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        <docTitle>
          <titlePart type="main">RECOLLECTIONS
<lb/>
 OF A
<lb/>
 SOUTHERN MATRON.</titlePart>
        </docTitle>
        <docAuthor>BY <name>CAROLINE GILMAN,</name>
<lb/>
 AUTHOR OF
<lb/>“RECOLLECTIONS OF A NEW-ENGLAND HOUSEKEEPER.”</docAuthor>
        <epigraph>
          <lg type="verse">
            <l>“Me thinketh it accordant to reson</l>
            <l> To tellen you alle the condition</l>
            <l>Of eche of hem, so as it seemed to me;</l>
            <l>And whiche they weren; and of what degre;</l>
            <l>And eke in what avail that they were inne:</l>
            <l>And at a knight, then wol I firste beginne.”</l>
            <signed>CHAUCER.</signed>
          </lg>
        </epigraph>
        <docImprint><pubPlace>NEW-YORK:</pubPlace>
<publisher>HARPER &amp; BROTHERS, 82 CLIFF STREET.</publisher>
 <docDate>1838.</docDate></docImprint>
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      <titlePage type="verso">
        <docEdition>Entered, according to Act of Congress, 
in the year 1837 by
 <lb/>HARPER &amp; BROTHERS,
<lb/>in the Clerk's Office of the Southern District
 of New-York.</docEdition>
      </titlePage>
      <pb id="gilmvii" n="vii"/>
      <div1 type="preface">
        <head>P R E F A C E.</head>
        <p>THE “SOUTHERN MATRON” was penned in the
same spirit, and with the same object, as the “New-England 
Housekeeper” - to present as exact a picture as
possible of local habits and manners. Every part, except
the “love-passages,” is founded in events of actual
occurrence. Should it be thought that the views of human
life in the two works, as has been suggested in private,
have too much sunshine about them, I can only reply,
that, to have made different descriptions, I must have
resorted to imagination instead of fact, as far as my
personal observation is concerned.</p>
        <p> Perhaps, had I examined the details of the police-courts
for my Northern sketch, or the registry of the magistrate-freeholders 
for my Southern, I might have found gloomier
scenes; but they would not have been such as Clarissa
Packard and Cornelia Wilton would recognise in their daily
experience</p>
        <p>Some apology may be necessary, as a matter of taste,
for the frequent introduction of the negro dialect; but the
careful reader will perceive that it has only been done
when essential to the development of individual character.</p>
        <pb id="gilmviii" n="viii"/>
        <p>I am indebted to one Northern and two Southern
friends for the original materials of the story of
<hi rend="italics">Betsey, the servant-maid</hi>, the 
<hi rend="italics">Deer Hunt</hi>, and <hi rend="italics">My
brother Ben's education</hi>, all of which I have
modified to my narrative.</p>
        <closer><signed>C. G.</signed>
<dateline><name><hi rend="italics">Charleston, S. C.</hi></name>,
 1837.</dateline></closer>
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      <div1 type="text">
        <head> RECOLLECTIONS
<lb/>
OF A
<lb/>
SOUTHERN MATRON.</head>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER I.
<lb/>
OLD JACQUE.</head>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“Onward,</l>
              <l>O'ershadowed more by the green underwood,</l>
              <l>Some slight-raised mounds showed where the dead were laid.</l>
              <l>Few gravestones told who slept beneath the turf.</l>
              <l>(Perchance the heart that deeply mourns needs not</l>
              <l>Such poor remembrancer.) The forest flowers</l>
              <l>Themselves had fondly clustered there - and white</l>
              <l>Azalias with sweet breath stood round about,</l>
              <l>Like fair young maidens mourning o'er their dead.</l>
              <l>In some sweet solitude like this I would</l>
              <l>That I might sleep my last long dreamless sleep.”</l>
              <signed> ANNA MARIA WELLS.</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“He sought him through the bands of fight,</l>
              <l>Mid many a pile of slaughtered dead,</l>
              <l> Beneath the pale moon's misty light,</l>
              <l>With form that shuddered at each tread:</l>
              <l> For every step in blood was taken.”</l>
              <signed>W. G. SIMMS.</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <p>I WRITE in my paternal mansion. The Ashley, with a graceful sweep,
glitters like a lake before me, reflecting the sky and the bending foliage.
Occasionally a flat, with its sluggish motion, or a boat, with its urging
sail, passes along, and the woods echo to the song or the horn of the
negro, waking up life in the solitude. The avenue of noble oaks, under
which I sported in childhood, still spread their strong arms, and rustle
in the passing breeze. My children are frolicking on the lawn where my
first footsteps were watched by tender parents, and one of those
parents rests beneath yonder
<pb id="gilm10" n="10"/>
circling cedars. Change! Sameness! What a perpetual chime
those words ring on the ear of memory! My children love to
lead me to the spot where they may spell the inscription on
one princely monument to my grandfather, and hear the tale
I have to tell of the fair, the good, and the brave who sleep
in that enclosure, sacred to the domestic dead. There is but
one inscription there, for we were as one. </p>
          <p>I sometimes feel a joy that all are here - my
grandparents; the mother who gave me being; the baby-sister, 
who looked like a sunbeam on the world and passed
away; my first-born, he who was twined to my heart's pulses
by ties as strong as those which call up its <hi rend="italics">natural</hi> vibration;
my noble brothers, and my poor cousin Anna, who planted
herself the rose that blossoms on her grave! The sun gilds
the cedars with his brightest morning hue; <hi rend="italics">they</hi> shelter
the sleepers from his noonday beams; and when
the moon rises over the cleared fields, showing an
amphitheatre of distant woods, the cedar-mound stands out
in full relief, and those dark sentinels seem to guard the dead.
I thank thee, Heaven, that all I love are here! - that
stranger-dust mingles not with mine! The tumult of the city
rolls not across this sanctuary; careless curiosity treads not
on these secluded graves; nor does the idler cull the blossoms
that affection has planted, or that time, with unsparing
hand, has hung in graceful wreaths or clustered beauty
around. No rude sound disturbs the silence. The whippoorwill
softens, by her melancholy lay, the mockbird's tale of love
and joy. The hare steals lightly over the hillocks, and the
serpent twines his silken folds among the herbage; yet do
they not mar, like man, the sacred relics of memory, nor
with jest and profanity disturb the gloom.</p>
          <p>My grandfather fell early in our national struggle for
liberty, and his bones might have whitened on the
battlefield, had not a locket, containing the fair hair of my
grandmother, suspended from his neck, revealed him to a
faithful servant. Good old Jacque! How often have I climbed
his knees to hear his stories of the past! I even love to recall
the peculiar accent with which he beguiled
<pb id="gilm11" n="11"/>
 our evenings, when appointed by our parents to superintend 
the younger servants in their absence. I can fancy I see him
now, in winter, throwing the oak logs or lightwood knots
on the wide hearth, standing (for he never would sit in the
house, even in the presence of the children, unless when
holding us on his knees) with a perpetual habit of
conscientious trust; or, in summer, seeking some sunny spot,
and, with his blue handkerchief tied round his head,
employing his feeble hands in net or basket making. Rarely
could he resist our Southern entreaty of, <hi rend="italics">Do, if you please,</hi>
daddy Jacque, tell us about grandpapa's locket, and how he
died.</p>
          <p>Jacque had been intrusted with the entire control of his
young master's household during the term of his education in
Europe; and while the confidence placed in him had
somewhat increased his self-conceit, it never induced him to
take a liberty beyond those which his peculiar situation
authorized. Roseland, from the beauty of its location and its
valuable paintings, was frequently visited by strangers in the
absence of its orphan proprietor, and it is a singular fact that
Jacque was never known to ascend the hall stairs on such
occasions. He pointed out the way with a bow and flourish of
profound respect, and met the guests by a private stairway
after they had ascended.</p>
          <p> His master returned, married a lovely and highly-educated
Southern girl, and the following year Roseland was made
doubly beautiful by the birth of a noble boy, the pride of the
house and plantation. This happiness was not of long
duration, for the times approached which tried American
souls, and the young father was called from the peaceful
sunshine of his home, from the caresses of his wife and the
prattle of his child, to the wild and stormy hardships of war.
The night before his departure his wife led him to his
likeness by Copley, which still hangs in the hall, and perused
his lineaments long and earnestly. She gazed on the manly
form beside her, then on the graceful but inanimate
representative, took in the loving glance of the living eye,
and compared it with its calmer image; then, with a bitter
sigh, sank into
<pb id="gilm12" n="12"/>
his arms. The young soldier comforted her with a husband's
love, and drew her to the bedside of their sleeping
boy. Little Henry started from his repose as they bent over
him with whispered words, clung to his father's neck a
moment, and then closing his eyes like the bell of a twilight
flower, sank upon his pillow.</p>
          <p>With his beautiful wife still resting on his arm, the 
father took from his desk a locket containing her hair,
threw the black riband from which it was suspended about
his neck, and kissed it fondly. The night passed heavily
away, and darkness heavier than night hung over Roseland,
when, on the following morning, he departed, attended by
Jacque.</p>
          <p>In an engagement with the British, Jacque lost sight of his
master, the enemy were victorious, and the Americans 
retreated, leaving their dead unprotected. When the pursuers
were exhausted, Jacque searched with anxiety among the
living, and, finding no trace of him, returned with sad,
cautious, but resolute steps to the field of death. Among the
disfigured remains he vainly endeavoured for a long time to
distinguish him; he who had so lately reposed in the arms of
happy love, had found a cold and bloody bed with the
promiscuous slain, among whom not even faithful friendship
could detect his semblance. At length Jacque found on a
mutilated form a locket, with its braid of auburn hair. He
shook his head with an expression of satisfied grief, and
wiped the bloody jewel with his coat sleeve. Then bearing
the body to a stream, cleansed it reverently, dug a grave, and
laid it in its place of rest. Touched and kindled by
affectionate remembrance, he knelt on the pliant mould,
and offered up an untutored prayer.</p>
          <p>It was a dark and stormy evening when he returned, and
my grandmother had kept her young son awake, with gentle
artifice, for companionship. A footstep was heard in the
piazza, and Dash gave a growl between warning and
recognition, while Henry, clapping his hands, exclaimed,
“Papa! papa!” His mother started as Jacque entered, and
exclaimed, “Where is your master?”</p>
          <pb id="gilm13" n="13"/>
          <p>Jacque was silent, and stood wiping from his cheeks
 the streaming tears.</p>
          <p>“Tell me, Jacque, for the love of God,” cried she,
 clasping the negro's arm, “where is your master?”</p>
          <p>“Jacque got no maussa now,” said he, sobbing, “but
 little Maus Henry.”</p>
          <p>A long and piercing shriek broke forth from the widow's
stricken heart, and she fell senseless on the floor
 beside her frightened son.</p>
          <p>The intelligence spread rapidly through the plantation.
 Shrieks and lamentations were heard from hut to hut - 
 wild gesticulations were seen by the kindled torchlights 
 among the young, as they cried, “My maussa dead, poor
 me!” - while the old, rocking on their seats and lifting
 their hands, responded, “The Lord's will be done. <hi rend="italics">He</hi>
 knows.”</p>
          <p>The following day all was calm but the widow's heart;
 there the bitter strife of a <hi rend="italics">new</hi> 
sorrow raged like a tempest.
 Even Henry's presence was intolerable. Poor
 boy! his very step was harsh to her, as, with a paper
 cap and wooden sword, he marched about her apartment,
 threatening to revenge his father's death.</p>
          <p>Jacque was for several days revolving a measure of
 importance in his own mind; and at length, determining
 to give it utterance, went to claim a few moments' attention
from his mistress.</p>
          <p>She could only shade her eyes, as if to shut out too
 painful an object, and with one hand pressed closely on
 her heart, as though to hush its tumult.</p>
          <p>“Jacque don't mean no disrespec,” said the negro,
 bowing, as if his errand had something in it of dignity;
“my missis know dat as my missis is poorly, and Maussa
 Henry an't got of no size, Jacque has to turn over what
 is best to be done for de family; and one great trouble it
 is on my mind, dat my maussa, what provide like one
 lord even for niggers, let alone white folks, should lay
 out mong de wolf and varmin, when we could gie 'em
 such good commodation here, and keep our eye on him,
 to say nothing of Christian buryin.”</p>
          <p>My grandmother was instantly roused; and, starting up,
<pb id="gilm14" n="14"/>
with an animated voice she said, “My dear, good Jacque,
can he be brought to me? God bless you for the thought!”</p>
          <p>A motive for action was now given her, and her heart
seemed lightened of a part of its burden. It was a
consolation to her to take Henry by the hand, and go forth
in search of an appropriate spot for her husband's grave. It
seemed to her excited imagination like preparing an
apartment for an absent friend.</p>
          <p>“Here, mamma,” said her prattling boy, “is a pretty
place. Papa used to stand under this tree and throw chips
into the pond for Dash to bring to me.”</p>
          <p>“No, my son,” said his mother, musingly; “it is too
far. I must see the spot from my window. Look, Henry, at
the cluster of cedars on that slightly-rising ground. See how
the sun shines on the tree-tops, while all beneath is gloom!
