intended to do with 
his drove; but no reply was made to this inquiry -  
 <pb id="ball45" n="45"/>
and as our master had, through our whole journey, 
maintained a studied silence on this subject, I felt a 
great curiosity to know what disposition he intended 
to make of the whole gang, and of myself in particular. 
On their return to the house, I advanced to a 
small window in the kitchen, which brought me within 
a few yards of the place where they sat, and from 
which I was able to hear all they said, although they 
spoke in a low tone of voice. I here learned, that so 
many of us as could be sold for a good price, were to 
be disposed of in Columbia, on our arrival at that 
place, and that the residue would be driven to Augusta 
and sold there.  </p>
          <p>The landlord assured my master that at this time 
slaves were much in demand, both in Columbia and 
Augusta; that purchasers were numerous and prices 
good; and that the best plan of effecting good sales 
would be to put up each <hi rend="italics">nigger</hi> separately, at auction, 
after giving a few days' notice, by an advertisement, 
in the neighboring country. Cotton, he said, had not 
been higher for many years, and as a great many persons, 
especially young men, were moving off to the 
new purchase in Georgia, prime hands were in high 
demand, for the purpose of clearing the land in the 
new country - that the boys and girls, under twenty, 
would bring almost any price at present, in Columbia 
for the purpose of picking the growing crop of cotton, 
<pb id="ball46" n="46"/> 
which promised to be very heavy; and as most persons 
had planted more than their hands would be able 
to pick, young <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi>, who would soon learn to pick 
cotton, were prime articles in the market. As to 
those more advanced in life, he seemed to think the 
prospect of selling them at an unusual price, not so 
good, as they could not so readily become expert 
cotton-pickers - he said further, that for some cause, 
which he could not comprehend, the price of rice had 
not been so good this year as usual; and that he had 
found it cheaper to purchase rice to feed his own 
<hi rend="italics">niggers</hi> than to provide them with corn, which had to 
be brought from the upper country. He therefore 
advised my master not to drive us towards the rice 
plantation of the low country. My master said he 
would follow his advice, at least so far as to sell a 
portion of us in Carolina, but seemed to be of opinion 
that his prime hands would bring him more money in 
Georgia, and named me, in particular, as one who 
would be worth, at least, a thousand dollars, to a 
man who was about making a settlement, and 
clearing a plantation in the new purchase. I therefore 
concluded, that in the course of events, I was likely to 
become the property of a Georgian, which turned out 
in the end to be the case, though not so soon as I at 
this time apprehended. I slept but little this night, 
feeling a restlessness when no longer in chains; and 
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pondering over the future lot of my life, which appeared 
fraught only with evil and misfortune. Day at 
length dawned and with its first light we were ordered 
to betake ourselves to the road, which, we were told, 
would lead us to Columbia, the place of intended sale 
of some, if not all of us. For several days past, I had 
observed that in the country through which we traveled, 
little attention was paid to the cultivation of anything 
but cotton. Now this plant was almost the sole 
possessor of the fields. It covered the plantations 
adjacent to the road, as far as I could see, both before 
and behind me, and looked not unlike buckwheat before 
it blossoms. I saw some small fields of corn, and 
lots of sweet potatoes, amongst which the young vines 
of the water-melon were frequently visible. The 
improvements on the plantations were not good. There 
were no barns, but only stables and sheds, to put the 
cotton under, as it was brought from the field. Hay 
seemed to be unknown in the country, for I saw neither 
hay-stacks nor meadows; and the few fields that were 
lying fallow, had but small numbers of cattle in them, 
and these were thin and meagre. We had met with 
no flocks of sheep of late, and the hogs that we saw 
on the road-side were in bad condition. The horses 
and mules that I saw in the cotton-fields, were poor 
and badly harnessed, and the half-naked condition of 
the negroes, who drove them, or followed with the 
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hoe, together with their wan complexions, proved to 
me that they had too much work, or not enough food. 
We passed a cotton-gin this morning, the first that I 
ever saw; but they were not at work with it. We 
also met a party of ladies and gentlemen on a journey 
of pleasure, riding in two handsome carriages, 
drawn by sleek and spirited horses, very different in 
appearance from the moving skeletons that I had 
noticed drawing the ploughs in the fields. The black 
drivers of the coaches were neatly clad in gay-colored 
clothes, and contrasted well with their half-naked brethren, 
a gang of whom were hoeing cotton by the roadside, 
near them, attended by an overseer in a white 
linen shirt and pantaloons, with one of the long 
negro whips in his hand.</p>
          <p>I observed that these poor people did not raise their 
heads, to look at either the fine coaches and horses 
then passing, or at us; but kept their faces steadily 
bent towards the cotton-plants, from among which 
they were removing weeds. I almost shuddered 
at the sight, knowing that I myself was doomed to a 
state of servitude equally cruel and debasing, unless, 
by some <sic>unforseen</sic> occurrence, I might fall into the 
hands of a master of less inhumanity of temper than 
the one who had possession of the miserable creatures 
before me. </p>
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        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER III.</head>
          <p>IT was manifest that I was now in a country where 
the life of a black man was no more regarded than 
that of an ox, except as far as the man was worth the 
more money in the market. On all the plantations 
that we passed, there was a want of live stock of every 
description, except slaves, and they were deplorably 
abundant.</p>
          <p>The fields were destitute of everything that deserved 
the name of grass, and not a spear of clover 
was anywhere visible. The few cattle that existed, 
were browsing on the boughs of the trees, in the woods. 
Everything betrayed a scarcity of the means of supplying 
the slaves, who cultivated the vast cotton-fields, 
with a sufficiency of food. We traveled this 
day more than thirty miles, and crossed the Catawba 
river in the afternoon, on the bottoms of which I saw, 
for the first time, fields of rice, growing in swamps 
covered with water. Causeways were raised through 
the low-lands in which the rice grew, and on which
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the road was formed on which we traveled. These 
rice-fields, or rather swamps, had, in my eyes, a beautiful 
appearance. The rice was nearly two feet in 
height above the water, and of a vivid green color, 
covering a large space, of at least a hundred acres. 
Had it not been for the water, which appeared stagnant 
and sickly, and swarmed with frogs and thousands 
of snakes, it would have been as fine a sight as 
one need wish to look upon. After leaving the low 
grounds along the river, we again entered plantations 
of cotton, which lined the roads on both sides, relieved, 
here and there, by corn-fields and potato-patches. 
We stopped for the night at a small tavern, and our 
master said we were within a day's journey of Columbia.</p>
          <p>We here, again, received boiled rice for supper, 
without salt, or any kind of seasoning; a pint was 
allotted to each person, which we greedily devoured, 
having had no dinner to-day, save an allowance of 
corn-cakes, with the fat of about five pounds of bacon, 
extracted by frying, in which we dipped our bread. I 
slept soundly after this day's march, the fatigues of 
the body having, for once, overcome the agitations of 
the mind. The next day, which was, if my recollection 
is accurate, the ninth of June, was the last of our 
journey before our company separated; and we were 
on the road before the stars had disappeared from the 
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sky. Our breakfast, this morning, consisted of bacon 
soup, a dish composed of corn-meal, boiled in water, 
with a small piece of bacon to give the soup a taste 
of meat. For dinner we had boiled Indian peas, with 
a small allowance of bacon. This was the first time 
that we had received two rations of meat in the same 
day, on the whole journey, and some of our party 
were much surprised at the kindness of our master; 
but I had no doubt that his object was to make us 
look fat and hearty, to enable him to obtain better 
prices for us at Columbia.</p>
          <p>At supper this night, we had corn mush, in large 
wooden trays, with melted lard to dip the mush in 
before eating it. We might have reached Columbia 
this day if we had continued our march, but we stopped, 
at least an hour before sun-set, about three miles 
from town, at the house of a man who supported the 
double character of planter and keeper of a house of 
entertainment; for I learned from his slaves that 
their master considered it disreputable to be called a 
tavern-keeper, and would not put up a sign, although 
he received pay of such persons as lodged with him. 
