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        <titlePart type="main">A BRIEF HISTORY OF THE SLAVE LIFE OF REV. L.R. FEREBEE, 
AND THE BATTLES OF LIFE, AND FOUR YEARS OF HIS MINISTERIAL LIFE.</titlePart>
        <titlePart type="main">Written from Memory, to 1882.</titlePart>
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          <emph rend="bold">PREFACE.</emph>
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        <p>     The many readers of this little book will doubtless find many imperfect sentences. While the writer has not been blessed with a scholarship that many of the readers have, and in the thirty-third year of his life, after having passed through many c
onflicts, of which the public have been slightly informed, and many slanderous remarks have been made in relation to him. He therefore presents himself to the public in fair colors, without any regret of the past life, relative to his own action.</p>
        <p>     Hope the many readers will carefully read and ponder well the facts in the whole matter herein contained.</p>
        <closer><dateline>RALEIGH, </dateline>
<date><hi rend="italics">January </hi>19<hi rend="italics">th, </hi>1882.</date></closer>
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        <head>
          <emph rend="bold">HISTORY OF REV. L. R. FEREBEE.</emph>
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        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER I.</head>
          <p>     This chapter will relate to the birth place and parentage 
of LONDON R. FEREBEE. He is a son of the late Elder Abel 
M. Ferebee, of the Virginia Conference of the A. M. E. Zion 
Church in America. He was the son of the Rev. Robert 
Simmons, of Currituck county, North Carolina. During the 
time of slavery, while a slave, he was granted license under 
the M. E. Church, South, to preach, and was associated by 
the Rev. Gabriel Whitehurst. The Rev. Robert Simmons 
died in the year 1857. The Rev. Gabriel Whitehurst died 
about the year 1871 or '72, after being an ordained Elder in 
the A. M. E. Zion Church, and presided over the Rev. Abel M.
Ferebee for several years. The Rev. Abel M. Ferebee was 
one of the first men in the organization of the North Carolina 
Annual Conference, with Bishop J. W. Hood, then an 
Elder of the New England Conference, and Bishop J.J.
Clinton, Elder Hill, W. J. Moore, and others, in New Bern, 
North Carolina; and sometime in the summer of 1865, was 
ordained an Elder on Roanoke Island, North Carolina, and 
put in charge of the church, under Elder John Williams. 
And then W. J. Moore took charge as Presiding Elder 
sometime in 1868. The Rev. A. M. Ferebee was an active 
Elder until within nine days of his death, and at the time 
of his death was in charge of three churches, to-wit: Moses' 
Temple and Mary Holly Grove, in Pasquotank county, and 
one in Perquimans county, viz: Fork Bridge. In the 
time of life he always desired that one of his boys should 
be a preacher. He was a blacksmith by trade. Married 
about the age of twenty-three or twenty-four, to a woman
<pb id="ferebee6" n="6"/>owned by Mrs. Oley Whitehurst, of Currituck county, by the 
name of Chloe. They lived together as man and wife for 
twenty-two years. The number of their children was ten -  
seven boys and three girls. In time of the life of his wife, a
cross word by either of them to each other has never been 
known by any one. She died in May, 1859, and he remained 
a widower for seven years, and then married a second
time, and in that selection got a quiet, Christian wife, 
and lived till his death in peace and quietness. He left his 
widow with a homestead, on which she now lives, without 
fear of molestation by any one, and is held in as high regard 
as a step-mother can be by his children, and will never 
be allowed to suffer while any of his children survive their
father. The widow's residence is ill Elizabeth City, Pasquotank 
county, North Carolina. The connection, as well as 
State, county and community, say: <hi rend="italics">“Peace to his ashes!”</hi> </p>
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          <head>CHAPTER II.</head>
          <p>     This chapter begins to treat upon the life of London R.
Ferebee, now known as Rev. L. R. Ferebee, an Elder of the 
A. M. E. Zion church, in America, who was a slave as all 
of his ancestors were.</p>
          <p>   At an early age my mother was sold. I scarcely can 
remember the occurrence which took place on the morning 
she was sold. It was said that all of my people are mixed with
Indian blood, and she was a spirited woman and would not 
suffer to be imposed upon by her master nor mistress. A 
dispute arose between my mother and her mistress, and 
her mistress attempted to strike her, at which  mother said 
“If you strike me, it will be the dearest lick ever you struck,”
and at the arrival of the master her mistress of course 
reported the conduct of my mother. He, knowing the 
spirit of my mother, took his gun and cowhide in hand 
<pb id="ferebee7" n="7"/>and coming to the kitchen, said with an oath, “Chloe, if 
you don't let me whip you for saucing your mistress, I'll 
shoot you.” she (my mother) said, opening her bosom, 
“Shoot; that's the only way you can whip me.” Having at 
this time come in reach of her, he struck at her with the 
cowhide. She seized it and cut it in two with a butcher knife 
which she had been cleaning fish with: they then gathered 
each other and my mother threw him, and as he fell the
gun discharged but injured no one. She put one knee in 
his breast, the other, as well as I can now remember, on one 
arm, wrested the gun from his hand and struck him over 
the head with the breech, wounding him badly, so that 
he called for help. She was taken off by some of his 
men. That morning he sold her to a speculator, Halstead, 
of Camden county, he, (Halstead) not knowing at the 
time it was my father's wife until after he had bought her. 
