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            <emph rend="bold">The Narrative of Bethany Veney
<lb/>
A SLAVE WOMAN.</emph>
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        </docTitle>
        <docEdition>With Introduction by REV. BISHOP MALLALIEU,
<lb/>
AND
<lb/>
Commendatory Notices from REV. V. A. COOPER, Superintendent of Home
for Little Wanderers, Boston, Mass.,
<lb/>
AND
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REV. ERASTUS SPAULDING, Millbury, Mass.</docEdition>
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          <pubPlace>WORCESTER, MASS.</pubPlace>
          <docDate>1889.</docDate>
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        <titlePart type="verso">Press of Geo. H. Ellis, 141 Franklin Street, Boston.</titlePart>
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      <div1 type="introduction">
        <head>INTRODUCTORY LETTER FROM BISHOP MALLALIEU.</head>
        <p>THERE have been many histories written, but they do not tell a thousandth 
part of what has been done in the ages past. The unwritten histories would 
fill the world. It is so with biographies: many have been written, but unnumbered millions have found no record outside of throbbing hearts. If we could know
perfectly the inner life of almost any person; if we could only know the hopes 
and fears and loves and heartaches; if we could only know the conflicts, the defeats, the victories of the soul,  -  we should see that the humblest and most uneventful life is more thrillingly wonderful than any romance that was ever 
written. All this is emphatically true of thousands upon thousands born and 
reared in slavery. </p>
        <p>It was the lot of the subject of this brief biography to have been
born in the 
same State as Washington the savior of his country, as Jefferson the
author of the Declaration of Independence, and as Patrick Henry the
sublime orator of freedom; and yet she was born a slave. She was born in
a commonwealth that was nominally Christian, and yet she was born a
slave. She was born in a land of
Bibles and sanctuaries and Sabbaths, and yet she was born a slave. Let
all the people everywhere in all our borders thank God that the shame and
sin and curse of slavery have been done away. Betty Veney may have been
born a slave, but the pure soul that looked out of her flashing eyes was
never in bondage to any miserable being calling himself her master.
Redeemed from the galling yoke her body was compelled for years to wear,
she has lived a pure and spotless life. Though poor and unknown among
men, the angels of God have camped around her for, lo! these many years;
and she has been able, by the abounding grace of God, to walk the rough
and dusty paths of a toilsome life with garments spotless and
wrinkleless.</p>
        <p>The day is coming when slaveholders and their descendants will no more 
think of boasting of the fact, or even mentioning it, than the grandchildren of the slave-stealers and pirates of Newport, and other Northern seaports, now think of priding themselves on the unspeakable villany of their ancestors. In the mean time, the biographies of saintly, enduring spirits like that of Betty Veney will be read, and will serve to inspire the discouraged and down-trodden to put their trust in the almighty arm of Jehovah, who alone works deliverance and salvation to all those who put their trust in him.</p>
        <closer><signed>W. F. MALLALIEU.</signed>
<dateline>NEW ORLEANS, LA., Jan. 30, 1889.</dateline></closer>
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      <div1 type="preface">
        <head>PREFACE.</head>
        <p>THIS little book, now offered to the many kind friends of  
Bethany Veney, contains the simple story of one of the five 
millions of human beings who, less than thirty years ago, were 
bought and sold like beasts of burden, in fifteen out of thirty-two, 
States of our American Republic.</p>
        <p>Already, this fact in our national history is largely overlooked, 
and to the generation now coming upon the stage of action is 
almost unknown.</p>
        <p>Compared with the lives of many of her class, Betty's was
uneventful. Yet in it was much of tragic adventure and tender
pathos. Her endurance under hardship, her fidelity to trust, and,
withal, her religious faith, commend her as a fit subject, not only 
to impress the lesson of slavery in the past, but to inspire and 
deepen a sense of responsibility toward the wronged and 
persecuted race which she represents.</p>
        <p>Beyond these considerations is this: her days have already far
outrun the allotted threescore years and ten, and her natural
strength is much abated. If sold, these pages may help to render
her declining years easier and freer from care.</p>
        <p>It is greatly to be regretted that the language and personal
characteristics of Bethany cannot be transcribed. The little
particulars that give coloring and point, tone and expression, are
largely lost. Only the outline can be given. As it is, possessing
only the merit of a “plain, unvarnished tale,” it asks for generous
consideration and extended sale.</p>
        <closer><signed>M. W. G.</signed>
<dateline>EAST GREENWICH, R.I., 1889.</dateline></closer>
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      <div1 type="text">
        <head>AUNT BETTY'S STORY.</head>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER I.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>CHILDHOOD  -  FIRST LESSONS IN MORALITY  -  FIRST LESSON
IN THE ART OF ENTERTAINING.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>I HAVE but little recollection of my very early life. My mother and
her five children were owned by one James Fletcher, Pass Run, town
of Luray, Page County, Virginia. Of my father I know nothing.</p>
          <p>The first thing I remember with any distinctness was when, about
seven years old, I was, with other children, knocking apples from a
tree, when we were surprised by my young mistress, Miss Nasenath
Fletcher, calling to us, in a loud and threatening tone, demanding what
we were doing. Without waiting for reply, she told us to follow her;
and, as she led the way down to a blackberry pasture not far off, she
endeavored, in a very solemn manner, to impress us with the
importance of always telling the truth. “If asked a question,” she said,
“we must answer directly, yes or no.” I asked her “what we must say
if asked something which we did not know.” She answered, “Why,
you must say you don't know, of course.” I said, “I shall say, ‘Maybe
'tis, and maybe 'tain't.’ ” I remember well how the children laughed at
this; and then Miss Nasenath went on to tell us that <hi rend="italics">some time</hi> all this
world that we saw would be burned up,
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- that the moon would be turned into blood, the stars would fall
out of the sky, and everything would melt away with a great
heat, and that everybody, <hi rend="italics">every little child</hi> that had told a lie,
would be cast into a lake of fire and brimstone, and would burn
there for ever and ever, and, what was more, though they
should burn for ever and ever, they would never be burned up.</p>
          <p>I was dreadfully frightened; and, as soon as I could get away,
I ran to my mammy, and, repeating what mistress had said,
begged to know if it could be true. To my great sorrow, she
confirmed it all, but added what Miss Nasenath had failed to do;
namely, that those who told the truth and were good would
always have everything they should want. It seemed to me then
there was nothing so good as molasses and sugar; and I eagerly
asked, “Shall I have all the molasses and sugar I want, if I tell
the truth?” “Yes,” she replied, “<hi rend="italics">if you are good;</hi> but remember,
if you tell lies, you will be burned in the lake that burns for ever
and ever.”</p>
          <p>This made a very strong impression upon me. I can never
forget my mammy's manner at the time. I believed every word
she said, and from that day to this I have never doubted its
truth.</p>
          <p>Though my conception of what constituted the truth was
very dim, my fear of what should befall me, if I were to tell a
lie, was very great. Still, I was only a young child, and could
not, long at a time, be very unhappy.</p>
          <p>My old master, who at times was inclined to be jolly, had a
way of entertaining his friends by my singing and dancing.
