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          <titlePart type="main">		NARRATIVE<lb/>
			OF<lb/>
 WILLIAM  W.  BROWN,<lb/>
		 AN AMERICAN SLAVE.</titlePart>
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        <byline> WRITTEN BY HIMSELF.</byline>
        <epigraph>
          <lg type="poem">
            <l>       _______Is there not some chosen curse,</l>
            <l>Some hidden thunder in the stores of heaven,</l>
            <l>Red with uncommon wrath, to blast the man</l>
            <l> who gains his fortune from the blood of souls !</l>
          </lg>
          <p>
            <hi rend="italic">Cowper.</hi>
          </p>
        </epigraph>
        <docImprint><pubPlace>LONDON:</pubPlace>
<publisher>CHARLES GILPIN,</publisher> BISHOPGATE-ST. WITHOUT.
<date>1849:</date></docImprint>
        <titlePart type="verso">Printed, chiefly from the American Stereotype Plates, by
		      Webb and Chapman,
	       Great Brunswick-street, Dublin.</titlePart>
      </titlePage>
      <pb id="bronarr3" n="i"/>
      <div1 type="preface">
        <head>PREFACE</head>
        <div2 type="dedication">
          <head>TO WELLS BROWN, OF OHIO.</head>
          <p>THIRTEEN years ago, I came to your door, a weary 
fugitive from chains and stripes. I was a stranger, and 
you took me in. I was hungry, and you fed me.
Naked was I, and you clothed me. Even a name by 
which to be known among men, slavery had denied me. 
You bestowed upon me your own. Base, indeed, should 
I be, if I ever forget what I owe to you, or do anything 
to disgrace that honored name!</p>
          <p>As a slight testimony of my gratitude to my earliest 
benefactor, I take the liberty to inscribe to you this little 
narrative of the sufferings from which I was fleeing 
when you had compassion upon me. In the multitude 
that you have succored, it is very possible that you may 
not remember me; but until I forget God and myself, I 
can never forget you.</p>
          <closer><salute> Your grateful friend,</salute>
<signed><name>WILLIAM WELLS BROWN.</name></signed></closer>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr4" n="ii"/>
        <div2>
          <head>FLING OUT THE ANTI-SLAVERY FLAG.</head>
          <byline>BY<name> W. W. BROWN.</name></byline>
          <lg>
            <l n="1">FLING out the Anti-Slavery flag</l>
            <l n="2">On every swelling breeze;</l>
            <l n="3">And let its folds wave o'er the land,</l>
            <l n="4">And o'er the raging seas,</l>
            <l n="5">Till all beneath the standard sheet</l>
            <l n="6">With new allegiance bow,</l>
            <l n="7">And pledge themselves to onward bear</l>
            <l n="8">The emblem of their vow.</l>
            <l n="9">Fling out the Anti-Slavery flag,</l>
            <l n="10">And let it onward wave</l>
            <l n="11">Till it shall float o'er every clime,</l>
            <l n="12">And liberate the slave;</l>
            <l n="13">Till, like a meteor flashing far,</l>
            <l n="14">It bursts with glorious light,</l>
            <l n="15">And with its heaven-born rays dispels</l>
            <l n="16">The gloom of sorrow's night.</l>
            <l n="17">Fling out the Anti-Slavery flag,</l>
            <l n="18">And let it not be furled,</l>
            <l n="19">Till, like a planet of the skies,</l>
            <l n="20">It sweeps around the world.</l>
            <l n="21">And when each poor degraded slave</l>
            <l n="22">Is gathered near and far,</l>
            <l n="23">O, fix it on the azure arch,</l>
            <l n="24">As hope's eternal star.</l>
            <l n="25">Fling out the Anti-Slavery flag;</l>
            <l n="26">Forever let it be</l>
            <l n="27">The emblem to a holy cause,</l>
            <l n="28">The banner of the free.</l>
            <l n="29">And never from its guardian height</l>
            <l n="30">Let it by man be driven,</l>
            <l n="31">But let it float forever there,</l>
            <l n="32">Beneath the smiles of heaven. </l>
          </lg>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr5" n="iii"/>
        <div2>
          <head>NOTE TO THE FOURTH AMERICAN EDITION.</head>
          <p>Three editions of this work, consisting in all of eight thousand  
copies, were sold in less than eighteen months from the   
time the first edition was published. No antislavery work has   
met with a more rapid sale in the United States than this   
narrative. The present edition is published to meet the   
demand now existing for the work.</p>
          <signed>THE PUBLISHER.</signed>
        </div2>
        <div2>
          <head>NOTE TO THE PRESENT EDITION.</head>
          <p>THE present Narrative was first published in Boston, (U.S.)   
in July, 1847, and eight thousand copies were sold in less than  
eighteen months from the time of its publication. This rapid   
sale may be attributed to the circumstance, that for three   
years preceding its publication, I had been employed as a   
lecturing agent by the American Anti-slavery Society; and   
I was thus very generally known throughout the Free States   
of the Great Republic, as one who had spent the first twenty   
years of his life as a slave, in her southern house of bondage.</p>
          <p>In visiting Great Britain I had two objects in view. Firstly, 
I have been chosen as a delegate by “the American Peace   
Committee for a Congress of Nations,” to attend the Peace   
Convention to be held in Paris during the last week of the   
present month, (August, 1849.) Many of the most distinguished   
American Abolitionists considered it a triumphant   
evidence of the progress of their principles, that one of the   
oppressed <sic corr="colored" resp="NS">coloured</sic> race -- one who is even now, by the constitution   
of the United States, a slave -- should have been selected
for this <sic corr="honorable" resp="NS">honourable</sic> office; and were therefore very desirous   
that I should attend. Secondly, I wished to follow up the   
work of my friends and fellow-<sic corr="loborers" resp="NS">labourers,</sic>Charles Lenox Remond   
and Frederick Douglas, and to lay before the people of   
Great Britain and Ireland the wrongs that are still committed   
<pb id="bronarr6" n="iv"/>upon the slaves and the free <sic corr="colored" resp="NS">coloured</sic> people of America. The   
rapid increase of communication between the two sides of the   
Atlantic has brought them so close together, that the personal    
intercourse between the British people and American   
<sic>slaveowners</sic> is now very great; and the slaveholder, crafty   
and politic, as deliberate tyrants generally are, rarely leaves  
the shores of Europe without attempting at least to assuage   
the prevalent hostility against his beloved “peculiar institution.”   
 The influence of the Southern States of America is   
mainly directed to the maintenance and propagation of the   
system of slavery in their own and in other countries. In   
the pursuit of this object, every consideration of religion,   
liberty, national strength, and social order is made to give   
way, and hitherto they have been very successful. The actual   
number of the slaveholders is small, but their union is complete,   
so that they form a dominant oligarchy in the United   
States. It is my desire, in common with every abolitionist,   
to diminish their influence, and this can only be effected by the
promulgation of truth, and the cultivation of a correct public   
sentiment at home and abroad. Slavery cannot be let alone.   
It is aggressive, and must either be succumbed to, or put   
down.</p>
          <p>It has been suggested that my narrative is somewhat deficient 
in dates. From my total want of education previous to   
my escape from slavery, I am unable to give them with much   
accuracy. The ignorance of the American slaves is, with rare   
exceptions, intense; and the slaveholders generally do their   
utmost to perpetuate this mental darkness. The perpetuation   
of slavery depends upon it. Whatever may be said of the   
physical condition of the slaves, it is undeniable that if they  
were not kept in a state of intellectual, religious, and moral   
degradation, they could be retained as slaves no longer.</p>
          <p>In conclusion, I ask the attention of the reader to the Resolutions
of the <sic corr="colored" resp="NS">coloured</sic> citizens of Boston, and to the other   
documents in reference to myself, which will be found at the   
end of the book. Of the latter, two are from the pen of   
WILLIAM LLOYD GARRISON, that faithful and indefatigable   
friend of the oppressed, whose position, as the Pioneer of the   
anti-slavery movement, has secured to him -- more than to any   
other American abolitionist -- the gratitude of the <sic corr="colored" resp="NS">coloured</sic> race and a world-wide reputation.</p>
          <closer>
            <signed>WILLIAM WELLS BROWN.</signed>
            <dateline>
              <address rend="italics">
                <addrLine>176, <hi rend="italic">Great Bru
nswick-street, Dublin,</hi></addrLine>
              </address>
              <date>
                <hi rend="italics">August 14th, 1849.</hi>
              </date>
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        <pb id="bronarr7" n="v"/>
        <div2>
          <head>LETTER   
from  
E D M U N D  Q U I N C Y , E S Q</head>
          <opener>
            <dateline>
              <name>DEDHAM, </name>
              <date>JULY 1, 1847. </date>
            </dateline>
            <salute>To WILLIAM W. BROWN.</salute>
          </opener>
          <p>MY DEAR FRIEND: -- I heartily thank you for the privilege   
of reading the manuscript of your Narrative. I have read it   
with deep interest and strong emotion. I am much mistaken   
if it be not greatly successful and eminently useful. It presents   
a different phase of the infernal slave-system from that   
portrayed in the admirable story of Mr. Douglass, and gives us   
a glimpse of its hideous cruelties in other portions of its   
domain.</p>
          <p>Your opportunities of observing the workings of this accursed 
system have been singularly great. Your experiences in the   
Field, in the House, and especially on the River in the service  
of the slave-trader, Walker, have been such as few individuals   
have had; -- no one, certainly, who has been competent to   
describe them. What I have admired, and marvelled at, in   
your Narrative, is the simplicity and calmness with which you   
describe scenes and actions which might well “move the very   
<pb id="bronarr8" n="vi"/>
stones to rise and mutiny” against the National Institution   
which makes them possible.</p>
          <p>You will perceive that I have made very sparing use of your 
flattering permission to alter what you had written. To correct   
a few errors, which appeared to be merely clerical ones,   
committed in the hurry of composition under unfavorable circumstances,   
and to suggest a few curtailments, is all that I   
have ventured to do. I should be a bold man, as well as a vain   
one, if I should attempt to improve your descriptions of what   
you have seen and suffered. Some of the scenes are not   
unworthy of De Foe himself.</p>
          <p>I trust and believe that your Narrative will have a wide circulation.
I am sure it deserves it. At least, a man must be   
differently constituted from me, who can rise from the perusal   
of your Narrative without feeling that he understands slavery   
better, and hates it worse, than he ever did before.</p>
          <closer>
            <salute>I am, very faithfully and respectfully, </salute>
            <salute>Your friend,</salute>
            <signed>EDMUND QUINCY.</signed>
          </closer>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr9" n="vii"/>
        <div2>
          <head>PREFACE.</head>
          <div3 type="preface">
            <p>WHEN I first published this Narrative, the public
had no   
evidence whatever that I had been a slave, except my own   
story. As soon as the work came from the press, I sent several   
copies to slaveholders residing at the South, with whom I   
was acquainted; and among others, one to Mr. Enoch Price,   
the man who claims my body and soul as his property, and   
from whom I had run away. A few weeks after the Narrative   
was sent, Edmund Quincy, Esq., received the following   
letter from Mr. Price. It tells its own story, and forever settles  
the question of my having been a slave. Here is the   
letter: </p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <opener>
              <dateline>
                <name>ST. LOUIS, </name>
                <date>Jan. 10th, 1848.</date>
              </dateline>
            </opener>
            <p>SIR: -- I received a pamphlet, or a Narrative, so called on 
the title-page, of the Life of William W. Brown, a fugitive   
slave, purporting to have been written by himself; and in his   
book I see a letter from you to said William W. Brown. This   
said Brown is named Sanford; he is a slave belonging to me,   
and ran away from me the first day of January, 1834. Now   
I see many things in his book that are not true, and a part of 
<pb id="bronarr10" n="viii"/>
it as near true as a man could recollect after so long a time   
I purchased him of Mr. S. Willi, the last of September, 1833.   
I paid six hundred and fifty dollars for him. If I had wanted   
to speculate on him, I could have sold him for three times as   
much as I paid for him. I was offered two thousand dollars   
for him, in New Orleans, at one time, and fifteen hundred dollars    
for him, at another time, in Louisville, Kentucky. But I   
would not sell him. I was told that he was going to run   
away, the day before he ran away, but I did not believe the   
man, for I had so much confidence in Sanford. I want you to   
see him, and see if what I say is not the truth. I do not want   
him as a slave, but I think that his friends, who sustain him   
and give him the right hand of fellowship, or he himself, could  
afford to pay my agent in Boston three hundred and twenty-five   
dollars, and I will give him free papers, so that he may go   
wherever he wishes to. Then he can visit St. Louis, or any   
other place he may wish.</p>
            <p>This amount is just half that I paid for him. Now, if this  
offer suits Mr. Brown, and the Anti-Slavery Society of Boston,   
or Massachusetts, let me know, and I will give you the name   
of my agent in Boston, and forward the papers, to be given to   
William W. Brown as soon as the money is paid.</p>
            <closer><salute> 
Yours respectfully,</salute>
<signed>E. PRICE.</signed>TO
EDMUND QUINCY, Esq. </closer>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <p>Mr. Price says that he sees many things in my book which   
are not true, and a part of it as near true as a man could recollect 
after so long a time. As I was with Mr. Price only three   
months, and have devoted only six pages to him and his family,    
he can know but little about my narrative, except that   
<pb id="bronarr11" n="ix"/>part which speaks of him. But I am willing to avail myself   
of his testimony, for he says that a part of it is true.</p>
            <p>But I cannot accept of Mr. Price's offer to become a purchaser   
of my body and soul. God made me as free as he did   
Enoch Price, and Mr. Price shall never receive a dollar from
me. or my friends with my consent.</p>
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              <dateline>
                <name>
                  <hi rend="italic">Boston, </hi>
                </name>
                <date><hi rend="italic">October,</hi> 1848</date>
              </dateline>
              <signed>W. W. BROWN.</signed>
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        <head>NARRATIVE.</head>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER I.</head>
          <p>I was born in Lexington, Ky. The man who
stole me as soon as I was born, recorded the births
of all the infants which he claimed to be born his
property, in a book which he kept for that purpose.
