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HOW IT WAS;
FOUR YEARS AMONG THE REBELS.
BY MRS. IRBY MORGAN,
Nashville, Tenn.
PRINTED FOR THE AUTHOR.
PUBLISHING HOUSE METHODIST EPISCOPAL CHURCH,
SOUTH.
BARBEE & SMITH, AGENTS, NASHVILLE, TENN.
1892.
Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1892,
BY MRS. IRBY MORGAN
In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington.
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DEDICATED
TO THE
CONFEDERATE SOLDIERS.
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INTRODUCTORY WORDS.
THIS book gives an inside view of things during the war by a
truthful, patriotic, great-hearted woman, whose keen observation and
kindly soul are reflected in its pages. It is refreshing, after the deluge
of dry official reports of campaigns and battles and the unhappy
contentions of so many surviving heroes as to where to locate the
glory of victory and the shame of defeat, to hear a woman's voice
telling the story of that awful time in her own way, which is very
straightforward, circumstantial, and realistic. I mean realistic not in
the nude and vulgar realism of a class of modern novels equally inane
and indecent, but realistic in the sense that events are narrated with
simple truthfulness. There is no partisan coloring or melodramatic
flourish. Mrs. Morgan tells what she saw and heard during those
"Four Years with the Rebels" in a colloquial style that suits the theme
and charms the reader.
Mrs. Morgan is a Southern woman, and the throb of her womanly
heart is in every line. The splendid courage of the soldiers of the
Confederacy finds part of its explanation in the intense devotion,
unfailing fortitude, and sublime self-sacrifice of the women of the
South. The sons and husbands of such women could not be cowards.
Even in a case in which cowardice might be in the blood or the
nerves, the inspiration of woman's sympathy and the traditions of a
people where courage is hereditary, and among whom true chivalry
yet lingers in this materialistic and sordid age, the constitutionally
timid were swept into the current and carried forward on the crest of
the fiery waves of war.
It is worthy of notice that Mrs. Morgan, writing more than a
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quarter of a century after the war, expresses no doubt of the
righteousness of the Southern cause. Whatever may be said of the
people of the South, and whatever may be the ultimate verdict of the
world, it is uttering nonsense to say that their hearts were not in the
struggle. Men do not die and women do not suffer, as the men and
women of the South died and suffered, for a cause that is not dear to
them. Had not the hearts of the men and women of the South been in
the cause, the Confederacy would have collapsed with its first serious
reverse. The leaders of the South did not drag the Southern people
into the war any more than did the leaders of the North drag the
Northern people into it. They had been drifting into its vortex for
two generations, and what had been long dreaded and foretold came in
1861.
Reconstruction has been effected, and reconciliation has been so
greatly advanced that hopeful patriots of all sections indulge the
expectation that the time is not far off when the last note of
sectional discord will be hushed, and the last sectional politician will
be buried deep with his face downward. But it may be said here, as it
has been said before, that if it is insisted that, as a condition of
perfect reconciliation, the Southern people shall acknowledge that
the boys in gray fought and died for a cause they believed to be wrong,
the trumpet of the last judgment will sound before they will make the
shameful concession. They were defeated, but they made a good fight
for what they believed to be a just cause. They died for their
convictions, and no Southern man or woman will seek to fix upon
their memories the blot of insincerity Neither will any true man or
woman of the North seek thus to smirch the memory of our dead
heroes. The women of the two sections who still mourn for their dead
who sleep where they fell may clasp hands in a sacrament of sorrow
and forgive on both sides, but they cannot forget.
Within the bounds of Mrs. Morgan's personal acquaintance in
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Nashville and elsewhere she is well esteemed as a lady of the highest
social respectability and Christian virtues. Beyond that circle is the
general public, to whom I commend these pages with these
"Introductory Words," with the belief that they will greatly enjoy
their perusal, and with the hope that, having yielded to the urgent
request of her family and friends in giving this book to the press, the
author may be rewarded by a large measure of success.
O. P. FITZGERALD.
March 4, 1892.
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HOW IT WAS.
CHAPTER I.
THE people of Nashville for weeks before the
fall of Fort Sumter were greatly excited, as the
whole country was watching and waiting coming
events. Fort Sumter fell; and no one can
describe the excitement but one who witnessed
it, and every one commenced planning and trying
to do something to aid the South.
Drums were beating, fifes playing, the boys coming
in troops to enlist for the war, and anxious fathers
and mothers could be met at every point.
All were earnest and anxious, as few had anticipated
the result of the wrangling the country had
had for years; and now war was upon us, and we
totally unprepared for it.
All the old guns and muskets to be found were
brought into requisition, and many consulted as to
how to use them, how they could be remodeled,
etc., and we of the South were in a dilemma what
to do; but we went on the presumption, "where
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there's a will there's a way," to get us out of difficulty,
and the result proved it.
Mr. V. K. Stevenson and others formed a company
to gather war materials, and my husband, Mr. Irby
Morgan, was selected by him to go to New Orleans,
Louisville, and other points to get sulphur and other
material for making caps.
Col. Samuel D. Morgan took great interest in the
cap factory, and it was a success, for in a short time
they were making thousands. Mr. Morgan brought
home two of the first perfect caps, and requested me
to keep them as souvenirs of the war. The caps that
were used at Manassas and Bull Run were made in
our cap factory of the material bought by my husband.
After this factory had proved a success, Mr. Morgan
and others were sent to hunt wool to make clothes for
our soldiers, and he went to Texas and other points and
bought four hundred and fifty thousand pounds and had
it shipped to Nashville, and from here he took it to
factories in Mississippi, Alabama, Georgia, and East
Tennessee to be made in Confederate gray. He went
to the factories and got the cloth, and the last he
procured Gen. Rody had to send an escort to guard the
wagons, and he delivered to the department in Atlanta
five hundred thousand yards of Confederate gray
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which he had had made at a cost of seventy-five cents
a yard, when it was selling in the market at five dollars
a yard. After he returned from Texas, then our work
began.
Col. Terry's gallant command from Texas came
through the marshes of Louisiana, in water and mud
almost waist deep, and most of them took severe colds,
and by the time they got to Nashville a number were
sick. To add to their troubles, the measles broke out
among them. Hospitals were hurriedly fitted up, and
they were soon crowded. The citizens were greatly
distressed, and the ladies went in troops to see them, to
take delicacies, and to do all to alleviate their
sufferings. Miss Jane Thomas, Mrs. Felicia Porter, and
many others were untiring in their attentions; but the
hospitals were so crowded and uncomfortable that a
number decided to take them to their homes and nurse
them. A great many were young, petted darlings at
home, and of course they were wretched. I took Capt.
Rice, a grand old man who lived on Trinity River on a
large farm; also Frank Roan, Capt. Hunter, and Frank
Kibbe, all four from Texas, and Levi Jones, of East
Tennessee. All were very ill with measles and terrible
coughs, and we sent for our family physician and did
all we could for them, sitting up and nursing for two
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months. I hired a nurse and got the boys from the
store to help sit up with them. Capt. Hunter was
delirious for two weeks, and Capt. Rice as ill as could
be to live, and we watched and waited as tenderly as
possible. After two months Capt. Hunter got strong
enough to join his command, so did Frank Roan and
Kibber; that left me with Levi Jones and Capt. Rice.
Dr. Atchison told me he thought Capt. Rice would die. I
was much distressed, for I had become greatly attached
to the old man. I went to him and said: "Captain, you
are very sick; I fear you will not get well." He said, with
a great deal of earnestness and quiet dignity: "Madam,
I am an old man. I have plenty at home, a large farm,
negroes, no wife nor children, and the boys were all
leaving, and I loved them and could not stand to see
them go without me, and I thought a country that had
done so much for me I ought to fight for it." I said: "My
dear old friend, you must try to think of a better land, to
which you are fast hastening. Look to God for help. We
have done all we can for you; now beg God to help you
to be ready to meet him." He said: "I have always been
charitable, have ever been kind to my negroes, and old
Master will deal kindly with me. I have no fears." And
just as the glorious sun rose the old man's
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spirit took its flight, I hope to a better world. We
buried him at Mt. Olivet.
All were gone now but Levi. He seemed delighted
with his surroundings; would come into my room and
would sit for hours with the children and myself and
tell me about his mother, sisters, and brothers, and
wish he was at home with them. He said he wished he
was at home so he could go to the singing school. He
was tired of the war. He reverted to the singing school
again and again, and said they made the prettiest music
he ever heard, indeed they were powerful singers.
One day I said I thought the fresh air would do him
good: "I will have the carriage ready, and I want you
to take a ride." He was delighted, and observed that he
thought it would do him "a power of good." As he
crossed the bridge he saw his first steamboat; and he
was charmed, and told me when he got home that he
thought "it was such a good idea, houses floatin' on
water, and a feller could fish all the way down." He
got to looking well and ate heartily, and I said "Levi, I
expect soon they will call on you to join your
command." He said: "Yes; I am looking any day to be
sent for, but I am powerful weak." He screwed up his
courage enough to appoint a time to join his regiment,
but when the fatal day arrived he came
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to my room with a handkerchief bound around his
jaws. I asked him what was the matter. He said his
tooth was killing him it was aching so bad. I got him
camphor, laudanum, and warm cloths to apply, and he
sat with his head bent down in his hands and rocked
and moaned and, as I thought, oblivious to all
surroundings; but all of a sudden he looked up with his
keen, black eyes, and said: "When I go home, I am
going to send you a barrel of apples and sweet taters."
I thanked him, and said he was very kind; and then he
would rock and moan again, seeming in great agony.
After being silent for some time, he raised his head
again and said: "Miss Morgan, California must be a
great country. Sweet taters grows thar an trees, and
weighs sixty pounds." I told him I thought it wonderful.
He was just nineteen, and could I have done so, I
would have sent him home to his mother to be happy.
After his toothache was cured he could find no other
excuse, so finally, with great reluctance, he joined his
command.
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CHAPTER II.
THE next startling event was the battle of Ball's
Bluff, in which Col. Erasmus Burt, brother-in-law of
Mr. Morgan, lost his life. He was Auditor of the State
of Mississippi, and raised a splendid regiment around
Jackson, sons of the best and most influential families,
and went to Virginia to the seat of action. They had a
terrific fight there, and Col. Burt killed Col. Baker, of
Oregon, and a whole regiment of Federals fired on
him, and as Col. Burt fell, mortally wounded, his
regiment yelled and charged like demons, killed and
drove into the Potomac two thousand seven hundred
men, and it was called at the time by the Federal
papers: "The Ball's Bluff Disaster." Col. Burt was
promoted for his bravery, but it came too late, as he
died the next day. This was early in the war, and a
company was detailed to escort his remains to
Jackson. He was beloved by all, for he was a brave
soldier and a Christian gentleman. He left a widow and
eight children with no protector, so Mr. Morgan moved
them to Alabama near relatives.
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One day it was announced that Gen. Beauregard
and Father Ryan would give a talk on the war, at
Masonic Hall, so we went to hear them. This was soon
after the battles of Bull Run and Manassas, and they
had a great deal that was encouraging to say. After
the lecture was over we went up to the platform and
were introduced to them, and expressed pleasure at
hearing them give so encouraging accounts of our
prospects. Gen. Beauregard spoke of the battles of
Manassas and Bull Run, and said the Federals were so
demoralized that if we had been prepared to pursue
them we could have gone to Washington and dictated
terms of peace. He asked my husband if he was
related to Gen. John T. Morgan, and he told him he
was his brother. He said we ought to be proud of him,
for at a critical time in the battle he, by his strategy,
helped to turn the tide in our favor. We told him that
Nashville had made the caps that fought those battles.
I never will forget Father Ryan's noble countenance,
so full of love and gentleness. He had long hair, a
handsome face, and every inch a man and poet, and
his love for our South land beamed forth in every look
and trembled in ever word he uttered.
They had been fighting at Fort Donelson for days,
and we would hear very distressing accounts from
them: our boys in water knee-deep, and such
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terrific fighting it was fearful to contemplate, and such
overwhelming numbers to contend with. But almost
every day we would hear of deeds of valor and
bravery, and we felt that our noble boys could not be
whipped. They were outnumbered and had to succumb,
and only those know, who went through these exciting
times, what the news of the fall of Fort Donelson
meant.