Supper over, he would call me into his room, and, giving me to
understand what he wanted of me, I would, with all manner of
grotesque grimaces, gestures, and positions, dance and sing:  -</p>
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          <lg type="stanza">
            <l>“Where are you going, Jim?</l>
            <l>Where are you going, Sam?</l>
            <l>To get a proper larning,</l>
            <l>To jump Jim Crow.”</l>
          </lg>
          <lb/>
          <p>or</p>
          <lb/>
          <lg type="stanza">
            <l>“David the king was grievit and worrit,</l>
            <l>He went to his chamber  -</l>
            <l>His chamber and weppit;</l>
            <l>And, as he went, he weppit and said,</l>
            <l>‘O my son, O my son!</l>
            <l>Would to God I had died</l>
            <l>For thee, O Absalom,</l>
            <l>My son, my son,’ ” -</l>
          </lg>
          <p>and many other similar songs, of the meaning of which I had of
course no idea, and I have since thought neither he nor his
friends could have had any more than I.</p>
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        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER II.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>BEREAVEMENT - CHANGE OF MASTER AND HOME - 
UNJUST DEMANDS - PUNISHMENT ESCAPED.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>THE next thing I recall as being of any particular
importance to me was the death of my mother, and, soon after,
that of Master Fletcher. I must have been about nine years old
at that time.</p>
          <p>Master's children consisted of five daughters and two sons.
As usual in such cases, an inventory was taken of his property
(all of which nearly was in slaves), and, being apportioned in
shares, lots were drawn, and, as might chance, we fell to our
several masters and mistresses.</p>
          <p>My sister Matilda and myself were drawn by the eldest
daughter, Miss Lucy. My grandmother had begged hard to be
reckoned with me, but she and Uncle Peter fell to Miss
Nasenath; but as after a time she married David Kibbler, and
Miss Lucy went to live with them, taking her human property
with her, to wait on her, and also to work for Mr. Kibbler, we
were brought together again. In the mean time, I was put out
with an old woman, who gave me my food and clothes for
whatever work I could do for her. She was kind to me, as I
then counted kindness, never whipping me or starving me; but it
was not what a free-born white child would have found
comforting or needful.</p>
          <p>Going into the family of David Kibbler as I did with my
mistress, I was really under his direction and subject to his
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control, almost as much as if he and not Miss Lucy had owned
me.</p>
          <p>Master Kibbler  was a Dutchman,  -  a man of most violent
temper, ready to fight anything or anybody who resisted his
authority or in any way crossed his path. His one redeeming
quality was his love for his horses and dogs. These must be fed
before his servants, and their comfort and health always
considered. He was a blacksmith by trade, and would have me
hold his irons while he worked them. I was awkward one day,
and he struck me with a nail-rod, making me so lame my
mistress noticed it, and asked Matilda what was the matter with
me; and, when she was told, she was greatly troubled, and as I
suppose spoke to Kibbler about it, for he called me to him, and
bade me go a long way off into a field, and, as he said, <hi rend="italics">cut
some sprouts there</hi>. But he very soon followed me, and,
cutting a rod, beat me severely, and then told me to “go again
and tell my mistress that he had hit me with a nail-rod, if I
wanted to.”</p>
          <p>Poor Miss Lucy! She was kind and tender-hearted. She
often said she hated slavery, and wanted nothing to do with it;
but she could see no way out of it.</p>
          <p>It will give a clearer idea of the kind of a man Kibbler was,
and the way I grew to manage with him, if I tell here a circumstance 
that happened after I had grown much older and stronger. I had 
been in the field a good ways from the house, helping him to 
haul logs. Our work was done, and he had mounted the team 
to go home, and the bars were let down for him to pass out, 
when a drove of hogs ran in to get the clover that was growing 
in a part of the field. He called to me to drive out the hogs. I 
clapped my hands together, and shouted, “Shoo! shoo!” This 
frightened the horses, and Kibbler was unable to control them; 
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and, rushing through the gateway, the team hit the side post, 
tearing it up from its place. Of course, all this made him very 
angry; and, of course, I was to blame for it all. As soon as he
could hold the horses, he turned, and shouted to me to drive out
the hogs, set the post into the ground, and get back to the house
by the time he did, or he would whip me so I would remember
it.</p>
          <p>A big boy who had been hauling the logs with us now helped
me drive out the hogs and plant the post. We hurried with all
our might, and then tried to run home; but, by the time we got
out of the woods, we saw master so far ahead of us I knew it
was no use to try, and I said I would risk the whipping and not
run any longer. So, when we came up to the house, master was
sitting in his chair by the window; and, as I passed into the room
near him, he handed me his jack-knife, and said, “Now, girl, go
cut me a good hickory,  -  a good one, mind you; for, if I have to
cut it myself, I'll get a hard one, you may be sure.” I took the
knife, passed through the kitchen to the back door, just beside
which was a little shelf where the pails of water just filled from
the spring were standing. I laid the knife on the shelf, and
passed out the door, and ran for the woods and the mountain.
By the time I reached the woods, it began to rain, and poured
fearfully all the night. I crowded my head under the alder
bushes, while my shoulders and body were dripping wet. All
night I crouched in this way; and, when morning came, I was
afraid to show myself, and all day kept concealed by the trees
and bushes as best I could. As night came on, I was very hungry, 
having eaten nothing for more than thirty-six hours; and so I 
decided to go down the mountain where old Kibbler, my master's 
father, lived, knowing that he would give me something to
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satisfy my hunger. As I drew nigh the house, the dogs barked;
and I was afraid to encounter them, and so laid out all night on
the side of the hill. In the morning,  -  it was Sunday,  -  I
ventured near the house; and the old man, seeing me, came out
and gave me “How-dye,” and asked how the home folks were.
I told him I had not seen them since Friday, and added the
reason for my running away, to which he listened, and then
said, “Well, what are you going to do about it?” I said, “Won't
you, Masser Kibbler, go home with me, and tell Masser David
he mustn't whip me?”</p>
          <p>I don't know how I dared to say this, for to his own slaves he
was a hard, ugly man; but he gave me something to eat, then
went home with me, and, after repeating my story to Master
David, asked him if that was true, and added, “Then you have
no right to whip her.” And that was the end of it.</p>
          <p>I must go back here to my mistress and her wish not to 
hold slaves. A gentleman from Ohio was visiting in the
neighborhood; and Miss Lucy, knowing he was from a free
State, asked him if he would not take me North with him. He
very readily consented, promising to do the best he could for
me; but, when Master David and others heard about it, they
said it was a foolish thing to do, for this man would very likely
sell me before he left the South, and put the money into his own
pocket, and I should find myself worse off than ever. It was
true that many Northern men came South very bitter in their
opposition to slavery, and after a little while came to be the
hardest and most cruel slaveholders.</p>
          <p>I have sometimes tried to picture what my life might have
been could I have been set free at that age; and I have
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imagined myself with a young girl's ambition, working hard and
carefully saving my earnings, then getting a little home with
garden, where I could plant the kind of things I had known in
the South, then bringing my sisters and brothers to share with
me these blessings of freedom. But I had yet to know far
deeper sorrows before I could have any of this glad
experience.</p>
          <p>Miss Lucy now told me, if I would be contented and stay
quietly where I was, and not be married, she would, when her
nephew Noe came to be of age, give me my freedom. Instead
of this, however, I was told soon after that she had made her
will, bequeathing me already to this nephew. I was never sure
this was true. Her kindness to me and my love for her made it
always seem impossible.</p>
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        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER III.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCES.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>I COME now to a phase in my experience which aroused the
impressions made upon me so long before in the blackberry
pasture.</p>
          <p>At Powell's Fort, not far from where I now lived, was the
Mount Asa school-house, where the different religious
denominations held their meetings. My master's brother, Jerry
Kibbler, and his sister Sally had been to a camp-meeting, and got
“religion.” They came home determined their religion should
help others; and, through their influence, this little school-house
had been fitted up with pulpit and seats, and now there was to
be a series of revival meetings held there. I had never been to
any kind of a meeting since I was a little girl, and then my
mistress had sometimes taken me along for company.</p>
          <p>At this time, Miss Ellen Mills was spinning wool at Mr.