His house was a frame building, weather-boarded with 
pine boards, but had no plastering within. The furniture 
corresponded with the house which contained 
it, and was both scanty and mean, consisting of pine 
tables and wooden chairs, with bottoms made of cornhusks 
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The house was only one story high, and all 
the rooms, six or seven in number, parlor, bed-rooms, 
and kitchen, were on the first floor. As the weather 
was warm and the windows open, I had an opportunity 
of looking into the sleeping rooms of the family, 
as I walked round the house, which I was permitted 
freely to do. The beds and their furniture answered 
well to the chairs and tables; yet in the large front 
room I observed on an old fashioned side-board, a 
great quantity of glass-ware, of various descriptions, 
with two or three dozen silver spoons, a silver tea-urn, 
and several knives and forks with silver handles. In 
the corner of this room stood a bed with gaudy red
curtains, with figures of lions, elephants, naked negroes, 
and other representations of African scenery.</p>
          <p>The master of the house was not at home when we 
arrived, but came in from the field shortly afterwards. 
He met my master with the cordiality of an old friend, 
though he had never seen him before; said he was 
happy to see him at his house, and that the greatest 
pleasure he enjoyed was derived from the entertainment 
of such gentlemen as thought proper to visit 
his house; that he was always glad to see strangers, 
and more especially gentlemen who were adding so 
much to the wealth and population of Carolina, as 
those merchants who imported servants from the 
North. He then observed that he had never seen a 
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finer lot of property pass his house than we were, and 
that any gentleman who brought such a stock of hands 
into the country was a public benefactor, and entitled 
to the respect and gratitude of every friend of the 
South. He assured my master that he was happy to 
see him at his house, and that if he thought proper to 
remain a few days with him, it would be his chief 
business to introduce him to the gentlemen of the 
neighborhood, who would all be glad to become 
acquainted with a merchant of his respectability. In 
the State of Maryland, my master had been called a 
<hi rend="italics">negro buyer, or Georgia trader</hi>, sometimes a <hi rend="italics">negro 
driver</hi>; but here, I found that he was elevated to the 
rank of merchant, and a merchant of the first order 
too; for it was very clear that in the opinion of the 
landlord, no branch of trade was more honorable than 
the traffic in us poor slaves. Our master observed 
that he had a mind to remain here a short time, and 
try what kind of market Columbia would present, for 
the sale of his lot of servants; and that he would 
make his house his home, until he had ascertained 
what could be done in town, and what demand there 
was in the neighborhood for servants. We were not 
called <hi rend="italics">slaves</hi> by these men, who talked of selling us, 
and of the price we would bring, with as little compunction 
of conscience as they would have talked of 
the sale of so many mules.</p>
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          <p>It is the custom throughout all the slave-holding 
States, amongst people of fashion, never to speak of 
their negroes as slaves, but always as servants; but 
I had never before met with the keeper of a public 
house, in the country, who had arrived at this degree 
of refinement. I had been accustomed to hear this 
order of men, and indeed the greater number of white 
people speak of the people of color as <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi>.</p>
          <p>We remained at this place more than two weeks; 
I presume because my master found it cheaper to keep 
us here than in town, or perhaps, because he supposed 
we might recover from the hardships of our journey 
more speedily in the country.</p>
          <p>As it was here that my real acquaintance with 
South Carolina commenced, I have noted with more
particularity the incidents that occurred, than I otherwise 
should have done. This family was composed 
of the husband, wife, three daughters, all young women, 
and two sons, one of whom appeared to be about 
twenty, and the other, perhaps seventeen years old. 
They had nine slaves in all, one very old man, quite 
crooked with years and labor - two men of middle age 
 - one lad, perhaps sixteen - one woman with three 
children, the oldest about seven, - and a young girl 
of twelve or fourteen. The farm, or plantation, they 
lived on, contained about one hundred and fifty 
acres of cleared land, sandy, and the greater part of 
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it poor, as was proved by the stinted growth of the 
cotton.</p>
          <p>At the time of our arrival at this house, I saw no 
persons about it, except the four ladies - the mother 
and her three daughters - the husband being in the 
field, as noticed above. According to the orders of 
my master, I had taken the saddle from his horse and 
put him in a stable; and it was not until after the 
first salutations of the new landlord to my master 
were over, that he seemed to think of asking him 
whether he had come on foot, on horse-back, or in a 
coach. He at length, however, turned suddenly and 
asked him, with an air of surprise, where he had left 
his horses and carriage. My master said he had no 
carriage, that he traveled on horse-back, and that his 
horse was in the stable. The landlord then apologized 
for the trouble he must have had, in having his 
horse put away himself; and said that at this season 
of the year, the planters were so hurried by their crops, 
and found so much difficulty in keeping down the 
grass, that they were generally obliged to keep all 
their servants in the field; that for his part, he had 
been compelled to put his coachman, and even the 
waiting-maids of his daughters into the cotton-fields, 
and that at this time, his family were without servants, 
a circumstance that had never happened before! 
“For my part,” said he, “I have always prided myself 
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on bringing up my family well, and can say, that 
although I do not live in so fine a house as some of 
the other planters of Carolina, yet my children are as 
great ladies and gentlemen as any in the state. Not 
one of them has ever had to do a day's work yet, and 
as long as I live, never shall. I sent two of my daughters 
to Charleston last summer, and they were there 
three months; and I intend to send the youngest there 
this summer. They have all learned to dance here in 
Columbia, where I sent them two quarters to a Frenchman, 
and he made me pay pretty well for it. They 
went to the same dancing school with the daughters 
of Wade Hampton and Colonel Fitzhugh. I am determined 
that they shall never marry any but gentlemen 
of the first character, and I know they will always 
follow my advice in matters of this kind. They are 
prudent and sensible girls, and are not going to do as 
Major Pollack's daughter did this spring, who ran away 
with a Georgia cracker, who brought a drove of cattle 
for sale from the Indian country, and who had not a 
<hi rend="italics">nigger</hi> in the world. He staid with me sometime, 
and wished to have something to say to my second 
daughter, but the thing would not do.”</p>
          <p>Here he stopped short in his narrative, and seeming 
to muse a moment, said to his guest, “I presume, as 
you travel alone, you have no family.” “No,” replied 
my master, “I am a single man.” “I thought 
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so by your appearance,” said the loquacious landlord, 
“and I shall be glad to introduce you to my family 
this evening. My sons are two as fine fellows as there 
are in all Carolina. My oldest boy is lieutenant in 
the militia, and in the same company that marched 
with Gen. Marion in the war. He was on the point 
of fighting a duel last winter, with young M'Corkle in 
Columbia; but the matter was settled between them. 