My mother's name was Elizabeth. She had seven
children, viz.: Solomon, Leander, Benjamin, Joseph,
 Millford, Elizabeth, and myself. No two of
us were children of the same father. My father's
name, as I learned from my mother, was George
Higgins. He was a white man, a relative of my
master, and connected with some of the first families
 in Kentucky.</p>
          <p>My master owned about forty slaves, twenty-five of whom were field
hands. He removed from
Kentucky to Missouri when I was quite young,
and settled thirty or forty miles above St. Charles,
		 
<pb id="bronarr14" n="14"/>on the Missouri, where, in addition to his practice
as a physician, he carried on milling, merchandizing
 and farming. He had a large farm, the principal
 productions of which were tobacco and hemp.
The slave cabins were situated on the back part
of the farm, with the house of the overseer, whose
name was Grove Cook, in their midst. He had the
entire charge of the farm, and having no family,
was allowed a woman to keep house for him,
whose business it was to deal out the provisions
for the hands.</p>
          <p>A woman was also kept at the quarters to do
the cooking for the field hands, who were summoned
 to their unrequited toil every morning, at
four o'clock, by the ringing of a bell, hung on a
post near the house of the overseer. They were
allowed half an hour to eat their breakfast, and get
to the field. At half past four a horn was blown
by the overseer, which was the signal to commence
work; and every one that was not on the spot at
the time, had to receive ten lashes from the negro-whip, with which the
overseer always went armed.
The handle was about three feet long, with the
butt-end filled with lead, and the lash, six or seven
feet in length, made of cow-hide, with platted wire
<pb id="bronarr15" n="15"/>on the end of it. This whip was put in requisition
very frequently and freely, and a small offence
on the part of a slave furnished an occasion for its
use. During the time that Mr. Cook was overseer,
I was a house servant -- a situation preferable to
that of a field hand, as I was better fed, better
clothed, and not obliged to rise at the ringing of
the bell, but about half an hour after. I have often
laid and heard the crack of the whip, and the
screams of the slave. My mother was a field hand,
and one morning was ten or fifteen minutes behind
the others in getting into the field. As soon as she
reached the spot where they were at work, the
overseer commenced whipping her. She cried,
“Oh! pray -- Oh! pray -- Oh! pray” -- these are
generally the words of slaves, when imploring
mercy at the hands of their oppressors. I heard
her voice, and knew it, and jumped out of my
bunk, and went to the door. Though the field
was some distance from the house, I could hear
every crack of the whip, and every groan and cry
of my poor mother. I remained at the door, not
daring to venture any further. The cold chills ran
over me, and I wept aloud. After giving her ten
lashes, the sound of the whip ceased, and I returned
<pb id="bronarr16" n="16"/>to my bed, and found no consolation but in
my tears. Experience has taught me that nothing
can be more heart-rending than for one to see a
dear and beloved mother or sister tortured, and to
hear their cries, and not be able to render them assistance. 
But such is the position which an
American slave occupies.</p>
          <p>My master, being a politician, soon found those
who were ready to put him into office, for
the favors he could render them; and a few
years after his arrival in Missouri he was elected
to a seat in the legislature. In his absence from
home everything was left in charge of Mr. Cook,
the overseer, and he soon became more tyrannical
and cruel. Among the slaves on the plantation
was one by the name of Randall. He was a man
about six feet high, and well-proportioned, and
known as a man of great strength and power. He
was considered the most valuable and able-bodied
slave on the plantation; but no matter how good
or useful a slave may be, he seldom escapes
the lash. But it was not so with Randall. He
had been on the plantation since my earliest recollection, 
and I had never known of his being flogged.
No thanks were due to the master or overseer for
<pb id="bronarr17" n="17"/>this. I have often heard him declare that no
white man should ever whip him -- that he would
die first.</p>
          <p>Cook, from the time that he came upon the
plantation, had frequently declared that he could
and would flog any nigger that was put into the
field to work under him. My master had repeatedly 
told him not to attempt to whip Randall, but
he was determined to try it. As soon as he was
left sole dictator, he thought the time had come to
put his threats into execution. He soon began to
find fault with Randall, and threatened to whip
him if he did not do better. One day he gave him
a very hard task -- more than he could possibly
do; and at night, the task not being performed, he
told Randall that he should remember him the
next morning. On the following morning, after
the hands had taken breakfast, Cook called out to
Randall, and told him that he intended to whip
him; and ordered him to cross his hands and be
tied. Randall asked why he wished to whip him.
He answered, because he had not finished his task
the day before. Randall said that the task was too
great, or he should have done it. Cook said it
made no difference -- he should whip him. Randall 
		  
<pb id="bronarr18" n="18"/>stood silent for a moment, and then said, “Mr.
Cook, I have always tried to please you since you
have been on the plantation, and I find you are
determined not to be satisfied with my work, let
me do as well as I may. No man has laid hands
on me, to whip me, for the last ten years, and I
have long since come to the conclusion not to be
whipped by any man living.” Cook, finding by
Randall's determined look and gestures, that he
would resist, called three of the hands from their
work, and commanded them to seize Randall, and
tie him. The hands stood still; -- they knew Randall 
-- and they also knew him to be a powerful
man, and were afraid to grapple with him. As
soon as Cook had ordered the men to seize him,
Randall turned to them, and said -- “Boys, you
all know me; you know that I can handle any
three of you, and the man that lays hands on me
shall die. This white man can't whip me himself,
and therefore he has called you to help him.” The
overseer was unable to prevail upon them to seize
and secure Randall, and finally ordered them all to
go to their work together.</p>
          <p>Nothing was said to Randall by the overseer for
more than a week. One morning, however, while
<pb id="bronarr19" n="19"/>the hands were at work in the field, he came into
it, accompanied by three friends of his, Thompson,
Woodbridge and Jones. They came up to where
Randall was at work, and Cook ordered him to
leave his work, and go with them to the barn. He
refused to go; whereupon he was attacked by the
overseer and his companions, when he turned upon
them, and laid them, one after another, prostrate
on the ground. Woodbridge drew out his pistol,
and fired at him, and brought him to the ground
by a pistol ball. The others rushed upon him with
their clubs, and beat him over the head and face,
until they succeeded in tying him. He was then
taken to the barn, and tied to a beam. Cook gave
him over one hundred lashes with a heavy cow-
hide, had him washed with salt and water, and
left him tied during the day. The next day he
was untied, and taken to a blacksmith's shop, and
had a ball and chain attached to his leg. He was
compelled to labor in the field, and perform the
same amount of work that the other hands did.
When his master returned home, he was much
pleased to find that Randall had been subdued in
his absence.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr20" n="20"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER II.</head>
          <p>Soon afterwards, my master removed to the
city of St. Louis, and purchased a farm four miles
from there, which he placed under the charge of
an overseer by the name of Friend Haskell. He
was a regular Yankee from New England. The
Yankees are noted for making the most cruel overseers.</p>
          <p>My mother was hired out in the city, and I was
also hired out there to Major Freeland, who kept a
public house. He was formerly from Virginia, and
was a horse-racer, cock-fighter, gambler, and
withal an inveterate drunkard. There were ten
or twelve servants in the house, and when he was
present, it was cut and slash -- knock down and
drag out. In his fits of anger, he would take up a
chair, and throw it at a servant; and in his more
rational moments, when he wished to chastise one,
he would tie them up in the smoke-house, and
whip them; after which, he would cause a fire to
be made of tobacco stems, and smoke them. This
he called <hi rend="italic">“Virginia play.”</hi></p>
          <pb id="bronarr21" n="21"/>
          <p>I complained to my master of the treatment
which I received from Major Freeland; but it
made no difference. He cared nothing about it, so
long as he received the money for my labor. After
living with Major Freeland five or six months, I
ran away, and went into the woods back of the
city; and when night came on, I made my way to
my master's farm, but was afraid to be seen,
knowing that if Mr. Haskell, the overseer, should
discover me, I should be again carried back to
Major Freeland; so I kept in the woods. One day,
while in the woods, I heard the barking and howling 
of dogs, and in a short time they came so near
that I knew them to be the bloodhounds of Major
Benjamin O'Fallon. He kept five or six, to hunt
runaway slaves with.</p>
          <p>As soon as I was convinced that it was them, I
knew there was no chance of escape. I took refuge
in the top of a tree, and the hounds were soon at
its base, and there remained until the hunters came
up in a half or three quarters of an hour afterwards. 
There were two men with the dogs, who,
as soon as they came up, ordered me to descend.
I came down, was tied, and taken to St. Louis jail.
Major Freeland soon made his appearance, and
<pb id="bronarr22" n="22"/>took me out, and ordered me to follow him, which
I did. After we returned home, I was tied up in
the smoke-house, and was very severely whipped.
After the major had flogged me to his satisfaction,
he sent out his son Robert, a young man eighteen
or twenty years of age, to see that I was well
smoked. He made a fire of tobacco stems, which
soon set me to coughing and sneezing. This,
Robert told me, was the way his father used to do
to his slaves in Virginia. After giving me what
they conceived to be a decent smoking, I was
untied and again set to work.</p>
          <p>Robert Freeland was a “chip of the old block.”
Though quite young, it was not <sic corr="infrequently" resp="NS">unfrequently</sic> that
he came home in a state of intoxication. He is
now, I believe, a popular commander of a steam-boat on the Mississippi
river. Major Freeland
soon after failed in business, and I was put on
board the steamboat Missouri, which plied between
St. Louis and Galena. The commander of the
boat was William B. Culver. I remained on her
during the sailing season, which was the most
pleasant time for me that I had ever experienced.
At the close of navigation I was hired to Mr. John
Colburn, keeper of the Missouri Hotel. He was
<pb id="bronarr23" n="23"/>
from one of the free states; but a more inveterate
hater of the negro I do not believe ever walked
God's green earth. This hotel was at that time
one of the largest in the city, and there were employed 
in it twenty or thirty servants, mostly
slaves.</p>
          <p>Mr. Colburn was very abusive, not only to the
servants, but to his wife also, who was an excellent 
woman, and one from whom I never knew a
servant to receive a harsh word; but never did I
know a kind one to a servant from her husband.
Among the slaves employed in the hotel was one
by the name of Aaron, who belonged to Mr. John
F. Darby, a lawyer. Aaron was the knife-cleaner.
One day, one of the knives was put on the table,
not as clean as it might have been. Mr. Colburn,
for this offence, tied Aaron up in the wood-house,
and gave him over fifty lashes on the bare back
with a cow-hide, after which, he made me wash
him down with rum. This seemed to put him into
more agony than the whipping. After being untied 
he went home to his master, and complained
of the treatment which he had received. Mr.
Darby would give no heed to anything he had to
say, but sent him directly back. Colburn, learning
 <pb id="bronarr24" n="24"/>that he had been to his master with complaints, tied
him up again, and gave him a more severe whipping 
than before. The poor fellow's back was literally 
cut to pieces; so much so, that he was not
able to work for ten or twelve days.</p>
          <p>There was, also, among the servants, a girl
whose master resided in the country. Her name
was Patsey. Mr. Colburn tied her up one evening,
and whipped her until several of the boarders came
out and begged him to desist. The reason for
whipping her was this. She was engaged to be
married to a man belonging to Major William
Christy, who resided four or five miles north of
the city. Mr. Colburn had forbid her to see John
Christy. The reason of this was said to be the
regard which he himself had for Patsey. She
went to meeting that evening, and John returned
home with her. Mr. Colburn had intended to flog
John, if he came within the inclosure; but John
knew too well the temper of his rival, and kept at
a safe distance: -- so he took vengeance on the
poor girl. If all the slave-drivers had been called
together, I do not think a more cruel man than
John Colburn -- and he too a northern man -- could
have been found among them.</p>
          <pb id="bronarr25" n="25"/>
          <p> While living at the Missouri hotel, a circumstance 
occurred which caused me great unhappiness. 
My master sold my mother, and all her
children, except myself. They were sold to different
persons in the city of St. Louis.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr26" n="26"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER III.</head>
          <p>I WAS soon after taken from Mr. Colburn's, and
hired to Elijah P. Lovejoy, who was at that time
publisher and editor of the “St. Louis Times.” My
work, while with him, was mainly in the printing
office, waiting on the hands, working the press,
&amp;c.  Mr. Lovejoy was a very good man, and decidedly 
the best master that I had ever had. I am
chiefly indebted to him, and to my employment in
the printing office, for what little learning I obtained
while in slavery.</p>
          <p>Though slavery is thought, by some, to be mild
in Missouri, when compared with the cotton, sugar
and rice growing states, yet no part of our slave-holding country is more
noted for the barbarity of
its inhabitants than St. Louis. It was here that
Col. Harney, a United States officer, whipped a
slave woman to death. It was here that Francis
McIntosh, a free colored man from Pittsburg, was
taken from the steamboat Flora and burned at the
stake. During a residence of eight years in this
city, numerous cases of extreme cruelty came
 <pb id="bronarr27" n="27"/>under my own observation; -- to record them all
would occupy more space than could possibly be
allowed in this little volume. I shall, therefore,
give but a few more in addition to what I have
already related.</p>
          <p>Capt. J. B. Brant, who resided near my master,
had a slave named John. He was his body servant, 
carriage driver, &amp;c. On one occasion, while
driving his master through the city -- the streets
being very muddy, and the horses going at a rapid
rate -- some mud spattered upon a gentleman by
the name of Robert More. More was determined
to be revenged. Some three or four months after
this occurrence, he purchased John, for the express
purpose, as he said, “ to tame the d --- d nigger.”