Jonathan Grandstaff's; and one night, as it was growing dusk,
she came down to master's, to see if some of the family would
go to meeting with her. No one cared to go; and Miss Lucy,
turning to me, said: “There is Betty. Take Betty. She will be
company for you.” So I went. The minister was preaching
when we entered; and I have no recollection of anything he
said in his sermon, but, when he took his seat, he sang the
hymn,  -</p>
          <pb id="veney16" n="16"/>
          <lg type="stanza">
            <l>“Then let this feeble body fail,</l>
            <l>Or let it faint or die,</l>
            <l>My soul shall quit this mournful vale,</l>
            <l>And soar to worlds on high,</l>
            <l>Shall join those distant saints,</l>
            <l>And find its long-sought rest.”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>It was a hymn of many verses (I afterwards got an old woman
to teach them to me); and there was such tenderness in
his voice and such solemnity in his manner that I was greatly
affected. When the singing was over, he moved about among
the congregation; and, coming close to me, he said, “Girl, don't
you want religion? don't you want to be happy when you die?”
Then he asked me to promise him that, when I got home, I
would go upon my knees and ask God to give me the witness
that I was his. I made him no answer; but, as soon as I reached
home and was alone, I knelt down, and in my feeble and
ignorant way begged to be saved. From that day to this, I have
been praying and trying to do as I thought my heavenly Master
has required of me; and I think I have had the witness of the
Spirit.</p>
          <p>So, night after night, I went to the little school-house, and had
many precious seasons. Master Jerry and Miss Sally were very
kind to me, and tried to show me the way to be a Christian.</p>
          <p>But there came a time when Master David said he was not going 
to have me running to meeting all the time any longer. He had decided 
to send me up to old Mr. Levers, two miles away, there to stay until 
I should get over my “religious fever,” as he called it. Accordingly, 
I went as directed; but, when it came night, I asked if I might go 
down to Mount Asa school-house for meeting. The old
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man said: “Yes. You can go; and, as it is so far away, you
need not come back here till morning. But go home, and stay
with the children, as you always do, and have the care of
them.” I couldn't understand it, but I went; and, when in the
morning Kibbler saw me, he scolded, and sent me off to Levers
again. Every night, old Mr. Levers would tell me I could go; and
I did, till, in the middle of the meeting one night, Master Kibbler
came up to me, and, taking me by the arm, carried me out,
scolding and fuming, declaring that old Webster (the minister)
was a liar, and that for himself he didn't want such a “whoopin'
and hollerin' religion,” and, if that was the way to heaven, he
didn't “want to go there.” After this, my conscience troubled me
very much about going. Mr. Levers would tell me to go; but I
knew that Master David had forbidden me to do so. One night,
I started out, and, as I came to a persimmon-tree, I felt moved
to go down on my knees and ask the Lord to help me, and
make Master David willing. In a few minutes, I felt very happy.
I wanted to remain on my knees, and wished I could walk on
them till I could come before Master David. I tried to do so, and
was almost surprised to find I could get along so well. At last, I
reached the piazza, and was able to enter the room, where I
saw him sitting; and, as I did so, I said, “O Master, <hi rend="italics">may</hi> I go to
meeting?” He saw my position; and, as if “rent by the Spirit,”
he cried out: “Well, I'll go to the devil if you ain't <hi rend="italics">my match!</hi>
Yes: go to meeting, and stay there.”</p>
          <p>After this, I had no trouble from this cause. When I was to
be taken into the church, I asked him if he was willing, and he
said: “I don't care. If that's your way of getting to heaven, I
don't care. I only wish you were all there.” So I was baptized,
and have been trying, in my poor way ever since to serve the
Lord.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="veney18" n="18"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER IV.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>COURTSHIP AND MARRIAGE  -  A SLAVEHOLDER'S IDEA OF ITS
REQUIREMENTS  -  SEPARATION.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>YEAR after year rolled on. Master Jonas Mannyfield lived
seven miles from us, on the other side of the Blue Ridge; and he
owned a likely young fellow called Jerry. We had always
known each other, and now he wanted to marry me. Our
masters were both willing; and there was nothing to hinder,
except that there was no minister about there to marry us. “No
matter for that,” Kibbler said to Jerry. “If you want Bett, and
she wants you, that's the whole of it.” But I didn't think so. I
said, “No: never till somebody comes along who can marry us.”
So it happened, one day, there was a colored man  -  a pedler,
with his cart  -  on the road, and Jerry brought him in, and said he
was ready to be minister for us. He asked us a few questions,
which we answered in a satisfactory manner, and then he
declared us husband and wife. I did not want him to make us
promise that we would always be true to each other, forsaking
all others, as the white people do in their marriage service,
because I knew that at any time our masters could compel us to
break such a promise; and I had never forgotten the lesson
learned, so many years before, in the blackberry pasture.</p>
          <p>So Jerry and I were happy as, under all the circumstances,
we could well be. When he asked his master's consent to our
marriage, he told him he had had thoughts of removing
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to Missouri, in which case he should take him with him, and we
would have to be separated; but, if he chose to run the risk, he
had nothing to say. Jerry did not think there was any danger,
and we were not dissuaded; for hearts that love are much the
same in bond or free, in white or black.</p>
          <p>Eight or ten months passed on, when one night my brother
Stephen, who lived on the Blue Ridge, near Master Mannyfield,
came to see me, and, as we talked of many things, he spoke of
Jerry in a way that instantly roused my suspicion. I said: “Tell
me what is the matter? I know there is something. Is Jerry
dead? Is he sold? Tell me what it is.” I saw he dreaded to
speak, and that frightened me the more.</p>
          <p>At last, he said: “'Tis no use, Betty. You have got to know it.
