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            <p>MADAM VELASQUEZ IN FEMALE ATTIRE. <lb/>[Frontispiece Image]</p>
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          <titlePart type="main">THE WOMAN IN BATTLE:</titlePart>
          <titlePart type="subtitle">A NARRATIVE OF THE
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Exploits, Adventures, and Travels
<lb/>
OF
<lb/>
MADAME LORETA JANETA VELAZQUEZ,
<lb/>
OTHERWISE KNOWN AS
<lb/>
LIEUTENANT HARRY T. BUFORD,
<lb/>
<hi rend="italics">CONFEDERATE STATES ARMY.</hi></titlePart>
          <titlePart type="main">IN WHICH IS GIVEN
<lb/>
Full Descriptions of the numerous Battles in which she participated as a Confederate<lb/>
Officer; of her Perilous Performances as a Spy, as a Bearer of Despatches, as<lb/>
a Secret-Service Agent, and as a Blockade-Runner; of her Adventures<lb/>
Behind the Scenes at Washington, including the Bond Swindle;<lb/>
of her Career as a Bounty and Substitute Broker in New York;<lb/>
of her Travels in Europe and South America; her Mining<lb/>
Adventures on the Pacific Slope; her Residence<lb/>
among the Mormons; her Love Affairs,<lb/>
Courtships, Marriages, &amp;c., &amp;c.</titlePart>
        </docTitle>
        <docEdition>EDITED BY
<lb/>
C. J. WORTHINGTON,</docEdition>
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                    <l>Command the trumpets of the war to sound!</l>
                    <l>This stillness doth perplex and harass me;</l>
                    <l>An inward impulse drives me from repose,</l>
                    <l>It still impels me to achieve my work.</l>
                  </lg>
                  <bibl>SCHILLER—<hi rend="italics">The Maid of Orleans.</hi></bibl>
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        <docEdition>
          <hi rend="italics">PROFUSELY ILLUSTRATED.</hi>
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        <docImprint><pubPlace>RICHMOND, VA.:</pubPlace>
<publisher>DUSTIN, GILMAN &amp; CO.</publisher>
<docDate>1876.</docDate></docImprint>
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        <docImprint><docDate>Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1876,</docDate>
<lb/>By LORETA J. VELAZQUEZ,
<lb/>In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington.
<lb/>
<hi rend="italics">ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.</hi><lb/>
ELECTROTYPED AT THE BOSTON STEREOTYPE FOUNDRY,
<lb/>
No. 19 Spring Lane.</docImprint>
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        <p>TO MY<lb/>
Comrades of the Confederate Armies,<lb/>
WHO, ALTHOUGH THEY FOUGHT IN A LOSING CAUSE,<lb/>
SUCCEEDED BY THEIR VALOR IN WINNING<lb/>
THE ADMIRATION OF THE WORLD,<lb/>
<hi rend="italics">THIS NARRATIVE</hi><lb/>
OF MY ADVENTURES AS A SOLDIER, A SPY,<lb/>
AND A SECRET-SERVICE AGENT,<lb/>
Is Dedicated,
<lb/>
WITH ALL HONOR, RESPECT, AND GOOD WILL.</p>
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      <div1 type="preface">
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        <head>AUTHOR'S PREFATORY NOTICE.</head>
        <p>If I expected by this story of my adventures to achieve
any literary reputation, I might be disposed, on account of its
many faults of style, to ask the indulgence of those who will
do me the honor to undertake its perusal.  As, however,
I only attempted authorship because I had, as others assured
me, and as I myself believed, something to tell that was worth
telling, I have been more concerned about the matter than
the manner of my book, and I hope that the narrative will prove
of sufficient interest to compensate for a lack of literary elegance
in setting forth.  Mine has been a life too busily
occupied in other matters for me to cultivate the graces
of authorship; and the best I can hope to do is to relate my
story with simplicity and truth, and then let it find its fate,
whether it be praise or condemnation.</p>
        <p>The composition of this book has been a labor of love, and
yet one of no ordinary difficulties. The loss of my notes has
compelled me to rely entirely upon my memory; and memory
is apt to be very treacherous, especially when, after a number
of years, one endeavors to relate in their proper sequence a
long series of complicated transactions. Besides, I have been
compelled to write hurriedly, and in the intervals of pressing
business, the necessities I have been under of earning my daily
bread being such as could not be disregarded, even for the
purpose of winning the laurels of authorship. To speak
plainly, however, I care little for laurels of any kind just now,
and am much more anxious for the money that I hope this
book will bring in to me than I am for the praises of either
<pb id="velaz6" n="6"/>
critics or public. The money I want badly, while praise, although it will
not be ungratifying, I am sufficiently philosophical to get along very
comfortably without.</p>
        <p>I do not know what the good people who will read this
book will think of me. My career has differed materially
from that of most women; and some things that I have done
have shocked persons for whom I have every respect, however
much my ideas of propriety may differ from theirs. I can only
say, however, that in my opinion there was nothing essentially
improper in my putting on the uniform of a Confederate officer
for the purpose of taking an active part in the war; and, as
when on the field of battle, in camp, and during long and
toilsome marches, I endeavored, not without success, to display
a courage and fortitude not inferior to the most courageous of
the men around me, and as I never did aught to disgrace the
uniform I wore, but, on the contrary, won the hearty
commendation of my comrades, I feel that I have nothing to be
ashamed of. Had I believed that my book needed any apologies
on this score, it would never have been written; and,
having written it, I am willing to submit my conduct to the
judgment of the public, with a confidence that I will at least
receive due credit for the motives by which I was animated.</p>
        <p>In the preparation of this book for the press, I have been greatly
aided by the gentleman who has consented to act as my editor.
Although during the war he was on the other side, he has interested
himself most heartily in assisting me to get my narrative into the best
shape for presentation to the public, and has shown a remarkable skill
in detecting and correcting errors into which I had inadvertently
fallen. I take pleasure in acknowledging my indebtedness to him.</p>
        <p>The book, such as it is,—and I have tried to make it all that such a
book should be by telling my story in as plain, straightforward, and
unpretending a style as I could command,—is now, for good or ill, out
of my hands, and my adopted country people will have to decide for
themselves whether the writing of it was worth the while or not.</p>
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        <head>EDITOR'S PREFATORY NOTICE.</head>
        <p>THE frank egotism of such a narrative as is contained in the volume
now in the hands of the reader needs no apology. Self-reliance, self-esteem,
and self-approbation, all were necessary for the
consummation of such adventures as those herein related; and, in the
opinion of the editor, a chief merit in the book is the perfect unreserve
with which its author gives to the world, not only the full particulars of
her numerous daring exploits and adventures, but the motives by
which she was influenced in undertaking them, and her impressions of
men and events. Since the author has not seen fit to do so, the editor
does not feel called upon to argue the question of propriety involved
in the appearance of a woman disguised in male attire on the battle-field;
but, with regard to some of the transactions in which Madame
Velazquez was engaged during the progress of the great civil war, a
few words of comment, explanatory rather than apologetic, seem to be
required.</p>
        <p>Some of these transactions were of a character that, under ordinary
circumstances, would admit of no extenuation; but, in making up a
judgment concerning them, several important facts must be
constantly borne in mind. One of them is, that Madame Velazquez
was acting as the agent of the only government to which she
acknowledged allegiance, and that she considered herself as justified
in aiding that government by every means in her power, as well by
fighting its enemies in the field, as by embarrassing them by such
attacks in the rear as are related in her narrative. This plea will, of
course, be
<pb id="velaz8" n="8"/>
worth nothing to those who refuse to admit that for any
purposes the Confederacy had a right to exist. It is necessary,
however, to view matters of this kind from a different standpoint from
this. The fact that the Federal Government was compelled to
recognize the Confederates as belligerents, and was
compelled to hold official intercourse with them, renders
argument on this head unnecessary. Admitting that they
were belligerents, they were justified, within certain
limitations, in doing all in their power to defeat their enemies, not only by
opposing them with armies in the field, but by demoralizing
them by insidious attacks in the rear, and by hampering their
efforts to keep their ranks full, and to provide the ways and
means for maintaining the armies at the highest state of
efficiency. Whatever view non-combatants might have taken
of the war, the men who did the fighting were obliged to consider it,
in a great measure, as a trial of skill and valor, and
practically to disregard sentimental or political considerations.
From a military point of view, therefore, what was proper and
justifiable for one side, was proper and justifiable for the
other, and will so be considered by impartial critics.</p>
        <p>These remarks have particular reference to the portions of this
narrative which relate the experiences of Madame Velazquez as a
Confederate secret-service agent at the North during the last eighteen
or twenty months of the war. It will be noticed that she speaks with
undisguised contempt of some of her associates within the Federal
lines,—associates without whose aid she could never have
accomplished the work she undertook. The unprejudiced reader will
have no difficulty in understanding that their position and hers were
vastly different. Some of these people were trusted officers of the
government, were sworn to loyalty and fidelity, and were in the
enjoyment of the full confidence of the public, as well as of their
immediate superiors. Others were men who were loud in their
protestations of loyalty, but who, while eager to be recognized as
stanch supporters of the Federal government, were, for the sake of
gain, secretly engaged in aiding
<pb id="velaz9" n="9"/>
the enemy by every means in their power. These people, and the
shrewd, sharp woman who made use of them for the furtherance of the
work she undertook to perform for the purpose of aiding the
government to which she had given her allegiance in carrying on a
gigantic contest, are surely not to be judged by the same standard;
and that Madame Velazquez does not hesitate to relate the details of
her transactions as a Confederate agent and spy, proves that she, at
least, does not consider that she has done anything to be ashamed of,
and is willing that her conduct shall be freely criticised.</p>
        <p>To many readers, the story of Madame Velazquez's experiences in
camp and on the battle-field while disguised as a Confederate officer,
will, from the peculiarities of her position, have a particular interest. In
the opinion of the editor, however, the most important part of the
book is that in which a revelation is made, now for the first time, of
the exact manner in which the Confederate secret-service system at
the North was managed. There is no feature of the civil war that more
needs to have light thrown on it than this; and, as the story which
the heroine of the adventures herein set down recites, is an
exceedingly curious one, it is deserving of the special consideration
of the public, both North and South.</p>
        <p>The editor of this volume was in the United States naval service
from near the beginning to the end of the civil war; and as he gave his
adhesion to the Union cause from principle rather than passion, and
as he has never, either during the war or since its close, had other
than the kindest feelings towards those who took the other side,
under a sincere conviction that they were right, he not only had had no
hesitation in preparing the narrative of Madame Velazquez for the press,
but he feels that he can appreciate the motives which, from first to last,
seem to have actuated her. The Southern people made a great mistake
when they inaugurated the war; but it does not become those who
fought in the Federal ranks to doubt, at this late day, the sincerity or
honesty of purpose of the vast majority of them.</p>
        <pb id="velaz10" n="10"/>
        <p>The great American civil war was an event that deserves to be
judged dispassionately; and to judge it dispassionately, it is
necessary that the people of both sections should understand each
other better than they did while the conflict was being waged, or,
indeed, than they do now. It is especially important that the people of
the North, being the victors, and being in a great measure responsible
for the present and future good government of the South, and for a
proper appreciation there of the advantages of a cordial and fraternal,
as well as a political union, should study the war from a Southern
point of view. The present volume, the editor believes, is not only a
most interesting narrative of adventure of a very exceptional kind, but
it is an important and valuable contribution to the history of the war.</p>
        <p>Madame Velazquez, whose enthusiasm for the cause of Southern
independence induced her to discard the garments of her sex, and to
assume male attire for the purpose of appearing upon the battle-field,
is a typical Southern woman of the war period; and there are
thousands of officers and soldiers who fought in the Confederate
armies who can bear testimony, not only to the valor she displayed in
battle, and under many circumstances of difficulty and danger, but to
her integrity, her energy, her ability, and her unblemished reputation.