He then left her and rode thirty-one miles to see my father 
who was then working at Col. W. F. Martin's ship yard, 
Elizabeth City, N. C., and was hiring his time from his 
master, Dr. E. D. Ferebee, to see what arrangement he could 
make about buying her or getting his master to do so.</p>
          <p>    The plan was fixed between himself and master, so he 
bought her from the speculator by paying ($1,100.00,) eleven
hundred dollars. The next day, as near as I can remember, 
moved her and myself and two more of the children with 
her, where I remained until I was large enough to render 
service. I was then taken from her, and saw her twice from 
that time unto her death. According to my age the readers 
will see that I was quite young. I was born at a place 
called the Big Ditch, on Coin Jock shore, near the Sound, 
Currituck county, N. C., the 18th day of August, 1849. 
After leaving my mother, I had a rough life. Many hardships 
I had to undergo, as all young slave children had to 
suffer. I went by water with my master a good deal until 
I learned to man the vessel pretty well; even at night 
I could steer by the compass, or by any star. My master 
<pb id="ferebee8" n="8"/>
would point out to me, before he went to his bunk, 
and I've heard him tell gentlemen in my presence he could 
lie down as well satisfied with me at the helm as any one 
of the crew. </p>
          <p>     My aptness gained his affections, and I received favors 
of him, and he would not allow me to be cruelly treated, 
and at last I felt satisfied when with him. His name was 
Edwin T. Cowles, his assigned initials was Capt. E. T. 
Cowles. My mistress was named Sarah. He had three 
children, Elizabeth, Oliviour, the eldest, Lydia, the next, 
and Willie, the youngest. I was given to the oldest, Elizabeth. 
Up to this day they are kind to me, and when I am 
with them they give me the best their table affords, and I 
am accommodated to all the hospitalities of the house. My 
mistress was always cruel to me. It appeared she always 
had spite to me by reason of my mother. I suppose it was 
because I allowed no one to whip me but my master. She 
always would say you are some of the old blue hen's chickens. 
At (7) seven years old she, with the assistance of her 
house girl, attempted to whip me and I was the conqueror, 
and my master, after having learned the circumstances connected 
with the case, refused to whip me, but teased her for 
letting me whip out the house. This always apparently 
gave her a distaste to me. </p>
          <p>     I suffered under the yoke of oppression until the 9th day 
of August, 1861, the Northern forces having taken Roanoke 
Island, and proceeded immediately to Elizabeth City in the 
winter preceding the date just mentioned. We were living 
then at a little place called Still Town, (1 1/2) one mile and a 
half from Shiloh, a little country village in Camden county, 
about (12 or 13) twelve or thirteen miles through the country 
and nine miles down the river called Pasquotank from 
Elizabeth City.. The Northern army stationed a portion of 
their men at that place, and on the day mentioned, the 9th 
of August, I ran away and went to the Yankees, so called. 
I reached the Yankee lines about (30) minutes before my 
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master overtook me on the road. I remained with them 
until the 1st day of January, 1863. The Yankees then 
evacuated Shiloh and removed to Elizabeth City, and there 
they delivered me to my father, where I remained, until 
they evacuated Elizabeth City and went to the city of Newbern, 
N. C., carrying as many colored people with them as 
wanted to go. The war having not ended, my father and 
others not knowing what would be the consequences of those 
that remained, concluded it best to go with the Yankees 
where freedom was assured, embarked on board of a large 
vessel, to wit: the Edwards, having (4) four cannons on it, 
it being used. as a gun boat, and she was accompanied by 
another large vessel named Benjamin Butler, both sail vessels. 
