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                <head>Interview with John Love, February 17, 1999. Interview K-0172.</head>
                <byline>Conducted by Pamela Grundy</byline>
                <note type="deposit" anchored="no">
                    <p>Transcript on deposit at The Southern Historical Collection, The Louis Round
                        Wilson Library</p>
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                    <p>Citation of this interview should be as follows: <lb/>“Interview K-0172, in
                        the Southern Oral History Program Collection #4007, <lb/>Southern Historical
                        Collection, The Wilson Library, <lb/>University of North Carolina at Chapel
                        Hill”</p>
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                <note type="copyright" anchored="no">Copyright © 2006 The University of North
                    Carolina</note>
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                <head>Abstract</head>
                <p>The dynamic John W. Love Jr. offers his thoughts on the history and culture of
                    West Charlotte High School. Integration was no longer a significant issue by the
                    time Love entered high school—he was in third grade when the process began—but
                    Love, who is an African American, remembers the integration process and offers
                    his thoughts on its long-term effects. Love, an actor, speaks with a great deal
                    of élan about the remarkable cultural diversity of West Charlotte, but also the
                    disagreements created by that diversity. Despite some problems, Love left West
                    Charlotte with a strong sense of belonging.</p>
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            <div1 type="short_abstract">
                <head>Short Abstract</head>
                <p>Former student remembers West Charlotte High as a place where diversity created
                    both opportunity and conflict.</p>
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                <head>Interview with John Love, February 17, 1999. <lb/>Interview K-0172. Southern
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                        <name id="spk1" key="jl" reg="Love, John" type="interviewee">JOHN
                        LOVE</name>, interviewee</item>
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                        <name id="spk2" key="pg" reg="Grundy, Pamela" type="interviewer">PAMELA
                            GRUNDY</name>, interviewer</item>
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                    <head>[TAPE 1, SIDE A]</head>
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                        <p>[START OF TAPE 1, SIDE A]</p>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> This is Pamela Grundy, and I am here interviewing John W. Love Jr. in
                            Charlotte, North Carolina, and we are talking about West Charlotte High
                            School, and it is the seventeenth of February, 1999. Well, John, I just
                            thought I would start by asking you what is your first memory of West
                            Charlotte? I know your parents went there. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Oh my goodness. What is my first memory of West Charlotte ? I would have
                            to say my earliest memory of the school is long before I ever even was
                            of age to go to the school, because my parents went to West Charlotte
                            and aunts and uncles went to West Charlotte, and, obviously, my parents'
                            closest and dearest friends went to West Charlotte, and my parents were,
                            and still are, very, very social. Big picture takers, the whole bit. My
                            first real memories of West Charlotte are actually from the yearbooks
                            that my parents had. I always looked through those, and I always flipped
                            through those, and considering the fact that I was born my parents'
                            senior year of high school, it's like my memories of West Charlotte and
                            the whole vibe of West Charlotte, and what that all means is so
                            entrenched in who and what I am, from the very beginning. So
                            cognitively, I would have to say it's from at a very early age me
                            flipping through the yearbooks of West Charlotte Senior High School with
                            the same fervor and excitement that you flip through family albums. And,
                            what, two, three years old? </p>
                    </sp>
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                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> That is an early period of time. When you say sort of the vibe of West
                            Charlotte as being part of you, can you describe that? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p2" n="2"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> You know it's really interesting because when I think about the African
                            American community at large, or people of the African Diaspora, the
                            history, the culture, in so many ways is so dissipated. And it's so much
                            about putting pieces together in order to create a through line, as
                            opposed to an emotional/psychological through line that just exists from
                            being there. And so when I talk about the vibe of West Charlotte, West
                            Charlotte as a high school is pretty entrenched in the community that
                            it's in, and I come from that community and my parents come from that
                            community and the whole west side kind of thing. So, really the vibe of
                            West Charlotte is really about pride, and it's about a real sense of
                            pride. It's about a sense of belonging, a real sense of belonging. It's
                            about a real sense of ownership in something in your community. And
                            schools when they're at their best are actually about achievement. So
                            you've got more than a symbol. You've got like a living kind of ritual,
                            or living shrine to achievement and then to the achievement of a people,
                            and then to the achievement of a very specific group of people in a very
                            specific community in a very specific part of the country, and it goes
                            on and on and on like that. So, not to be clichéd, but it's actually
                            about pride, and on a deep, deep level, pride and belonging. </p>
                    </sp>