Upon these points, however, it is not necessary to dilate; her story
will speak for itself, and that it is a true story in every particular, there
are abundant witnesses whose testimony will not be disputed.</p>
        <p>As Madame Velazquez is a typical Southern woman of the war
period, so her story furnishes a curious inside view of the
Confederacy, and it throws much light on a great number of obscure
points in its history. For this reason, if no other, it will deserve the
attention of Northern readers, who will find many things stated in it
which it is well for them to know. No commendation of any kind is
needed to command for it the consideration of the people of the
South. From the breaking out of the war to its close, the Confederate
cause had no more
<pb id="velaz11" n="11"/>
enthusiastic or zealous supporter than the woman who was known as
Lieutenant Harry T. Buford. According to her opportunities, she
labored with unsurpassed zeal and efficiency, and with a
disinterestedness that cannot but be admired.</p>
        <p>With regard to the part performed by the editor in preparing this
work for the press, it may be proper to say a few words. The
manuscript, when it was placed in his hands, was found to be very
minute and particular in some places, and rather meagre in others,
where particularity seemed desirable. Having undertaken to get this
material into proper shape, correspondence was opened with
Madame Velazquez, and a number of interviews with her were had. A
general plan having been agreed upon, it was left entirely to the
judgment of the editor what to omit or what to insert,—Madame
Velazquez agreeing to supply such information as was needed to make
the story complete, in a style suitable for publication. From her
correspondence, and from notes of her conversations, a variety of very
interesting details, not in the original manuscript, were obtained and
incorporated in the narrative. The editor, also, in several places has
corrected palpable errors of time and place, and has added a few facts
not supplied by the author. These corrections and additions have been
made after consultation with the author, and with her entire
approbation. In preparing her manuscript, Madame Velazquez seems to
have endeavored to narrate the incidents of her career in the fullest
manner possible; and it consequently contains a large amount of
matter which can be of but very little, if any, interest to the general
public. It has been necessary, therefore, while expanding in some
places, to make large excisions in others; but the story is such an
extraordinary one, in many of its aspects, that it has been judged
better to give it in too great <sic>fulness</sic>, rather than to omit what the
purchasers of the book would have a right to find in it. The excisions
have, therefore, been carefully made, and it is believed that nothing
has been omitted that is of value or importance. A few expressions that
might needlessly give
<pb id="velaz12" n="12"/>
offence, have either been stricken out or altered, while some,
which persons of severe taste may object to, have been permitted
to remain as they were originally written, they being in some
way characteristic of the writer, or of the circumstances under
which she was placed. While Madame Velazquez does not
pretend to any literary accomplishments, her style has a certain
flavor which is far from unpleasant; and the editor has been
careful, in making such changes and alterations as have seemed
necessary, to retain the author's own words wherever practicable.</p>
        <p>Owing to the loss of her diary, Madame Velazquez was
compelled to write her narrative entirely from memory, which will account
for the errors to which allusion has been made. Indeed, considering
the multiplicity of events, it is very remarkable that she has been able
to relate her story with any degree of accuracy. It is possible that,
despite the pains that have been taken to make the narrative exact in
every particular with regard to its facts, a few errors may have been
permitted to remain uncorrected. These errors, however, are not
material, and do not in any way impair the interest of the story.</p>
        <p>Madame Velazquez is a very remarkable woman, and some account
of her personal appearance, other than can be obtained from the
portraits of her which are given in this book, will doubtless be
appreciated by the reader. She is rather slender, something above
medium height, has more than the average of good looks, is
quick and energetic in her movements, and is very vivacious in
conversation. Her frame is firmly knit, and she is evidently endowed
with great powers of physical endurance. Those who have seen her
in male attire say that her skill in disguising herself was very great, and
that she readily passed for a man. At the same time she is anything
but masculine, either in appearance, manners, or address. She is a
shrewd, enterprising, and energetic business woman, and in society is
a brilliant and most entertaining conversationalist, abounding in a fund of racy
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anecdotes, and endowed with a mimetic power that enables her to relate her
anecdotes in the most telling manner. In New York, Philadelphia, and
other Northern cities, as well as throughout the South and West, she
has a large number of very warm friends, who hold her in the highest
esteem on account of her eminent talents, her fascinating social
qualities, and her unblemished reputation. It is to be hoped that the
publication of the story of her checkered career will have the effect of
increasing, rather than of diminishing, the number of these friends.
Her story is a most remarkable one, in nearly every respect. During the
war a number of women, on both sides, from time to time, performed
spy duty, and several of them are said to have occasionally assumed
male attire. Madame Velazquez, however, it is believed, is the only one
of her sex, who, for any length of time, wore a masculine garb, or who
participated as a combatant in a series of hard-fought battles.
Narratives of the adventures of several heroines on the Federal side
have been published, but none of them will at all compare in extent and
variety of interest with the volume now before the reader, which has an
additional claim on the regards of the public as being the only
authentic account of the career of a Confederate heroine that has
issued from the press.</p>
      </div1>
      <div1 type="table of contents">
        <pb id="velaz15" n="15"/>
        <head>CONTENTS.</head>
        <list type="simple">
          <item>CHAPTER I.
<lb/>
CHILDHOOD.
<lb/>
The Woman in Battle.—Heroines of History.—Joan of Arc.—A Desire to
emulate Her.—The Opportunity that was Offered.—Breaking out of the War
between the North and the South.—Determination to take Part in the Contest.
—A noble Ancestry.—The Velazquez Family. My Birth at Havana.—Removal
of my Family to Mexico.—The War between the United States and Mexico.—
Loss of my Father's Estates.—Return of the Family to Cuba.—My early
Education.—At School in New Orleans.—Castles in the Air.—Romantic
Aspirations.—Trying to be a Man.—Midnight Promenades before the Mirror in Male Attire. . . . . <ref target="velaz33" targOrder="U">33</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER II.
<lb/>
MARRIAGE.
<lb/>
My Betrothal.—Love Matches and Marriages of Convenience.—Some new Ideas
picked up from my Schoolmates.—A new Lover appears upon the Field—I
Figure as a Rival to a Friend.—Love's Young Dream.—A new Way of Popping
the Question.—A Clandestine Marriage.—Displeasure of my Family.—Life as the Wife of an Army Officer.—The Mormon Expedition.—Birth of my first
Child, and Reconciliation with my Family.—Commencement of the War
between the North and South.—Death of my Children.—Resignation of my
Husband from the Army.—My Determination to take Part in the coming
Conflict as a Soldier.—Opposition of my Husband to my Schemes. . . . . <ref target="velaz43" targOrder="U">43</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER III.
<lb/>
ASSUMING MALE ATTIRE.
<lb/>
A Wedding Anniversary.—Preparing for my Husband's Departure for the
Seat of War.—My Desire to accompany Him.—His Arguments to dissuade
Me.—My First Appearance in Public in Male Attire.—A Barroom
Scene.—Drinking Success to the Confederacy.—My First Cigar.
—A Tour of the Gambling-Houses and Drinking-Saloons.—The
unpleasant Points of Camp Life set forth in strong Colors.—Departure of
my Husband.—Donning Male Attire.—My First Suit of Male Clothing.
—Description of my Disguise.—The Practicability of a Woman
disguising herself effectively.—Some of the Features of Army Life.—
What Men think of Women Soldiers . . . . .<ref target="velaz52" targOrder="U">52</ref></item>
          <pb id="velaz16" n="16"/>
          <item>CHAPTER IV.
<lb/>
DISGUISED AS A CONFEDERATE OFFICER.
<lb/>
Preparing a Military Outfit.—Consultations with a Friend.—Argument against my proposed Plan of Action—Assuming the Uniform of a Confederate
Officer.—A Scene in a Barber's Shop.—How young Men try to make their
Beards Grow.—Taking a social Drink.—A Game of Billiards.—In a Faro Bank.—Some War Talk.—Drinks all Around.—The End of an exciting Day.—Making up a Complexion.—A false Mustache.—Final Preparations.—Letters from Husband and Father.—Ready to start for the Seat of War. . . . . <ref target="velaz61" targOrder="U">61</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER V.
<lb/>
RECRUITING.
<lb/>
My Plan of Action.—On the War Path.—In Search of Recruits in
Arkansas.—The Giles Homestead.—Sensation caused by a Soldier's Uniform.—A prospective Recruit.—Bashful Maidens.—A nice little Flirtation.—Learning how to be agreeable to the Ladies.—A Lesson in Masculine Manners.—A terrible Situation.—Causeless Alarm.—The young Lady becoming Sociable.—A few Matrimonial Hints.—The successful Commencement of a Soldier's Career.—Anticipations of future Glory.—Dreamless Slumbers. . . . .<ref target="velaz70" targOrder="U"> 70</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER VI.</item>
          <item>A WIDOW.</item>
          <item>
Flirtation and Recruiting.—My brilliant Success in enlisting a Company.—
Embarkation for New Orleans.—Letter from My Husband.—Change of Plans.—
Cheered while passing through Mobile.—Arrival at Pensacola.—Astonishment
of My Husband.—Sudden Death of my Husband by the Bursting of a Carbine.—
Determination to go to the Front.—A fascinating Widow.—A Lesson in
Courtship.—Starting for the Seat of War.—Unpleasant Companions.—A bit of Flirtation with a Columbia Belle.—In Charge of a Party of Ladies and Children at Lynchburg.—Arrival in Richmond.—Another Lady in Love with me.—The Major wants to make a Night of it.—A quiet Game of Cards.—Off for the Battle-field. . . . . <ref target="velaz82" targOrder="U">82</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER VII.</item>
          <item>THE BATTLE OF BULL RUN.</item>
          <item>
Joining the Army in the Field.—Trying to get a Commission.—The
Skirmish at Blackburn's Ford.—Burying the Dead.—I attach myself to
General Bee's Command.—The Night before the Battle of Bull Run.—
A sound Sleep.—The Morning of the Battle.—A magnificent Scene.—
The Approach of the Enemy.—Commencement of the Fight.—An Exchange of Compliments between old Friends.—Bee's Order to fall back, and his Rally.—“Stonewall” Jackson.—The Battle at its Fiercest.—The Scene at Midday.—Huge Clouds of Dust and Smoke.—Some
<pb id="velaz17" n="17"/>
tough Fighting.—How Beauregard and Johnston rallied their Men.—The
Contest for the Possession of the Plateau.—Bee and Bartow Killed.—Arrival of Kirby Smith with Re-enforcements.—The Victory Won.—Application for Promotion.—Return to Richmond. . . . . <ref target="velaz95" targOrder="U">95</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER VIII.</item>
          <item>
AFTER THE BATTLE.</item>
          <item>
Erroneous Ideas about the War.—Some of the Effects of the Battle of Bull
Run.—The Victory not in all Respects a Benefit to the Cause of the
Confederacy.—Undue Elation of Soldiers and Civilians.—Richmond
Demoralized.—A Quarrel with a drunken Officer.—An Insult Resented.—I
leave Richmond.—Prospect of another Battle.—Cutting a Dash in Leesburg.—A little Love Affair.—Stern Parents.—A clandestine Meeting.—Love's young Dream.—Disappointed Affections.—In front of the Enemy once More.—A Battle expected to come off. . . . . <ref target="velaz107" targOrder="U">107</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER IX.</item>
          <item>THE BATTLE OF BALL'S BLUFF.</item>
          <item>
An Appetite for Fighting.—The Sensations of the Battle-field.—My second
Battle.—The Conflict at Ball's Bluff.—My Arrival at General Evans's
Headquarters.—Meeting an old Acquaintance.—Hospitalities of the Camp.—
The Morning of the Battle.—Commencement of the Fight.—A fierce
Struggle.—In Charge of a Company.—A suspicious Story.—Bob figures as a Combatant.—Rout of the Enemy.—The Federals driven over the Bluff into
the River.—I capture some Prisoners.—A heart-rending Spectacle.—Escape of Colonel Devens, of the Fifteenth Massachusetts Regiment, by swimming
across the River.—Sinking of the Boats with the wounded Federals in Them.—
Night, and the End of the Battle. . . . . <ref target="velaz115" targOrder="U">115</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER X.
<lb/>
FIRST EXPERIENCES AS A SPY.
<lb/>
Reaction after the Excitements of a Battle.—The Necessity for mental and
bodily Occupation.—I form a new Project.—War as we imagine it, and as it
Is.—Fighting not the only Thing to be Done.—The Dreams of Youth, and
the Realities of Experience.—The Secret of Success.—The Difficulties  which the Confederate Commanders experienced in obtaining Information of the
Movements of the Enemy.—What a Woman can do that a Man Cannot.—A
Visit to Mrs. Tyree.—The only Way of keeping a Secret.—I assume the
Garments of my own Sex again as a Disguise.—Getting across the Potomac at
Night.—Asleep in a Wheat-Stack.—A suspicious Farmer.—A Friend in Need.—Maryland Hospitality.—Off for Washington. . . . . <ref target="velaz126" targOrder="U">126</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XI.
<lb/>
IN WASHINGTON.
<lb/>
Inside the Enemy's Lines.—Arrival at the Federal Capital.—Renewing an
Acquaintance with an old Friend.—What I found out by a judicious
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System of Questioning.—The Federal Plans with regard to the Mississippi.—
An Attack on New Orleans Surmised.—A Tour around Washington.—Visit to
the War Department, and Interview with Secretary Cameron and General
Wessells.—An Introduction to the President.—Impressions of Mr. Lincoln.—I succeed in finding out a Thing or two at the Post-Office.—Sudden Departure from Washington.—Return to Leesburg.—Departure for Columbus, Kentucky. . . . . <ref target="velaz136" targOrder="U">136</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XII.<lb/>
ACTING AS MILITARY CONDUCTOR.
<lb/>
At Memphis Again.—Ending my first Campaign.—My Friend the
Captain and I
exchange Notes.—I reach Columbus, and report to General Leonidas
Polk.—Assigned to Duty as Military Conductor.—Unavailing
Blandishments of the
Women.—A mean Piece of Malice.—General Lucius M. Polk tries
to play a
Trick on Me.—The Path of Duty.—The General put under
Arrest.—An
Explanation concerning a one-sided Joke.—I become dissatisfied, and
tender
my Resignation.—A Request to Return to Virginia and enter the Secret
Service.—Acceptance of my Resignation.—The Lull before the
Storm. . . . . <ref target="velaz145" targOrder="U">145</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XIII.
<lb/>
A MERRY-MAKING.
<lb/>
In Search of active Employment.—On the Road to Bowling Green, Kentucky.—
My travelling Companions.—A Halt at Paris.—A hog-killing and
corn-shucking Frolic.—Dancing all Night in the School-house.—A
Quilting-Party.—My particular Attentions to a Lady.—The other Girls Unhappy.—The Reward of Gallantry.—What General Hardee had to say to Me.—The Woodsonville Fight.—On the back Track for Fort Donelson. . . . . <ref target="velaz154" targOrder="U">154</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XIV.