We left Elizabeth City the 19th of April, 1860, and. 
arrived at Newbern, N. C, on the 21st. Then my father 
occupied a house for the time being on Pollock Street. At 
this time I knew not any alphabet and had become quite
unhealthy and suffered with <hi rend="italics">Rheumatics</hi>. I entered a private 
school at the Christian Church, taught by a colored
 man, a minister of that church, and an ex-slave, viz: Isaac 
Bishop, (<hi rend="italics">alias</hi>) Isaac Peel.</p>
          <p>     I learned my alphabet that day, the 1st day of June of 
the date above mentioned. Then I remained in that school 
until September, at which time my father was ordered, as 
chief magistrate, to Roanoke Island, N. C., by Colonel Foster, 
and being advised by Chaplain James, as the small pox 
was raging then in Newbern, he moved his family to 
Roanoke Island also.</p>
          <p>     After he arrived, he was taken sick, and remained so until 
the next spring, to-with, 1864. He, through the assistance 
of Chaplain W. A. Green, now pastor of the 1st Baptist 
church in Raleigh, N. C., succeeded in getting a nice school 
house and industrial building erected, and had 12 or 14
Northern teachers to come down, among them was a lady
of the finest deportment and a finished <hi rend="italics">alumni</hi>, and she was
from Boston, Mass., by the name of Ella Roper, and another 
<pb id="ferebee10" n="10"/>by the name of Mary Burnepp, of Vermont, in all there 
were sixteen. I fell, fortunately, the department taught 
by Miss Ella Roper, and Miss Mary Burnepp, and Kate
Freeman, and many other too tedious to mention now.</p>
          <p>      Early in the spring of 1864, April, I entered the school, 
with Miss Roper as my teacher, where my progress was so 
rapid, I ascended to the head of the first class in school, 
and no scholar in school or on the Island could compete 
with me, in consequence of which I was made assistant 
teacher. When I began to write, I learned to make my 
alphabet in one night. The first copy book I ever had I 
wrote it up the first night - every page. My teacher set me 
no more alphabet, and the first copy of writing was this -  
<hi rend="italics">“Improve each shining hour.”</hi></p>
          <p> By reason of study, my health grew bad, and my eyesight 
failed me. I made a profession of religion in September, 
1864. Before I repented of my sins, I was elected superintendent 
of the Sabbath School. Some time in May, the same 
year, Rev. Andrew Cartwright lectured the Sabbath school 
on the subject of Repentance. I was then honored to the 
position in the Sabbath school as Superintendent, but had 
not made any profession of faith in Christ, and the language 
falling from the mouth of God's servant, touched my heart. 
He was followed by my father, and all that each said seemed 
to rest on me. By their words used relative to teachers 
teaching what they really knew nothing of; then in strong 
terms showed that all my instruction given as Superintendent, 
would prove to me, without repentance, my eternal 
destruction. Then I was convicted, and from that time, 
until I manifested a hope, I could not, nor did not, open 
school any more. And at a revival in September, 4th Sunday, 
about eight o'clock, P. M., I received the Pearl of Great 
Price. Soon after, I was nominated and elected Secretary 
of church and Board of Trustees.</p>
          <p> All the teachers and scholars and members of the church 
apparently appreciated me for my usefulness in church,
<pb id="ferebee11" n="11"/>school, &amp;c.  There was a young man by the naive of Miles 
Bartlette, who, at a tine previous to that, was a member of 
the same school, and in my class, but was dull in his studies, 
and the teacher said, one morning, Mr. Bartlette, I'll have 
to send you over to the primary school. She then, unfortunately, 
asked me if I didn't think best? I deliberately 
answered yes. At <hi rend="italics">my</hi> sanction to her idea, he was sent down 
to Miss Kate Freeman, who taught that branch.</p>
          <p>    He then, with envy, sought to slay me, and at his first 
opportunity stabbed me on the 5th day of July, 1865. In 
the night, about 9 o'clock, he came up behind me and committed 
the vicious deed. The instrument used was a dirk. 
He was strong enough to throw it through my left shoulder 
blade, and came very near touching my heart, so that I was 
compelled to lie at home during the months of July, August 
and September. In October I was able to enter school 
again. The schools all flourished until the latter part of 
1866. When, after it was understood by both races, learned 
and unlearned, that freedom was established, the people then 
began to scatter to the different parts of North Carolina 
and many of the teachers went back North. My father 
moved back to Elizabeth City, N. C., on the 20th day of 
April,. 1867.</p>
          <p>    Schools there were somewhat dull then to what they had 
been on the Island. I entered there with a younger brother 
and sister - the baby. In the summer I was called to 
Nixonton, Pasquotank county, to take charge of a private 
school. Having taught a session before leaving Roanoke, 
it had become very familiar to me to teach, so I opened the 
first school of any note ever held in Nixonton, where I 
taught for three years in succession. In 1869, I entered a 
normal school, under the management of T. W. Cardozo, of 
New York city, and his wife, and his wife's cousin, Miss 
Sarah Williams, of New York. Thirty-five boys of the 
school were prepared for Howard University, but there were 
only three that could get any assistance from Northern
<pb id="ferebee12" n="12"/>friends, as Prof. Cardozo, only appeared to look out for those 
of a light hue, or mulatto - none of the dark ones could get 
any assistance. We then had to go to Hampton, Va., and 
wherever we could acquire an English education. We all 