After the purchase he took him to a blacksmith's
shop, and had a ball and chain fastened to his leg,
and then put him to driving a yoke of oxen, and
kept him at hard labor, until the iron around his
leg was so worn into the flesh, that it was thought
mortification would ensue. In addition to this,
John told me that his master whipped him regularly 
three times a week for the first two months:-- and all this to <hi rend="italics">“tame him.”</hi> A more
noble-looking man than he was not to be found in all St.
<pb id="bronarr28" n="28"/> Louis, before he fell into the hands of More; and a
more degraded and spirit-crushed looking being
was never seen on a southern plantation, after he
had been subjected to this <hi rend="italics">“taming”</hi> process for
three months. The last time that I saw him, he
had nearly lost the entire use of his limbs.</p>
          <p>While living with Mr. Lovejoy, I was often sent on
errands to the office of the “Missouri Republican,”
published by Mr. Edward Charless. Once, while
returning to the office with type, I was attacked by
several large boys, sons of slave-holders, who
pelted me with snow-balls. Having the heavy
form of type in my hands, I could not make my
escape by running; so I laid down the type and
gave them battle. They gathered around me,
pelting me with stones and sticks, until they overpowered 
me, and would have captured me, if I had
not resorted to my heels. Upon my retreat they
took possession of the type; and what to do to regain 
it I could not devise. Knowing Mr. Lovejoy
to be a very humane man, I went to the office and
laid the case before him. He told me to remain in
the office. He took one of the apprentices with
him and went after the type, and soon returned
with it; but on his return informed me that Samuel
<pb id="bronarr29" n="29"/>McKinney had told him he would whip me,
because I had hurt his boy. Soon after, McKinney
was seen making his way to the office by one of
the printers, who informed me of the fact, and I
made my escape through the back door.</p>
          <p>McKinney not being able to find me on his arrival,
 left the office in a great rage, swearing that he
would whip me to death. A few days after, as I
was walking along Main street, he seized me by
the collar, and struck me over the head five or six
times with a large cane, which caused the blood to
gush from my nose and ears in such a manner that
my clothes were completely saturated with blood.
After beating me to his satisfaction he let me go,
and I returned to the office so weak from the loss
of blood that Mr. Lovejoy sent me home to my
master. It was five weeks before I was able to
walk again. During this time it was necessary to
have some one to supply my place at the office.
and I lost the situation.</p>
          <p>After my recovery, I was hired to Capt. Otis
Reynolds as a waiter on board the steamboat Enterprise,
owned by Messrs. John and Edward
Walsh, commission merchants at St. Louis. This
boat was then running on the upper Mississippi.
		
<pb id="bronarr30" n="30"/>My employment on board was to wait on gentlemen,
and the captain being a good man, the situation
was a pleasant one to me; -- but in passing from
place to place, and seeing new faces every day, and
knowing that they could go where they pleased, I
soon became unhappy, and several times thought
of leaving the boat at some landing-place, and trying 
to make my escape to Canada, which I had
heard much about as a place where the slave might
live, be free, and be protected.</p>
          <p>But whenever such thoughts would come into
my mind, my resolution would soon be shaken by
the remembrance that my dear mother was a slave
in St. Louis, and I could not bear the idea of leaving 
her in that condition. She had often taken me
upon her knee, and told me how she had carried
me upon her back to the field when I was an
infant -- how often she had been whipped for leaving 
her work to nurse me -- and how happy I
would appear when she would take me into her
arms. When these thoughts came over me, I
would resolve never to leave the land of slavery
without my mother. I thought that to leave her
in slavery, after she had undergone and suffered so
much for me, would be proving recreant to the
<pb id="bronarr31" n="31"/>duty which I owed to her. Besides this, I had three
brothers and a sister there -- two of my brothers
having died.</p>
          <p>My mother, my brothers Joseph and Millford,
and my sister Elizabeth, belonged to Mr. Isaac
Mansfield, formerly from one of the free states,
(Massachusetts, I believe.) He was a tinner by
trade, and carried on a large manufacturing establishment. 
Of all my relatives, mother was first,
and sister next. One evening, while visiting them,
I made some allusion to a proposed journey to
Canada, and sister took her seat by my side, and
taking my hand in hers, said, with tears in her
eyes --</p>
          <p>“Brother, you are not going to leave mother
and your dear sister here without a friend, are
you?”</p>
          <p>I looked into her face, as the tears coursed
swiftly down her cheeks, and bursting into tears
myself, said --</p>
          <p>“No, I will never desert you and mother!”</p>
          <p> She clasped my hand in hers, and said --</p>
          <p>“Brother, you have often declared that you
would not end your days in slavery. I see no possible 
way in which you can escape with us; and
<pb id="bronarr32" n="32"/>
now, brother, you are on a steamboat where there
is some chance for you to escape to a land of liberty. 
I beseech you not to let us hinder you. If
we cannot get our liberty, we do not wish to be the
means of keeping you from a land of freedom.”</p>
          <p>I could restrain my feelings no longer, and an
outburst of my own feelings caused her to cease
speaking upon that subject. In opposition to their
wishes, I pledged myself not to leave them in the
hand of the oppressor. I took leave of them, and
returned to the boat, and laid down in my bunk;
but “sleep departed from mine eyes, and slumber
from mine eyelids.”</p>
          <p>A few weeks after, on our downward passage,
the boat took on board, at Hannibal, a drove of
slaves, bound for the New Orleans market. They
numbered from fifty to sixty, consisting of men
and women from eighteen to forty years of age. A
drove of slaves on a southern steamboat, bound for
the cotton or sugar regions, is an occurrence so
common, that no one, not even the passengers,
appear to notice it, though they clank their chains
at every step. There was, however, one in this
gang that attracted the attention of the passengers
and crew. It was a beautiful girl, apparently
<pb id="bronarr33" n="33"/>about twenty years of age, perfectly white, with
straight light hair and blue eyes. But it was not
the whiteness of her skin that created such a sensation 
among those who gazed upon her -- it was
her almost unparalleled beauty. She had been
on the boat but a short time, before the attention
of all the passengers, including the ladies, had been
called to her, and the common topic of conversation
was about the beautiful slave-girl. She was not
in chains. The man who claimed this article of
human merchandise was a Mr. Walker -- a well
known slave-trader, residing in St. Louis. There
was a general anxiety among the passengers and
crew to learn the history of the girl. Her master
kept close by her side, and it would have been considered 
impudent for any of the passengers to have
spoken to her, and the crew were not allowed to
have any conversation with them. When we
reached St. Louis, the slaves were removed to a
boat bound for New Orleans, and the history of the
beautiful slave-girl remained a mystery.</p>
          <p>I remained on the boat during the season, and it
was not an <sic corr="infrequent" resp="NS">unfrequent</sic> occurrence to have on board
gangs of slaves on their way to the cotton, sugar
and rice plantations of the south.</p>
          <pb id="bronarr34" n="34"/>
          <p>Toward the latter part of the summer Captain
Reynolds left the boat, and I was sent home. I 
was then placed on the farm, under Mr. Haskell,
the overseer. As I had been some time out of the
field, and not accustomed to work in the burning
sun, it was very hard; but I was compelled to keep
up with the best of the hands.</p>
          <p>I found a great difference between the work in a
steamboat cabin and that in a corn-field.</p>
          <p>My master, who was then living in the city, soon
after removed to the farm, when I was taken out of
the field to work in the house as a waiter. Though
his wife was very peevish, and hard to please, I
much preferred to be under her control than the
overseer's. They brought with them Mr. Sloane,
a Presbyterian minister; Miss Martha Tulley, a
niece of theirs from Kentucky; and their nephew
William. The latter had been in the family a
number of years, but the others were all new
comers.</p>
          <p>Mr. Sloane was a young minister, who had been
at the South but a short time, and it seemed as if
his whole aim was to please the slaveholders, especially 
my master and mistress. He was intending
to make a visit during the winter, and he not
<pb id="bronarr35" n="35"/>only tried to please them, but I think he succeeded
admirably. When they wanted singing, he sung;
when they wanted praying, he prayed; when
they wanted a story told, he told a story. Instead
of his teaching my master theology, my master
taught theology to him. While I was with Captain 
Reynolds my master “got religion,” and new
laws were made on the plantation. Formerly we
had the privilege of hunting, fishing, making
splint brooms, baskets, &amp;c., on Sunday; but this
was all stopped. Every Sunday we were all compelled 
to attend meeting. Master was so religious
that he induced some others to join him in hiring
preacher to preach to the slaves.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr36" n="36"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER IV.</head>
          <p>MY master had family worship, night and morning. 
At night the slaves were called in to attend;
but in the mornings they had to be at their work,
and master did all the praying. My master and
mistress were great lovers of mint julep, and every
morning, a pitcher-full was made, of which they
all partook freely, not excepting little master William. 
After drinking freely all round, they would
have family worship, and then breakfast. I cannot
say but I loved the julep as well as any of them,
and during prayer was always careful to seat myself 
close to the table where it stood, so as to help
myself when they were all busily engaged in their
devotions. By the time prayer was over, I was
about as happy as any of them. A sad accident
happened one morning. In helping myself, and at
at the same time keeping an eye on my old mistress, 
I accidentally let the pitcher fall upon the
floor, breaking it in pieces, and spilling the contents.  This was a bad
affair for me; for as soon
<pb id="bronarr37" n="37"/>as prayer was over, I was taken and severely
chastised.</p>
          <p>My master's family consisted of himself, his
wife, and their nephew, William Moore. He was
taken into the family when only a few weeks of
age. His name being that of my own, mine was
changed for the purpose of giving precedence to
his, though I was his senior by ten or twelve
years. The plantation being four miles from the
city, I had to drive the family to church. I always
dreaded the approach of the Sabbath; for, during
service, I was obliged to stand by the horses in the
hot, broiling sun, or in the rain, just as it happened.</p>
          <p>One Sabbath, as we were driving past the house
of D. D. Page, a gentleman who owned a large
baking establishment, as I was sitting upon the
box of the carriage, which was very much elevated,
I saw Mr. Page pursuing a slave around the
yard with a long whip, cutting him at every jump.
The man soon escaped from the yard, and was
followed by Mr. Page. They came running past
us, and the slave, perceiving that he would be overtaken, 
stopped suddenly, and Page stumbled over
him, and falling on the stone pavement, fractured
one of his legs, which crippled him for life. The
<pb id="bronarr38" n="38"/>same gentleman, but a short time previous, tied up
a woman of his, by the name of Delphia, and
whipped her nearly to death; yet he was a deacon
in the Baptist church, in good and regular standing. 
Poor Delphia! I was well acquainted with
her, and called to see her while upon her sick bed;
and I shall never forget her appearance. She was
a member of the same church with her master.</p>
          <p>Soon after this, I was hired out to Mr. Walker,
the same man whom I have mentioned as having
carried a gang of slaves down the river on the
steamboat Enterprise. Seeing me in the capacity
of a steward on the boat, and thinking that I would
make a good hand to take care of slaves, he determined 
to have me for that purpose; and finding
that my master would not sell me, he hired me for
the term of one year.</p>
          <p>When I learned the fact of my having been
hired to a negro speculator, or a “soul driver,” as
they are generally called among slaves, no one can
tell my emotions. Mr. Walker had offered a high
price for me, as I afterwards learned, but I suppose
my master was restrained from selling me by the
fact that I was a near relative of his. On entering
the service of Mr. Walker, I found that my opportunity 
<pb id="bronarr39" n="39"/>of getting to a land of liberty was gone, at
least for the time being. He had a gang of slaves
in readiness to start for New Orleans, and in a few
days we were on our journey. I am at a loss for
language to express my feelings on that occasion.
Although my master had told me that he had not
sold me, and Mr. Walker had told me that he had
not purchased me, I did not believe them; and not
until I had been to New Orleans, and was on my
return, did I believe that I was not sold.</p>
          <p>There was on the boat a large room on the lower
deck, in which the slaves were kept, men and
women, promiscuously -- all chained two and two,
and a strict watch kept that they did not get loose;
for cases have occurred in which slaves have got
off their chains, and made their escape at landing-
places, while the boats were taking in wood;-- and
with all our care, we lost one woman who had
been taken from her husband and children, and
having no desire to live without them, in the
agony of her soul jumped overboard, and drowned
herself. She was not chained.</p>
          <p> It was almost impossible to keep that part of the
boat clean.</p>
          <p>On landing at Natchez, the slaves were all carried
<pb id="bronarr40" n="40"/>to the slave-pen, and there kept one week, during
which time several of them were sold. Mr. Walker
fed his slaves well. We took on board at St.