The next report was that the army was falling back
and would make a stand at Nashville. Some said they
would fight in Edgefield; others, that they would fall
back and fight on the other side of the river. By the
next morning the streets were filled with soldiers,
wagons, army stores, and artillery wagons being
prepared to send South, and the excitement was at
fever heat, and pandemonium seemed to reign.
The next news was from an old friend, Mrs. Stubbs,
who said Gen. Albert Sidney Johnston was at her
home; had come there to rest, and everything was
being done for his comfort. I prepared a waiter of
delicacies, and was soon on my way to her house.
When I arrived, she insisted on my seeing him, but I
said I wouldn't think of intruding. She took the waiter to
him, and in a little while came back with a message
from the general that he would like to see me. She took
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my arm, and almost before I knew it I was in Gen.
Johnston's presence. He expressed great regret at
having to fall back. I told him I hoped he would not
think it presumption, but I was anxious to know if he
intended making a stand at Nashville."My husband
intends to take us South if the army does fall back; but
if it is not proper to answer, don't hesitate to decline. I
am anxious to know, for we will have to make some
few prepara
before leaving home." He said:
"You had
better get ready and start in the morning." I looked at
that noble face and massive head, and saw sorrow and
care depicted there, and I have never forgotten him.
That careworn face is fresh in my memory. I have met
Mrs. Stubbs many times since the war, and she loved
to dwell on the time Gen. Johnston was at her house,
and she, as many others would have done, considered
it a great honor to entertain so brave a man. I went
home, and soon after saw Drs. McTyeire and
Summers, knowing they were as anxious as we to get
away with their families. But by night the rumor was
all over town that the army would make a stand, and
every one who could shoulder a musket must help to
defend Nashville to the last ditch. My husband thought
it best for us to go, and he would stay and fight if
necessary. So we started to
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Fayetteville. Before leaving, I called up my two faithful
servants, husband and wife, Henry and Martha Brown
by name, told them to take the keys, use wood, coal,
and contents of the larder, and take good care of the
house and everything in it; and faithfully they
performed their part. They buried my China, packed at
night my carpets to my mother in Nashville, carried my
furniture, piece at a time, to the houses of different
friends, and stayed as long as they were allowed. The
Federals wanted to make a hospital of the house, when
our friends, Mr. Dick White and family, moved in and
kept it for us till the close of the war. Martha and
Henry went to Washington with President Johnson's
family, Martha as maid in the "White House," and
Henry as a trusted servant; but he died a few months
after going there. I mention all this to show the fidelity
of the old servants. They had been with us many years,
and "Mammy Martha" was dearly beloved by us all. I
packed my trunk, took my nurse Ella, and children, and
my little son, ten years old, to drive the barouche, and
we started to old friends in Fayetteville, leaving Mr.
Morgan there to await coming developments. We
traveled with sad hearts, thinking of the dear ones left
behind who could not follow us.
Events soon showed that instead of making a
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stand the army was retreating, and the roads were
filled with every kind of vehicle of which the
imagination could conceive. Artillery wagons,
ambulances, furniture wagons, carts, and every kind of
conveyance to which a horse could be hitched. They
were driving, lashing, yelling, and galloping, and my
little children and myself in the midst of them. We got
to Murfreesboro after dark, but found that the army
had beaten us there and all the hotels were filled.
There we were in the crowded street, not knowing
where to go or what to do, when I heard my old
hackman's voice, Frank Eakin, for he had waited on
me in that capacity for many years whenever a hack
was needed. Never did a voice sound so sweet! for I
was much fatigued, and more worried in mind than
body. He ran up and said: "Is that you, Miss Julia?"
And I said: "Yes; what is left of me." He said: "I will
take you out to Miss Julia Eakin's [Miss Julia Spence,
now], and Miss Myra Eakin is there - just come all
the way from New York - got there this evening." So
I gladly followed Uncle Frank until we got to Mrs.
David Spence's house, and there received a hearty
welcome, and we all sat up till late that night,
bemoaning the fortunes of war. Early in the morning
old Frank had everything in readiness, trunks securely
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strapped, harness adjusted, etc., and many directions to
my son how to drive to prevent an accident. Then,
after Mrs. Spence had prepared us a sumptuous lunch,
we bade them good-bye, thanking God for having such
kind friends raised up to us in our hour of need.
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CHAPTER III.
WE rode on and on, and I thought our journey would
never end. The children would say they heard
cannonading, and I would imagine a thousand things
were happening, and Mr. Morgan among them, and I
felt wretchedly. Just as we rode into Shelbyville the
children exclaimed: "There comes papa, on a horse,
riding as fast as he can!" I strained my eyes to see,
but the dust was so bad that objects directly in front
could hardly be distinguished; but sure enough, their
keen eyes were not mistaken, for on he came at a
rapid gait to catch up with us, and we were all so
delighted we forgot how tired we were; and the
children's tongues let loose, and such a Babel of voices
you never heard, all trying to talk at once, telling our
hairbreadth escapes from being run over by so many
wagons. We spent the night in Shelbyville, and next
day started to Fayetteville to stay with an old friend,
Dr. Robert McKinney. Mr. Morgan went on to Atlanta
to attend to government business.
When we arrived at Fayetteville, we found a
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large portion of Johnston's army there, and they
continued to come for several days. We met at the
doctor's house Gen. John C. Breckinridge, an old friend
of the family; Gen. Forrest; Dr. Kelley (or rather Col.
David Kelley), then on Gen. Forrest's staff; and Gen.
Bowen and wife, of Gen. Price's army of Missouri.
We heard the fight at Fort Donelson discussed from
every point, and I came to the conclusion that our
soldiers had done enough to stop and not fire another
gun. I heard Gen. Forrest tell of the execution of our
sharpshooters, and after the battle he said he counted
sixty killed in one place, and called on Col. Kelley to
know if that was the number. He said their execution
was wonderful and fearful to contemplate, the number
killed was so great. Gen. Bowen was a splendid
specimen of manhood, and his wife was charming.
They spent a week at the doctor's, and we had a
pleasant time going to see the soldiers drill. Soon the
army left for Corinth and Shiloh. I learned that Gen.
Bowen was killed at Shiloh, and his wife returned to
Missouri.
Before Mr. Morgan left he gave me a box of gold
containing $12,000, and told me to take good care of it:
we might need it. I told Mrs. McKinney,
and we discussed the danger of keeping it in the
house, for we felt very anxious about it, as there
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were servants going in and out all the time. We
thought and planned as to the safest disposition that
could be made of it. There was a large rosebush
directly under the window of her bedroom; so we
decided to dig up the rose, divide it, and send a piece
of it to a neighbor who was anxious to have some of it,
and while the servant went to deliver the rose to our
friend we slipped the box in the hole and planted back
what was left of the rose, gave it a good pounding and
profuse watering, and it scarcely wilted, it was so well
managed.
We remained in Fayetteville six weeks, then Mr.
Morgan came and took us to Lookout Mountain to Mr.
Aldehoff's Seminary, where we boarded and sent the
children to school. Several Nashville girls were here at
the seminary. We had a delightful time roaming over
the mountains, for the scenery was magnificent; and
every afternoon I would take my children and a troop
of boys and girls - for both sexes attended the school -
and we would walk for miles, feasting our eyes on
the beautiful mountain azaleas, holly, and laurel, and
many lovely wild flowers which were rare to us, and
we would all go back with our hands and aprons full of
the sweet blooms. The air was so cool and bracing it
seemed we would never tire of these excursions. I
was so
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charmed with the beautiful flowers and shrubs, and so
confident we would whip the Yankees and get home
by fall or spring at the least, and acting on the
presumption, I got some of the mountain women to go
with me to select plants to take back to Nashville. I
walked, looked, and admired, and tied a piece of white
string on one, red and black on others, so I would
know them when I got ready to take them up. I
planned that I would take up enough native soil to
insure success when I removed them, and I was so
delighted with the idea of procuring so many novelties
I would walk for miles hunting them. But alas! the time
never came for them to be transplanted, for after that
too much of stern reality occurred to fill the heart and
mind, and made me forget the beautiful wild flowers.
In our strolls we would often come in contact with the
residents, and would have long chats with them. They
seemed well satisfied with their surroundings. Most of
them had been reared there, knew but little of the
outside world, and were contented and happy. I asked
them how they lived, as most of the men were in the
army; and they told me they dug calamus, ginseng, and
angelica, and gathered huckleberries, blackberries, and
dewberries, raised chickens and hogs, and they got on
finely. They were kind-hearted,
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polite, and credulous to a degree that astonished me,
and seemed ready to believe all the marvelous tales
that could be conceived of. I felt so sorry for them,
seeing how ignorant they were; and then I thought
they were happier than we were, with no aspirations in
life, and thankful for what they had.
One day the children came in and told me that Gen.
John H. Morgan's command had just come and were
encamped just down the hill; and in a day or two Gens.
John H. Morgan and Basil Duke, hearing we were
there, came up to see us. Mr. Aldehoff and wife
treated them so kindly that they were delighted with
their visit. Mrs. Aldehoff was a descendant of Gov.
Sevier, and a splendid woman, and her husband a most
enthusiastic Southerner.
The boys soon heard we were related to Gen.
Morgan, and they came in numbers to see us; and as I
had learned most of the patriotic war songs, I would
play, and the children and soldier boys would gather
around and would make the welkin ring with
"Dixie," "Bonny Blue Flag," "Maryland," "She
Comes, She Comes." She did not come, but, to judge
from the singing, we were very happy in the
anticipation. Among the boys was one named Hughes
Hopkins, a son of a Presbyterian minister, and the
brightest, jolliest fellow I ever met. He
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formed quite an attachment for the children, and would
come up nearly every day to see us. He was highly
educated, could quote poetry by the hour, and he was
so entertaining we all loved to hear him. One day he
was telling us some of his trials on the Potomac, and he
said that they were very hungry and had their skillets
frying bacon, and were waiting for it to get done when
the Federals opened fire on them, and a head of a
soldier was blown in their skillet and spoiled all their
sop. I told him it was horrible in him to speak so lightly
of death. He laughed and said that it was the evil of
war, and a fellow gets hardened and used to anything.
The time came for them to move, and he came to
say good-bye. He had a splendid form, straight as an
arrow, had a pleasant though homely face, and on one
cheek was a long scar. He extended his hand, and
said: "Good-bye, madam. You have been kind to me,
and I thank you, and if I never meet you again, for I
may be killed [I felt like crying, his voice was so
pathetic], have me decently buried, and please, ma'am,
furnish money to have masses said for my soul. I think
I will make a pretty corpse." I asked what his good
father would say to hear him talk so, and he gave a
hearty laugh, raised his hat, and bounded down
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the hill like a deer. That was the last I ever saw of
him. I do not know whether the poor fellow was killed
or not.
I was kept very busy with my children, for my
faithful nurse I brought with me was taken sick. She
was the only daughter of Peggy Lapsley, of Nashville.
Her mother came to me the morning I left home, and
asked me to take her South, as I could do a better part
by her than she could. She relieved me of a great deal
of care with my children, day and night. Ella was a
bright mulatto, very handsome and intelligent, and I felt
in my exile she was more than a servant to me. She
almost felt like one of my family, for they were
devoted to her, she was so tender and gentle to the
little ones. She grew worse day by day, and the
physician from Chattanooga pronounced her very ill,
and he feared I would have to lose her. She became so
nervous that the noise of the children worried her, and
I thought it best to have her moved to the house of a
poor white family who lived near the seminary, and for
a sum of money the mother and daughter promised to
devote all their time to her, wait on her faithfully, and
sit up with her. I prepared all her meals, had them sent
to her, and went every day and stayed with her as
much as possible, and would go after supper
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to see if she had every attention. The school
children and mountain woman, seeing our distress,
became greatly interested in her, and often after school
the children would gather flowers and take them to her.
