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        <titlePart type="main"><emph rend="bold">WAR STORIES</emph>
AND SCHOOL-DAY INCIDENTS
<emph rend="bold">FOR THE CHILDREN</emph></titlePart>
        <byline>BY</byline>
        <docAuthor><name>B. M. ZETTLER</name>
COMPANY B, EIGHTH GEORGIA REGIMENT, ANDERSON'S 
BRIGADE, LONGSTREET'S CORPS, ARMY OF NORTHERN VIRGINIA
FORMERLY SUPERINTENDENT MACON (GA.) PUBLIC SCHOOLS</docAuthor>
        <docImprint><pubPlace>NEW YORK</pubPlace>
<publisher>THE NEALE PUBLISHING COMPANY</publisher>
<docDate>1912</docDate></docImprint>
        <titlePart type="verso">Copyright, 1912, by
<name>The Neale Publishing Company</name></titlePart>
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      <div1 type="preface">
        <head>A WHY OR TWO</head>
        <p>The appearance of these war stories in 
book form is due largely to the interest 
manifested in them by two of my most efficient 
and helpful <sic>colaborers</sic> during my superintendency 
of the Macon public schools, Mrs. A. E. Keenan, 
Principal of Second Street School, and Miss 
Clara I. Smith, Principal of Nisbet School.</p>
        <p>These teachers constantly insisted that my 
talks to their classes on history, which usually 
included an incident from my personal experience 
in the Confederate Army, were helpful to them in 
teaching United States history. If the stories 
contributed to the splendid work they did in 
history with the classes that successively came 
under them from year to year, they must have 
merit and ought to be preserved.</p>
        <p>Also, the children of all ages, with the 
“grown ups” as well, like the way I tell 
the stories, and I think they will want my book.</p>
        <closer>
          <signed>THE AUTHOR.</signed>
        </closer>
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      <div1 type="contents">
        <pb id="zettler7" n="7"/>
        <head>CONTENTS</head>
        <list type="simple">
          <item>CHAPTER I.
             LIFE ON THE FARM. 
Location of Farm  -  The County-Seat          
   Academy  -  Advantage for hunting and 
   fishing  -  Other attractions for a 
   boy  -  How I learned to work  -  Public 
   Speaking and Politics  -  “Fist and skull” 
   fighting  -  Ideas about Abolition Party . . . <ref target="zettler15" targOrder="U">15</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER II.
              SCHOOL DAYS.
First impressions  -  Teachers of Ante-bellum 
  days  -  Methods in teaching and 
  governing  -  Home lessons  -  Confidence and 
  wholesome fear as educational factors  -   
  Essentials of a good school . . .  <ref target="zettler23" targOrder="U">23</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER III.
           COLLEGE DAYS.
Entering college at Newberry, S.C.  -  
  Excitement following Lincoln's election  -  
<pb id="zettler8" n="8"/>            
  Capture and Trial of Supposed Abolition Emissaries  -  Secession of South 
  Carolina  -  Fort Sumter Excitement  -  
  Political questions in the Literary 
  Debating Societies  -  Georgia secedes and 
  the Georgia students all leave for home 
    -  My college chums  -  Tribute to Jake 
  Elmore . . . <ref target="zettler32" targOrder="U">32</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER IV.
        PREPARING FOR WAR. 
Drilling the militia  -  Confederate States 
  Government organized  -  Peace Conference called by Virginia  -  “Star of the 
  West” comes to relieve Sumter and is 
  driven back  -  Lincoln is inaugurated  -   
  What he said in his inaugural address
    -  Lincoln gets a fleet ready and it starts 
  for Charleston  -  Beauregard demands 
  surrender or neutrality of Major Anderson commanding Fort Sumter  -  The             
  Confederates bombard the Fort and 
  Anderson surrenders  -  Lincoln calls on 
  the States for 75,000 volunteers  -  President Davis also calls for volunteers-
  Oglethorpe Light Infantry of Savannah
  <pb id="zettler9" n="9"/> 
   accepted and ordered to Virginia  -  Joining the company and starting for Virginia . . . <ref target="zettler39" targOrder="U">39</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER V.
          OFF FOR THE FRONT.
At Richmond  -  Regiment organized  -  Off 
    for the Potomac  -  Arrival at Harper's 
    Ferry  -  Bathing in the Potomac  -  Johnston's first retreat  -  An incident: Taking  the Union's man's honey and giving 
    it up  -  Off for Manassas to reinforce 
    Beauregard  -  Wading the Shenandoah 
    at midnight  -  Army invited to breakfast
      -  Riding in or on a box-car  -  First sight 
    of Beauregard  -  Going to extreme right 
    where battle is to commence . . . <ref target="zettler47" targOrder="U">47</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER VI.
 THE BATTLE OF MANASSAS OR BULL RUN.
Fatherly talk of Bartow to his boys the 
    night before the battle  -  Disappointment, battle started by Federals against 
    our extreme left  -  The three mile run to
<pb id="zettler10" n="10"/>  
    get into it  -  Under fire; the first cannon
    ball  -  The boys in the apple tree  -  The
    charge and the pine sapling thicket  -  
    How one man felt in the first battle  -  
    Retreating  -  New York Fire Zouaves  -  
    Beauregard's salute, Gallant 8th  -  Tide
    turns, Federals retreating  -  Going back
    to the pine thicket  -  Impressions of killing men to settle disputes  -  The day
   after the battle  -  Burying the dead  -  A
   man who shed tears because he missed
    the battle . . . <ref target="zettler60" targOrder="U">60</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER VII.
 FROM BULL RUN OR FIRST MANASSAS TO SECOND
                                 MANASSAS.
Confederate advance two months after the
    battle  -  Picket duty in sight of Washington  -  Old soldier tricks on picket  -  
    How men are executed in the army  -  
    Almost a ghost story  -  Dodging Scott's
    rear guard  -  Ridicule turned into applause  -  An exciting little fight at Dam
    No. I  -  In camp near Richmond  -  “Running the blockade” into the city  -  Sleeping on the floor at Mr. Yarrington's
 <pb id="zettler11" n="11"/>
   instead of between snowy sheets  -  Captured and taken to the colonel  -  Climbing
   trees to get information  -  A lucky drop
     -  An interrupted poker game  -  How
   little things affect big events: Three
   men go ahead to hunt buttermilk and
   are captured by Federal scouts  -  A near
   look at Lee and “Traveller”  -  Going on
   the mountain to find out who is there  -  
   Fighting by “bluffing”  -  Advantage and
   disadvantage of being in front  -  Getting
   wounded  -  How one may lose his life
   trying to save it  -  Deserved rebuke, “I
   thought, sir, prisoners were captured
   on battlefields, not in hospitals”  -  Distressed father hunting his wounded boy
     -  Hauled forty miles to the railroad
   station at one dollar a mile  -  Detailed
   account of getting wounded  -  Wounds
   dressed six days after battle . . . <ref target="zettler75" targOrder="U">75</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER VIII.
CHANGE OF SERVICE  -  GOVERNMENT TAX
                    COLLECTOR.
Sherman breaks up my job along the Central
   railroad in Georgia  -  Joining the cavalry
     -  Cornered, and a race for life  -  Hunting
<pb id="zettler12" n="12"/>         
   a road to the rear through Sherman's army  -  Crossing the Savannah  -  
   On an island in “Back River”  -  Rescued
   by “Marse” Winkler's rice flat  -  Captured by South Carolina militia and
   unwittingly sent to our own boys
   (like Brer Rabbit in the brier patch
   for punishment)  -  Recrossing Savannah
   River . . . <ref target="zettler117" targOrder="U">117</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER IX.
    IN REAR OF SHERMAN'S ARMY.
How General Wheeler fooled Kilpatrick  -  
   Appearance of things at the old home
   after the “Cyclone” had passed  -  Peter,
   the negro house boy, showing the two
   “gentermen” the ford and the path  -  
   A wagon trip to Augusta  -  War prices
   for necessaries  -  The stampede and how
   a little riderless mule saved himself  -  
   Again keeping out of Sherman's way  -  
   Two days in the enemy's lines  -  A prisoner captured and what to do with him
     -  The faithful negro, London  -  Thrilling experience with two dismounted
   cavalrymen . . . <ref target="zettler129" targOrder="U">129</ref></item>
          <pb id="zettler13" n="13"/>
          <item>CHAPTER X.
AT THE MERCY OF THE INVADING ARMY.
Preparing for the invading army  -  Advance
   reports of devastation  -  Surmises as to
   what will occur  -  Planning to save valuables  -  The dread of facing strange
   soldiers who come as enemies  -  The
   first arrival: four cavalrymen  -  They
   demand money and firearms  -  The infantry arrive and spread over the place
   like a swarm of grasshoppers  -  Shooting chickens, pigs, and cows  -  Ran-
   sacking the house for valuables  -  Some
   gentlemen among soldiers, who seem to
   be ashamed of men's conduct  -  One
   brings army crackers in a quilt  -  Effect
   of soldiers' stories on the negro . . . <ref target="zettler156" targOrder="U">156</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER XI.
   PRISONERS AT SHERMAN'S HEADQUARTERS.
Ladies refugeeing to keep out of Sherman's
   way are captured by cavalry  -  Train set
   on fire  -  Sherman's headquarters, residence of Rev. Mr. King  -  Ladies held
   there as prisoners  -  They eat at Sherman's
   <pb id="zettler14" n="14"/>
    table and hear discussions of officers about assault on Fort McAllister 
     -  They wish for wings to fly to the Fort 
   and report  -  When Fort is captured they 
   are sent in army ambulance to
   home at Guyton . . . <ref target="zettler162" targOrder="U">162</ref></item>
          <item>CHAPTER XII.
  CONDENSED CIVIL WAR HISTORY.
Federal efforts to capture Richmond, the 
   Confederate capital  -  Seven successive 
   armies under seven different generals 
     -  Each general retired after defeat 
   except Grant who makes four determined assaults  -  Grant orders exchange 
   of  prisoners stopped and begins siege 
   of  Richmond  -  After seven months 
   Grant forces Lee to abandon the
   city . . . <ref target="zettler167" targOrder="U">167</ref></item>
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        <head>WAR STORIES AND SCHOOL-DAY INCIDENTS FOR THE CHILDREN</head>
        <div2 type="chapter">
          <head>CHAPTER I</head>
          <div3 type="subchapter">
            <head>LIFE ON THE FARM</head>
            <p>The home life of a schoolboy in the
country covers so much and has so much to
do with his “terms” at school it occurs to
me as very appropriate to devote my first
chapter to an account of my life on the farm.</p>
            <p>Our “place,” as we called it, was located
one mile north of Springfield, Ga., the county
seat of Effingham, and near the road leading
from Springfield to Sisters' Ferry on the Savannah
River.</p>
            <p>Father often spoke of it as a poor place
for a farm. His chief reason for remaining
there, as I have often heard him say, was
because the county academy was located in
Springfield and he wanted his children to
<pb id="zettler16" n="16"/>  
have the advantage of a good school. Then, 
too, he was fond of hunting and fishing and 
“The Runs,” as this portion of Ebenezer 
Creek was called by everybody in those days, 
with its hummocks and swamps a half mile 
across, afforded fine sport in these lines. 
Deer and wild turkeys were quite plentiful 
and the large number of buck horns that 
adorned our veranda bore testimony to 
father's success as a hunter.</p>
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          <div3>
            <head>FARM ATTRACTIONS  -  HUNTING AND FISHING</head>
            <p>But to me the “place” was perfect. The 
swamps and fields teemed with small game 
of all kinds  -  partridges, doves, robins, larks, 
thrashers and bullfinches, squirrels, raccoons, 
opossoms, and rabbits; and the creek and 
Jack's Branch had every kind of fish from 
the trout or black bass that would not look 
at any bait but a silver fish, live and playful, 
to the branch pike that would snap up a
grasshopper as soon as it touched the water. I 
had, too, a gun, a faithful dog, and a hunting 
companion in Zack, a negro about my age. 
There was an apple orchard with every variety
from the toothsome little “Junes” to 
the “Father Abrahams” that hung on the 
<pb id="zettler17" n="17"/> 
trees till October; a peach orchard with early
“free-stones” and white and yellow “clings”;
mulberry trees, with berries as long as my
finger; three or four plum orchards; watermelons
and muskmelons in season by the
wagonload, and last, but best of all, the creek
with the big swimming hole was not a half a
mile away  -  and I had permission to go in
whenever I pleased. With all these, how
else could I regard our “place” but ideal?