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                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Is this something that you thought about at the time you were going to
                            the school, or is this something you've come to think about later as
                            you've reflected back? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> We all knew that we were lucky to be there, and for most of us we knew
                            that we were going to go to West Charlotte, because there were people in
                            different parts on the west side of Charlotte, which is basically
                            African American that were bussed to different schools and that kind of
                            thing. But there were also people that did whatever <pb id="p3" n="3"
                            />they could so that they could be, or that their address could look
                            that it was in the right neighborhood to go to West Charlotte, and so we
                            knew that we were fortunate to be there. And the school has always grown
                            with the community in very interesting ways, too, with the whole bussing
                            thing, and integration thing, and all of that. And all of that happened
                            when I was in junior high school. But we heard about it, and I had, once
                            again, my uncle was there during that time. At the time we knew that we
                            were a part of a legacy that we actually wanted to be a part of, and it
                            was very exciting. So we did think about it. And then in retrospect when
                            I've talked to friends of mine that were in school when I was in school,
                            we just sort of look back and say, "Yeah, we were right." </p>
                    </sp>
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                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> You mentioned that there was this time when you were in junior high
                            school when this early bussing began. </p>
                    </sp>
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                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> There was some kind of exchange thing that happened at West Charlotte
                            with students from different parts of the country, but, actually, when
                            bussing began, the first year of bussing, I was in the third grade. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> What did your uncle talk about? You mentioned he was there at West
                            Charlotte at the time. Did he talk to you at all about what was going on
                            there? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> He talked to me about it, but the entire community was talking about it,
                            too. I mean having very young parents and then my uncle was my father's
                            youngest brother so he was young, too. So in a lot of ways a lot of his
                            friends were my friends, and so everybody talked about it, and everybody
                            talked about just what was happening, and what was changing, and dealing
                            with the white people, and dealing with the white people in ways that
                            were very different. And then, I think it's one thing to be bussed out
                            of your neighborhood into a community and you deal with the integration
                            process in that way, <pb id="p4" n="4"/>which is what happened for me in
                            the third grade. I was on the west side and then I went to Rama Road.
                            But it's another thing, it's a very interesting thing to actually still
                            go to school in your neighborhood which pretty much a homoginized
                            African American neighborhood and the integration sort of comes to you.
                            So that was an interesting kind of phenomenon, too, as opposed to going
                            away, because during bussing for the people that lived in the
                            neighborhood of West Charlotte and that also went to West Charlotte,
                            they didn't have to do the whole long bus ride thing. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Well, what was it like when you were in third grade when you were
                            younger and you got bussed out to these other schools? What was that
                            like for you? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> When I was in the second grade, and we heard that the integration things
                            was going to happen and everything, we were upset because we were sort
                            of confused, and we didn't really know what that meant, and you know
                            that you may go to school with your friends. You may not go to school
                            with your friends. Different people may go to different schools. And so
                            that whole thing. Just kind of the fear of the unknown. But once it
                            happened, for me, I mean I'm a pretty adventurous spirit, and I would
                            say that I'm somewhat of a survivor, so my whole thing was about just
                            kind of sitting back and looking at the situation and then figuring out
                            what was it, how did I fit in it, and how could I survive in it. And it
                            brought up some really, really interesting issues. Issues of being
                            separated into groups, academic groups like the fast reading group or
                            the intermediate reading group, and the slow reading group, and
                            invariably at that time say there were only three black children in the
                            highest, quickest, fastest reading group, and I was one of them. So then
                            you begin to deal with these issues of separation, perceived or implied
                            elitism, tokenism, all that kind of stuff, and kind of feeling
                            displaced. Kind of <pb id="p5" n="5"/>feeling like my black friends, or
                            the other black people were, some were upset, some were jealous, some
                            thought I was trying to be white. And then the white people, some going,
                            "Well, who is he? What is he doing in here?" that whole kind of thing. I
                            feel really fortunate because I've always been pretty independent,
                            psychologically independent, emotionally independent, pretty
                            independent, and it served me well to be that way in terms of
                            acknowledging feelings of loneliness, but also acknowledging that one