Old Look-a-here's people are all in jail for debt.” “Old
Look-a-here” was the nickname by which Mannyfield was known by
the colored people far and near, because he had a way of
saying, when he was about to whip one of his slaves, “Now
look-a-here, you black rascal,” or “you black wench.”</p>
          <p>The next day was Saturday, and I hurried to complete my
task in the corn-field, and then asked my master if I could go to
see Jerry. He objected at first, but at last gave me a pass to see
my brother, and be gone until Monday morning.</p>
          <p>The sun might have been two hours high when I started; 
but, before I was half over the mountain, night had closed 
round me its deepest gloom. The vivid flashes of lightning 
made the carriage path plain at times, and then I could not 
see a step before me; and the rolling thunder added to my 
fear and dread. I was dripping wet when, about nine o'clock, 
I reached the house. It had been my plan to get Stephen 
to go on with me to Jerry's mother's, and stay the
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night there; but his mistress, who was sister to my Miss Lucy,
declared we must not go on in the storm, and, giving me supper,
brought bedding, that I might lie on the kitchen floor and rest me
there. In the morning, after a good breakfast, she started us off,
with a bag of biscuits to eat by the way. Jerry's mother was
glad to go with us; and we hurried along to Jerry, in jail at Little
Washington, where he with his fellow-slaves was confined, like
sheep or oxen, shut up in stalls, to be sold to pay their owner's
debts.</p>
          <p>Jerry saw us, as we came along the road, through the prison
bars; and the jailer allowed us to talk together there, not,
however, without a witness to all we might say. We had
committed no offence against God or man. Jerry had not; and
yet, like base criminals, we were denied even the consolation of
privacy. This was a necessary part of the system of American
slavery. Neither wife nor mother could intervene to soften its
rigors one jot.</p>
          <p>Several months passed, and Mannyfield was still unable to
redeem his property; and they were at last put up at auction,
and sold to the highest bidder. Frank White, a slave-trader,
bought the entire lot, and proceeded at once to make up a gang
for the Southern market.</p>
          <p>Arrangements were made to start Friday morning; and on
Thursday afternoon, chained together, the gang were taken
across the stream, and encamped on its banks. White then went
to Jerry, and, taking the handcuffs from his wrists, told him to
go and stay the night with his wife, and see if he could persuade
her to go with him. If he could, he would buy her, and so they
need not be separated. He would pass that way in the morning,
and see. Of course, Jerry was only too glad to come; and, at first, I 
thought I would go with him. Then came the consciousness that this
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inducement was only a sham, and that, once exposed for sale in
a Southern market, the bidder with the largest sum of money
would be our purchaser singly quite as surely as together; and,
if separated, what would I do in a strange land? No: I would
not go. It was far better for me to stay where, for miles and
miles, I knew every one, and every one knew me. Then came
the wish to secrete ourselves together in the mountains, or
elsewhere, till White should be gone; but, to do this, detection
was sure. Then we remembered that White had trusted us, in
letting him come to me, and we felt ashamed, for a moment, as
if we had tried to cheat; but what <hi rend="italics">right</hi> had White to carry him
away, or even to own him at all? Our poor, ignorant reasoning
found it hard to understand his rights or our own; and we at last
decided that, as soon as it was light, Jerry should take to the
mountains, and, when White was surely gone, either I would
join him there, and we would make for the North together, or he
would come back, go to White's mother, who lived a few miles
distant, and tell her he would work for her and obey her, but he
would never go South to be worked to death in the rice-swamps
or cotton-fields.</p>
          <p>We talked late into the night; and at last, in the silence and
dread, worn out with sorrow and fear, my head on his shoulder,
we both dropped asleep.</p>
          <p>Daylight was upon us when we waked. The sad
consciousness of our condition, and our utter helplessness,
overpowered us. I opened the door, and there was my mistress,
with pail in hand, going to the spring for water. “Oh, what shall
I do? Where shall I go?” cried Jerry, as he saw her. “Have
no fear,” I said. “Go right along. I know mistress will never
betray you.” And, with a bound, he was over the fence, into the
fields, and off to the mountains.</p>
          <pb id="veney22" n="22"/>
          <p>In a very short time, White and his poor, doomed company
came along, and called for Jerry. I had taken my pail to milk the
cows; and, seeing me, he sung out, “Woman, where is Jerry, I
say?” “I don't know where Jerry is,” I answered. Then, turning
to Kibbler, who, hearing the outcry, now came out, he said, 
“You told me that woman wouldn't lie; and you know well
enough she is lying now, when she says she don't know where
that  -  rascal is.” Kibbler answered very slowly and
thoughtfully, “I never knowed her to lie; but may be this
time,  -  may be this time.” White then turned to me, and said, “I
took off his handcuffs, and let him go to you, and you had no
business to serve me so.”</p>
          <p>It was true I did not know where Jerry was at that time. We
had agreed that we would meet that night near the blacksmith's
old shop, on the other side of the run; and that was all I knew
of his whereabouts, though he had not been gone long enough
to be far away. It was true he had trusted us, and I felt very
badly; but what else <hi rend="italics">could</hi> we have done? Kind reader, <hi rend="italics">what</hi>
think you?</p>
          <p>I then told him that Jerry had said he was willing to work,
and would go to his mother's and serve her, but <hi rend="italics">never</hi>, if he
could help it, would he be carried South.</p>
          <p>Then White tried to bargain with Kibbler for my purchase,
saying he would give any price he should name for me, because
he knew I would then find Jerry. But it was no use. Kibbler had
a kind spot in his heart, and would not consent to let me go. So
the slave-trader moved on with his human cattle.</p>
          <p>Five miles on the road lived David McCoy, another
slavetrader. When White reached his house, it was agreed by
them that, if McCoy could find Jerry within two days, he should
bring him on, and they would meet at Stanton, Va.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="veney23" n="23"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER V.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>MEETING  -  A LAST INTERVIEW  -  SEPARATION.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>THE place where I was to meet Jerry was, as I have said,
across the run, in a corn-field, near the blacksmith's shop, the
time Friday night.</p>
          <p>It had rained hard all day, and the stream was swollen, and
pouring and rushing at a fearful rate. I waited till everybody
was in bed and asleep, when I lighted my pine knot, and started
for the Pass. It was still raining, and the night was very dark.
Only by my torch could I see a step before me; and, when I
attempted to wade in, as I did in many different places, I found
it was no use. I should surely be drowned if I persisted. So,
disappointed and grieved, I gave up and went home. The next
morning I was able to get over on horseback to milk the cows,
but I neither heard nor saw anything of Jerry.</p>
          <p>Saturday night came. I knew well that, if not caught by
White, Jerry would be round. At last, every one was in bed, and
all was still. I waited and listened. I listened and waited. Then I
heard his step at the door. I hurriedly opened it, and he came in.
His clothes were still damp and stiff from the rain of yesterday.
He was frightened and uneasy. He had been hiding around in
different places, constantly fearing detection. He had seen me
from behind the old blacksmith's shop when I had tried the night
before, with my pine knot, to ford the stream; and he was glad,
he said, when he saw me go back, for he knew I should be carried
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down by the current and be drowned, if I had persisted.