And it is still the dearest spot on earth to
me. The old dwelling house and its predecessor
  -  that in my day was the “loom house,”  -  
the negro cabins, the orchards, are
gone; but the creek and swimming hole are
there, and the old fishtrap site, and the eddies
where I could always pull out a “war-mouth”
perch any afternoon. The hummocks where
I hunted squirrels, and the bridge up at the
road, are all there. I visit them occasionally
and find myself repeating with Woodworth,
slightly changing his lines,  -  </p>
            <lg type="stanza">
              <l>“How dear to my heart are the scenes of my
    childhood,</l>
              <l>While gladly, though sadly, I look on them all.”</l>
            </lg>
            <p>Of course the ten months of school each
year, under a strict teacher, with perplexing
<pb id="zettler18" n="18"/>    
problems and long memoriter lessons, cast a 
shadow across my happy life on the farm; 
but even these had their compensation in baseball
or <sic>shinney</sic> at recess and during the long 
noon intermission. Then, too, Saturday 
never failed to arrive on time, bringing with 
it, besides a hunt with Zack and Watch (my 
dog), mother's weekly bake in the brick oven 
of light bread, pies, and syrup cakes, a peck 
of groundnuts and yellow yams that, remaining
all night in the oven, shrunk away from 
their jackets to half their original size; and, 
of course, a shoulder of pork or a ham of 
venison or a turkey, for Sunday dinner. I 
can see them all with my mind's eye as I 
write.</p>
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          <div3>
            <head>LEARNING TO WORK, BUT NOT ON A FARM</head>
            <p>I was never required to do any work on 
the farm except of a very light character, 
such as dropping peas or gathering up the 
bundles of fodder that the hands tied up 
hastily when the thunder cloud was approaching, 
or sticking sweet potato vines, or picking
up apples for the hogs; and these were 
more a frolic than work for me and the half 
dozen little negroes who constituted the
“mergency gang.” </p>
            <pb id="zettler19" n="19"/>
            <p> I was at school, you know, for ten months
every year, and my dear, sympathetic mother
thought I ought not to be required to work
during my two months' vacation.</p>
            <p>But there are other ways than by manual
labor of learning to work, and my teacher
gave me the habit. In my next chapter I
shall have much to say of his methods to
this end.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>POLITICS AND PUBLIC SPEAKING</head>
            <p>Another advantage I enjoyed by being so
near the county seat was that of hearing
distinguished speakers and attending political
meetings, for nearly all the political meetings
were held at the court house. Many a point
of information I picked up in this way. It
was from Ben Hill and Joe Brown in their
race for the Governorship that I got my first
knowledge about the railroad built and owned
by the State, and known as the Western and
Atlantic Railroad, reaching from Atlanta,
Ga., to Chattanooga, Tenn.</p>
            <p>In Presidential elections I heard such men
as William H. Styles, Henry R. Jackson, and
Frank Bartow discuss the questions of the
tariff for revenue and for protection of
American manufactures, and that other far-reaching
<pb id="zettler20" n="20"/>
question of the rights of slave-owners
in the Territories. Not half of the
people of Georgia or any other Southern
State were slave-owners. In fact, Georgia,
when it was first settled, had an anti-slave
law, and some of the people were still opposed
to slavery, though everybody admitted
that the slaves were property according to
the laws of the State and the Constitution of
the United States. And being property, they
were on a footing with all other property,
and any law that discriminated against this
property right was regarded by everybody
as unjust. The Abolitionists of the North
were getting anti-slavery laws passed
wherever they could, and so it was natural that
the election of Lincoln by the Abolition Party
should be regarded in the South as a bad
thing, not only by those who owned slaves,
but by everybody else. Those who did not
own slaves saw it was unjust to pass laws
that would injure any man's property. Moreover,
the question of doing away with slaves
in the North had been in every instance settled
by the States, each one in its own way;
and why should not the people of the South
be allowed to settle the matter in the same
way, each State for itself?</p>
          </div3>
          <pb id="zettler21" n="21"/>
          <div3>
            <head>HOW WE LEARNED “STATE-RIGHTS”</head>
            <p>The matter was discussed in this manner 
all over the South from the time the Abolition
party was first organized, and all the 
people became so much interested in it that 
in those days even the schoolboys understood 
what was meant by the “Missouri Compromise,”
“The Fugitive Slave Law,” and “The 
Dred Scott Decision.” Since I have touched 
on this matter here, I will add an incident 
concerning it occurring during the war. In 
talking to prisoners that we captured they all 
claimed to be tired of the war, and would 
ask us why we did not quit fighting against 
the Union,  -  that is, the United States Government.
They would instantly get the reply, 
“We'll quit fighting just as soon as you fellows
go back home and attend to your own 
business and let us alone.” The truth was, 
the Southern people felt that it was not the 
United States Government they were fighting, 
but the Abolitionists that had gotten control 
of it and were doing unlawful things. If the 
Abolition party had not been started there 
would have been no Secession and no war; 
and yet gradually slavery would have disappeared
in the Southern States just as it had
<pb id="zettler22" n="22"/>  
disappeared from the Northern States  -  by
the separate action of each State.</p>
            <p>In those days a political gathering meant
not only public speaking by distinguished
men, but one or more personal fights. But
no guns or pistols were used. The fights
were all of the “rough and tumble” or “fist
and skull” sort, with broken teeth, bleeding
noses, and blood-shot eyes; and, to be honest,
I must confess I enjoyed these fights more
than I did the speaking.</p>
            <p>Fighting is wrong, of course, and we ought
to settle all our disputes in some other way
than by fighting; but most of us are compelled
to admit, if there must be a fight, we like to
see a good one. Is not this the main reason
why we like to read about Stonewall Jackson,
General Lee, and the Confederate warship
<hi rend="italics">Alabama</hi>  -  because they did such splendid
fighting?</p>
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        </div2>
        <pb id="zettler23" n="23"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER II</head>
          <div3>
            <head>SCHOOL DAYS</head>
            <p>I remember my first day at school. I was 
a well-grown eight-year-old boy when I 
“started” to school, but shy and timid.</p>
            <p>Of this first day I must give a few incidents.
To me it was an eventful day. It 
ought to be such with every child, and parents 
and teachers should do their part toward 
making it a day to be remembered.</p>
            <p>Going to school has come to be, in a sense, 
too common a thing. This is perhaps one 
reason why education is not appreciated as it 
should be. Too often, perhaps, it is the case 
that going to school means only getting out 
of the way and off the hands of an overtaxed 
mother.</p>
            <p>But to my story: I was taken to the girls' 
room, for the school was divided into two 
departments, one for the boys under the 
principal, the other for the girls under his
<pb id="zettler24" n="24"/>        
assistant. In this instance the assistant was
the wife of the principal. She gave me a
seat at her left as she faced the school and
about the third desk from the front.</p>
            <p>She occupied a platform about two feet
high and closed in front and on one side. The
side next to me was open and her position
was reached by going up small steps.</p>
            <p>You see, I noticed things that day. I said
it was an eventful day. It was, and I was
in a state of mind to be impressed. I saw
things for myself and I remembered them.</p>
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          <div3>
            <head> TEACHERS IN ANTE-BELLUM DAYS</head>
            <p>Presently I was called up to be taught my
first lesson, A, B, C and D, E, F. Then I
was told to go to my seat and say these over
and over till I could repeat them from 
memory and name each one on sight.</p>
            <p>But I soon got tired and, looking out at
the shade trees, I began to think of things at
home. A tear probably gathered in my eye.
Then the teacher came down and walked up
and down the aisles. She stopped at my
desk and, putting her hand on my head, said,
“Well, you have been to school one day. I
hope you like it. Would you like to go home
now?” “Yes ma'am,” I said, of course.
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“Then you may go and come again to-morrow.”
My tears were dried, my homesickness
was cured, and all the way home I kept 
thinking, “What a good teacher I have; yes, 
I like school and I'll go again to-morrow.” 
Are you surprised that all through the years 
that I have lived I have held, as a “pleasant 
memory,” that “first day at school,” and 
like to talk about it to the children?</p>
            <p>“A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold 
in pictures of silver.” And in my picture is 
the sweet face of that kind-hearted lady, my 
first teacher, Mrs. H. S. Hawley.</p>
            <p>I sometimes say that our disappointing and 
disastrous Civil War gave to the youth of 
the South as a compensation for the calamity 
of failure the Southern woman as a teacher.</p>
            <p>As is well known to those of the generation 
now rapidly passing off the stage, it was a 
rare thing to find a Southern woman a teacher 
in any school before the Civil War. Nearly 
all the female teachers in the South were 
Northern ladies. Not so, however, with 
Mrs. Hawley; she was a Georgian by birth. 
Her husband, H. S. Hawley, was a Northern 
man, a New Englander, I think. He had 
been principal of the academy several years 
before I started to school, and for seven 
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years out of the nine that I was at the academy
he was my teacher. He was said to be 
one of the best Latin and Greek scholars in 
the State, and his pupils always stood well 
at the State University and other colleges.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>OLD METHODS OF GOVERNING AND TEACHING</head>
            <p> I have often entertained my children and 
others with his way of doing things, both in 
governing and teaching, and I shall devote a 
little space here to a description of some of 
his methods.</p>
            <p>First, his main reliance in discipline and 
for securing good lessons was the rod, which 
with him was a rule two inches wide and 
two feet long, or a whalebone, the bow of an 
old-fashioned umbrella. He had his own 
method, too, of administering the punishment.
Generally the culprit was required to 
stretch himself across a chair face downward 
and hold fast to the lower round. Mr. 
Hawley stood in front of and near the chair 
with one foot elevated on a round, thus completely
shutting off all attempts by the boy to 
rub the bruises or catch the rule or whalebone
with his hand. The boys would squirm 
and kick and yell, but, pinioned as they were, 
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they were powerless to help themselves.
How I feared getting on that chair! It
probably was due to this that, during the
seven years that I was under Mr. Hawley,
it was never my lot “to come to the chair.”
I probably was no more disposed to prepare
my lessons than other boys of the school, and
so my good luck, as some of them termed it,
was due solely to my fear of Mr. Hawley.
I never felt like taking any chances with him
on lessons or behavior.</p>
            <p> I will give a sample of what frequently
occurred in the school in the matter of 
preparing home lessons.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>A RECITATION IN LATIN</head>
            <p>There were four of us in a Latin class.
Adams' Latin Grammar was the text-book. I
remember hearing Mr. Hawley say of the
Latin grammar: “It is the first book to take
up in the study of Latin, and you will never
know enough to lay it aside as long as you
study the language.” Our class had a long
review lesson in the grammar. I was up late
preparing it. Mother spoke to me from her
room, saying, “Son, it is very late; you'd
better go to bed.” “Let him alone,” said
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father; “he and Mr. Hawley understand each 
other.” And he was certainly correct as to 
<hi rend="italics">my part</hi> of the understanding. When Mr. 
Hawley said get a lesson, I understood he 
meant just that  -  no less.</p>
            <p>When I reached the school grounds I 
found John M. and Tom G., two of my classmates,
playing marbles under the “twin oaks” 
by the well. (These oaks, by the way, are 
still standing, December, 1911.) I expressed 
surprise at their playing marbles when we 
had such a hard lesson. “You are afraid 
of Hawley,” said Tom; “we are not.” The 
bell rang and soon it came our turn to come 
to the recitation bench. “Start the lesson, 
John,” said Mr. Hawley, and John started, 
“Nominative <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">penna</hi></foreign>, 
genitive <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">penn</hi></foreign>,
<foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">penn</hi></foreign>,  -  , 
dative, dative, dative  -  ” “Come to the 
chair, sir,” said Mr. Hawley, and he stepped 
to the corner of the room and got a whalebone
from the bunch leaning there. John 
went down across the chair and began to 
recite rapidly and loud, but it was not  
“<foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">penna</hi></foreign>.” He limped back to his seat and 
Tom was told to proceed with <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">penna</hi></foreign>. Trembling, stammering, hesitating,
he finally 
“stuck” about where John broke down, and 
he went to the chair: and as the whalebone 
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whisked in the air he yelled and wriggled,  
as he had often done before, and sniffling returned 
to the bench. “You may take it,” 
said Mr. Hawley, looking at me. A rabbit 
with his ears pinned back and his head 
greased could not have glided through a 
thicket more smoothly than I did with <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">penna</hi></foreign>, 
from nominative singular to ablative plural. 
Then I took <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">puer</hi></foreign>
and <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">dominus</hi></foreign> and
<foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">sermo</hi></foreign> and 
<foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">caput</hi></foreign> and <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">manus</hi></foreign> and <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">dies</hi></foreign> and <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">bonus</hi></foreign>  -  
<foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">a</hi></foreign>, <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">um</hi></foreign>, 
and <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">hic</hi></foreign>, <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">haec</hi></foreign>, <foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">hoc</hi></foreign>, and the synopsis of
<foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">amo</hi></foreign>, 
active and passive, in the first person, singular, 
through from present indicative active to 
<foreign lang="lat"><hi rend="italics">latter supine</hi></foreign>. In
this way I got all my lessons,
and I sincerely believe that in doing so 
I acquired a habit of application and concentration 
of mind on the work in hand that was 
helpful throughout my school and college 
course, and no doubt greatly improved my 
memory.</p>
            <p>And let me add that it never occurred to 
me to ask Mr. Hawley why he required me 
to take up any particular study; and if I had 
complained to my father that Mr. Hawley 
was too severe, he would probably have said, 
“Just do what he requires and you will not 
have any trouble.” If I had complained that 
Latin was too hard, he would have said, 
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“That's between you and Mr. Hawley; talk 
to him about it.” How blest I was, both in 
father and teacher! Father had confidence 
in my teacher, and I had respect for him 
amounting to wholesome fear. I see now 
that this statement compasses the whole matter 
of my splendid progress during those 
seven years under Mr. Hawley. I was reading 
Caesar and about to take up algebra 
when he left the school at the close of my 
seventh year.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>CONDITIONS OF PROGRESS AT SCHOOL</head>
            <p>Let me say here that confidence in a teacher 
on the part of parents is essential for the satisfactory 
progress of the child, and respect for 
the teacher  -  amounting to wholesome fear, 
if you please  -  on the part of the child is in 
my judgment a necessary condition of good 
school training.</p>
            <p>Again, a good teacher is the first essential 
of a good school. A well-adapted school 
building is desirable; comfortable seats and 
desks are important; text-books are helpful; 
but a good teacher standing under a tree with 
interested pupils sitting on a log constitute a 
better school than the best equipped building 
<pb id="zettler31" n="31"/>      
with only a “hearer of lessons” in the
teacher's chair.</p>
            <p>Mere text-book tasks drop out of mind
even before school days are over, but the
knowledge that comes from association with
a teacher who is both well informed and able
to impart information in a way that interests
and attracts will remain through life.</p>
            <p>My teachers at the academy for the next
two years after Mr. Hawley left were J. T
Lynn and Rev. William Epping, each one
year.</p>
            <p>From Mr. Epping I got the suggestion of
teaching all history in school by short lectures,
to be reproduced in writing by the
pupil. In my judgment it is the only kind
of history teaching in school that is worth
anything from the standpoint of learning
history.</p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
        <pb id="zettler32" n="32"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER III</head>
          <div3>
            <head>COLLEGE DAYS</head>
            <p>In October, 1859, I entered the sophomore 
class of the Lutheran College in Newberry, 
South Carolina, and I was there in December, 
1860, when the State seceded.</p>
            <p>I will give an incident of those stirring 
times with which the older students were connected. 