You will see him this evening, when he returns from 
the quoit-party. A quoit-party of young bucks meet 
once every week about two miles from this, and as I 
wish my sons to keep the best company, they both attend 
it. There is to be a cock-fight there this afternoon, 
and my youngest son, Edmund, has the finest 
cock in this country. He is one of the true game 
blood, - the real Dominica game breed; and I sent to 
Charleston for his gaffs. There is a bet of ten dollars 
a side between my son's cock and the one belonging 
to young Blainey, the son of Major Blainey. Young 
Blainey is a hot-headed young blood, and has been 
concerned in three duels, though I believe he never 
fought but one; but I know Edmund will not take a 
word from him, and it will be well if he and his cock 
do not both get well licked.”</p>
          <p>Here the conversation was arrested by the sound of 
horses' feet on the road, and in the next instant, two 
young men rode up at a gallop, mounted on lean looking 
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horses; one of the riders carrying a pole on his 
shoulder, with a game cock in a net bag, tied to one 
end of it. On perceiving them the landlord exclaimed 
with an oath, “There's two lads of spirit! stranger - 
and if you will allow me the liberty of asking you 
your name, I will introduce you to them.” At the 
suggestion of his name, my master seemed to hesitate 
a little, but after a moment's pause, said, “They call 
me M'Giffin, sir.” “My name is Hulig, sir,” replied 
the landlord, “and I am very happy to be acquainted 
with you, Mr. M'Giffin,” at the same time shaking him 
by the hand, and introducing his two sons, who were 
by this time at the door.</p>
          <p>This was the first time I had ever heard the name 
of my master, although I had been with him five 
weeks. I had never seen him before the day on which 
he seized and bound me in Maryland, and as he took 
me away immediately, I did not hear his name at the 
time. The people who assisted to fetter me, either 
from accident or design, omitted to name him, and 
after we commenced our journey, he had maintained 
so much distant reserve and austerity of manner towards 
us all, that no one ventured to ask him his 
name. We had called him nothing but “master,” 
and the various persons at whose houses we had stopped 
on our way, knew as little of his name as we did. 
We had frequently been asked the name of our master, 
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and perhaps had not always obtained credence, when 
we said we did not know it.</p>
          <p>Throughout the whole journey, until after we were 
released from our irons, he had forbidden us to converse 
together beyond a few words in relation to our 
temporary condition and wants; and as he was with 
us all day, and never slept out of hearing of us at 
night, he rigidly enforced his edict of silence. I presume 
that the reason of this prohibition of all conversation 
was to prevent us from devising plans of escape; 
but he had imposed as rigid a silence on himself 
as was enforced upon us; and after having passed 
from Maryland to South Carolina, in his company, I 
knew no more of my master, than, that he knew how 
to keep his secrets, guard his slaves, and make a close 
bargain. I had never heard him speak of his home or 
family; and therefore had concluded that he was an 
unmarried man, and an adventurer, who felt no more 
attachment for one place than another, and whose 
residence was not very well settled; but, from the 
large sums of money which he must have been able to 
command and carry with him to the North, to enable 
him to purchase so large a number of slaves, I had no 
doubt that he was a man of consequence and consideration 
in the place from whence he came.</p>
          <p>In Maryland, I had always observed that men, who 
were the owners of large stocks of negroes, were not 
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averse to having publicity given to their names; and 
that the possession of this species of property even 
there, gave its owner more vanity and egotism, than 
fell to the lot of the holders of any other kind of 
estate; and in truth, my subsequent experience proved 
that without the possession of slaves, no man could 
ever arrive at, or hope to rise to any honorable station 
in society; - yet, my master seemed to take no pride 
in having at his disposal the lives of so many human 
beings. He never spoke to us in words of either pity 
or hatred; and never spoke of us, except to order us 
to be fed or watered, as he would have directed the 
same offices to be performed for so many horses, or to 
inquire where the best prices could be obtained for us. 
He regarded us only as objects of traffic and the materials 
of his commerce; and although he had lived 
several years in Carolina and Georgia, and had there 
exercised the profession of an overseer, he regarded 
the Southern planters as no less the subjects of trade 
and speculation than the slaves he sold to them; as 
will appear in the sequel. It was to this man that 
the landlord introduced his two sons, and upon whom 
he was endeavoring to impose a belief, that he was 
the head of a family which took rank with those of 
the first planters of the district. The ladies of the 
household, though I had seen them in the kitchen 
when I walked round the house, had not yet presented 
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themselves to my master, nor indeed were they in 
a condition to be seen anywhere but in the apartment 
they occupied at the time. The young gentlemen gave a 
very gasconading account of the quoit-party and cockfight, 
from which they had just returned, and according 
to their version of the affair, it might have been 
an assemblage of at least half the military officers of 
the state; for all the persons of whom they spoke, 
were captains, majors and colonels. The eldest said, 
he had won two bowls of punch at quoits; and the 
youngest, whose cock had been victor in the battle, on 
which ten dollars were staked, vaunted much of the 
qualities of his bird; and supported his veracity by 
numerous oaths, and reiterated appeals to his brother 
for the truth of his assertions. Both these young 
men were so much intoxicated that they with difficulty 
maintained an erect posture in walking.</p>
          <p>By this time the sun was going down, and I observed 
two female slaves, a woman and girl, approaching 
the house on the side of the kitchen from the cotton-field. 
They were coming home to prepare supper 
for the family; the ladies whom I had seen in the 
kitchen not having been there for the purpose of 
performing the duties appropriate to that station, but 
having sought it as a place of refuge from the sight of 
my master, who had approached the front of their 
dwelling silently, and so suddenly as not to permit 
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them to gain the foot of the stairway in the large 
front room, without being seen by him, to whose view 
they by no means wished to expose themselves before 
they had visited their toilets. About dark the supper 
was ready in the large room, and, as it had two fronts, 
one of which looked into the yard where my companions 
and I had been permitted to seat ourselves, and 
had an opportunity of seeing, by the light of the candle, 
all that was done within, and of hearing all that 
was said. The ladies, four in number, had entered 
the room before the gentlemen; and when the latter 
came in my master was introduced, by the landlord to 
his wife and daughters, by the name and title of 
<hi rend="italics">Colonel M'Giffin</hi>, which, at that time, impressed me 
with a belief that he was really an officer, and that he 
had disclosed this circumstance without my knowledge; 
but I afterwards perceived that in the south it is deemed 
respectful to address a stranger by the title of 
Colonel, or Major, or General, if his appearance will 
warrant the association of so high a rank with his name. 
My master had declared his intention of becoming the 
inmate of this family for some time, and no pains 
seemed to be spared on their part to impress upon his 
mind the high opinion that they entertained of the 
dignity of the owner of fifty slaves; the possession of 
so large a number of human creatures being, in Carolina, 
a certificate of character, which entitles its bearer
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to enter whatever society he may choose to select, with 
out any thing more being known of his birth, his life 
or reputation. The man who owns fifty servants must 
needs be a gentleman amongst the higher ranks, and
the owner of half a hundred <hi rend="italics">niggers</hi> is a sort of nobleman 
amongst the low, the ignorant, and the vulgar. 