Like my hopes,” she continued, mentally, “so lately
seeming bright when all was darkness. That shall be the
spot, Henry,” she continued, “and you must see that I am
laid there too.”</p>
          <p>The boy looked wistfully at her, and said, “And where
shall I go, mamma?”</p>
          <p>He had unconsciously touched the right string;
and, as she stooped to kiss his forehead, she patiently
resolved to wait God's will, and live for him.</p>
          <p>While these scenes of tenderness were beguiling the
feelings of the widow, Jacque, with a band of fellow
servants, went on his melancholy errand. Even to the
imagination, which only partially illuminated the
uneducated mind of the negro, the contrast was strong
between the aspect of that now silent field, and the recent
period when contending forces, with weapons flashing in
the sun, and faces tinged with expectation, and footsteps
timed to the march of war, had passed before him. It was a
moonlight night, one of those nights which seem to
exaggerate brightness and stillness, when Jacque led the way
to his master's rude grave.</p>
          <p>“'Tis a pretty sight, my young maussas and missis,” he
used to say, when relating this story, while we stood
with inward tremour, almost expecting the pictures of
<pb id="gilm15" n="15"/>
our grandparents to start from their flames; “'tis a pretty
thing for see one corpse lay out handsome on he natural bed,
wid he head to de east, and he limb straight, and he eye shut,
and he white shroud, and de watchers sing psalm; but
'twas altogedder onnatural to see my poor maussa wid de
ragiments on, and de varmin busy bout him, and de
moonlight shine down, and de owl hoot. Dem niggers
(natural fools) get scare when we get to maussa self; den says
I, ‘My men, how you been let folks say dat we have
Christian grave, while our maussa, what fed us and kivered
us, was laying mong wolf? It's an ugly job, but to it, my
men; and as it is a disrespec to sing “heave ho,” one of you
strike up a hymn to help us on.’”</p>
          <p>There was no ear to listen to those sounds as they rose up
on the midnight air, no eye to appreciate that intrepidity
which could conquer the dread of superstitious ignorance. I
am wrong. He who formed <hi rend="italics">hearts</hi> in one mould did not
disregard them.</p>
          <p>They placed the remains of the soldier in the
coffin brought for them, and closed it reverently.</p>
          <p>The widow, nerved for the obsequies of her husband,
reclined in silence, with Henry by her side. Friends from the
city and neighbouring plantations sat or stood in whispering
circles, shrouded by scarfs, and hoods, and weepers, each
holding a sprig of rosemary twined with white paper; the
glasses and pictures were turned to the wall, and every
article of taste covered with a white cloth. Labour was
suspended, the household servants stood in the piazza
clothed in mourning, and the field slaves, with such little
testimonials of external respect as they could beg or borrow,
arranged themselves below. The coffin was brought to the
piazza, its costly ornaments riveted, and little Henry held up
to see the inscription. In the city, after a recent decease, the
widow would have remained secluded in the formality of
grief; but in this case there seemed to be a call for a
representative mourner; and, taking Henry's hand, she
followed the six negro female <hi rend="italics">waiters</hi> dressed in white, with
napkins pinned over their shoulders, who were preceded by
<pb id="gilm16" n="16"/>
the coffin, which was borne by his people, attended by
the pall-bearers, friends of the deceased. The procession
passed on, followed by the servants, to Cedar Mound.
The coffin was lowered, “dust to dust” was pronounced
over it, and the earth fell upon its glittering decorations.
Henry clung to his mother, crying, “Papa, come back,”
while the lamentations and shrieking howl of the negroes
filled the air. The widow looked on with zealous scrutiny 
until the last spadeful of earth was deposited on the
swelling mound; then taking her son home, retired to
her apartment, where her heart only knew its own bitterness.</p>
          <p>The boy soon forgot, in childish blessedness, the funeral 
of his father, and his notes of happiness rang
through the mansion; but how achingly did his mother's
thoughts for lingering years dwell in sad revery on her
husband's grave. And it is on that spot that my eye
now turns. She trained the various vines over its white
paling, and planned the monument sacred to her first 
beloved. There little Henry loved to play with the falling
leaves, or gather spring flowers; there his mother laid
her head, crowned with reverend honours; there my
mother lies; and there may my limbs be borne when
God shall call my spirit. But no gloom rests upon it.
It has always been a favourite scene for the children of
our household. It is not enough that grief should go
there and lay down its earthly treasure, or that old age
should moralize beneath its shades; happy voices, like
Henry's, may still be heard in its enclosure, and the crisp
and fresh winter rose that my own Lewis has thrown in
my lap he gathered from poor cousin Anna's grave.</p>
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        <pb id="gilm17" n="17"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER II.
<lb/>COLLEGE FRIENDSHIP AND COLLEGE LOVE.</head>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“Look, when I vow I weep; and vows so born,</l>
              <l>In their nativity all truth appears.”</l>
              <signed>
                <hi rend="italics">Midsummer Night's 
Dream.</hi>
              </signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“Too soon, oh all too soon - will come</l>
              <l>In later years the spell,</l>
              <l>Touching with changing hues the path</l>
              <l>Where once but sunlight fell.”</l>
              <signed>FRANCES S. OSGOOD.</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <p>FROM the day of his father's death, Henry was monarch
of all he surveyed; his mother gazed on him with eyes of
untiring love; the elder servants fostered him with
protecting pity; and a troop of young ones followed his
steps, to serve and sport with him.</p>
          <p>The softness inspired by constant indulgence was
counteracted by the scenes of danger to which this very
indulgence permitted him to resort. He managed a horse
incredibly soon, and, long before a city boy had poised a gun,
was in the fields winning his own dinner. Though startled
by his daring, his mother soon felt pride in the deer's
horns and fox's skins that he suspended from the hall, and
the fish caught by him tasted fresher than from any other
hands. Henry was one of the busiest beings on the wide
earth. His horses, his hounds, his rabbits, his terapins, his
birds, &amp;c., gave him incessant occupation between his hours
of study. He was a lad of wild and warm affections, and no
one knew whether he threw his arms around his horse's or
his mother's neck with the most ardour. With great
quickness of capacity he contrived to glean an education
from his private tutor, and was fitted for college. Long were
the discussions on his future destination; at length it was
decided that he should enter Harvard College, and his
mother, with a sweet magnanimity, consented to give up
her boy for those long, long four years.</p>
          <pb id="gilm18" n="18"/>
          <p>It was Henry's sixteenth birthday, on a spring morning,
when his travelling apparatus was deposited in the
piazza, and he stood with his mother to see Jacque turn the
last key. The field-hands who could form any excuse had
gathered to bid him farewell. They were all very sad, and
one (his nurse) was weeping bitterly. The negro children
stood on the lawn with a thoughtful air, watching the
preparations for his departure. Henry was determined to 
bear the separation like a man, but Jacque was
unusually irritable. He kicked the dogs, called the little boy
who held the travelling bag a  “black-faced nigger,” and hit 
 the leading horse such a blow on the side of the
head, that his mistress called him to order.</p>
          <p>“Eberyting go wrong to-day, missis,” said Jacque in
an apologetic tone.</p>
          <p>Grandmamma and Henry dared not trust a long
embrace. Why should they, when her arms had encircled
him sixteen years, and when she had stolen to his room the
night before and slept on his very pillow, while his cheek
unabashed nestled close to hers? He shook hands with all
the people, and “God bless my young maussa!” was heard
from one to the other as they courtesied or bowed low at
his farewell. “Don't cry, Nanny,” said he to his nurse, as
her audible sobs struggled through the apron she had thrown
over her face.</p>
          <p>“Old Nanny an't gawing for see Maus Henry no more in
dis worl!” said she. “Nanny live long enough now, if Maus
Henry no stay wid dem dat raise him.”</p>
          <p>Jacque had stood somewhat aloof, as if he did not
consider himself as belonging to the general group; and it
was not until after Henry was sensed in the carriage with his
tutor, that, with an evident struggle and a preparatory hem!
he said,</p>
          <p>“Good-by, Maus Henry. Take care you no dishonour de
family. Keep straight, my young maussa, walk 
close.<ref targOrder="U" id="ref1" n="1" target="note1">*</ref> Jacque
can manage missis bery well, and notting an't gawing for
trouble she; but who gawing for take care Maus Henry but
God Almighty?”</p>
          <note id="note1" n="1" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref1">These expressions 
are very common among the negroes,
and signify, be correct; be pious.</note>
          <pb id="gilm19" n="19"/>
          <p>Henry was admitted pretty fairly at Harvard, and his
collegiate life flowed on happily. No one rode such spirited
horses as he; his coat was cut with the latest touch of
fashion; the tie of his cravat was a study, his flute inimitable;
the graceful solemnity of his bow supplied the want of
deeper knowledge; and a happy facility of expression carried
him over his recitations; many a poor student blessed his
liberality, and many a dull one his quickness; the cheerfulness
of his manners won him golden opinions; and he who had
been attended by slaves from infancy was seen carrying his
own bowl of milk<ref targOrder="U" id="ref2" n="2" target="note2">*</ref> or 
chocolate across the college-yard, with
a bow and jest for all; his classmates caressed him, the fair
smiled upon him, and Henry Wilton, the southerner, was
pronounced a noble fellow.</p>
          <p>He graduated with a secondary college honour, but it
was sufficient to hang a splendid dinner upon. Happy they to
whom his invitations came before any other sealed up the
avenue of acceptance!</p>
          <p>The young graduate was the star of commencement-day.
His sparkling countenance, graceful manner, fine oratory,
and a few appropriate compliments to the ladies, bore off
peals of applause, while more elaborate essays were
unheeded by the audience. He had secured for his
entertainment the splendid line of Boston belles, who, in
floating veils and flower-wreathed curls, with “lips apart,”
leaned from the crowded galleries to listen to - <hi rend="italics">him!</hi></p>
          <p>A richly-prepared table was laid under a decorated awning
on a green in an enclosure, about a quarter of a mile from the
colleges. Thither his guests resorted after the exercises were
concluded; and Henry, flushed with success, floating on the
very clouds of youthful excitement, led the way, with the
<hi rend="italics">mother</hi> of Lucy Sullivan on his arm. And Lucy followed with
his friend Winthrop. Was it an August sun that kindled up her
cheek in such a glow of rosiness, or was it that Henry, as
he guided the mother,
<note id="note2" n="2" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref2">A custom for which
 the meals in the commons hall is now 
a substitute.</note>
<pb id="gilm20" n="20"/>
looked back on the beautiful girl, and catching a fold of her
veil, retained it gently in his hand?</p>
          <p>It required no little circumspection to thread the mazes of
the Cambridge common on commencement-day. At one
moment they justled against a square-capped professor; at
another came in contact with a crowd around a merry-andrew; 
now a gowned orator, with his coloured riband or
medal, the badge of a society, swept by; and now they were
impeded by flocks of children hurrying to the booths for
confectionery; here was a mob of rioters simply kept from
violence by constables, and there pressed a bevy of laughing
girls in the airy dress of a ball-room, escorted by young
collegians.</p>
          <p>The excitement was increased by the ordinarily quiet
habits of the Cambridge residents. Over that wide,
open common, then diversified only by a few graceful elms,
usually brooded the deepest silence and monotony, scarcely
interrupted by the thoughtful student conning to the air his
appointed task, or the laggard hurrying to his recitation.
And the airy-decorated figures of the city ladies were equally
opposed to the simple costume of the Cambridge girls.
Indeed, until within a few years, one might almost know a
Cambridge lady by the plainness of her attire and the
absence of external accomplishments, contrasted with the
cultivation of her mind.</p>
          <p>Henry soon saw his guests seated at his rich banquet,
and attended them with cheerful grace, while the little
pleasantries of untasked intellect flew around. What was
wanting to his happiness? On one side was Lucy Sullivan,
with a mingled look of trust and bashfulness varying on her
young cheek, and on the other his classmate Winthrop,
pledged a friend for weal or wo.</p>
          <p>But, as the festivity rose, Lucy's brow began to sadden.
“You are silent, Miss Sullivan,” whispered Henry. “I go the
day after to-morrow, and this day should be sacred to
smiles.”</p>
          <p>He stopped, for he saw a tremulous motion on her lips;
and, before she could control herself, a tear stole down
her burning cheek. He withdrew his eyes from hers;
<pb id="gilm21" n="21"/>
and, selecting a piece of myrtle from a bouquet near him,
carried it, unobserved but by her, to his lips, and laid
it on her ungloved hand.</p>
          <p>A few honeyed words were spoken as at the close of the
dinner he committed her to the care of a Cambridge friend,
and Winthrop and himself sallied to the college hall to join
the commencement dinner-party, to which they were
entitled as graduates. The company had dined, and were just
rising to unite in the hymn which, from an early period, has
thrown a sacred charm over this literary festival. The
venerable president, clergymen collected from every quarter,
statesmen, lawyers, graduates, and invited guests, all stood
reverently, and responded with the tune of St. Martin's, as
two lines at a time were read by one of the professors.