                            has to endure and move on. And I was always pretty achievement oriented,
                            too, so that helped. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> That was something you could focus on. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yes. Very much so. </p>
                    </sp>
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                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> So did you stay outside the neighborhood for most of your schooling
                            prior to high school, or were there years you were in outside schools
                            and years that you were closer to home? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Well, okay. Let's see, third grade Rama Road, fourth grade Pawtuckett,
                            so both of those were away. Fifth and sixth grade University Park
                            Elementary School which was in the neighborhood, and then seventh,
                            eighth, and ninth grade, those were the years that Piedmont Middle Open
                            School began. It was sort of a lottery, and it was optional, and it was
                            the whole open education thing which my parents thought would be really
                            good for my sister and I, which it was. Which to this day I say in terms
                            of encouraging me to be responsible for my own learning was one of the
                            most significant educational experiences I've ever had. And
                            simultaneously the open school thing was also happening at West
                            Charlotte. So it was that, and the Piedmont was a bussing situation, and
                            then back to West Charlotte for tenth, eleventh, and twelfth grade. </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Now, were you someone who had to maneuver to get into West Charlotte, or
                            were you in the part of town where you were going to go? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> We were in the part of town where we were going to go so there wasn't
                            like maneuvering that necessarily had to happen. But also <note
                                type="comment" anchored="yes">
                                <p>[sound of someone walking through the room]</p>
                            </note> smart. <note type="comment" anchored="yes">
                                <p>[JL laughs.]</p>
                            </note> You don't need to explain that for yourself. Pam has a really
                            smart cat that knows how to open the door and get out. So, no, we didn't
                            have to maneuver, but then there was this other thing that was sort of
                            going on. In lots of communities when you have generations of people
                            that have lived in the same place, or families that have known each
                            other for a long time, like I said, my parents got married when they
                            were very young, but they also had the support of their parents and
                            their extended family. So while my mother and father were working and
                            going to school, my sister and I spent a lot of time with our
                            grandmother, who lived in the University Park area, which is the West
                            Charlotte feeder area and all of that. So for a long time our official
                            address for school was her address. But when we moved into our house
                            which was a couple of communities over, as far as West Charlotte goes,
                            it still fit into West Charlotte. But as far as some of the other
                            schools that we could have gone to, it didn't feed into those. So that
                            was kind of a thing that was going on, too. It wasn't necessarily
                            conscious. I mean when we were younger, it was necessity that sort of
                            the home base in terms of school and what are we going to do with the
                            kids when they get out of school and they need to go someplace where
                            someone is going to be home quicker than we'll be home, and that was
                            usually grandmamma's house. So, it was that. But, in terms of the West
                            Charlotte thing, no, we didn't have to do the maneuvering. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Had your grandmother gone to West Charlotte? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p7" n="7"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> No. But, actually, she did get her high school equivalent thing at West
                            Charlotte, after the fact, which was really nice, because she went and
                            took her classes at West Charlotte, I think and stuff. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> That is nice. Well, when you were coming back, this would have been
                            tenth grade? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Tenth grade, yeah. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> To come to West Charlotte, how did you feel about that? What was your
                            state of mind then? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> It was great, but I always thought it was just so understood that we'd
                            go, just in terms of looking at how the bussing situation was going,
                            looking at how different neighborhoods went different places, so that
                            had been established for a pretty long time. People would always get a
                            little freaked out though when there would be like yet another rerouting
                            of people. But it was great. I mean it was great to be there. And my
                            first years at West Charlotte, well, my sophomore year at West
                            Charlotte, I was enrolled in the open school because I'd just come from
                            Piedmont and wanted to explore the whole open education thing on the
                            high school level. But I also took classes in the regular school as
                            well. And then my junior year and senior year I just took most of my
                            classes in the regular school because the open school wasn't the same at
                            West Charlotte as it was at Piedmont. Personally, I don't think it was
                            as successful at least not for my purposes. So since I was going to be
                            going to West Charlotte anyway, then I was in the regular school. </p>
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                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Had you ever at any point during that time prior to going been concerned