The mother and three daughters, whose appearance, 
when I saw them in the kitchen, would have warranted 
the conclusion that they had just risen from bed without 
having time to adjust their dress, were now gaily, 
if not neatly attired; and the two female slaves, who 
had come from the field at sundown to cook the supper, 
now waited at the table. The landlord talked 
much of his crops, his plantation and slaves, and of 
the distinguished families who exchanged visits with 
his own; but my master took very little part in the 
conversation of the evening, and appeared disposed to 
maintain the air of mystery which had hitherto invested 
his character.</p>
          <p>After it was quite dark, the slaves came in from the 
cotton-field, and taking little notice of us, went into 
the kitchen, and each taking thence a pint of corn, 
proceeded to a little mill, which was nailed to a post 
in the yard, and there commenced the operation of 
grinding meal for their suppers, which were afterwards 
to be prepared by baking the meal into cakes at the 
fire. The woman who was the mother of the three
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small children, was permitted to grind her allowance of 
corn first, and after her came the old man, and the 
others in succession. After the corn was converted 
into meal, each one kneaded it up with cold water into 
a thick dough, and raking away the ashes from a small 
space on the kitchen hearth, placed the dough, rolled 
up in green leaves, in the hollow, and covering it with 
hot embers, left it to be baked into bread, which was 
done in about half an hour. These loaves constituted 
the only supper of the slaves belonging to this family 
for I observed that the two women who had waited at 
the table, after the supper of the white people was 
disposed of, also came with their corn to the mill on the 
post and ground their allowance like the others. They 
had not been permitted to taste even the fragments of 
the meal that they had cooked for their masters and 
mistresses. It was eleven o'clock before these people 
had finished their supper of cakes, and several of them, 
especially the younger of the two lads, were so overpowered 
with toil and sleep, that they had to be roused 
from their slumbers when their cakes were done, to 
devour them.</p>
          <p>We had for our supper to-night, a pint of boiled 
rice to each person, and a small quantity of stale 
and very rancid butter, from the bottom of an old keg, or 
firkin, which contained about two pounds, the remnant 
of that which once filled it. We boiled the rice ourselves,
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in a large iron kettle; and, as our master now 
informed us that we were to remain here some time, 
many of us determined to avail ourselves of this season 
of respite from our toils, to wash our clothes, and 
free our persons from the vermin which had appeared 
amongst our party several weeks before, and now 
begun to be extremely tormenting. As we were not 
allowed any soap, we were obliged to resort to the use 
of a very fine and unctuous kind of clay, resembling 
fullers' earth, but of a yellow color, which was found 
on the margin of a small swamp near the house. This 
was the first time that I had ever heard of clay being 
used for the purpose of washing clothes; but I often 
availed myself of this resource afterwards, whilst I was 
a slave in the south. We wet our clothes, then rubbed 
this clay all over the garments, and by scouring 
it out in warm water with our hands, the cloth, whether 
of woollen, or cotton, or linen texture, was entirely 
clean. We subjected our persons to the same process, 
and in this way freed our camp from the host of enemies 
that had been generated in the course of our journey.</p>
          <p>This washing consumed the whole of the first day 
of our residence on the plantation of Mr. Hulig. 
We all lay the first night in a shed, or summer kitchen, 
standing behind the house, and a few yards from it a 
place in which the slaves of the plantation washed 
their clothes, and passed their Sundays in warm weather,
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when they did not work; but as this place was 
quite too small to accommodate our party, or indeed 
to contain us, without crowding us together in such a 
manner as to endanger our health, we were removed, 
the morning after our arrival, to an old decayed frame 
building, about one hundred yards from the house, 
which had been erected, as I learned, for a cotton-gin, 
but into which its possessor, for want of means I presume, 
had never introduced the machinery of the gin. 
This building was near forty feet square; was without 
any other floor than the earth, and neither doors nor 
windows, to close the openings which had been left for 
the admission of those who entered it. We were told 
that in this place the cotton of the plantation was deposited 
in the picking season, as it was brought from 
the field, until it could be removed to a neighboring 
plantation, where there was a gin to divest it of its 
seeds.</p>
          <p>Here we took our temporary abode - men and 
women, promiscuously. Our provisions, whilst we 
remained here, were regularly distributed to us; and 
our daily allowance to each person, consisted of a pint 
of corn, a pint of rice, and about three or four pounds 
of butter, such as we had received on the night of our 
arrival, divided amongst us, in small pieces from the 
point of a table knife. The rice we boiled in the iron 
kettle - we ground our corn at the little mill on the
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post in the kitchen, and converted the meal into bread, 
in the manner we had been accustomed to at home - 
sometimes on the hearth, and sometimes before the fire 
on a hoe. The butter was given us as an extraordinary 
ration, to strengthen and recruit us after our long 
march, and give us a healthy and expert appearance 
at the time of our future sale.</p>
          <p>We had no beds of any kind to sleep on, but each 
one was provided with a blanket, which had been the 
companion of our travels. We were left entirely at 
liberty to go out or in when we pleased, and no watch 
was kept over us either by night or day. </p>
          <p>Our master had removed us so far from our native 
country, that he supposed it impossible for any of us 
ever to escape from him, and surmount all the obstacles 
that lay between us and our former homes. He went 
away immediately after we were established in our new 
lodgings, and remained absent until the second evening 
about sundown, when he returned, came into our 
shed, sat down on a block of wood in the midst of us, 
and asked if any one had been sick; if we had got our 
clothes clean; and if we had been supplied with an 
allowance of rice, corn and butter. After satisfying 
himself upon these points, he told us that we were 
now at liberty to run away if we chose to do so; but 
if we made the attempt we should most certainly be 
re-taken, and subjected to the most terrible punishment
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“I never flog,” said he, “my practice is to 
<hi rend="italics">cat-haul</hi>; and if you run away, and I catch you 
again - as I surely shall do - and give you one cat-hauling, 
you will never run away again, nor attempt 
it.” I did not then understand the import of cat-hauling, 
but in after times, became well acquainted 
with its signification.</p>
          <p>We remained in this place nearly two weeks, during 
which time, our allowance of food was not varied, and 
was regularly given to us. We were not required to 
do any work; and I had liberty and leisure to walk 
about the plantation, and make such observations as I 
could upon the new state of things around me. Gentlemen 
and ladies came every day to look at us, with 
a view of becoming our purchasers; and we were examined 
with minute care as to our ages, former occupations, 
and capacity of performing labor. Our persons 
were inspected, and more especially the hands were 
scrutinized, to see if all the fingers were perfect, and 
capable of the quick motions necessary in picking cotton. 
Our master only visited us once a day, and 
sometimes he remained absent two days; so that he 
seldom met any of those who came to see us; but, 
whenever it so happened that he did meet them, he 
laid aside his silence and became very talkative, and 
even animated in his conversation, extolling our good 
qualities, and averring that he had purchased some of
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us of one colonel, and others of another general in 
Virginia; that he could by no means have procured us, 
had it not been that, in some instances, our masters 
had ruined themselves, and were obliged to sell us to 
save their families from ruin; and in others, that our 
owners were dead, their estates deeply in debt, and we 
had been sold at public sale; by which means he had 
become possessed of us. He said our habits were 
unexceptionable, our characters good; that there was not 
one among us all who had ever been known to run away, 
or steal any thing from our former masters. I observed 
that running away, and stealing from his master, were 
regarded as the highest crimes of which a slave could 
be guilty; but I heard no questions asked concerning 
our propensity to steal from other people besides our 
masters, and I afterwards learned, that this was not 
always regarded as a very high crime by the owner of 
a slave, provided he would perpetrate the theft so 
adroitly as not to be detected in it.</p>
          <p>We were severally asked by our visitors, if we would 
be willing to live with them, if they would purchase 
us, to which we generally replied in the affirmative; 
but our owner declined all the offers that were made 
for us, upon the ground that we were too poor
 - looked too bad to be sold at present - and that in 
our condition he could not expect to get a fair value 
for us.</p>
          <pb id="ball70" n="70"/>
          <p>One evening, when our master was with us, a thin, 
sallow-looking man rode up to the house, and alighting 
from his horse, came to us, and told him that he
had come to buy a boy; that he wished to get a good 
field hand, and would pay a good price for him. I 
never saw a human countenance that expressed more 
of the evil passions of the of the heart than did that of this 
man, and his conversation corresponded with his 
physiognomy. Every sentence of his language was 
accompanied with an oath of the most vulgar profanity, 
and his eyes appeared to me to be the index of a soul 
as cruel as his visage was disgusting and repulsive.</p>
          <p>After looking at us for some time, this wretch singled 
<hi rend="italics">me</hi> out as the object of his choice, and coming 
up to me, asked me how I would like him for a master. 