<lb/>
THE FALL OF FORT DONELSON.
<lb/>
The Spirit of Partisanship.—My Opinions with regard to the Invincibility of the Southern Soldiers.—Unprepared to sustain the Humiliation of Defeat.— The Beginning of the End.—At Fort Donelson.—The Federal Attack Expected.—Preparations for the Defence.—The Garrison confident of their Ability to
hold the Fort.—The Difference between Summer and Winter Campaigning.—
Enthusiasm supplanted by Hope and Determination.—My Boy Bob and I go
to Work in the Trenches.—Too much of a Good Thing.—Dirt-digging not
exactly in my Line.—The Federals make their Appearance.—The Opening of
the Battle.—On Picket Duty in the Trenches at Night.—Storm of Snow and
Sleet.—The bitter Cold.—Cries and Groans of the Wounded—My Clothing
stiff with Ice.—I find Myself giving Way, but manage to endure until the
Relief Comes.—Terrible Suffering.—Singular Ideas.—A Four Days' Battle.—The Confederate Successes on the first and second Days.—The Gunboats driven Off.—Desperate Fighting on the third Day.—A breathing Spell.—The Confederates finally driven back into the Fort.—It is resolved to Surrender.—Generals Floyd and Pillow make their
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Escape.—General Buckner surrenders to General Grant.—Terrible Scenes
after the Battle is Over.—The Ground strewn for Miles with Dead and
Dying.—Wounded Men crushed by the Artillery Wagons.—The Houses of
the Town of Dover filled with Wounded.—My Depression of Spirits on
Account of the Terrible Scenes I had Witnessed. . . . . <ref target="velaz161" targOrder="U">161</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XV.
<lb/>
DETECTION AND ARREST IN NEW ORLEANS.
<lb/>
Taking a Rest at Nashville.—Again on the March.—I join General A. S.
Johnston's Army.—Wounded in a Skirmish.—Am afraid of having my Sex
discovered, and leave suddenly for New Orleans.—In New Orleans I am
suspected of being a Spy, and am Arrested.—The Officer who makes the
Arrest in Doubt.—The Provost Marshal orders my Release.—I am again
arrested by the Civil Authorities on suspicion of being a Woman.—No Way
out of the Scrape but to reveal my Identity.—Private Interview with Mayor
Monroe.—The Mayor Fines and Imprisons Me.—I enlist as a Private
Soldier.—On arriving at Fort Pillow, obtain a Transfer to the Army of East
Tennessee. . . . . <ref target="velaz174" targOrder="U">174</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XVI.
<lb/>
AN UNFORTUNATE LOVE AFFAIR.
<lb/>
Again at Memphis.—Public and private Difficulties.—Future Prospects.
—Arrival of my Negro Boy and Baggage from Grand Junction.—A new
uniform Suit.—Prepared once more to face the World.—I fall in with an old Friend.—An Exchange of Compliments.—Late Hours.—Some of the Effects of Late Hours.—Confidential Communications.—The Course of true Love runs not Smooth.—I renew my Acquaintance with General Lucius M.
Polk.—The General disposed to be Friendly.—My Friend and I call on his
Lady-love and her Sister.—Surprising Behavior of the young Lady.—
A genuine Love-letter.—A Secret Disclosed.—Incidents of a
Buggy Ride.—A Declaration of Love.—Lieutenant H. T. Buford as
a
Lady-killer.—Why should Women not pop the Question as well as Men?—A melancholy Disclosure for my Friend.—I endeavor to encourage Him.—A Visit to the Theatre and an enjoyable Evening.—I meet a Friend from New Orleans, and endeavor to
remove any Suspicions with regard to my Identity from his Mind.—Progress
of my Love-affair with Miss M.—The young Lady and I have our Pictures
Taken.—I proceed to Corinth for the Purpose of taking Part in the expected
Battle.—The Confederate Army advances from Corinth towards Pittsburg
Landing. . . . . <ref target="velaz183" targOrder="U">183</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XVII.
<lb/>
THE BATTLE OF SHILOH.
<lb/>
A Surprise upon the Federal Army at Pittsburg Landing Arranged.—A brilliant
Victory Expected.—I start for the Front, and encamp for the Night at
Monterey.—My Slumbers disturbed by a Rain-storm.—I find General Hardee
near Shiloh Church, and ask Permission to take a Hand in the Fight.—The
Opening of the Battle.—Complete Surprise of the
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Federals.—I see my Arkansas Company, and join It.—A Lieutenant being
killed, I take his Place, amid a hearty Cheer from the Men.—A Secret
Revealed.—I fight through the Battle under the Command of my
Lover.—Furious Assaults on the Enemy's Lines.—The Bullets fly Thick and
Fast.—General Albert Sydney Johnston Killed.—End of the First Day's
Battle, and Victory for the Confederates.—Beauregard's Error in not pursuing
his Advantage.—I slip through the Lines after Dark, and watch what is going
on at Pittsburg Landing.—The Gunboats open Fire.—Unpleasant Effect of
Shells from big Guns.—Utter Demoralization of the Federals.—Arrival of
Buell with Re-enforcements.—General Grant and another general Officer pass
near Me in a Boat, and I am tempted to take a Shot at Them.—I return to
Camp, and wish to report what I had seen to General Beauregard, but am dissuaded
from doing so by my Captain.—Uneasy Slumbers.—Commencement of the Second
Day's Fight.—The Confederates unable to contend with the Odds against
Them.—A lost Opportunity.—The Confederates defeated, and compelled to
retire from the Field.—I remain in the Woods near the Battle-field all
Night. . . . . <ref target="velaz200" targOrder="U">200</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XVIII.
<lb/>
WOUNDED.
<lb/>
The Morning after the Battle of Shiloh.—My Return to Camp.—A Letter from
my Memphis Lady-love.—A sad Case.—My Boy Bob Missing.—I start out to
search for Him.—A runaway Horse, and a long Tramp through the Mud.—
Return to the Battle-field.—Horrible Scenes along the Road.—Out on a
Scouting Expedition.—Burying the Dead.—I receive a severe Wound.—A
long and painful Ride back to Camp.—My Wound dressed by a Surgeon, and my
Sex discovered.—A Fugitive.—Arrival at Grand Junction.—Crowd of
anxious Inquirers.—Off for New Orleans.—Stoppages at Grenada, Jackson,
and Osyka on Account of my Wound.—The Kindness of Friends.—Fresh Attempt
to reach New Orleans.—Unsatisfactory Appearance of the Military Situation.
—The Passage of the Forts by the Federal Fleet.—A new Field of
Employment opened for Me.—I resume the Garments of my Sex. . . . . <ref target="velaz219" targOrder="U">219</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XIX.
<lb/>
THE CAPTURE OF NEW ORLEANS, AND BUTLER'S ADMINISTRATION.
<lb/>
Capture of Island No. 10.—The impending Attack on New Orleans.—The
unsatisfactory Military Situation.—Confidence of Everybody in the River
Defences.—My Apprehensions of Defeat.—The Fall of New
Orleans.—Excitement in the City on the News of the Passage of the Forts
being Received.—I resolve to abandon the Career of a Soldier, and to resume
the Garments of my own Sex.—Appearance of the Fleet opposite the
City.—Immense Destruction of Property.—My Congratulations to Captain
Bailey of the Navy.—Mayor Monroe's Refusal to raise the Federal
Flag.—General Butler assumes Command of the City.—Butler's Brutality.—
I procure the foreign Papers of an English Lady, and strike up an Acquaintance
with the Provost Marshal.—Am introduced to other Officers, and through
them gain Access to Headquarters.—Colonel Butler furnishes me with the
necessary Passes to get through
<pb id="velaz21" n="21"/>
the Lines.—I drive an active Trade in Drugs and Confederate Money while
carrying Information to and Fro.—Preparations for a grand final Speculation
in Confederate Money.—I am intrusted with a Despatch for the “Alabama,” and
am started for Havana. . . . . <ref target="velaz232" targOrder="U">232</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XX.
<lb/>
A VISIT TO HAVANA.
<lb/>
A Trip to Havana.—My Purposes in making the Journey.—The Results of a
Year of Warfare.—Gloomy Prospects.—A Gleam of Hope in Virginia.—The
Delights of a Voyage on the Gulf of Mexico.—The Island of Cuba in
Sight.—The Approach to Havana.—I communicate with the Confederate
Agents and deliver my Despatches.—An Interchange of valuable
Information.—The Business of Blockade-running and its enormous
Profits.—The Injury to the Business caused by the Capture of New
Orleans.—My Return to New Orleans and Preparation for future Adventures. . .
 . . <ref target="velaz244" targOrder="U">244</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXI.
<lb/>
A DIFFICULTY WITH BUTLER.—ESCAPE FROM NEW ORLEANS.
<lb/>
Butler's Rule in New Orleans.—A System of Terrorism.—My Acquaintance
with Federal Officers.—I resume the Business of carrying Information
through the Lines.—A Trip to Robertson's Plantation for the Purpose of
carrying a Confederate Despatch.—A long Tramp after Night.—Some of the
Incidents of My Journey.—The Alligators and Mosquitoes.—Arrival at my
Destination, and Delivery of the Despatch to a Confederate Officer.—My
hospitable Entertainment by Friends of the Confederacy.—My Return to
New Orleans.—Capture of the Bearer of my Despatch, and my Arrest.—I am
taken before Butler, who endeavors to extort a Confession from Me.—Butler
as a Bully.—I refuse to confess, and am ordered to be imprisoned in
the
Custom-House.—My Release, through the Intercession of the British
Consul.—I resolve to leave New Orleans, for fear of getting into further
Trouble.—A Bargain with a Fisherman to take me across Lake Pontchartrain.—
My Escape from Butler's Jurisdiction. . . . . <ref target="velaz253" targOrder="U">253</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXII.
<lb/>
CARRYING DESPATCHES.
<lb/>
Uncertainties of the Military Situation.—I go to Jackson, Mississippi.—
Burning of the Bowman House in that Place by Breckenridge's Soldiers.
—The unpleasant Position in which Non-combatants were Placed.—A Visit
to the Camp of General Dan. Adams, and Interview with that Officer.—I
visit Hazlehurst, and carry a Message to General Gardner at Port
Hudson.—Recovery of my Negro Boy Bob.—General Van Dorn's Raid on
Holly Springs.—I resolve to return to Virginia.—The Results of two Years of Warfare.—Dark Days for the Confederacy.—Fighting against Hope. . . . . <ref target="velaz268" targOrder="U">268</ref>
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</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXIII.
<lb/>
UNDER ARREST AGAIN.
<lb/>
Commencement of a new Campaign.—Return to Richmond, and Arrest on Suspicion of being a Woman.—Imprisonment in Castle Thunder.—Kindness to Me of
Major J. W. Alexander and his Wife.—I refuse to resume the
Garments of
my Sex.—I am released, and placed on Duty in the Secret Service
Corps.—General Winder, the Chief of the Secret Service
Bureau.—A 
remarkable Character.—General Winder sends me with blank Despatches to
General Van Dorn to try Me.—A Member of the North Carolina Home Guards
attempts to arrest Me at Charlotte. —I resist the Arrest, and am permitted to
Proceed.—The Despatches delivered to Van Dorn in Safety.—My Arrest in
Lynchburg.—The Rumors that were in Circulation about Me.—I am pestered
with curious Visitors.—A Couple of Ladies deceived by a simple Trick.—
A comical Interview with an old Lady.—She declares herself insulted.—
An insulting Letter from a general Officer.—My indignant Reply, and Offer
to fight Him.—I obtain my Release, and leave Lynchburg. . . . . <ref target="velaz276" targOrder="U">276</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXIV.
<lb/>
RUNNING THROUGH THE FEDERAL LINES.
<lb/>
At Charlotte, North Carolina.—Arrival of Longstreet's Corps, on its
Way to re-enforce Bragg's Army.—I obtain Permission for Myself and
other Officers to go on the Train Southward.—I arrive in Atlanta,
Georgia, and receive Letters from several Members of my Family.—I
learn for the first Time that my Brother is in the Confederate Army.—
I receive Information of the Officer to whom I am engaged to be 
married, and whom I have not seen since the Battle of Shiloh.—I make an
Attempt to reach Him, but am unable to do so.—Failing in an Endeavor
to become attached to General Armstrong's Command, I determine
to undertake an Expedition through the Lines.—Finding a Supply
of female Garments in a deserted Farm-house, I attire Myself as a
Woman.—My Uniform hid in an Ash-barrel.—An Invasion of the
Dairy.—I start for the Federal Lines. . . . . <ref target="velaz288" targOrder="U">288</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXV.
<lb/>
THE MILITARY SECRET SERVICE.—RETURN FROM A SPYING EXPEDITION.