I went to my mistress's bedroom, and asked her if I might go to
the cellar. She knew at once what I meant, and whispered
softly, “Betty, has Jerry come?” then, without waiting for
reply, added, “get him some milk and light bread and butter.” I
was not long in doing so; and the poor fellow ate like one
famishing. Then he wanted to know all that had happened, and
what White had said when he found he was gone. We talked a
long time, and tried to devise some plans for our mutual safety
and possible escape from slavery altogether; but, every way we
looked, the path was beset with danger and exposure. We were
both utterly disheartened. But sleep came at last and, for the
time being, relieved us of our fears.</p>
          <p>In the morning, which was Sunday, we had our breakfast
together, and, as the hours passed, began to feel a little
comforted. After dinner, we walked out to the field and strolled
about for some time; and, when ready to go back to the house,
we each took an armful of fodder along for the horses. As we
laid it down and turned to go into the house, David McCoy rode
up on horseback. He saw Jerry at once, and called him to come
to the fence. The excitement of the last days  -  the fasting and
the fear  -  had completely cowed and broken whatever of
manhood, or even of brute courage, a slave might by any
possibility be presumed at any time to be possessed of, and the
last remains of these qualities in poor Jerry were gone. He
mutely obeyed; and when, with an oath, McCoy commanded
him to mount the horse behind him, he mutely seated himself
there. McCoy then called to me to go to the house and bring
Jerry's clothes. “Never,”  -  I screamed back to him,  -  “never,
not to save your miserable life.” But Jerry said: “O Betty, 'tis no use. We
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can't help it.” I knew this was so. I stifled my anger and my
grief, brought his little bundle, into which I tucked a testament
and catechism some one had given me, and shook hands 
“good-by” with him. So we <hi rend="italics">parted forever</hi>, in this world.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="veney26" n="26"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER VI.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>MOTHERHOOD  -  CHANGE OF MASTERS  -  SAD EXPERIENCE  -
TAKEN TO RICHMOND  -  AUCTION-BLOCK  -  RETURN.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>SEVERAL months passed, and I became a mother.</p>
          <p>My dear white lady, in your pleasant home made joyous by
the tender love of husband and children all your own, you can
never understand the slave mother's emotions as she clasps her
new-born child, and knows that a master's word can at any
moment take it from her embrace; and when, as was mine, that
child is a girl, and from her own experience she sees its almost
certain doom is to minister to the unbridled lust of the slave-owner, 
and feels that the law holds over her no protecting arm,
it is not strange that, rude and uncultured as I was, I felt all this,
and would have been glad if we could have died together there
and then.</p>
          <p>Master Kibbler was still hard and cruel, and I was in
constant trouble. Miss Lucy was kind as ever, and it grieved
her to see me unhappy. At last, she told me that perhaps, if I
should have some other home and some other master, I should
not be so wretched, and, if I chose, I might look about and see
what I could do. I soon heard that John Prince, at Luray, was
wanting to buy a woman. Miss Lucy told me, if it was
agreeable to me, I might go to him and work for a fortnight, and
if at the end of that time he wanted me, and I chose to stay, she
would arrange terms with him; but, if I did not want to stay, not
to believe anything that any one might tell me, but come back at
once to her.</p>
          <pb id="veney27" n="27"/>
          <p>At the end of two weeks, Master John said he was going
over to have a talk with Miss Lucy; and did I think, if he should
conclude to buy me, that I should steal from him? I answered
that, if I worked for him, I ought to expect him to give me
enough to eat, and then I should have no need to steal. “You
wouldn't want me to go over yonder, into the garden of another
man, and steal his chickens, when I am working for you, would
you, Master John? I expect, of course, you will give me
enough to eat and to wear, and then I shall have no reason to
steal from anybody.” He seemed satisfied and pleased, and
bargained with Miss Lucy, both for me and my little girl. Both
master and Mrs. Prince were kind and pleasant to me, and my
little Charlotte played with the little Princes, and had a good
time. I worked very hard, but I was strong and well, and willing
to work; and for several years there was little to interrupt this
state of things.</p>
          <p>At last, I can't say how long, I was told that John O'Neile,
the jailer, had bought me; and he soon took me to his home,
which was in one part of the jail. He, however, was not the real
purchaser. This was David McCoy, the same who had grabbed
Jerry on that fatal morning; and he had bought me with the idea
of taking me to Richmond, thinking he could make a speculation
on me. I was well known in all the parts around as a faithful,
hard-working woman, when well treated, but ugly and wilful, if
abused beyond a certain point. McCoy had bought me away
from my child; and now, he thought, he could sell me, if carried
to Richmond, at a good advantage. I did not think so; and I
determined, if possible, to disappoint him.</p>
          <p>The night after being taken in charge by John O'Neile, as
soon as I was sure everybody was asleep, I got up and
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crawled out of the house, and went to my old Methodist friend,
Jerry Kibbler. I knew the way into his back door; and, though I
presumed he would be asleep, I was sure he would willingly get
up and hear what I had to say. I was not mistaken. He heard
my voice inquiring for him, and in a very few minutes dressed
himself, and came out, and in his pleasant, kind manner said: 
“Aunt Betty, what is the matter? What can I do for you?” I told
him McCoy had bought me, away from my child, and was
going to send me to Richmond. I <hi rend="italics">couldn't</hi> go there. <hi rend="italics">Wouldn't</hi> he
buy me? I saw he felt very badly; but <hi rend="italics">what</hi>, he said, could <hi rend="italics">he</hi>
do with me? He didn't believe in buying slaves,  -  and, finally, he 
hadn't “money enough to do it.” I begged so hard that he said he 
would see what he could do, and I went back to the jail. Mrs.
O'Neile had discovered my absence, and was on the watch for
me. The next day, she told me I was to start for Richmond the
day after, and it was no use for me to make a fuss, so I might
as well bring my mind to it first as last.</p>
          <p>The day was almost gone, and I had had no word from Mr.
Jerry. As it was growing dark, I saw a colored man whom I
knew, and I managed to make him see, through the jail
windows, that I wanted to speak with him. I induced him to find
Master Jerry; but he came back with word from him that he
had seen both O'Neile and McCoy, and could make no kind of
an arrangement with them. He had not come to me, because he
felt so sorry for me, and had waited, in the hope that some one
else would tell me. So there seemed nothing else before me;
and when, on the next morning, Mrs. O'Neile told me to make
myself ready for the journey, I tried to be submissive, and
dressed myself in a new calico dress that Miss Lucy had given
me long before.</p>
          <pb id="veney29" n="29"/>
          <p>I had never in my life felt so sad and so completely forsaken.
I thought my heart was really breaking. Mr. O'Neile called me;
and, as I passed out of the door, I heard Jackoline, the jailer's
daughter, singing in a loud, clear voice,  -</p>
          <lg type="stanza">
            <l>“When through the deep waters I call thee to go, </l>
            <l>The rivers of woe shall not thee overflow;</l>
            <l>For I will be with thee, and cause thee to stand,</l>
            <l>Upheld by my righteous, omnipotent hand.”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>I can never forget the impression these <hi rend="italics">words</hi> and the <hi rend="italics">music</hi>
and the tones of Jackoline's voice made upon me. It seemed to
me as if they all came directly out of heaven. It was my
Saviour speaking directly to me. Was not <hi rend="italics">I</hi> passing the deep
waters? What rivers of woe could be sorer than these through
which I was passing? Would not this righteous, omnipotent
hand uphold me and help me? Yes, here was His word for it. I
would trust it; and I was comforted.</p>
          <p>We mounted the stage, and were off for Charlotteville,
where we stopped over night, and took the cars next morning
for Richmond.</p>
          <p>Arrived in Richmond, we were again shut up in jail, all around
which was a very high fence, so high that no communication
with the outside world was possible. I say we, for there was a
young slave girl whom McCoy had taken with me to the Richmond 
market. The next day, as the hour for the auction drew near, Jailer 
O'Neile came to us, with a man, whom he told to take us along 
to the dressmaker and to charge her to “fix us up fine.” This 
dressmaker was a most disagreeable woman, whose business 
it was to array such poor creatures as we in the gaudiest and most 
striking attire conceivable, that, when placed upon the auction stand, 
we should attract the attention of all present, if not in one
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way, why, in another. She put a white muslin apron on me, and
a large cape, with great pink bows on each shoulder, and a
similar rig also on Eliza. Thus equipped, we were led through a