In my heart I detested him; but a slave is often 
afraid to speak the truth, and divulge all he feels; so 
with myself in this instance, as it was doubtful whether 
I might not fall into his hands, and be subject to the 
violence of his temper, I told him that if he was a 
good master, as every gentleman ought to be, I should 
be willing to live with him. He appeared satisfied 
with my answer, and turning to my master, said he 
would give a high price for me. “I can,” said he,
“by going to Charleston, buy as many Guinea negroes 
as I please for two hundred dollars each, but as I like 
this fellow, I will give you four hundred for him.” 
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This offer struck terror into my heart, for I knew it 
was as much as was generally given for the best and 
ablest slaves, and I expected that it would immediately 
be accepted as my price, and that I should be 
at once consigned to the hands of this man, of whom 
I had formed so abhorrent an opinion. To my surprise 
and satisfaction. However, my master made no 
reply to the proposition; but stood for a moment, with 
one hand raised to his face and his fore-finger on his 
nose, and then turning suddenly to me, said, “Go into 
the house; I shall not sell you to-day.” It was my 
business to obey the order of departure, and as I went
beyond the sound of their voices, I could not understand 
the purport of the conversation which followed 
between these two traffickers in human blood; but 
after a parley of about a quarter of an hour, the 
hated stranger started abruptly away, and going to 
the road, mounted his horse, and rode off at a gallop, 
banishing himself and my fears together.</p>
          <p>I did not see my master again this evening, and 
when I came out of our barracks in the morning, although 
it was scarcely daylight, I saw him standing 
near one corner of the building, with his head inclined 
towards the wall, evidently listening to catch any 
sounds within. He ordered me to go and feed his 
horse, and have him saddled for him by sunrise. 
About an hour afterwards he came to the stable in his 
 <pb id="ball72" n="72"/>
riding dress; and told me that he should remove us 
all to Columbia in a few days. He then rode away, 
and did not return until the third day afterwards. </p>
        </div2>
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        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER IV.</head>
          <p>IT was now about the middle of June, the weather 
excessively warm, and from eleven o'clock. A. M., until 
late in the afternoon, the sand about our residence 
was so hot that we could not stand on it with our 
bare feet in one posture, more than one or two minutes. 
The whole country, so far as I could see, appeared 
to be dead plain, without the least variety of 
either hill or dale. The pine was so far the predominant 
timber of the forest, that at a little distance 
the entire woods appeared to be composed of this tree.</p>
          <p>I had become weary of being confined to the immediate 
vicinity of our lodgings, and determined to venture 
out into the fields of the plantation, and see the 
manner of cultivating cotton. Accordingly, after I 
had made my morning meal upon corn cakes, I sallied 
out in the direction which I had seen the slaves of the 
plantation take at the time they left the house at daylight, 
and following a path through a small field of 
corn, which was so tall as to prevent me from seeing 
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beyond it, I soon arrived at the field in which the people 
were at work with hoes amongst the cotton, which 
was about two feet high, and had formed such 
long branches, that they could no longer plough 
in it without breaking it.  Expecting to pass the 
remainder of my life in this kind of labor, I felt anxious 
to know the evils, if any, attending it, and more especially 
the manner in which the slaves were treated on 
the cotton estates.</p>
          <p>The people now before me, were all diligently and 
laboriously weeding and hilling the cotton with hoes, 
and when I approached them, they scarcely took time 
to speak to me, but continued their labor as if I had 
not been present. As there did not appear to be any 
overseer with them, I thought I would go amongst 
them, and enter into conversation with them; but 
upon addressing myself to one of the men, and telling 
him, if it was not disagreeable to him, I should be 
glad to become acquainted with him, he said he should 
be glad to be acquainted with me, but master Tom 
did not allow him to talk much to people when he 
was at work. I asked him where his master Tom 
was; but before he had time to reply, same one called 
- “Mind you work there, you rascals.” Looking 
in the direction of the sound, I saw master Tom, sitting 
under the shade of a sassafras tree, at the distance 
of about a hundred yards from us. Deeming it 
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unsafe to continue in the field without the permission 
of its lord, I approached the sassafras tree, with my 
hat in my hand, and in a very humble manner, asked 
leave to help the people work awhile, as I was tired 
of staying about the house and doing nothing. He 
said he did not care; I might go and work with them 
awhile, but I must take care not to talk too much and 
keep his hands from their work.</p>
          <p>Now, having authority on my side, I returned, and 
taking a hoe from the hands of a small girl, told her 
to pull up weeds, and I would take her row for her. 
When we arrived at the end of the rows which we 
were then hilling, master Tom, who still held his post 
under the sassafras tree, called his people to come to 
breakfast. Although I had already broken my fast, I 
went with the rest for the purpose of seeing what their 
breakfast was composed of. At the tree I saw a keg 
which contained about five gallons, with water in it, 
and a gourd lying by it; near this was a basket made 
of splits, large enough to hold more than a peck. It 
contained the breakfast of the people, covered by some 
green leaves of the magnolia, or great bay tree of the 
South. When the leaves were removed, I found that
the supply of provisions consisted of one cake of cornmeal, 
weighing about half a pound, for each person 
This bread had no sort of seasoning, not even salt, and 
constituted the only breakfast of these poor people, 
 <pb id="ball76" n="76"/>
who had been toiling from early dawn until about 
eight o'clock. There was no cake for me, and master 
Tom did not say anything to me on the state of my 
stomach; but the young girl, whose hoe I had taken 
in the field, offered me a part of her cake, which I refused. 
After the breakfast was despatched, we again 
returned to our work; but the master ordered the 
girl, whose hoe I had, to go and get another hoe which 
lay at some distance in the field, and take her row 
again. I continued in the field until dinner, which 
took place about one o'clock, and was the same, in all 
respects, as the breakfast had been.</p>
          <p>Master Tom was the younger of the two brothers 
who returned from the cock-fight on the evening of 
our arrival at this place, - he left the field about ten 
o'clock, and was succeeded by his elder brother, as 
overseer for the remainder of the day. After this 
change of superintendents, my companions became 
more loquacious, and in the course of an hour or two, 
I had become familiar with the condition of my 
fellow-laborers, who told me that the elder of their 
young masters was much less tyrannical than his 
younger brother; and that whilst the former remained 
in the field they would be at liberty to talk as 
much as they pleased, provided they did not neglect 
their work. One of the men who appeared to be about 
forty years of age, and who was the foreman of the  
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field, told me that he had been born in South Carolina, 
and had always lived there, though he had only 
belonged to his present master about ten years. I 
asked him if his master allowed him no meat, nor any 
kind of provisions except bread; to which he replied 
that they never had any meat except at Christmas, 
when each hand on the place received about three 
pounds of pork; that from September, when the sweet 
potatoes were at the maturity of their growth, they 
had an allowance of potatoes as long as the crop held 
out, which was generally until about March; but that 
for the rest of the year, they had nothing but a peck 
of corn a week, with such weeds and other vegetables 
as they could gather from the fields for greens - that 
their master did not allow them any salt, and that the 
only means they had of procuring this luxury, was, 
by working on Sundays for the neighboring planters, 
who paid them in money at the rate of fifty cents per 
day, with which they purchased salt and some other 
articles of convenience.</p>
          <p>This man told me that his master furnished him 
with two shirts of tow linen, and two pair of <sic>trowsers</sic>, 
one of woollen and the other of linen cloth, one woollen 
jacket, and one blanket every year. That he received 
the woollen clothes at Christmas, and the linen 
at Easter; and all the other clothes, if any, 
he was obliged to provide for himself by working on 
<pb id="ball78" n="78"/> 
Sunday. He said, that for several years past, he had 
not been able to provide any clothes for himself; as 
he had a wife with several small children, on an adjoining 
plantation, whose master gave only one suit 
of clothes in the year to the mother, and none of any 
kind to the children, which had compelled him to lay 
out all his savings in providing clothes for his family, 
and such little necessaries as were called for by his 
wife from time to time. He had not had a shoe on 
his foot for several years, but in winter made a kind 
of moccasin for himself of the bark of a tree, which he 
said was abundant in the swamps, and could be so 
manufactured as to make good ropes, and tolerable 
moccasins, sufficient at least to defend the feet from 
the frost, though not to keep them dry.</p>
          <p>The old man whom I have alluded to before, was 
in the field with the others, though he was not able 
to keep up with his row. He had no clothes on him 
except the remains of an old shirt, which hung in tatters 
from his neck and arms; the two young girls 
had nothing on them but petticoats, made of coarse 
tow-cloth, and the woman, who was the mother of 
the children, wore the remains of a tow-linen shift, 
the front part of which was entirely gone; but a 
piece of old cotton bagging tied round her loins, served 
the purposes of an apron The younger of the two 
boys was entirely naked </p>
          <pb id="ball79" n="79"/>
          <p>The man who was foreman of the field, was a person 
of good sense for the condition of life in which fortune 
had placed him, and spoke to me freely of his hard 
lot. I observed that under his shirt, which was very 
ragged, he wore a piece of fine linen cloth, apparently 
part of an old shirt, wrapped closely round his back, 
and confined in front by strings, tied down his breast. 