<lb/>
The Duties of Spies.—The Necessity for their Employment.—The Status of
Spies, and the extraordinary Perils they Run.—Some Remarks about the
Secret Service, and the Necessity for its Improvement.—I reach the Federal
Lines, and obtain a Pass to go North from General Rosecrans.—On my
Travels in search of Information.—Arrival at Martinsburg, and am put in the
Room of a Federal Officer.—A Disturbance in the Night.—“Who is that
Woman?”—I make an advantageous Acquaintance.—A polite
Quartermaster.—All about a pretended dead Brother.—How Secret Service
Agents go about their Work.—A Visit to my pretended Brother's Grave, and
what I gained by It.—I succeed in giving one of Mosby's Pickets an important
Bit of Information.—The polite Attention of Federal Officers.—I return to <sic corr="Chattanooga">Chatanooga</sic>, and
<pb id="velaz23" n="23"/>
resume my Confederate Uniform.—A perilous Attempt to reach the
Confederate Lines.—What a Drink of Whiskey can do.—I become lame in
my wounded Foot, and am sent to Atlanta for medical Treatment. . . . . <ref target="velaz298" targOrder="U">298</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXVI.
<lb/>
IN THE HOSPITAL.
<lb/>
The Kind of People an Army is made up Of.—Gentlemen and
Blackguards.—The Demoralization of Warfare.—How I managed to keep out
of Difficulties.—The Value of a fighting Reputation.—A Quarrel with a
drunken General.—I threaten to shoot Him.—My Illness, and the kind
Attentions received from Friends.—I am admitted to the Empire
Hospital.—The Irksomeness of a Sick-bed.—I learn that my Lover is in the
same Hospital, and resolve to see him as soon as I am Convalescent. . . . . <ref target="velaz310" targOrder="U">310</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXVII.
<lb/>
A STRANGE STORY OF TRUE LOVE.
<lb/>
Sick-bed Fancies.—Reflections on my military Career.—I almost resolve to
abandon the Garb of a Soldier.—Difficulties in the Way of achieving
Greatness.—Warfare as a laborious Business.—The Favors of Fortune
sparingly Bestowed.—Prospective Meeting with my Lover.—Anxiety to
know what he would think of the Course I had been pursuing in figuring in the
Army as a Man.—A  strange Courtship.—More like a Chapter of Romance
than a grave Reality.—My Recollections of an old Spanish Story, read in my
Childhood, that in some Respects reminds me of my own Experiences<corr>.</corr>—The
Story of Estela.—How the Desires of a Pair of Lovers were opposed by stern
Parents.—An Elopement Planned.—The Abduction of Estela through the
Instrumentality of a Rival.—She is carried off by Moorish Pirates, and sold as a Slave.—Her Escape from Slavery, and how she entered the Army of the
Emperor disguised as a Man.—Estela saves the Emperor's Life, and is
promoted to a high Office<corr>.</corr>—Her Meeting with her Lover, and her Endeavors
to make him confess his Faith in her Honor.—The Appointment of Estela as
Governor of her native City.—The Trial of her Lover on the Charge of
having murdered her.—Happy Ending of the Story.—I am inspired, by my
Recollections of the Story of Estela, to hear from the Lips of my Lover his
Opinion of me before I reveal myself to him.—Impatient Waiting for the
Hour of Meeting. . . . . <ref target="velaz317" targOrder="U">317</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXVIII.
<lb/>
AGAIN A WIFE AND AGAIN A WIDOW.
<lb/>
Convalescence.—I pay a Visit to my Lover.—A Friendly Feeling.—A
Surprise in Store for him.—I ask him about his Matrimonial Prospects, and
endeavor to ascertain the State of his Affections towards me.—An affecting
Scene.—The Captain receives a Letter from his Lady-love.—“She has come!
She has come!”—The Captain prepares for a Meeting with his Sweetheart.—
A Question of Likeness.—A puzzling Situation.—
<pb id="velaz24" n="24"/>
I reveal my Identity.—Astonishment and Joy of my Lover.
—Preparations for our Wedding.—A very quiet Affair Proposed.—The
Wedding.—A short Honeymoon.—Departure of my Husband for the
Front.—My Apprehensions for his Health.—My Apprehensions justified in
the News of his Death in a Federal Hospital in <sic corr="Chattanooga">Chatanooga</sic>.—Once more a
Widow. . . . . <ref target="velaz326" targOrder="U">326</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXIX.
<lb/>
IN THE CONFEDERATE SECRET SERVICE.
<lb/>
Altered Circumstances.—The Result of two Years and a half Experience in
Warfare.—The Difference between the Emotions of a raw Recruit and a
Veteran.—Difficulties in the Way of deciding what Course it was best to
pursue for the Future.—I resolve to go to Richmond in Search of active
Employment of some Kind.—The Military Situation in the Autumn of
1863.—Concentration of the Armies at Richmond and <sic corr="Chattanooga">Chatanooga</sic>.—
Richmond safe from Capture.—The Results of the Battle of
Chickamauga.—Rosecrans penned up in <sic corr="Chattanooga">Chatanooga</sic> by Bragg.—The Pinch of
the Fight Approaching.—Hopes of foreign Intervention.—An apparently
encouraging Condition of Affairs.—I go to Richmond, and have Interviews
with President Davis and General Winder.—I am furnished by the Latter with a
Letter of Recommendation, and start on a grand Tour through the
Confederacy.—Arrival at Mobile, and Meeting with old Army Friends. . . . . <ref target="velaz339" targOrder="U">339</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXX.
<lb/>
ON DUTY AS A SPY.
<lb/>
I receive a mysterious Note, requesting me to meet the Writer.—I go to the
appointed Place, and find an Officer of the Secret Service Corps, who wants
me to go through the Lines with Despatches.—I accept the
Commission, and the next Day go to Meridian for the Purpose of completing
my Arrangement and receiving my Instructions.—A Visit to General Ferguson's
Headquarters.—Final Instructions from the General, who presents me with a
Pistol.—I start for the Federal Lines, and ride all Night and
all the next Day.—A rough and toilsome Journey.—I spend the Night in a
Negro's Cabin.—Off again at three o'clock in the Morning with an old Negro
Man for a Guide.—We reach the Neighborhood of the Federal Pickets, and I
send my Guide back.—I bury my Pistol in a Church.—I am halted by a
Picket-guard, and am taken to Moscow.—A Cross-examination by the Colonel in
Command.—Satisfactory Result for Myself.—On the Train for
Memphis.—Insulting Remarks from the Soldiers.—A Major interferes for my
Protection.—Off for General Washburn's Headquarters. . . . . <ref target="velaz348" targOrder="U">348</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXI.
<lb/>
SENDING INFORMATION TO THE CONFEDERATES FROM MEMPHIS.
<lb/>
My Friend, the Lieutenant, concludes that he will make himself better
acquainted with me.—Indiscreet Confidences.—Some of the Traits of
<pb id="velaz25" n="25"/>
Human Nature.—The Kind of Secrets Women can Keep.—Women better
than Men for certain Kinds of Secret Service Duty.—The Lieutenant wants to
know all about me.—I suspect that he has Matrimonial Inclinations.—He is
anxious to discover whether I have any wealthy Relations.—I am induced to
think that I can make him useful in obtaining Information with regard to the
Federal Movements.—The Lieutenant expresses his Opinion about the
War.—Arrival at Memphis.—Visit to the Provost Marshal's Office.—
General Washburn too ill to see me.—I enclose him the bogus Despatch I have
for him, with an explanatory Note.—The Lieutenant escorts me to the
Hardwick House, and I request him to call in the Morning.—Procuring a Change
of Dress through One of the Servants, I slip out, and have an Interview with my
Confederate, and give him the Despatch for General Forrest.
—On returning to the Hotel, I meet the Lieutenant on the Street, but manage
to pass him without being observed.—Satisfactory Accomplishment of my
Errand. . . . . <ref target="velaz362" targOrder="U">362</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXII.
<lb/>
FORREST'S GREAT RAID.—GOING NORTH ON A MISSION OF MERCY.
<lb/>
A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed.—The Lieutenant aids me in procuring a
new Wardrobe.—I succeed in finding out all I want to know about the
Number and the Disposition of the Federal Troops on the Line of the
Memphis and Charleston Railroad.—A Movement made in accordance with
the bogus Despatch which I had brought to General Washburn.—Forrest makes
his Raid, and I pretend to be alarmed lest the Rebels should capture me.—The
Lieutenant continues his Attentions, and Something occurs to induce me to
change my Plans.—I have an Interview with an Officer of my Brother's
Command, and learn that he is a Prisoner.—I resolve to go to him, and leave
for the North on a Pass furnished by General Washburn.—At Louisville I have
an Interview with a mysterious secret Agent of the Confederacy, who supplies
me with Funds.—On reaching Columbus, Ohio, I obtain a Permit to see my
Brother.—Through the Agency of Governor Brough my Brother is released,
and we go East together,—he to New York, I to Washington. . . . .<ref target="velaz373" targOrder="U"> 373</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXIII.
<lb/>
SECRET SERVICE DUTY AT THE NORTH.
<lb/>
New Scenes and new Associations.—My first Visit to the North.—The Wealth
and Prosperity of the North contrasted with the Poverty and Desolation of
the South.—Much of the northern Prosperity fictitious.—The anti-war
Party and its Strength.—How some of the People of the
North made Money during the War.—“Loyal” Blockade-runners and
Smugglers.—Confederate Spies and Emissaries in the Government
Offices.—The Opposition to the Draft.—The bounty-jumping Frauds.—My
Connection with them.—Operations of the Confederate Secret Service
Agents.—Other Ways of fighting the Enemy than by Battles in the Field.—I
arrange a Plan of Operations, and place myself in communication with the
Confederate Authorities at Richmond, and also with Federal Officials at
Washington and Elsewhere.—I abandon Fighting for Strategy. . . . . <ref target="velaz383" targOrder="U">383</ref>
<pb id="velaz26" n="26"/>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXIV.
<lb/>
PLAYING A DOUBLE GAME.
<lb/>
Studying the Situation.—I renew my Acquaintance with old Friends of
The Federal Army.—Half-formed Plans.—I obtain an Introduction to
Colonel Lafayette C. Baker, Chief of the United States Secret Service
Corps.—Colonel Baker and General Winder of the Confederate Secret
Service compared.—Baker a good Detective Officer, but far inferior to
Winder as the Head of a Secret Service Department.—I solicit Employment
from Baker as a Detective, and am indorsed by my Friend General A.—Baker gives a rather indefinite Answer to my Application.—I go
to New York, and fall in with Confederate Secret Service Agents, who
employ me to assist them in various Schemes.—Learning the Ropes.—
I send Intelligence of my Movements to Richmond, and am enrolled as
a Confederate Agent.—I have several Interviews with Baker, and succeed
in gaining his Confidence.—Baker's Surprise and Disgust at various
Times at his Plans leaking Out.—The Secret of the Leakage Revealed. . . . . <ref target="velaz392" targOrder="U">392</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXV.
<lb/>
VISIT TO RICHMOND AND CANADA.
<lb/>
An Attack on the Rear of the Enemy in Contemplation.—The Difficulties
in the Way of its Execution.—What it was expected to Accomplish.—
The Federals to be placed between two Fires.—I have an  Interview
with Colonel Baker, and propose a Trip to Richmond.—He assents,
and furnishes me with Passes and Means to make the Journey.—I run
through the Lines, and reach Richmond in Safety.—I return by a
roundabout Route, laden with Despatches, Letters, Commercial Orders,
Money Drafts, and other valuable Documents.—I am delayed in
Baltimore,
and fall short of Money.—The Difficulties I had in getting my
Purse filled.—Sickness.—I visit Lewes, Delaware, and deliver
Instructions to a Blockade-runner.—On reaching New York I learn that a
Detective is after me.—I start for Canada, and meeting the
Detective in the
Cars, strike up an Acquaintance with him.—He shows me a Photograph,
supposed
to be of myself, and tells me what his Plans are.—The Detective
baffled, and
my safe Arrival in Canada.—Hearty Welcome by the Confederates
there.—I
transact my Business, and prepare to return. . . . . <ref target="velaz403" targOrder="U">403</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXVI.
<lb/>
ARRANGEMENTS FOR A WESTERN TRIP.
<lb/>
I return to Washington for the Purpose of reporting to Colonel Baker.—
Apprehensions with regard to the Kind of Reception I am likely to have
from him.—The Colonel amiable, and apparently unsuspicious.—I
give him an Account of my Richmond Trip, and receive his Congratulations.
—General A. calls on me, and he, Baker, and I go to the Theatre.—
A Supper at the Grand Hotel.—Baker calls on me the next
Morning, and proposes that I shall visit the Military Prisons at Johnson's
Island and elsewhere, for the Purpose of discovering whether the
Confederate Prisoners have any Intentions of Escaping.—I accept the
Commission, and start for the West.—Reflections on the Military and
Political Situations. . . . . <ref target="velaz420" targOrder="U">420</ref></item>
          <pb id="velaz27" n="27"/>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXVII.
<lb/>
JOHNSON'S ISLAND.—PREPARATIONS FOR AN ATTACK ON THE FEDERAL REAR.
<lb/>
On the Way to Sandusky.—I am introduced to a Federal Lieutenant on the
Cars, who is conducting Confederate Prisoners to Johnson's Island.—He
permits me to converse with the Prisoners, and I distribute some Money
among them.—Arrival at Sandusky.—First View of Johnson's Island.—I
visit the Island, and, on the strength of Colonel Baker's Letter, am permitted
to go into the Enclosure and converse with the Prisoners.—I have a Talk with
a young Confederate Officer, and give him Money and Despatches, and explain what
is to be done for the Liberation of himself and his Companions.—Returning to Sandusky, I send Telegraphic Despatches to the Agents in Detroit, Buffalo, and Indianapolis.—How the grand Raid was to have been made.—Its Failure
through the Treason or Cowardice of one Man. . . . . <ref target="velaz433" targOrder="U">433</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXVIII.