Louis several hundred pounds of bacon (smoked
meat) and corn-meal, and his slaves were better
fed than slaves generally were in Natchez, so far as
my observation extended.</p>
          <p>At the end of a week, we left for New Orleans,
the place of our final destination, which we reached
in two days. Here the slaves were placed in a
negro-pen, where those who wished to purchase
could call and examine them. The negro-pen is
a small yard, surrounded by buildings, from fifteen
to twenty feet wide, with the exception of a large
gate with iron bars. The slaves are kept in the
buildings during the night, and turned out into the
yard during the day. After the best of the stock
was sold at private sale at the pen, the balance
were taken to the Exchange Coffee-House Auction
Rooms, kept by Isaac L. McCoy, and sold at public 
auction. After the sale of this lot of slaves, we
left New Orleans for St. Louis.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr41" n="41"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER V.</head>
          <p>ON our arrival at St. Louis I went to Dr. Young,
and told him that I did not wish to live with Mr.
Walker any longer. I was heart-sick at seeing my
fellow-creatures bought and sold. But the Dr. had
hired me for the year, and stay I must. Mr.
Walker again commenced purchasing another
gang of slaves. He bought a man of Colonel John
O'Fallon, who resided in the suburbs of the city.
This man had a wife and three children. As soon
as the purchase was made, he was put in jail for
safe keeping, until we should be ready to start for
New Orleans. His wife visited him while there,
several times, and several times when she went
for that purpose was refused admittance.</p>
          <p>In the course of eight or nine weeks Mr. Walker
had his cargo of human flesh made up. There
was in this lot a number of old men and women,
some of them with gray locks. We left St. Louis
in the steamboat Carlton, Captain Swan, bound for
New Orleans. On our way down, and before we
		 
<pb id="bronarr42" n="42"/>
reached Rodney, the place where we made our
first stop, I had to prepare the old slaves for market. 
I was ordered to have the old men's whiskers
shaved off, and the grey hairs plucked out where
they were not too numerous, in which case he had
a preparation of blacking to color it, and with a
blacking brush we would put it on. This was
new business to me, and was performed in a room
where the passengers could not see us. These
slaves were also taught how old they were by Mr.
Walker, and after going through the blacking process 
they looked ten or fifteen years younger; and
I am sure that some of those who purchased slaves
of Mr. Walker were dreadfully cheated, especially
in the ages of the slaves which they bought.</p>
          <p>We landed at Rodney, and the slaves were
driven to the pen in the back part of the village.
Several were sold at this place, during our stay of
four or five days, when we proceeded to Natchez.
There we landed at night, and the gang were put
in the warehouse until morning, when they were
driven to the pen. As soon as the slaves are put
in these pens, swarms of planters may be seen in
and about them. They knew when Walker was
expected, as he always had the time advertised
<pb id="bronarr43" n="43"/>beforehand when he would be in Rodney, Natchez,
and New Orleans. These were the principal
places where he offered his slaves for sale.</p>
          <p>When at Natchez the second time, I saw a slave
very cruelly whipped. He belonged to a Mr.
Broadwell, a merchant who kept a store on the
wharf. The slave's name was Lewis. I had
known him several years, as he was formerly from
St. Louis. We were expecting a steamboat down
the river, in which we were to take passage for
New Orleans. Mr. Walker sent me to the landing
to watch for the boat, ordering me to inform him on
its arrival. While there I went into the store to
see Lewis. I saw a slave in the store, and asked
him where Lewis was. Said he, “They have got
Lewis hanging between the heavens and the
earth.” I asked him what he meant by that. He
told me to go into the warehouse and see. I went
in, and found Lewis there. He was tied up to a
beam, with his toes just touching the floor. As
there was no one in the warehouse but himself, I
inquired the reason of his being in that situation.
He said Mr. Broadwell had sold his wife to a
planter six miles from the city, and that he had
been to visit her -- that he went in the night, expecting 
<pb id="bronarr44" n="44"/>to return before daylight, and went without 
his master's permission. The patrol had taken
him up before he reached his wife. He was put
in jail, and his master had to pay for his catching
and keeping, and that was what he was tied up
for.</p>
          <p>Just as he finished his story, Mr. Broadwell
came in, and inquired what I was doing there. I
knew not what to say, and while I was thinking
what reply to make he struck me over the head
with the cowhide, the end of which struck me over
my right eye, sinking deep into the flesh, leaving a
scar which I carry to this day. Before I visited
Lewis he had received fifty lashes. Mr. Broadwell 
gave him fifty lashes more after I came out,
as I was afterwards informed by Lewis himself.</p>
          <p>The next day we proceeded to New Orleans, and
put the gang in the same negro-pen which we occupied 
before. In a short time the planters came
flocking to the pen to purchase slaves. Before
the slaves were exhibited for sale, they were
dressed and driven out into the yard. Some were
set to dancing, some to jumping, some to singing,
and some to playing cards. This was done to
make them appear cheerful and happy. My business 
<pb id="bronarr45" n="45"/>was to see that they were placed in those
situations before the arrival of the purchasers, and
I have often set them to dancing when their cheeks
were wet with tears. As slaves were in good demand 
at that time, they were all soon disposed of,
and we again set out for St. Louis.</p>
          <p>On our arrival, Mr. Walker purchased a farm
five or six miles from the city. He had no family,
but made a housekeeper of one of his female
slaves. Poor Cynthia! I knew her well. She was
a quadroon, and one of the most beautiful women
I ever saw. She was a native of St. Lewis, and
bore an irreproachable character for virtue and propriety 
of conduct. Mr. Walker bought her for the
New Orleans market, and took her down with him
on one of the trips that I made with him. Never
shall I forget the circumstances of that voyage! On
the first night that we were on board the steamboat, 
he directed me to put her into a state-room he
had provided for her, apart from the other slaves.
I had seen too much of the workings of slavery not
to know what this meant. I accordingly watched
him into the state-room, and listened to hear what
passed between them. I heard him make his base
offers, and her reject them. He told her that if she
<pb id="bronarr46" n="46"/>would accept his vile proposals, he would take her
back with him to St. Louis, and establish her as
his housekeeper on his farm. But if she persisted
in rejecting them, he would sell her as a field hand
on the worst plantation on the river. Neither
threats nor bribes prevailed, however, and he
retired, disappointed of his prey.</p>
          <p>The next morning poor Cynthia told me what
had passed, and bewailed her sad fate with floods
of tears. I comforted and encouraged her all I
could; but I foresaw but too well what the result
must be. Without entering into any further particulars, 
suffice it to say that Walker performed his
part of the contract at that time. He took her
back to St. Louis, established her as his mistress
and housekeeper at his farm, and before I left, he
had two children by her. But, mark the end!
Since I have been at the North, I have been credibly 
informed that Walker has been married, and,
as a previous measure, sold poor Cynthia and her
four children (she having had two more since I
came away) into hopeless bondage!</p>
          <p>He soon commenced purchasing to make up the
third gang. We took steamboat, and went to
Jefferson City, a town on the Missouri river. Here
<pb id="bronarr47" n="47"/>we landed, and took stage for the interior of the
state. He bought a number of slaves as he passed
the different farms and villages. After getting
twenty-two or twenty-three men and women, we
arrived at St. Charles, a village on the banks of
the Missouri. Here he purchased a woman who
had a child in her arms, appearing to be four or
five weeks old.</p>
          <p>We had been travelling by land for some days,
and were in hopes to have found a boat at this
place for St. Louis, but were disappointed. As no
boat was expected for some days, we started for
St. Louis by land. Mr. Walker had purchased two
horses. He rode one, and I the other. The slaves
were chained together, and we took up our line
of march, Mr. Walker taking the lead, and I bringing 
up the rear. Though the distance was not
more than twenty miles, we did not reach it the
first day. The road was worse than any that I
have ever travelled.</p>
          <p>Soon after we left St. Charles the young child grew
very cross, and kept up a noise during the greater
part of the day. Mr. Walker complained of its
crying several times, and told the mother to stop
the child's d----d noise, or he would. The woman
<pb id="bronarr48" n="48"/>
<figure id="ill2" entity="brown48"><p>The slave-trader Walker and the author driving a gang of slaves to the southern market. </p></figure>
<pb id="bronarr49" n="49"/>tried to keep the child from crying, but could not.
We put up at night with an acquaintance of Mr.
Walker, and in the morning, just as we were about
to start, the child again commenced crying.
Walker stepped up to her, and told her to give the
child to  him. The mother tremblingly obeyed.
He took the child by one arm, as you would a cat
by the leg, walked into the house, and said to the
lady,</p>
          <p> “Madam, I will make you a present of this
little nigger; it keeps such a noise that I can't bear
it.”</p>
          <p>“Thank you, sir,” said the lady.</p>
          <p>The mother, as soon as she saw that her child
was to be left, ran up to Mr. Walker, and falling
upon her knees, begged him to let her have her
child; she clung around his legs, and cried, “Oh,
my child! my child! master, do let me have my
child! oh, do, do, do! I will stop its crying if you
will only let me have it again.” When I saw this
woman crying for her child so piteously, a shudder 
-- a feeling akin to horror -- shot through my
frame. I have often since in imagination heard
her crying for her child: --</p>
          <pb id="bronarr50" n="50"/>
          <p>None but those who have been in a slave state,
and who have seen the American slave-trader engaged 
in his nefarious traffic, can estimate the sufferings 
their victims undergo. If there is one feature 
of American slavery more abominable than
another; it is that which sanctions the buying and
selling of human beings. The African slave-trade
was abolished by the American Congress some
twenty years since; and now, by the laws of the
country, if an American is found engaged in the
African slave-trade, he is considered a pirate; and
if found guilty of such, the penalty would be
death.</p>
          <p>Although the African slave-trader has been
branded as a pirate, men are engaged in the traffic
in slaves in this country, who occupy high positions 
in society, and hold offices of honor in the
councils of the nation; and not a few have made
their fortunes by this business.</p>
          <p>After the woman's child had been given away,
Mr. Walker commanded her to return into the
ranks with the other slaves. Women who had
children were not chained, but those that had
none were. As soon as her child was disposed of
she was chained in the gang.</p>
          <p>The following song I have often heard the slaves
<pb id="bronarr51" n="51"/> sing, when about to be carried to the far south. It
is said to have been composed by a slave.</p>
          <lg>
            <l n="1">“See these poor souls from Africa</l>
            <l n="2">Transported to America;</l>
            <l n="3">We are stolen, and sold to Georgia --</l>
            <l n="4">Will you go along with me?</l>
            <l n="5">We are stolen, and sold to Georgia --</l>
            <l n="6">Come sound the jubilee!</l>
            <l n="7">See wives and husbands sold apart,</l>
            <l n="8">Their children's screams will break my heart; --</l>
            <l n="9">There 's a better day a coming --</l>
            <l n="10">Will you go along with me?</l>
            <l n="11">There 's a better day a coming,</l>
            <l n="12">Go sound the jubilee!</l>
            <l n="13">O, gracious Lord! when shall it be,</l>
            <l n="14">That we poor souls shall all be free?</l>
            <l n="15">Lord, break them slavery powers --</l>
            <l n="16">Will you go along with me?</l>
            <l n="17">Lord, break them slavery powers,</l>
            <l n="18">Go sound the jubilee!</l>
            <l n="19">Dear Lord, dear Lord, when slavery 'll cease,</l>
            <l n="20">Then we poor souls will have our peace; --</l>
            <l n="21">There 's a better day a coming --</l>
            <l n="22">Will you go along with me?</l>
            <l n="23">There 's a better day a coming,</l>
            <l n="24">Go sound the jubilee!”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>We finally arrived at Mr. Walker's farm. He
had a house built during our absence to put slaves
in. It was a kind of domestic jail. The slaves
were put in the jail at night, and worked on the
farm during the day. They were kept here until
<pb id="bronarr52" n="52"/>the gang was completed, when we again started
for New Orleans, on board the steamboat North
America, Capt. Alexander Scott. We had a large
number of slaves in this gang. One, by the name
of Joe, Mr. Walker was training up to take my
place, as my time was nearly out, and glad was I.
We made our first stop at Vicksburg, where we
remained one week and sold several slaves.</p>
          <p>Mr. Walker, though not a good master, had not
flogged a slave since I had been with him, though
he had threatened me. The slaves were kept in
the pen, and he always put up at the best hotel, and
kept his wines in his room, for the accommodation
of those who called to negotiate with him for the
purchase of slaves. One day, while we were at
Vicksburg, several gentlemen came to see him for
that purpose, and as usual the wine was called for.
I took the tray and started around with it, and having 
accidentally filled some of the glasses too full,
the gentlemen spilled the wine on their clothes as
they went to drink. Mr. Walker apologized to
them for my carelessness, but looked at me as
though he would see me again on this subject.</p>
          <p>After the gentlemen had left the room, he asked
me what I meant by my carelessness, and said that
<pb id="bronarr53" n="53"/>he would attend to me. The next morning he
gave me a note to carry to the jailer, and a dollar
in money to give to him. I suspected that all was
not right; so I went down near the landing, where
I met with a sailor, and, walking up to him, asked
him if he would be so kind as to read the note for
me. He read it over, and then looked at me. I
asked him to tell me what was in it. Said he,</p>
          <p>“They are going to give you hell.”</p>
          <p>“Why?” said I.</p>
          <p>He said, “This is a note to have you whipped,
and says that you have a dollar to pay for it.”</p>
          <p>He handed me back the note, and off I started.