I asked him why he wore that piece of gentleman's 
linen under his shirt, and shall give his reply in his 
own words as well as I can recollect them, at a distance 
of near thirty years.</p>
          <p>“I have always been a hard working man, and have 
suffered a great deal from hunger in my time. It is 
not possible for a man to work hard every day for 
several months, and get nothing but a peck of corn a 
week to eat, and not feel hungry. When a man is 
hungry, you know, (if you have ever been hungry,) he 
must eat whatever he can get. I have not tasted 
meat since last Christmas, and we have had to work 
uncommonly hard this summer. Master has a flock 
of sheep, that run in the woods, and they come every 
night to sleep in the lane near the house. Two weeks 
ago last Saturday, when we quit work at night, I was 
very hungry, and as we went to the house we passed 
along the lane where the sheep lay. There were 
nearly fifty of them, and some were very fat. The 
temptation was more than I could bear. I caught 
<pb id="ball80" n="80"/>
one of them, cut its head off with the hoe that I carried 
on my shoulder, and threw it under the fence. 
About midnight, when all was still about the house, 
I went out with a knife, took the sheep into the woods, 
and dressed it by the light of the moon. The carcass 
I took home, and after cutting it up, placed it in the 
great kettle over a good fire, intending to boil it and 
divide it, when cooked, between my fellow-slaves 
(whom I knew to be as hungry as I was) and myself. 
Unfortunately for me, master Tom, who had been out 
amongst his friends that day, had not returned at bedtime; 
and about one o'clock in the morning, at the 
time when I had a blazing fire under the kettle, I 
heard the sound of the feet of a horse coming along 
the lane. The kitchen walls were open so that the 
light of my fire could not be concealed, and in a moment 
I heard the horse blowing at the front of the 
house. Conscious of my danger, I stripped my shirt 
from my back, and pushed it into the boiling kettle, 
so as wholly to conceal the flesh of the sheep. I had 
scarcely completed this act of precaution, when master 
Tom burst into the kitchen, and with a terrible oath, 
asked me what I was doing so late at night, with a 
great fire in the kitchen. I replied, ‘I am going to 
wash my shirt, master, and am boiling it to get it 
clean.’ ‘Washing your shirt at this time of night!’ 
said he, ‘I will let you know that you are not to sit 
<pb id="ball81" n="81"/> 
up all night and be lazy and good for nothing all day. 
There shall be no boiling of shirts here on Sunday 
morning.’ and thrusting his cane into the kettle, he 
raised my shirt out and threw it on the kitchen floor.</p>
          <p>“He did not at first observe the mutton, which rose 
to the surface of the water as soon as the shirt was 
removed; but , after giving the shirt a kick towards 
the door, he again turned his face to the fire, and seeing 
a leg standing several inches out of the pot, he 
demanded of me what I had in there and where I had 
got this meat! Finding that I was detected, and 
that the whole matter must be discovered, I said, - 
‘Master, I am hungry, and am cooking my supper.’ 
‘What is it you have in here?’ ‘A sheep,’ said I, and 
as the words were uttered, he knocked me down with 
his cane, and after beating me severely, ordered me to 
cross my hands until he bound me fast with a rope 
that hung in the kitchen, and answered the double 
purpose of a clothes line and a cord to tie us with 
when we were to be whipped. He put out the fire 
under the kettle, drew me into the yard, tied me fast 
to the mill-post, and leaving me there for the night, 
went and called one of the negro boys to put his horse 
in the stable, and went to his bed. The cord was 
bound so tightly round my wrists, that before morning 
the blood had burst out under my finger nails; 
but I suppose my master slept soundly for all that.
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I was afraid to call any one to come and release me 
from my torment, lest a still more terrible punishment 
might overtake me.</p>
          <p>“I was permitted to remain in this situation until 
long after sunrise the next morning, which being Sunday, 
was quiet and still; my fellow-slaves being permitted 
to take their rest after the severe toil of the 
past week, and my old master and the two young ones 
having no occasion to rise to call the hands to the 
field, did not think of interrupting their morning 
slumbers, to release me from my painful confinement. 
However, when the sun was risen about an hour, I 
heard the noise of persons moving in the great house, 
and soon after a loud and boisterous conversation, 
which I well knew portended no good to me. At 
length they all three came into the yard where I lay 
lashed to the post, and approaching me, my old master 
asked me if I had any accomplices in stealing the 
sheep. I told them none - that it was entirely my 
own act - and that none of my fellow-slaves had any 
hand in it. This was the truth; but if any of my 
companions had been concerned with me, I should 
not have betrayed them; for such an act of treachery 
could not have alleviated the dreadful punishment 
which I knew awaited me, and would only have involved 
them in the same misery.</p>
          <p>“They called me a thief, loaded me with oaths and 
<pb id="ball83" n="83"/> 
imprecations, and each one proposed the punishment 
which he deemed the most appropriate to the enormity 
of the crime that I had committed. Master 
Tom was of opinion, that I should be lashed to the 
post at the foot of which I lay, and that each of my 
fellow-slaves should be compelled to give me a dozen 
lashes in turn, with a roasted and greased hickory 
<hi rend="italics">gad</hi> , until I had received, in the whole, two hundred 
and fifty lashes on my bare back, and that he would 
stand by, with the whip in his hand, and <hi>compel</hi>them not to spare me; but after a short debate this 
was given up, as it would probably render me unable 
to work in the field again for several weeks. 