resolved, though the other boys were blessed above us, we 
would not envy them, but strive to compete. I managed 
to keep in the normal schools until I could master an English 
education partially, and demanded a first grade certificate 
front any county examiner, but having an eye and 
heart on the study of law, I contracted, by the consent of 
my father, with Judge C. C. Pool, of the First Judicial District, 
to live with him, for the purpose of taking lessons in 
Latin, law, &amp;c.  I had free access to all the books of his 
library and also in his law office. It was from him I got 
the most of my business training.   It was rich, good, and 
came so freely from him I never felt like I wearied him 
in all classes of law he taught me.</p>
          <p>      He then went to work and got a free school for me, the 
first I ever taught drawing pay from the State; he also 
managed that I got first-class pay. This was in the latter 
part of 1869, I think, as my memory is not as good as we 
wish on the date at this juncture. I had a good reputation 
as a teacher, at that early age, so I was always in employment 
in that direction, all over Camden, Pasquotank and 
Perquimans, and at last became to be a swift politician and 
canvassed the Judicial and Congressional Districts over in 
favor of Republican candidates, and in my course was never 
known to change or waver from Republican principles. In 
all campaigns my attention was always called, by those concerned, 
and solicited, and eagerly importuned to take part 
and was always successful. I married in March, 1872, at 
South Stills, Camden county, where I was then teaching, to 
a young lady of Gates county, N. C., by the name of Lucinda 
Smith, her residence being near Sunsbury.</p>
          <p>        I was yet engaged in politics. I had, in my own county, 
many enemies that I was unconscious of, both colored and
<pb id="ferebee13" n="13"/>white of my own party, for the fact that the colored voters, 
which is the strength of the Republican party in Pasquotank 
county, had severally expressed a desire of my coming 
before them as a candidate, and as my aspiration was the 
Legislature or the Senate, and, at that time, could have 
received any office within the gift of the people.</p>
          <p>       In 1872 a conspiracy was gotten up against me by some 
office lobbies of Pasquotank of both races, for the fear they 
had of my prominence, or popularity, as it would, warrant 
my nomination in the county convention. Thomas P. 
Wilcox, then County Treasurer, and his brother, James 
Wilcox, and another man, of New Land Township, (two 
first mentioned are white men, the third was colored.)</p>
          <p>   I was teaching at Nixonton, and had said, when I canvassed 
the county for W. J. Munden, the Republican candidate 
for the Legislature, that if the people would support 
him, I would assure them they would have a colored man 
the next time, for I intended to ask for the position myself. 
Munden was elected. These parties were also aspirants and 
opposed me in the convention, and when Munden was 
nominated sought an opportunity to break down my reputation.</p>
          <p>     While teaching at Nixonton I had occasion to go to T. 
P. Wilcox, County Treasurer, with my school vouchers, four 
in all, drawing $30 each. He lived eighteen miles from 
Elizabeth City.</p>
          <p>  I had been to his residences and finding him not at home, 
was on my return when I met him and his wife on their 
return home. Just before this I had overtaken a young 
man by the name of Benjamin Dozier, (colored,) and had 
taken him up in my buggy. I stopped Mr. Wilcox, told 
him my business. He said he had been to town but the 
sheriff had not made settlement, but would take my vouchers 
and give me a duplicate, and when the sheriff settled I 
should receive the first monies. I gave him one $30 order 
and took a written duplicate; he at the time was half drunk.
<pb id="ferebee14" n="14"/>I, with my friend, Mr. Dozier, went on for home. On 
the next day, as I always had been doing and as it was a 
general customs passed the duplicate off to Mr. Emanuel 
Davis as a deposit until I received some money. I left the 
next day following for Edenton, N. C., where the A. M. E 
Zion Annual Conference had assembled, and returned a few 
days after. I waited on the Treasurer some time, as I had 
been accustomed to do. </p>
          <p>     And one day Mr. Davis approached me, saying, “I presented 
that duplicate to the Treasurer, and he would not 
settle it.” “Why?” said I. “Because he says he has not 
given you any,” said he. “He don't deny having a voucher 
of mine?” said I, “does he?”  Mr. Davis said, “No.” 
“Well,” said I, “why not pay you then on the order and 
not consider the duplicate, for it is of no use if he settles the 
voucher, as both are numbered.”</p>
          <p>    I then paid all the money I received from Davis on it 
but $2.00, and told Mr. Davis to let me have the duplicate. He 
then said he did not have it with him, so I made myself 
easy, waiting to see Mr. Wilcox, but for some time I could 
not see him; but in the meantime they had concocted the 
plan to destroy me for when Mr. Davis was talking to me 
he had then given the duplicate to the parties and had 
agreed to the prosecution. He at this time, remember, was 
an aspirant for the Legislature also, and would not tell me 
it was in the hands of an officer for my arrest, upon the oath 
of T. P. Wilcox, swearing he had never given me any, and 
that it was forged, and his brother James Wilcox, the brother
of the plaintiff, was an aspirant for the Sheriffs office. He 
had his brother to kill the matter, and the matter between
him and myself was settled, no more to be heard of, according 
to promise. At the June term of the Superior Court 
the case, however, was called. I appeared as defendant. 