It will help, also, to show how excited
the people were.</p>
            <p>John Brown had attempted to excite an 
insurrection among the negroes in Virginia 
and had seized the United States armory at 
Harper's Ferry, to furnish them with arms. 
For this he had been tried and hanged.</p>
            <p>The Presidential election had just been 
held, in which Lincoln the Abolition candidate
had been elected.</p>
            <p>It was believed by many people that Abolition 
fanatics like John Brown were sneaking 
about, visiting the negroes at night, and organizing 
them for a general uprising. In
<pb id="zettler33" n="33"/>    
many places “vigilance” committees were 
organized to send out scouts and “patrols” 
at night to watch for these “emissaries.”</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>CAPTURE OF SUPPOSED ABOLITION
                        EMISSARIES</head>
            <p>One of these committees was formed in 
Newberry, and the college authorities were 
requested to allow the older students, who 
desired to join the committee, to do so. 
Night patrols were organized and all the 
roads leading into the town were picketed. 
One night a report was brought in that a 
party of Abolition “emissaries” had been 
located, and scouts were sent out to take 
observations. About two miles from town 
on one of the principal roads they came upon 
the camp of the “emissaries,” consisting of a 
two-horse “Virginia tobacco wagon” and two 
white men who were then sitting before a 
bright log fire. The scouts concealed themselves 
to watch for results.</p>
            <p>Presently two negroes came down the 
road and turned in to the comfortable looking 
fire to warm their shins. While they 
were standing there one of the white men 
went to the wagon, turned down a keg and, 
filling a cup with what was supposed to be 
<pb id="zettler34" n="34"/>     
whiskey, returned to the fire. The two white 
men each took a drink from the cup, then 
passed it to the negroes. This was thought 
by the scouts to be sufficient proof and they 
rushed forward and arrested the bewildered 
<sic>wagoners</sic>. They were marched into town 
and taken to the hotel corridor. Soon a 
crowd collected, and on all sides could be 
heard such expressions as “String 'em up!” 
“Hang the devils!” “Bring 'em out!” “Bring 
'em out!” “Give us a chance at 'em!” They 
were kept under a strong guard till morning, 
and by eight o'clock a crowd of probably two 
hundred people had gathered in front of the 
hotel. It was thought best by the officers of 
the committee to take the prisoners over to 
the court house and give them at least the 
form of a trial, and thither the crowd surged.</p>
            <p>One of the men was led forward and was 
told to make a statement as to who he was 
and what was his mission. In a straightforward 
manner, but with evident emotion, he 
stated that they were tobacco and apple peddlers 
from North Carolina; that they had 
come down to sell tobacco and apples, as they 
were accustomed to do every fall; that they 
had gone into camp for the night out on the 
road a mile or two from town, and while 
<pb id="zettler35" n="35"/>      
they were eating their supper two negroes
came down the road and stopped to warm
themselves; that while the negroes were there
they drank some apple brandy and gave the
negroes what was left in the cup. Then some
young men ran up and said they were prisoners
and must go with them. The other
man was called on for a statement. He
simply said, “Pardner's told it all.”</p>
            <p>The chairman of the meeting asked if anyone
in the audience wished to make a suggestion
or offer any remarks. A young lawyer
by the name of Nance rose and said that he
desired to say a few words. At once all was
attention. “These men,” he said, “are in
my judgment just what they claim to be,
tobacco peddlers from our sister State of
North Carolina.” All over the house there
were voices, “Down! down! no better yourself!” 
“Hang 'em up!” “Let us have 'em!”
But Nance continued and made an appeal
that for impassioned earnestness I have never
heard equaled. A motion was made to appoint 
twelve men to consider the case and
report. The twelve were named, and at once
retired. In a few minutes they returned with
their report, saying in substance that there
was doubt in the case, and therefore they
<pb id="zettler36" n="36"/>    
recommended that the men be discharged but 
ordered to leave town at once. It is needless 
to say that the apple peddlers stood not 
upon the order of their going, but left at 
once. Under ordinary conditions no intelligent 
man who looked into the faces of these 
illiterate mountaineers would have thought 
for a moment of charging them with being 
“Yankee emissaries” engaged in organizing 
the negroes into insurrectionary bands, but 
“when the mob rules reason is dumb.”</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>SOUTH CAROLINA SECEDES  -  MAJOR ANDERSON 
                    GETS READY TO FIGHT</head>
            <p>On the twentieth of December the South 
Carolina convention passed the Ordinance 
of Secession. I attended the ball given at 
the Kinard Hotel in honor of the event. The 
ladies all wore homespun dresses.</p>
            <p>Captain Walker, of Newberry, organized 
a company to go to Charleston, and a number 
of the students living in Newberry joined 
it. Excitement was at fever heat. Major 
Anderson, commander of the forts in 
Charleston harbor, had refused to abandon 
the forts, as he had been requested to do 
by the Governor of South Carolina, and had 
put all the supplies into Fort Sumter, the 
<pb id="zettler37" n="37"/>
strongest one of the forts and was preparing 
for a fight. Men collected in groups and 
discussed the situation, and at the college the 
literary debating societies took it up and had 
warm debates over the right and the provocation 
of a State to secede. Little studying 
could be done. Dr. Brown, president of the 
theological department, who was a Pennsylvanian, 
was said to be an Abolitionist because 
he employed white servants. He was 
advised to leave, and did so.</p>
            <p>Alabama, Florida, and Mississippi followed 
South Carolina and seceded, and on 
the 19th of January the Georgia convention 
passed the Secession Ordinance. The next 
day all the Georgia boys took honorable discharges 
and left for home. My classmates 
from Georgia at that time were Tom Rawls 
and Jake Elmore, both of Newnan. The 
former was killed in Garnett's campaign in 
West Virginia. The latter served honorably 
through the war and became a minister of the 
Lutheran Church. For many years, and until 
his death, he was judge of the Court of Ordinary 
of Macon County, Ga. I met him a 
number of times after the war and greatly 
enjoyed his company. Though generally dignified 
and rather reserved, he enjoyed a good 
<pb id="zettler38" n="38"/>      
joke and was fond of telling some of our
college tricks. He especially enjoyed laughing 
over one on our roommates, Rawls and
Hutcheson. They were bedfellows, but had
had a falling out and would not speak to
each other. Neither Jake nor I would exchange 
with them, and so they continued to
sleep together. One morning our genial
landlord, Dr. M., on greeting us pleasantly as
we took our seats at the breakfast table, remarked 
to Jake that he seemed not to be so
well as usual. “No, sir,” said Jake, without
a smile, “Rawls and Hutcheson talked so
much all night I couldn't sleep.” Of course
the good doctor appealed to them to explain.
They blushed and were greatly embarrassed,
but Rawls recovered and stated that Elmore
sometimes talked in his sleep and was probably 
not yet fully awake. I was nearly bursting 
with suppressed laughter, which Jake's
nudging did not aid me in holding down.
Splendid fellow was Jake Elmore. He
crossed over the river last year (1910), beloved 
in life by all who knew him, and his
death was regarded as a calamity by his
Church and by the people of Macon County
whom he had served so long as a faithful
and efficient public servant.</p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
        <pb id="zettler39" n="39"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER IV</head>
          <div3>
            <head>PREPARING FOR WAR</head>
            <p>When I reached home from college I
found the war spirit and excitement as high
in Springfield and throughout the county as
it was in Newberry. In every district in
the county the militia was organized and having
frequent meetings for drill. I was given
a first lieutenant's place in the Springfield
district company and got a copy of “Hardee's
Tactics” and began to study the manual of
arms and company movements.</p>
            <p>But my whole thought was on getting into
active service by joining some fully equipped
company like those in Savannah. Every day
I went over to Springfield to get the news.
For a while it looked as though there would
be no war. Leading men in Virginia had
proposed a convention of delegates from all
the States to try to agree on some plan by
which matters could be reconciled. In the
meantime the seven seceding States had sent
<pb id="zettler40" n="40"/> 
delegates to Montgomery, Alabama, to form
a new government. The new government
was called “The Confederate States of
America,” and Jefferson Davis of Mississippi 
was elected President and Alexander
H. Stephens of Georgia Vice-President. The
delegates declared that in forming a new
government it was not the purpose of the
Southern people to make war on the United
States, and they appointed a committee to
go to Washington to arrange about Sumter
and other forts and property in the seceded
States that were claimed by the United
States Government. And so it looked very
much as if there would be no war. I was
very sorry, for I thought the Abolitionists deserved 
to be punished for their meddling in
our affairs, and I was sure a battle would
teach them a good lesson and “bring them
to their senses.”</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>“STAR OF THE WEST”</head>
            <p>But soon news came that the conference
called by Virginia had failed to agree on any
plan of reconciling matters, and, further, that
an attempt had been made by President Buchanan 
to reinforce Sumter by sending a ship,
<pb id="zettler41" n="41"/>  
<hi rend="italics">The Star of the West</hi>, loaded with troops
and supplies, and it had been driven back by
the batteries in Charleston harbor.</p>
            <p>It had been said that Lincoln would never
be permitted to take his seat, but he slipped
into Washington disguised and was inaugurated
President.</p>
            <p>Of course everybody wanted to know what
he would say in his inaugural address; and
when the news came that he had said he
would not only hold Fort Sumter, but would
retake all the other forts that had been taken
possession of by the States that had seceded,
the war fever rose higher.</p>
            <p>One day news came that Beauregard in
command of the Southern forces at Charleston 
had learned that a fleet of ships was on
the way to reinforce Fort Sumter, and he
demanded of Major Anderson the surrender
of the fort or a promise not to take part in
a fight of our batteries with the ships. It was
said Anderson had refused to do either, and
Beauregard was firing on the fort. The next
day news came that it had been taken.</p>
            <p>In a few days Lincoln called for seventy-
five thousand troops from the different States
to invade the South and compel the Southern
States to return to the Union.</p>
            <pb id="zettler42" n="42"/>
            <p>Then the report came that President Davis
was calling for volunteers to be ready to meet
them. The Effingham Hussars were talking
of offering their services, and a movement
was started in Guyton  -  a small town on the
railroad in the western part of the County  -  
to organize a company of infantry. But I
knew that in Savannah there was a large
number of well-drilled military companies,
and I felt sure some of these would be the
first to go “to the front”; so I told Major
Porter in command of the militia to get another 
lieutenant for my company, and not
to depend on me, for I expected to join the
first Savannah company that got orders to
leave.</p>
            <p>Governor Brown had ordered a number of
companies from North Georgia to assemble
at Savannah for drill and to be organized
into regiments. I went down to see them
drill. I also visited Fort Pulaski and saw
the big columbiads in position and ready for
the Yankee ships that might attempt to come
up the river.</p>
            <p>The “Georgia Hussars,” “The Guards,”
“The Blues,” “The Oglethorpes,” “The
Jasper Greens,” and other Savannah companies 
were vying with one another for a
<pb id="zettler43" n="43"/> 
place in the Confederate army, but it was
impossible to tell which stood the best chance.
I returned home and impatiently waited.</p>
            <p>Next came the news that Virginia had refused 
to furnish her quota of troops called
for by Lincoln, and had seceded.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>JOINS BARTOW'S COMPANY</head>
            <p>In a few days word came from Savannah
that Bartow's company, the Oglethorpe Light
Infantry, had been ordered to report in 
Virginia. I was over in the village. I went
home in a run and announced the news, and
told mother I could not wait for dinner; in
fact, I did not want any; that I was going to
start at once down the Middleground road,
afoot, for Savannah. She reminded me that
it was twenty-six miles, and that I could not
possibly walk that distance; that I should
wait till my father came home and he would
take me over to Guyton and I could go to
Savannah on the train.</p>
            <p>I reluctantly yielded, and set about getting
a few more of my things together that I
would probably need in the army. When
father came home he convinced me of the
folly of going on foot to Savannah, and
<pb id="zettler44" n="44"/>       
agreed to take me to Guyton for the early
through train from Macon next morning,
which would land me in Savannah before
eight o'clock. I was dreadfully afraid that
every vacancy in the company would be taken
before I could get there, but to my great
gratification I found, when I reached the
armory, that a resolution had been passed
by the company the night before rejecting
the married men, and that there were in
consequence several vacancies. One of the
rejected married men offered me his uniform.
I was accepted by the company and ordered
to call on the proper company officers for a
gun and other equipments.</p>
            <p>Bartow arrived from Montgomery, and
the next day we were escorted through the
principal streets of the city by the entire
military of Savannah, and somewhere on the
march we were halted to receive the flag that
had been made for us by the ladies of Savannah. 