<ref targOrder="U" id="ref3" n="3" target="note3">*</ref></p>
          <p>There was no coldness in the solemn strain that up-rose
from that assembly, but busy associations were in every
breast, as they thus linked their <hi rend="italics"><foreign lang="la">alma 
mater</foreign></hi> with religious
responsibilities.</p>
          <note id="note3" n="3" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref3">
            <p>PSALM.<lb/>
<hi rend="italics">Sung statedly at the Commencement-dinner in Harvard College, to the
 tune of St. Martin's; the company standing.</hi></p>
            <lg type="stanza">
              <l>“GIVE 
ear, ye children; to my law</l>
              <l>Devout attention lend;</l>
              <l> Let the instructions of my mouth</l>
              <l> Deep in your hearts descend.</l>
            </lg>
            <lg type="stanza">
              <l>“My tongue, 
by inspiration taught,</l>
              <l>Shall parables unfold;</l>
              <l>Dark oracles, but understood,</l>
              <l>And own'd for truths of old:</l>
            </lg>
            <lg type="stanza">
              <l>“Which we 
from sacred registers</l>
              <l>Of ancient times have known:</l>
              <l>And our forefathers' pious care</l>
              <l>To us has handed down.</l>
            </lg>
            <lg type="stanza">
              <l>“Let children 
learn the mighty deeds</l>
              <l>Which God performed of old; </l>
              <l>Which, in our younger years, we saw,</l>
              <l>And which our fathers told.</l>
            </lg>
            <lg type="stanza">
              <l>“Our lips 
shall tell them to our sons,</l>
              <l> And they again to theirs</l>
              <l>That generations yet unborn</l>
              <l>May teach them to their heirs.”</l>
            </lg>
          </note>
          <pb id="gilm22" n="22"/>
          <p>This feeling was a happy preparation to Henry and
Winthrop, when, retiring from the hall linked arm in arm,
they resolved to visit Sweet Auburn,<ref targOrder="U" id="ref4" n="4" target="note4">*</ref> 
to view the glories of
a dying sunset together, and pledge again their vows of
friendship. They were full of sweet communing, and poured
out those feelings which youth only knows. They carved
their names in a circle on a tree, and exchanged books,
those precious ties for intellectual friendship. Henry had
traced on a Horace the trite but expressive couplet - </p>
          <lg type="verse">
            <l>“Where'er I go, whatever realms I see,</l>
            <l>My heart untravelled fondly turns to thee” -</l>
          </lg>
          <p>and Winthrop wrote on a rich edition of Gray's poems the
following extract: - </p>
          <lg type="verse">
            <l>
              <foreign lang="la">“Ah, te meæ si partem animæ rapit</foreign>
            </l>
            <l>
              <foreign lang="la">Maturior vis, quid moror altera,</foreign>
            </l>
            <l>
              <foreign lang="la">Nec carus æque, nec superstes</foreign>
            </l>
            <l><foreign lang="la">Integer?</foreign>”<ref targOrder="U" id="ref5" n="5" target="note5">*</ref></l>
            <signed>HORACE.</signed>
          </lg>
          <p>They lingered in this heart intercourse until the rising
moon lighted up the distant spires of the city, and tinged the
Charles with its quiet beauty. How often had they on that
very spot looked to this moment as a bright and verdant
point in their existence! It had come; the ties of four years
spent in growing manhood were to be severed. Were they
happy? If they were, happiness has sighs and tears. With
hand clasped in hand they looked far down into each other's
hearts, more busy with memory than hope. They could not
tear themselves away. Again they gazed on the Giant's
Grave - they lingered on Moss Hill; they plighted solemn
vows in the Dell, and a tenderness, shaded like the parting
twilight, stole over their souls.</p>
          <p>It was a sultry night; and the moon's rays, usually so
clear and cool, were like the noon sun to Lucy Sullivan, as
they came through her curtained window and shone
<note id="note4" n="4" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref4">* Now Mount Auburn Cemetery.</note>
<note id="note5" n="5" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref5">†<lg type="verse"><l>“Alas 
if thou untimely haste away,</l><l>Half of my soul! oh why should I delay?</l><l>Why keep the other half, its value gone,</l><l>Bereft of thee to languish here alone!”</l></lg></note>
<pb id="gilm23" n="23"/>
on her restless slumber. A sound awoke her, a single flute - the
tune, a familiar air of tender farewell. With a delicious
tremour she started, threw off the cap that bound her
braided hair, and looked from behind the folded curtain. The
music ceased; a well-known figure stood leaning against a tree,
gazing upward. Not a word was spoken. Why speak when every
pulsation of the heart tells a tale of tenderness? Lucy held her
very breath, and not until the serenader moved, waved his
hat, bowed with a low obeisance towards the window, and
disappeared, did she seem to respire; then, with a sigh that
appeared to bear away her very being, she sank on her bed and
burst into tears.</p>
          <p>In a few days Henry Wilton departed for the south. A
vision of one with a depth of tenderness in her blue eyes,
which would have made them, grave but for the buoyancy of
her step, often came across his memory as he stood on the
deck of the vessel, and gazed on the<hi rend="italics">northern </hi>stars.</p>
          <lb/>
          <p>Three years elapsed, and he married an Edisto belle with 
“whole <hi rend="italics">acres</hi> of charms;” and when memory asked, 
“Where
is Lucy Sullivan?” echo answered, “Where?”</p>
          <p>At a still later period he visited New-England. Colonel
Wilton - for papa had acquired honours - was <hi rend="italics">introduced</hi>
to Mr. Winthrop, senator from - county. They
shook hands, spoke of the politics of the day, and parted.</p>
          <p>And Lucy Sullivan, where was she? For a brief space
the myrtle was cherished, partly in tenderness, partly in
hope, and laid within the leaves of a book near a sentimental
rhyme. Time passed away, and one day, when William
Russell, after urging his suit, had placed unchecked a golden
circlet on her forefinger, and was leaning over a book
watching her eyes to know when he should turn the
leaves, a withered myrtle sprig dropped from the page,
which with her handkerchief Lucy quietly brushed
away. It fell at her feet, and was crushed by an
unconscious movement. The house-maid sweeping
<pb id="gilm24" n="24"/>
the next morning wondered how Miss Lucy could drop so
much <hi rend="italics">litter</hi> on the carpet.</p>
          <p>And thus ended college love and college friendship.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER III.
<lb/>
  THE COUNTRY FUNERAL.</head>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“Why should old age escape unnoticed here,</l>
              <l>That sacred era to reflection dear?</l>
              <l>That peaceful shore where passion dies away,</l>
              <l>Like the last wave that ripples o'er the bay?</l>
              <l>Oh, if old age were canceled from our lot,</l>
              <l> Full soon would man deplore the unhallowed blot!</l>
              <l>Life's busy day would want its tranquil even,</l>
              <l>And earth would lose her stepping-stone to heaven.”</l>
              <signed> S. GILMAN.</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“Years have past -</l>
              <l>Yet still,</l>
              <l>When bygone days do visit me,</l>
              <l>Some secret spell</l>
              <l>Enchains me to that spot, and once again</l>
              <l> I meet the soften'd and religious glance</l>
              <l>Of that fair matrons eye; and though my ear</l>
              <l> Hath listened to rare music -</l>
              <l> The full deep cadence of some queen-like one</l>
              <l>Trying her harp's fine pulses, and been stirr'd,</l>
              <l>E'en as an instrument with cunning sounds</l>
              <l> Of ravishing vibration, yet not one</l>
              <l>Seems now so grateful to my thirsting ear</l>
              <l>As that fond son's ‘<hi rend="italics">my mother!</hi>’”</l>
              <signed>MARY E. LEE</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <p>MAMMA possessed more than “whole <hi rend="italics">acres</hi> of charms,”
for though not brilliant, she was good-tempered and
sensible. A demure look and reserved manner concealed a
close habit of observation. She would sit in company for
hours, making scarcely a remark, and recollect afterward
every fact that had been stated, to the colour of a riband or
the stripe of a waistcoat. Home was her true sphere; there
everything was managed with promptitude and decision,
and papa, who was a politician, a candidate
<pb id="gilm25" n="25"/>
for military honours, a commissioner of roads, a
churchwarden, a “mighty hunter,” and withal an active
planter, was glad to find his domestic arrangements quiet and
orderly. No one ever managed an establishment better; but
there was no appeal from her opinions, and I have known
her ever eloquent in defending a recipe. She was well entitled
to her opinions; for though papa often returned from the
city or the chase with unexpected strangers, I never saw her
labouring under embarrassment. Her sausages were
pronounced to be the best flavoured in the neighbourhood;
her hog's cheese (the English brawn) was delicacy itself; her
curds, made in a heart-mould, covered with nutmeg and
cream, won the hearts of many a guest; her clabber was
turned at that precise moment when a slight acidity
tempers the insipidity of milk: her wafers bore the
prettiest devices, or were rolled in the thinnest possible
consistency; her shrimps, pickled or fresh, were most
carefully prepared; her preserved watermelons were carved
with the taste of a sculptor; her hommony looked like plates
of gathered snow; corn and rice lent all their nice varieties
to her breakfast; and her boiled rice answered to Shakespeare's
description, for “each particular <hi rend="italics">grain</hi> did stand 
on end,” or,
to use a more expressive term, <hi rend="italics">crawled</hi>. And all these
delicacies were laid on your plate so silently, with a
look that seemed to say, “No one will observe you if you do
eat this little bit more.” An orange leaf, which when
crushed in the hand sent out a pleasant odour, was laid on
every finger bowl. A cheerful fire blazed on the bedroom
hearths in winter, and flowers ornamented them in spring,
while I was early taught to lay fresh roses on the pillows of
strangers.</p>
          <p>I recollect mamma most distinctly at the breakfast-table.
She entered the room almost invariably followed by
her maid Chloe, bearing her small basket of keys. She wore
a neat morning-dress, with plaited frills, a tasteful cap,
her hands decorated with rings, holding a handkerchief of
exquisite fineness, and her gold watch suspended from her
belt, with its face outward. Chloe, with a turban of
superior height (for there is great ambition
<pb id="gilm26" n="26"/>
in the fold of a negro's turban), stood behind her chair 
with the basket of keys. Her usual office was to 
dress and undress her mistress every morning and
evening, and perform all offices of personal attendance. To
her taste mamma often referred in the choice of a dress
for the day, for Chloe's taste was unquestionable.</p>
          <p>We sat while papa asked a blessing in a low tone.
This is a patriarchal and beautiful custom, connecting, as
it does, earthly blessings with “the Giver of every good
and perfect gift;” but it should either be performed in
the Quaker style, in silence, or with distinct and earnest 
emphasis. My brother John was a bright, observing 
boy, and yet, at the age of ten years, he said to mamma
in a whisper one day, as if fearing he was asking something
wrong, “What does papa mean by <hi rend="italics">tol lol</hi> at the
 end of the blessing?”</p>
          <p>“John,” exclaimed she, “is it possible that you do
not know that he says ‘our Lord?’”</p>
          <p>“I always thought it was <hi rend="italics">tol lol</hi>,” 
said John, blushing 
to the very eyes.</p>
          <p>I mention this fact, for it actually occurred, as a passing
hint to those whose duty it is to lead the religious
thoughts of the young. One clear idea is too precious a 
treasure to lose.</p>
          <p>It was through similar carelessness that, while kneeling
beside mamma at night, or standing to recite my catechism
to her every Sabbath, I learned the Lord's Prayer, 
that simple yet sublime gift to man, as “Our Father
<hi rend="italics">chart</hi> in heaven;” now was I 
disabused of this impression
until my own mind wrought it out for me by after
reflection.</p>
          <p>My best religious impressions were derived from my
grandmamma. Her suffering heart had felt their need, 
her strong mind had tried their value, and she possessed
the golden faculty of turning earth's fleeting sands into
the scale of heaven.</p>
          <p>If ever the cradle of declining age was gently rocked, 
it was by those who circled around the venerable form
of my grandparent at Roseland. A certain tenderness
gathered over papa's manner whenever he addressed her;
<pb id="gilm27" n="27"/>
there was even a softened gallantry in his air, as he led her to
the coolest seat in the piazza, or the warmest by the hearth. A
lofty beauty still sat upon her brow, the same which dwells on
the features of her portrait by Copley, in Roseland Hall. Her
hair, bleached like snow, was as fine in its texture, and was
singularly contrasted by the sunny curls of her youth. The
influence of her manners was evident on the plantation,
producing an air of courtesy even among the slaves. It was
beautiful to witness the profound respect with which they
regarded her. Nanny, Jacque's sister, was her waiting-maid, and
herself a fine specimen of that quiet graceful respect often
discerned among our elder servants. Nanny still lives, and is my
especial care. On sunny days she is brought up to the piazza in
an armchair, where she revives from a gentle stupor at the sight
of familiar objects. Her children's children play on the lawn, but
I sometimes think my Eleanor awakens stronger interest even
than they, from her resemblance to her mistress. A few ideas
only linger on the old woman's mind; the strongest of which is
breathed in the form of a prayer that she may “walk in dis
worl so to see missis in heaven.”</p>
          <p>One autumn evening, in my childhood, when the sunset
began to look cold, and the first whirling leaves were
brought to our feet, we arrived from our summer residence
on our annual visit to Roseland. Premonitions of hastening
decay had been seen in grandmamma and she had evinced a
gentle impatience to be once more an inmate of her
favourite home. She could no longer walk without
assistance, and papa proposed that she should pass on
directly through the hall to her bedroom.</p>
          <p>“I will rest here, if you please, my son,” said she, quietly;
and as her still speaking eye dwelt on the likeness of her
husband, we understood her.</p>
          <p>“If the people wish to see me, let them come now,” said
she to Nanny. Her will was a law to us, and the negroes
were summoned, while we arranged pillows for  her to recline
on the sofa. She received them kindly; to
<pb id="gilm28" n="28"/>
one giving a word of advice, to another of comfort; se
inquired into their wants, and expressed her sympathy in
their joys and sorrows.</p>
          <p>“See that mammy Sue has extra blankets this
winter, my son. Daddy Charles tells me he is too feeble to
mend his own roof - set some hands to work upon it before
the cold weather.”</p>
          <p>Jacque had stood behind her chair with Nanny during
this interview.</p>
          <p>“Jacque,” said his mistress.</p>
          <p>“My missis,” said Jacque.</p>
          <p>“You remember your master, Jacque?”</p>
          <p>“My lor, missis! me an't got no membrance, if me an't
member maussa, just like a yesterday.”</p>
          <p>“You know where I am to be laid?” said grandmamma.</p>
          <p>“Yes, missis, Jacque know berry well;” and he wiped
away an unaffected tear.</p>
          <p>“I must tell you all how d'ye and good-by together,” said