And she was always so grateful. She lived six weeks,
and as she was growing weaker she said: "Miss Julia, I
want to ask a favor of you. I know I am going to die,
and I feel perfectly resigned, but I hate to leave you
and the children." I asked what favor it was she
wished, for I would do anything for her. She said:
"Please take all my little trinkets to my mother -
breastpin, locket, and some of my hair - and tell her to
meet me in heaven." I promised to do all she asked, and
wanted to know if that was all. She said: "No, there is
one thing more. Miss Julia, I hate to ask you, but I want
you to shroud me. I don't want strangers to do it." I told
her I would do anything for her, as she had been
faithful and true to me and mine, and that I would stay
by her till the end. She died two days later, and I got a
nice coffin and shroud and laid her out tenderly, and as
she was lowered in the grave I felt that one of my best
friends had left me. We had her buried on the mountain,
and the school children came in a procession and
covered her grave with flowers. We had a fence built
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around her grave, and as long as we stayed there her
grave was bright with fresh flowers. When I got back
to Nashville, I sent for her mother to deliver Ella's
treasures to her, but learned that she too had passed to
her eternal home, dying near the same time her child
did. I go through all this detail to show the devotion of
Southerners to their slaves.
The children were anxious to see the sun rise on the
mountain, for we had heard what a magnificent sight it
was, so we got up quite a party and started early, and
we were repaid, for a more glorious sight was never
beheld. We were so high above the surrounding
country that we appeared, in the dreamy, misty
morning, as if we were in fairyland, with the floating,
feathery clouds around us. After the sun threw his light
in all directions the fleecy clouds began to dispel and
the grand old Tennessee appeared like a silver band
winding its course placidly along, and cars looked like
tiny carriages. As I looked on this grand river I felt like
shouting and praising God and saying, "Thou, O Lord,
art worthy to receive glory and honor," for such
magnificence in scenery I never beheld. We had been
on the mountain six months, and had spent the time
very pleasantly. We had made many friends among the
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boys and girls, who were from the best families of East
Tennessee and different sections of the country. But
the time came for us to leave, as the Federals were
thundering their artillery all around Chattanooga, and
the reverberations on the mountains were terrific.
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CHAPTER IV.
MR. MORGAN came up to Chattanooga and
carried us down to Marietta, Ga., and procured board
at the Kennesaw Hotel, and sent to Alabama for his
old father and sister and family, consisting of Mrs. Col.
Burt and six children. Her two oldest sons had gone
into the army. He got a farm close to town, bought
three negro boys for her, and had his old father to
manage the place. We brought her two daughters in
town to go to school with our girls, and they all started
to Mr. Benedict, an Episcopal minister, who had a fine
school in Marietta. My husband had finished his
government business and had joined the army, going
with his brother's command, Gen. John T. Morgan's,
the Fifty-first Alabama Regiment, as a private. Gen.
Clemens and Hon. George W. Jones, two old friends,
came to me and told me that it was a shame for Mr.
Morgan to go, as he was over forty-five; he could be
so much more useful at other points, as good business
men were badly needed, and he could do more for the
cause by staying in Atlanta than by enlisting as a
private.
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They and other friends wrote to Richmond to his
brother-in-law, Judge William P. Chilton, Member of
Congress, and Meredith P. Gentry, to state the case;
and the next mail brought back a commission as
quartermaster of a division, with headquarters at
Atlanta. I was delighted, and sent it to him; but it was
returned posthaste to Richmond, he declining to accept
it.
I was at a crowded hotel, but I got Mr. White, the
proprietor, to give me a private table in the dining room
for my family and a few friends, among them Mary
Gentry, daughter of Meredith P. Gentry, Mr. Fred
Shepherd, of Nashville, and Mr. Sandy Shepherd, from
Memphis. The latter gentleman was there looking after
the interest of his bank. We sent to Charleston and
bought a sack of Java, and I got my nurse, Nancy, to
make us good coffee on my stove in my room. We
fared better than most of them at the hotel tables, for
they had parched wheat and rye for coffee; and old
friends coming and going soon learned where to get a
cup of pure coffee, and Nancy was often kept busy to
supply the demand. Judge Caruthers, Judge
Marchbanks, Gov. Neil S. Brown, my old teacher, Dr.
C. D. Elliot, and many others got their cup as long as it
lasted. Dr. Elliot would say: "Julia, my child, I am
going up to the front
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to look after the boys, and must have my coffee to
take with me; my supply is out." His knapsack was
always filled for him, and he would go off with a glad
heart to try and comfort the soldier boys. He was as
much devoted to them as he was to his old Nashville
Academy pupils, and that was saying a great deal, for
he had been a faithful teacher and friend to hundreds
of girls scattered all over the South.
Nancy was my courier, always on the alert to get
startling news. After the battle of Murfreesboro she
came up early one morning and told me the house was
filled with wounded soldiers. Their destiny was Atlanta,
as they had hospitals there and none at Marietta at that
time. The poor fellows had heard that a great many
Nashville refugees were there, and as the train stopped
they slipped off in the dark and came to the hotel and
sent word to us that they wanted to see the Nashville
ladies; but just at the time most of them had left. I got
up though, and as soon as I dressed I went down to see
them. I went from room to room, and found twenty-
seven poor fellows - some terribly wounded - shot in
the legs and arms, and one had his eye put out.
Different parts of the brave boys' bodies felt the
effects of the Yankee bullets. I went in one room, and
found Dr. Lowe, from
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Shelby County, shot through the eye, the ball coming out
of the back of his neck, and it was strange that it did not
kill him. His hair was very long, all bloody, and dried to
his face, and all caked with blood around his eye, or the
socket, as the eye was gone. I felt sick at heart, but
went to work with my nurse to assist me. I had warm
water brought, and with a soft cloth bathed the bloody
hair until I could remove it from the wounded part, got a
pair of scissors, and soon made the poor fellow more
comfortable by cutting off his long, matted hair, and a
more grateful man I never saw. He was in a fearful
condition, but as I looked at the poor, sightless eye and
pleased face I felt repaid for my efforts; and he told me
he felt more comfortable and so thankful to me. I did
not take time to hunt help, but went from room to room.
The wounded men were all dirty, hungry, and bloody.
My heart would give a big bound as I looked eagerly
into each face, thinking maybe some of our Nashville
boys were among them. I found Capt. Jackson, from
the Hermitage, Capt. Lynn and Mr. Herran, from near
Memphis, and others, whose names, after the lapse of
so many years, I have forgotten, but all in the same
condition: dirty, bloody, and hungry. As fare was high at
the hotel, and most of the poor fellows were without
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money, I sent Nancy out, bought light bread, butter,
and eggs, and had strong coffee made in my room, and
we went to work cooking, and in a little while had
enough prepared for them to eat to satiety. The next
thing to be done was to get them some clothes. I
started and hunted up all the Nashville ladies at the
other hotel, and those boarding in town, and also called
on the ladies of Marietta to help us. I had a hundred
yards of pressed flannel my husband had bought to use
in case of an emergency, as goods were getting very
scarce; but when such scenes of distress were brought
to me, my first impulse was to help relieve, so I got the
ladies together and we cut out and made up as long as
the cloth held out, and what I lacked others furnished.
Hurrying and sewing for several days, we got all
supplied with flannel shirts, drawers, and undershirts,
and as "cleanliness is next to godliness," they felt
nearer heaven in clean beds, and new underclothes,
and good women around them ministering to their
wants, than they had in some time before. In the
meantime we sent for Drs. Steward and Setz, and they
did all they could for their comfort. Mr. White, the
proprietor, came to me and said: "I am a poor man and
am not able to feed them, but will let them stay until
places can be provided for
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them." I told him I would see to their being fed, and I
did; and had them well fed, too. I put on my bonnet and
started out to hunt homes in private families for them,
and I had good success. Mrs. Gen. Hansel took four;
Mrs. Col. Atkinson, four; Mrs. Brumby, three; Mrs.
Dennead, three; and so on until all had comfortable
homes provided, and I felt happy to know that they
would be so well cared for. Most of the ladies sent
their carriages for them, and they went with thankful
hearts. As they were the first wounded soldiers who
had stopped in Marietta, they all fared sumptuously, and
Dr. Setz and dear old Dr. Steward visited them
regularly and did all in their power to alleviate their
sufferings. Some of the boys were extremely ill from
their wounds, as erysipelas set in. I got a home for two
country boys who were badly wounded, with an old
lady and gentleman who had no children. Two days
after, the old lady sent for me to come to see her on
important business. I hurried down, called for her, and
she said: "You must move those boys from my house, I
can't stand them." I asked what on the earth was the
matter. She told me her place and all she had was
about to walk off with, as the soldiers called them,
"graybacks." The neat housekeep
was in
despair.
Allusion to these pests is not very
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delicate, but they were common in the army, where so
many were crowded together they could not help
getting them on their clothing. It made no difference
how neat and cleanly they were, they were all in the
same category, liable to the "pests." I said: "Please
don't move them; one has high fever now and is
delirious, and the other is too sick to be disturbed." I got
some one to help her clean her house; then sent for a
negro barber and told him I would pay him well if he
would help me. He asked me what I wanted done, and
told him to get a large kettle, heat water, then get a
big tub, soap, and towel. He got every thing in
readiness and attempted to take one of the soldier's
clothes off, and I was waiting to hear the result. The
negro came out puffing and blowing, and said: "I can't
do anything with him. He fit me and scratched, and
tried to bite me." I told him that was a small matter,
not to give up, but to go and hire a strong man to help
him, for I told him it must be done. He went off for
assistance, and in a little while was back with help.
After waiting quite a time, and hearing a big fuss in the
room, he came out and said: "Missus, I done soap him
and scrub him good, and now he is done dress up nice."
I thanked him and told him to go through the same
process with the other one. He did so, and had
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no trouble with him. He came and told me he had
finished them both, and I then directed him to cut their
hair. This was accomplished, and he sent for me to
come in and see how well he had done his work.
Strange to say, the delirium was relieved, fever cooled,
and they began to improve from that bath. The next
thing was to look after their clothing. They each had a
suit of Confederate gray, and as clothes were so
scarce and hard to get, I could not think of throwing
them away. I had them all taken out in the yard and
told the barber to go right off and get an old darky to
come and wash them. He soon brought an old woman,
and, for a stipulated price, she undertook the job. She
looked at the clothes, and said: "Missus, dem's
powerful 'ceitful t'ings, dey hides in ebery seam and
crack. You has to bile dem all day and all night, and
den dey ain't dead." I told her to "bile 'em all day and
all night," just so she got them clean. "But, missus, dat
ain't all; you has to get the hottest flatiron, and iron in
all de seams." I told her I would leave it with her, just
so she got them all right, and she worked over them
faithfully until they were clean and nice, and hung up
for future use.
I went down the next day, and the boys looked like
new men, and the old lady was bright and
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cheerful, and I felt happy at my success. Some of the
women of the present day may think it would have
been more suitable for men to attend to these things.
But where were our men? Most of them were
tramping through mud and dirt, rain and cold fighting
battles, many lying on the cold ground wounded, and
others passed to "that bourn whence no traveler
returns." No, when duty led the Southern women, we
did not stop to consider if the thing necessary to be
done was elegant or delicate, but could we do ought to
alleviate suffering, and cool a parching brow, or make
a bed softer to the maimed and shattered limbs of our
dear ones. Many of them had loving kindred thinking
and praying for darling husbands, brothers, and sons. I
thought I had my country charges all settled and happy,
but in a few days I was sent for to come as quickly as
I could: they wanted to see me. I went down and was
received at the door by the old lady. She was very
kind, and told me her boys were doing finely, but were
somewhat nervous. I walked in and asked if they
wished to see me about anything important. They said
"Yes," in a low, confidential way, and continued, "I
believe the old lady wants to kill us, as she has a loom
in the next room, right against the partition at the head
of our bed, and she has been
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weaving for two days, and late last night, and says she
has a good deal more to do before she finishes her
cloth." I told them I would make it all right; I knew the
old lady was good and kind, and I knew too she didn't
mean to annoy them. They said: "Yes, she is good to
us; gives us plenty that is nice to eat, and talks kindly to
us, but that rattle, rattle, rattle [said in a wail] will kill
us; we can't stand it." I had a talk with the old lady, and
she promised to postpone the weaving, and seemed
sorry that she had annoyed them. They stayed with her
until they were well enough to join their regiments.