It was on this occasion that Captain
Bartow used those memorable words, “I go
to illustrate Georgia.” I felt that he included 
me, and it was the proudest day of my
life.</p>
            <p>We passed through Charleston and on to
Richmond. At every station there were
<pb id="zettler45" n="45"/>
crowds of people, among them young ladies
with dainty little rosettes that they pinned
on the lapels of our coats. At first an effort
was made by the officers to keep the men in
the cars when we stopped at a station, but
at some places the waits were so long and,
from other causes, discipline relaxed and generally 
when we reached a station the boys
rushed out and mingled with the people.</p>
            <p>On the third day, I think it was, we arrived 
at Richmond, and were drawn up in
front of the Exchange Hotel. A guard was
detailed to take care of the guns, and we
“stacked arms” and went in for a “square
meal.” It was a royal meal, and we were in
condition to do it justice. Then we went out
to Howard's Grove and pitched tents.</p>
            <p>Every day a new company or two would
arrive, and finally after about ten days the
regiment was formed and officers appointed.
Bartow, captain of the Oglethorpe Light Infantry, 
became colonel; Montgomery Gardner, 
a Mexican War veteran, lieutenant-colonel; 
Thomas Cooper, of the Atlanta Grays,
major; and John Branch, of our company,
adjutant.</p>
            <p>In the afternoons the ladies of Richmond
by hundreds would visit the camp to see
<pb id="zettler46" n="46"/> 
“dress parade.” the Oglethorpes, “the
B. B. B.'s,”  -  Bartow's Beardless Boys,  -  
with their handsome blue-black uniforms,
with buff trimmings, and the Zouave bayonet
drill, “caught the crowd,” and more than one
Oglethorpe took with him when he left for
the front a tiny photograph or a card with a
name on it.</p>
            <p>I had the good fortune to form the 
acquaintance of the family of Mr. M. W. Yarrington, 
treasurer of the Richmond and
Petersburg Railroad, of whom I shall have
occasion to speak again in these war stories.</p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
        <pb id="zettler47" n="47"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER V</head>
          <div3>
            <head>OFF FOR THE FRONT</head>
            <p>Soon we were ordered to Harper's Ferry,
making our first march of eighteen miles 
between the towns of Strasburg and Winchester. 
Arriving at Harper's Ferry, we marched
through the village and went up on Bolivar's
Heights, a high ridge between the Potomac
and the Shenandoah and overlooking the
town from the west. While we were stationed 
here I went down one day to the Potomac 
and took a swim among the rocks.</p>
            <p>At this point the Baltimore and Ohio
Railroad runs along the river bank several
hundred feet below the overhanging mountains. 
The Shenandoah comes in along the
Blue Ridge range from the south and joins
the Potomac and, with united volume, they
seemed literally to have torn their way
through the mountain range. The scenery
is grand beyond description. From Bolivar
Heights we could see the splendid railroad
<pb id="zettler48" n="48"/>  
bridge of the Baltimore and Ohio Railroad
that spans the river here. We could see also
the canal along the north bank of the
Potomac.</p>
            <p>Not long, however, did we tarry at Harper's 
Ferry. It was reported that General
Patterson, with an army from Pennsylvania,
was about to cross the river above us and
hem us in. So General Joe Johnston made
the first of his famous retreats. We went
up the river toward Martinsburg, turned
south, and finally got back to Winchester and
pitched tents in Hollingsworth Grove, east
of the town. Once or twice while here we
prepared two or three days' rations and
marched toward the Potomac to offer battle,
it was said to Patterson.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>TAKING THE UNION MAN'S HONEY</head>
            <p>It was on one of these trips that a personal
incident occurred that is worth relating.</p>
            <p>Our cooked rations had given out and we
were beginning to feel, as all hungry soldiers
do, that we had not had “a mouthful for
three days.” So when we started on our
march back for camp John W., Henry P.,
and myself decided we would “fall out” and
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hide in the shrubbery in the front yard of a 
residence until the army and Captain Scott's 
“rearguard” had passed; then we would see 
what could be done at the house for something
to eat.</p>
            <p>There were some bee-hives among the 
grass and clover in the front yard. They 
stood on the end, and a small box, perhaps 
six inches square, was on each gum. In these 
was the new honey.</p>
            <p>When the army had passed we went to the 
rear of the large brick residence and rapped 
on the door. A man responded from an upstairs 
window and inquired what we wanted. 
We told him to come down, that we wanted 
to talk to him. He came. We explained our 
famishing condition and asked him to sell us 
a box of honey, one of those small square 
boxes on the hives. He flatly refused. We 
told him we were nearly starved; had not 
eaten anything but green apples for two days 
and he ought really to <hi rend="italics">give</hi> us one of the 
boxes. He got angry and said we Secessionists 
had brought all this trouble on the country 
and a little starving might do us good.</p>
            <p>Then John said, “You know, my friend, 
some soldiers don't ask people to give or sell 
them things when they are hungry.”</p>
            <pb id="zettler50" n="50"/>
            <p>“Yes,” said he, “I've heard of such, and 
I'm ready for them.” With that he reached 
inside and got a double-barreled shotgun, and 
declared that any man who touched his property 
would do so at the risk of his life.</p>
            <p>“Oh! you wouldn't kill a man,” said I, 
“for a few pounds of honey?”</p>
            <p>“Yes, I would,” he promptly replied.</p>
            <p>“But we are willing to buy the honey; sell 
us that or something else to eat.”</p>
            <p>“No, I won't, and if any man attempts to 
take my property I will kill him.”</p>
            <p>The stock of his gun was on the ground, 
the palm of his hand over the muzzle. Quick 
as a flash, as we say, John's rifle was at his 
breast and, looking him full in the face, John 
said, “And if you move I'll kill you.”</p>
            <p>Henry dropped his gun to the same position 
and said, “We sure will.”</p>
            <p>The man stood like a statue.</p>
            <p>“Well, boys,” said I, “if you hold him 
that way I'll get the honey.”</p>
            <p>Going to the hives, I put my <sic>hankderchief</sic> 
on the grass, looked back to see if they were 
still holding him, then lifted off the little 
box, tied the four corners of my handkerchief 
over it and left. As I passed out of the 
gate I looked back and saw the three coming 
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down the walk, the man between John and
Henry, and without his gun. They brought
him on down the road a few hundred yards
and turned him loose. We saw no more of
him.</p>
            <p>What inconsistent creatures we are! We
were in Virginia for the purpose of protecting 
the people from the invaders who were
coming to coerce us and take or destroy our
property, and it had not been two months
since we were applauding Jackson, the Alexandria 
hotel proprietor, for killing the colonel 
of a Federal regiment who with a squad
of soldiers had pulled down the Confederate
flag from his building and was carrying it
off. And here we were entering this man's
premises and carrying off his property! The
only difference in the two cases was that Colonel 
Ellsworth was an officer in charge of a
body of men for whom he was setting a bad
example, while we were private soldiers
doing a thing which we knew our officers disapproved 
and for which we would be severely
dealt with if found out. We were both
wrong. Jackson was right to defend his
property, the Confederate flag, and so was
this man in his determination to defend his
honey</p>
            <pb id="zettler52" n="52"/>
            <p>But let me finish my story. We stopped 
at a little rippling stream and began on the 
honey. It was delicious and we thoroughly 
enjoyed it. Then we lay down at the edge 
of the stream and filled up with water. Then 
John stopped, looked serious and said, 
“Boys, I believe mine is coming ba-, ba-back,” 
and began vomiting. Henry followed suit; 
and mine at once became restless, and up it 
came.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>TO JOIN BEAUREGARD AT MANASSAS</head>
            <p>On Thursday, the 18th of July, about 
noon, we got orders to get ready to cook 
three days' rations. We were at our camp 
in Hollingsworth Grove, east of Winchester. 
“Another trot toward Martinsburg all for 
nothing,” said some of the boys; but we 
cooked the biscuits and fried the “streak of 
lean and streak of fat” and about two o'clock 
we struck tents, loaded the wagons, and 
started. We passed through Winchester 
and took a road due east. “Where are we 
going?” was eagerly asked on all sides. 
No one knew. After marching two or three 
miles we halted for a rest. The boys 
crowded around Lieutenant-Colonel Gardner
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who always seemed disposed to be sociable 
and often walked along with us on a
march instead of riding. He told us that
all he knew was that we were to “stop for
the night on the Blue Ridge Mountains
yonder,” pointing to them. We set up a
yell, for the mountains looked to be only
three or four miles distant. But we marched
till sunset and the sleepy old mountains
seemed no nearer than when we started. We
kept on. Near midnight some one passed
the word back, “Get ready to wade the
river.” I paid little attention to it, for
really all my ideas about a river were of
the Savannah, down near Ebenezer, and the
Potomac as I saw it at Harper's Ferry, and
it seemed absurd to me to talk about wading
the river. But, sure enough, in a few
minutes we were at the water's edge and the
boys waded right into it. I sat down to
collect my thoughts and to be sure I was not
dreaming. I think I had nodded several
times as I was marching. But I could not
convince myself it was all a dream, for soon
all the boys of the regiment had disappeared
in the rapidly flowing stream. And now the
wagons began to enter. I thought of
scrambling up into one, but they plunged
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down the bank so hurriedly that there seemed 
small chance of my getting into one of them. 
So I took up seriously the matter of crossing 
on my own account.</p>
            <p>I decided it would be best to have dry 
clothes and shoes for the march after I 
crossed, so I pulled them off and tied them 
up in a bundle. This I hung on my gun 
and, with a heavy knapsack on my back and 
my bundle of clothes swung to my gun overhead, 
I entered the stream. Again my 
thoughts reverted to the Savannah River, 
and old Ebenezer Creek near my home. 
Their bottoms were of clay or sand, but 
this river, the Shenandoah, seemed to have 
its bottom covered with crushed rocks, with 
their sharp edges upward. From my earliest 
recollection I could never walk well at 
night, and feeling my way over this rocky 
bottom, and with the swift current twisting 
my legs (the water was from two to three 
feet deep), I made slow time, you may be 
sure. But finally I reached the eastern bank 
and, putting on my clothes and shoes, I 
went forward to overtake the boys, who, I 
thought, were surely asleep by this time on 
the mountain, for it was midnight. I soon 
found I was “going up hill, more than down,” 
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and knew I was climbing the mountain. A 
mile or two brought me among the boys, 
who were lying on each side of the road. 
Many a short “No, you fool,” greeted me 
as I waked up first one and then another 
to inquire if this was Company B, Eighth 
Georgia. The regiment was marching “by 
the right flank,” which put Company B near 
the front, and that meant I must pass through 
six hundred men before reaching “our boys.” 
But I finally reached them and, dropping 
down on the rocky road, was soon asleep.</p>
            <p>Friday morning, the 19th, came all too 
soon, and we resumed the march down the 
eastern slope of the Blue Ridge.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>VIRGINIA HOUSEWIVES GIVE ARMY
                          BREAKFAST</head>
            <p>After a march of two hours, and covering 
a distance of perhaps five miles, we came 
to a place where a carriage gate on our 
left opened and a circular driveway led to 
a large brick residence with a long veranda. 
A negro in a white apron stood in the gateway 
and, with intense earnestness, kept saying, 
“Missus says come up to breakfast.” 
“Come right up, Missus says, all of you 
<pb id="zettler56" n="56"/>       
come right up.” Company A, the Rome 
Light Guards, wore a handsome gray uniform 
with frock coats, and Company B, 
the Oglethorpes, followed in a handsome 
blue-black uniform, and not only frock coats 
but with epaulet straps on our shoulders, 
giving us much the appearance of officers. 
The boys <sic>hurrahed</sic>, saying: “The fool thinks 
we are officers.” But the negro pressed 
his invitation from “Missus” so earnestly 
that the head of the column turned into the 
gateway and up the drive. When we approached 
the house a lady standing on the 
front veranda said, “Glad to see you, dear 
boys; just pass round the house to the dining-
room.” We passed; we came to the dining-
room; we entered. It makes me hungry now 
as I write this, fifty years afterward, and 
think of what I saw on that dining-room 
table: biscuits by the bushel, sliced bread and 
ham in stacks two feet high, cakes and doughnuts
of all sizes and shapes, and on each 
side of the exit door innumerable tubs and 
cans of hot coffee. There was too much 
going on for me to try to describe all I 
saw in that wonderful dining-room. But we 
were not allowed to tarry. A half dozen 
or more ladies were posted along the sides 
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of the long table and they literally passed
us along, at the same time stuffing our haversacks 
as we proceeded, and saying, “You
haven't time to stop to eat; you are going
to Manassas to help Beauregard; the Yankees 
attacked him yesterday and were repulsed. 
You must get there to help him.”</p>
            <p>This was our first knowledge that we were
going to Manassas. It is needless to say
that, coming under the circumstances I have
feebly described and from the lips of these
dear women, the news that we were soon
to take a hand in driving back the invaders
filled us with a joy and gladness little short
of ecstasy. As we passed down the circular
driveway to the other gate and out to the
turnpike, I saw the stream of men still 
moving up toward that dining-room. The scene
is as fresh and vivid in my mind today as
when I saw it that Friday morning July 19,
1861.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>RIDING IN OR ON A FREIGHT CAR  -  WHICH?</head>
            <p>That day we came to a station on the
Manassas Gap Railroad, said to be about
twenty-five miles from Manassas Junction,
our destination according to the good ladies
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who furnished our breakfast and filled our 
haversacks. About sunset we boarded a 
freight train. You remember it was July. 