The plaintiff was called and failed. I was recognized by 
the Court, Judge J. W. Albertson. He inquired into the 
case somewhat, and finding it frivolous, passed it by.  But
<pb id="ferebee15" n="15"/>Col. D. M. D. Lindsey, of Hertford, Perquimans county, had 
told Wilcox and brother, if they undertook to prosecute me in 
that case, neither of them should be elected, and if elected,
should not give bond.  This was not known to me until after 
the election, which came on in August, after court. My 
friends, white and black, made frequent inquiry as to what 
disposition had been made in the case, and the only answer 
that could be given, “Oh, it's all nothing; no case could be 
made out of it.” And, in fact, the State had failed to make 
a case out of it.</p>
          <p>        The next court the case came up again before Hon. J. W. 
Albertson, and the State had yet not been able to make out 
a case. I was put under no bond, and was no more interested, 
and the important witness, Mr. Benjamin Dozier, had 
to leave for New York, and the case was supposed to be 
over.</p>
          <p>    All things now were apparently good and pleasant. The 
judicial nomination for Judge in the First District took 
place in the summer of 1873.  Judge Albertson was nominated 
as the candidate of the Republican party for Judge, 
and Mills L. Eure was nominated as the candidate of the 
Democratic party.</p>
          <p>        My brother and Col. D. M. D. Lindsey, both of Hertford, 
had had a previous difficulty in some of the municipal elections. 
Some of the men the Judge would not support; therefore, 
they determined to defeat the Judge, though he was 
the Republican candidate, and to satisfy their devilish design, 
they proposed to work for the Democratic nominee, 
Mills L. Eure, of Gates county. He promised my brother, W. 
E. Ferebee, a lot in Hertford for his support; also to furnish 
all the money he wanted for the support of his family, and 
to pay all traveling expenses. The same offer was made 
to me, but I refused to accept. I determined to support the
regular nominee of our party. In May or June there was 
a mass meeting held at Gatesville for the purpose of consolidating 
the Republicans with the Democrats. I attended that
<pb id="ferebee16" n="16"/>meeting. I drove Judge Albertson's horse. I opposed the 
measure, in the Court House, and  defeated it. Next morning, 
before I left the hotel, I was waited on by a committee 
for the purpose of  wiping out my Radicalism relative to 
Judge Albertson. I became disgusted at the entreaties
made,  so uncalled for, and the only plea made was upon 
what my brother had said about what he and the Judge 
differed on in the municipal election. I argued that personal 
differences should never make a political disorganization. 
I remarked that no true loyal citizen - loyal to his 
country - would make any difference in that case, but would 
support the choice of his people. At this my brother apparently 
got very angry, so much so I called for my horse and 
buggy and left the hotel.  Gatesville was stirred up from 
centre to circumference. The true Republicans were with 
me. I was the only man there, as a public man, defending 
Judge Albertson, and urging his claims. A remark was 
made by my brother, that if he could get Mills L. Eure 
elected, he would never be troubled with me again, but I 
thought nothing of it. At a meeting held in New Land  
township, Pasquotank county, quite a hot discussion arose. 
Myself and all the citizens of Pasquotank were Judge Albertson's 
men, or men for the party. The scheme they tried 
was to wipe out all party issues in electing a Judge, for the 
purpose of tangling the vote, so that M.L. Eure would be 
elected. I defeated it that day. My brother, with quite 
rough language, said all he wanted was Eure elected, and I 
would soon be out of his way.</p>
          <p>    They succeeded in electing Eure by a small majority - I 
think 180, or thereabout.</p>
          <p>        We lost Albertson. The winter term of the Superior 
Court Eure presided, and had that case resurrected. At this 
time my witness was in New York and could not be gotten. 
They forced me into trial without a witness for my defence 
and the State never proved any forgery, and failed to procure 
any evidence as to its being my handwriting. They introduced 
<pb id="ferebee17" n="17"/> a Mr. Smith - a Yankee that I had been keeping 
books for - to recognize the handwriting, but he would not. 
Mr. John F. Pool, a school-mate, wanted to be sworn to 
testify to the handwriting, but the Judge was so prejudiced 
he would not allow any evidence whatever in my favor.</p>
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        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER III.</head>
          <p>     In the last chapter in its conclusion you had the beginning 
of my troubles. I shall endeavor to finish in this chapter. 