My master Ned was in favor of giving me a dozen 
lashes every morning for a month, with the whip; but 
my old master said, this would be attended with too 
much trouble, and besides, it would keep me from my 
work, at least half an hour every morning, and proposed, 
in his turn, that I should not be whipped at all, 
but that the carcass of the sheep should be taken from 
the kettle in its half-boiled condition, and hung up in 
the kitchen loft without salt; and that I should be 
compelled to subsist on this putrid mutton without 
any other food, until it should be consumed. This 
suggestion met the approbation of my young masters, 
and would have been adopted, had not mistress at this 
moment come into the yard, and hearing the intended 
<pb id="ball84" n="84"/> 
punishment, loudly objected to it, because the mutton 
would, in a day or two, create such an offensive stench, 
that she and my young mistresses would not be able 
to remain in the house. My mistress swore dreadfully, 
and cursed me for an ungrateful sheep thief, who, after 
all her kindness in giving me soup and warm bread 
when I was sick last winter, was always stealing every 
thing I could get hold of. She then said to my master, 
that such <sic>villany</sic> ought not to be passed over in a 
slight manner, and that as crimes, such as this, concerned 
the whole country, my punishment ought to be 
public for the purpose of example; and advised him 
to have me whipped that same afternoon, at five 
o'clock; first giving notice to the neighborhood to 
come and see the spectacle, and to bring with them 
their slaves, that they might be witnesses to the consequences 
of stealing sheep.</p>
          <p>“They then returned to the house to breakfast; 
but as the pain in my hands and arms produced by 
the ligatures of the cord with which I was bound, was 
greater than I could bear, I now felt exceedingly sick, 
and lost all knowledge of my situation. They told 
me I fainted; and when I recovered my faculties, I 
found myself lying in the shade of the house, with my 
hands free, and all the white persons in my master's 
family standing around me. As soon as I was able to 
stand, the rope was tied round my neck, and the other 
 <pb id="ball85" n="85"/>
end again fastened to the mill post. My mistress said 
I had only pretended to faint; and master Tom said, 
I would have something worth fainting for before 
night. He was faithful to his promise; but, for the 
present, I was suffered to sit on the grass in the shade 
of the house.</p>
          <p>“As soon as breakfast was over, my two young 
masters had their horses saddled, and set out to give 
notice to their friends of what had happened, and to 
invite them to come and see me punished for the crime 
I had committed. My mistress gave me no breakfast, 
and when I begged one of the black boys whom I saw 
looking at me through the pales, to bring me some 
water in a gourd to drink, she ordered him to bring it 
from a puddle in the lane. My mistress has always 
been very cruel to all her black people.</p>
          <p>“I remained in this situation until about eleven 
o'clock, when one of my young mistresses came to me 
and gave me a piece of jonny-cake about the size of 
my hand, perhaps larger than my hand, telling me at 
the same time, that my fellow-slaves had been permitted 
to re-boil the mutton that I had left in the kettle, 
and make their breakfast of it, but that her mother 
would not allow her to give me any part of it. It was 
well for them that I had parboiled it with my shirt, 
and so defiled it that it was unfit for the table of my 
master, otherwise, no portion of it would have fallen 
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to the black people - as it was, they had as much meat 
as they could consume in two days, for which I had to 
suffer.</p>
          <p>“About twelve o'clock, one of my young masters 
returned, and soon afterwards the other came home. 
I heard them tell my old master that they had been 
round to give notice of my offence to the neighboring 
planters, and that several of them would attend to see 
me flogged, and would bring with them some of their 
slaves, who might be able to report to their companions 
what had been done to me for stealing.</p>
          <p>“It was late in the afternoon before any of the gentlemen 
came; but, before five o'clock, there were more 
than twenty white people, and at least fifty black 
ones present, the latter of whom had been compelled, 
by their masters, to come and see me punished. 
Amongst others, an overseer from a neighboring estate 
attended; and to him was awarded the office of executioner. 
I was stripped of my shirt, and the waistband 
of my trousers was drawn closely round me, below 
my hips, so as to expose the whole of my back, 
in its entire length. </p>
          <p>“It seems that it had been determined to beat me 
with thongs of raw cow-hide, for the overseer had two 
of these in his hands, each about four feet long; but 
one of the gentlemen present said this might bruise my 
back so badly, that I could not work for sometime; 
<pb id="ball87" n="87"/> 
perhaps not for a week or two; and as I could not be 
spared from the field without disadvantage to my master's 
crop, he suggested a different plan, by which, in 
his opinion, the greatest degree of pain could be inflicted 
on me, with the least danger of rendering me 
unable to work. As he was a large planter, and had 
more than fifty slaves, all were disposed to be guided 
by his counsels, and my master said he would submit 
the matter entirely to him as a man of judgment and 
experience in such cases. He then desired my master 
to have a dozen pods of red pepper boiled in half a 
gallon of water, and desired the overseer to lay aside 
his thongs of raw-hide, and put a new cracker of silk, 
to the lash of his negro whip. Whilst these preparations 
were being made, each of my thumbs were lashed 
closely to the end of a stick about three feet long, and 
a chair being placed beside the mill post, I was compelled 
to raise my hands and place the stick, to which 
my thumbs were bound, over the top of the post, which 
is about eighteen inches square; the chair was then 
taken from under me, and I was left hanging by the 
thumbs, with my face towards the post, and my feet 
about a foot from the ground. My two great toes 
were then tied together, and drawn down the post as 
far as my joints could be stretched; the cord was passed 
round the post two or three times and securely fastened. 
In this posture I had no power of motion, 
  <pb id="ball88" n="88"/>
except in my neck, and could only move that at the 
expense of beating my face against the side of the post.</p>
          <p>“The pepper tea was now brought, and poured into 
a basin to cool, and the overseer was desired to give 
me a dozen lashes just above the waist-band; and not 
to cover a space of more than four inches on my back, 
from the waist-band upwards. He obeyed the injunction 
faithfully, but slowly, and each crack of the whip 
was followed by a sensation as painful as if a red hot 
iron had been drawn across my back. When the 
twelve strokes had been given, the operation was suspended, 
and a black man, one of the slaves present, 
was compelled to wash the gashes in my skin, with 
the scalding pepper tea, which was yet so hot that he 
could not hold his hand in it. This doubly-burning 
liquid was thrown into my raw and bleeding wounds, 
and produced a tormenting smart, beyond the description 
of language. After a delay of ten minutes, by 
the watch, I received another dozen lashes, on the 
part of my back which was immediately above the 
bleeding and burning gashes of the former whipping; 
and again the biting, stinging, pepper tea was applied 
to my lacerated and trembling muscles. This operation 
was continued at regular intervals, until I had 
received ninety-six lashes, and my back was cut and 
scalded from end to end. Every stroke of the whip 
had drawn blood; many of the gashes were three inches 
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long; my back burned as if it had been covered by a 
coat of hot embers, mixed with living coals; and I felt 
my flesh quiver like that of animals that have been 
slaughtered by the butcher and are flayed whilst yet 
half alive. My face was bruised, and my nose bled 
profusely, for in the madness of my agony, I had not 
been able to refrain from beating my head violently 
against the post.</p>
          <p>“Vainly did I beg and implore for mercy. I was 
kept bound to the post with my whole weight hanging 
upon my thumbs, an hour and a half, but it appeared 
to me that I had entered upon eternity, and that my 
sufferings would never end. At length, however, my 
feet were unbound, and afterwards my hands; but 
when released from the cords, I was so far exhausted 
as not to be able to stand, and my thumbs were stiff 
and motionless. I was carried into the kitchen, and 
laid on a blanket, where my mistress came to see me; 
and after looking at my lacerated back, and telling me 
that my wounds were only skin deep, said I had come 
off well, after what I had done, and that I ought to 
be thankful that it was not worse with me. She then 
bade me not to groan so loud, nor make so much noise, 
and left me to myself. I lay in this condition until it 
was quite dark, by which time the burning of my back 
had much abated, and was succeeded by an aching 
soreness, which rendered me unable to turn over, or
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bend my spine in the slightest manner. My mistress 
again visited me, and brought with her about half a 
pound of fat bacon, which she made one of the black 
women roast before the fire on a fork, until the oil ran 
freely from it, and then rub it warm over my back. 