Two days before they left the servant came in and
announced two soldiers in the parlor; said they wanted
to see me, and I immediately went in. They looked
neat, fresh, and cheerful in their suits of gray that the
old regress had "biled all day and all night," and to my
astonishment, each one had a fiddle under his arm.
They said they were going away and thought they
would play some for the children and myself; said they
were considered "powerful good players" at home. I
thanked them for their thoughtfulness, called the
children in, then they tuned and tuned, and finally
started off on some jigs, and they played all the country
breakdowns you ever heard. The more and louder they
played, the
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more numerous became their audience. The children
and servants in the hotel came in numbers, until they
had a crowd of attentive listeners. As the excitement
increased, the louder they played, until they seemed in
perfect ecstacy. After they had played all they knew,
we all thanked them, bade them good-bye, and it was
the last I ever saw or heard of them. On shaking their
hands in farewell I felt touched, for the poor fellows
had paid what they conceived to be the greatest
compliment in life: given me the benefit of what they
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CHAPTER V.
CAPT. JACKSON'S wound proved more serious than
we thought it would at first. Col. and Mrs. Atkinson
and Miss Annie were as kind and attentive as possible,
and tried in every way to alleviate his sufferings.
Erysipelas set in, and he had raging fevers and was
delirious. I went to see him as often as possible, and I
feared he would die; but by faithful nursing he began
to show signs of recovery, and after some time he was
well enough to ride, and Miss Annie would bring him in
her carriage to see me, and soon rumor had it that
when the captain left he would leave his heart in
Marietta.
Mrs. Gen. Hansel had Dr. Lowe and Mr. Herron
from Shelby County, Tenn. I mention these three
particularly, for they all had erysipelas, raging fevers,
and this in connection with their bad wounds gave us
much anxiety for their recovery; but the beautiful
surroundings of Mrs. Hansel's home, and kind
treatment, soon had them on the road to health.
Capt. Lynn, of Tennessee, was badly wounded
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He came hobbling in one morning on crutches, and
told me his leg was in a terrible condition, and he feared
amputation would be necessary. He said he hated to
ask me, but he would be so thankful if I would take off
the bandage and see what I thought of it. The doctors
then were scarce and in great demand all the time. He
was wounded just below the knee on the underside of
the leg. I got my servant to get me some hot water,
Castile soap, and some old linen rags, removed the
bandage, and found the place in a frightful condition.
His leg was swollen large enough for two, and the
cloths had dried and hardened on it until I wondered
how he endured it at all. I washed it carefully,
saturating the soft linen with some soothing solution the
doctor had given him. After the bandage was
readjusted he felt much relieved, and I told him to come
to me every day and I would dress it for him. He was
very grateful, and after the close of the war I got a
letter of thanks from him saying I saved his leg. I think
that a mistake, but I certainly made him feel more
comfortable. By the most tender care of the ladies of
Marietta, and the best medical skill, they all got well and
rejoined their regiments. Marietta, up to that time, had
known but little of the horrors of war; so the first
wounded soldiers they nursed gave
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them a little insight in it. Soon after this hospitals were
established there. Then the work commenced in
earnest. We had at this time quite a colony of
Nashvillians: Dr. A. L. P. Green, wife and daughter,
Mr. Matt McClung and wife, Miss Patty Anderson,
Mr. Ike Lytton and family, Mr. Jess Thomas and
family, Mr. Tom Marshall and wife, Mrs. Avent, Miss
Bettie Childress and her sister, Miss Ann Patterson,
Miss Frank Anderson, Gen. Clemmons, Hon. George
W. Jones, Mr. Sandy Shepherd, Mr. Fred Shepherd,
and many others too numerous to mention, and all great
workers. Some one or other of them were always
finding objects of distress, and their necessities were
always supplied.
Col. John. Overton was there and was as bighearted
then as he is now, running up to the army and then
back again, speaking words of comfort to the boys at
the front and the poor wounded ones in the rear. But
enough. I could fill a volume with acts of heroism and
devotion to our Confederacy. To sum it all up, we had
our hearts and hands full. At this time most of the
Nashville ladies were at the two hotels. At the
Kennesaw House, where we boarded, the saintly Mrs.
A. L. P. Green would appoint one day in each week
for fasting and prayer for our beloved cause, and we
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would try to say "thy will be done," but am afraid we
had a mental reservation, "but let us whip the
Yankees." Now the sick and wounded came in
numbers, and we were all kept busy trying to minister
to their necessities and to the alleviation of their pains.
In a short time the town became so crowded many of
the Nashville people moved to other points. That left us
almost alone at the hotel. Mr. and Mrs. White, the
proprietors, were very kind to us, and helped in many
ways in caring for the sick and wounded soldiers. The
house was full of strangers, coming and going all the
time. A family stopped there for awhile that interested
me very much. It consisted of Gov. Baylor, of Arizona;
Col. Baylor, his brother, our former Minister to
Austria; and the Governor's and colonel's brother and
sister, Eugene and Fanny Courtney Baylor. Gov. and
Col. Baylor were delightful company, and Fanny and
Eugene splendid musicians, and every night Mary
Gentry and myself got them to play for us. Fanny sung
the Scotch songs with much pathos, and some of
Eugene's compositions were wonderful. He was only
twenty years old, but was wonderfully gifted in music.
My girls got him to teach them many pieces of his own
composition. I did not think then that these friends we
were making would
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in after years make a name for themselves, for they
were so modest and unassuming; but Eugene has lived
to be a great composer of music, and Fanny an
authoress of considerable note.
On two occasions trains of soldiers came down the
road, and we learned that on account of some
accidents they had nothing to eat in twenty-four hours.
We were all greatly excited, and I went around from
one boarder to another and got their consent to give up
their breakfast and let the soldiers have it. I told Mr.
White, the landlord, our decision, and he agreed to it. I
dispatched my nurse to make coffee, and in a little
while big and little, white and black were carrying
dishes out to the train to feed the soldiers. We took
everything in the eating line we could lay our hands on,
and as fast as one pot of coffee was emptied I would
send for another. It was a long train, and it took a good
deal to satisfy the famished occupants. Soon the news
got out in town, and a rumor to the effect that there
was a trainful of starving soldiers was circulated, and
here they came, women and children running, with their
faces red from excitement - some with provisions,
others directing servants with large waiters, baskets,
bundles, and any way it could be brought in a hurry.
The soldiers ate like they were starved; and when the
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whistle blew, such scrambling and grabbing as there
was to take what was left with them.
All were bountifully fed and were happy, and with
many thanks and loud cheers they were gone; but still
tired and almost breathless women continued to come
with their donations, and were much disappointed when
they found the train had moved off. This was a
memorable day in Marietta, but we felt well repaid in
going without our breakfast to see the enjoyment
depicted in the faces of our soldier boys. In a short time
gamblers and rough characters began to come in such
numbers that it made it disagreeable for us, but Mr.
Morgan was in the army and I thought I would try to
stand it, as I was anxious to keep as near the front as
possible. Almost every day there were disturbances
among these characters, and it made me very watchful.
One night I sent my little son to see if supper was
ready. The dining room was next to the office, and as
he was a favorite in the house, some one called him in
the office to speak to him; and this time it happened to
be the marshal from Atlanta, and he took him in his lap
and was talking to him when a gambler, who supposed
he had come up to arrest him, fired on the marshal,
killing him, the ball going just above my son's head, and
as the marshal fell Bob rolled over on
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the floor. You can imagine my feeling when some one
came up and told me. I was almost frantic, and ran
downstairs, but met one of my friends leading Bob to
my room. He was as white as a sheet and frightened
almost to death. Mr. Fred Shepherd begged me to let
him take the children and myself and go to the other
hotel, but I told him I would go in my room, lock the
door, and not let any one in. I thanked God for
preserving my child's life, for it was a narrow escape. I
got my nurse and children in my room and locked the
door and awaited results with fear and trembling, for
we heard that a mob was after the gambler and
intended to hang him. And such an uproar in the streets
and hotel was fearful. I waited an hour listening to
every sound, almost afraid to breathe. In a short time I
heard screams and the sound came nearer and nearer,
and some one commenced shaking my door as if they
would break it down. I said: "Who is there?" Mrs.
White, the proprietor's wife, said: "It is I. For God's
sake come down, Mrs. Morgan. They have cut Mr.
White all to pieces, and I can't get any one to come and
help me." The children were attached to Mr. White,
who was kind to them and would often assist them in
their lessons, as he was a fine mathematician. So I
asked them if they would be afraid
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for me to leave them, and they all said no - to go and
help Mr. White and they would stay with Nancy, the
nurse, who promised me faithfully not to open the door
at all. So I started, but in the meantime Mrs. White had
gone back to her husband, and with a prayer for help
and protection I ran down the hall and one pair of steps,
then another hall until I got to her door, and I said,
"Open quickly;" for I was so badly frightened I could
hardly stand on my feet. We were soon in the room
and the door again locked. The doctor had been sent
for, but could not be found, and I told Mrs. White that
something must be done or he would bleed to death.
We sent the servant to the drug store, got sticking
plaster, and washed off the blood to see where he was
cut and found five wounds, and as she would wipe off
the blood I would draw the wounds together with
sticking plaster. In the morning the doctor came,
examined him, and found the wounds were not
dangerous, and said we had done what was necessary.
He got well in a few weeks, but his face was badly
scarred, and as long as we stayed at the hotel they did
all they could for our comfort, for they felt grateful for
my help in their hour of need.
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CHAPTER VI.
A FEW weeks after that I was sitting in my room and a
gentleman was announced. I looked up, and who should
I see but Capt. St. Clair Morgan? I said: "My old boy, I
am so glad to see you, where did you come from?" He
said: "I came down from the front to get my boys some
shoes; they are almost barefooted." We had a long talk.
He said he believed his company was the bravest one in
the whole army. He had raised a company of Irish in
Nashville, and it did his heart good to see the devotion
of these men to him. He said he believed any one of
them would die for him. After talking for some time, he
bade me good-bye; said he had to hurry to accomplish
his business. The next morning I took the children, as it
was my custom, on the front porch to see the cars pass.
I saw St. Clair on the train loaded down with shoes. He
had strings around his neck and on his arms, and he
looked like a bundle of shoes. He was remarkably
handsome, and in the strength of his young manhood he
was a pleasant picture to look upon. He said in a
stentorian
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voice, "Cousin, I got my shoes for my boys;" and
waving a farewell, he was soon lost to view. It was the
last time I ever saw him. By this time there were more
fights, and the wounded came down in numbers. I went
to the hospitals almost every day, always fearing I
would find some of our Nashville boys among the
wounded. The ladies of Marietta, and we "refugees,"
as we were called, did all in our power for the poor
boys. I went to the hospital one day to take some
delicacies, and as I passed in I was attracted by what I
thought the handsomest face I had ever seen. I stopped
and spoke to its owner. He looked fresh and ruddy and
so young. He had beautiful, laughing brown eyes, and
to look at him one would think he was in perfect health.
He tried to be cheerful and bright, and seemed anxious
to talk. I asked him where he was wounded, and he
answered: "Shot through the knee, and the doctor says
he fears he will have to amputate my leg; and," he
continued, "if they do cut it off, it will almost kill mother
and father." I asked him where they lived, and he said
in Mississippi. He told me in the conversation that he
was an only child; was just twenty-three, and before he
enlisted he had entered on the practice of law, after
having received an education at Harvard or Yale - I
have forgotten which - and said his
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name was Lieut. Nelson. I learned enough to know he
was a mother's darling. I stayed with him sometime and
felt loath to leave him, but told him I would come again
soon. He said: "Please come: I feel so lonely and
wretched." I felt anxious about him and went back early
in the morning: and saw from his face that he had
suffered greatly in the night. He told me they had
decided to amputate his leg at 12 o'clock that day. I
could hardly keep the tears back to see the look of
despair on his face when he told me he was afraid he
would die, and seemed always to be thinking of the
agony it would give his beloved parents, and said:
"What will they do without me!" He seemed deeply
affected, and I tried to speak words of comfort to him,
but I felt faint at heart. I went home, and waited until 4
o'clock, that beautiful face haunting me every moment.