crowd of rude men and boys to the place of sale, which was a
large open space on a prominent square, under cover.</p>
          <p>I had been told by an old negro woman certain tricks that I
could resort to, when placed upon the stand, that would be likely
to hinder my sale; and when the doctor, who was employed to
examine the slaves on such occasions, told me to let him see
my tongue, he found it coated and feverish, and, turning from
me with a shiver of disgust, said he was obliged to admit that at
that moment I was in a very bilious condition. One after another
of the crowd felt of my limbs, asked me all manner of
questions, to which I replied in the ugliest manner I dared; and
when the auctioneer raised his hammer, and cried, “How much
do I hear for this woman?” the bids were so low I was
ordered down from the stand, and Eliza was called up in my
place. Poor thing! there were many eager bids for her; for, for
such as she, the demands of slavery were insatiable.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="veney31" n="31"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER VII.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>RETURN  -  IMPROVED CONDITION  -  COMFORTABLE HOME.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>I WAS now taken back to Luray; and, though McCoy was
greatly disappointed at the result of his Richmond venture, he
was wise enough to make the best of it. Mrs. McCoy took a
fancy to keep me; and, as she had not work enough to employ
all my time, I found I could earn in the neighborhood enough
money to carry home a large interest on my cost. After a while,
McCoy agreed that, if I should bring him one dollar and a half
every Saturday night, he would be satisfied, and I could do
what I pleased with myself.</p>
          <p>I washed blankets and bed-quilts, as well as weekly
washings. I cleaned house, and worked in the fields, getting a
job whenever I could find it and whatever it might be. I was
near my child, where I could see her often; and I was
comparatively happy.</p>
          <p>After a time, master took a job of work on the pike, designing 
to work it with free negroes, whom he could hire for a small sum, 
and board them. He took me out there to cook for them. It gratified 
me to know that he placed confidence enough in me to do this; 
and I did my best to deserve it. The negroes were a rude set, 
as might be expected; for at that time they were the one class 
despised by everybody. They were despised by the master-class, 
because they could not subject them to their will quite in
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the same way as if they were slaves, and despised by the 
slave-class, because envied as possessing a nominal freedom, 
which they were denied. Thus are contempt and envy closely allied.</p>
          <p>Sometimes, one or another of these men would be insulting to
me, and impose upon me; but there was always one of their
number who at such times would come to my rescue. He would
often bring water from the spring for me, and in many kind
ways caused me to regard him with a different feeling from any
one I had met since I had lost my poor Jerry. This man was
Frank Veney, afterwards my second husband.</p>
          <p>I remember telling Master McCoy that, with such a hungry
set of fellows to feed, I couldn't see how he could make any
money out of that job, so much bread and meat must cost so
much. He laughed very heartily, and, as I could see, very
approvingly, and said, “Oh, yes, Betty, I know it costs a heap;
but I have reckoned that all up, and I know how it is coming
out.” It pleased him well to see that I thought of his interest; and
I think he saw in it, too, that I might have some business tact
myself. When the work on this pike was finished, my master
took other similar jobs elsewhere, and I had many changes
during three or four years. At last, we got back to Luray, and
master agreed with me that I should pay him thirty dollars per
year for my time, and whatever I earned above that should be
my own.</p>
          <p>I rented of John Prince a little house at Dry Run, just at the
foot of the mountain, and with my little boy Joe, now about
two years old, lived very contentedly.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="veney33" n="33"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER VIII.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>ANOTHER CHANGE  -  NEW HOPES AND OLD FEARS  -  
VICISSITUDES POSSIBLE IN SLAVE LIFE  -  FREEDOM 
ATTAINED.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>THE spur of the Blue Ridge, against which my little house
leaned, was called “Stony Man”; and it was supposed to be 
full of copper. Some time ago, some Northern adventurers 
had set up an engine, in order to mine the copper and test its 
quality. But, for reasons which I had never understood, the 
project was abandoned and the men went home. They had 
built a small shanty on the ground, and I had lived with them 
to do their work. It had been a dreary experience to me, and 
I was thankful when it was over. It was not, therefore, a 
pleasant circumstance to me when Lorenze Prince called 
at my door, and told me he had come to see if I would go up 
Stony Man again, to keep house for two Northern gentlemen, 
who had just arrived in Luray, and were going to start up the 
old engine, and see what they could make of the copper. I 
answered him hastily that he needn't ask me, for I wouldn't 
go to that lonesome place again for love or money. Lorenze 
thought I was very foolish, for he had seen them, and knew 
they were nice gentlemen; and, besides, they would pay me 
a dollar and a half a week, sure pay. I at last agreed he might 
tell them that I would be up there the next morning, and would get
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their dinner for them, and then I would decide about staying
longer.</p>
          <p>My little home seemed pleasanter to me than ever that night,
when I thought of leaving it. I was enjoying a good degree of
freedom there. I could go out and come in as I pleased; and for
a good distance about the country, with Master McCoy's pass
in my bosom, I was safe to a certain extent. It never once
occurred to me that this change might lead up to the end I had
so long desired; namely, a life where I should need no pass
written by a human hand to insure my safety as I went from
place to place, but where the stamp of my humanity, imprinted
by the Infinite Father of all, should be an all-sufficient guarantee 
in every emergency. I have repeated to myself many times 
since, when I have thought over those times,</p>
          <lg type="stanza">
            <l>“God moves in a mysterious way </l>
            <l>His wonders to perform.”</l>
          </lg>
          <p>And it is with deep and loving gratitude I refer every blessing to
him.</p>
          <p>Mr. G. J. Adams and Mr. J. Butterworth were the two
gentlemen from Providence, R.I. The next morning, as I neared
the engine-house, Mr. Butterworth saw me, and came forward
to speak with me. His manner of speaking was gentle and kind.
He told me to go to the house; and Mr. Adams, who was now at 
the village, would be back soon, and would arrange with me.</p>
          <p>It did not seem lonesome, as I had imagined; and I set myself
to work at once, pulling up the weeds that had overgrown
everything and everywhere.</p>
          <p>It was not long before Mr. Adams came, and we were soon
acquainted; and I felt contented and at home there.
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My boy was happy, as was I. Several months passed, I do not
remember how many, when it became necessary for both Mr.
Adams and Mr. Butterworth to go home for a time; and they
paid me in advance to remain where I was while they should be
gone. At last they returned, and things went on as before until
one night I was down at the village, in old Mr. Aulman's store,
and he asked me “how many niggers that could work had
Master McCoy?” The question was like a sword cutting me in
two, or like a sudden flash of lightning striking me to the
ground. I knew well there was trouble ahead, and that, for
McCoy's debts, I might at any moment be sold away from my
boy, as I had been before from my girl. I determined this should
never be. I would take my child and hide in the mountains. I
would do <hi rend="italics">anything</hi> sooner than I would be sold.</p>
          <p>A few days passed, and my worst fears were confirmed by
Isaac Prince, who told me that all McCoy's property was
posted to be sold. The next day, as I was planning how I could
get off, I saw a white horse, and a man standing at the smelting-mill. 
The man was busily talking with Mr. Adams, and both
seemed very earnest. At last, the man mounted the horse and
rode away, while Mr. Adams came into the house. He said it
was true that McCoy's property had been attached, to pay his
debts, incurred by gambling, and everything would go under the
auctioneer's hammer. “<hi rend="italics">I</hi> won't be sold. He shall never find <hi rend="italics">me</hi>,
to sell me again,” I angrily cried. Mr. Adams looked at me, and
I saw the great pity in his eyes. He said, “Betty, I have given
my word in writing to this man, whom you saw, that, provided
he will leave you here with us, instead of taking you to the jail,
he shall find you here whenever he shall come for you.” I felt
the floor giving way under me. It was with difficulty
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I kept from falling. A few moments of deep agony passed, and
then I was able to say to him that, since he had pledged his
word in black and white, he should not be obliged to break it.
He need not fear for me, for I would stay just as he had
promised; but “I was, oh! so sorry he had promised.”</p>
          <p>I cannot tell now in what way it was first suggested that Mr.