she, “for I am going very fast;” then extending her hand to
each in turn, she said a few more words of comfort and
blessing. “God bless my old missis!” “Many tanks, my old
missis,” was heard amid stifled sobs, as, with their aprons or
handkerchiefs to their eyes, they withdrew.</p>
          <p>Grandmamma rested a few moments, and we stood
in silence.</p>
          <p>“Cornelia, dear,” said she to me, “you are the eldest, and
most resemble your grandfather, and I will give you <hi rend="italics">the
locket</hi>;” and she suspended it with a beautiful chain from
my neck. I could not speak, and my brothers, with a sudden
understanding of the scene, stood with looks of sorrowful
earnestness.</p>
          <p>I glanced at the locket through my tears, and they
flowed faster as I traced a gray lock entwined with its bright
ringlet.</p>
          <p>“Henry, my son, I will go to my bedroom,” said she. On
reaching the door, she turned round deliberately and gazed
on the portrait of her early love. We saw her lips move,
but her voice was not heard. Then, recollecting
<pb id="gilm29" n="29"/>
herself, she said, “Excuse me,” with that graceful and lofty
air so peculiarly hers.</p>
          <p>She never left her apartment again. A rapid but gentle
decay came on; so gentle, that when my brothers and myself
were told that she was dead, and saw first the bustle and then
the careful tread of mourners, we could scarcely comprehend
it. But we did realize something appalling when we were
carried by papa to take a last look of his beloved parent. I
never saw him so much moved. He kissed again and again
her pale forehead and then, with a long, long gaze, dwelt
on her features, so still and unanswering. I can comprehend
now that gaze. I know how the mind rushes back, in such
moments, to infancy, when those stiffened hands were
wrapped around us in twining love; when that bosom
was the pillow of our first sorrows; when those ears,
now insensible and soundless, heard our whispered 
confidence; when those eyes, now curtained by uplifted
lids, watched our every motion. I know the pang that
runs through the heart, and I can fancy the shrieking 
voice within which says, “Thou mightst have done
more for thy mother's happiness, for her who loved
thee so!”</p>
          <p>Then, however, I experienced not this. A fearful awe
overpowered me, the feeling of the supernatural. I fancied
that the eyes were opening - I saw the shroud heave on the
cold breast - the white sheet waved - I reeled, and should
have fallen, but for papa's arms. Oh, dark, dark moment,
when the fear of death is roused without its hopes, and we
see the gloom of the grave unhinged by the dawn of
salvation.</p>
          <p>I was carried from the room, and aroused by the strange
contrast without. True, every face was serious, but there
was the bustle of preparation - a cool criticism on
propriety. Jacque and Nanny were reverentially covering the
portraits of their beloved master and mistress with a white
cloth, preparatory to the funeral. I saw that though their
eyes were full of tears, yet not a fold was left on its
smooth surface; and mamma, who had been a
most dutiful and affectionate child, warned the
men who were bringing the coffin not to graze the
<pb id="gilm30" n="30"/>
mahogany table. I felt a shock upon my youthful mind when I
perceived these seeming incongruities; but I have since found
that there are two currents running through every heart, one
rising from our high immortal nature, and the other springing
from sensations immediately about  us. All we can do with the
latter is to bear with them, and turn them, if possible, to good.</p>
          <p>It was on that mournful occasion that I felt the first
struggle of conscience in the vanity of a new suit of
mourning. I tried to be, perhaps I <hi rend="italics">was</hi> sorry in assuming it,
but glanced at the mirror to observe if it was becoming. I
remember my brothers' looks of importance as they dressed
for the funeral, and my correcting their pride in order to
screen my own. John and I walked together after our
parents to Cedar Mound. He irresistibly stepped into a
march. I twitched his arm. Still he stepped forward with
great manliness. “John,” said I, in unaffected indignation,
“are you not ashamed to march at a funeral?”</p>
          <p>Thus, even at that early age, we betrayed that love of
observances which, though necessary to our earthly
condition, may check so fatally our spiritual growth.</p>
          <p>Neither John nor I realized that our venerable friend was
gone until we reached Cedar Mound. Then the recollection
of her last resting-place burst on our young hearts. How
often had we strayed there with her, and heard her gentle
voice in love and tenderness! How sacredly had she tended
those flowers, and told us that we, like them, would die and
bloom again! The coffin was lowered; we should see her no
more on earth; and, as the birds sent forth their songs, and
her tame fawn came forward and gave a wistful look on the
grave, our youthful voices rent the air, and we felt the
mournful truth that we had indeed lost a friend.</p>
          <p>Venerable, even beautiful old age, beautiful when the glow
of kindness lingers on the wrinkled brow and animates the
lips! Let youth catch thy parting rays, which illuminate it
as the dying sunshine illuminates the sapling and flower.</p>
          <p>Virtuous old age! we will listen to the lengthened
<pb id="gilm31" n="31"/>
story of thy large experience. Even Heaven scorns not to
add up thy gathered store of goodness, and thou shalt see it
in glittering numbers on the “book of life.”</p>
          <p>Dying old age! Let us dwell on the link connecting thy
form with eternity, and then gaze on the soul's chariot, as,
disencumbered of clay, it rises heavenward among the
parting clouds!</p>
          <p>Grave of the aged, Let us all pause often at thy
sanctuary, where the waves of this world roll off, and
leave us alone with God!</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER IV.
<lb/>
MR. JOSEPH BATES, THE YANKEE LAD.</head>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“A shallow brain behind a serious mask,</l>
              <l>An oracle within an empty cask,</l>
              <l>He says but little, and, that little said,</l>
              <l>Owes all its weight, like loaded dice, to lead.”</l>
              <signed>
                <hi rend="italics">Cowper's Conversation.</hi>
              </signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <p>MY education and that of my brothers had been
generally superintended, except when the boys were at city
schools, by a succession of governesses. I beg pardon; this
honourable name is not popular in America. I think we
speak of them as young ladies who <hi rend="italics">stay</hi> with us to teach our
children. Our winters were passed at Roseland, with an
occasional visit to Charleston; our summers at a Pine-land
settlement; and this arrangement rendered it necessary that
our teachers should reside under our roof.</p>
          <p>John, and Richard, and I had fairly grown beyond
petticoat government. When called upon to recite, we
laughed behind our books, and turned our lessons
into fun. When reading in history of the <hi rend="italics">irruption</hi> of the
Gauls, we spread several plasters, and handed them to our
teacher, with the direction, “To, Miss Susan Wheeler, to
cure the disease of the Gauls.” One day, when she
<pb id="gilm32" n="32"/>
entered our room, she observed our heads bent over our books
when lo, on our raising them, she found that we had covered
them with coloured wafers, which gave us a fearful but
grotesque expression. When we recited an account of the
origin of writing by hieroglyphics, we let a paper drop from
our book, describing Miss Susan in the Egyptian mode. This
primitive style was more than Miss Wheeler could bear,
particularly as we unkindly adverted to some personal defects.
Ridicule is the hardest draught in the world to swallow, and she
told papa she must decline teaching us in future. Mamma
never interfered with our education, and her passive virtues as
a mother remind me of a tribute of praise I once heard given
to a clergyman by one of his congregation. “We have
an excellent minister; he never meddles with religion, nor
politics, nor none of these things.” She was scrupulously
attentive, however, to our dress and general manners, and her
care put to shame the mother who, on being asked by one of
her children to comb his hair, answered, that she was busy
sewing for the children in Burmah!</p>
          <p>In consequence of Miss Wheeler's resignation, papa sent
the following advertisement to the Charleston papers.</p>
          <p>“A gentleman of cultivated mind and polished manners,
with proper credentials, will hear of an eligible situation as
private teacher for a family of children in the country.
Inquire at this office.”</p>
          <p>“You rogue,” said papa, tapping me on the shoulder with
his riding-whip, “and you little rascals,” shaking it smilingly
at the boys, “don't think to play any more of your pranks!
I will put you under a man's care; so look out; you have
made Miss Wheeler as thin as a fishing-rod.”</p>
          <p>We really loved our teacher for her amiable temper, and,
turning to her, half choked her with caresses, exclaiming,</p>
          <p>“<hi rend="italics">Do, if you please, don't</hi> give up 
teaching us! We will
<hi rend="italics">behave</hi>. We will <hi rend="italics">behave 
good</hi>.”</p>
          <p>Her determination was not, however, to be shaken by
<pb id="gilm33" n="33"/>
our entreaties, and she soon departed to another family
to “incline” more docile “twigs.”</p>
          <p>I remember the <hi rend="italics"><foreign lang="fr">debût</foreign></hi> 
of our new tutor as if it were
yesterday. Having had no tasks for several weeks, we were
revelling in all the glory of country freedom. One day,
when our parents were out, we proposed an excursion in the
woods. John rode on his beautiful mare Jenny. He had amused
himself the night before by manufacturing what he called
a Robinson Crusoe dress, that is, trimming an old
hunting cap and jacket with rackoon skins. Not satisfied
with their regular position, he wore them now with their back
parts in front. Equally intoxicated with fun, Richard and I
mounted a mule together. He exchanged my bonnet for his
hat, while I put his hat over my tangled curls. Jim, our
favourite attendant, a reckless black boy of sixteen, rode a
horse which we were not allowed to use, and triumphed not a
little in the <hi rend="italics"><foreign lang="fr">caracole</foreign></hi> 
of his steed, while our mule paced
quietly along. We were attended by an immense retinue of
little negroes, some with infants on their backs, and others
pulling along those who could run alone, determined to
keep up with us as long as possible, and all making
characteristic remarks.</p>
          <p>“Bro'<ref targOrder="U" id="ref6" n="6" target="note6">*</ref> Jim ride more 
better dan Maus John, for true,”
said one.</p>
          <p>“Ha!” said another, striding a gum-tree branch, “gie
<hi rend="italics">me</hi> one horse, and I show you how for ride!”</p>
          <p>If I have described our appearance correctly, language is
inadequate to represent the clamour that was issuing from
the group when, turning a point on entering the avenue, we
came in immediate contact with a gentleman in a horse and
chair. We thought directly who it <hi rend="italics">might</hi> be. 
I confess I felt
prodigiously ashamed, and quick as thought exchanged 
head-gear with Richard. The stranger was evidently startled by
this singular assemblage but collecting himself, said,</p>
          <note id="note6" n="6" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref6">* Brother. The terms daddy, 
maumer, uncle, aunty, broder and
titter (brother and sister), are not confined to connexions among
the blacks, they seem rather to spring from age. </note>
          <pb id="gilm34" n="34"/>
          <p>“I reckon you could tell me if this is Colonel Wilton's
<hi rend="italics">farm</hi>?”</p>
          <p>“Yes, sir,” said John, bowing politely, for he had a good 
deal of his papa about him; “This is Colonel Wilton's 
<hi rend="italics">plantation</hi>. 
Boys, run ahead and open the gate for the gentleman.”</p>
          <p>A scampering commenced, and tumbling head over heels, with
an evident desire to display their agility, the most active
reached the gate leading to the lawn, where they stood 
respectfully, until the stranger, who sat particularly 
straight, passed through. </p>
          <p>We held a consultation, and at last concluded that 
our parents would be angry if we did not go and entertain the visiter.</p>
          <p>After a necessary smoothing of hair and washing of
faces, we sallied down to the apartment where he sat, as erect
as an arrow, with the palms of his hands joined, and the fingers
crossed, except the two fore fingers, which stood out straight. </p>
          <p>We lingered outside the door before seeing him, to compose
ourselves properly; with now and then a suppressed <hi rend="italics">giggle</hi>, and
now an urgent whisper to each other to go first, or an occasional
application of my brothers' heels to each other's backs. At last,
in a general scuffle, we were all precipitated forward together 
into the presence of the stranger.</p>
          <p>We scrambled up, and, after a few stifled <hi rend="italics">snorts</hi> (the
only word that can express the act), contrived to compose 
ourselves; speaking was out of the question; a word would 
have upset our gravity. Richard stole away, while John and 
I sat kicking our heels against our chairs, until a note on
papa's silver whistle announced his welcome return.</p>
          <p>The gentleman arose, and, after a preliminary remark,
presented papa with a paper from his large flat pocketbook. 
I peeped over papa's arm and read with him -</p>
          <p>“This is to certify, that Mr. Joseph Bates, the bearer,
is in good standing with the church and congregation at  ---,
Connecticut. EZEKIAL DUNCAN, <hi rend="italics">Pastor</hi>.”</p>
          <pb id="gilm35" n="35"/>
          <p>I did not then interpret papa's smile; but I have thought
since how ludicrous it must have seemed to him to
receive a certificate of good standing in a church, when he
had advertised for testimonials to a teacher with cultivated
mind and polished manners.</p>
          <p>While papa is receiving the solemn introduction of our
new candidate, let me recall his history.<ref targOrder="U" id="ref7" n="7" target="note7">*</ref></p>
          <p>Mr. Joseph Bates was the son of a Connecticut farmer,
that race of men who, by their high moral qualities,
contribute so much to the stability and honour of our
country. Joseph, when a boy, was employed in tying fagots,
driving the cows, husking corn, hoeing potatoes, &amp;c., &amp;c. 
He attended the district school, which is open in New
England the three winter months, when work is <hi rend="italics">slack</hi>. 
There
he was taught reading, writing, spelling and Daboll's
Arithmetic. It was observed that he was never so happy as
when he had washed his hands after work, and sitten down by
the kitchen fire with an almanac in his hand. Perhaps
sufficient praise has not been awarded to these little
vehicles of knowledge, these national annuals, which, gliding
noiselessly into the retreats of ignorance, throw abroad
rays of science, and warm up the germes of heart and mind.</p>
          <p>Joseph sat for hours with his eyes fixed on the crabs and
scales in the zodiac, with a kind of mysterious delight. He
looked to the weather department with the faith of a child,
read the wise sayings with the voice of an oracle, and was
even known, as a shrill blast came whistling through the
door, shaking the very settle on which he sat, to exclaim,</p>
          <p>“See, winter comes to rule the varied year.”</p>
          <p>The only joke he was ever heard to utter was from he
same fruitful source.</p>
          <p>Joseph availed himself of his privilege of a quarter
 every year at the district school up to the lawful age of
<note id="note7" n="7" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref7">In illustration 
of this description, I beg to leave to state,
that a Connecticut gentleman at the South told me recently,
that he asked a <hi rend="italics">pedler</hi> who had come 
from his neighborhood if 
the increased tax had not injured the members of his craft. 