<lb/>
IN THE INDIANAPOLIS ARSENAL.—FAILURE OF THE PROJECTED RAID.
<lb/>
I deliver Despatches to Agents in Indianapolis.—Waiting for Orders.—
I obtain Access to the Prison Camp, and confer with a Confederate Officer
confined there.—I apply to Governor Morton for Employment, and
am sent by him to the Arsenal.—I obtain a Situation in the Arsenal,
and am set to work packing Cartridges.—I form a Project for blowing
up the Arsenal.—Reasons for its Abandonment.—I receive a suspicious
Number of Letters.—How I obtained my Money Package from
the Express Office.—I go to St. Louis, and endeavor to obtain Employment
at the Planters' House, for the Purpose of enabling me to gain
Information from the Federal Officers lodging there.—Failing in this,
I strike up an Acquaintance with a Chambermaid, and by Means of her
Pass Key gain Access to several Rooms.—I gain some Information
from Despatches which I find, and am very nearly detected by a Bell
Boy.—I go to Hannibal to deliver a Despatch relating to the Indians.—
Hearing of the Failure Of the Johnson's Island Raid, I return East, and
send in my Resignation to Colonel Baker. . . . . <ref target="velaz444" targOrder="U">444</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XXXIX.
<lb/>
BLOCKADE-RUNNING.
<lb/>
Making Preparations for going into Business as a Blockade-runner.—The Trade
in Contraband Goods by Northern Manufacturers and Merchants.—Profits
versus Patriotism.—The secret History of the War yet to be told.—This
Narrative a Contribution to it.—Some dark Transactions of which I was
Cognizant.—Purchasing Goods for the Southern Market, and shipping them on
Board of a Schooner in the North River.—How such Transactions were
managed.—The Schooner having sailed, I go to Havana by Steamer.—
On reaching Havana I meet some old Friends.—The Condition of the
blockade-running Business during the last Year of the War.—My Acquaintances
in Havana think that the Prospects of the Confederacy are rather gloomy.—
I visit Barbadoes,
<pb id="velaz28" n="28"/>
and afterwards St. Thomas.—While at St. Thomas the Confederate Cruiser
Florida comes in, coals, and gets to Sea again, despite the Federal Fleet
watching her. . . . . <ref target="velaz454" targOrder="U">454</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XL.
<lb/>
AN ATTACK ON THE FEDERAL TREASURY.
<lb/>
The Bounty-jumping and Substitute-brokerage Business.—Rascalities in
high Life and low Life.—Bounty-jumpers and Substitute-brokers not
the worst Rogues of the Period.—High Officials of the Government
implicated in Swindles.—Baker's Raid on the Treasury Ring, and the
Charges of Conspiracy brought against him by Members of Congress
and others.—A Committee of Congress exonerates the guilty Parties,
and blames Baker for exposing them.—What I know about these
Transactions.—Money needed to carry on the Confederate Operations
at the North.—Federal Officials countenancing the Issue of counterfeit
Confederate Bonds and Notes.—I go to Washington for the Purpose of
getting in with the Treasury Ring.—A rebel Clerk introduces me to a
high Official, who, on condition of sharing in the Profits, introduces
me to the Printing Bureau of the Treasury.—The Trade with England
in bogus Federal and Confederate Securities.—Making Johnny Bull
pay some of the Expenses of the War. . . . . <ref target="velaz464" targOrder="U">464</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLI.
<lb/>
COUNTERFEITING AND BOGUS BOND SPECULATIONS.
<lb/>
Introduction to an Official of the Printing Bureau of the Treasury Department.
—The Chief of the Treasury Ring.—I am referred by him to
another Person in the Bureau, who arranges for a private Interview
with me under a Cedar Tree in the Smithsonian Grounds.—The Influence
of certain Rascals in the Treasury Department with Secretary Chase and other
high Officials.—The Scandals about the Women Employees in the Department.—
Baker's Investigation baffled.—The Case of Dr. Gwynn.—The Conference
under the Cedar Tree.—A grand Scheme for speculating with Government Funds.
—I obtain Possession of an Electrotype Fac-Simile of a One-Hundred Dollar
Compound Interest Plate.—A Package of Money left for me under the Cedar
Tree.—Speculation in bogus Confederate and Federal Notes and Bonds.—How
the Thing was Managed.—Increase of illicit Speculation as the War
Progressed.—Bankers, Brokers, and other Men of High Reputation implicated in
it.—Counterfeiting, to a practically unlimited Extent, carried on with the
Aid of Electrotypes furnished from the Treasury Department.—Advantages taken
by the Confederate Agent of the general Demoralization. . . . . <ref target="velaz476" targOrder="U">476</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLII.
<lb/>
BOUNTY-JUMPING.
<lb/>
The Bounty-jumping and Substitute-brokerage Frauds, and their Origin.
—New York the Headquarters of the Bounty and Substitute-Brokers.—
Prominent Military Officers and Civilians implicated in the Frauds.—How
newly-enlisted Men managed to escape from Governor's Island.—
<pb id="velaz29" n="29"/>
Castle Garden the great Resort of Substitute-brokers.—How the poor
Foreigners were entrapped by lying Promises made to them.—How these
Frauds could have been prevented by an impartial Conscription Law
impartially administered.—Colonel Baker arrives in New York for the
Purpose of commencing an Investigation.—He asks me to assist him, which I
consent to do, after warning my Associates.—How Baker went to
Work.—Striking up an Acquaintance with Jim Fisk.—Fisk gives me Money
for a Charitable Object, and Railroad Passes for poor Soldiers.—An Oil
Stock Speculation. . . . . <ref target="velaz488" targOrder="U">488</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLIII.
<lb/>
THE SURRENDER OF LEE.
<lb/>
Another Expedition to the West.—Hiring out as a House Servant.—A
Termagant Mistress.—Obtaining a Situation in a Copperhead Family.
—Introduction to Confederate Sympathizers.—A Contribution to the
Fund for the Relief of Confederate Prisoners.—I go to Canada, and from there
to New York, with Orders for various Confederate Agents.—Sherman's March
through the Carolinas.—I am induced to go to London on a financial
Mission.—Unsatisfactory News received, and I hasten Home.—The News of
Lee's Surrender brought on board the Steamer by the Pilot.—Excitement in
Wall Street.—A Settlement with my Partner, and the last of my secret
Banking. . . . . <ref target="velaz499" targOrder="U">499</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLIV.
<lb/>
THE ASSASSINATION OF PRESIDENT LINCOLN, AND END OF THE WAR.
<lb/>
Another Western Trip.—Delivering Despatches to Quantrell's Courier.
—A Stoppage at Columbus, Ohio.—News of the Assassination of President
Lincoln.—Return to New York.—Derangement of Plans caused by the
Assassination.—I again go West.—Mr. Lincoln's Body lying in State
at Columbus.—Return to Washington, and Interview with Baker.—I meet a
Confederate Officer, and get him to take a Message for me
to the South.—An aged Admirer.—Colonel Baker proposes that I shall start
on an Expedition in Search of myself.—A Letter from my Brother, and a
Request to meet him in New York.—A Determination to visit Europe.—I
accept Baker's Commission, and start for New York. . . . .<ref target="velaz508" targOrder="U"> 508</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLV.
<lb/>
A TOUR THROUGH EUROPE.
<lb/>
Off for Europe.—Seasickness.—An over-attentive
Doctor.—Advantages of
knowing more Languages than one.—A young Spaniard in
Love.—Arrival in
London.—Paris and its Sights.—Rheims and the Champagne
Country.—
Frankfort on the Main.—A beautiful Country, and a thriving
People.—A Visit to Poland.—Return to Paris, and Meeting
with old Confederates.—Friends who knew me, and who did not know
me.—Finding out what my old Army Associates thought of
Me.—Back to
London.—A Visit to Hyde Park, and a Sight of Queen
Victoria.—Manchester
and its Mills.—Homeward Bound.—Return to New York, and
Separation from
my Brother and his Family. . . . . <ref target="velaz519" targOrder="U">519</ref></item>
          <pb id="velaz30" n="30"/>
          <item>CHAPTER XLVI.
<lb/>
SOUTH AMERICAN EXPEDITION.
<lb/>
A Southern Tour.—Visit to Baltimore and Washington.—The
Desolations
of War as visible in Richmond, Columbia, and Charlotte.—A Race with
a
Federal Officer at Charleston.—Meeting with old Friends at
Atlanta.—A
Surprise for one of them.—Travelling over my old Campaigning
Ground.—The
Forlorn Appearance of Things in New Orleans.—Emigration
Projects.—I make
some Investigation into them, and decide to go to South America for the
Purpose
of looking at the Country, and reporting to my Friends.—The
Venezuelan
Expedition and its Projector.—I suspect that it is a mere
Speculation, but
conclude to accompany it.—My third Marriage.—I endeavor to
persuade my
Husband to seek a Home in the Far West, but on his Refusal, sail with him
for
Venezuela.—Forty-nine Persons packed in a small Schooner, with no
Conveniences, and with scanty Provisions.—A horrible
Voyage.—Sighting
the Mouth of the River Orinoco. . . . . <ref target="velaz531" targOrder="U">531</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLVII.
<lb/>
VENEZUELA.
<lb/>
Taking a Pilot on board.—A perplexing Predicament.—Beautiful
Scenery
along the Orinoco.—Negro Officials.—Disgust of some of the
Emigrants.—
Frightened Natives.—Arrival at the City of Bolivar.—The
United States
Consul ashamed of the Expedition.—Death of my
Husband.—Another
Expedition makes its Appearance.—Sufferings of the
Emigrants.—I write a
Letter to my Friends in New Orleans, warning them not to come to
Venezuela.—
Rival Lovers.—I conclude that I have had enough of Matrimony, and
encourage
neither of them.—A Trip by Sea to La Guyra and Caraccas.—I
prepare to
leave.—What I learned in Venezuela.—The Resources of the
Country. . . . . <ref target="velaz542" targOrder="U">542</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLVIII.
<lb/>
DEMERARA, TRINIDAD, BARBADOES, AND ST. LUCIA
<lb/>
From Venezuela to Demerara.—The Hotels of Georgetown,
Demerara.—The
United States Consul at Georgetown.—A Visit to a Coffee
Plantation.—A
Cooly murders his Wife.—Excitement in the Streets of
Georgetown.—The
Products of Demerara.—Fort Spain, Trinidad.—A very dirty
Town.—
Bridgetown, Barbadoes.—Having a good Time among old
Friends.—A Drive to
Speightstown.—St. Lucia.—The old
Homestead.—Reminiscences of
Childhood.—The Past, the Present, and the Future.—The Family
Burying-ground. . . . .<ref target="velaz553" targOrder="U"> 553</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER XLIX.
<lb/>
ST. THOMAS AND CUBA.
<lb/>
St. Thomas.—A cordial Welcome.—A Reception at the
Hotel.—Points of
Interest at St. Thomas.—The Escape of the Florida.—Santiago
de Cuba.— 
Hospitalities.—Havana.—Visits from my
Relatives.—Courtesies from
Spanish Officials and others.—I take part in a Procession,
<pb id="velaz31" n="31"/>
attired as a Spanish Officer.—General Mansana taken sick.—A
Steamer in
the Harbor, with Emigrants from the United States on board, bound for
Para.—
I endeavor to persuade them to Return.—Death of General
Mansana.—I start
for New York. . . . . <ref target="velaz562" targOrder="U">562</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER L.
<lb/>
ACROSS THE CONTINENT.
<lb/>
Across the Continent in search of a Fortune.—Omaha.—A Meeting
with the
veteran General Harney.—Governor C. asks me to introduce him to the
General.—The Backwoodsman and the veteran Soldier.—The
General induces
me to tell the Story of my Career, and gives me some good
Advice.—Off for a
long Stage-coach Ride.—Rough Fellow-Travellers.—An unmannerly
Army
Officer taught Politeness.—Julesburg.—An undesirable Place
for a
permanent Residence.—An atrocious Murder.—More unpleasant
travelling
Companions.—Cheyenne.—A Frontier Hotel.—Lack of even
decent
Accommodations.—An undesirable Bedfellow.—A Visit to
Laporte.—Again
on the Road.—A Water-Spout in Echo Canon.—The Coach caught in
a
Quicksand.—Mormon Hospitalities.—Salt Lake
City.—Arrival at the City
of Austin, Nevada. . . . . <ref target="velaz570" targOrder="U">570</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER LI.
<lb/>
MINING IN UTAH AND NEVADA.—THE MORMONS AND THEIR COUNTRY.
<lb/>
Noisy Neighbors.—A Nevada Desperado.—The Aristocracy of
Austin.—My
Marriage.—Speculation in Mines and Mining Stock.—Removal to
Sacramento
Valley, California.—Off for the Gold Regions again.—A
characteristic
Fraud.—“Salting” a Mine.—The Wellington
District.—A Description of
the Country, and its Animal, Vegetable, and Mineral Products.—A
Residence in
Salt Lake City.—Acquaintance with prominent Mormons, and Inquiries
into the
Nature of their Belief.—Mormon Principles and Practices.—Salt
Lake City
and its Surroundings.—The Mineral Wealth of Utah.—Preparing
to Return to
the East. . . . . <ref target="velaz584" targOrder="U">584</ref>
</item>
          <item>CHAPTER LII.