Adams should buy me and take me North with him. I think,
when he was home, he had talked with his wife and her sister,
Miss Sarah Brown, about such a possibility, and Miss Sarah
had offered to advance a part of the price for which I might be
purchased.</p>
          <p>However that might have been, Mr. Adams now saw Mr.
McCoy, and found he was greatly pressed for money, and
would sell me as readily to him as to any one; and, not to spend
too much time over what was really a very simple business
transaction, a bill of sale was at once made out to Mr. Adams,
which reads as follows:  -</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="subchapter">
          <p>Received of G. J. Adams seven hundred and seventy-five dollars
($775), it being the purchase of my negro woman Berthena and
her child Joe. The right and title to the said negro woman
I warrant and defend against any person or persons whatsoever.</p>
          <p>Given under my hand and seal the 27th day of December, 1858.</p>
          <closer>[SEAL.]
<signed>DAVID McCOY.</signed>
<signed>BENJ. F. GRAYSON.</signed></closer>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="subchapter">
          <p>Not long afterward,  -  I forget how long,  -
Messrs.
Adams and Butterworth suspended operations at the mine, 
and, taking me and my boy, turned their faces homeward. They 
at that time expected to return, after a few months, and promised 
me I should go with them, so I did not feel so badly at parting 
with all the old faces and places as I should otherwise 
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have done. However, before their business arrangements for 
going were matured, John Brown had made his invasion into
Virginia; and the excitement that followed made it unsafe for
any one who sympathized with or defended him to be seen in
any Southern State.</p>
          <p>Then followed the War of the Rebellion; and it was not till a
much later date, and in a different way from what I had
anticipated when I left, that I saw again the old fields where I
had toiled and suffered, and grasped again the hands that
before had beaten and bruised me.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="veney38" n="38"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER IX.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>NEW EXPERIENCES  -  HOME IN THE
NORTH.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>THE feelings with which I entered my Northern home, 22    
Chares-Field Street, Providence, R.I., on a bright pleasant
morning in August, 1858, can be more easily fancied than
described. A new life had come to me. I was in a land where,
by its laws, I had the same right to myself that any other
woman had. No jailer could take me to prison, and sell me at
auction to the highest bidder. My boy was my own, and no one
could take him from me. But I had left behind me every one I
had ever known. I did not forget the dreadful hardships I had
endured, and yet somehow I did not think of them with half the
bitterness with which I had endured them. I was a stranger in a
strange land; and it was no wonder, perhaps, that a dreadful
loneliness and homesickness came over me.</p>
          <p>The family were just rising when Mr. Adams, with his night-key, 
opened the door, and showed me the way to the sitting-room, 
and then went to find his wife. I had only a moment to look about 
me, when the girl from the kitchen came in, and in a very friendly 
manner asked me to go there with her. Then, in a few minutes more, 
Mrs. Adams came, and, in her smiling, motherly way, held out her 
hand to me, saying, “Good-morning, Betty.” She met me as if I
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were an old acquaintance. At any rate, she made me feel that I
was with friends.</p>
          <p>It was not easy at first to accommodate myself to the new
surroundings. In the Southern kitchen, under slave rule, there
was little thought of convenience or economy. Here I found all
sorts of Yankee inventions and improvements to make work
easy and pleasant. There were dishes and pans of every
description, clean and distinct cloths for all purposes, brushes
and brooms for different uses. I couldn't help feeling bewildered
sometimes at the difference in so many ways, and for a
moment wished myself back in “old Virginny,” with my own
people; and I very, very often longed to see the old familiar
faces and hear the old sounds, but never could I forget to be
grateful for my escape from a system under which I had
suffered so much.</p>
        </div2>
        <pb id="veney40" n="40"/>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER X.</head>
          <argument>
            <p>AFFLICTION  -  REMOVAL TO WORCESTER  -  RETURN 
SOUTH  -  MEETING OF OLD FRIENDS  -  THE NORTHERN LIFE -
OLD MASTERS IN THE NORTH  -  HOUSE-HOLDER.</p>
          </argument>
          <p>FOR a while after my coming North, I was able to hear
occasionally from the old home; but, after the trouble over John
Brown, followed as it was by the war for Secession, all
communication was at an end.</p>
          <p>In the mean time, I made acquaintance among both white
and colored people, who were interested in my history and glad
to help me.</p>
          <p>I had been here only about three months, when my little Joe
sickened and died; and this was a great affliction to me.</p>
          <p>After this, Mr. Adams removed his family to Worcester,
Mass.; and I went with them. From business considerations, his
stay there was shortened; and he returned to Providence. I
liked the friends I had made in Worcester, and decided to cast
in my lot with them. I had joined the Park Street Methodist
Church, and was treated with such kind consideration by the
brothers and sisters there that I was at home with them; and, as
I could find all the work I was able to do, I was very
comfortable in many ways.</p>
          <p>When at last the war was over, my wish to go back revived.</p>
          <p>I had saved some money; and, as soon as it was deemed
safe by my friends, I undertook the journey. I purchased my
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tickets, taking me to Culpepper Court House, <hi rend="italics">via</hi> railroad; and
all passed off well. Arriving there, I found the stage would not
leave for Luray for four hours. I really did not see how I could
wait so long. I, however, went over to the stable, and, seeing a
colored man there grooming the horses, I asked him how things
were getting on down there. He saw I was a stranger; and, as
one in haste to impart good news, he quickly answered: “Oh,
all's free here now. De colored peoples has free times 'bout
here now, de war's ober.” His face and eyes fairly shone with
delight. I turned into a store near by, and bought a large
watermelon, and asked him to come and eat it with me, by way
of celebrating “de free times.” As we ate, we saw an old
colored man and woman coming along the road; and, when
they reached us, I said: “O aunty, you look happy. How are the
times going with you?” She repeated: “How's times? Why, de
ole man an' me just dun got married las' night, an' we're takin'
our weddin' journey.” They ate watermelon with us, and we all
laughed together over the new times, that made it possible for
this woman, whose many children had enriched her master's
treasury, lo! these many years, now to realize in any degree the
sanctity of a marriage relation and a wedding journey.</p>
          <p>I did not wait for the stage to take me on my journey, for I
was too eager to reach the end. I engaged a colored boy to
take my satchel, to whom I was proud to pay one dollar in
advance; and we started on foot for the top of the mountain,
over which my course lay. Remaining there over night, I
pursued my way on the next day, reaching Luray before 
night. The country everywhere had been laid waste by the 
soldiers of both armies; but, as there had been no battle 
fought in the immediate neighborhood, things were not so
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much changed as I had expected. I found my daughter
Charlotte grown to womanhood, married, and had one child. My
old masters, Kibbler, Prince, and McCoy, expressed pleasure at
seeing me, and had many questions to ask of people and things
at the North. My dear, kind old mistress, Miss Lucy, had been
paralyzed; and her face was drawn on one side, which greatly
changed her. She was delighted with a pair of cloth shoes that I
carried to her.</p>
          <p>After visiting about for six or seven weeks, I turned my face
again to the North, my daughter, her husband and child, coming
with me.</p>
          <p>Three times since I have made the same journey, bringing
back with me, from time to time, in all sixteen of my relatives,