I thought the top of the car would be the 
best place, so I climbed up. But soon the 
heated metal and boards, supplemented with 
cinders and smoke from the engine, caused 
me to want to be inside the car. So at the 
first station I swung down and entered. I 
thought of the “black hole of Calcutta” and 
began to think my time had come  -  not from 
Yankee bullets, but from choking suffocation. 
I felt that I was being cooked alive. 
I have disliked the looks of a freight car 
ever since that night. Do you blame me? 
I slept some, of course, but was waked up 
every few minutes, it seemed to me, by rude 
jolts as we backed or went into a side track 
to get out of the way of an approaching 
train.</p>
            <p>It was said the employees or officials were 
in sympathy with the Yankees and were 
simply “killing time” to delay our arrival 
at Manassas. However that may be, it is 
a fact we took all night to make that twenty
five miles, and did not reach Manassas Junction 
until seven or eight o'clock Saturday 
morning.</p>
          </div3>
          <pb id="zettler59" n="59"/>
          <div3>
            <head>FIRST SIGHT OF BEAUREGARD</head>
            <p>I saw Beauregard for the first time that 
morning. It was when Colonel Bartow rode 
up to him and said, “General, I am here 
with my boys, the Eighth Georgia Regiment, 
and I have promised them they shall be in 
the opening of the fight.” “They shall be 
gratified,” replied Beauregard, and, calling 
an officer, directed him to take Colonel Bartow 
out to some road to the extreme right. 
We marched out about three miles and halted 
in a piece of woods.</p>
            <p>Beauregard was of rather small stature, 
smooth-faced, and with swarthy complexion. 
He was quick-spoken and bright. </p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
        <pb id="zettler60" n="60"/>
        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER VI</head>
          <div3>
            <head>THE BATTLE OF MANASSAS OR BULL RUN</head>
            <p>Now I am not going to tell minutely all
that I saw and heard in every battle that I
was in, but as the Battle of Manassas or
Bull Run was my first, and as a battle is so
different from what it is thought by most
people to be, I will try to tell everything
about this one that I think will interest the
reader.</p>
            <p>Just after dark Colonel Bartow came
down to the company  -  his Savannah boys,
the Oglethorpe Light Infantry now known
as Company B  -  and gave us a fatherly talk.
I remember his <sic>saynig</sic> he had secured for us
the honor of being in the opening of the
battle, which would begin at daylight, and
he felt sure we would acquit ourselves well.
But his last words somewhat saddened me.
He said, “But remember, boys, that battle
and fighting mean death, and probably before 
sunrise some of us will be dead.” As
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I lay on my blanket, when all was hushed 
and still, and looked up at the starry vault 
and thought of the morrow and the last 
words of Bartow, I confess I was a bit homesick. 
But I slept soundly.</p>
            <p>The dawn came, but there was nothing 
that seemed like a battle. Sunrise came, but 
still no battle. Then Bartow came and 
moved about nervously, as if worried. Then 
he galloped away, but about eight o'clock, 
it must have been, he dashed up and exclaimed, 
“Get ready, men! the battle has 
been raging for two hours on our extreme 
left, and we must go there at once.” Soon 
we were in line and off at a double quick 
for “our left,” which I supposed meant over 
in the woods a half mile or so west of us. 
But on we went. Frequently Colonel Bartow 
would gallop up to troops or artillery in 
position as we passed along in their rear 
and inquire, “Is this our extreme left?” He 
was told it was not, and on we trotted. My! 
how tired I was and how the perspiration 
oozed from every pore! Presently from an 
officer of an artillery company that we were 
passing, Colonel Bartow received the answer 
that he was at the extreme left. We had 
come four or five miles, I am sure. The 
<pb id="zettler62" n="62"/> 
head of our column turned to the right. We 
passed through a skirt of woods, then into 
a cornfield, the stalks being about waist high. 
We were halted and Lieutenant Colonel 
Gardner said, “Let the men load their guns 
and lie down.” He said this very calmly, 
and as if no special significance attached to 
his words.</p>
            <p>A large apple tree was to our left, loaded 
with red apples, and many of the boys, as 
soon as they finished loading, ran to it and 
with rocks and lumps of dirt began to throw 
at the apples; some climbed up the tree. 
The company officers yelled to them to come 
back into ranks. Colonel Gardner remarked, 
“I see a battery taking position over yonder; 
they will need orders in a few minutes.” 
A battery means an artillery company with 
four cannons. I did not know this at that 
time, and he spoke so calmly I had no thought 
he meant anything very serious.</p>
            <p>He had scarcely uttered the words when 
I heard a cannon, and a moment after I 
heard the shrieking ball,  -  a conical shell, I 
afterward learned it was,  -  and it seemed 
coming straight for me. The boys dropped 
from the apple tree like shot bears, and 
scrambled on hands and knees for their 
<pb id="zettler63" n="63"/>  
places in the line. Under some circumstances 
the sight was a laughable one, but not so 
to me at that moment. I felt that I was 
in the presence of death. My first thought 
was, “This is unfair; somebody is to blame 
for getting us all killed. I didn't come out 
here to fight this way; I wish the earth would 
crack open and let me drop in.” Now that 
cannon was only about a half mile away, and 
that ball was only two or three seconds reaching 
us, but all those thoughts passed through 
my mind in those brief moments. Then with 
a shrieking, unearthly sound  -  woo-oo-oo-
p-o-w! It passed and exploded. To say I 
was frightened, is tame. The truth is, there 
is no word in Webster's Unabridged that 
describes my feelings. I had never been in 
the very presence of death before, and if 
my hair at that moment had turned as white 
as cotton it would not have surprised me. 
Colonel Gardner was standing a few feet 
away from where I was lying. “That went 
a hundred feet over us,” he coolly said, “but 
the next will come closer. Here it comes! 
lie low!” He was looking at the cannons, 
of course, and saw the flash. I wriggled 
to get lower as he directed, but the ground 
was hard and I couldn't get into it. I think 
<pb id="zettler64" n="64"/>   
I tried to spread and flatten myself. But 
it was all in vain. The noise of the ball 
left no room for doubt that in a moment 
I would be killed. “What a fool! I'm 
gone! I'm dead!” Just then the ball struck 
the ground a few feet ahead of us. It went 
into the earth and exploded, throwing a 
wagonload of earth and clods into the air. 
A lump as big as my fist fell on me, striking 
between my shoulders. I stretched out both 
hands and shut my eyes. I was dead; that 
is, I thought I was, which was all the same 
for the moment. The next ball passed over 
Company A and Company B and struck in 
Company C, and exploded, killing and 
wounding several men. Colonel Bartow galloped
up at this moment to Colonel Gardner 
and exclaimed, “They have your range, Colonel, 
charge them!”</p>
            <p>“Attention, right face, double quick, 
march!” cried out Gardner. Every man was 
on his feet immediately. We ran forward 
a few steps, then halted. Colonel Gardner 
took his position before the regiment and 
said, “Men, I am no orator. I shall not 
attempt to make you a speech. Keep your 
ranks, do your duty, and show you are 
worthy of the State from which you came! 
<pb id="zettler65" n="65"/>
Right face, double quick, march!” These 
were Colonel Gardner's exact words. We 
were off in a run for the guns. We moved 
by the right flank, which means the right end 
of the regiment in front, and I will add here, 
for the information of the children, that a 
regiment consists of ten companies, each 
company having usually seventy or eighty 
men. Our regiment numbered about seven 
hundred that morning. I suppose it was 
the intention of our commander to get the 
regiment on the flank or side of the battery 
before charging it, killing or driving off the 
men and capturing the guns.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>CHARGING THE BATTERY</head>
            <p>Of course while we were running forward 
the men at the cannons changed the direction 
of the guns and continued to fire at us. We 
made good headway, however, and were soon 
on the flank of the battery. It was stationed 
near the oft-mentioned Henry house. We 
entered a pine sapling thicket, and were 
halted directly north of the house. Then 
we faced to the left and started forward. A 
few steps brought us to the edge of the 
thicket and, looking up the hillside, we saw 
<pb id="zettler66" n="66"/>
the “Bluecoats” literally covering the earth. 
They were in the <sic>shubbery</sic> in the front yard, 
down through the horse lot, behind the 
stables and barns and haystacks. Seemingly 
a thousand rifles were flashing and the air 
was alive with whistling bullets. Men were 
dropping at my right and left. I kneeled 
at a sapling, fired, reloaded, and fired again; 
but it was impossible to see if my shots hit 
anyone. To my right and left I could hear 
the balls striking our boys, and I saw many 
of them fall forward, some groaning in 
agony, others dropping dead without a word. 
It seemed to me, every second, a bullet cut 
the bark of my sapling and I felt sure I 
would be struck, but I loaded and fired as
rapidly as I could.</p>
            <p>Colonel Gardner was one of the first men 
wounded. I saw him drop down and seize 
his ankle, and I asked him if I could help 
him. “No,” he replied, “shoot on.” Presently 
there was some commotion to our right 
and, looking in that direction, I saw a line 
of Federal soldiers coming through the thick 
undergrowth not more than fifty steps distant. 
They fired a volley down our line. 
A ball from this volley struck my gun at the 
small of the stock, burning my little finger, 
<pb id="zettler67" n="67"/>    
and passed across my breast. I saw it was
“all up” with us, and as everyone about me
seemed to be dead or wounded, I determined
to take my chances of saving myself by getting 
away as fast as I could. I had no order
to retreat, but I felt that was the thing to
do; so I left my sapling and was soon out
of the thicket.</p>
            <p>Just ahead of me I saw a body of men
crowding around a flag, but moving along
quite rapidly. I ran toward them, and soon
recognized the flag as our own Eighth Georgia 
banner. No shipwrecked sailor, floating 
on driftwood and seeing a rescuing ship
approaching, would have been more overjoyed 
than I was at the sight of that flag,
just then. I could have shed tears. But by
the time I overtook them I was exhausted
and could scarcely put one foot before the
other. I just could not keep up, so I dropped
down into a gully to catch breath. The air
seemed so full of bullets that I felt if I raised
my hand it would be struck.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>BEAUTIFUL ADVANCE OF N. Y. FIRE ZOUAVES</head>
            <p>While lying here I looked across the fields
westward and saw a body of soldiers in
<pb id="zettler68" n="68"/>   
crimson uniform emerge from a piece of 
woods and start across the old field. What 
a beautiful sight they were, as with well preserved 
line they moved across the undulating 
field! I knew they were Yankees, and 
my heart sank as I saw them move along in 
such a beautiful line. Presently they reached 
the eastern edge of the old field and entered 
a thicket of small pines and undergrowth. 
I saw the white smoke rise above the bushes, 
and I heard the rattle of musketry. How 
it thrilled me! The soldiers in red burst 
back into the open, every fellow for himself.
Their arms were moving wildly, guns 
and haversacks and canteens were being 
hurled right and left, and now from the 
woods rushed their pursuers, the Confederates, 
shooting as they ran. In a few 
minutes it was all over. The famous New 
York Fire Zouaves had met more than their 
match and had been driven pell-mell across 
the field over which they had advanced a 
few minutes before in such a beautiful line.</p>
            <p>But all this occurred in much less time 
than it has taken me to write it. I felt rested 
enough to get another “move” on me, and 
I soon ran upon our boys again, who had 
halted behind a hill. In a few minutes an 
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officer on a horse, who seemed to be carrying 
orders, rode up and conducted us to the 
rear. Where two roads crossed we passed 
Beauregard. He raised his hat and said, 
“I salute you, gallant Eighth.” The regiment 
ever after bore this name, given to it 
by the commanding general in this its first 
baptism of fire. Hampton's regiment of 
South Carolinians was in line here and we 
took position behind them.</p>
            <p>Our regiment had been badly disorganized, 
and no one seemed to have charge of us. 
We were simply following our color-bearer. 
It proved that Colonel Bartow, who was 
acting brigade commander that morning in 
charge of the Seventh and Eighth Georgia 
regiments, had left us to bring up the 
Seventh. He was killed leading that regiment 
to our relief. Our Lieutenant Colonel 
Gardner was wounded, as I said, just after 
we entered the thicket and, being unable to 
retire, was captured. The next in command, 
Major Cooper, had in some way become separated 
from the regiment in the thicket and 
did not find us until two or three o'clock in 
the afternoon.</p>
            <p>While we were lying down in the rear 
of Hampton's regiment, our color-bearer, 
<pb id="zettler70" n="70"/>     
Charles Daniel, kept our flag flying.  Again
and again it was struck by rifle balls, but it
was of silk and they failed to pierce it, simply 
making a shrill whistle as they glanced on 
it.  More than once some one of our boys 
called out, “Put down that flag.”  But Daniel
replied, “They told me to hold it up when
they gave it to me, and I'll do it.”  “Put
down that flag; they'll know we are here.”
“That's what we want,” said Daniel, and
kept it flying.</p>
            <p>After a while Hampton's command was 
ordered forward, and we were led back a few
hundred yards and ordered to remain there
and reorganize.</p>
            <p>About four o'clock reports came that the
Yankees had been driven back and were
crossing Bull Run.  Captain West of our
company said he wanted to know who of our
boys were killed, and he started off for the
sapling thicket where we had fought.  With
his permission, I accompanied him.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>GOING AMONG THE DEAD AFTER THE BATTLE</head>
            <p>I shall never forget the feeling that came 
over me as I walked among the dead that 
afternoon.  “Surely, surely,” I said, “there
<pb id="zettler71" n="71"/> 
will never be another battle.”  It seemed
to me barbarous for men to try to settle
any dispute or controversy by shooting one
another, and, now that it had been realized 
what a battle meant, I felt sure there would
never be another.  But not so thought those
both North and South who had not taken
part in this battle.  And so there was no
trouble in getting volunteers by the thousand
from both sections, to take the places of 
those who had been killed.</p>
            <p>The day after the battle I walked over
the battle-field and stopped a few minutes
at a hospital.  The surgeons were still busy
amputating legs and arms.  I saw a squad
of soldiers burying the dead, and there were
other squads with wagons gathering up guns
and cartridge boxes.  I went among the saplings
in the thicket where we had fought.