<lb/>
COLORADO, NEW MEXICO, AND TEXAS.—CONCLUSION.
<lb/>
Denver.—Pueblo.—Trinidad.—Stockton's Ranche.—A
Headquarters for
 Desperadoes.—Cattle Stealing.—A private
Graveyard.—Maxwell's
Ranche.—Dry Cimmaron.—Fort Union.—Santa Fe.—The
oldest City in
New Mexico.—A Wagon Journey down the Valley of the Rio
Grande.—Evidences
of Ancient Civilization.—Fort McRae and the Hot Spring.—Mowry
City.—
The Gold Mining Region of New Mexico and Arizona.—El Paso.—A
thriving
Town.—A Stage Ride through Western Texas.—Fort
Bliss.—Fort Quitman
and Eagle Spring.—The Leon Holes.—Fort Stockton.—The
Rio Pecos.—
A fine Country.—Approaching Civilization.—The End of the
Story. . . . . <ref target="velaz597" targOrder="U">597</ref></item>
        </list>
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    </front>
    <body>
      <div1 type="text">
        <pb id="velaz33" n="33"/>
        <head>THE WOMAN IN BATTLE.</head>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER I.</head>
          <head>CHILDHOOD.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>The Woman in Battle.—Heroines of History.—Joan
of Arc.—A Desire to emulate Her.—The Opportunity that was
offered.—Breaking out of the War between the North and
the South.—Determination to take part in the Contest.—A noble
Ancestry.—The Velazquez Family.—My Birth at
Havana.—Removal of my Family to Mexico.—The War
between The United States and Mexico.—Loss of my Father's
Estates.—Return of the Family to Cuba.—My early
Education.—At School in New Orleans.—Castles in the
Air.—Romantic Aspirations.—Trying to be a Man.—Midnight
Promenades before the Mirror in Male Attire.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>The woman in battle is an infrequent figure on the pages of history, and
yet, what would not history lose were the glorious records of the
heroines,—the great-souled women, who have stood in the front rank
where
the battle was hottest and the fray most deadly,—to be obliterated?
When women have rushed to the battle-field they have invariably
distinguished themselves; and their courage, their enthusiasm, and their
devotion to the cause espoused, have excited the brave among the men
around them to do and to dare to the utmost, and have shamed the
cowards into believing that it was worth while to peril life itself in a noble
cause, and that
<pb id="velaz34" n="34"/>
honor to a soldier ought to be more valuable than even life. The
records of the women who have taken up arms in the cause of
home and country; who have braved the scandals of the camp;
who have hazarded reputation,—reputation dearer than
life,—and who have stood in the imminent
deadly breach, defying the enemy, if not so imposing in
numbers as those in which the deeds of male warriors are
recited, are glorious nevertheless; and if steadfast courage,
true-hearted loyalty, and fiery enthusiasm go for anything, women
have nothing to blush for in the martial deeds of those of their
sex who have stood upon the battle-field.</p>
          <p>
Far back in the early days of the Hebrew commonwealth
Deborah rallied the despairing warriors of Israel, and led them
to victory. Semiramis, the Queen of the Assyrians, commanded
her armies in person. Tomyris, the Scythian queen, after the
defeat of the army under the command of her son, Spargopises,
took the field in person, and outgeneralling the Persian king,
Cyrus, routed his vastly outnumbering forces with great
slaughter, the king himself being among the slain. Boadicea, the
British queen, resisted the Roman legions to the last, and fought
the invaders with fury when not a man could be found to lead the
islanders to battle. Bona Lombardi, an Italian peasant girl, fought
in male attire by the side of her noble husband, Brunaro, on more
than one hotly contested field; and on two occasions, when he had
been taken prisoner and placed in close confinement, she
effected his release by her skill and valor.</p>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>THE NUN-LIEUTENANT.</head>
            <p>Catalina de Eranso, the <foreign lang="spa"><hi rend="italics">Monja
Alferez</hi></foreign>, or the nun-lieutenant,
who was born in the city of Sebastian, Spain, in 1585, was
one of the most remarkable of the heroines who have
distinguished themselves by playing the masculine <hi rend="italics">rôle</hi>, and
venturing into positions of deadly peril. This woman,
becoming disgusted with the monotony of convent life, made
her escape, and in male garb joined one of the numerous
expeditions then fitting out for the New World. Her intelligence
and undaunted valor soon attracted the notice of her superior
officers, and she was rapidly promoted. Participating in a
number of hard-fought battles, she won the reputation of being
an unusually skilful and daring soldier, and would have
achieved both fame and fortune, were it not that her fiery temper
embroiled her
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in frequent quarrels with her associates. One of her many
disagreements resulted in a duel, in which she had the
misfortune to kill her antagonist, and, to escape the vengeance
of his friends, she was compelled to fly. After traversing a
large portion of the New World, and encountering innumerable
perils, she returned to Europe, where she found that the
trumpet of fame was already heralding her name, and that
there was the greatest curiosity to see her. Travelling through
Spain and Italy, she had numerous exceedingly romantic
adventures; and while in the last named country she managed to obtain an
interview with Pope Urban VIII., who was so pleased with
her appearance and her conversation that he granted her
permission to wear male attire during the balance of her life.</p>
            <p>
Within the past hundred years more than one heroine has
stamped her name indelibly upon the role of fame. All
<sic corr="Americans">Amercans</sic> know how brave Molly Pitcher, at the battle of
Monmouth, busied herself in carrying water to the parched and
wearied soldiers, and how, when her husband was shot down
at his gun, instead of woman fashion, sorrowing for him with
unavailing tears, she sprang to take his place, and through the
long, hot summer's day fought the foreign emissaries who were
seeking to overthrow the liberties of her country, until, with
decimated ranks they fled, defeated from the field.
</p>
            <p>At the <sic corr="siege">seige</sic> of Saragossa, in 1808, when Palafox, and the
men under his command, despaired of being able to resist the
French, Agostino, “the maid of Saragossa,” appeared upon the
scene, and with <foreign lang="spa"><hi rend="italics">guerra al cuchillo</hi></foreign>—“war to the knife”—as
her battle-cry, she inspired the general and his soldiers to fight
to the last in resisting the French invaders, and by her words
and deeds became the leading spirit in one of the most heroic
defences of history.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>APPOLONIA JAGIELLO.</head>
            <p>Nearer our own time Appolonia Jagiello fought valiantly for
the liberation of Poland and Hungary. She had kingly blood in
her veins, and her heart burned within her at the
wrongs which her native country, Poland, suffered at the hands
of her oppressors. When the insurrection at Cracow took
place, in 1846, she assumed male attire, and went into the
thickest of the fight. The insurrection was a failure, although
it might not have been had the men who began it been as
stout-hearted and as enthusiastic in a great cause as Appolonia
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Jagiello. In 1848 she participated in another outbreak at
Cracow, and distinguished herself as one of the most valorous
of the combatants. After the failure of this attempt at
rebellion she went to Vienna, where she took part in an 
engagement in the faubourg Widen. Her object in visiting the
Austrian capital, however, was chiefly to ascertain the exact
character of the struggle which was in progress, in order to
carry information to the Hungarians. After numerous perilous
adventures she joined the Hungarian forces, and fought
at the battle of Enerzey, in which the Austrians were defeated,
and on account of the valor she displayed was promoted
to the rank of lieutenant. After this she joined an
expedition under General Klapka, which assaulted an took
the city of Raab. When the Hungarians were finally defeated
and there was no longer any hope that either Hungary or
Poland would gain their independence, Mademoiselle Jagiello
came to the United States, in 1848, with other refugees, and for
a number of years resided in the city of Washington, respected
and beloved by all who knew her. No braver soldier than this
lady ever trod the field of battle, while the universal testimony
of all who were honored with her acquaintance is, that she was
a most womanly woman, and was lacking in nothing that
makes true womanhood esteemed by right-thinking people.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>JOAN OF ARC.</head>
            <p>But, whenever I think of the women who have distinguished
themselves in battle, my affections turn to the greatest and
noblest of them all, and my imagination fires with a desire to
emulate the glorious deeds of Joan of Arc, the Maid of Orleans.
A religious enthusiast, as well as a born leader of men, and a
martial genius of the first order, this great woman infused, by
the power of her matchless eloquence, courage and
determination into the heart of a weak, cowardly, and vacillating
king, and then, seizing the banner of France, she rallied the
defeated and demoralized armies, and led them with terrible
effect against the British foe. At last, betrayed into the hands of
her enemies, she suffered with all the unbending courage of her
heroic nature, a martyrdom at the stake, which, while it
embalmed her memory in the hearts of the French people,
covered with shame the names of the cowardly ruffians who
decreed her death on a pretended charge, because they were
afraid to let her live for fear that
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her existence, even as a prisoner, would be a perpetual menace
to them, and a perpetual encouragement to the French people
to fight to the death. The statue of Joan of Arc, chiselled by the
fair hands of a French princess, stands to-day in the market-place
at Rouen where she suffered, and the memory of her
glorious deeds as a great-hearted patriot remains to all time as
an example of what a woman may do if she only dares, and
dares to do greatly.</p>
            <p>From my early childhood Joan of Arc was my favorite
heroine; and many a time has my soul burned with an
overwhelming desire to emulate her deeds of valor, and to
make for myself a name which, like hers, would be enrolled in
letters of gold among the women who had the courage to fight
like men—ay, better than most men—for a great cause, for
friends, and for father-land.</p>
            <p>At length an opportunity offered, in the breaking out of the
conflict between the North and the South in 1861, for me to
carry out my long-cherished ideas; and it was embraced with
impetuous eagerness, combined with a calm determination to
see the thing through, and to shrink from nothing that such a
step would involve.</p>
            <p>My opportunities and my circumstances were different from
those of my ideal woman, Joan of Arc, and consequently my
story has but little resemblance to hers. I did all that it was
possible for me to do, however, for the cause I espoused, and
the great French heroine did no more. Happily I escaped her
dreadful fate, and live to relate the many adventures that befell
me while playing the part of a warrior. So many persons have
assured me that my story—prosaic as much of it seems to me—is
full of romance, and that it cannot fail to interest readers both
South and North, that I have been induced to narrate it for
the benefit of those who wish to make
the acquaintance of a woman warrior, and to be entertained,
and perhaps instructed, by a recital of her adventures. If there are
any such,—and I am sure there are,—they will find in these
pages an unaffected and unpretending, but truthful,
and I hope interesting narrative of what befell me while
attached to the army of the Confederate States of America, and while
performing services other than those of a strictly military character
under the <hi rend="italics">pseudonyme</hi> of Lieutenant Harry T. Buford.</p>
            <p>Hundreds, nay thousands of officers and men in the Confederate
service, knew me well under this name, and although
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my disguise was finally penetrated, and I was forced to resume
the garments of my sex, it is probable that a vast number of
my late associates will now for the first time learn that the
handsome young officer—I was accounted an uncommonly
good-looking fellow, when dressed in my best uniform, in those
days—was a woman, and a woman who was mentally making
some very uncomplimentary notes with regard to much of their
very naughty conversation. My experience is, that the language
used by the very best men in masculine society is too often not
such as pure-minded women would like to listen to, while that of
the worst is so utterly revolting, that it is a pity some men
cannot always have decent women at their elbows to keep their
tongues from being fouled with blasphemy and obscenity. I
hope that some of my late associates, when they learn that the
Lieutenant Harry T. Buford, whose ears were so often
greeted by their profanity and ribaldry, will have enough
self-respect to blush with shame at having addressed the language
they did to a woman, and a modest woman at that.</p>
            <p>What I have just said will give a hint of some of the most
unpleasant incidentals of the <hi rend="italics">rôle</hi> which I undertook to play.
I was not to be deterred, however, from carrying out my plans by
the bad language I was compelled to listen to, nor by any other
of the disagreeable features of camp life. How well I did play
my part, happily does not depend upon my own testimony alone,
for some of the most distinguished officers of the Confederate
army, and many equally distinguished civilians, can and will
testify to the truthfulness of the story I am about to relate, and
to the unblemished character I bore while in the Confederate
service. I not only assumed the garment of my sex once more
with the credit of having done the state some important
services, and of having labored with efficiency, courage, and
energy to secure the independence of the Confederacy, but,
with my womanly reputation unblemished by even a suspicion
of impropriety; and I take this occasion to say, in a very
positive manner, that women, if they will, may pass through the most
trying scenes with unblemished reputations, and that they have
much more to dread in this particular matter from the
scandalous gossip of city, village, and country neighborhoods,
than they have from camp associations, with all their license of
language and conduct.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <pb id="velaz39" n="39"/>
            <head>THE VELAZQUEZ FAMILY.</head>
            <p>I have every reason to be proud of the name I bear, and of
the ancestry from whom I inherited it. My father's family is a
very ancient one, and the blood which flows in my veins is that
of Castilian nobles, whose deeds are intimately connected
with some of the most impressive episodes of Spanish history.