My character was <sic>unattacked</sic> and proven good. My counsels, 
Hon. C. W. Grandy, J. P. Whidbee and W. F. Pool urged 
that further time be given, so that I might get my witness 
from New York. The court would not allow any further 
indulgence. I was therefore rushed into trial unprepared 
in every respect. The Solicitor, J. P. Whidbee, was employed 
by me before, so he let Henry Gilliam, of Edenton, 
appear for the State, one of the worst enemies I had on 
God's green earth; took the advantage of me by removing 
or setting at least every colored man of the jury except two, 
one of whom was a known enemy of mine, his name was 
Henry  ----- , the other was Isaac Martin. He claimed he 
did not or could not hold the rest, for when my counsel 
were asking leniency in the ease, the Judge said he ought 
not to allow any chance for anything, for I was a mean, 
mean, disrespectful wretch, and he “Isaac” said he saw 
the rest of the jury were so bitter, relying on what the judge 
had said, they returned a verdict of guilty.</p>
          <p>     At this juncture, my counsel asked that he allow an appeal, 
so as to have a fair showing in the case. He, the 
Judge, said he would grant nothing, so it was said by every 
body, especially those in court, and saw his manoeuvres on 
the bench, came to me and said, Ferebee, all the favor you'll 
get now will be from the Governor, and we will help in 
<pb id="ferebee18" n="18"/>every thing we can. Just rest easy, it don't make any difference 
that his sentence may be. The Hon. Hugh Cale 
and others came up to go my bail for a new trial, but he 
would not allow it. During the night my white friends 
went to see him, and he required them to give a justified 
bond of one thousand dollars, which was too heavy. I was 
kept 27 days in jail. My friends failed to get me a new trial.
The Hon. Hugh Cale succeeded, with the assistance of Hon. 
W. J. Munden and other citizens, in getting the Governor
to grant a pardon from under the sentence of a four years
in the penitentiary.</p>
          <p>     The County Treasurer, T. P. Wilcox, afterwards said he 
did give the duplicate, but he was drunk at the time he  
gave it. He afterwards was charged of stealing fifteen hundred 
dollars of the county money, and his sureties had to 
do all they could to save him, and the commissioners had 
to appoint another to fill the vacancy, and his brother, 
who was sheriff, had to run away from the town; and in 
fact every one that was in it have come to disgrace finally, 
both white and colored.</p>
          <p>     The citizens desired I should not be moved in daylight, 
so, early on the 28th day of March, 1874, Monday, I left 
my home for prison, but was reconciled and had unshaken 
confidence in God that an iron bar could not hold me if I 
trusted Him, the all powerful God. I went with joy, and 
the second day after getting there, Dr. Mullen, of Camden, 
and Hon. W. J. Munden and several of the friends came to 
see me, and asked the Warden and Captain to favor me 
until they could have time to work for me; from that time 
the Captain, W. H. Thompson, done all in his power apparently 
to render me comfortable, and I was licensed to 
preach in the prison, and could go all over the stockade, 
and all the guards, white and colored, fell in love with me, 
and all would try to get on the beat next to me, and I held 
Sunday School. When the order came to send men to the 
mountains to the Railroad, Capt. Baldy Davis was allowed 
<pb id="ferebee19" n="19"/>to pick his men of the best there were in prison. I was the
first man sent for to come up to the office. I went, and the 
Captain told me if I did not wish to go he would not send 
me against my will; he also stated it would be better for 
my health and better about writing home and if there was 
any reprieve for me I should certainly have one if any 
man did. I then, at the office, told the Captain who I would 
like to go with us, so he and myself selected the crowd. He 
promised me I should do nothing more than cook and wait 
on the officers.</p>
          <p>     He kept his word and while in the mountains I was 
made a steward and trustee and when I wanted to, and 
had hours Sundays for preaching. I had a large crowd 
of whites every Sunday as my audience, together with my 
captains and guards.</p>
          <p>     The day my reprieve came I was in the cook-house preparing 
pastry for Capt. Moore's dinner. He did not allow 
me to finish his dinner at once came in the kitchen, 
and said “Ferebee, your prayers are answered. You can put 
the business you are about down, and tell all the boys good 
bye and bid them follow your examples and they'll never 
get punished.”  I bid my fellow-prisoners farewell, and the 
Captain allowed me to pray with them. I then came out 
and went to Henry Station, McDowell county N. C., where 
Major H. M. Miller was acting superintendent on the Western 
North Carolina Railroad, and his wife was a Christian-
hearted woman and gave me the best her table afforded, 
and from her appearance she always felt for a prisoner, and 
when it was said some must go to headquarters to do any 
work, all wanted to go because she was kind; and the Major 
also; there never could be a better man over a parcel of men 
than he was. He was not heard ordering a man to be 
whipped. Though I've seen them in the mountains struck 
nine and thirty twice in one morning, out of doors and the 
snow falling on them at the same time. But it was not the 