I knew not what to do, but was determined not to
be whipped. I went up to the jail -- took a look at
it, and walked off again. As Mr. Walker was
acquainted with the jailer, I feared that I should
be found out if I did not go, and be treated in consequence 
of it still worse.</p>
          <p>While I was meditating on the subject, I saw a
colored man about my size walk up, and the
thought struck me in a moment to send him with
my note. I walked up to him, and asked him
who he belonged to. He said he was a free man,
and had been in the city but a short time. I told
			 
<pb id="bronarr54" n="54"/>him I had a note to go into the jail, and get a trunk
to carry to one of the steamboats; but was so
busily engaged that I could not do it, although I
had a dollar to pay for it. He asked me if I would
not give him the job. I handed him the note and
the dollar, and off he started for the jail.</p>
          <p>I watched to see that he went in, and as soon as
I saw the door close behind him, I walked around
the corner, and took my station, intending to see
how my friend looked when he came out. I had
been there but a short time, when a colored man
came around the corner, and said to another
colored man with whom he was acquainted --</p>
          <p>“They are giving a nigger scissors in the jail.”</p>
          <p>“What for?” said the other. The man continued,</p>
          <p>“A nigger came into the jail, and asked for the
jailer. The jailer came out, and he handed him a
note, and said he wanted to get a trunk. The
jailer told him to go with him, and he would give
him the trunk. So he took him into the room, and
told the nigger to give up the dollar. He said a
man had given him the dollar to pay for getting
the trunk. But that lie would not answer. So
<pb id="bronarr55" n="55"/>they made him strip himself, and then they tied
him down, and are now whipping him.”</p>
          <p>I stood by all the while listening to their talk,
and soon found out that the person alluded to
was my customer. I went into the street opposite
the jail, and concealed myself in such a manner
that I could not be seen by any one coming out. I
had been there but a short time; when the young
man made his appearance, and looked around for
me. I, unobserved, came forth from my hiding-place, behind a pile of
brick, and he pretty soon
saw me, and came up to me complaining bitterly,
saying that I had played a trick upon him. I denied 
any knowledge of what the note contained,
and asked him what they had done to him. He told
me in substance what I heard the man tell who
had come out of the jail.</p>
          <p>“Yes,” said he, “they whipped me and took
my dollar, and gave me this note.”</p>
          <p>He showed me the note which the jailer had
given him, telling him to give it to his master. I
told him I would give him fifty cents for it -- that
being all the money I had. He gave it to me and
took his money. He had received twenty lashes
on his bare back, with the negro-whip.</p>
          <pb id="bronarr56" n="56"/>
          <p>I took the note and started for the hotel where I
had left Mr. Walker. Upon reaching the hotel, I
handed it to a stranger whom I had not seen
before, and requested him to read it to me. As
near as I can recollect, it was as follows:</p>
          <p>“DEAR SIR: -- By your direction, I have given
your boy twenty lashes. He is a very saucy boy,
and tried to make me believe that he did not
belong to you, and I put it on to him well for lying
to me.</p>
          <p>   “I remain</p>
          <p>                          “Your obedient servant.”</p>
          <p>It is true that in most of the slave-holding cities,
when a gentleman wishes his servants whipped,
he can send him to the jail and have it done. Before 
I went in where Mr. Walker was, I wet my
cheeks a little, as though I had been crying. He
looked at me, and inquired what was the matter.
I told him that I had never had such a whipping
in my life, and handed him the note. He looked
at it and laughed; -- “And so you told him that
you did not belong to me?” “Yes, sir;” said I.
“I did not know that there was any harm in
<pb id="bronarr57" n="57"/>that.” He told me I must behave myself, if I did
not want to be whipped again.</p>
          <p>This incident shows how it is that slavery makes
its victims lying and mean; for which vices it
afterwards reproaches them, and uses them as
arguments to prove that they deserve no better
fate. Had I entertained the same views of right
and wrong which I now do, I am sure I should
never have practised the deception upon that poor
fellow which I did. I know of no act committed
by me while in slavery which I have regretted
more than that; and I heartily desire that it may
be at some time or other in my power to make him
amends for his vicarious sufferings in my behalf.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr58" n="58"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER VI.</head>
          <p>IN a few days we reached New Orleans, and
arriving there in the night, remained on board until
morning. While at New Orleans this time, I saw
a slave killed; an account of which has been published 
by Theodore D. Weld, in his book entitled
“Slavery as it is.” The circumstances were as
follows. In the evening, between seven and eight
o'clock, a slave came running down the levee, followed
by several men and boys. The whites
were crying out, “Stop that nigger! stop that nigger!”
while the poor panting slave, in almost
breathless accents, was repeating, “I did not steal
the meat -- I did not steal the meat.” The poor
man at last took refuge in the river. The whites
who were in pursuit of him, run on board of one
of the boats to see if they could discover him.
They finally espied him under the bow of the
steamboat Trenton. They got a pike-pole, and
tried to drive him from his hiding place. When
they would strike at him he would dive under
<pb id="bronarr59" n="59"/>the water. The water was so cold, that it soon
became evident that he must come out or be
drowned.</p>
          <p>While they were trying to drive him from under
the bow of the boat or drown him, he would in
broken and imploring accents say, “I did not steal
the meat; I did not steal the meat. My master
lives up the river. I want to see my master. I
did not steal the meat. Do let me go home to
master.” After punching him, and striking him
over the head for some time, he at last sunk in the
water, to rise no more alive.</p>
          <p>On the end of the pike-pole with which they
were striking him was a hook, which caught in his
clothing, and they hauled him up on the bow of
the boat. Some said he was dead; others said he
was <hi rend="italics">“playing possum;”</hi> while others kicked him
to make him get up; but it was of no use -- he was
dead.</p>
          <p>As soon as they became satisfied of this, they
commenced leaving, one after another. One of the
hands on the boat informed the captain that they
had killed the man, and that the dead body was
lying on the deck. The captain came on deck,
and said to those who were remaining, “You have
<pb id="bronarr60" n="60"/>killed this nigger; now take him off of my boat.”
The captain's name was Hart. The dead body
was dragged on shore and left there. I went on
board of the boat where our gang of slaves were,
and during the whole night my mind was occupied
with what I had seen. Early in the morning I
went on shore to see if the dead body remained
there. I found it in the same position that it was
left the night before. I watched to see what they
would do with it. It was left there until between
eight and nine o'clock, when a cart, which takes
up the trash out of the streets, came along, and the
body was thrown in, and in a few minutes more
was covered over with dirt which they were removing 
from the streets. During the whole time, I
did not see more than six or seven persons around
it, who, from their manner, evidently regarded it
as no uncommon occurrence.</p>
          <p>During our stay in the city I met with a young
white man with whom I was well acquainted in
St. Louis. He had been sold into slavery, under
the following circumstances. His father was a
drunkard, and very poor, with a family of five or
six children. The father died, and left the mother
to take care of and provide for the children as best
<pb id="bronarr61" n="61"/>she might. The eldest was a boy, named Burrill,
about thirteen years of age, who did chores in a
store kept by Mr. Riley, to assist his mother in
procuring a living for the family. After working
with him two years, Mr. Riley took him to New
Orleans to wait on him while in that city on a
visit, and when he returned to St. Louis, he told
the mother of the boy that he had died with the
yellow fever. Nothing more was heard from him,
no one supposing him to be alive. I was much
astonished when Burrill told me his history. Though
I sympathized with him I could not assist him.
We were both slaves. He was poor, uneducated,
and without friends; and, if living, is, I presume,
still held as a slave.</p>
          <p>After selling out this cargo of human flesh, we
returned to St. Louis, and my time was up with
Mr. Walker. I had served him one year, and it
was the longest year I ever lived.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr62" n="62"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER VII.</head>
          <p>I WAS sent home, and was glad enough to leave
the service of one who was tearing the husband from
the wife, the child from the mother, and the sister
from the brother -- but a trial more severe and
heart-rending than any which I had yet met with
awaited me. My dear sister had been sold to a
man who was going to Natchez, and was lying in
jail awaiting the hour of his departure. She had
expressed her determination to die, rather than go
to the far south, and she was put in jail for safekeeping. 
I went to the jail the same day that I
arrived, but as the jailer was not in I could not see
her.</p>
          <p>I went home to my master, in the country, and
the first day after my return he came where I was
at work, and spoke to me very politely. I knew
from his appearance that something was the matter. 
After talking to me about my several journeys 
to New Orleans with Mr. Walker, he told me
that he was hard pressed for money, and as he
<pb id="bronarr63" n="63"/>had sold my mother and all her children except
me, he thought it would be better to sell me than
any other one, and that as I had been used to living
in the city, he thought it probable that I would
prefer it to a country life. I raised up my head, and
looked him full in the face. When my eyes caught
his he immediately looked to the ground. After a
short pause, I said,</p>
          <p>“Master, mother has often told me that you
are a near relative of mine, and I have often heard
you admit the fact; and after you have hired me
out, and received, as I once heard you say, nine
hundred dollars for my service -- after receiving
this large sum, will you sell me to be carried to
New Orleans or some other place?”</p>
          <p>“No,” said he, “I do not intend to sell you to
a negro trader. If I had wished to have done that,
I might have sold you to Mr. Walker for a large
sum, but I would not sell you to a negro trader.
You may go to the city, and find you a good master.”</p>
          <p>“But,” said I, “I cannot find a good master in
the whole city of St. Louis.”</p>
          <p>“Why?” said he.</p>
          <pb id="bronarr64" n="64"/>
          <p>“Because there are no good masters in the
state.”</p>
          <p>“Do you not call me a good master?”</p>
          <p>“If you were you would not sell me.”</p>
          <p>“Now I will give you one week to find a master
in, and surely you can do it in that time.”</p>
          <p>The price set by my evangelical master upon
my soul and body was the trifling sum of five
hundred dollars. I tried to enter into some arrangement 
by which I might purchase my freedom; 
but he would enter into no such arrangement.</p>
          <p>I set out for the city with the understanding that
I was to return in a week with some one to become
my new master. Soon after reaching the city, I
went to the jail, to learn if I could once more see
my sister; but could not gain admission. I then
went to mother, and learned from her that the
owner of my sister intended to start for Natchez
in a few days.</p>
          <p>I went to the jail again the next day, and Mr.
Simonds, the keeper, allowed me to see my sister
for the last time. I cannot give a just description
of the scene at that parting interview. Never,
never can be erased from my heart the occurrences
<pb id="bronarr65" n="65"/>of that day! When I entered the room where she
was, she was seated in one corner, alone. There
were four other women in the same room, belonging
to the same man. He had purchased them, he
said, for his own use. She was seated with her
face towards the door where I entered, yet she did
not look up until I walked up to her. As soon as
she observed me she sprung up, threw her arms
around my neck, leaned her head upon my breast,
and, without uttering a word, burst into tears. As
soon as she recovered herself sufficiently to speak,
she advised me to take mother, and try to get out
of slavery. She said there was no hope for herself 
-- that she must live and die a slave. After
giving her some advice, and taking from my finger
a ring and placing it upon hers, I bade her farewell 
forever, and returned to my mother, and then
and there made up my mind to leave for Canada
as soon as possible.</p>
          <p>I had been in the city nearly two days, and as I
was to be absent only a week, I thought best to
get on my journey as soon as possible. In conversing 
with mother, I found her unwilling to
make the attempt to reach a land of liberty, but
she counselled me to get my liberty if I could.
		     
<pb id="bronarr66" n="66"/>She said, as all her children were in slavery, she
did not wish to leave them. I could not bear the
idea of leaving her among those pirates, when
there was a prospect of being able to get away
from them. After much persuasion I succeeded in
inducing her to make the attempt to get away.</p>
          <p>The time fixed for our departure was the next
night. I had with me a little money that I had
received, from time to time, from gentlemen for
whom I had done errands. I took my scanty
means and purchased some dried beef, crackers
and cheese, which I carried to mother, who had
provided herself with a bag to carry it in. I occasionally 
thought of my old master, and of my mission 
to the city to find a new one. I waited with
the most intense anxiety for the appointed time
to leave the land of slavery, in search of a land
of liberty.</p>
          <p>The time at length arrived, and we left the city
just as the clock struck nine. We proceeded to the
upper part of the city, where I had been two or
three times during the day, and selected a skiff to
carry us across the river. The boat was not mine,
nor did I know to whom it did belong; neither
did I care. The boat was fastened with a small
<pb id="bronarr67" n="67"/>
pole, which, with the aid of a rail, I soon loosened
from its moorings. After hunting round and finding 
a board to use as an oar, I turned to the city,
and bidding it a long farewell, pushed off my boat.
The current running very swift, we had not
reached the middle of the stream before we were
directly opposite the city.</p>
          <p>We were soon upon the Illinois shore, and, leaping 
from the boat, turned it adrift, and the last I
saw of it it was going down the river at good
speed. We took the main road to Alton, and
passed through just at daylight, when we made
for the woods, where we remained during the day.