“Oh, I don't know,” said he, “I guess not, 
as they have pretty
much turned schoolmasters.” </note>
<pb id="gilm36" n="36"/>
twenty-one. He could cast up accounts, and wrote a 
tolerable hand, but was no nearer to the mysteries of the
zodiac. It is customary for young men, in his quarter of
the country, to associate themselves in a class for the 
winter months, under the teaching of the parish clergyman, 
who is willing to advance the cause of learning, and aid 
his scanty resources, by a trifling pecuniary compensation
from an evening school. At the age of twenty-one, Joseph 
became a member of the Rev. Ezekiel Duncan's class, to which,
after a hard day's work, he resorted, with hair duly 
sleeked over his forehead, and well-brushed
Sunday suit. Access to Mr. Duncan's instruction and
library for three months made a wonderful move
in Joseph's mind. Familiar with many things, which made 
his good old parents, aunt Patty, and sister Nancy stare,
he began to think himself competent to any intellectual
effort.</p>
          <p>At this period the captain of a Charleston trading schooner
came to - to visit his relations, and renewed
a boyish intimacy with Joseph. This intercourse produced
a restless desire of change in our incipient tutor.</p>
          <p>“I calculate, captain,” said he, after a long stroll
through the town, where the sailor had gone to indulge
those associations which come up like young verdure 
over the most hardened souls, “I calculate it's pretty
difficult to git edication down at Charleston.”</p>
          <p>“Dreaded difficult,” said the captain; “I reckon they
a'nt much better than niggers.”</p>
          <p>“An't you agreeable, captain,” said his friend, “to my
going down to Charleston, and trying what I can do to 
help them a trifle at schooling?”</p>
          <p>The captain thought it would be a praiseworthy thing,
and matters were laid in train to effect the object as soon
as possible. Mr. Duncan was the only person opposed to
the project; but his advice, though delivered almost in 
a tone of warning, sounded feebly on Mr. Bates's excited
tympanum. </p>
          <p>His sister Nancy laid out a pocket piece, which had
been kept for show, in buying him a third Sunday shirt;
his mother sat up day and night to knit him six pairs of
<pb id="gilm37" n="37"/> 
worsted hose; two were of blue yarn, two of gray, and
two mixed, for variety; and his aunt Patty, whose pet
he had been from childhood, borrowed the suit of a New
Haven apprentice, who had <hi rend="italics">run up</hi> 
to see his friends, to
cut out Joseph's in the last fashion.</p>
          <p>For some days he was seen in frequent conference with
a pedler - they approached, retreated, parlied, once or
twice there were signs of actual warfare; but at length
Joseph came off, we know not at what loss, with a large
silver watch, which he boasted kept excellent time.
Joseph humoured it, as we ought to humour our nervous
friends or capricious servants; and when he found that it
actually lost one quarter of an hour in every twenty-four
he said, philosophically, “he guessed that was better
than hurrying him to death by going too fast.”</p>
          <p>How fortune favours enterprise! The second day after
his bargain he called at one of his neighbours to bid them
farewell. There was a great commotion among the
daughters, and a scramble to get something from one of
their parboiled hands.</p>
          <p>I must stop a moment to say how sweet and healthy
farmers' families have appeared to me in my northern
excursions, just dressed from their Monday washtubs,
sitting down to their afternoon sewing, with smiling
faces and sanded floors. The scrambling among the young
ladies continued, until one said, “You might as well let
him see it, as he's got to.”</p>
          <p>“It's nothing to be ashamed of, Prudence,” said
another. “'Tan't no present to cut love.”</p>
          <p>Prudence's cheeks grew a deeper crimson, until the
suggestion that “to-morrow was ironing day, and she
wouldn't have no time to finish it,” induced her to draw
out a braided watch-riband of various colours. It was
observed that Prudence's hand trembled with unaffected
trepidation as she pursued her work. Joseph rose to
examine it, and by degrees the family (as families will
instinctively do) disappeared, and Mr. Bates gained 
resolution to offer a faithful and affectionate heart
to the blushing girl.</p>
          <p>True love! Whether thou broodest with white plumage
<pb id="gilm38" n="38"/>
over the souls of the gentle and refined, or spreadest
thy heavier flight near coarser hearts, thou art sacred
still! Go on thy blessed errand, scatter thy gifts in 
palace and cottage, and let the young listen in joy, as they 
hear the rustling of thy wings!</p>
          <p>Prudence's blushers were not diminished when her sisters
observed, on their return, that the watch-guard had
advanced but one knot, and that was done wrong, and
their jests came full and free on the embarrassed lover. 
Happy had it been for him had he wedded his Prudence,
and remained a “hewer of wood and drawer of water!”
Appreciating affection would have smoothed his path, and
labour sweetened his repose.</p>
          <p>Such was the man whom my papa was obliged to 
welcome as the teacher of his children, for he had not
the heart to turn him back after his long journey. 
I wish there was a register of looks, that mamma's might have
been entered when she first saw him, and took in his
whole figure, from his greased hair to his worsted hose. He 
was all angles. You would have judged him to be a 
mathematician by his elbows, sooner, perhaps, than by
his phrenology; for his hair, being cut in an exact line
over his brows, left but little display of his organical
developments. A perpetual embarrassment in the company
of his superiors made him stand like a drake, first on one foot,
then on the other; and while with one hand he fiddled at 
Prudence's watch-chain, he smoothed down
the hair closer on his forehead with the other.</p>
          <p>I could divine by Chloe's increased demureness at 
dinner, what her notions were of our new inmate; but
her expressed opinion was reserved for her mistress's
ear when she undressed at night. Jim's looks were less
equivocal. As he wielded the fly-brush, he peeped 
out of one corner of his eye at the stranger's proceedings,
scarcely controlled by papa's warning expression; and
when Mr. Bates, picking out the orange leaf, took up
a finger-bowl and drank down the water at a draught, he
was obliged to make a precipitate retreat to save his
character as a good servant, which is one who sees
everything without seeming to see.</p>
          <pb id="gilm39" n="39"/>
          <p>Alas! how many young men have plodded, and
pushed, and been coaxed and hustled through a kind of
education in the eastern states, and then presented
themselves as teachers to the children of southern
gentlemen!</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="chapter ">
          <head>CHAPTER V.
<lb/>
MR.JOSEPH BATES, THE TUTOR.</head>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“Wandering through the 
southern countries,</l>
              <l>Teaching the A B C from Webster's spelling book.”</l>
              <signed>
                <hi rend="italics">Halleck's Connecticut.</hi>
              </signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“<hi rend="italics">Strepsiades</hi>. 
So, you like overlooking the gods from a basket?</l>
              <l>Come, Socrates, dearest, get down from your rafter,</l>
              <l>And tell a poor fellow the thing he's come after.”</l>
              <signed>
                <hi rend="italics">Clouds of Aristophanes.</hi>
              </signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <p>FROM the unrestrained freedom described in the last
chapter, we were called on the following morning to
take our first lessons. John was not forthcoming.</p>
          <p>“Where may your brother be?” said Mr. Bates to
Richard.</p>
          <p>“He has <hi rend="italics">marsh'd</hi> his <hi rend="italics">harnd</hi> 
on the <hi rend="italics">dray</hi>,” answered
little Dick, feeling in his pocket for fish-hooks.</p>
          <p>“Wha-r-t?” said Mr. Bates, with a tremendous drawl.
<ref targOrder="U" id="ref8" n="8" target="note8">*</ref></p>
          <p>Richard repeated his first reply.</p>
          <p>“I don't conceive,” said our teacher.</p>
          <p>“Sir,” said Richard and I.</p>
          <p>“Write it down, if you are agreeable to it,” said Mr.Bates.</p>
          <p>Little Richard was as backward in chirography and
orthography as he was in pronunciation, and Mr. Bates
was more puzzled than ever. He turned to me for an
explanation. It may surprise some readers that I should be
so much further advanced in correct speaking than
<note id="note8" n="8" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref8">* The common southern 
expression is eh? or what say? pronounced
almost like one word. </note>
<pb id="gilm40" n="40"/>
Richard; but southern children, who have good models in 
their parents, and who associate with the intelligent, will
almost involuntarily correct themselves of inaccuracies. I
was much more with my parents than the boys were. I
have never felt any more apprehension at having my
children associate with negroes, lest their dialect should
be permanently injured, than I should have at their listening 
to the broken English of a foreigner; and though, at
the time of which I speak, I preferred to talk to the
negroes in their dialect, I never used it to the whites.</p>
          <p>“Be so <hi rend="italics">obleeging</hi> as to 
tell me what your brother says,
miss,” said Mr. Bates. </p>
          <p>“He says,” answered I, “that John has 
<hi rend="italics">mashed</hi> his
hand on the <hi rend="italics">dray</hi>.”</p>
          <p>“Dray, miss? What is a dray?”</p>
          <p>“That thing, sir, with wheels, out by the potato-field.”</p>
          <p>“No, no, miss,” said Mr. Bates, “that is 
a <hi rend="italics">truck</hi>.”</p>
          <p>“We call it a dray, sir,” said I. </p>
          <p>“You mustn't call it so no more then. The 
<hi rend="italics">Borston</hi> folks call that a 
<hi rend="italics">truck</hi>,” insisted Mr. Bates. </p>
          <p>“You should say, Master Richard, that John has
<hi rend="italics">jammed</hi> his hand on the 
<hi rend="italics">truck</hi>.”</p>
          <p>Richard and I stole a glance at each other, but of
course we could not dispute Boston phraseology.</p>
          <p>“You must <hi rend="italics">git red</hi> of these 
curious ways of talking,”
continued Mr. Bates, “as rapid as possible.”</p>
          <p>Thinks I, what does <hi rend="italics">git red</hi> mean? I have since
found that many well-educated persons in a city, which
is acknowledged to be the most enlightened in the United
States, use this expression; and ladies, very intellectual
ones too, say, “I wish I could <hi rend="italics">git red</hi> of 
my <hi rend="italics">bunnet</hi>.”</p>
          <p>Let me at this point protest against the word <hi rend="italics">get</hi>, as not
only of selfish origin, but a miserable expletive. 
There is no sentence that is not better without it and
when it gets to <hi rend="italics">git</hi>, it is intolerable.</p>
          <p>I was called up to read a part of “Collins's Ode on 
the Passions,” and commenced with,</p>
          <p>“First <hi rend="italics">fare</hi> his hand its skill to try -”</p>
          <p>“<hi rend="italics">Fare!</hi>” said Mr. Bates, “how 
do you spell it?”</p>
          <p>“F-e-a-r <hi rend="italics">fare</hi>,” said I.</p>
          <pb id="gilm41" n="41"/>
          <p>“How do you pronounce these words?” said he,
pointing to <hi rend="italics">appear, ear, tear,</hi> &amp;c., 
in the spelling-book.</p>
          <p>I answered, <hi rend="italics">appare, are, tare,</hi> &amp;c.</p>
          <p>With equal impropriety I pronounced the words <hi rend="italics">day
play,</hi> &amp;c. almost like <hi rend="italics">dee, plee,</hi> and my 
southern brethren must
excuse me when I tell them, ay, very intellectual
ones too, state men and belles, that many of them 
pronounce in this style unconsciously, and not only so, but
often call fair <hi rend="italics">fere</hi>, and hair <hi rend="italics">here</hi>.</p>
          <p>For instance,</p>
          <lg type="verse">
            <l>“The <hi rend="italics">tare</hi> down 
childhood's cheek that flows,</l>
            <l>Is like the dewdrop on the rose.”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>Or,</p>
          <lg type="verse">
            <l>“Wreath'd in its dark brown curls, her 
<hi rend="italics">here</hi></l>
            <l>Half hid Matilda's forehead <hi rend="italics">fere</hi>.”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>At the close of our lesson Mr. Bates told me that papa
wished me to take a ride (<hi rend="italics">anglicé</hi> drive) 
with him. Jim, who
rarely left us, was standing with an inquisitive look at the
door.</p>
          <p>“Young man,” said the teacher to him, “you may go to
the <hi rend="italics">barn</hi> and <hi rend="italics">tackle</hi> 
the horse and <hi rend="italics">shay</hi>.”</p>
          <p>“I no been hear wha' Maus Bate say,” said Jim.</p>
          <p>Mr. Bates repeated his direction. Jim was confounded and
we were all in the same predicament. At this moment, papa,
who felt some curiosity to know our progress, entered, and
Mr. Bates stated his difficulty.</p>
          <p>“Oh, I understand you,” said papa, laughing. “Jim go to the
<hi rend="italics">stable</hi> and <hi rend="italics">harness</hi> the 
horse and <hi rend="italics">chair</hi>.”</p>
          <p>I might proceed in this <hi rend="italics"><foreign lang="fr">exposé</foreign></hi> 
of both parties, but if this
little sketch leads us to more attention to our own defects,
and more charity for sectional differences, it is enough.</p>
          <p>It was difficult for papa to <hi rend="italics">git red</hi> 
of our teacher though
we felt hourly his deficiencies and faults. His own knowledge
of his unfitness for the task prevented his enforcing his
requisitions with any firmness, the only alternative was for
him to descend to be our playmate, to coax us, and even
enlist Jim as a companion. Several odd incidents occurred,
but the two I am about to 
<pb id="gilm42" n="42"/>
record tended at last to sever the unnatural alliance between
a good-tempered but ignorant teacher, and gay but
intelligent children.</p>
          <p>If those who were engaged in the occurrence I am about
to relate ever glance at these pages in these their soberer
days, they may excite a smile.</p>
          <p>Papa and mamma having gone on a visit to the city, we
were left entirely under Mr. Bates's control. Unfortunately,
several lads from the neighbourhood came to
stay a few days with us, and John and Richard were 
resolved not to pursue their studies, claiming the visit of the
boys as a holyday. I confess that they were exceedingly
provoking; and Mr. Bates, finding them incorrigible, locked
them in their bedrooms, on bread and water, for twenty-four
hours. They had fairly roused the lion; he was seriously
angry.</p>
          <p>For the first part of the day we heard the boys
drumming, and marching, and whistling, and saw them at the
windows making odd gesticulations. As the dinner-hour
advanced, they became more silent. I felt pretty sure
that Jim would stand their friend; indeed, he
said to me,</p>
          <p>“Neber mind, Miss Neely, Jim can play cootah
<ref targOrder="U" id="ref9" n="9" target="note9">*</ref> to da
buckrah.”</p>
          <p>About ten o'clock in the evening, when we had retired for
the night, Mr. Bates fancied he heard unusual noises;
and looking out, he saw a large basket hoisted by a rope
to my brothers' window and descend again;
he then observed one of the young visitors enter the 
basket, which was raised as before. On its descent, 
Jim alighted from it, saying in a whisper,</p>
          <p>“So now, don't draw 'em up till I come back again,”
and then ran off to the servants' apartments.</p>
          <p>Mr. Bates left his room silently, went through the
piazza on tiptoe, and tried the strength of the rope. It
seemed made of stout double line; and as the height was
not very great, and the piazza, pillars, shutters, &amp;c., were
at hand to steady himself by, his passions too, being 
excited, he determined to pay the boys a visit. My brothers,
<note id="note9" n="9" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref9">* 
Alluding to the deception of the turtle, which draws in its 
head previously to snapping at anything.</note>
<pb id="gilm43" n="43"/>
feeling a weight in the basket as he entered, called
in a whisper, say, “Ready, Jim?” “Ready,” said Mr.