I saw trees not more than eight inches in
diameter that had been struck by at least 
twenty balls, and I wondered how any of us
escaped.  As I am not writing a history, 
but only telling what I saw, I will not attempt
to give an account of the battle.  In
fact, I know of my own knowledge very
little beyond what occurred right around me.
No one can see a battle, for it covers miles
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of country with intervening woods, and hills,
and ravines, and the excitement is so great
that many soldiers do not even see what is
going on within a few steps of them.</p>
            <p>I have often thought that one on a ship
going down at sea must have the most helpless 
feeling possible, but I think a battle not
only makes one feel perfectly helpless, but
also impresses on him as nothing else can 
what an insignificant creature in an army
one man is.  I believe, too, no soldier in
the ranks ever wanted to go into a second
battle.  Of course he was willing to go, but
only as a duty that pride and honor would
not let him openly avoid.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>PICTURE IMPRESSIONS AND A BATTLE</head>
            <p>In pictures of battles we often see lines
of men running eagerly toward the enemy.
The picture is correct in one respect only:
the men do run forward toward a battery 
or breastworks or another line of men, who 
shoot them as they approach, but not a man
in that charging line is really <hi rend="italics">eager</hi> to go forward  -  not if he had ever one time been
under fire in a battle.</p>
            <p>And yet I once saw a man shed tears because
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he had missed being in a battle.  The
man was Joseph Gnann of our company.
When we received orders, as I have stated, 
on the 18th of July, at Winchester, to strike 
tents and start we knew not where, Joe was
down sick and could not go with us.  But
when the news reached him that a battle
was actually going on at Manassas, he got up
and set out to join the company.  He reached
us two or three days after the battle and,
standing in a group of the boys who were
telling incidents of the day, he listened as
eagerly as a child to a fairy tale.  As he
drank in the stories, his eyes filled with tears
that flowed over and coursed down his
cheeks.  “Excuse me, boys; I can't help it;
the one battle that I came out here to be in
had been fought and I have missed it;”
I was at his side when we went into the 
next fight, at Dam Number One, on the
Peninsula near Yorktown, and I am sure
he was glad when the order to charge was
given; and when the Vermonters took to
their heels at our first volley, accompanied
by the stirring “rebel yell,” and we stopped
from our pursuit of them and dropped into
the ditch at the water's edge, I could hardly
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keep him from hugging me.  He was so overjoyed.
He was in a number of other engagements,
but after awhile he left us to take a
lieutenant's place in a company of the
Fifty-fourth Georgia, in the western army, 
and in the battle in Atlanta, July 22, 1864,
he was killed  -  three years to a day, almost
exactly, from the day he shed tears because
he had missed the battle of Manassas.</p>
          </div3>
        </div2>
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        <div2>
          <head>CHAPTER VII</head>
          <div3>
            <head>FROM BULL RUN OR FIRST MANASSAS TO
              SECOND MANASSAS</head>
            <p>About two months after the battle of
Manassas our commanding general, Joseph
E. Johnston, took a notion to move the army
up toward Washington to see what was going
on; perhaps to find out if the Yankees 
had really gone back across the Potomac
in the flight from Bull Run.  Two <hi rend="italics">days</hi> after,
not two <hi rend="italics">months</hi>, would have been considered
too long for this move by some men.</p>
            <p>Our regiment was sent to Mason and
Munson's Hill, within sight of Alexandria 
and the dome of the Capitol in Washington.
The Federal army seemed to be around
Alexandria on this side of the river.</p>
            <p>One very dark night a party of us was
taken out for outpost duty.  We followed 
an old road, and two men were left at each
post with instructions to make no noise and
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both to stay awake.  My companion was
Henry Parnell. We stood in the road at 
the end of what seemed, in the pitchy darkness,
to be an old barn or stable.  Sometime
in the night, when all was still and quiet as a
graveyard, we heard a movement in the loft
of the barn.  We moved up closer to each
other and I felt my hair rising on my head.
The noise became louder.  I whispered to 
Henry to know what he thought it meant.
“M-a-n, I think,” he whispered.  We waited
in breathless silence.  Then there was more
noise, as if there were several of them.  “You
go around that side of the house and I'll
go on this side,” I whispered.  On my side
was a door, on Henry's, a window.  The
door was closed.  I stood a moment by it,
listening; and I took hold of it softly and
jerked it open.  As I did so Henry yelled
out, “O-o-e-ee!” and exclaimed, “It's a cat!
He jumped right into my breast.”</p>
            <p>Just before daylight the corporal of the
guard came to relieve us.  We reported,
“Nothing unusual observed.”</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>OLD SOLDIER TRICKS</head>
            <p>One night I was detailed, with John Webb,
for an advanced picket post.  Knowing that
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soldiers on guard, “taking turns” with one
another, never agree about the “off time”  -  
that is, the time spent alternately in sleep by
them  -  I urged that we both stay up all night.
John objected, and I finally let it go his way,
with probably a “mental reservation.”</p>
            <p> I let John take the first “off,” and woke
him up when I thought he had slept two
hours, to take his turn keeping watch.  He
protested, of course, that he had not slept
two hours.  Then I stretched out on the
ground for my nap.  It seemed to me that
I had just gotten soundly to sleep when John
nudged me, saying, “Your time.” I got up,
rubbed my eyes and took my position on the 
off side of the big chestnut tree, but I called
up that “mental reservation” and as soon
as John got to snoring vigorously I went
round and woke him up.  He said he had just 
gotten to sleep, but I pointed out a star and 
told him about its position when he “turned
in” and remarked: “Stars don't lie.” I 
lay down, but did not shut my eyes.  Presently
I yawned and turned over.  John came
and stooped over me in order to be sure I
was sleeping soundly.  Then he spoke,
“Sorry to have to wake you, but  -  ” “Confound
you!” I said, “you don't have to wake
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me, for I haven't closed my eyes since I lay
down, and I haven't been here for a half hour.”
He admitted he might be mistaken.  Then
we agreed to spend the rest of the night
without “taking turns,” but it seemed to
me the longest night I ever spent.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>HOW MEN ARE EXECUTED IN THE ARMY</head>
            <p>On one occasion I saw two men executed,
men who had been tried by a court-martial
and sentenced to be shot.  I am sure it will
interest my young friends to know exactly 
how it is done, so I will describe the affair.</p>
            <p>It was in the fall or early part of the winter
of 1861-1862, while our army was stationed
at Centerville.  We had in the army a battalion
of men from Louisiana, known as the
“Tiger Rifles.”  They wore Zouave uniforms,
that is, baggy knee breeches, stockings,
a jacket, and a turban.  Each one carried
also a large camp knife in a sheath
suspended from his waist-belt.  They were
said to be rough men, requiring the strictest
discipline by the officers.  Two of them had
overpowered an officer and was about to kill 
him, and for this they had been court-martialed
and condemned to be shot.</p>
            <pb id="zettler79" n="79"/>
            <p>Announcement had been made in an order
from General Johnston, commanding the
army at that time, that the execution would
take place on a certain day, and it seemed to
be expected that it would be witnessed by
the whole army.  During all the forenoon
of the designated day crowds of soldiers
could be seen wending their way to the place
where the execution was to take place.  When
I reached the place there were probably
five thousand soldiers already on the ground.
Three sides of a hollow square, the sides
probably four hundred feet long, had been
formed, and sentinels were marching up and
down keeping the crowd back.  On the open
side of the square were two posts standing
about two feet out of the ground and perhaps
thirty feet apart.  The crowd rapidly 
increased until probably fifteen thousand 
men were standing on the three sides of the
hollow square.</p>
            <p>I had a position in the front row, but
the crowd behind kept pushing forward, and 
the sentinel threatened repeatedly to put
his bayonet into those of us in front if we 
did not stand back.  Finally the prisoners
arrived.  They came in a wagon, which also
contained their coffins.  They were led to
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the posts and made to kneel down with their
backs to them. Their hands were tied behind 
them and then tied to the posts, and
they were blindfolded. Two platoons of
twelve soldiers each were marched out in
front of them. They were of the same command 
with the men who were to be shot.
It was said that only six of the guns in each
platoon had balls in them, the others being
loaded with blank cartridges,  -  that is, cartridges 
without balls. But no soldier knew
which guns had the ball cartridges in them,
as they had been loaded by others. The officer 
in charge of the two platoons stood
somewhat to their front, where he could
readily be seen by all of the men of the two
platoons. Without saying a word, he raised
his hands and the men brought their guns
to the position of aim. He dropped his hand
and they fired. The orders were given silently 
by these movements, so that the
prisoners would not know the exact moment
when they would be killed. It was a very
sad sight and one that deeply impressed me.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>TELLING A FALSEHOOD FOR HONOR'S SAKE</head>
            <p>On one of those occasions that frequently
occurred in the hurried forming of a line
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of battle, it happened that a farmhouse occupied 
by an old gentleman and his wife and
daughter was exactly on the line.  Supposing, 
like ourselves, that the battle would
begin in a few minutes, they hurried away,
leaving everything at the mercy of the soldiers.  
The battle did not take place, however,
and that afternoon some of the boys
tested the old man's honey.  In doing so
they angered the bees and some of those who 
had no part in taking the honey got stung.
Among them was my close companion and
messmate, Billy Dasher.  His sting was just
under the eye, and by next morning that
member was completely closed up and his
entire face much swollen.</p>
            <p>The owner of the house returned and at
once made complaint to our captain, who
happened to be right at hand, that the men 
had been taking his honey.  “They shall be
punished, sir,” the captain promptly replied,
and suiting his action to his word immediately
instructed the orderly sergeant to call out 
the company for investigation.  Standing before 
the company, he appealed to the men to
act honorably in the matter and not put
him to the trouble of interrogating each man.
He asked all who had taken part in the affair
<pb id="zettler82" n="82"/>
to step out and take their punishment
like men.  Promptly five or six stepped forward, 
among them my friend, Dasher.  Announcing
their punishment, ten days extra
guard duty, he dismissed the company.  Now
Dasher was known by everybody in the company 
to be a model soldier in ever respect,
and some of us were present when he was 
stung and we knew he didn't have anything
to do with taking the honey.  Of course we
wanted to know what he meant by stepping
forward as one of the guilty.  He explained
it thus: “You see, if with my face swollen 
by a bee sting I had not pleaded guilty, the
captain and others would have probably have
thought I was not acting honorably in failing
to own up as the others did, so I just
decided to take the punishment rather than
create that kind of impression.”  Rare man 
he was, and a better soldier never followed
Lee.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>KILLED BUT NOT DEAD</head>
            <p>On one occasion when our regiment was 
trying to occupy an advanced position just
beyond an open space through which the
cannon balls and shells were flying, our commander 
ordered us to run across in groups.
 <pb id="zettler83" n="83"/>  
Just as my group got fairly into the opening
a shell exploded right at the head of the
man in front of me.  He was knocked down
and hurled several feet.  When I reached
the woods on the other side, Lieutenant Bliss,
commanding our company at that time, exclaimed 
in surprise, “Why, Zettler, I was
sure that it was you that shell killed.” “No,”
I replied, “it was Jim Carolan, and the shell
took his head off right at his shoulders.”
While we were still speaking of the occurrence,
Jim ran into the midst of us, his face
so blackened by the powder that we scarcely
recognized him.  The concussion had
knocked him down, but fortunately the fragments 
of the shell had all missed him.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>TURNING RIDICULE INTO A COMPLIMENT</head>
            <p>Captain Dunlap Scott of our regiment had
been assigned to the command of the rear
guard, whose duty it was to scour the woods
to the right and left of the marching column
on a retreat to pick up stragglers and foragers.
It became the custom of the boys, 
when a man was seen sneaking away in the
woods to yell, “Scott! Scott!” and sometimes 
when the captain made his appearance
<pb id="zettler84" n="84"/> 
in the camp some wag would put his face
to the ground and yell, “S-c-o-t-t!”  Immediately 
the cry would be taken up by others, 
and others, until it traveled entirely through
the brigade.</p>
            <p>On our trip from Northern Virginia, in
the spring of 1862, to the Peninsula, we 
passed through Richmond.  Captain Scott had
been absent on sick leave.  As we marched 
down Main Street he walked out of the
Spotswood Hotel.  Immediately some one
yelled “S-c-o-t-t!”  and the marching column
took it up.  The merchants ran to their doors 
to see what was the matter, and some even
came out into the street to inquire who was 
General Scott that the men were cheering 
so loudly.  Captain Scott, when the yelling
began, coolly stepped upon the carriage
stone in front of the hotel and stood with 
bared head, waving his hat and smiling as
if returning thanks for a compliment the
soldiers were paying him.</p>
            <p>It was the first afternoon, I think, of our
arrival on the Peninsula, in March, 1862, to
reinforce Magruder, who was holding McClellan
in check.  Through a dense smoke
from burning woods we were moved into
a hummock that was being vigorously shelled.