I put on my bonnet and hurried to see him, and found
the operation had been performed. And O, such a
change! He looked haggard and pale, his pulse beating
rapidly and breathing with difficulty. He knew me,
pressed my hand and held it for some time. I tried in
every way to make him feel that he was not alone; that
a sympathetic friend was by his side, and he seemed
much gratified. I told him to look to God for help; that
he alone could save. He
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listened eagerly, and when I had finished said: "Amen."
And in a few minutes he lost consciousness, and I saw
he was sinking rapidly. I thought of that poor father
and mother so far away, who would never look on the
face of their beautiful soldier boy again, and my heart
went out in loving sympathy to her as only a mother's
heart can. I stayed as long as I could with him, and
went weeping home. He died at 8 o'clock that night,
and the next day he was gently lowered in a soldier's
grave, where he will rest until the trumpet shall shall
sound at that great and final day. After that many sad
scenes were witnessed among the sick and wounded. I
read every day in the Chattanooga Rebel the list of
killed and wounded, and trembled as I did so, fearing
some one dear to us would be among them.
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CHAPTER VII.
I CORRESPONDED with friends and relatives,
constantly hoping to have news from dear ones
exposed to danger. One day I received a letter from
Richmond, Va., from Mary Valentine, a cousin of
mine, telling me that my nephew, Felix Hicks, was with
her and was quite a hero, as he had been in a Northern
prison for some time. He, with many others, had been
captured in one of the battles - I forget which one, for
I write from memory - and had been in close
confinement, so when an exchange of prisoners was
proposed there was great rejoicing. After our boys had
boarded a vessel and started to meet the prisoners to
be exchanged they found out there was some trouble
at Washington about it and no more exchanges would
be made then. The boys were turned back to wait
results. They were furious, and went to work to make
plans for escape. It was agreed that at a given signal
they were to seize the guards, disarm and secure them,
and make the pilot and engineer do the rest. There
were quite a number of prisoners on board. They
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succeeded in their plans, and by threats and
intimidations made the pilot and engineer take them
near Norfolk and land them.
They made their way to the swamps and stayed
there two or three days, living on anything they could
beg or find to eat. The Federals heard of their escape,
and shelled the woods in every direction. After staying
together for several days, they thought it best to
separate and try to make their way back to the army.
So they started, each one looking out for himself. Felix
traveled at night until he thought it safe to appear in
daylight. He made his way to Richmond, and when he
got to Mr. Valentine's he was ragged, dirty, foot-sore,
and nearly exhausted. The girls took him in hand and
soon had him provided with new clothes and kept him
until he was able to travel. He then started to Marietta
to see us and stay a little while before rejoining his
command. We felt proud of our beardless boy, and
enjoyed every minute of his stay with us. The young
people all had merry times together. Felix had a fine
voice, and he regaled us with many beautiful songs,
some he learned in prison. But the sad time came when
he had to leave us and return to his regiment, which
was then in Mississippi. The next day Col. Randle
McGavock came to say
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good-bye. He looked so bright and hopeful and every
inch a soldier. He too went to Mississippi. Several
weeks after this I received a letter from Felix, saying:
"After a few more fights Gen. Forrest says that he will
give me a furlough of ten days, and I will come to see
you all. I can hardly wait, but must exercise patience."
We looked anxiously forward to the time when we
would see him again. It seemed almost like one of my
children coming, and in our exile we felt that these
bonds of affection were strengthened. But instead of
the visit I received a letter from Capt. Matt Pilcher
saying: "Felix was killed today, gallantly fighting for his
country. A braver boy I never saw. How my heart
goes out to his father and mother, for he was their idol!
We are paying dearly for our liberty in giving up so
many noble boys."
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CHAPTER VIII.
THE next sad news was that Col. Randle McGavock
was killed, valiantly fighting near Raymond, Miss.; also
Capt. Tom Cooke. My heart sunk in gloom, and I
asked God for help in these dark hours. These were
trying times, and I hope never to see the like again.
News came that preparations were being made to
fight at Chickamauga. I knew most of the Calvary
would be there. Gen. John T. Morgan's command and
Wheeler's Division had already gone up. My husband
was with the cavalry in his brother's command, and I
felt miserable. The battle was fought, and such
slaughter and carnage was fearful to relate. Both sides
suffered terribly. I scarcely ate or slept, and the
suspense was maddening. The intelligence came that
Capt. Jackson was killed. We felt this loss deeply, for
we were greatly attached to him. He had won our
hearts by his gentlemanly bearing, and he was so
handsome and brave. His brother, Col. Jackson, was at
Marietta on parole, having been captured at Vicksburg
when that place surrendered. He
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and many others were waiting to be exchanged, and
were in camp near Marietta. Col. Atkinson and himself
went up to get the captain's remains to bury in Marietta.
After hunting over the field, they found the poor fellow
lying on a blanket with straw under his head; badly
wounded, but still alive. They took him to Ringgold; but
he was exhausted from loss of blood, and they had no
time to attend to his wounds. He never rallied, but died
in a few hours after getting him there. They brought his
body to Marietta and buried him. Since the close of the
war his remains have been removed to Nashville, and
now rest at the "Hermitage," near Gen. Andrew
Jackson's tomb. The next day my nurse came up and
said a wounded soldier was in the parlor on a cot, and
wanted to see me. I wondered who it was, and hurried
down, and found Gen. Gregg, of Texas, in a bad
condition. He had his face and head bandaged, and
seemed in great pain, but he told me he wanted to see
me to tell me about Capt. St. Clair Morgan's death. He
said: "He was my devoted friend. I loved him and he
was brave to recklessness. He was a friend of my
boyhood days, and in the war we were much together.
In one of our engagements, on making a terrific charge,
Capt. St. Clair was galloping on ahead of me, cheering
as he went. And as we came
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back from the charge I saw a form I thought I knew.
Hurriedly jumping down, I raised up the head and saw
it was my dear friend. A bullet had entered his
forehead and gone through his brain. He died with his
face to the foe. He was as brave and daring as any
man I ever saw, and had a heart as tender as any
woman's." I felt greatly shocked, for it had been but a
short time before that when I saw him, so bright and
handsome, with his load of shoes on his way to make
his boys comfortable. Now he was still in death,
waiting to be placed in a soldier's grave in a strange
place.
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CHAPTER IX.
WE were standing one day on the portico watching for
the cars to come in, and as the train stopped I
saw an aged couple alight, and come feebly up
the steps; and just then some friend greeted me.
I heard some one say: "Is this Mrs. Morgan?"
I said: "Yes." She threw her arms around my
neck and wept as though her heart would break,
and said, "I am Capt. Jackson's mother, and
this is his father," pointing to a venerable-looking
old gentleman. I took them to my room, and
after she composed herself, she told me, in a
trembling voice, that Capt. Jackson had written
to them of his being wounded and the kind
friends he had met. They had tried and tried to
get a pass to come out to see him, and at last
succeeded.
They started from the "Hermitage" in a buggy, had
their trunk stolen, and after many difficulties got to
Cartersville, and there learned that their son had been
killed and buried at Marietta. They felt that they must
come on and hear all they could about their darling
boy. I told them all about his
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sojourn with us, and sent word to Col. and Mrs.
Atkinson that they had arrived; and in a little while the
colonel's carriage was at the door, and they were soon
conveyed to Mrs. Atkinson's residence.
I can never forget Mr. and Mrs. Jackson. She had a
sweet, resigned face, and, for an old lady, was
beautiful. And he was a dignified, venerable-looking
man. They are indelibly impressed on my mind.
She told me she was born in the North, but was
devoted to the South, and the dearest treasure of her
heart had died battling for its rights. After spending
several days in Marietta, and learning all they could of
the death of their boy, they came to bid us good-bye.
Ah! how my heart went out in sympathy to those
weary old pilgrims whom we would never see again
until we meet around our Father's throne. We can
teach our children to venerate this noble pair, and to
love and admire their brave son, who died defending his
country. We were watching and waiting to hear news
from other loved ones. We had those who were very
dear to us in the cavalry. We heard of them destroying
a long train of wagons for the enemy. Then again, they
would be miles away, giving them trouble in another
direction, and it
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seemed they were everywhere, watching to see where
they could strike a decisive blow. Exciting events were
occurring every hour, rumors of fights and news of
friends killed or wounded.
One morning a paper was handed to me stating that
a terrific fight had taken place, near Farmington, Tenn.,
between four thousand Confederate cavalry and six
thousand Federals. Many were killed and wounded,
and among the number was Irby Morgan, of Nashville,
mortally wounded. I was almost frantic with grief. My
anxiety was terrible.
In a few hours Lieut. Minot, of Gen. John T.
Morgan's command, came in a buggy, sent by Mr.
Morgan, to tell me to hurry to him. He was on Sand
Mountain, and was badly wounded, but alive. The
lieutenant told me they had a severe fight, and Capt.
Allen, of Mr. Morgan's company, was shot down, and
so disabled he could not move. He begged Mr. Morgan
not to leave him, and said that he would rather die than
be taken prisoner. So Mr. Morgan ran back and was
endeavoring to support the captain off the field.
Encumbered with his heavy weight, besides his pistol,
musket, and cartridge box, his movements were slow.
He had gone only a short distance, when he felt a
stinging pain in his side, and found the Yankees
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had discovered his design, and were firing on him from
all sides, and a ball struck him in his right hip. It was a
miracle he was not killed. He had just reached some
cedar trees when he received the wound, but in his
excitement he did not think he was much hurt. When
he got under cover, he looked down and found the
blood gushing out of the top of his cavalry boot, and
said to Capt. Allen: "Old fellow, I feel faint, I will have
to lay you down, I can't struggle any farther." He laid
him down as best he could, and some one saw him and
carried him beyond danger of the enemy.
Mr. Morgan had tied his horse near where he
attempted to save the captain, so after he was
wounded he crawled to his horse, and led the faithful
steed along until he got to the surgeon's stand. Then he
fainted from loss of blood. His brother got his surgeons
to take charge of him. They laid him across some logs,
examined his wound, and found his hip shattered and
the ball lodged near his spine. They probed and probed,
but could not get it out. By that time he was in a dead
faint, and they thought they could never bring him to
life again. But after using restoratives he opened his
eyes. After consultation they decided the ball could not
be removed without injuring
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the spine. His brother put him on a horse and got
Mr. Jim Copeland, of Nashville, and Lieuts. Minot and
Hyat to ride on each side of him, he being in the center
of the column. When he got to Cornersville, an old friend
let him have a buggy and harness. They made it secure
with ropes and strings, and then got a pillow and put him
in the buggy. He could not sit down, so had to kneel on
the pillow which was placed in the foot of the
conveyance and hold on to the dashboard to steady
himself. And when too weary of this position, he would
be turned and would rest his head on the seat. The horse
became frightened at something and began to rear and
plunge and kick. Mr. Morgan, seeing the danger he was
in, crawled up on the seat. The horse gave another
plunge, and he went over the back of the buggy.
Fortunately, he had presence of mind enough to roll over
into a ditch, and the cavalry did not trample him to death.
His companions found him and took him into a cornfield,
made a fire and kept him as comfortable as possible until
morning, when they started for the Tennessee River. He
had a horror of being taken prisoner, and would endure
any pain to go on with the boys.
They finally got to Sand Mountain, where he met
Mr. Jordan, who kept a public house. He
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was left there until I was sent for, but had every
attention and much kindness shown him. After getting
settled and feeling happy that he was out of the way of
the Federals, he sent Lieut. Minot for me.
I had an infant only a few weeks old, but Dr.