Bates, squeezing himself into the basket, and feeling for
the first time a little tremour.</p>
          <p>“By George,” said John, “if this is not a cargo, help us,
Dick; all of you lend us a hand, Jim is heavier than I thought
for. Quick, Ingols, fasten the rope to the bedstead; so there,
now pull.”</p>
          <p>“Softly,” said Richard, “or the 
<hi rend="italics">black crane</hi> will hear us,”
a cognomen with which they generally honoured Mr.
Bates.</p>
          <p>By the time Mr. Bates had risen half way on his aerial
excursion, he repented his temerity; a sort of 
sea-sickness came over him, and he was fain to cry out.</p>
          <p>“John, I say, John, Richard, be easy now, 
<hi rend="italics">I'm</hi> in't.”</p>
          <p>The boys were for a moment ready to let the basket drop
in their amazement. It vibrated fearfully.</p>
          <p>“Haul me up, haul me up,” roared Mr. Bates, in an
ecstasy of terror.</p>
          <p>John called to the boys to hold on, and fastening the
rope with another tie to the bedstead, went to the
window.</p>
          <p>“Who are you?” said he, in an angry tone.</p>
          <p>“My - dear - John,” said Mr. Bates, catching his breath,
“<hi rend="italics">I'm</hi> in't, Mr. Bates; my dear John, 
for mercy's sake, hoist
me up.”</p>
          <p>The boys saw their power, and held a consultation.
At length John, returning to the window ready to burst with
laughter, said, “Who is this thief coming to rob us of our
bread and water?”</p>
          <p>“My dear young gentlemen,” said the terrified man 
“I want nothing but to get out of this <hi rend="italics">tarnation</hi> 
basket. I calculate
that my heft will be too much for it. Every time it knocks
agin the house it jounces my life out. I shall be particularly
obligated to you either to let me up or down. I an't particular which.”</p>
          <p>The boys whispered.</p>
          <p>“Up or down?” shrieked Mr. Bates. “You don't ought to
keep me here.”</p>
          <p>“Mr. Bates,” said John, solemnly “if we will let you in,
will you let us out?”</p>
          <pb id="gilm44" n="44"/>
          <p>“I wish I could reach you the key aforehand,”  said the poor
man; “but it is in my pantaloons pocket, and sartin as I go
to move for'ard, the basket will fall whop.”</p>
          <p>“You are in a bad fix,” said Richard, gravely.</p>
          <p>“Oh, I'm in an awful situation,” cried he; “I wish I was
in Connecticut! I feel so squeamy-like at my stomach; I
don't know what to do! Pray be spry and take me in.”</p>
          <p>The boys retreated to the bed, and stuffed their
handkerchiefs into their mouths to conceal their laughter.
The shaking of the bedstead moved the basket, and they
heard another ejaculation.</p>
          <p>Richard was the first to pity him. “Come, boys, let him
out.” It was a prodigious tug to get him up. Jim, with his
eyes as big as saucers, stood below, wondering to see “Maus
Bate” go up instead of himself and a plate of ham he had
been frying.</p>
          <p>Few men ever felt less of the dignity of human nature
than Mr. Bates when he alighted from the basket. The boys
had partaken of an excellent supper, which John had
procured, together with their hunting tinder-box and a
candle. He walked to the door with a very solemn step,
unlocked it, and returned to his own apartment.</p>
          <p>This incident really seemed to sober us. It was an outlet
for cherished mischief, and we studied for some time with
considerable diligence. Mr. Bates never referred to it again.
We told our parents, but their just reproofs did but little
good when we saw that they laughed until the tears ran 
down their cheeks, and papa, holding his sides, begged
we would stop if we had any pity on him.</p>
          <p>Thus we worried along through the winter. Mr. Bates was
a thorough teacher as far as his knowledge went; but our
contempt for him was so great as to prevent his having
any moral power over us. He was uncomfortable enough, 
and the thought of his simple and warmhearted Prudence,
his affectionate family and cheerful home, often stole 
over his mind and shaded his brow with gloom. </p>
          <p>We had been upon good behaviour for some time,
<pb id="gilm45" n="45"/>
when the first of April, that day of “quips and cranks,” and
more than “wreathed smiles,” drew near. Mr. Bates
himself seemed animated by the reminiscences of 
April-fool-day, and detailed to Jim and us the exploits of his youth.</p>
          <p>The jokes passed round. Occasionally he was to be seen
unconsciously trailing a dirty rag at his back, or a
ridiculous motto; nor was he at all backward in retaliation.</p>
          <p>He was very fond of bottled cider, but very nervous at
drawing a cork. John and I filled a bottle with weak
molasses and water, and placed it, with the corkscrew, in the
accustomed place. At the usual hour Mr. Bates approached
the slab. He held the bottle far off, and drew cautiously,
while John stood ready with a tumbler, Mr. Bates being in his
usual tremour. The cork came out with difficulty, and his
countenance looked as vapid as the diluted mixture. But he
had his revenge. He made in secret something to imitate a
short remnant of candle out of a raw sweet potato. In 
New-England, he told us afterward, they use the parsnip for this trick.
The imitation was perfect, particularly the wick, which was
simply the potato cut small at that point, slit in fine shreds,
and touched with coal. This secret he communicated only to
me. About twilight, when we were together, he rang the bell
for Jim, and, giving the candle to him, told him to light it
quickly. Jim went to the servants' hall, where there was a fire,
and Mr. Bates, pretending to hurry him, followed, calling us
after him. Jim took up a coal with the tongs and began to
blow, his great mouth enlarging and closing like a dying
shark's. Mr. Bates's impatience increased. “Blow harder,
Jim.” Jim puffed like a porpoise, but in vain.</p>
          <p>“He obstinate like a nigger,” said Jim, in a passion.</p>
          <p>John snatched it from him, and went through the same
process, until our restrained laughter broke forth. Mr.
Bates rubbed his hands, and looked like an elephant in a
frolic.</p>
          <p>I have a very great objection to offer to this April
<pb id="gilm46" n="46"/>
trick, which is this. I have heard two gentlemen never
used an oath on any other occasion, swear at it.</p>
          <p>It was but too obvious that our connexion with Mr.
Bates must be terminated.</p>
          <p>Papa opened the matter to him, and gave him a generous
remuneration. Mr. Bates received his dismissal quietly, and
papa's gift gratefully, saying, “He reckoned he should make
a better fist at farming than edicating.”</p>
          <p>We parted in friendship; and John, the last person in the
world I should have suspected of such sensibility, shed
tears.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="chapter ">
          <head>CHAPTER VI.
<lb/> PARENTAL  TEACHING.</head>
          <epigraph>
            <p>“<hi rend="italics">Mrs. Page</hi>. - Sir Hugh, 
my husband says my son profits
nothing in the world at his book; I pray you ask him some
questions in his accidence.</p>
            <p>“<hi rend="italics">Evans</hi>. - Come hither, 
William; hold up your head,
 come.”</p>
          </epigraph>
          <p>AFTER the departure of our Connecticut teacher, Mr.
Bates, papa resolved to carry on our education himself.
We were to rise by daylight, that he might pursue his
accustomed ride over the fields after breakfast. New 
writing-books were taken out and ruled, fresh quills laid by their side,
our task carefully committed to memory, and we sat with a
mixture of docility and curiosity to know how he would
manage as a teacher. The first three days, our lessons being
on trodden ground, and ourselves under the impulse of
novelty, we were very amiable, he very paternal; on the
fourth, John was turned out of the room, Richard was
pronounced a mule, and I went sobbing to mamma, as if my
heart would break, while papa said he might be compelled to
ditch rice-fields, but he never would undertake to teach
children again.</p>
          <pb id="gilm47" n="47"/>
          <p>A slight constraint was thrown over the family for
a day or two, but it soon wore off, and he returned to his
good-nature. For three weeks we were as wild as fawns, until
mamma's attention was attracted by my sun-burnt
complexion and my brother's torn clothes.</p>
          <p>“This will never answer,” said she to papa. “Look
at Cornelia's face! It is as brown as a chinquapin. Richard has
ruined his new suit, and John has cut his leg with the
carpenter's tools. I have half a mind to keep school for
them myself.”</p>
          <p>Papa gave a slight whistle, which seemed rather to
stimulate than check her resolution. “Cornelia,” said she,
“go directly to your brothers, and prepare your books for
to-morrow. <hi rend="italics">I</hi> will teach you.”</p>
          <p>The picture about to be presented is not overwrought. I
am confident of the sympathy of many a mother, whose
finger has been kept on a word in the lesson, amid countless
interruptions, so long, that her pupils, forgetting her
vocation, have lounged through the first interruptions and
finished with a frolic.</p>
          <p>One would suppose that the retirement of a plantation
was the most appropriate spot for a mother and her children
to give and receive instruction. Not so; for instead of a
limited household, her dependents are increased to a number
which would constitute a village. She is obliged to listen to
cases of grievance, is a nurse to the sick, and distributes the
half-yearly clothing; indeed, the mere giving out of thread
and needles is something of a charge on so large a scale. A
planter's lady may seem indolent, because there are so many
under her who perform trivial services; but the very
circumstance of keeping so many menials in order is an
arduous one, and the <hi rend="italics">keys</hi> of her establishment are a care of
which a Northern housekeeper knows nothing, and include a
very extensive class of duties. Many fair, and even
aristocratic girls, if we may use this phrase in our republican
country, who grace a ball-room, or loll in a liveried carriage,
may be seen with these steel talismans, presiding over
storehouses, and measuring, with the accuracy and
conscientiousness of a shopman, the daily allowance of the
family,
<pb id="gilm48" n="48"/>
or cutting homespun suits, for days together, for the young
and the old negroes under their charge; while matrons, who
would ring a bell for their pocket-handkerchief to be
brought to them, will act the part of a surgeon or physician
with a promptitude and skill which would excite
astonishment in a stranger. Very frequently, servants, like
children, will only take medicine from their superiors, and in
this case the planter's wife or daughter is admirably fitted to
aid them.</p>
          <p>There are few establishment, where all care and
responsibility devolves on the master, and even then the
superintendence of a large domestic circle, and the rites of
hospitality, demand so large a portion of the mistress's time,
as leaves her but little opportunity for systematic teaching
in her family. In this case she is wise to seek an efficient
tutor, still appropriating those opportunities which
perpetually arise under the same roof to improve their
moral and religious culture, and cultivate those sympathies
which exalt these precious beings from children to friends.</p>
          <p>The young, conscientious, ardent mother must be taught
this by experience. She has a jealousy at first of any
instruction that shall come between their dawning minds
and her own; and is only taught by the constantly thwarted
recitation, that in this country, at least, good housekeeping
and good teaching cannot be combined.</p>
          <p>But to return to my narrative. The morning after
mamma's order, we assembled at ten o'clock. There was a
little trepidation in her manner, but we loved her too well to
annoy her by noticing it. Her education had been confined
to mere rudiments, and her good sense led her only to
conduct our reading, writing, and spelling.</p>
          <p>We stood in a line.</p>
          <p>“Spell <hi rend="italics">irrigate</hi>,” said she. 
Just then the coachman
entered, and bowing, said,</p>
          <p>“Maussa send me for de key for get four quart o' corn
for him bay horse.”</p>
          <p>The key was given.</p>
          <p>“Spell <hi rend="italics">imitate</hi>,” said mamma.</p>
          <pb id="gilm49" n="49"/>
          <p>“We did not spell <hi rend="italics">irrigate</hi>,” 
we all exclaimed.</p>
          <p>“Oh, no,” said she, 
“<hi rend="italics">irrigate</hi>.”</p>
          <p>By the time the two words were well through, Chloe, the
most refined of our coloured circle, appeared.</p>
          <p>“Will mistress please to <hi rend="italics">medjure</hi> 
out some calomel for
Syphax, who is feverish and onrestless?”