Our reason for going into the woods was, that we
expected that Mr. Mansfield (the man who owned
my mother) would start in pursuit of her as soon
as he discovered that she was missing. He also
new that I had been in the city looking for a new
master, and we thought probably he would go out
to my master's to see if he could find my mother,
and in so doing, Dr. Young might be led to suspect 
that I had gone to Canada to find a purchaser.</p>
          <p>We remained in the woods during the day, and
as soon as darkness overshadowed the earth, we
<pb id="bronarr68" n="68"/>started again on our gloomy way, having no guide
but the NORTH STAR. We continued to travel by
night, and secrete ourselves in the woods by day;
and every night, before emerging from our hiding-place, we would
anxiously look for our friend and
leader -- the NORTH STAR. And in the language of
Pierpont we might have exclaimed,</p>
          <lg>
            <l n="1">“Star of the North! while blazing day</l>
            <l n="2">Pours round me its full tide of light,</l>
            <l n="3">And hides thy pale but faithful ray,</l>
            <l n="4">I, too, lie hid, and long for night.</l>
            <l n="5">For night; -- I dare not walk at noon,</l>
            <l n="6">Nor dare I trust the faithless moon,</l>
            <l n="7">Nor faithless man, whose burning lust</l>
            <l n="8">For gold hath riveted my chain;</l>
            <l n="9">No other leader can I trust</l>
            <l n="10">But thee, of even the starry train;</l>
            <l n="11">For, all the host around thee burning,</l>
            <l n="12">Like faithless man, keep turning, turning.</l>
            <l n="13">In the dark top of southern pines</l>
            <l n="14">I nestled, when the driver's horn</l>
            <l n="15">Called to the field, in lengthening lines,</l>
            <l n="16">My fellows, at the break of morn.</l>
            <l n="17">And there I lay, till thy sweet face</l>
            <l n="18">Looked in upon my ‘hiding place,’</l>
            <l n="19">Star of the North!</l>
            <l n="20">Thy light, that no poor slave deceiveth,</l>
            <l n="21">Shall set me free.”</l>
          </lg>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr69" n="69"/>
        <div2>
          <head> CHAPTER VIII.</head>
          <p>As we travelled towards a land of liberty, my
heart would at times leap for joy. At other times,
being, as I was, almost constantly on my feet, I
felt as though I could travel no further. But
when I thought of slavery, with its democratic
whips -- its republican chains -- its evangelical
blood-hounds, and its religious slave-holders --
when I thought of all this paraphernalia of American 
democracy and religion behind me, and the
prospect of liberty before me, I was encouraged to
press forward, my heart was strengthened, and I
forgot that I was tired or hungry.</p>
          <p>On the eighth day of our journey, we had a very
heavy rain, and in a few hours after it commenced
we had not a dry thread upon our bodies. This
made our journey still more unpleasant. On the
tenth day, we found ourselves entirely destitute of
provisions, and how to obtain any we could not
tell. We finally resolved to stop at some farm-house, and try to get
something to eat. We had
<pb id="bronarr70" n="70"/>
no sooner determined to do this, than we went to a
house, and asked them for some food. We were
treated with great kindness, and they not only
gave us something to eat, but gave us provisions to
carry with us. They advised us to travel by day
and lie by at night. Finding ourselves about one
hundred and fifty miles from St. Louis, we concluded 
that it would be safe to travel by daylight,
and did not leave the house until the next morning.
We travelled on that day through a thickly settled
country, and through one small village. Though
we were fleeing from a land of oppression, our
hearts were still there. My dear sister and two
beloved brothers were behind us, and the idea of
giving them up, and leaving them forever, made us
feel sad. But with all this depression of heart, the
thought that I should one day be free, and call my
body my own, buoyed me up, and made my heart
leap for joy. I had just been telling my mother
how I should try to get employment as soon as we
reached Canada, and how I intended to purchase
us a little farm, and how I would earn money
enough to buy sister and brothers, and how happy
we would be in our own FREE HOME -- when three
<pb id="bronarr71" n="71"/>men came up on horseback, and ordered us to
stop.</p>
          <p>I turned to the one who appeared to be the
principal man, and asked him what he wanted.
He said he had a warrant to take us up. The
three immediately dismounted, and one took from
his pocket a handbill, advertising us as runaways,
and  offering a reward of two hundred dollars for
our apprehension and delivery in the city of St.
Louis. The advertisement had been put out by
Isaac Mansfield and John Young.</p>
          <p>While they were reading the advertisement,
mother looked me in the face, and burst into tears.
A cold chill ran over me, and such a sensation I
never experienced before, and I hope never to
again. They took out a rope and tied me, and
we were taken back about six miles, to the house
of the individual who appeared to be the leader.
We reached there about seven o'clock in the evening, 
had supper, and were separated for the night.
Two men remained in the room during the night.
Before the family retired to rest, they were all
called together to attend prayers. The man who
but a few hours before had bound my hands together 
with a strong cord, read a chapter from the
<pb id="bronarr72" n="72"/>
<figure id="ill3" entity="brown72"><p>The author and his mother arrested and carried back into slavery. </p></figure>
<pb id="bronarr73" n="73"/>Bible, and then offered up prayer, just as though
God had sanctioned the act he had just committed
upon a poor, panting, fugitive slave.</p>
          <p>The next morning a blacksmith came in, and
put a pair of handcuffs on me, and we started on
our journey back to the land of whips, chains and
Bibles. Mother was not tied, but was closely
watched at night. We were carried back in a
wagon, and after four days' travel, we came in
sight of St. Louis. I cannot describe my feelings
upon approaching the city.</p>
          <p>As we were crossing the ferry, Mr. Wiggins, the
owner of the ferry, came up to me, and inquired
what I had been doing that I was in chains. He
had not heard that I had run away. In a few
minutes we were on the Missouri side, and were
taken directly to the jail. On the way thither, I
saw several of my friends, who gave me a nod of
recognition as I passed them. After reaching the
jail, we were locked up in different apartments.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr74" n="74"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER IX.</head>
          <p>I HAD been in jail but a short time when I heard
that my master was sick, and nothing brought
more joy to my heart than that intelligence. I
prayed fervently for him -- not for his recovery, but
for his death. I knew he would be exasperated at
having to pay for my apprehension, and knowing
his cruelty, I feared him. While in jail, I learned
that my sister Elizabeth, who was in prison when
we left the city, had been carried off four days
before our arrival.</p>
          <p>I had been in jail but a few hours when three
negro-traders, learning that I was secured thus for
running away, came to my prison-house and
looked at me, expecting that I would be offered for
sale. Mr. Mansfield, the man who owned mother,
came into the jail as soon as Mr. Jones, the man
who arrested us, informed him that he had brought
her back. He told her that he would not whip
her, but would sell her to a negro-trader, or take
her to New Orleans himself. After being in jail
<pb id="bronarr75" n="75"/>about one week, master sent a man to take me
our of jail, and send me home. I was taken out
and carried home, and the old man was well
enough to sit up. He had me brought into the
room where he was, and as I entered, he asked me
where I had been? I told him I had acted according 
to his orders. He had told me to look for a
master, and I had been to look for one. He answered
that he did not tell me to go to Canada to
look for a master. I told him that as I had served
him faithfully, and had been the means of putting
a number of hundreds of dollars into his pocket, I
thought I had a right to my liberty. He said he
had promised my father that I should not be sold
to supply the New Orleans market, or he would
sell me to a negro-trader.</p>
          <p>I was ordered to go into the field to work, and
was closely watched by the overseer during the
day, and locked up at night. The overseer gave
me a severe whipping on the second day that
I was in the field. I had been at home but a short
time, when master was able to ride to the city;
and on his return he informed me that he had sold
me to Samuel Willi, a merchant tailor. I knew
Mr. Willi. I had lived with him three or four
<pb id="bronarr76" n="76"/>months some years before, when he hired me of
my master.</p>
          <p>Mr. Willi was not considered by his servants as
a very bad man, nor was he the best of masters. I
went to my new home, and found my new mistress 
very glad to see me. Mr. Willi owned two
servants before he purchased me -- Robert and
Charlotte. Robert was an excellent white-washer,
and hired his time from his master, paying him
one dollar per day, besides taking care of himself.
He was known in the city by the name of
Bob Music. Charlotte was an old woman, who
attended to the cooking, washing, &amp;c. Mr. Willi
was not a wealthy man, and did not feel able to
keep many servants around his house; so he soon
decided to hire me out, and as I had been accustomed 
to service in steamboats, he gave me the
privilege of finding such employment.</p>
          <p>I soon secured a situation on board the steamer
Otto, Capt. J. B. Hill, which sailed from St. Louis
to Independence, Missouri. My former master, Dr.
Young, did not let Mr. Willi know that I had run
away, or he would not have permitted me to go on
board a steamboat. The boat was not quite ready
to commence running, and therefore I had to remain 
<pb id="bronarr77" n="77"/>with Mr. Willi. But during this time, I had
to undergo a trial for which I was entirely unprepared. 
My mother, who had been in jail since her
return until the present time, was now about being
carried to New Orleans, to die on a cotton, sugar, or
rice plantation!</p>
          <p>I had been several times to the jail, but could
obtain no interview with her. I ascertained,
however, the time the boat in which she was to
embark would sail, and as I had not seen mother
since her being thrown into prison, I felt anxious
for the hour of sailing to come. At last, the day
arrived when I was to see her for the first time
after our painful separation, and, for aught that
I knew, for the last time in this world!</p>
          <p>At about ten o'clock in the morning I went on
board of the boat, and found her there in company
with fifty or sixty other slaves. She was chained
to another woman. On seeing me, she immediately
dropped her head upon her heaving bosom. She
moved not, neither did she weep. Her emotions
were too deep for tears. I approached, threw my
arms around her neck, kissed her, and fell upon
my knees, begging her forgiveness, for I thought
myself to blame for her sad condition; for if I had
		     
<pb id="bronarr78" n="78"/>not persuaded her to accompany me, she would
not then have been in chains.</p>
          <p>She finally raised her head, looked me in the
face, (and such a look none but an angel can give!)
and said,<hi rend="italic">“My dear son, you are not to blame for
my being here. You have done nothing more nor
less than your duty. Do not, I pray you, weep for
me. I cannot last long upon a cotton plantation.
I feel that my heavenly Master will soon call me
home, and then I shall be out of the hands of the
slave-holders!”</hi></p>
          <p>I could bear no more -- my heart struggled to
free itself from the human form. In a moment
she saw Mr. Mansfield coming toward that part of
the boat, and she whispered into my ear, <hi rend="caps">“My
child, we must soon part to meet no more this side
of the grave. You have ever said that you would
not die a slave; that you would be a freeman. Now
try to get your liberty! You will soon have no
one to look after but yourself!”</hi> and just as she
whispered the last sentence into my ear, Mansfield
came up to me, and with an oath, said, “Leave
here this instant; you have been the means of my
losing one hundred dollars to get this wench
back” -- at the same time kicking me with a heavy
<pb id="bronarr79" n="79"/>pair of boots. As I left her, she gave one shriek,
saying, “God be with you!” It was the last time
that I saw her, and the last word I heard her
utter.</p>
          <p>I walked on shore. The bell was tolling. The
boat was about to start. I stood with a heavy
heart, waiting to see her leave the wharf. As I
thought of my mother, I could but feel that I had
lost</p>
          <lg>
            <l n="1">“----- the glory of my life,</l>
            <l n="2">My blessing and my pride!</l>
            <l n="3">I half forgot the name of slave,</l>
            <l n="4">When she was by my side.”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>The love of liberty that had been burning in my
bosom had well-nigh gone out. I felt as though I
was ready to die. The boat moved gently from
the wharf, and while she glided down the river, I
realized that my mother was indeed</p>
          <lg>
            <l n="1">“Gone -- gone -- sold and gone,</l>
            <l n="2">To the rice swamp, dank and lone!”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>After the boat was out of sight I returned home;
but my thoughts were so absorbed in what I had
witnessed, that I knew not what I was about half
of the time. Night came, but it brought no sleep
to my eyes.</p>
          <pb id="bronarr80" n="80"/>
          <p>In a few days, the boat upon which I was to
work being ready, I went on board to commence.
This employment suited me better than living in
the city, and I remained until the close of navigation; 
though it proved anything but pleasant.
The captain was a drunken, profligate, hard-hearted creature, not knowing
how to treat himself,
or any other person.</p>
          <p>The boat, on its second trip, brought down Mr.
Walker, the man of whom I have spoken in a previous 
chapter, as hiring my time. He had between
one and two hundred slaves, chained and manacled. 
Among them was a man that formerly belonged 
to my old master's brother, Aaron Young.
His name was Solomon. He was a preacher, and
belonged to the same church with his master. I
was glad to see the old man. He wept like a
child when he told me how he had been sold from
his wife and children.</p>
          <p>The boat carried down, while I remained on
board, four or five gangs of slaves. Missouri,
though a comparatively new state, is very much
engaged in raising slaves to supply the southern
market. In a former chapter, I have mentioned
that I was once in the employ of a slave-trader, or
<pb id="bronarr81" n="81"/>driver, as he is called at the south. For fear that
some may think that I have misrepresented a
slave-driver, I will here give an extract from a
paper published in a slave-holding state, Tennessee,
called the “Millennial Trumpeter.”</p>
          <p>“Droves of negroes, chained together in dozens
and scores, and hand-cuffed, have been driven
through our country in numbers far surpassing
any previous year, and these vile slave-drivers and
dealers are swarming like buzzards around a carrion.  