Majors fault - he never gave such sentences. But Captain 
<pb id="ferebee20" n="20"/>Baldy Davis was a blood-thirsty man, also Captain Moore 
was so inclined. Thus, they would take the men and whip 
them until the blood would run from their shoulders to 
their heels. They did not stop for snow nor rain except 
when they thought the Major would be up, and except it 
snowed so they could not get to their work. But, thank 
God, I was blessed with a favor from all. It was thought 
by the doctor that I was ruptured, or becoming so, and the 
Captain furnished me with a truss hoop. So it was God 
protecting me that I might be able to preach His word.</p>
          <p>     I had so often prayed this prayer, “Lord, thou knowest 
the charges made against me were false, and Thou hast 
<sic>foreinstructed</sic> me of this prosecution, now give me patience 
to stand and wait until Thou art satisfied with my faith 
and patience, and then deliver me,” and at that time, according 
to my prayer, he done, and I have none of that life 
to regret. I am to-day satisfied with my lot among men in 
the past, and can risk the future in God's care.</p>
          <p>     Since I've been reprieved men of the aristocratic order 
have labored to bury me, but they have found it a difficult 
matter to do so. I received license to preach in 1877, and 
in 1878 I made application to join the Annual Conference 
of the A. M. E. Zion Church, at Goldsboro, N. C. I met an 
objection by Elder T. F. H. Blackman, J. A. Tyler and 
others, who bitterly opposed me, and had me sent before a 
committee and examined after undergoing an examination 
as a candidate to join the Conference, and had passed a first 
grade. The committee was composed of Blackman, Hill, 
Tyler, Mattocks, Simmons and Reeves. Committee reported 
favorable, and Blackman, who made the open objections, 
made this plea, the only thing he was after was to know 
whether I was married or not, as he “understood I was 
courting for a single gentleman.” The Bishop, who knew 
all the facts in the case, satisfied the Conference in reference 
to my standing at home, my wife, &amp;c., and vouched himself 
for my competency, &amp;c.</p>
          <p>       I was received into Conference and assigned to Winston, 
<pb id="ferebee21" n="21"/>N. C., where I had held the charge one year and a-half before, 
and such strong petitions went to the Conference for
me, provided I was permitted to join. The judgment of
the Conference was to send me to them, where I spent a
pleasant year.</p>
          <p>     In the Conference at Lincolnton, N. C., a motion was
made that I go before the committee on Deacons' orders;
and after passing an examination, No. 1, on motion to receive, 
Elder J. A. Tyler opposed, on the grounds of the time
according to law, and urged his objection by saying it made
no difference how well equipped a young man may be, it
was just giving them license to be in the way of the old
Elders. The Bishop stated there was a necessity for my
being ordained, and if I was not ordained he should not
send me where he wanted me, and should let me go to
teaching, as it was my occupation. The Conference voted
in favor of ordination. I was ordained and sent to Granville 
county, on the Oxford Circuit, where I held charge two
years - 1880-'81.</p>
          <p>     During the year 1880, I had an uphill way, but went
through; the Circuit was poor and could pay no salary.
For that year I only received eighty ($80) dollars. I had
to attend the Conference at Tarboro, N. C., and had collected 
five ($5.10) dollars and ten cents of the general fund,
and my churches had not paid me enough to carry me, but
the chairman of the Trustee Board had some money in
hand for me, and he said I could go and he would send it
to Conference time enough for me to replace it and make a
settlement with the Conference Steward. And the money
did not arrive in time - and on the passage of my character, 
the Steward asked for settlement of general fund. I
related the matter, and as the Conference was about to pass
my character, an objection was raised by Elder R. H. Simmons, 
because I had spent the money in <foreign lang="fr">lieu</foreign> of my own, and
he held I had committed a crime punishable in law, and
held it a prison offence, and my character ought not to pass.
<pb id="ferebee22" n="22"/>The Conference differed and could not see any crime, for I 
had told the Bishop about it and also several of the Elders, 
and the Steward also, and I could have said nothing of what 
I collected, as others did, and it would not have been known. 
The Bishop stated that Bro. Simmons' language was too 
strong and that there was no crime in the case; it was only 
misapplying the money from the purpose it was collected 
without any intent to do wrong - showing a letter that had 
been sent relative to the money, assuring me the money 
would reach me before the Conference closed. The Conference 
passed my character, and the Bishop opened his pocket
book and paid the $5.00 for me, due the Conference. Elder
Simmons urged still his course against me until the Conference 
ruled him out of order. I have been hated all the 
way through by brothers in church and State, by men who 
aspire and think my ability will demand any thing creditable; 
but I've kept my course all the time, and have not 
put on a flinching jacket.</p>
          <p>     In the year 1881 I had quite a pleasant time in the ministry. 