Steward told me to go: that I would be better off than
to remain in the excited state I was in. I sent for his old
father, got a trusty nurse; and when Mr. and Mrs. Tom
Marshall heard of it, they came from Cartersville and
took charge of my children at the hotel. Several of my
friends, among them Rev. John Bryson, went with me
to Rome. Then I got a wagon, and in all traveled two
hundred and fifty miles.
I found Mr. Morgan terribly wounded, pieces of
bone working out, and pieces of his clothing that the
ball had carried in worked out too. He also had a
raging fever. I watched anxiously day and night for
several weeks. One morning he said: "Cheer up. I
believe I shall yet pull through, but it was a narrow
escape." He gradually grew better; and when I knew
all danger was over, it occurred to me that cover for
our beds was scarce and hard to get, so I determined
to hunt around among the mountain women, and see if
I could not buy some homemade worsted counterpanes
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and blankets. I got some at twenty-five dollars apiece,
and they did good service afterward.
We stayed at Mr. Jordan's six weeks, and then
decided to travel slowly until we reached Marietta. We
got a wagon and put a feather bed in it, and made the
horses almost walk until we got to Gadsden, and
stopped there to rest, for Mr. Morgan was very weak
and greatly fatigued with the trip. We spent the night,
and in the morning he was much better.
There was a party of persons going out to see Black
Creek Falls, and he insisted that I should go too, as I
would never have the opportunity again. So I went, and
enjoyed it so much. I was delighted with the view.
Black and Clear Creeks unite several miles above the
falls, and empty over a precipice of eighty feet. As the
sun throws its bright rays on the torrent as it dashes
over the falls, it is a grand sight. Under the falls there
was a platform erected, and I learned that Wheeler's
cavalry had had a dance there a few nights before.
From the number of peanut hulls I saw they must have
had a jolly time with the country girls. After feasting our
eyes on the grand scenery, we went back, and all
decided we had been repaid for our trip. The next
morning we started for Marietta, and felt almost as if
we were
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going home, for we had so many kind friends there,
and we had many to welcome us back. Gen. Bate
hobbled out on his poor shattered leg, and his face
beamed with pleasure at seeing his old friends again.
We found our children well, and all charmed with our
dear, faithful friends, Mr. and Mrs. Marshall, for their
unremitting kindness to them during our absence.
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CHAPTER X.
NEWS came that Gen. Streight intended to make a raid
on Georgia, and great apprehension was felt as to the
result. The next report was that Gen. Forrest, with
three hundred and fifty men, had, with a ruse, captured
seventeen hundred Yankees. We learned of the brave
girl who jumped on behind Gen. Forrest on horseback,
and went to show him the ford of the river where his
soldiers could cross; how he arranged his men in
companies, making it appear that soldiers were
advancing from every direction, so that Gen. Streight
thought he was surrounded with great numbers. Gen.
Forrest gave him a certain time to surrender or he
would open his batteries on them. They did surrender;
and when they learned the small force that had
captured them, they were greatly chagrined and
mortified. We heard that they were to be taken to
prison at Andersonville. I felt sad to hear it; for
although we were delighted at the brave daring of our
much-loved general, we had heard such terrible
accounts from our boys in
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Northern prisons, of suffering and privations, half fed
and clad, with sickness and often death, suffering from
the rigors of a Northern climate. I thought, "With
everything North to eat and wear, if our boys suffer so,
what can we do with our limited means to render
prisoners comfortable?" and I wished them back with
their friends. We were more than willing to provide for
them, but what did we have, shut in from the whole
world, and most of the men in the army? But we gave
our prisoners the best we had, and were always more
than willing to exchange.
My servant came up one morning and said: "Gen.
Forrest and Mr. George W. Jones wish to see you." I
hurried down, and was delighted to meet them; and as
Gen. Forrest's wonderful capture was the theme of
every fireside, it was doubly interesting to listen to him
narrate his wonderful maneuvers, for it would give me
something to always remember and repeat with pride.
He went into detail, and gave to me an accurate
account of the encounter, and I found the report to be
pretty correct. I told him what he already knew, how
proud we all felt of him, and asked him many questions
on the situation of the South. I asked him if he
considered this his most brilliant achievement, and he
said: "No. The raid I made in
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Murfreesboro where I captured so many in town and
the courthouse, I consider the brightest feather in my
cap." He went on to tell me that in Murfreesboro, in
July, 1862, he captured the whole garrison: eighteen
hundred men, six hundred head of horses and mules,
forty wagons, six ambulances, four pieces of artillery,
and twelve hundred stand of small arms. This was done
by a force equal in numbers to the Federals captured.
"The military stores taken by me in this affair were
valued at $1,000,000." When I looked into his calm face and
clear gray eye I could hardly realize the pent up force
that was smoldering there. But woe to the coward or
straggler! They had better meet the enemy than to
encounter him. After he left I had quite a levee, for the
ladies came in troops to hear what their brave chieftain
had to say. You can't imagine in this day how excited
and enthusiastic the women became. The news of
victory was like an electric spark that set us all on fire.
Our Nashville friends were now all scattered in
every direction, and when we would get letters, which
were few and far between, we would send them all
around to the rest. We corresponded with a good many
of our soldier boys, and we were often enabled to send
them news of their
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friends. I have many of these letters now, and they
are precious relics.
My husband received a letter from Dr. McTyeire,
from Butler Lodge, Ala., where he was with his family.
He wrote: "John and myself expect to raise a large lot
of cowpeas. Let Bob come down, and I will teach him
to plow. We hope we will succeed, for this will be my
chief dependence for a living. Little did I think when my
father died, and a few old servants cared for the place,
that I would ever feel thankful to have it for a retreat
for my family. My wife and children are bearing their
exile so cheerfully." He told me that he was the only
white man left in the neighborhood, as all the others
were in the army, and he spent his time preaching and
looking after the widows and children, and working on
his farm. We received letters from Dr. Summers, Dr.
A. L. P. Green, Col. Samuel D. Morgan, Gen. John H.
Morgan, and many others. I have them now, and often
take them out and read them to my children and
grandchildren. But I am digressing.
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CHAPTER XI.
MR. MORGAN was still weak, suffering from his
wounds. He was put on the retired list. The
crowd was surging in our direction, the hotels
were crowded with gamblers and bad characters,
drinking, carousing, coming and going. Food was
getting scarcer and cooking worse. To sum it up,
confusion reigned. One day Col. John. Savage
came to me and said they had changed the name
of the hotel. I asked him the new name, and he
said: "H--l and hash house, instead of Kennesaw
Hotel." I told him that was a fearful name, but he
went off laughing heartily. The time had come
when we had to make a change. Houses were
hard to get; we were in a sad dilemma; we did not
know what to do. Fortunately, we heard of a
house for sale, furnished complete throughout,
everything to be sold. It was a convenient place,
with large rooms and a good many of them. We
were pleased with it, so bought and moved into it
at once, as the family occupying it were anxious
to go South. In a short time Col. Samuel D.
Morgan heard of our move, and wrote
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to me to try to get a house near us, as he was anxious
to get his family together. After many trials we
succeeded in getting a house next to us, the Episcopal
church intervening. He wrote to Dr. Robert Williams
and family, and with his granddaughters, the Misses
Cheney, they came to Marietta and went to
housekeeping. About that time the contents of the trunk
I brought from Nashville were nearly exhausted, and it
was almost an impossibility to get goods for clothing.
Some ran the blockade and got goods from Memphis
and some of the Atlantic ports, but they were the
fortunate few that succeeded. The girls needed clothes
and had to have them, so I got a bolt of hickory stripe
made by our factories. I will describe it for the benefit
of the girls of to-day: It was pin-striped, blue and white,
made of fine thread, heavier than gingham. I made a
dress each for my two girls and two nieces. The style
of make was a yoke, full sleeves, sash of the same, and
four folds stitched on the bottom of the skirts. Two of
the dresses were headed at the top of the fold with red
and two with white cord, and when they were done I
thought them beautiful.
The girls decked out in them and felt so independent
in their Southern-woven dresses, and proud too that
they were Southern girls. These were
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among their best dresses, and as they were satisfied and
pleased, I was happy to see them contented. The next
serious question was where to get food, as our family
was very large and the house crowded all the time with
friends; so our supplies had to be considerable, and it
gave us much cause for worry. There were an old
gentleman and lady of Northern birth who had lived
there for many years, and had shown us much kindness.
They had a nice place near town, and raised quantities
of vegetables and had nice fruits, and they were
thoughtful and kind, often sending us baskets of fresh
vegetables, honey, and fruits. We persuaded them to sell
us everything we needed in that line. We always had a
cordial welcome to their home, and many nice dinners
we have eaten with them. We needed meats and many
things the old gentleman couldn't supply, so Mr. Morgan
sent for him and got him to consent to go up and down
the road to get supplies. He got us flour, two barrels of
molasses, cowpeas, hams, meal, and many other
necessaries. Besides these articles, he bought beef
cattle that were poor, and Mr. Morgan got Joe, my
faithful servant boy, to boil bran, cowpeas, and corn
together and give them all they could eat, and we soon
had a lot of fine beeves to kill. I had a good receipt for
corning beef, and I succeeded finely in keeping it, and
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we made many a soldier boy's heart glad by dividing
with him. We raised chickens, or attempted to do so,
and we had a time, as our place was near the depot.
We were fortunate enough to get a good cow, had a
little garden, and some fig trees were on the place
which bore an abundance of luscious fruit. This was a
new sight to us, fig trees bearing, but we soon learned
to think them great delicacies. We considered
ourselves very fortunate in having so many of the
necessaries of life, and it made us happy to divide with
those who couldn't get these things. Meat was a great
item in housekeeping and it was hard to get, as the
army consumed so much. In a short while Col. Samuel
D. Morgan got a letter from John H. Morgan, saying:
"I will soon be married to Miss Mattie Ready, of
Murfreesboro, Tenn." We had had no intimation of any
such thing, and were greatly surprised to hear it. When
Gen. Basil Duke and he came to see us on Lookout
Mountain, I thought he was too much absorbed in the
war to think of marrying; but he did take unto himself a
wife, and came down to Marietta to see us all, his
uncle's family and ours. We were delighted to see him
again, for he had by his bravery, dash, and brilliant
achievements distinguished himself, and we felt he
was a deserved hero, and we delighted.
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in honoring him. When he came with his pretty
young wife, we thought a handsomer couple could not
be found. He had a magnificent figure, was remarkably
handsome, and was every inch a soldier. He was kind
and pleasant to every one he met, and I think had more
personal magnetism than any one I ever knew. The
citizens toasted and feasted them and made their ten
days' stay delightful. We had then a little baby six
months old, named Cornelia Hunt, the middle name for
him. He loved children, but was especially fond of this
little curly-headed one that bore his name, and would
always call for her when he came. During their stay in
Marietta, they rode frequently on horseback, and many
times we would watch them with interest and think
how distinguished they looked. He often talked to us
about the war, and one night we all gathered around
him, the children all excitement, wanting to catch every
word, and asked him to tell us of some of his daring
deeds. He related many incidents that had occurred
since he started out, but after a lapse of thirty years
many of them have escaped my memory. But one
incident I recall. He said he heard a long train would
leave Louisville on a certain day filled with clothes for
the soldiers and army stores of all kinds and in large
quantities. He
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made a dash into Kentucky, and by traveling day and
night met the train just beyond Mammoth Cave. His
daring soldiers dashed up and stopped the train. He
said it was the longest one he ever saw, not only filled
with army stores, but a great many ladies going to
Nashville, some to join their husbands and others to
meet their sweethearts, for the Federals were having a
nice time in Nashville. When the train was drawn up,
he said he never saw such consternation depicted on
faces. One old lady ran up to him and begged him not
to kill her; told him to take all she had, but spare her
life. He remarked that it made him feel embarrassed to
be regarded as a murderer of helpless women and
children - a man who had always been proverbial for
his gallantry to ladies; but such horrible tales had been
told about him that they were prepared to meet a
brigand, and they regarded him as a monster in human
guise. He said his soldiers and himself ran from car to
car and escorted the women and children out, placed
them where they would be out of danger, and then
went to work to destroy and burn up everything, he
taking time to run out and reassure the ladies that they
should not be hurt. Some of them begged him piteously
for their trunks, but he told them he was sorry that his
time was too limited to
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show them such courtesies. Some laughed at the
ludicrous position they were in, and others rained
down imprecations on his head. The soldiers
made a complete wreck of everything, and with a
military salute and profound bow bade the ladies
farewell, jumped on their horses, and were gone.