Reckless as some portions of my own career may seem to
unthinking persons, I have the satisfaction of knowing, in my
own soul, that by no act of mine has the noble name of
Velazquez been brought into discredit, and that at all times, and
under the most discouraging circumstances, I have ever upheld
my own honor and that of my family.</p>
            <p>Both in Spain and in the Spanish dominions on this side of the
Atlantic, is the name of Velazquez well known and highly
honored. Don Diego Velazquez, the conqueror and the first
governor of Cuba, under whose superintendence the expedition
which discovered Mexico was sent out, was one of my
ancestors, and Don Diego Rodriguez Velazquez, the greatest
artist that Spain ever produced, was a member of my family. It
will thus be seen that I came of excellent, although somewhat
fiery and headstrong stock, and, if in assuming the garments of
a man, and endeavoring to do a man's work on the battle-field, I
transgressed against the conventionalities of modern society,
the reader will, I am sure, charitably attribute some of the
blame to the adventuresome blood of old Governor Don Diego,
which I inherited, and, which fired my brain and steeled my
nerves when there was a prospect held out that, despite the
fact of my being a woman, I might be able to enjoy the
excitements of the battlefield, and win for myself a warrior's
fame.</p>
            <p>My father was a native of the city of Carthagena, and he
received a very thorough education at the universities of
Madrid and Paris. He was an accomplished Latin, French and
German scholar, and spoke all these languages fluently. English
he paid but little attention to until alter his marriage with my
mother. Like all the members of his family, he was a very
strict Catholic. Two of his brothers being in the Spanish army,
and his tastes inclining him to the life of a civilian, a diplomatic
appointment was procured for him, and he went to Paris as an
attaché of the Spanish embassy.</p>
            <p>It was while residing in Paris that my father became
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acquainted with the lady whom he married, and made the
mother of his children. My mother was the daughter of a French
naval officer, by an American lady, the daughter of a wealthy
merchant. She, of course, spoke English fluently, and tried to
instruct my father in it. He managed, in time, to understand it
very well, but he never spoke it without
some accent. My father's marriage occurred a short time
before the expiration of his term of office, and after his
recall to Spain he took up his residence in the city of Madrid,
where three sons and two daughters were born.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>MY BIRTH.</head>
            <p>In 1840 my father was appointed to an official position in
Cuba, and two years later I, his sixth and last child, came
into the world in a house on the Calle Velaggas, near the walls
in the city of Havana, on the 26th of June, 1842. I was christened
Loreta Janeta.</p>
            <p>When I was almost one year old, my father fell heir to a
large estate in Texas, which was then a part of the republic of
Mexico. He accordingly resigned his position as an employee of
the Spanish government in Cuba, and in 1844 removed with his
family to San Luis Potosi, in Central Mexico. His property
consisted of a very large tract of land and immense herds of cattle,
and as he was a careful and accurate business man, the probabilities
are, that in a short time he would have become one of the wealthiest
landed proprietors of that region. Unfortunately we had scarcely been
settled in our new home a twelvemonth, when the war between Mexico
and the United States broke out. I was too young at the time, of course,
to recollect anything of this memorable contest, although it had
a potent influence on my own destiny.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>THE MEXICAN WAR.</head>
            <p>My father, so soon as war was declared, decided to take
part in the conflict, and offered his services to the Mexican
government to assist in expelling the invaders. His offer was
accepted, and he received a commission as an officer in the
army. Sending his family to the Island of St. Lucia, one of the
British West Indian provinces, where my mother's only brother
resided, he took the field, and fought until the
<pb id="velaz41" n="41"/>
end of the war against the forces of the United States. During
the conflict his estates were devastated and his
property destroyed, and this, combined with the non-success of
the Mexican arms, greatly imbittered him against the
Americans, and this bitterness he retained till the day of his
death.</p>
            <p>When the war was ended, and a large portion of the
northern part of Mexico ceded to the United States, my
father, whose estates were included in this territory, refused to
live under a government which he disliked so intensely, and he
consequently abandoned his property and went to Santiago de
Cuba, where he was rejoined by his family. In the mean time
he had fallen heir to another valuable estate at Puerto de
Palmas, and settling upon it, he engaged actively in the sugar,
tobacco, and coffee trade. The profits on these articles being
very large, he speedily acquired great wealth, and was able to
surround his family with every luxury.</p>
            <p>While we were residing on the Puerto de Palmas plantation
an English governess was employed to conduct my education. I
remained under this good lady's instruction until 1849, learning
the elementary branches, and acquiring a fair knowledge of the
English language. In that year my father, at my mother's urgent
solicitation, determined to send me to New Orleans for the
purpose of completing my education. I accordingly took up my
abode with Madame R., my mother's only surviving sister, who
resided in Rue Esplanade, New Orleans. My aunt was rather
strict with me, but she took much pains with my education, and
for two years I studied under her supervision, mainly devoting
myself to acquiring an accurate knowledge of English, so as to
be able to read, write, and speak it with fluency. Having become
reasonably proficient in such studies as were assigned me by my aunt,
I was sent to the school conducted by the Sisters of Charity, to
learn the ornamental branches. Here I remained until the
romantic clandestine marriage, which did so much towards
shaping my future career, took place.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>DREAMS OF GLORY.</head>
            <p>From my earliest recollections my mind has been filled with
aspirations, of the most ardent possible kind, to fill some great
sphere. I expended all my pocket money, not in candies and
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cakes, as most girls are in the habit of doing, but in the purchase
of books which related the events of the lives of kings, princes,
and soldiers. The story of the siege of Orleans, in particular, I
remember, thrilled my young heart, fired my imagination, and
sent my blood bounding through my veins with excitement. Joan
of Arc became my heroine, and I longed for an opportunity to
become such another as she. I built air-castles without number,
and in my day-dreams I was fond of imagining myself as the
hero of most stupendous adventures. I wished that I was a
man, such a man as Columbus or Captain Cook, and could
discover new worlds, or explore unknown regions of the earth.
I could not even write a social letter to my father to inform him
of the state of my health, or my educational progress, without
putting in it some romantic project which I had on hand. This
propensity of mine evidently annoyed him greatly, for he
frequently reprimanded me with much severity, although he
took no measures to remove me from influences which were
certainly not unattended with danger to a girl of my impulsive
and imaginative disposition; so that it is no wonder I was soon
engaged in a romantic <hi rend="italics">escapade</hi> which gave my family great
offense and anxiety.</p>
            <p>I was especially haunted with the idea of being a man; and
the more I thought upon the subject, the more I was disposed to
murmur at Providence for having created me a woman. While
residing with my aunt, it was frequently my habit, after all in the
house had retired to bed at night, to dress myself in my cousin's
clothes, and to promenade by the hour before the mirror,
practicing the gait of a man, and admiring the figure I made in
masculine raiment. I wished that I could only change places
with my brother Josea. If I could have done so I would never
have been a doctor, but would have marked out for myself a
military career, and have disported myself in the gay uniform
of an officer.</p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <pb id="velaz43" n="43"/>
          <head>CHAPTER II.</head>
          <head>MARRIAGE.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>My Betrothal.—Love Matches and Marriages of Convenience.—Some
new Ideas picked up from my Schoolmates.—A new Lover appears
upon the Field.—I Figure as a Rival to a Friend.—Love's Young
Dream.—A new Way of popping the Question.—A Clandestine
Marriage.—Displeasure of my Family.—Life as the Wife of an
Army Officer.—The Mormon Expedition.—Birth of my first Child,
and Reconciliation with my Family.—Commencement of the War
between the North and South.—Death of my Children.—Resignation
of my Husband from the Army.—My Determination to take Part in the
coming Conflict as a Soldier.—Opposition of my Husband to my
Schemes.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>Some time previous to my admission to the Sisters' school,
I was betrothed to a young Spaniard, Raphael R.,
in accordance with plans which my relatives had
formed with regard to me, and without any action
on my part. Indeed, my consent was not asked,
my parents, thinking that they were much better
qualified to arrange a suitable alliance than I was,
and that, provided other things were satisfactory,
love was something of minor importance, that
could very well be left to take care of itself They
were mistaken, however, as other parents have
been in similar cases, for, like a good many girls,
as soon as I was old enough to do much thinking
for myself, I had no difficulty in coming to the
conclusion that the choice of a husband was
something I ought to have a voice in.</p>
          <p>I had been educated under very old-fashioned ideas with
regard to the duties which children owe to their parents, for,
among my father's country people, children, even when they
have arrived at years of discretion, are supposed to be under
the authority of their father and mother, and marriages for love,
having their origin in a spontaneous affection of young people
for each other, are very rare. It is the custom in Spain,
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and among the Spanish people in America, for the parents to
make what they consider suitable matches for their children,
and the young people are expected to accept any arrangement
that may be concluded in their behalf, without murmuring.</p>
          <p>This does not seem to be the proper way of conducting such an
important piece of business as marriage, and it is very contrary to
the notions which are common in the United States. A good deal,
however, could be said in favor of it, and it is certain that quite as
large a number of marriages of convenience, such as are usual in
Europe, turn out happily as of the love matches which are usual in
the United States. The fact is, that the majority of young people
really do not know their own minds, and they often fancy
themselves in love when they are not. Marriage undeceives them,
and then they wish that they had exercised a little more discretion,
and had not been in quite such a hurry. On the other hand, in a
marriage of convenience, if the parties are at all suited to each
other, and are at all disposed to make the best of the situation, they
soon become affectionate, and love after marriage is, perhaps, in
reality, the most likely to be enduring. As a general principle,
however, there can be no doubt that a couple ought to be fond of
each other before marriage, and if a young man and young woman
of proper age, and with the means to start housekeeping, fall in love,
and want to get married, parents do wrong to oppose them unless
there are some very serious reasons for so doing.</p>
          <p>A marriage by parental arrangement was the last thing in the
world to suit a scatter-brained, romantic girl like myself, whose
head was filled with all sorts of wild notions, and it is not to be
wondered at, therefore, that I rebelled. When I was betrothed
to Raphael, however, I had not the slightest notion of objecting;
and although I did not feel a particle of affection for him, I
accepted him for my future husband, as a matter of course,
and received his visits with a proper degree of complacency, if
not with any great demonstrations of regard.</p>
          <p>I had not been long in the school, however, when, from my
association with American girls, I obtained considerable
enlightenment on a good many subjects about which I had
previously been profoundly ignorant; and concerning this
matter of marriage, in particular, I learned that it was not
considered the correct thing at all for the parents of a young
<pb id="velaz45" n="45"/>
lady to pick out a husband for her. The girls, when they found
that I was betrothed without my own consent, were at a great
deal of pains to inform me that this was a free country, and that
one of the chief blessings of living in a free country was, that a
girl could not be compelled to marry any particular man if she
did not choose to do so.</p>
          <p>This kind of talk excited me very much and I began to wish to
break my engagement with Raphael, even before a rival
stepped in to secure the affections which belonged to him,
according to the arrangement my parents had made. I did not
see my way very clear, however, and probably would have
married him eventually, had not a more acceptable lover put in
an appearance. Some of the girls professed to know a good
deal about the law, and insisted that if my parents wished to
force me to marry against my own consent, I could defy their
authority, and appeal to the courts to allow me to choose a
guardian. Such a course as this, however, I knew would sever
me from my family; and as I had the fondest regard for my
dear father and mother, I dreaded to find myself cut off,
disinherited, and thrown upon the charity of strangers. I
consequently took no steps to get rid of Raphael until I chanced
to make the acquaintance of a young American army officer
who was paying particular attention to one of my schoolmates,
Nellie V.</p>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>A REAL LOVER.</head>
            <p>Nellie was a beautiful girl, of about sixteen years of age, and
a very warm regard subsisted between us up to the time of her
discovery that I was endeavoring to capture her lover. Her
affection for me did not last long after that, and she said a great
many disagreeable things about me, for which I have long
since forgiven her, as I doubt not she has me for running away
with her handsome young officer.</p>
            <p>He was indeed a handsome young officer, and his manly and
graceful appearance, especially when attired in his brilliant
uniform, made such an impression on my heart, that I soon
could think of nothing else. I found now that love was a reality,
and my thoughts by day and my dreams by night had no other
object than the gentleman who, while paying his assiduous
attentions to Nellie, never imagined what ravages he was
making in the heart of her schoolmate. I learned to hate
Raphael, and his attempts to make himself agreeable
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to me only served to increase my dislike. Of Nellie I soon
became savagely jealous, and was ready to cry with rage and
vexation whenever I saw her lover paying her any delicate
attentions. We, however, to all appearances, continued fast
friends, it was not for several months that she discovered I was
her rival. The object of my devotion was also profoundly
ignorant of my feelings towards him, and I had not the courage
to tell him. At length I became desperate, and determined at the
earliest opportunity to acquaint the young officer with the
affection I entertained for him.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>DECLARATION OF LOVE.</head>
            <p>The wished-for opportunity finally offered. One evening
Nellie and I agreed to exchange partners, for the purpose of
finding out how much they loved us. Raphael did not fancy this
manœuvre a bit, but submitted to it with as good a grace as
possible. The officer and myself managed to get out of ear-shot
of the other couple, but, now that the opportunity I had sighed
for was mine, I was afraid to open my mouth on the subject
nearest my heart. I trembled all over, but was determined
before we separated to let him know the state of my heart.