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Limbs and tree tops were falling about us
and shells bursting overhead. It became
so “hot” that Colonel Lamar remarked,
“They are shooting as if they know we are
here; break ranks and take care of yourselves
behind the trees.”  We did so very
promptly.  There was some desultory shooting
just ahead of us, as if pickets were exchanging
shots.  Presently the cannonading
ceased and all was quiet except the occasional
crack of a rifle.  Suddenly there was
a shout, a sort of “Hoo-raw,” such as the
Yankees sometimes made when about to
charge, followed immediately by a volley 
of musketry  -  all seemingly not more than 
a hundred yards in our front.  We rushed
into line and were ordered to lie down.
Then we heard a noise as if ten thousand
Texas steers were coming toward us.  And
now, bursting up us, came a mob of
panicky soldiers  -  Confederates.  They were 
without guns; some had spades in their hands,
and others a cartridge box or a coat.  They
were looking in the tree tops and their eyeballs
were as large as tea-cups.  The toe
of one fellow struck my head and he fell
between me and the next man in line.  As
soon as he struck the ground he began wildly
<pb id="zettler86" n="86"/> 
to ask, “Is this Company E?  Is this Company 
E?”  “No, you fool!”  my comrade 
said.  The man was on his feet at once and,
tearing away the bushes, continued his wild 
flight to the rear.</p>
            <p>“Attention, forward!” came from our
colonel.  We rushed forward and entered a 
somewhat open space and, there before us,
not fifty yards distant was what seemed to
be about two companies of Yankees standing
in line with their back to us.  We fired
and rushed ahead with a yell, loading and
shooting as we ran.  It was now the Yankees'
turn for a stampede, and, every man for
himself, they skedaddled.  We followed them
into the pond, but the water seemed to stretch
out beyond sight in front of us.  The Yankees
were in up to their waists and some 
of our boys did not stop until they got in
as deep.  Then we dropped back to a shallow
ditch at the edge of the water and were
ordered to “get down.”  We had scarcely
gotten into the ditch when the cannons opened 
on the other side of the swamp, making it
necessary for us to keep well down in the
ditch, and for an hour they made it very
uncomfortable for us.  That portion of the
ditch where I was had not less than fifteen
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inches of water in it, but it was safe, so
we held our places without murmuring until 
the firing ceased, then we crawled out and
stretched off on the ground for a good night's
rest.</p>
            <p>This affair, as I afterward gathered it
from various sources, was this: A North
Carolina regiment was holding the position
along this swamp and creek with a dam
across the stream, causing the overflow of
the hummocks and swamp above.  The regiment 
was engaged in throwing up a line
of breastworks, their guns being stacked in
the rear, with their accouterments and
jackets hung on them.  A few pickets were
down at the edge of the water.  The Yankees
on the opposite side, learning the situation,
resolved to wade through without firing and
surprise and stampede the force at work on
the entrenchment and cut the dam.  One of 
the wounded Yankees told me it was four 
companies of a Vermont regiment, the 
Third, I think, that undertook the venture,
and he said they were to be handsomely
rewarded if they succeeded.  He said also
that they were told there were no other Confederate 
troops near, “for the woods in the 
rear had been shelled till a rat couldn't stay
<pb id="zettler88" n="88"/>     
in them.”  He pluckily declared, too, that
if we hadn't been there they would have succeeded.  
And it did look that way, but that 
little <hi rend="italics">if</hi> spoiled it.</p>
            <p>It is thought by many <hi rend="italics">if</hi> Albert Sidney 
Johnston had not received a mortal wound
at a critical moment in the Battle of Shiloh
or Pittsburg Landing, General Grant would
never have been heard of after that battle;
and a still great number believe that <hi rend="italics">if</hi> the
accidental shooting of Stonewall Jackson by
his own men at Chancellorsville had not occurred, 
Hooker's army would have suffered 
a more disastrous defeat than McDowell
sustained at Manassas, and the battle of
Gettysburg, if fought at all, would have been
a Confederate victory and resulted in the
establishment of the Confederate Government  -  all changed by that little word <hi rend="italics">if</hi>.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>THE COOK-SQUAD, A DESIRABLE DETAIL</head>
            <p>While McClellan was extending his lines
around Richmond in the summer of 1862,
and General Lee was planning to “Lift him
out of his boots,” as we know he did in the 
memorable Seven Days' Battles, our regiment 
was doing picket duty just beyond
<pb id="zettler89" n="89"/>
Price's farm near the Nine Mile Road and
only about five miles from the city.  The
picket lines were too near for fires and cooking, 
and with my messmate, Bill Dasher, I
had the good luck to be detailed on the cook
squad to prepare rations and bring them to
the company each day.  We usually got up 
each morning at daylight, started the log
heap fire and put on the camp kettles to boil
the chunks of beef, each piece about
three-fourths of a pound in weight, and got
the “spiders” ready to bake the thirty-five or 
forty hoe cakes (one for each man).  By
eight o'clock we were on our way to the 
picket line with our camp kettles, filled with
meat and bread, swung on a pole between
us.  After distributing the rations we returned
to the cook camp and spent the afternoon
in reading such books or papers as
we could get hold of or in playing cards or
shooting marbles.  Our readers will readily
understand now why the cook squad appointment 
was considered a lucky detail.  There
was no standing guard; no picket duty for
them.</p>
            <p>Our camp being, as I have said, only about
five miles from Richmond, it was very natural
for the boys to slip away and spend the evening
<pb id="zettler90" n="90"/>
in the city.  To prevent this, sentinel 
posts had been established at three or four
places on all the roads leading into the city.
But the boys soon learned to “run the blockade.”  
I proposed to Dasher that we try it
one evening.  He assented and, getting the
necessary points about the location of the 
sentinel posts from the boys who had been
in, we set out about sunset.  We made a
successful “run,” and in about two hours
were at the front door of our friend, Mr.
W. W. Yarrington, whom I mentioned in 
a previous chapter.  The family were delighted 
to see us again and Mrs. Yarrington 
and her niece, Miss Josie Sharpe, insisted
on giving us a square home-cooked supper.
We yielded.  Then they filled our haversacks
with all sorts of good things and,
learning that we had time to read, included
several magazines.  The hours flew quickly,
and soon it was time for retiring.  We told
them that our duties required us to be back
at the camp by sunrise and we must leave the
city by dawn.  Mr. Yarrington showed us 
how to use the night latch to get out and
then conducted us to our room.  When we
looked at the snowy sheets and pillow slips,
we decided they were too nice for us, so
<pb id="zettler91" n="91"/>
we stretched off on the floor and were soon
asleep.  We woke at daylight and started
for camp.</p>
            <p>We had learned that the sentinels along
the road were instructed to stop no soldiers
going out of the city to their commands, so
we had no fear of being arrested and kept
the road.  When we had gone about tow 
miles we discovered that we were not in
the right road, so we concluded to pass
through a skirt of woods to the road farther 
east, which we were told was the “Nine
Mile Road”  -  our road.  As we emerged 
from the woods a soldier rose out of the
grass and, leveling his “smoothbore” at us,
called out, “Halt there!”  He came up to
us and said, “Running the blockade, eh?”
“By no means,” I replied, “we are on our
way to camp.”  “What you doing off the
road if you're going to camp?” We showed 
him our haversacks filled with city cooked 
things, bread and ham and cakes, and our
magazines, but they failed to convince him.
He was proud of his prisoners as a country 
urchin of his first <sic>bluejay</sic> and he marched
us to the sergeant at the road.  I think the
sergeant was satisfied that we were, this
time, on our way out, but he probably suspected
<pb id="zettler92" n="92"/>  
that we might have “run the blockade” 
going in.  So he thought it best to send us
to our colonel, and our captor was told to 
take us to him.  One the way we repeated
our story and explained how we came to be
in that woods, and we assured him that our
colonel would not do a thing to us and he
would have his long walk for nothing.  We
asked him to sit down and rest while we went 
to the spring for a drink of water.  But
nothing would move him from his purpose.
He was a “new issue,” as we called the soldiers 
who enlisted the second year of the
war, and had just come from the coast near
Savannah.  He was yet “fresh,” and under
the impression that a soldier must always
obey orders and never “look the other way”
when he had a comrade a prisoner.</p>
            <p>When we came in sight of the colonel's 
tent-fly I said, “See the man yonder in his
shirt sleeves; he is our colonel.”  he had probably
never seen an officer without his coat,
and seemed not inclined to believe me, but
we were soon in the colonel's presence.
“Good-morning, Colonel!” we said, “here is 
a <hi rend="italics">Richmond Dispatch</hi>, and see what our 
Richmond friends gave us on our way to 
camp,” at the same time covering his camp
<pb id="zettler93" n="93"/>
chest with the best in our haversacks.  “Yes,
yes, yes, boys! those Richmond ladies are 
the finest in the world.  We must not let
the Yankees take Richmond, boys, never,
never!”  “But, colonel, we are prisoners.
This man arrested us on our way out and 
insisted on bringing us to our colonel.”
“Ah,” said he, looking at our captor, “and 
were you instructed to bring them to their
colonel?  Well, I'm Colonel Lamar of the
Eight Georgia Regiment, and these are my 
men, so you have done your duty.  You may
go.”  “On the cook squad, boys?” addressing 
us. “I see!  then you may go too.”</p>
            <p>We concluded to give our “new issue” a
point or two, and went after him. “Say,
here, you mosquito-fighter, we are two and
you are one; <hi rend="italics">you</hi> are <hi rend="italics">our</hi> prisoner now, and
we intend to initiate you.  Yes, sir, when 
we get through with you you'll know a thing 
or two.”  He was thoroughly “scared up”
and pleaded with us not to hurt him.  But
we assured him it was necessary for him to 
go “through the course.”  The tears gathered 
in his eyes, and he declared if we would 
just “post” him about the ways of old soldiers
he would always hereafter try to follow
them.  Being satisfied that he was thoroughly
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repentant, we agreed to let him off
this time and allowed him to go. “Say, boys,” 
he said, as he started, “are all the colonels 
out here like yourn?” We answered “Not 
quite,” which was true, for Lamar was one 
of the handsomest officers in Lee's army, 
and as clever and brave as he was handsome, 
and he was the idol of his regiment.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>THE DROP FROM A CHERRY TREE</head>
            <p>Early in the war scouts and pickets got
to resorting to all sorts of projects for obtaining 
information about things in front. 
One of these was climbing into the top of 
a tree. The other fellows, however, soon 
found this out, and it got to be a dangerous 
venture, for with field-glasses they would 
locate you and send a rifle ball into the tree 
top, and sometimes they would even use a 
small rifled cannon to bring down the man in 
the tree.</p>
            <p>On one occasion when I was away from 
the company for a few days on a special 
detail, it changed position, and in reaching 
the company I passed under a large cherry 
tree that had quantities of cherries on it. 
I asked the boys why they did not get them. 
<pb id="zettler95" n="95"/>
“The Yankees object,” they replied. “They 
seem to keep a watch on that tree and shoot
into it if they see the leaves shake.” “Nonsense,” 
I said, “they can't see anyone among 
the leaves in that tree.” “Try it if you want 
to test the matter,” they said, and I proceeded
to do so. When I got up about ten 
feet from the ground, I looked over the hill 
and, sure enough, there were two or three 
Yankees standing at a cannon seemingly less 
than three hundred yards distant. I stood 
on a limb and reached my hand up among 
the cherries, keeping my eyes fixed, however, 
on the cannon. There was a flash. I let 
my feet go from under me and struck the 
ground just as the ball whisked through the 
tree where I had been standing. I concluded, 
like the fox with the grapes, that 
those cherries were no good anyway and I 
did not want them.</p>
            <p>While the army was in front of Richmond, 
previous to the Seven Days' Battles, we received 
a payment from the Government of 
twenty dollars as a bounty <sic>or</sic> for service. 
Many of the men at once began to gamble 
with their money. One day a party of them 
was having an unusually interesting game. 
They were sitting on the ground just under 
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the brow of the hill; the cards and “chips” 
and “pot” were on a few pieces of boards 
on the ground in front of them. A number 
of us were standing over them anxious to 
see who would rake in the “pot.” We forgot, 
for the moment, that in standing up at 
that particular place we could be seen by 
the Yankees at a small sand fort just across 
the hill. Suddenly there was the report of 
a cannon and at the same moment a ball 
tore through the apple tree just above our 
heads. We dropped down on the players 
and they in turn tumbled over one another, 
scattering in every direction the grains of 
corn that represented “chips” and constituted 
the “pot.” An ill shot, we might say, that 
did somebody good.</p>
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          <div3>
            <head>LEE TO PUT ARMY IN REAR OF POPE</head>
            <p>It was the latter part of August, 1862. 
Stonewall Jackson had gone to the rear of 
Pope, seized his supplies at Manassas Junction 
and cut the telegraph wires between him 
and Washington city. (Read in the Records 
of the Federal and Confederate armies, published 
by the United States Congress, of the 
telegraphic messages passing between Stanton
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and Pope at the time Jackson was cutting 
the wires. They will make you laugh.) 