My presiding Elder, W.J. Moore was the most 
feeling Elder I ever had with one exception, to wit: Elder 
W.H. Thurbee cannot be forgotten.</p>
          <p>     In June I lost a new church, by an incendiary, located near 
Wilton Granville county, in two hundred yards of Bank's 
Chapel the white Methodist church.</p>
          <p>     On the 13th of May 1881 I was elected as delegate from 
Granville county to the convention which assembled in 
Raleigh on the 17th May. E. W. Turner, an aspirant, 
wanted me to insert his name in the place of Mr. G. W. 
Rogers'. I refused upon the grounds that it would be 
unlawful. He took an exception at this action on my part 
and introduced into the convention unknown to me, a paper 
that had been circulated by the Democratic party relative 
to my imprisonment, &amp;c., which they used to defeat the 
Republican party of Granville, because I was said to he the 
champion canvasser of the county and was successful in 
<pb id="ferebee23" n="23"/>electing  the whole ticket - County, State and National. He
handed this paper to the committee appointed by the chairman 
of the convention, <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">pro tempore</hi></foreign>, as a committee on credentials. 
The committee were as follows, as near as I can 
remember Rev. J. C. Price, Hon.  J. H. Harris, W. V. 
Turner, and when they reported they left my name as a 
delegate out, and had inserted E. W. Turner. I had not 
learned the concocted plan of theirs, brought about by John 
H. Lane and Turner. The former, Lane, has a reputation at 
home; as a schoolmate of mine I know all about his standing, 
a man that can't teach a school in Pasquotank. W. V. 
Turner, a notorious drunkard and had been sold right in 
Raleigh for stealing, and having a telegram sent from 
another State for his arrest, and Col. I. J. Young saved him 
from being in prison. Doubtless these were the men that 
objected to me, and were the big men in that convention.</p>
          <p>     Hon. J. C. Price, who was elected chairman, a brother of 
mine in the gospel, never opened his mouth in my behalf, 
and he and I both members of the same Conference. I saw 
then that for the sake of honor and promotion, he would 
suffer his brother minister to be crushed into the dust, and 
my vote helped to put him there. I felt then that all 
preachers do not practice what they sing and preach, to wit: 
“And each the other's burden bear,” &amp;c. He failed to put me 
on his beast, and the only way he would allow me to say a 
word was when Elder W. J. Moore and others, white and 
colored, came to my rescue, with the Hon. Hugh Cale, of 
Pasquotank county, to the front, then it was that I rose to a 
question of personal privilege and obtained the floor, through 
the assistance of Hon. J. H. Williamson and Col. G. T. 
Wassom. I had the big men of the day against me: Lawyer 
Leary, of Fayetteville, J. E. O'Hara, of Halifax, George 
W. Price, of Wilmington, James H. Harris, of Raleigh, and 
many others, while Col. George T. Wassom, of Goldsboro, 
and Hon. J. H. Williamson, of Franklin county, all the way 
through, were in my defense. After I made my speech the 
<pb id="ferebee24" n="24"/>fever was quieted, and then it was that I ordered my name 
to be stricken from the roll and withdrew. So when men 
want to ascend above their brothers, if prompted by self, 
they will allow a brother to be killed so they climb. It's a 
good thing Jesus was not so, isn't it?</p>
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          <head>CHAPTER  IV.</head>
          <p>     In conclusion, I will say something about what causes 
many a young man to be finally lost.</p>
          <p>     In the early days of my conversion I was called to preach, 
but for six years I refused, and  when I made up my  mind 
to try, I applied to my Quarterly Conference, and the old 
brethren denied me upon the ground of age. I went another 
year and they refused, on the ground that I had not paid 
an assessment laid upon the members. I was at this time 
teaching seventeen miles from  home, and had not been 
home. So right then I paid the assessments, but they still 
refused. I waited another six months, and applied again. 
They refused because I had not attended class. I proved 
to them I had been home three times during the six months 
and visited class every time. They still refused, and if it 
had not been for them I should never have got into politics 
as I did. So often the dog is in the manger and can't eat 
the hay, and won't let the ox eat it, either.</p>
          <p>     Since I have been in the ministry I have had always 
spiritual success. I have closely kept the number of all the 
converts, which I claim will add some stars to my crown if I 
continue faithful. My church ledger shows six hundred 
and fifty (650) converts, besides a number claiming Christ 
and not in any church, and from other denominations that 
have chosen to come to Zion, one hundred and thirty-seven (137.)</p>
          <p>     My congregations have always manifested a pleasure in 
listening to my imperfect preaching, and so act towards me 
that I always feel pleasant in their midst, at church or at 
their firesides.</p>
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        <closer><salute> All this is respectfully submitted, by your servant,</salute><salute> With refined <sic>obdience</sic>,</salute><signed>L. R. FEREBEE. </signed>
<hi rend="italics">Stationed at Raleigh, North Carolina.</hi>
<date>JANUARY 19th, A. D. 1882. </date></closer>
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