Through this county, you cannot pass a few
miles in the great roads without having every feeling
of humanity insulted and lacerated by this
spectacle, nor can you go into any county or any
neighborhood, scarcely, without seeing or hearing
of some of these despicable creatures, called 
negro-drivers.</p>
          <p>“Who is a negro-driver? One whose eyes
dwell with delight on lacerated bodies of helpless
men, women and children; whose soul feels diabolical 
raptures at the chains, and hand-cuffs, and
cart-whips, for inflicting tortures on weeping
mothers torn from helpless babes, and on husbands
and wives torn asunder forever!”</p>
          <p>Dark and revolting as is the picture here drawn,
<pb id="bronarr82" n="82"/>it is from the pen of one living in the midst of
slavery. But though these men may cant about
negro-drivers, and tell what despicable creatures
they are, who is it, I ask, that supplies them with
the human beings that they are tearing asunder?
I answer, as far as I have any knowledge of the
state where I came from, that those who raise
slaves for the market are to be found among all
classes, from Thomas H. Benton down to the lowest
political demagogue who may be able to purchase
a woman for the purpose of raising stock,
and from the doctor of divinity down to the most
humble lay member in the church.</p>
          <p>It was not uncommon in St. Louis to pass by
an auction-stand, and behold a woman upon the
auction-block, and hear the seller crying out,
<hi rend="italics">“How much is offered for this woman? She is a
good cook, good washer, a good, obedient servant.
She has got religion!”</hi> Why should this man
tell the purchasers that she has religion? I answer,
because in Missouri, and as far as I have
any knowledge of slavery in the other states, the
religious teaching consists in teaching the slave
that he must never strike a white man; that God
made him for a slave; and that, when whipped,
<pb id="bronarr83" n="83"/>he must not find fault -- for the Bible says, “He
that knoweth his master's will and doeth it not,
shall be beaten with many stripes!” And slave-
holders find such religion very profitable to them.</p>
          <p>After leaving the steamer Otto, I resided at
home, in Mr. Willi's family, and again began to
lay plans for making my escape from slavery.
The anxiety to be a freeman would not let me rest
day or night. I would think of the northern cities
that had heard so much about; -- of Canada,
where so many of my acquaintances had found a
refuge. I would dream at night that I was in
Canada, a freeman, and on waking in the morning,
weep to find myself so sadly mistaken.</p>
          <lg>
            <l n="1">“I would think of Victoria's domain,</l>
            <l n="2">And in a moment I seemed to be there!</l>
            <l n="3">But the fear of being taken again,</l>
            <l n="4">Soon hurried me back to despair.”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>Mr. Willi treated me better than Dr. Young ever
had; but instead of making me contented and
happy, it only rendered me the more miserable, for
it enabled me better to appreciate liberty. Mr.
Willi was a man who loved money as most men
do, and without looking for an opportunity to sell
me, he found one in the offer of Captain Enoch
<pb id="bronarr84" n="84"/>Price, a steamboat owner and commission merchant, 
living in the city of St. Louis. Captain
Price tendered seven hundred dollars, which was
two hundred more than Mr. Willi had paid. He
therefore thought best to accept the offer. I was
wanted for a carriage driver, and Mrs. Price was
very much pleased with the captain's bargain.
His family consisted of himself, wife, one child,
and three servants, besides myself, -- one man and
two women.</p>
          <p>Mrs. Price was very proud of her servants,
always keeping them well dressed, and as soon as
I had been purchased, she resolved to have a new
carriage. And soon one was procured, and all
preparations were made for a turn-out in grand
style, I being the driver.</p>
          <p>One of the female servants was a girl some
eighteen or twenty years of age, named Maria.
Mrs. Price was very soon determined to have us
united, if she could so arrange matters. She
would often urge upon me the necessity of having
a wife, saying that it would be so pleasant for me
to take one in the same family! But getting married, 
while in slavery, was the last of my thoughts;
and had I been ever so inclined, I should not have
<pb id="bronarr85" n="85"/>married Maria, as my love had already gone in
another quarter. Mrs. Price soon found out that
her efforts at this match-making between Maria
and myself would not prove successful. She also
discovered (or thought she had) that I was rather
partial to a girl named Eliza, who was owned by
Dr. Mills. This induced her at once to endeavor
the purchase of Eliza, so great was her desire to
get me a wife!</p>
          <p>Before making the attempt, however, she deemed
it best to talk to me a little upon the subject of
love, courtship, and marriage. Accordingly, one
afternoon she called me into her room -- telling me
to take a chair and sit down. I did so, thinking it
rather strange, for servants are not very often asked
thus to sit down in the same room with the master
or mistress. She said that she had found out that
I did not care enough about Maria to marry her. I
told her that was true. She then asked me if
there was not a girl in the city that I loved. Well,
now, this was coming into too close quarters with
me! People, generally, don't like to tell their love
stories to everybody that may think fit to ask
about them, and it was so with me. But, after
blushing a while and recovering myself, I told her
		    
<pb id="bronarr86" n="86"/>that I did not want a wife. She then asked me if
I did not think something of Eliza. I told her that
I did. She then said that if I wished to marry
Eliza, she would purchase her if she could.</p>
          <p>I gave but little encouragement to this proposition, 
as I was determined to make another trial to
get my liberty, and I knew that if I should have a
wife, I should not be willing to leave her behind;
and if I should attempt to bring her with me, the
chances would be difficult for success. However,
Eliza was purchased, and brought into the family.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr87" n="87"/>
        <div2>
          <head> CHAPTER  X.</head>
          <p>BUT the more I thought of the trap laid by Mrs.
Price to make me satisfied with my new home, by
getting me a wife, the more I determined never to
marry any woman on earth until I should get my
liberty. But this secret I was compelled to keep
to myself, which placed me in a very critical position. 
I must keep upon good terms with Mrs.
Price and Eliza. I therefore promised Mrs. Price
that I would marry Eliza; but said that I was not
then ready. And I had to keep upon good terms
with Eliza, for fear that Mrs. Price would find out
that I did not intend to get married.</p>
          <p>I have here spoken of marriage, and it is very
common among slaves themselves to talk of it.
And it is common for slaves to be married; or at
least to have the marriage ceremony performed.
But there is no such thing as slaves being lawfully
married. There has never yet a case occurred
where a slave has been tried for bigamy. The
man may have as many women as he wishes,
<pb id="bronarr88" n="88"/>and the women as many men; and the law
takes no cognizance of such acts among slaves.
And in fact some masters, when they have sold
the husband from the wife, compel her to take
another.</p>
          <p>There lived opposite Captain Price's, Doctor
Farrar, well known in St. Louis. He sold a man
named Ben, to one of the traders. He also owned
Ben's wife, and in a few days he compelled Sally
(that was her name) to marry Peter, another man
belonging to him. I asked Sally “why she married 
Peter so soon after Ben was sold.” She said,
“because master made her do it.”</p>
          <p>Mr. John Calvert, who resided near our place,
had a woman named Lavinia. She was quite
young, and a man to whom she was about to be
married was sold, and carried into the country
near St. Charles, about twenty miles from St.
Louis. Mr. Calvert wanted her to get a husband;
but she had resolved not to marry any other man,
and she refused. Mr. Calvert whipped her in such
a manner that it was thought she would die.
Some of the citizens had him arrested, but it was
soon hushed up. And that was the last of it. The
<pb id="bronarr89" n="89"/>woman did not die, but it would have been the
same if she had.</p>
          <p>Captain Price purchased me in the month of
October, and I remained with him until December,
when the family made a voyage to New Orleans,
in a boat owned by himself, and named the
“Chester.” I served on board as one of the
stewards. On arriving at New Orleans, about the
middle of the month, the boat took in freight for
Cincinnati; and it was decided that the family
should go up the river in her, and what was of
more interest to me, I was to accompany them.</p>
          <p>The long looked for opportunity to make my
escape from slavery was near at hand.</p>
          <p>Captain Price had some fears as to the propriety
of taking me near a free state, or a place where it
was likely I could run away, with a prospect of
liberty. He asked me if I had ever been in a free
state. “Oh yes,” said I, “I have been in Ohio;
my master carried me into that state once, but I
never liked a free state.”</p>
          <p>It was soon decided that it would be safe to take
me with them, and what made it more safe, Eliza
was on the boat with us, and Mrs. Price, to try
me, asked if I thought as much as ever of Eliza.
		  
<pb id="bronarr90" n="90"/>I told her that Eliza was very dear to me indeed,
and that nothing but death should part us. It was
the same as if we were married. This had the
desired effect. The boat left New Orleans, and
proceeded up the river.</p>
          <p>I had at different times obtained little sums of
money, which I had reserved for a “rainy day.”
I procured some cotton cloth, and made me a bag
to carry provisions in. The trials of the past were
all lost in hopes for the future. The love of liberty,
that had been burning in my bosom for years, and
had been well-nigh extinguished, was now resuscitated. 
At night, when all around was peaceful,
I would walk the decks, meditating upon my happy
prospects.</p>
          <p>I should have stated, that, before leaving St.
Louis, I went to an old man named Frank, a
slave, owned by a Mr. Sarpee. This old man
was very distinguished (not only among the slave
population, but also the whites) as a fortune-teller.
He was about seventy years of age, something
over six feet high, and very slender. Indeed, he
was so small around his body, that it looked as
though it was not strong enough to hold up his
head.</p>
          <pb id="bronarr91" n="91"/>
          <p>Uncle Frank was a very great favorite with
the young ladies, who would go to him in great
numbers to get their fortunes told. And it was
generally believed that he could really penetrate
into the mysteries of futurity. Whether true or
not, he had the <hi rend="italics">name,</hi>and that is about half of
what one needs in this gullible age. I found Uncle
Frank seated in the chimney corner, about ten
o'clock at night. As soon as I entered, the old
man left his seat. I watched his movement as
well as I could by the dim light of the fire. He
soon lit a lamp, and coming up, looked me full in
the face, saying, “Well, my son, you have come to
get uncle to tell your fortune, have you?”  “Yes,”
said I. But how the old man should know what
I came for, I could not tell. However, I paid the
fee of twenty-five cents, and he commenced by
looking into a gourd, filled with water. Whether
the old man was a prophet, or the son of a prophet,
I cannot say; but there is one thing certain, many
of his predictions were verified.</p>
          <p>I am no believer in soothsaying; yet I am sometimes 
at a loss to know how Uncle Frank could
tell so accurately what would occur in the future.
Among the many things he told was one which
<pb id="bronarr92" n="92"/>was enough to pay me for all the trouble of hunting 
him up. It was that I <hi rend="italics">should be free!</hi> He
further said, that in trying to get my liberty I
would meet with many severe trials. I thought
to myself any fool could tell me that!</p>
          <p>The first place in which we landed in a free
state was Cairo, a small village at the mouth of
the Ohio river. We remained here but a few
hours, when we proceeded to Louisville. After
unloading some of the cargo, the boat started on
her upward trip. The next day was the first of
January. I had looked forward to New Year's
day as the commencement of a new era in the
history of my life. I had decided upon leaving the
peculiar institution that day.</p>
          <p>During the last night that I served in slavery I
did not close my eyes a single moment. When
not thinking of the future, my mind dwelt on the
past. The love of a dear mother, a dear sister,
and three dear brothers, yet living, caused me to
shed many tears. If I could only have been
assured of their being dead, I should have felt
satisfied; but I imagined I saw my dear mother
in the cotton-field, followed by a merciless task-
master, and no one to speak a consoling word to
<pb id="bronarr93" n="93"/>her! I beheld my dear sister in the hands of
a slave-driver, and compelled to submit to his
cruelty! None but one placed in such a situation
can for a moment imagine the intense agony to
which these reflections subjected me.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="bronarr94" n="94"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER XI.</head>
          <p>At last the time for action arrived. The boat
landed at a point which appeared to me the place
of all others to start from. I found that it would
be impossible to carry anything with me but
what was upon my person. I had some provisions, 
and a single suit of clothes, about half worn.
When the boat was discharging her cargo, and
the passengers engaged carrying their baggage on
and off shore, I improved the opportunity to convey 
myself with my little effects on land. Taking
up a trunk, I went up the wharf, and was soon
out of the crowd. I made directly for the woods,
where I remained until night, knowing well that I
could not travel, even in the state of Ohio, during
the day, without danger of being arrested.</p>
          <p>I had long since made up my mind that I would
not trust myself in the hands of any man, white or
colored. The slave is brought up to look upon
every white man as an enemy to him and his
race; and twenty-one years in slavery had taught
<pb id="bronarr95" n="95"/>me that there were traitors, even among colored
people. After dark, I emerged from the woods
into a narrow path, which led me into the main
travelled road. But I knew not which way to go.
I did not know north from south, east from west.
I looked in vain for the North Star; a heavy
cloud hid it from my view. I walked up and
down the road until near midnight, when the
clouds disappeared, and I welcomed the sight of
my friend -- truly the slave's friend -- the North
Star!</p>
          <p>As soon as I saw it, I knew my course, and
before daylight I travelled twenty or twenty-five
miles. It being in the winter, I suffered intensely
from the cold; being without an overcoat, and my
other clothes rather thin for the season. I was
provided with a tinder-box, so that I could make
up a fire when necessary. And but for this, I
should certainly have frozen to death; for I was
determined not to go to any house for shelter. I
knew of a man belonging to Gen. Ashly, of St.
Louis, who had run away near Cincinnati, on the
way to Washington, but had been caught and carried 
back into slavery; and I felt that a similar
<pb id="bronarr96" n="96"/>fate awaited me, should I be seen by any one. I
travelled at night, and lay by during the day.</p>
          <p>On the fourth day my provisions gave out, and
then what to do I could not tell. Have something
to eat I must; but how to get it was the question!