Pope it seems was puzzled as to the whereabouts 
of Lee, and even thought for awhile 
that the trouble in his rear was only the 
work of a band of cavalry raiders. A few 
days after Jackson started on this flank 
movement, Lee took most of Longstreet's 
corps from Pope's front, at Rappahannock 
Station, and, going up the Rappahannock 
River ten or fifteen miles, crossed over and 
was proceeding down the turnpike west of 
Bull Run mountains, with a view doubtless 
of forming a junction with Jackson on Pope's 
flank or in his rear.</p>
            <p>It was Thursday, the 28th of August, and
one of the hottest days I ever experienced, 
that we were making this rapid march. I 
learned afterward that we were hastening 
to get through Thoroughfare Gap and to 
the east side of this little range of mountains 
before Pope should discover the movement.</p>
            <p>Tige Anderson's brigade formed the head 
of the column that day, with the Eighth 
Georgia in the lead. The position of the 
Oglethorpes  -  Company B of the regiment  -  put 
us very near the front. During most of the 
morning General Lee and General 
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Longstreet rode side by side just ahead of us,  
and once in crossing a little stream they stopped  
to let their horses drink while we continued on up  
the hill. Presently they rode by and on to the  
front. General Lee passed close enough for me to  
have put my hand on “Traveller.” I looked up  
into General Lee's face as he passed me. It was  
the closest view I ever had of him. His  
appearance was exactly as he looks in all the  
pictures of him, especially the one that is printed  
with the engraved copy of his farewell address to  
the army at Appomattox, a picture that hangs on  
thousands of walls in houses and halls and  
business offices throughout the South.</p>
            <p>About one o'clock we came to a halt in the  
broiling sun on the turnpike. It was said some of  
the artillery horses were giving out from the heat  
and it was necessary to halt the column to let  
them rest.</p>
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          <div3>
            <head>A VERY SMALL INCIDENT AFFECTS A BIG
EVENT</head>
            <p>Two or three men in the front of the regiment  
concluded they would go ahead to try to get  
some buttermilk, or something to eat  
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from one of those dear Virginia housewives
who seemed always able to find something
for a hungry Confederate. Presently they
came running back almost out of breath, and
without their guns. They reported that in
a village half a mile down the road some
Yankee cavalry came on them, and after
learning that they belonged to Longstreet's
corps of Lee's army and that it was only a
half mile away, broke their gunstocks
against the trees, and turned them loose.
Of course the information they obtained 
was far more important than caring
for two or three prisoners, and they doubtless 
made rapid time getting the news to
Pope.</p>
            <p>The men were sent to General Lee, who
was only a few steps away, and soon the
column was again under way. But now we
marched slowly, for a while, with a strong
skirmish line in front. After passing through
the village we quickened our steps, and were
soon in sight of the Gap, eight or ten miles
away. Just before sunset we reached it, but
in the open space beyond we saw a Yankee
battery in position, and in a few moments
the shells began bursting in our midst.</p>
            <p>We filed to the left along the foot of the
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mountain and were halted. In a few minutes
orders came that skirmishers must be sent up
on the mountain to ascertain if it was occupied 
by the enemy. Companies A and B of
the Eighth Georgia were ordered forward
and deployed. There were just thirty of us
in the two companies.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>CLIMBING THE MOUNTAIN AS SKIRMISHERS</head>
            <p>I shall digress here to say that there are
both advantages and disadvantages in being
at the head of the column in a march. Those
in front are the first to get to the clear stream
or a well or the tubs and cans of water that
in the early days of the war families at houses
we passed would set out on the roadside for
us. They were out of the dust, also, and
were the first to throw off accouterments and
coats at the camping-place. But sometimes,
as in the present instance, the way must be
cleared, which means a fight.</p>
            <p>When the order came for the two companies 
I have mentioned to deploy and advance, 
I was standing in front of a cluster of
vines and briers well-nigh impenetrable; but
soldiers must know no obstacles, so I plunged
into the brush and briers. The mountain
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side was covered with a thick undergrowth 
of low cedars and vines, and in some places 
huge masses of rock had broken loose and 
tumbled down, not only forming a very formidable
barrier, but leaving a perpendicular 
wall of five or six feet that was very difficult 
to scale. But we clambered up, stopping 
every few steps to take breath and listen for 
movements or noises above us that would 
help us to know who were in our front. Presently
I heard a jingling of canteens in the 
bushes just above me, and almost at the same 
moment the man with them exclaimed, 
“Who's down there?” Stephen Baldy, the 
comrade four or five steps to my left, threw 
up his gun with his finger on the trigger. I 
said, in a low tone, “Don't shoot; it may be 
one of our men.” He replied, “No, I see 
him; it's a Yankee.” Then the man spoke 
again, “Say, is that Company A?” “What 
regiment?” said Baldy, his finger still on the 
trigger. “Eleventh Massachusetts.” Baldy 
fired. Now you want to ask, as others have 
done to whom I have told this story, “Did he 
kill the man?” I don't know, for right between
me and where the man was, a line of 
men in blue rose, and as their bright guns 
dropped down toward me I looked into their 
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muzzles a moment  -  a very short moment  -  
and went over backward. I heard a volley,
but I was tumbling, rolling, jumping, falling,
and had no time or inclination to look behind
me. When I reached the bottom, General
Tige Anderson, our brigade commander, was
right there, and inquired what I knew. I
told him I saw a regiment of Yankees. “Only
a regiment?” said he. “That's all I had time
to see,” I replied. “You were frightened to
death, and don't know what you saw,” he
said. I made no reply, but I knew I was not
dead quite. Another man pulled himself
through the briers and, on being questioned,
gave the same information. Then Lieutenant
Howard, who had charge of us, came
up. “What's the force up there, lieutenant?”
said Anderson. “Well, General, we came
upon them very unexpectedly, and  -  ”
“Yes, and they stampeded you like they did
the boys; so you know nothing. Get your
men together, sir, and go back and stay
there until you know something definite.” Of
course there was but one answer to such an
order, and so Lieutenant Howard began to
line up the men for another advance.</p>
            <p>Now the man with the canteens had probably 
been allowed by his commander to take
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a number of them from the men and fill them
at a spring or branch, and on his return he
had lost his bearings and, hearing us, thought
we were Company A, Eleventh Massachusetts, 
for which he was looking. It was a
very common thing for an officer to let one
man go to fill canteens while we were in line
of battle.</p>
            <p>Well, of the thirty men who went up the
mountain, twenty-nine soon reported, and we
started again. The thirtieth one, Jim Carolan, 
of Company B, had been killed by that
volley. Poor fellow He had once before
been counted dead by me,  -  when the shell
exploded at his head,  -  but this time a rifle
ball had entered his heart, and there was no
mistaking its effect. But in the skirmish line,
like on the lonely picket post, “a man or two
killed doesn't count in the news of the battle.”</p>
            <p>Slowly, cautiously, we crept through and
around the cedars and vines, each one wishing
that somebody else would come first on those
Yankees waiting for us. When near the
place where we encountered them before,
there was a sharp report of a rifle a few
yards to my right. Immediately the line of
men in blue rose up just above me. I dropped
to the earth. Luckily a rock as large as a
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flour barrel jutted out right in front of me.
The regiment fired over my head.  They
dropped down, and another just above them
rose and fired and dropped; a third, and a
fourth, and a fifth did the same thing in
quick succession.  The last one was some 
distance up the mountain and their balls
struck all around me.  With that volley the
firing ceased.  I thought I knew “something
definite,” and heels over head I went down 
the hill.  Several had made better time than 
I did and had rendered their reports.  In
answer to General Anderson's questions, I
told what I saw and how I came to see what 
I reported.  He calmly said, “You seem to
know something,” and turned to the next 
man.  Then he sent a courier to General
Longstreet, to inform him of the force on
the mountain.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>BLUFFING THE MASSACHUSETTS BOYS AT 
           THOROUGHFARE GAP</head>
            <p>In a few minutes an officer galloped up
and, saluting, said, “General Longstreet's
compliments, General, and he directs that
you make an assault at once, that you'll be
supported by his entire corps, and General
Wilcox will assault in the rear.”</p>
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            <p>Immediately the Eighth and the First regiments
were ordered to advance. “My Heavens!”
I exclaimed, “does he expect two 
little regiments to assault five!” “He's a 
fool,” someone said. But in a few minutes 
we were climbing up the mountain. Then, 
as if by preconcerted agreement, every man 
began giving orders in a loud tone. “Hold 
back your men there, captain!” “You boys 
there, go slow; wait for the flankers to get 
behind them!” “Hold on, men, you'll scare 
them off the mountain!” It was getting dark, 
and I imagine the three hundred of us going 
up through the bushes all giving orders in 
loud tones made the Massachusetts boys 
think there were several thousand of us. At 
any rate, when we reached the top and rushed 
forward with a yell, expecting a volley in our 
faces, there was not a man before us. I heard 
afterward that there was some fighting to 
our right by the First Georgia and, possibly, 
other troops, but in battle a man cannot know 
of his own knowledge what is taking place 
to his right or left: and so I do not know 
whether the First Georgia fared as well as 
we did or not. This I know, that I saw but 
one dead Yankee, an officer lying about halfway
down the mountain on the east side.</p>
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            <p>Soon word came to us that General Longstreet 
said of our assault: “It was the handsomest
thing  done since the war started,” 
and that we could sleep on the mountain and 
come on next day; the rest of his corps would 
pass through the Gap that night. Some of 
the boys went to hunt dead Yankees, to try 
to get some coffee from their haversacks, but 
they reported that they could find but one,  -  
the officer mentioned above.</p>
            <p>I have always wanted to meet a veteran of 
the “Eleventh Massachusetts” to find out exactly
why they gave up their strong position 
at Thoroughfare Gap that evening, the 28th 
of August, 1862. I think we “bluffed” them.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>HOW I RECEIVED MY WOUND</head>
            <p>I have so often been asked to tell in detail 
the  circumstances under which I received my 
wound and the incidents immediately following
it, I have concluded that since I am giving 
personal incidents, with myself usually as the 
hero, I will include this one among my stories.</p>
            <p>Near sunset on the 30th day of August,  
1862,  -  the day on which Lee defeated Pope 
in  the big battle of Second Manassas,  -  our 
division  commander, General Hood, threw  
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his division into line for a final charge against
what I afterward learned was a collection
of twelve pieces of artillery. Once, while the
line was moving at a double-quick over hills
and valleys, General Hood came at a full
gallop down the line, now in rear, now in
front. As he passed the right of the Eighth
Georgia I heard him say, “Go it, boys, we'll
give them more than they can attend to!”
Presently up the line came the command,
repeated from one to another: “Division, left
wheel Division, left wheel!” Our regiment 
was, I think, the extreme right of the
division, and the “wheel” brought us quickly
on the flank or side of the cannons and within
range of their infantry support. There was
a moment's pause of the regiment, probably
to re-align before rushing on the guns. Just
then some of the guns changed the direction
of their fire from front to side, and the first
ball they sent went ricocheting along the rear
of the regiment. (We were still facing the
infantry support and somewhat in rear of the
cannons.) The second ball struck the ground
a few steps to my left, rose and struck me,
tearing away a pound or more of flesh from
the underpart of my left thigh six inches
above the knee and cutting a shallow groove
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through the right, the right foot being on 
the swing for a step forward at the moment.</p>
            <p>As soon as I struck the ground two or 
three of my comrades stooped over and asked 
if I could be carried. I straightened out 
my legs and, finding no bones broken, replied, 
“Yes.” They quickly unrolled my <sic>indiarubber</sic>
cloth that I was carrying instead of a 
blanket, put me in it and trotted off about 
twenty steps and dropped me in a hillside 
gully. They then ran back and rejoined the 
regiment. Just then Wright's Georgia brigade
swept over me, going somewhat to the 
right of our position. I afterward learned 
that they swept the Federal infantry from 
our front, and our regiment, with the others 
of the division, captured the entire lot of 
cannon,  -  twelve pieces,  -  together with thirty 
new ambulances parked in the woods just 
behind them.</p>
          </div3>
          <div3>
            <head>A SOLDIER'S SELFISHNESS COSTS HIS LIFE</head>
            <p>Not more than fifteen feet above me and 
in an exposed place lay a man who had been 
wounded. The cannon-balls were plowing 
up the ground around him, and it seemed 
every moment he would be torn to pieces.</p>
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            <p>Presently a soldier came running and
dropped into the gully between us. The wounded 
man immediately appealed to him to pull him 
down where he was, saying he had both legs 
broken and would be killed. Just then a 
shell exploded right at him. He exclaimed, 
“My God, friend, please  -  ” but he never 
finished the sentence, for at that moment 
another shell exploded right at his friend, 
and when the smoke cleared away he was
nowhere to be seen. Where he had lain was
a hole big enough to bury a mule in. He 
had probably been blown to pieces. I think 
of him in connection with the Scripture, 
“Whosoever will save his life shall lose it.” 
With that shell the firing ceased, for our boys 
had captured the guns, and there was no 
longer any danger for me and the man with 
the broken legs. If the comrade to whom 
he had so earnestly appealed had gone to his 
relief, he would have saved his own life; 
but he was too much concerned for his own 
safety to help his wounded brother.</p>
            <p>It was probably ten o'clock that night when 
we were found by the “litter bearers” or ambulance 
corps. They put me on a stretcher 
and carried me to the Robinson House and 
put me down at the front gate. The house 
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and yard were said to be full of wounded. 
Here Jim Sweat, a comrade, came to me saying 
that another of our company, Stephen 
Baldy, had been seriously wounded, and Lieutenant 
Bliss, in command of our company, 
had instructed him to stay with us and care 
for us. Sweat was a weak, frail man who 
rarely held out on a long march, though 
there was no pluckier or braver soldier in 
Lee's army.</p>
            <p>While I was lying at the gate three surgeons 
in quick succession came along with 
their lanterns looking among the wounded 
for desperate cases. Each one gave me an 
opiate of some kind, and I was going off into 
unco