<ref targOrder="U" id="ref10" n="10" target="note10">*</ref></p>
          <p>During mamma's visit to the doctor's shop, as the
medicine-closet was called, we turned the inkstand over on
her mahogany table, and wiped it up with our
pocket-handkerchiefs. It required some time to cleanse and
arrange ourselves; and just as we were seated and had
advanced a little way on our orthographical journey, Maum
Phillis entered with her usual drawl,</p>
          <p>“Little maussa want for nurse, marm.”</p>
          <p>While this operation was going on, we gathered round
mamma to play bo-peep with the baby, until even she
forgot our lessons. At length the little pet was dismissed with
the white drops still resting on his red lips, and our line was
formed again.</p>
          <p>Mamma's next interruption, after successfully issuing a
few words, was to settle a quarrel between Lafayette and
Venus, two little blackies, who were going through their
daily drill, in learning to rub the furniture, which, with
brushing flies at meals, constitutes the first instruction for
house servants. These important and classical personages
rubbed about a stroke to the minute on each side of the
cellaret, rolling up their eyes and making grimaces at
each other. At this crisis they had laid claim to the same
rubbing-cloth; mamma stopped the dispute by ordering my
seamstress Flora, who was sewing for me, to apply the
weight of her thimble, that long-known weapon of offence,
as well as implement of industry, to their organ of firmness.</p>
          <p>“Spell <hi rend="italics">accentuate</hi>,” 
said mamma, whose finger had
slipped from the column.</p>
          <p>“No, no, that is not the place,” we exclaimed, rectifying
the mistake.</p>
          <p>“Spell <hi rend="italics">irritate</hi>,” said 
she, with admirable coolness, and
<note id="note10" n="10" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref10">* Uneasy.</note>    
<pb id="gilm50" n="50"/>   
John fairly succeeded, just as the overseer's son, a sallow
little boy, with yellow hair and blue homespun dress, came
in with his hat on, and kicking up one for manners, said,</p>
          <p>“Fayther says as how he wants Master Richard's horse
to help tote some tetters<ref targOrder="U" id="ref11" n="11" target="note11">*</ref> 
to tother field.”</p>
          <p>This pretty piece of alliteration was complied with, after
some remonstrance from brother Dick, and we finished our
column. At this crisis, before we were fairly seated at writing,
mamma was summoned to the hall to one of the field hands,
who had received an injury in the ankle from a hoe. Papa and
the overseer being at a distance, she was obliged to
superintend the wound. We all followed her, Lafayette and
Venus bringing up the rear. She inspected the sufferer's great
foot, covered with blood and perspiration, superintended a
bath, prepared a healing application, and bound it on with her
own delicate hands, first quietly tying a black apron over her
white dress. Here was no shrinking, no hiding of the eyes, and
while extracting some extraneous substance from the wound,
her manner was as resolute as it was gentle and consoling.
This episode gave Richard an opportunity to unload his
pockets of groundnuts, and treat us therewith. We were again
seated at our writing books, and were going on swimmingly
with “<hi rend="italics">Avoid evil company</hi>,” 
when a little crow-minder,
hoarse from his late occupation, came in with a basket of
eggs, and said,</p>
          <p>“Mammy Phillis send missis some egg for buy, ma'am;
she an't so berry well, and ax for some 'baccer.”</p>
          <p>It took a little time to pay for the eggs and send to the
store-room for the Virginia weed, of which opportunity we
availed ourselves to draw figures on our slates: mamma
reproved us, and we were resuming our duties, when the
cook's son approached, and said,</p>
          <p>“Missis, Daddy Ajax say he been broke de axe, and ax
me for ax you for len him de new axe.”</p>
          <p>This made us shout out with laughter, and the business
<note id="note11" n="11" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref11">* Potatoes.</note>
<pb id="gilm51" n="51"/>  
was scarcely settled, when the dinner-horn sounded.
That evening a carriage full of friends arrived from the city
to pass a week with us, and thus ended mamma's experiment
in teaching.</p>
          <p>Our summers were usually passed at Springland, a pine
settlement, where about twenty families resorted at that
season of the year. We were so fortunate as to find a French
lady already engaged in teaching, from whom I took lessons
on the pianoforte and guitar. The summer swiftly passed
away. Papa was delighted with my facility in French, in
which my brothers were also engaged, and we were happy to
retain Madame d'Anville in our own family on our return to
Roseland.</p>
          <p>In the middle of November a stranger was announced to
papa, and a young man of very prepossessing appearance
entered with a letter. It proved to be from our teacher, Mr.
Bates. The contents were as follows: - </p>
          <div3 type="letter">
            <p>“<hi rend="italics">Respected Sir</hi>. - 
I now sit down to write to you, to
inform you that I am well, as also are, sir and mar'm, my
sister Nancy, and all the rest of our folks except aunt Patty,
who is but poorly, having attacks of the rheumatic, and
shortness of breath. I should add, that Mrs. Prudence Bates
(who, after the regular publishment on the church doors for
three Sundays, was united to me in the holy bands of
wedlock, by our minister Mr. Ezekiel Duncan) is in a good
state of health at this present though her uncle, by her
father's side, has been sick of jaundice, a complaint that has
been off and on with him for a considerable spell.</p>
            <p>“The bearer of this epistle is Parson Duncan's son, by
name Mr. Charles Duncan, a very likely young man, but
poorly in health, and Dr. Hincks says going down to
Charleston may set him up. I have the candour to say that I
think him, on some accounts, a more proper teacher than
your humble servant, having served his time at a regular
college edication.</p>
            <p>“I have taken to farming, and lot upon seeing the Carolina
seeds come up that you gave me. Our folks say that I speak
quite outlandish since I come home;
<pb id="gilm52" n="52"/>  
and when I told neighbour Holt tother day about <hi rend="italics">growing
corn</hi>, and spoke about somebody that was 
<hi rend="italics">raised</hi> in a
certain place, he as good as laughed in my face, and said it
sounded curious.</p>
            <p>“I have tried a heap to make our folks bile the
hommony Miss Wilton give me as they do at Roseland; but
it is the very picture of swill, and I must say the hogs eat it
a nation faster than we do. When I told aunt Patty that
Southern folks ate clabber, she rolled up her eyes, and
wondered I could abide to sit at table with such critters; and
though I told her that it was genteel, and that I stomached it
very well, she can't no how git over it, and makes me feel
very curious by telling everybody that happens in how they
eat hogs' victuals down at Charleston.</p>
            <p>“Sister Nancy was very much obligated by the fans and
basket Miss Neely sent her, and was in a great maze at
niggers doing anything so tasty; and they were all astonished
when I told them how the white folks buy what the niggers
make, and what a laying up they can git if they have a mind
to, jist from knick-knacks, and eggs, and potatoes, and so
on.</p>
            <p>“Mrs. Prudence admires the Thomson's Seasons Mr.
John sent her. She has kivered it with a bit of blue
homespun, and put it up safe.</p>
            <p>“I didn't say nothing to none on you about a keg of
shrimps that I brought on here from Charleston. Then I got
here, Mr. Wilton, they were a sight for mortal eyes!
Nobody could tell which was head or which was tail. A
perfect regiment of critters had took hold on 'em, and when
I told our folks how much nicer and delicater they were than
lobsters, they began to twit me, and I an't hearn the last of
 it yit. I only wish I could have preserved the live-stock for a
museum.</p>
            <p>“I send by Mr. Duncan some long-necked squashes and
russet apples of my own raising. The folks here stare like
mad when I tell them you eat punkins biled like squash.</p>
            <p>“I have writ a much longer letter than I thought on;
    <pb id="gilm53" n="53"/>
but somehow it makes me chirpy to think of Roseland,
though the young folks were obstreperous.</p>
            <p>“Give my love nevertheless to them, and Miss Wilton,
and all the little ones, as also I would not forget Daddy
Jacque, whom I consider, notwithstanding his colour, as a
very respectable person. I cannot say as much for Jim, who
was an eternal thorn in my side, by reason of his quickness at
mischief, and his slowness of waiting upon me; and I take this
opportunity of testifying, that I believe, if he had been in
New-England, he would have had his deserts before this; but
you Southern folks do put up with an unaccountable sight
from niggers, and I hope Jim will not be allowed his full
tether, if so be Mr. Charles should take my situation in your
family. I often tell our folks how I used to catch up a thing
and do it rather than wait for half a dozen on 'em to take
their own time. If I lived to the age of Methusalem, I never
could git that composed, quiet kind of way you Southern
folks have of waiting on the niggers. I only wish they could
see aunt Patty move when the rheumatiz is off - if she isn't
spry, I dont know.</p>
            <closer><salute>“Excuse all errors.
<lb/>
“Yours to serve,</salute>
<signed>“JOSEPH BATES.”</signed></closer>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <p>I detected a gentle, half-comical 
smile on Mr. Duncan's
mouth as he raised his splendid eyes to papa while delivering
Mr. Bates's letter; but he soon walked to the window, and
asked me some questions about the Cherokee rose-hedge, and other
objects in view, which were novelties to him. I felt instantly
that he was a gentleman, by the atmosphere of refinement
which was thrown over him, and I saw that papa
sympathized with me, as with graceful courtesy he welcomed
him to Roseland.</p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
        <pb id="gilm54" n="54"/>
        <div2 type="chapter ">
          <head>CHAPTER VII.
<lb/>
CHARLES DUNCAN. </head>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“A spirit urging onward and still on</l>
              <l>To some high, noble object to be won;</l>
              <l>And pressing still, through danger and distress,</l>
              <l>Regardless of them all,</l>
              <l>Till that high object, whatsoe'er it be,</l>
              <l>Friendship, or virtuous fame, our countries liberty,</l>
              <l>The improvement of our race, the happiness</l>
              <l>Of one poor individual,</l>
              <l>Or of unnumber'd thousands be attain'd.”</l>
              <signed>S. G. BULLFINCH.</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“And as a bird each fond 
endearment tries,</l>
              <l>To tempt its new-fledged offspring to the skies,</l>
              <l>He tried each art, reproved each dull delay,</l>
              <l>Allured to brighter worlds, and led the way.”</l>
              <signed>GOLDSMITH.</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <p>THERE is no moral object so beautiful to me as a
conscientious young man! I watch him as I do a star in the
heavens: clouds may be before him, but we know that his
light is behind them, and will beam again; the blaze of
others' prosperity may outshine him, but we know that,
though unseen, he illumines his true sphere. He resists
temptation not without a struggle, for that is not virtue, but
the does resist and conquer; he hears the sarcasm of the
profligate, and it stings him, for that is the trial of virtue,
but he heals the wound with his own pure touch; he heeds
not the watchword of fashion if it leads to sin; the atheist
who says, not only in his heart but with his lips, “There is
no God,” controls him not, for he sees the hand of a
creating God, and reverences it; of a preserving God, and
rejoices in it. Woman is sheltered by fond arms and guided
by loving counsel; old age is protected by its experience, and
manhood by its strength; but the young man stands amid the
temptations of the world like a self-balanced tower. Happy
he who seeks and gains the prop and shelter of
Christianity.</p>
          <pb id="gilm55" n="55"/>
          <p>Onward, then, conscientious youth! raise thy standard
and nerve thyself for <hi rend="italics">goodness</hi>. If God has given thee
intellectual power, awaken it in that cause; never let it be
said of thee, he helped to swell the tide of sin, by pouring
this influence into its channels. If thou art feeble in mental
strength, throw not that poor drop into a polluted current.
Awake, arise, young man! Assume the beautiful garments of
virtue! It is easy, fearfully easy to sin; it is difficult to be
pure and holy. Put on thy strength, then; let thy chivalry be
aroused against error - let <hi rend="italics">truth</hi> be the lady of thy love - 
defend her.</p>
          <p>A review of the character of Charles Duncan has led me
to this expression of feeling. I was thirteen years of age
when he arrived at Roseland, and became our teacher in
conjunction with Madame d'Anville. I ought to describe his
appearance. I wish I could. I can say that his form was the
perfection of manly symmetry; I can tell of his clear, dark,
intellectual eyes, where softness and vivacity seemed living
in friendly rivalry; I can paint the rich clustering hair
thrown away from his noble forehead, and that forehead
rising in its white mass like a tower of mind; I can give some
conception of the rich glow that coloured up a
complexion of such transparent hue, that it would have
seemed effeminate but for the strong character of his frame
and features, that glow, too fallacious, too burningly bright,
which spoke of a fire consuming the vase in which it was
kindled; but his voice it is impossible for me to describe. He
never spoke without silencing others, not by noise or
vehemence, but with a slow, musical emphasis, that went
straight to the heart; nor was the voice low or whispered;
but, without a tinge of vanity, it seemed to say, <hi rend="italics">I must be
heard</hi>.</p>
          <p>Why are not such individuals on thrones wielding
sceptres, or pouring out their talents before senates, or,
aided by wealth and power, lifted up to the high temples of
literature and science? Why must sickness and penury be
thrown over souls which God has made of his purest essence?
Thank Heaven, we know that this question will be well
answered when we see them in
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their white robes hymning strains the first and richest
among the heavenly choir!</p>
          <p>It was well for me that Charles Duncan instructed us.
<hi rend="italics">Madame</hi> was a conscientious teacher, but her conscience
only embraced externals. I practiced two hours daily my
musical tasks, and delighted my papa by addressing the
French consul, on a visit to Charleston, with a mixture of
pertness and bashfulness, in his native tongue. Papa was
satisfied if he paid round sums of money for my education,
and mamma was easy if my teachers seemed busy. Until
Duncan came, my mind was the only instrument exercised,
and that was swayed by earthly hands. True, my heart was
open, and many a kind breeze of nature swept over its
chords; but he tuned them both to harmony, and brought out
those tones which I liken us to angels, and yet fit us for the
world. His searching but frequent question was, Are you
acting from duty, from principle, as in the sight of God?</p>
          <p>Papa was at first opposed to the full cultivation of my
mind in the branches studied by my brothers. He laughed and
said, “The girl would consider herself more learned than her
father.”</p>
          <p>“Why should she not,” said Duncan, “if humility be so
wrought in her as to make her feel her own inferiority to the
true standard of mind? Fear not, Colonel Wilton!