This was repeated until I was greased from the neck 
to the hips, effectually. An old blanket was then 
thrown over me, and I was left to pass the night alone. 
Such was the terror stricken into my fellow-slaves, by 
the example made of me, that although they loved and 
pitied me, not one of them dared to approach me during 
this night.</p>
          <p>“My strength was gone, and I at length fell asleep, 
from which I did not awake until the horn was blown 
the next morning, to call the people to the corn crib, 
to receive their weekly allowance of a peck of corn. I 
did not rise, nor attempt to join the other people, and 
shortly afterwards my master entered the kitchen, and 
in a soft and gentle tone of voice, asked me if I was 
dead. I answered him that I was not dead, and making 
some effort, found I was able to get upon my feet. 
My master had become frightened when he missed me 
at the corn crib, and being suddenly seized with an 
apprehension that I was dead, his heart had become 
softened, not with compassion for my sufferings, but 
with the fear of losing his best field hand; but when 
he saw me stand before him erect, and upright, the 
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recollection of the lost sheep revived in his mind, and 
with it, all his feelings of revenge against the author 
of its death.</p>
          <p>“ ‘So you are not dead yet, you thieving rascal,’ 
said he, and cursing me with many bitter oaths, ordered 
me to go along to the crib and get my corn, and go 
to work with the rest of the hands. I was forced to 
obey, and taking my basket of corn from the door of 
the crib, placed it in the kitchen loft, and went to the 
field with the other people.</p>
          <p>“Weak and exhausted as I was, I was compelled 
to do the work of an able hand, but was not permitted 
to taste the mutton, which was all given to the others, 
who were carefully guarded whilst they were eating,
lest they should give me some of it.”</p>
          <p>This man's back was not yet well. Many of the 
gashes made by the lash were yet sore, and those that 
were healed had left long white stripes across his body. 
He had no notion of leaving the service of his tyrannical 
master, and his spirit was so broken and subdued 
that he was ready to suffer and to bear all his 
hardships: not, indeed, without complaining, but 
without attempting to resist his oppressors or to escape 
from their power. I saw him often whilst I remained 
at this place, and ventured to tell him once, 
that if I had a master who would abuse me as he had 
abused him, I would run away. “Where could I 
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run, or in what place could I conceal myself?” said 
he. “I have known many slaves who ran away, but 
they were always caught and treated worse afterwards 
than they had been before. I have heard that there 
is a place called Philadelphia, where the black people 
are all free, but I do not know which way it lies, nor 
what road I should take to go there; and if I knew 
the way, how could I hope to get there? would not 
the patrol be sure to catch me?”</p>
          <p>I pitied this unfortunate creature, and was at the 
same time fearful that, in a short time, I should be 
equally the object of pity myself. How well my fears 
were justified the sequel of my narrative will show.</p>
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        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER V.</head>
          <p>WE had been stationed in the old cotton-gin house 
about twenty days, had recovered from the fatigues of 
our journey, and were greatly improved in our strength 
and appearance, when our master returned one evening, 
after an absence of two days, and told us that we 
must go to Columbia the next day, and must, for this 
purpose, have our breakfast ready by sunrise. On the 
following morning he called us at daylight, and we 
made all despatch in preparing our morning repast, 
the last that we were to take in our present residence.</p>
          <p>As our equipments consisted of a few clothes we had 
on our persons and a solitary blanket to each individual, 
our baggage was easily adjusted, and we were 
on the road before the sun was up half an hour; and 
in less than an hour we were in Columbia, drawn up in 
a long line in the street opposite the court-house.</p>
          <p>The town, which was small and mean-looking, was 
full of people, and I believe that more than a thousand 
gentlemen came to look at us within the course 
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of this day. We were kept in the street about an 
hour, and were then taken into the jail-yard and 
permitted to sit down; but were not shut up in the jail. 
The court was sitting in Columbia at this time, and 
either this circumstance or the intelligence of our 
arrival in the country, or both, had drawn together a 
very great crowd of people.</p>
          <p>We were supplied with victuals by the jailor, and 
had a small allowance of salt pork for dinner. We 
slept in the jail at night, and as none of us had been 
sold on the day of our arrival in Columbia, and we 
had not heard any of the persons who came to look at 
us make proposals to our master for our purchase, I 
supposed it might be his intention to drive us still 
farther south before he offered us for sale; but I discovered 
my error on the second day, which was Tuesday. 
This day the crowd in town was much greater 
than it had been on Monday; and, about ten o'clock 
our master came into the yard in company with the 
jailor, and after looking at us some time, the latter 
addressed us in a short speech, which continued perhaps 
five minutes. In this harangue he told us we 
had come to live in the finest country in the world; 
that South Carolina was the richest and best part of 
the United States; and that he was going to sell us 
to gentlemen who would make us all very happy, and 
would require us to do no hard work; but only raise 
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cotton and pick it. He then ordered a handsome 
young lad, about eighteen years of age, to follow him 
into the street, where he observed a great concourse 
of persons collected. Here the jailor made another 
harangue to the multitude, in which he assured them 
that he was just about to sell the most valuable lot 
of slaves that had ever been offered in Columbia.  
That we were all young, in excellent health, of good 
habits, having been all purchased in Virginia, from 
the estates of tobacco planters; and that there was 
not one in the whole lot who had lost the use of a 
single finger, or was blind of an eye.</p>
          <p>He then cried the poor lad for sale, and the first 
bid he received was two hundred dollars. Others 
quickly succeeded, and the boy, who was a remarkably 
handsome youth, was stricken off in a few minutes to 
a young man who appeared not much older than himself, 
at three hundred and fifty dollars. The purchaser 
paid down his price to our master on a table in the 
jail, and the lad, after bidding us farewell, followed 
his new master with tears running down his cheeks.</p>
          <p>He next sold a young girl, about fifteen or sixteen 
years old, for two hundred and fifty dollars to a lady 
who attended the sales in her carriage, and made her 
bids out of a window. In this manner the sales 
were continued for about two hours and a half, when 
they were adjourned until three o'clock. In the afternoon 
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they were again resumed, and kept open until 
about five o'clock, when they were closed for the day. 
As my companions were sold, they were taken from 
amongst us, and we saw them no more.</p>
          <p>The next morning, before day, I was awakened from 
my sleep by the sound of several heavy fires of cannon, 
which were discharged, as it seemed to me, within a 
few yards of the place where I lay. These were succeeded 
by fifes and drums, and all the noise with 
which I had formerly heard the fourth of July ushered 
in, at the Navy Yard in Washington.</p>
          <p>Since I had left Maryland I had carefully kept the 
reckoning of the days of the week, but had not been 
careful to note the dates of the month; yet as soon 
as daylight appeared, and the door of our apartment 
was opened, I inquired and learned that this was, as 
I had supposed it to be, the day of universal rejoicing.</p>
          <p>I understood that the court did not sit this day, 
but a great crowd of people gathered and remained 
around the jail all the morning; many of whom were 
intoxicated, and sang and shouted in honor of free 
government, and the rights of man. About eleven 
o'clock, a long table was spread under a row of trees 
which grew in the street, not far from the jail, and 
which appeared to me to be of the kind called in 
Pennsylvania, the pride of China. At this table 
several hundred persons sat down to dinner soon after
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noon, and continued to eat and drink, and sing songs 
in honor of liberty, for more than two hours. At the 
end of the dinner a gentleman rose and stood