That train was a great loss to the Federals, and as
such large stores of clothes and army supplies were
burned, it retarded their progress for several days.
His delightful visit was as drawing to an end, he was
much impressed with the kindness shown him by
all, and said his visit-would not be soon forgotten.
He came to say good-bye to us, and I made him
promise to keep us posted as to his movements,
and he said he would send us Videttes from every
point he made a raid. This little paper was edited
by Major Gano, of his command - just a small sheet,
inferior paper, and published hastily, but gave the
welcome news of his movements. I have some of
them now; but they are old, ragged, and worn.
The last one we got was from Hartsville, Tenn.,
telling of his fight and captures there. Not long
after that he was captured by the Federals and
taken to a Northern prison, and as all are familiar
with his capture I will not recount it, but a letter
written to his uncle describing his feelings and
thoughts while imprisoned thrilled us at the time.
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CHAPTER XII.
HE went on to tell his different plans for escape. He
described the dogs in the prison yard, and how ferocious
they were, and knew he would have to pass these
brutes to get out of the inclosure. And many hours he
would roll from side to side on his cot, and try to think of
some way to get them off his track; but it seemed that
all schemes failed. He said he felt that to have gotten
them out of his way he would have eaten them. He
made his escape from prison one dark night when the
rain was pouring down in torrents, and succeeded in
crawling by the guard, hardly breathing until all danger
was past. After his death a good many of his command
were stationed near Marietta with Wheeler's Division.
They would come in often to see us. Many of them I
had met on Lookout Mountain. Among them were Drs.
Joe and Charlie Tidings, surgeons in John H. Morgan's
command. They were very kind to us, and gave me a
case of medicines, with instructions how to use them in
case of emergency, for physicians were so much in
demand, caring for the sick and
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wounded, that it was often with difficulty that they
could be found when needed. They were kind and
attentive to Mr. Morgan in his weakened condition.
The ball in his side could not be removed, and it gave
him continual pain, pressing against his spine. The
surgeons told him that after awhile a sack would
gradually form around the ball, but not to entertain any
hope that it could ever be extracted. He is now an old
man, many long years have elapsed since those stirring
and sorrowful times, and the ball is often still a
reminder of those days of strife and bloodshed.
I had so many cares now, I could not go to the
hospitals as often as I wished, but whenever I could
find time I would prepare waiters of delicacies, and the
girls would help me take them. They would wait at the
doors and I would go through and distribute them to the
poor, desolate, homesick boys, and my heart would
bound with pleasure to see the grateful look of
appreciation on their poor, sunken faces; and they
would tell me how good everything tasted after eating
so much old light bread and soup. Capt. Jim Barnes
and Capt. Ed Douglass, of Nashville, came from East
Tennessee with rheumatism, and stayed with me two
months, until they got well enough to join their
commands.
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The army was still falling back and fighting almost
all the time, for they contested every foot of ground
from Dalton to Atlanta, though against overwhelming
numbers. Such deeds of bravery and valor were never
surpassed; but were shared by Wheeler, Cheatham,
Dibrell, Morgan, and indeed all, for it would be hard to
discriminate, they all fought so bravely.
I heard that Col. Terry Cahal, one of our Nashville
boys, was badly wounded. They were in a fight, and he
leaped over the fortifications and wrested the colors
from the enemy, and in his effort to get back was shot.
I had him brought to my home, where I could watch
him. He was telling me of the fight with great
exultation, and said that he did not mind being hurt to
get their colors. His wound was not as serious as it
was at first thought to be. He was considered brave
and daring almost to recklessness.
Marietta, being so near the army' was now
crowded all the time, and our house filled to
overflowing. It was very elastic, and we could always
find room for one more. One night we had as guests
Gen. John M. Bright, Gov. Neil S. Brown, Judge
Marchbanks, Dr. C. D. Elliott, Rev. John Bryson, Col.
Robinson, Col. Terry Cahal, and Dr. John B. McFerrin.
We had two mattresses on
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most of the beds, so we would take one off of each and
spread them around in different rooms, parlor included.
Our family was large, so with these guests added it
looked like a small hotel. I had to put Dr. McFerrin in the
bed with a very fleshy man, and expressed my regrets,
but he said: "Don't worry, sister, for this is good
sleeping; better than I have been used to, for I have been
lying on the ground in camp with the boys." The all-
absorbing theme was the removal of Gen. Joe Johnston.
Many thought that President Davis had committed the
error of his life, for Gen. Johnston had only to command
and the soldiers obeyed, never questioning a move, for
they had implicit confidence in him. And the soldiers
would often say: "What old Joe does is all right. He
knows what he is about." With Gen. Hood they had
some fears; but their ardor for the cause was so great
that they did not stop to cavil, but rushed with
impetuosity to accomplish all they were ordered to do.
They often said, afterward: "If old Joe had been left in
command, Gen. Sherman would never have got to the
ocean." President Davis was terribly censured, but his
conduct since then for thirty years has refuted all
charges and calumny imputed to him at the time. When I
think of that grand character, sometimes seeming almost
isolated,
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censured by the South for what they conceived an
error of judgment, and calumniated all over the North, I
wonder that that proud spirit of that weak body did not
succumb. But he was so deeply imbued with the idea
of sovereignty of the States that he died battling for
what he conceived to be the bulwark of the South,
these rights.
Well, many changes were taking place on all sides.
The school our girls had attended, taught by Mr.
Benedict, was given up, and we were greatly worried
as to where we would send them. Mr. Jesse Thomas,
of Nashville, came to Marietta; and knowing how
competent Miss Kate Thomas was as a teacher, we
begged her to take a class. She timidly shrank from
anything of the kind, but after a good deal of
persuasion we got her to consent to open a school. Col.
Samuel D. Morgan sent his granddaughters, Mr.
Lytton his girls, four went from our home, and from the
ladies of Marietta she had many applications. Many a
glad mother had reason to thank Miss Kate for the
training of her daughters in gentle, ladylike deportment,
and classic and text-book knowledge.
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CHAPTER XIII.
WE would have daily visits from some of our boys.
Hardly a day would pass but what we would see some
familiar face. Gens. Cheatham and Bate, Capts. Joe
Phillips and Van McIver, Maj. James W. Thomas,
Lieut. George Lytton, Capt. Matt Pilcher, Mr. Jim
Buckner, Capts. James Cooper, Capt. John Morton,
Collins Bright, and many others too numerous to
mention. Gen. Frank Cheatham, "Our Frank," as the
boys called him, would run in occasionally. He was
always jolly, but often looked weather beaten, with
faded clothes and bronzed face. The boys would say:
"We will go anywhere old Frank orders us, even were it
in the cannon's mouth." He reminded me of an old
Roman soldier, so dignified when commanding his
troops; but when not on duty, he was a genial
companion. We felt proud of our Tennessee boys, but
had an especially tender place for the "Rock City
Guards," as they were boys we had known all our lives;
but all knew that they had a welcome at our home, and
whenever they could get leave of absence for a
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few days, would slip down to Marietta, and we would
spend happy hours together, and many a little
entertainment the girls would get up for their pleasure,
and such hunting of clothes and decking out was right
laughable. My husband's wardrobe was drawn on until
he could sometimes scarcely find a change of clothes,
white shirts particularly, and handkerchiefs. Pieces of
ribbon and anything were used for cravats; but the
boys had a merry time, anyway, and old Marietta
would resound with their enthusiastic songs: "Bonnie
Blue Flag," "Dixie," "My Maryland," and many others
I have forgotten. They would often wind up with
"Home, Sweet Home," and the tears would gather in
their eyes. They would have for refreshments,
popcorn, sorghum candy, gooberpeas, and sometimes
cake, and all kinds of fruits. How they would enjoy it,
after eating hard bread and bacon, and sometimes beans
and cowpeas for days! When they would start back, I would
fill their canteens with buttermilk and sorghum molasses,
give them a piece of corned beef and some beaten biscuit,
and they would feel rich and happy.
Our old friend, Gen. John M. Bright, had a son not
quite fourteen years old, who gave him great
uneasiness. He was well grown for his age,
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looked older than he was; and as his brothers were in
the army, he was anxious to go too, but his father
thought it best for him to stay in Lincoln County with his
family. But news came that John Massey, a splendid
young man, and others, of Fayeteville,
had been shot by
order of a Federal general for bushwhacking. John was
of an impetuous disposition, and his father determined
to get him out of the lines, for fear he would be killed.
He finally succeeded, and sent him to Chapel Hill, N.C.,
to school, paid his tuition in advance, and in talking
to me about him congratulated himself on the good
arrangements he had made for him, and that a great
trouble had been lifted off him. After a few weeks
Johnny appeared at my door, carpetbag in hand, greeted
me, and was overjoyed to see us. I in return was
delighted to see him, for I loved him very dearly. His
mother had been one of my cherished friends for years.
I expressed great surprise, and asked him how he got
here. He said: "Well, Aunt Julia, I couldn't study, and I
worried and worried the teacher until he gave my
money back. If he had not done it, I would have run off,
for I intend to join the army." He opened his valise and
commenced pulling out clothes, and said: "See what I
have brought you all." He had a thin summer coat for
Mr. Morgan,
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and a handsome meerschaum pipe, and something for
the children and myself, and he presented them with a
beaming face. I told him that I was very sorry he had
spent his money. "Your father was here last week and
told me that his family were having a hard time at home
in the lines, and needed that money." He looked very
sorrowful for a few minutes, but in a little while after I
heard his merry laugh with the children, and I went in
and asked him what he intended to do. He said that in a
few days he intended to go up to the army, but I knew
that his father would not consent to it for a moment, for
he was entirely too young. I consulted Mr. Morgan, and
we decided that he should not go, and told him so, and
also informed him that he had to start to school, which
he reluctantly consented to do. The next morning we
entered him, and we had a merry time watching John to
keep him from running off. His father was urging him all
the time to stay and try to improve his time, and insisted
on us controlling him as we would our own boy. I had
my seven children, two nieces, and John, making ten
young people in all, and my hands and heart were full of
anxieties and cares. My husband was still feeble. He
hobbled around on crutches, and gave me all the
assistance he could in managing the children and
household.
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Joe, my faithful servant, worked my garden, and we
had a quantity of nice, fresh vegetables, plenty of milk
and butter, meat, flour, and so on; but our soap gave
out, and we could not buy it. We were in a dilemma -
war times, and no soap. A friend of my husband told
him that they had at the commissary department a
large lot of refuse grease, and said that if we would
send for it we could have it. So we did send, and got
the grease, and also a quantity of wood ashes from
friends. I called Joe up, and asked him if he could
make an old fashioned lye hopper. So we went to
work, run the lye down, and began on our soap. In a
few days we had four barrels of fine lye soap, but my
eyes were nearly smoked out. I was proud of my
success, and made enough to last me till the close of
the war.
We often wondered that we had nothing stolen, as
there were so many coming and going all the time,
colored and white. I will mention a fact that astonished
every one. The morning I left Nashville I hastily
gathered up six or seven dozen knives, forks, and
spoons, small and large, with my name on them. I used
them constantly in the house and kitchen - for I had
no others - never losing a single piece, and when I
came back to Nashville I brought them all home
safely. It
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was remarkable how little stealing-was done,
especially in provisions, for so many were on short
rations.
I must say that we should never forget the negroes,
for they were faithful and industrious, and seemed to
face their responsibilities. Many said to me: "De las'
promise I made old master was, I would take good
care of missus and de chilluns." And faithfully did they
keep their promise. When news would come that an
old or young master was killed, they would weep with
the family pure tears of affection. I would hear the old
mammies tell of the different ones of the children that
they had "nussed," and now they were big soldier
boys, and had gone to fight for their country, and in
letters these boys would write home there were always
messages of love for their "dear old mammy." And
when the brave boys gave up their lives and were
fortunate enough to be sent home, those black
mammies were among the first to show the last tender
love and respect for their beloved dead. They were
always proud of "our white folks," as they called them,
and were ever ready to do their bidding and attend to
every want. I do not remember a single act of
lawlessness on their part during the war. I have a
warm place in my heart for the negroes, and can't help
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grateful to them for their unremitting fidelity to us
during the long struggle.