Finding that I had not courage to speak, I wrote a few words in
his pocket diary, which told him everything.</p>
            <p>He was intensely surprised; but he declared, with much
warmth, that he had long wished to speak with me on this very
matter, and would have done so, were it not that he thought I
was betrothed, and that under any circumstances there would
be no chance for an American to win my affections. My new
lover behaved in the most honorable manner, for, as soon as he
obtained my consent for him to pay his addresses, he went to
my aunt, and asked permission to visit at her house. She
granted his request, with the condition that he was to
understand that I was betrothed, and would demean himself
towards me accordingly. This condition he listened to, but with
a determination to pay little heed to it, his main object being
accomplished in securing the right to see me without fear of
being interfered with.</p>
            <p>When my lover began to appear at my aunt's as a pretty
constant visitor, Raphael was quick to suspect him as a rival,
who was more highly appreciated than himself, and became
furiously jealous. I cannot tell what torture I suffered in
endeavoring to be amiable to a man whom I hated, in order
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that I might prevent an explosion which would deprive me of the
society of the one I really loved with the most devoted
fondness. Finally Raphael, unable to endure the sight of his rival
constantly in attendance upon me, and evidently finding
extreme favor in my eyes, prevailed upon my aunt to forbid him
admittance to the house, on the plea that he was becoming
altogether too intimate with the betrothed of another. This
gratified Raphael's malignity, and it was a severe blow to both
of us. Although we could not meet on the same pleasantly
familiar terms as before, we were resolved not to be separated,
for we were now too much in love to be willing to give each
other up. In spite of my aunt's endeavors to keep us apart, and
in spite of Raphael's jealous vigilance, William—for that was my
lover's name—found means to carry on a correspondence with
me, to meet me at the houses of mutual friends, and to speak to
me on the street on my way to and from school. Raphael, who
took pains to have us closely watched, informed my aunt of
what was going on, and I was accordingly threatened with being
locked up in a convent, or with being sent back to Cuba, if I did
not conduct myself with more propriety. I was horror-stricken at
the idea of either fate, but as I knew my aunt to be a very
determined woman, who would certainly carry out her threat if I
did not take measures to place it out of her power to do so, I
was not long in making up my mind what course to follow, and
having fixed upon a plan of action, I only awaited a suitable
opportunity to put it into execution.</p>
            <p>The opportunity I sighed for was not long in offering itself;
for one evening, as I was sitting at my window, in company
with a young French creole girl, I saw William pass and look
up. I waved my handkerchief in salutation, and he recognized
the signal by raising his cap. I then asked the young lady if she
would not do me the favor of taking a letter to him, and of
permitting us to have an interview at her home. She readily
consented; and carrying a hastily written note to William,
soon returned with an answer, to the effect that he would meet
me in an hour's time. My aunt did not permit me to go out alone
in the evening; but as she suspected nothing wrong in the
proposed visit to my friend's house, she consented, without
hesitation, for me to go under the escort of one of the servants.
As my escort, of course, on our arrival at the rendezvous,
remained with the servants of the
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house, I was able to converse with William without fear of
espial, or of being interrupted.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>A RUNAWAY MATCH.</head>
            <p>My lover informed me that he expected soon to be
ordered to one of the frontier posts. He declared that he could
not exist without me, and proposed that we should elope, and
get married privately. As this was my own plan exactly, I gave
my consent, without any hesitation, the moment the proposition
was made. On a little reflection, however, my conscience began
to trouble me, for I knew that I should not be doing right; so I
told him I would prefer that he should make an open and
straightforward proposition for my hand to my parents. I
considered that it was a duty I owed them to ask their consent
first, but promised, if they opposed the marriage, that I would
not let their disapprobation interfere with the consummation of
our wishes. William himself thought that this was the proper
and honorable course to pursue, and he accordingly wrote to my
father, and asked his permission to marry me. A reply to his
request was not long forthcoming, in which he was reprimanded
in very harsh terms for daring to make it, knowing me to be the
betrothed of another. This settled the matter; and accordingly,
on the 5th of April, 1856, we were clandestinely married.</p>
            <p>I told no one of the step I had taken, and remained at my
aunt's, on the same apparent footing as before, until the
following October, meeting William privately, when I could do
so without being observed, but taking more pains to prevent our
interviews from being noted than I had done previous to our
marriage. At length I had a furious quarrel with my aunt on
account of Raphael. She reproached me in severe terms for my
conduct towards him; and I replied by discarding him, and
refusing to have anything more to do with him. My aunt was
extremely indignant; and finding me obdurate, threatened to put
me in the convent at Baton Rouge. I was terribly frightened at
this, and concluded that it was time for me to act with
decision. I accordingly informed my husband of the situation,
and he came immediately and claimed me as his wife,
presenting the certificate of marriage to my horror-stricken
relative.</p>
            <p>This was a terrible blow to my aunt, but a greater one to my
parents, especially to my father, who idolized me. My
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father's indignation got the better of his affection, and he
promptly informed me that I might consider myself as
repudiated and disinherited. The pangs this cruel message
caused me were intense, but I was consoled with the lavish
affection bestowed upon me by my handsome young husband,
and with the thought that, in course of time, my parents would
relent, and be willing to again receive me as their daughter.</p>
            <p>With the exception of my estrangement from my family,
there was but one thing that interfered with my happiness. My
husband was a Protestant, and desired me to believe as he did.
It required a hard struggle for me to forsake the faith in which
I had been educated; but eventually I learned to think as my
husband did about religious matters, and became a member of
the Methodist church.</p>
            <p>My separation from my family caused me much grief, but I
tried hard not to let my husband see how much I suffered. I
entered as far as possible into his thoughts and wishes, and only
gratified a natural taste by giving a large portion of my time to
the study of military tactics. I longed for a war to break out,
and resolved that if one did occur, I would follow my husband
to the battle-field, and minister to him, even if I was not
allowed to fight by his side.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>THE MORMON EXPEDITION.</head>
            <p>In 1857 there appeared to be a chance that my martial
aspiration would be gratified. The government organized an
expedition against the Mormons, and my husband was ordered
to accompany it. In the mean time, however, I had become a
mother; and much as I desired to accompany the army to
Utah, I was forced to acknowledge the impracticability of a
journey across the plains with an infant in my arms, and was
compelled to submit to remaining behind.</p>
            <p>When my baby came into the world I yearned more than
ever to be reconciled with my family, and, with my husband's
consent, wrote to my mother and to my favorite brother, who,
but a few months before, had graduated with distinction from
the College de France. This brother had long since forgiven
me, and, in confederation with my mother, had labored to
soften the heart of my father towards me. On the receipt of the
letter announcing the birth of my child, and my earnest desire
to be forgiven for my fault, they worked so successfully on the
feelings of my father, that, after a somewhat stubborn
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resistance, he yielded, and consented to have my mother and
brother visit me in St. Louis. My brother, after becoming
acquainted with my husband, esteemed him highly, and finally
the bad feeling which had been caused by my clandestine
marriage wore away, my father alone treating me with a
coolness which he had never previously shown. When I met
him for the first time after my marriage, he turned his cheek to
me, saying, “You can never impress a kiss on my lips after a
union with my country's enemy,”—from which I concluded that
it was not so much my marriage without his consent, as my
alliance with an American soldier that imbittered him.</p>
            <p>After the Mormon expedition had returned, my husband met
me at New Orleans, and from thence took me to Fort
Leavenworth, then a remote frontier town. The living
accommodations at this place were miserable, and the cooking,
especially, was atrociously bad. I bore every discomfort,
however, without a murmur, out of deference to my husband's
feelings, and in every way endeavored to make myself as little
of a burden to him as possible. In course of time I became a
good American in thought and manner, and despite the
inconveniences of life at a frontier post, was as happy as I
could wish to be.</p>
            <p>In the spring of 1860 I returned to St. Louis, while my
husband went to Fort Arbuckle. During his separation from
me, our third babe was born and died. In October of the same
year he returned, having received a summons from his
father—a resident of Texas—to the effect that there was
reason to believe a war was about to break out between the
North and the South, and desiring him to resign.</p>
            <p>About this time my two remaining children died of fever,
and my grief at their loss probably had a great influence in
reviving my old notions about military glory, and of exciting
anew my desires to win fame on the battle-field. I was
dreadfully afraid that there would be no war, and my spirits
rose and sank as the prospects of a conflict brightened or
faded. When my husband's State determined to secede, I
brought all my influence to bear to induce him to resign his
commission in the United States army, and my persuasions,
added to those of his father, finally induced him, very
reluctantly, to yield. It was a great grief for him to forsake the
uniform he had worn so long with honor, and to sever the
bonds which existed between him and his comrades. He much
doubted, too, the wisdom of the Southern States in
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taking the action they did, and wished most sincerely that the
political difficulties which caused their secession could be
settled in some other manner than by an armed conflict.</p>
            <p>As for me, I was perfectly wild on the subject of war; and
although I did not tell my husband so, I was resolved to forsake
him if he raised his sword against the South. I felt that now the
great opportunity of my life had arrived, and my mind was busy
night and day in planning schemes for making my name famous
above that of any of the great heroines of history, not even
excepting my favorite, Joan of Arc. Having decided to enter the
Confederate service as a soldier, I desired, if possible, to obtain
my husband's consent, but he would not listen to anything I had
to say on the subject; and all I could do was to wait his
departure for the seat of war, in order to put my plans into
execution without his knowledge, as I felt that it would be
useless to argue with him, although I was obstinately bent upon
realizing the dream of my life, whether he approved of my
course or not.</p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <pb id="velaz52" n="52"/>
          <head>CHAPTER III</head>
          <head>ASSUMING MALE ATTIRE.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>A Wedding Anniversary.—Preparing for my Husband's Departure for
the Seat of War.—My Desire to accompany him.—His Arguments
to dissuade me.—My First Appearance in Public in Male Attire.—A
Bar-room Scene.—Drinking Success to the Confederacy.—My First
Cigar.—A Tour of the Gambling-Houses and Drinking-Saloons.—The
unpleasant Points of Camp Life set forth in strong Colors.—Departure
of my Husband.—Donning Male Attire.—My First Suit of Male
Clothing.—Description of my Disguise.—The Practicability of a
Woman disguising herself effectively.—Some of the Features of Army
Life.—What Men think of Women Soldiers.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>THE fifth anniversary of our wedding was celebrated in a very quiet
fashion at the old Commercial Hotel, Memphis, Tennessee. We passed
the day pretty much in our own room, packing trunks and preparing for
my husband's departure for Richmond, where he expected to meet some
of his old army friends, such as General Robert E. Lee, General Reynolds,
Captain Bernard Bee, and Captain Cabell, who had linked their fortunes
with those of the South. His hardest struggle had been to throw off the
uniform he had so long worn; but, that deed having once been
consummated, it was not difficult for me to persuade him to offer his
sword to the South, especially when so many of his old friends of the
United States army were arraying themselves in antagonism to the
flag under which they had once fought.</p>
          <p>While preparing for his departure, on the anniversary of our wedding,
we talked over the whole situation; and I cannot tell how proud and
delighted I felt when he attired himself in his elegant new gray
uniform. He never looked handsomer
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in his life, and I not only gave full vent to my admiration, but
insisted upon broaching my favorite scheme again. My husband
desired me to go to Galveston, and to write to my father to meet
me there; but my heart was set upon accompanying him to the seat
of war, and I would listen to no other arrangement. He used every
possible argument to dissuade me from my purpose, representing the
difficulties and dangers in the darkest colors, and contending that it
would be impossible for him to permit his wife to follow an
undisciplined army of volunteers.  The situation, he told me,
was entirely different from anything I had ever been accustomed to,
and that the hordes of rude, coarse men collected together in a camp
in an emergency like this, would have but little resemblance to the
regular troops in garrison with whom I had been familiar; and that
a delicately nurtured and refined woman would find camp life, during
such a war as that just commencing, simply intolerable. He was
not to be persuaded, while I turned a deaf ear to all his remonstrances,
and persisted in arguing the point with him to the last.</p>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>FIRST ASSUMPTION OF MALE ATTIRE.</head>
            <p>Finally, my husband, finding that his words made no impression,
thought he would be able to cure me of my erratic fancies
by giving me an insight into some of the least pleasing features of
masculine life. The night before his departure, therefore, he
permitted me to dress myself in one of his suits, and said
he would take me to the bar-rooms and other places of male resort,
and show me something of what I would be compelled to go through
with if I persisted in unsexing myself. Braiding my hair very close,
I put on a man's wig, and a false mustache, and by tucking my
pantaloons in my boots, as I had seen men do frequently, and otherwise
arranging the garments, which were somewhat large for me, I
managed to transform myself into a very presentable man. As I surveyed
myself in the mirror I was immensely pleased with the figure I cut, and
fancied that I made quite as good looking a man as my husband. My
toilet once completed, it was not long before we were in the street, I
doing my best to walk with a masculine gait, and to behave as if I had
been accustomed to wear pantaloons all my life.  I confess, that when
it actually came to the point of appearing in public in this sort of
attire, my heart began to fail me a little; but I was bent on going
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through with the thing, and so, plucking up courage, I strode along
by the side of my husband with as unconcerned an air as it was
possible for me to put on.</p>
            <p>Presently we crossed over to a bar-room, which we found nearly
filled with men smoking and drinking, and doing some pretty tall
talking about the war, and the style in which the Yankees were
going to be wiped out. To judge by the conversation, every man
present was full of fight, and was burning with a furious desire to
meet the enemy. I was too frightened and bewildered by the
novelty of my situation to pay very close attention to all I saw and
heard, but it flashed upon me that some of these loud-talking,
hard-drinking, and blaspheming patriots were not so va