Intellectual women are the most modest inquirers after
truth, and accomplished women often the most scrupulous
observers of social duty.”</p>
          <p>“Well, well,” answered papa, “only do not spoil her eyes
and shoulders, and let her be ready for my morning ride on
horseback, and you may teach her the remainder of the day.
By-the-way, Cornelia, are you never going to hold your
whip-hand steady; you jerk it like a cracker
<ref targOrder="U" id="ref12" n="12" target="note12">*</ref> woman! Your
head should be a little higher too, though it is pretty well.
The Wiltons are not often accused of that fault.” Then,
whistling to his dogs, he left me to my studies.</p>
          <p>Whatever may be the difficulty of parental instruction
<note id="note12" n="12" place="foot" anchored="yes" target="ref12">* 
Appellation given to the back country people, who use
long whips with their wagons, which they crack to stimulate
the team.</note>
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on a Southern plantation, none is experienced by the
judicious private teacher. Here is no copying of
others, no meretricious ambition from the struggle after
pre-eminence.</p>
          <p>“The native heart bursts through, and scorns disguise.”</p>
          <p>In these far woods, breathing space is given for the
young pulsations of the opening feelings. There may be the
danger of the aristocracy of solitude, but the little
irritations, the paltry rivalry of schools is unknown.</p>
          <p>It was not merely in hours of recitation that we were
taught; and I can recollect now, though then perhaps I did
not observe it, that my teacher associated every object with
some elevated motive. I never saw a mind so inwrought with
heaven, and yet he was sportive, and no laugh rang more
clearly than his, awakening the very echo in its joy. He
taught me to be a happy early riser, and pointed out to me
the glories of kindling morning; I gathered and dissected wild
flowers by his side; we watched the stars in their silent
courses together, until I could welcome each like familiar
eyes. Once I shrank from a storm, but he pointed out to
me God's hand issuing in love, not anger, from the
tempest, and I was calmed. He sang with me, taught me to
distinguish what was false in sentiment in my songs, and
by some poetical change brought a pure spirit into this
court of folly; he read to me, and the breathings of the
muse went down into my heart, calling up from unknown
depths new creations of sentiment; he selected tales of
romance, until I could discriminate between the fallacious
and the imitable. Even history in his hands was a medium of
pleasure; he never read to me the fatiguing details of war;
connecting events by interesting associations, and drawing
characters in strong contrasts, or singling them out like so
many pictures, he brought before me warriors and statesmen
in their respective eras, until they stood as living things in
my imagination.</p>
          <p>Unable to follow my brothers in their rambling
amusements, we were thrown constantly together, and the
whole aim of his being seemed to be to train me like
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some tender plant, and not only to shed sweet dews around
me, and keep every weed from my side, but to prop me
with truth, and preserve my upward tendencies unswerved.
With him I breathed the very atmosphere of piety; the
study of the character and words of the Saviour seemed like
sunshine to his soul - Cornelia, he said, drink deep at this
fountain, it is a well of life.</p>
          <p>Two years passed away with the customary change
between Springland and the plantation; Duncan was still
with us, and an addition was formed to our circle by the
daily visits of Lewis Barnwell, a youth of eighteen, and the
son of a neighbour. He had returned from college, for
private reasons, to pursue his studies at home previous to
graduating. He applied to Duncan for instruction, and thus
was an almost constant inmate of our residence.</p>
          <p>A change was gradually wrought. If I entered a pleasure-
boat, it was Lewis, not Duncan, who sat at my side; if I rode
with Duncan, Lewis was soon seen galloping through the
avenue, and, without any effort of mine, chatting of
everything at my elbow, while Duncan silently dropped
behind; every question apart from my studies, and every
expression of my thoughts which Duncan had been
accustomed to answer, seemed wrested away from him. At
table, Lewis anticipated every wish and motion as if it were
his <hi rend="italics">right</hi> to make me happy, and this 
was so gradual that <hi rend="italics">I</hi>
scarcely marked the difference. Had I been older I might
have noticed an abstraction of manner steal over my dear
tutor, with sometimes a deeper flush, and sometimes a
sudden paleness on his cheek; I should have observed him
precipitately retreating when Lewis and I jested over the
playful topics of youth, and as precipitately returning, to
notice without mingling in our mirth.</p>
          <p>One morning, however, my attention was effectually
drawn to him. As we were standing in the piazza after
breakfast, a servant came from the Elms, Mr. Barnwell's
residence, with a bunch of flowers, with Master Lewis's
compliments to Miss Cornelia. Duncan took them, looked a
moment at the collection; a contortion like one
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in deep suffering passed over his face; he turned deadly
pale, and sank on a seat, while the flowers dropped from his
hand. I hastened to him, and Richard brought me some
cologne water, with which I bathed his forehead. He bore it
for a moment, the same expression of suffering again passed
across his countenance, and he said with a stifled voice,
“Take away your hand, for God's sake, Miss Wilton!”</p>
          <p>Miss Wilton! Richard and I looked at each other with
surprise.</p>
          <p>“He is very ill,” said I, innocently, “call mamma” - 
but, with an effort, he recovered, saying he had been liable
to sudden faintness when at college, and he thought it was
returning upon him.</p>
          <p>“I fear, in my absence of mind,” continued he, “that I
spoke harshly to you, my dear Cornelia - shake hands with
me and forgive me.”</p>
          <p>I gave him my hand; and as it rested a moment in
his, I gazed on him with an affecting presentiment of evil
totally undefinable. Again a shade crossed his expressive
countenance, not so deep, but of the same character as
before; and sighing as if the very fount of feeling were
loosened, he resigned my hand.</p>
          <p>I took up the bouquet which had been neglected on the
floor. To a <hi rend="italics">forget-me-not</hi> was 
attached my name in Lewis's
handwriting. I glanced at Duncan, and blushed intensely,
while he regarded me with a penetrating gaze, from which I
gladly turned away. I hurried to my own apartment, and sat
and mused for some time with the flowers in my hand; and,
though without any fixed impressions, I separated the 
<hi rend="italics">forget-me-not</hi> from the bouquet, 
and placed it in my hair.</p>
          <p>How difficult is it for growing age to recall the emotions
of that period of life, when on a look, a word, a touch, may
rest the history of years! What a tale was told by that little
flower, how many feelings unfolded! Lewis joined us in our
evening stroll, and a bright glow lighted up his features as he
recognized the flower in my hair.</p>
          <p>The morning after this little development, which after
all, I scarcely understood or dwelt upon, Mr. Duncan
<pb id="gilm60" n="60"/>
was requested by papa to accompany me in my ride.</p>
          <p>“I have never showed you my magnolia,” said he;
“the warm spring has developed its blossoms unusually
early. If you will bear a slow ride among the bushes, we 
will visit it.” I assented; and preceded by Toney, a 
little crow-minder who was off duty, and who ran in
front to part the bushes, we commenced our excursion,
scattering the dewdrops at every step. I had entirely
forgotten the excitement of yesterday; and, as we walked
our horses, I poured forth all the thoughts of a happy
confiding heart, while Toney, who was often my attendant
on such excursions, began his task of gallantry, and
gathered flowers for my herbarium.</p>
          <p>After a ride of two miles we reached the magnolia.
Mr. Duncan had caused the brushwood to be cleared
from beneath it, and it stood alone, except that a vine had
clung (as they seem to do by magic in our woods) to
one of the outer branches, and, rising and descending 
again and again to an incredible distance, formed with
its intertwining arms a giant trunk. The magnolia, the 
queen of the Southern forest, stood with her large white
blossoms resting on her polished leaves, sending out afar
her delicious perfume.</p>
          <p>“I must have a blossom, Mr. Duncan,” said I, as we 
alighted, “to remember your tree by.”</p>
          <p>With one of his bright smiles he went to an opposite
branch where a flower seemed attainable, while I attempted
to draw down another which was above me with my whip. 
At this moment I heard Lewis's voice in a gay “good-morning;” 
and carelessly turning, at his salutation, while springing to gain 
the blossom, I fell with violence to the ground.</p>
          <p>My head had struck against a fallen tree, and I was 
insensible. In my first consciousness, I uttered the name
of Lewis. I perceived myself lying in the arms of some
one, who gave me a momentary but shivering pressure. I 
then felt myself gently placed in the arms of another. I
opened my eyes, Lewis was supporting me, and Mr.
Duncan, pale as a marble statue, leaned against the 
magnolia.</p>
          <pb id="gilm61" n="61"/>
          <p>“Is Mr. Duncan ill?” I said, as a breeze sweeping
across my brow gave me sudden consciousness.</p>
          <p>“He loves  you,” said Lewis, in an agitated whisper.
“He would willingly die for you. Which of us shall
<hi rend="italics">live</hi> for you, dearest?” - and, 
with a renewed recollection
of my danger, he pressed his hand on my forehead as if
to assure himself that life was there.</p>
          <p>Duncan looked on. It was in vain that he struggled
with his excited spirit; without uttering a word, he stood
until Lewis lifted me to my saddle, and then, heart-struck, 
alas! I saw it, I saw it, he turned towards home. </p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="chapter ">
          <head>CHAPTER VIII.
<lb/>
  CHARLES DUNCAN.</head>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“By solemn vision, 
and bright silver dream,</l>
              <l>His infancy was nurtured. Every sight</l>
              <l>And sound from the vast earth and ambient air,</l>
              <l>Sent to his heart its choicest impulses.</l>
              <l>The fountains of divine philosophy</l>
              <l>Fled not his thirsting lips, and all of great,</l>
              <l>Or good, or lovely, which the sacred past</l>
              <l>In truth or fable consecrates, he felt</l>
              <l>And knew - SHELLEY.</l>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <epigraph>
            <lg type="verse">
              <l>“He needs not glory's wreath</l>
              <l>To keep his memory from the blight of years.”</l>
              <signed>MRS. HALE</signed>
            </lg>
          </epigraph>
          <p>FROM the day of our visit to the magnolia, Mr.
Duncan's manners were marked by a series of respectful
attentions, and a nice deference to social forms. But while
devoted to every duty, he became a lonely rambler in the
woods, or secluded himself in his study, and a light was
visible in his apartment when the latest member of the
family retired. The bright spot on his cheek grew brighter,
his hands became thin, and we could see their blue veins as
they lay in langour at his side. At length a short restrained
cough followed every exertion; he clung to the balustrade in
ascending the steps, and
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looked with an eager eye to a resting-place after his walks,
which were daily more circumscribed. An enemy, which
perhaps answered sympathy would have longer lulled, was
roused, and consumption revelled through his frame.
Sometimes it was exhibited in deep and silent despondency;
sometimes his eye was illuminated with unnatural lustre; and
occasionally his fine intellect jarred with the breaking of his
corporeal powers.</p>
          <p>He began to speak of his childhood - of his home, of
the old elm that shaded the sloping hill at his father's door,
and to long for a draught of water from the well beneath its
shade. Then a deadly heaviness and debility came over his
frame, and light fancies floated on his mind. He talked of
the vessel that was to bear him away, and I was to be his
companion.</p>
          <p>“Cornelia and he,” he said, “would gaze on the
wide ocean together; he would show her God's power on the
deep - he would carry her to his native home, where the
wild flowers sprang up, and the birds were bright as here; his
father's hand should rest on her sunny curls, and he would
love the tenderness in her bright eyes - they would listen to
him in the old meeting-house, where the prayers were purer
and the hymns sweeter than aught in the wide world. He was
not rich, but what were riches to true love? Cornelia and he
could live together beneath his father's roof - the old man
would be kind to them, and his hearth was warm.”</p>
          <p>Then a change came over him, and he talked of fame.
“They shall hear me,” he exclaimed (and his thrilling voice
rang upon my ear, while his arm was stretched forward with
graceful energy). “Think you that strong thought can be
chained? You may restrain a torrent in its course, but mind
will on, on with its master impulse. You think me weak,
Cornelia” (for I was gazing with deep commiseration at his
panting chest); “but you know not what can be done by
<hi rend="italics">will</hi>. I will advocate truth - I 
<hi rend="italics">will</hi> crush error - I 
<hi rend="italics">will</hi> lift up
the feeble, and bring down the haughty, and to God shall be
the praise.”</p>
          <p>It was now that mamma's quiet virtues shone beyond the
glare of intellectual accomplishments. She attended
<pb id="gilm63" n="63"/>
him devotedly; prepared luxuries for his taste; watched his
looks with untiring but delicate assiduity; made every
arrangement for his contemplated voyage; and when I,
melted by unaffected distress, retreated to weep in silence,
she nursed him like the son of her bosom.</p>
          <p>Nature was still beautiful to him, and he held his hand
eagerly for the garden bouquet which was my daily gift;
while a smile (it lingers yet like a sunset glow on the
mountain height of memory), a grateful, gentle smile,
lighted up his features, as, with a few murmured words,
unheard by me, he bent his lips over the blossoms.</p>
          <p>Lewis was full of kind attentions, and Duncan received
him with a look of welcome; but we observed that it
increased the nervous wandering of his thoughts to see him.</p>
          <p>“Father knows the spot where I am to be buried,” he said
one day after an interview with him, “just beside my
mother's grave, where the barberry bushes rise over the
stone wall. The graveyard is large enough for us. Just beside
my mother - my mother - my mother,” he continued, in
almost a whisper - “what a small hand was this when she
pressed it for the last time - smaller than Cornelia's!” Then
h