On the first night after my food was gone, I went
to a barn on the road-side and there found some
ears of corn. I took ten or twelve of them, and
kept on my journey. During the next day, while
in the woods, I roasted my corn and feasted upon
it, thanking God that I was so well provided for.</p>
          <p>My escape to a land of freedom now appeared
certain, and the prospects of the future occupied a
great part of my thoughts. What should be my
occupation, was a subject of much anxiety to me;
and the next thing what should be my name? I
have before stated that my old master, Dr. Young,
had no children of his own, but had with him a
nephew, the son of his brother, Benjamin Young.
When this boy was brought to Dr. Young, his
name being William, the same as mine, my mother
was ordered to change mine to something else.
This, at the time, I thought to be one of the most
cruel acts that could be committed upon my rights;
and I received several very severe whippings for
<pb id="bronarr97" n="97"/>telling people that my name was William, after
orders were given to change it. Though young, I
was old enough to place a high appreciation upon
my name. It was decided, however, to call me
“Sandford,” and this name I was known by, not
only upon my master's plantation, but up to the
time that I made my escape. I was sold under
the name of Sandford.</p>
          <p>But as soon as the subject came to my mind, I
resolved on adopting my old name of William, and
let Sandford go by the board, for I always hated
it. Not because there was anything peculiar in
the name; but because it had been forced upon
me. It is sometimes common, at the south, for
slaves to take the name of their masters. Some
have a legitimate right to do so. But I always
detested the idea of being called by the name of
either of my masters. And as for my father, I
would rather have adopted the name of “Friday,”
and been known as the servant of some Robinson
Crusoe, than to have taken his name. So I was
not only hunting for my liberty, but also hunting
for a name; though I regarded the latter as of little
consequence, if I could but gain the former. Travelling 
along the road, I would sometimes speak to
		  
<pb id="bronarr98" n="98"/>myself, sounding my name over, by way of getting 
used to it, before I should arrive among civilized 
human beings. On the fifth or six day, it
rained very fast, and froze about as fast as it fell,
so that my clothes were one glare of ice. I travelled 
on at night until I became so chilled and
benumbed -- the wind blowing into my face -- that
I found it impossible to go any further, and accordingly 
took shelter in a barn, where I was obliged
to walk about to keep from freezing.</p>
          <p>I have ever looked upon that night as the most
eventful part of my escape from slavery. Nothing
but the providence of God, and that old barn,
saved me from freezing to death. I received a
very severe cold, which settled upon my lungs,
and from time to time my feet had been frost-bitten, so that it was with
difficulty I could walk.
In this situation I travelled two days, when I
found that I must seek shelter somewhere, or die.</p>
          <p>The thought of death was nothing frightful to
me, compared with that of being caught, and again
carried back into slavery. Nothing but the prospect 
of enjoying liberty could have induced me to
undergo such trials, for</p>
          <lg>
            <l n="1">“Behind I left the whips and chains,</l>
            <l n="2"> Before me were sweet Freedom's plains!”</l>
          </lg>
          <pb id="bronarr99" n="99"/>
          <p>This, and this alone, cheered me onward. But
I at last resolved to seek protection from the inclemency 
of the weather, and therefore I secured
myself behind some logs and brush, intending to
wait there until some one should pass by; for I
thought it probable that I might see some colored
person, or, if not, some one who was not a slave
holder; for I had an idea that I should know a
slaveholder as far as I could see him.</p>
          <p>The first person that passed was a man in a
buggy-wagon. He looked too genteel for me to hail
him. Very soon another passed by on horseback.
I attempted to speak to him, but fear made my
voice fail me. As he passed, I left my hiding-
place, and was approaching the road, when I observed 
an old man walking towards me, leading a
white horse. He had on a broad-brimmed hat and
a very long coat, and was evidently walking for
exercise. As soon as I saw him, and observed his
dress, I thought to myself, “You are the man that
I have been looking for!” Nor was I mistaken.
He was the very man!</p>
          <p>On approaching me, he asked me, “if I was not
a slave.” I looked at him some time, and then
asked him “if he knew of any one who would
<pb id="bronarr100" n="100"/>help me as I was sick.” He answered that he
would; but again asked, if I was not a slave. I
told him I was. He then said that I was in a
very pro-slavery neighborhood, and if I would
wait until he went home, he would get a covered
wagon for me. I promised to remain. He mounted
his horse, and was soon out of sight.</p>
          <p>After he was gone, I meditated whether to wait
or not; being apprehensive that he had gone for
some one to arrest me. But I finally concluded to
remain until he should return; removing some
few rods to watch his movements. After a suspense 
of an hour and a half or more, he returned
with a two-horse covered wagon, such as are
usually seen under the shed of a Quaker meeting-house on Sundays and
Thursdays; for the old
man proved to be a Quaker of the George Fox
stamp.</p>
          <p>He took me to his house, but it was some time
before I could be induced to enter it; not until the
old lady came out, did I venture into the house. I
thought I saw something in the old lady's cap that
told me I was not only safe, but welcome, in her
house. I was not, however, prepared to receive
their hospitalities. The only fault I found with
<pb id="bronarr101" n="101"/>them was their being too kind. I had never had a
white man to treat me as an equal, and the idea of
a white lady waiting on me at the table was still
worse! Though the table was loaded with the
good things of this life, I could not eat. I thought
if I could only be allowed the privilege of eating in
the kitchen I should be more than satisfied!</p>
          <p>Finding that I could not eat, the old lady, who
was a “Thompsonian,” made me a cup of “composition,”
or “number six;” but it was so strong
and hot, that I called it <hi rend="italics">“number seven!”</hi> However, 
I soon found myself at home in this family.
On different occasions, when telling these facts, I
have been asked how I felt upon finding myself
regarded as a man by a white family; especially
just having run away from one. I cannot say
that I have ever answered the question yet.</p>
          <p>The fact that I was in all probability a freeman,
sounded in my ears like a charm. I am satisfied
that none but a slave could place such an appreciation 
upon liberty as I did at that time. I
wanted to see mother and sister, that I might tell
them “I was free!” I wanted to see my fellow-slaves in St.
Louis, and let them know that the
chains were no longer upon my limbs. I wanted
		     
<pb id="bronarr102" n="102"/>to see Captain Price, and let him learn from my
own lips that I was no more a chattel, but a man!
I was anxious, too, thus to inform Mrs. Price that
she must get another coachman. And I wanted to
see Eliza more than I did either Mr. or Mrs.
Price!</p>
          <p>The fact that I was a freeman -- could walk,
talk, eat and sleep, as a man, and no one to stand
over me with the blood-clotted cow-hide -- all this
made me feel that I was not myself.</p>
          <p>The kind friend that had taken me in was
named Wells Brown. He was a devoted friend
of the slave; but was very old, and not in the
enjoyment of good health. After being by the fire
awhile, I found that my feet had been very much
frozen. I was seized with a fever, which threatened 
to confine me to my bed. But my Thompsonian 
friends soon raised me, treating me as
kindly as if I had been one of their own children.
I remained with them twelve or fifteen days,
during which time they made me some clothing,
and the old gentleman purchased me a pair of
boots.</p>
          <p>I found that I was about fifty or sixty miles
from Dayton, in the State of Ohio, and between
<pb id="bronarr103" n="103"/>one and two hundred miles from Cleaveland, on
Lake Erie, a place I was desirous of reaching on
my way to Canada. This I know will sound
strangely to the ears of people in foreign lands, but
it is nevertheless true. An American citizen was
fleeing from a democratic, republican, Christian
government, to receive protection under the monarchy 
of Great Britain. While the people of the
United States boast of their freedom, they at the
same time keep three millions of their own citizens
in chains; and while I am seated here in sight of
Bunker Hill Monument, writing this narrative, I
am a slave, and no law, not even in Massachusetts, 
can protect me from the hands of the slave-
holder!</p>
          <p>Before leaving this good Quaker friend, he inquired 
what my name was besides William. I
told him that I had no other name. “Well,” said
he, “thee must have another name. Since thee
has got out of slavery, thee has become a man,
and men always have two names.”</p>
          <p>I told him that he was the first man to extend
the hand of friendship to me, and I would give
him the privilege of naming me.</p>
          <p>“If I name thee,” said he, “I shall call thee
Wells Brown, after myself.”</p>
          <pb id="bronarr104" n="104"/>
          <p>“But,” said I, “I am not willing to lose my
name of William. As it was taken from me once
against my will, I am not willing to part with it
again upon any terms.</p>
          <p>“Then,” said he, “I will call thee William
Wells Brown.”</p>
          <p>“So be it,” said I; and I have been known by
that name ever since I left the house of my first
white friend, Wells Brown.</p>
          <p>After giving me some little change, I again
started for Canada. In four days I reached a public 
house, and went into warm myself. I there
learned that some fugitive slaves had just passed
through the place. The men in the bar-room
were talking about it, and I thought that it must
have been myself they referred to, and I was therefore 
afraid to start, fearing they would seize me;
but I finally mustered courage enough, and took
my leave. As soon as I was out of sight, I went
into the woods, and remained there until night,
when I again regained the road, and travelled on
until next day.</p>
          <p>Not having had any food for nearly two days; I
was faint with hunger, and was in a dilemma
what to do, as the little cash supplied me by my
<pb id="bronarr105" n="105"/>adopted father, and which had contributed to my
comfort, was now all gone. I however concluded
to go to a farm-house, and ask for something to
eat. On approaching the door of the first one presenting 
itself, I knocked, and was soon met by a
man who asked me what I wanted. I told him
that I would like something to eat. He asked me
where I was from, and where I was going. I
replied that I had come some way, and was
going to Cleaveland.</p>
          <p>After hesitating a moment or two, he told me
that he could give me nothing to eat, adding,
“that if I would work, I could get something to
eat.”</p>
          <p>I felt bad, being thus refused something to sustain 
nature, but did not dare tell him that I was
a slave.</p>
          <p>Just as I was leaving the door, with a heavy
heart, a woman, who proved to be the wife of this
gentleman, came to the door, and asked her husband 
what I wanted. He did not seem inclined
to inform her. She therefore asked me herself. I
told her that I had asked for something to eat.
After a few other questions, she told me to come
in, and that she would give me something to eat.</p>
          <pb id="bronarr106" n="106"/>
          <p>I walked up to the door, but the husband
remained in the passage, as if unwilling to let me
enter.</p>
          <p>She asked him two or three times to get out of
the way, and let me in. But as he did not move,
she pushed him on one side, bidding me walk in!
I was never before so glad to see a woman push a
man aside! Ever since that act, I have been in
favor of “woman's rights!”</p>
          <p>After giving me as much food as I could eat,
she presented me with ten cents, all the money
then at her disposal, accompanied with a note to a
friend, a few miles further on the road. Thanking
this angel of mercy from an overflowing heart, I
pushed on my way, and in three days arrived at
Cleaveland, Ohio.</p>
          <p>Being an entire stranger in this place, it was
difficult for me to find where to stop. I had no
money, and the lake being frozen, I saw that I
must remain until the opening of the navigation,
or go to Canada by way of Buffalo. But believing 
myself to be somewhat out of danger, I secured
an engagement at the Mansion House, as a table
waiter, in payment for my board. The proprietor,
however, whose name was E. M. Segur, in a short
<pb id="bronarr107" n="107"/>time, hired me for twelve dollars a month; on
which terms I remained until spring, when I found
good employment on board a lake steamboat.</p>
          <p>I purchased some books, and at leisure moments
perused them with considerable advantage to myself. 
While at Cleaveland, I saw, for the first
time, an anti-slavery newspaper. It was the
<hi rend="italics">“Genius of Universal Emancipation,”</hi> published
by Benjamin Lundy; and though I had no home,
I subscribed for the paper. It was my great
desire, being out of slavery myself, to do what I
could for the emancipation of my brethren yet in
chains, and while on Lake Erie, I found many
opportunities of “helping their cause along.”</p>
          <p>It is well known that a great number of fugitives 
make their escape to Canada, by way of
Cleaveland; and while on the lakes, I always made
arrangement to carry them on the boat to Buffalo
or Detroit, and thus effect their escape to the
“promised land.” The friends of the slave, knowing 
that I would transport them without charge,
never failed to have a delegation when the boat
arrived at Cleaveland. I have sometimes had
four or five on board at one time.</p>
          <p>In the year 1842, I conveyed, from the first of
May to the first of December, sixty-nine fugitives
<pb id="bronarr108" n="108"/>over Lake Erie to Canada. In 1843, I visited
Malden, in Upper Canada, and counted seventeen
in that small village, whom I had assisted in reaching 
Canada. Soon after coming north I subscribed
for the Liberator, edited by that champion of freedom, 
William Lloyd Garrison. I had heard
nothing of the anti-slavery movement while in
slavery, and as soon as I found that my enslaved
countrymen had friends who were laboring for
their liberation, I felt anxious to join them, and
give what aid I could to the cause.</p>
          <p>I early embraced the temperance cause, and
found that a temperance reformation was needed
among my colored brethren. In company with a
few friends, I commenced a temperance reformation
among the colored people in the city of Buffalo,
and labored three years, in which time a society
was built up, numbering over five hundred out of
a population of less than seven hundred.</p>
          <p>In the autumn, 1843, impressed with the importance 
of spreading anti-slavery truth, as a means
to bring about the abolition of slavery, I commenced 
lecturing as an agent of the western New
York Anti-Slavery Society, and have ever since
devoted my time to the cau