and have encountered many interesting incidents. I have always
found some one  -  sometimes a policeman, and sometimes a
simple woman or boy  -  ready and willing to help me in every
emergency, when I had need. I have great reason to speak well
of my fellow-men, and to be most thankful to the overruling
Providence that brought me up out of the “house of bondage.”</p>
          <p>I forget the exact date, but one day I was busy with my work
at home, when a message came to me from Mrs. Warner,
asking me to come to her. I went at once; and, on being shown
into her presence, I found her engaged in conversation with my
old master, David McCoy,  -  he who had taken Jerry away from
me, and afterwards had sent me to Richmond to be sold. But all
was changed now. He was not even Master McCoy. He was
Mr. McKay. He put out his hand, and said, “How d'ye?” not exactly, 
perhaps, as a reconstructed man, but as one who had at least 
learned something from the “logic of events” of the difference in 
our relations to each other. After a friendly interchange of 
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inquiry, he invited me to call on him at the Waverly House, where 
he was stopping. Accordingly, the next day I inquired at
the Waverly House office for Mr. McKay, of Virginia, and a
servant showed me to his room. He welcomed me very
cordially this time; and after a long talk, and I arose to come
away, I asked him to dine with me the next day. He expressed
much satisfaction, and at the appointed hour made his
appearance. I prepared such a dinner as I thought he would
enjoy, and was glad to find I had not been mistaken in my
selections.</p>
          <p>On rising to go, he turned to me, and said: “Aunt Betty, when
you came down South, you wore a nice pair of kid gloves, with
fur round their wrists. Can you tell me where you bought them,
and what they cost?” I told him I would gladly go with him and
try to find such; but, as Dr. Warner gave mine to me, I did not
know their price. So together we looked through the different
stores, and at last succeeded in finding a pair that suited him;
and I had the pleasure of paying for them, and then presenting
them to him, as a remembrance of his visit to the North, as well
as of me. I never saw him again, for it was not long after that
he died. My old master, David Kibbler, died also. Jerry Kibbler,
my good Methodist friend and class-leader, came to Worcester,
and spent several days, boarding with my friend, Mrs. Stearns,
during the time, because I could not then make him comfortable
in my own home. I took him to Providence to see Mr. Adams,
who showed him much attention; and he returned home with a
very warm appreciation of New England hospitality, as well as
of Northern thrift and energy, and regretted that the South had
been so long blind to her own interests.</p>
          <pb id="veney44" n="44"/>
          <p>My life in the North, as in the South, has been full of experiences, 
both sad and joyful.</p>
          <p>Sixteen years ago this winter, I was sent for to the dying bed of
Mrs. Adams. A twelvemonth is scarcely passed since I was again
called to assist in the care of Mr. Adams, as he lingered week after 
week, only half-conscious of life, and then passed away. His
recognition of my poor service gladdens me now, for I can never
express the satisfaction it gave me to minister to his wants. For I was 
a stranger, and he took me in: I had fallen amongst thieves, and he 
had rescued me.</p>
          <p>I have spoken of the kindness of my Methodist brothers and
sisters. To tell the half of it would be impossible. One thing, 
however, I must not omit. It is this: on going to Sterling, last 
summer, to camp-meeting, I found on the spot where I had 
been accustomed to pitch my tent a nice wooden building, 
waiting for my occupation. The surprise was so great to me, 
I am afraid I did not express the gratitude I really felt; and this 
is only one of the many ways in which I have tasted the 
loving-kindness of my friends, and found it, like that of the 
infinite Father, “oh, how free!”</p>
          <p>I am now, at seventy-four years of age, the owner and occupant of
a small house at 21 Tufts Street, Worcester, Mass. My daughter 
and family are near me, in an adjoining house, also owned by 
me. I have three grandchildren living.</p>
          <p>My back is not so straight nor so strong, my sight is not so clear,
nor my limbs so nimble as they once were; but I am still ready and
glad to do whatsoever my hand findeth to do, waiting only for the call
to “come up higher.”</p>
          <closer><signed>BETHANY VENEY.</signed>
<dateline>WORCESTER, MASS., 1889.</dateline></closer>
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    <pb id="veney45" n="45"/>
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      <div1 type="letter">
        <head>LETTER FROM REV. V. A. COOPER, </head>
        <docAuthor>SUPERINTENDENT OF HOME FOR LITTLE WANDERERS, 
BOSTON, MASS.</docAuthor>
        <p>Two hundred years of human bondage! From generation to
generation the vast system of tyranny, oppressing every faculty of
mind and capability of moral nature, transmitting its baneful influence
from parent to child, and then, by its injustice, dishonesty, and utter
disregard of all the most sacred relationships of life, stifling the earliest
instincts and smothering the first breathings of the innate personality
which distinguishes the race created in God's image, the wonder of
wonders is that there was anything left of the nobility of a true
manhood and womanhood in a single member of the oppressed and
ravished race at the end of two hundred years. Whatever happened at
the Fall of Adam and Eve, the strength of brain and heart that could
withstand such treatment and retain in itself the fibre and life of noble
aspirations, strength to stand for justice, truth, virtue, and courage of
conviction, must have had something left in it both God-like and
sublime. Such characters there were all through the South.</p>
        <p>Betty Veney was one of them. The story of her life speaks nobly for
herself, sublimely for human nature, grandly for her race. Amid
dishonesty she was honest, amid injustice she had the soul of honor,
amid corruption she was pure, amid persecutions dauntless and
patient. I see her industrious, beautiful, heroically suffering life,
against the white man's lecherous greed, against slavery's oppression,
as a natural development amid rank and noxious weeds fed and
watered by the grace of God, as lilies are which lie in virgin purity on
the bosom of fetid waters in dank swamps.</p>
        <pb id="veney46" n="46"/>
        <p>We can never undo the past wrong; but wherever a colored hand,
worn out with honest labor, which has never been requited, is
stretched out palm up in the midst of Christian plenty, its silent appeal
is more pathetic than any language. It seems to come from the body of
the race, to bear in its lines the sad story, not of one person, but of the
millions buried and forgotten in their unmarked graves. It would be the
simplest act of justice to pension all the remaining slaves. The cotton-fields 
and rice-swamps of the South would seem then to be yielding
the peaceable fruits of righteousness. It would then appear to all
mankind that our religion had awakened our seared Christian
conscience to the sense of the wrongs done this people.</p>
        <p>Dear Aunt Betty! Her race is nearly run. Her sun goes down the
sky. How broad the chart from horizon to horizon! Long years of
trouble, toil, self-sacrifice, and suffering! May thy sunset be the 
sun-rising of a cloudless day, where justice shall compensate thee and
thine, and thy independent free spirit, equal to the angels', enjoy
forever the freedom of the sons of God!</p>
        <closer><salute>Your former pastor and wife,</salute>
<signed>V. A. AND ELIZABETH COOPER.</signed></closer>
      </div1>
      <pb id="veney47" n="47"/>
      <div1 type="letter">
        <head>LETTER FROM REV. ERASTUS SPAULDING.</head>
        <p>FOR twenty-five years, I have been acquainted with the subject of
the foregoing pages. I know her to be a woman of strict integrity of
character, good judgment, full of sympathy, and ever ready to do all in
her power to relieve the sick and suffering. Born in slavery, and freed
from her master by the kindness of a friend, she has yet more whereof
to glory in that she has been freed from the bondage of sin, and made
an heir of God and a joint-heir with Christ. If I am ever so happy as to
get to heaven, I shall feel myself honored if I can have a seat so near
the throne as Betty Veney.</p>
        <closer><signed>REV. ERASTUS SPAULDING.</signed>
<dateline>MILLBURY, Feb. 5, 1889.</dateline></closer>
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