The army was now falling back slowly but surely,
and we would hear of thrilling deeds of daring on the
part of our brave boys led by our faithful and
chivalrous Gen. Dibrell: making a dash where the
enemy least expected them, killing and capturing
many. His command were devoted to him. The boys
would (different ones) get leave of absence, and would
nearly always come down to spend a few days among
Nashville friends. It did our hearts good to see them
eat. Many, many times when they would be in a hurry
to start back I would make them go out and help the
girls churn, so they could take their canteens full of
fresh buttermilk; and what a frolic they would make of
it!
Letters often came asking us to send or buy for
them articles of clothing, and particularly shoes, and
often they did not fit, but would have to be worn. You
must not suppose for a moment that we were the only
workers, for many others were doing as much and
more than we. But I started out to tell what I saw,
heard, and did, and I was kept so busy that I didn't
have time to know what others were doing.
The soldiers were the most cheerful persons we
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would see. They would come with their clothes faded,
ragged, and drawn up from rain and exposure until the
tops of their socks were showing, and we would never
hear a murmur or complaint from them.
One day Neil Brown came in to see us. He looked
so weather-beaten that I scarcely recognized him. I
gazed at his handsome, bronzed face only a
beardless boy - and thought him the picture of
bravery, and he looked as if the word "fail" never
entered his vocabulary, although it appeared dark to us.
You would see often perfect caricatures among the
poor fellows, but if it made them sensitive, they didn't
show it. They seemed merry and light-hearted, and I
would often look at them and wonder that in the midst
of so many uncertainties how they could be bright; for
who knew but that before the week was out some of
them would be still in death. I could hardly restrain my
tears before them, and would often leave them to
conceal my emotions. Many of these dear ones I had
known from childhood, and in our exile they felt very
near to us. With how much pleasure did we contribute
to their wants and try to make their stay with us
pleasant! And when we would bid them good-bye, it
was often their last farewell on earth.
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CHAPTER XIV.
I WAS suffering great apprehension every day about
my seven-year-old boy, for fear he would be killed. I
had made him an artillery suit, and he would tell every
one that he belonged to Capt. John Morton's battery,
and he really thought he was a soldier. He had a dozen
little boys he would drill, and called them his company.
They would march up and down the street, and
frequently during the day you could hear "hep, hep,"
stepping to the music of drums and tin horns, or
anything that came handy that they could make a noise
with. Sometimes tin pans and sticks would be a
substitute for lack of something better. He was a
sprightly little fellow, and the soldiers nearly ruined him.
He called old and young by their first names - John or
Tom, or whatever it might be. I would reprove him, and
he would say: "They told me to call them that." It all did
very well for awhile, and amused us, but he began to
think he was monarch of all he surveyed, and acted
accordingly. He would run off from home and I would
hear of him riding behind one of the soldiers in one
direction,
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and a little while after he would be seated up beside
the driver on an artillery wagon sailing another way. I
would send runners to hunt him, would bring him home
and punish him; but often the temptation to be with the
soldiers would overcome him, and he would start
again. He would listen to them talk, and he would tell
us marvelous tales. He had no idea of numbers and his
hundreds of killed and wounded would swell up into the
thousands. To sum it all up, he was fast getting to be a
regular newsmonger, and was as well known as any
boy in Marietta. He knew persons I had never heard
of, and would yell out, "Howdy, Bill," maybe to some
settled man, or one with gray hairs. But to top the
climax, Mr. Fred Shepherd came leading him in one
day, and told me if I didn't want a dead boy I would
have to keep him at home. He said: "I just pulled him
out from under a car that was oscillating, ready to
start. His whole bag of marbles had tumbled out and
had rolled under the cars, and he started right after
them, and I happened along just in time to save him." It
was such a narrow escape that it made me tremble ,
and I thought: "What shall I do with him?" I was
almost in despair. I had whipped him, put him to bed,
tied him to a chair, and would often bribe him to be
good. He had quite a contempt
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for girls, and thought it a great insult to be called like
them. So I thought over every mode of punishment, and
concluded I would put a hoop skirt on him and a dress
with a long train. I said: "My son, I have tried to have a
nice boy, but he is so bad and runs away so much I will
have to make a little girl of him." He wailed, but I
persisted, and took my chair for the evening and stayed
with him. In a short while several persons came up to
my room, and he would run behind the door, pulling his
train after him. He would stay still for some time, until
his curiosity would get the best of him and he would
peep out. Some of the ladies got a glimpse of his hoop
skirt, and laughed heartily, and asked me what on earth
was the matter with the child. I told them I had made a
girl of him to keep him at home; that he ran away and
behaved so badly. Then he would scream and cry and
try to explain, but I persisted; and late in the evening he
got so tired of the room he ventured out in the hall to
see what was going on among the children, but as soon
as he spied them he came flying back and they after
him to know what was the matter. But "Sallie," as I
called him, got in first, trail and all, and slammed the
door and said: "Please, ma'am, take them off, and I will
never run off again." It did break him of this
troublesome
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habit of running off, but in after years I had cause to
regret it; for the name followed him to Nashville, and
more than one fight resulted from his being called by
that name. And whenever they did dare to utter that
name they would prepare to get out of his way, for
rocks would fly in the cause. But after he grew up to
manhood the name seemed to have a fascination for
him, for his partner for life was called "Sallie."
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CHAPTER XV.
THE lines were tightening each day. Fights occurred
constantly below Dalton, the troops stoutly contesting
every inch of ground. We would hear startling rumors
every hour of the nearness of the enemy. Now and
then Gen. Frank Cheatham would run in for an hour or
two. We had great confidence in him, and looked up to
him as one of our bravest leaders. He was so
sympathetic and kind to the boys that they almost
idolized him, and the soldiers would often say to me:
"Why, old Frank is one of the boys." But in battle they
obeyed him implicitly. As the army was falling back
now daily, Mr. Morgan was in great trouble about us;
he didn't know whether to send us farther south or to
let us remain in Marietta. He had his old father and his
sister and family on a little farm living comfortably, and
as we were well fixed in Marietta and the children at
school, he concluded the best thing to do in the event
of the enemy getting to Marietta, was to let us remain
quietly in the lines and he would go farther South. In
the meanwhile the excitement was getting to fever
heat, and as
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the children shared with the older ones in this terrible
nervous strain, they became so excited that study was
out of the question. My nieces went out to stay a few
days with their mother, never dreaming of any trouble.
The enemy were advancing, and soon old Kennesaw
resounded with the roar of artillery. We would go out at
night and listen to the reverberation of that old
mountain, knowing that every shot was the death knell
of some dear one. O the tension was fearful! How my
heart would go out to our dear boys and the loved ones
at home! But all we could do was to bow our heads in
prayer and beg God to help us all and sustain us by his
grace. Nearer and nearer the sounds would come, the
excitement increasing. I never will forget the day the
news came that Gen. Polk was killed. He was greatly
beloved by all, not only for his bravery, but for his pure
Christian character. The next startling information was
that the enemy were in a few miles of the town in
overwhelming numbers, and were advancing rapidly.
The scene beggared description - the town was
almost in a frenzy of excitement. Our house was
crowded with soldiers, as the army was almost in the
town. The boys begged Mr. Morgan to take us South,
and he said he had moved his family so much he didn't
see how he could go farther; but
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that boom, boom, boom got to be every minute,
resounding from hilltop to hilltop. We could see the
smoke from the firing. O it was a grand but awful sight!
We could do nothing but walk, talk, and wait, feeling
that some great calamity was impending. We could
hear nothing from Sister Lucy and family, and knew by
that time that the enemy were near her house, and we
thought of the girls, the old father and daughter in their
helpless condition, and we were miserable. We knew
the old man could do nothing to protect them, and our
hands were equally powerless, we were nearly crazy.
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CHAPTER XVI.
ALL the information we could glean was that our army
was fighting as few ever fought, and falling on all sides.
About 11 o'clock we saw an ambulance stop at the gate, and
my first thought was that some dear one, wounded or
dead, had been brought to us. We ran to see who it was,
when sister and girls bounded out, then the old father and
three negroes, all in a pitiful condition. Their clothes were
muddy, bedraggled, and saturated with water. They told us
the Federal batteries were planted so that they swept the
house, and shell after shell was sent crashing and
shrieking through the house. At intervals they tried to get
their precious clothes, and succeeded and tied them up in
bundles and then started to run. A shell would burst near
them and they would drop their treasures and cry awhile,
then at an interval seize them and start running until they
got far enough to feel safe from the shells. It commenced
raining, and they were in a deplorable condition. Gen. John
T. Morgan, her brother, with his command, had been for
several days around and in her house, as she knew many
of them; but he had taken part of his troops and had gone
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around in another direction to meet the enemy, leaving
part of his command with Wheeler's Brigade. When
they returned to where Wheeler's troops were stationed
and heard of the sad plight the family were in, the boys
were furious; they believed it premeditated cruelty on
the part of the Federals. They jumped on their horses
and in the midst of flying shells rode up to where the
helpless family were in the woods near their house. The
enemy in passing had raided the house,. and as they
could not carry off the things, had deliberately ripped
open feather beds and had the contents flying in every
direction; had knocked in the heads of several barrels of
molasses and did all the damage they could. After they
left our boys went into the house and saved what things
they thought most essential for the family and that could
be hurriedly moved; brought ambulances enough to
carry the family and what was left of their belongings to
Marietta. Some of the boys laughed and said the last
things they saw were ducks, chickens, and turkeys
struggling in molasses and feathers. After hearing of the
treatment they had received, we were terribly
frightened, and begged to be taken farther South. The
soldiers told Mr. Morgan they would help us in every
way to get ready for a hasty departure, so he
telegraphed a friend in Augusta to
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get us a place. He succeeded in renting half of a house
on the Sand Hills, near Augusta. After we decided to
go there was no time to lose, so the soldier boys went
to work, helped to take down the beds and furniture,
and we got things packed up in a short time. Maj.
Cummings kindly let us have cars enough to hold our
things. Gen. John M. Bright, Col. Terry Cabal, Capt.
Collins Bright, Jim Buckner, and many of the Rock
City Guards came in and went to work. Such a hurry
and confusion there was then, all anxious to see us
start. By this time pandemonium reigned in the streets -
soldiers, wagons, artillery wagons, drivers shouting
and hurrying, and the "tramp, tramp, tramp" was
heard in every direction, all falling back as fast as
possible, going to Atlanta to make a stand. We were
soon in readiness, all of our small possessions packed
in the cars. Mr. Morgan, his father and sister with her
family, the children and myself, and our faithful Joe got
on the car and started to Atlanta. On arriving in that
city, we were in such a crowd we had to wait some
time before we could push through. Every little while
some kind friend would come in and speak a word of
encouragement and offer to render some assistance.
Maj. John Bransford was also among our friends who
volunteered his services.
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CHAPTER XVII.
WE were worn out from work and anxiety, and so tired
waiting, and were almost famished for water. It was
very scarce, as hundreds of soldiers and people from
every direction were thirsty too, and were begging for it
on all sides. I don't know when I ever felt so gratified in
all my life as when old Dr. Hudson, of Nashville, came
up with a tin bucket of cool, fresh buttermilk. He told
me that he had walked for some time trying to find this
milk for the children and myself; had offered to buy it,
and finally he succeeded in begging this bucketful. I
thought it the most delicious milk that I had ever tasted.
We all enjoyed it and thanked the old gentleman most
heartily. We looked and wondered how he had
squeezed through that surging mass, and felt grateful
beyond expression for his kindness. It was indeed the
cup of cold water given to the thirsty.
From Atlanta, Mr. Morgan sent his father, sister,
and her little children to Alabama, and we started with
our family and t |