                            that the school might be closed by the school board? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p8" n="8"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> No, never. That never entered when I was there as a real concern,
                            because it was entirely too vibrant. There was too much energy in the
                            neighborhood for the school to, too much energy in the school itself. At
                            the time also West Charlotte may have been like the only metropolitan
                            sort of high school in that people from all over the city came to West
                            Charlotte, and that had a lot to do with the open school component as
                            well. And that's interesting that happens, too, because there were
                            people from very moneyed parts of town that came to West Charlotte, and
                            money talks and bullshit walks. And so, the money thing, yeah. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> How did all those different people get along? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> For the most part it was pretty good, and then there became sort of
                            class issues and race issues, and sometimes there was overt prejudice or
                            racism from both sides. But people pretty much endured. And I had great
                            relationships there, great intracultural and intercultural
                            relationships. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Was this something that you were actively seeking out at this time in
                            your life? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Actually, we didn't have to because by this time we had done the whole
                            integration thing ever since third grade, so that wasn't something that
                            we had to seek out. It was just about seeking out, dealing with the
                            group of people that you liked to deal with. And in high school I was,
                            and I guess all through my educational, primary educational life and
                            secondary educational life, I was always pretty social, popular, that
                            kind of thing. Not because I set out to be, but just because of my
                            personality and how important it is for me to communicate with people
                            openly and honestly and straightforwardly and all of that. So then I
                            found myself being president of the student body my junior year, and
                            president <pb id="p9" n="9"/>of the senior class my senior year, and all
                            that kind of stuff. There was pride about the school which was one
                            thing, which was shared by everybody that went there, and then there was
                            pride about being African American and going to the school and the
                            neighborhood around the school. They were two different things, but for
                            those of us that were African American we didn't really take the time to
                            separate them out that much. But we were aware, because then we had the
                            benefit of history and being part of a legacy, and having relatives or
                            having parents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends, neighbors who had
                            actually gone to West Charlotte long before desegregation. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Do you think that the students that came to West Charlotte from outside
                            that community, to what extent do you think they understood that
                            history? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I think during the time a lot of them had no real understanding of that
                            history, because it's sort of like, why would they? I think they were
                            consumed with their own—people often times are much more consumed with,
                            obviously, what's going on at the present and what's considered just
                            recent or just past history, than they are with the real implications of
                            what they're stepping into and the real history of any situation or any
                            person or any whatever. This is a little tangential, but I talk to a lot
                            of my friends and they talk about relationships. And I'm the kind of
                            person, I'm pretty inquisitive, and I wouldn't say that I'm nosy, but in
                            all relationships with people I think that what happens with a lot of
                            people when they get in trouble is that they never asked enough
                            questions so they have all these surprises. And just because you ask
                            questions doesn't mean that you're going to get real answers, but people
                            often times just don't even ask questions because they're consumed with
                            what the most recent history was, or where they're coming from, or what
                            they just heard about, or what they're getting from the situation at <pb
                                id="p10" n="10"/>the time right then and there. And I think that
                            that's probably what was going on with a lot of people that came to West
                            Charlotte from outside the community, because the school was also known
                            for some other things that were pretty positive during the time that I
                            was there. Athletics were really good. Academics on a certain level were
                            good. Sometimes they fluctuated. Sometimes, some years they were really
                            good and sometimes I read that they weren't really good. The racial mix
                            was probably the most even, so that can be exciting if that's something
                            that you're interested in. So there were those things that I think
                            people were considering, or consumed by, or excited by, or scared of or
                            whatever. But the history that, or the reality that they were going to
                            be going to a school with people whose parents and possibly grandparents
                            had gone to that school and helped to build that school, I don't think
                            that was on their minds. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> And was there not anything done at the school at the time to attempt to
                            talk about the school's history or explain this to people? Is that just
                            not something that happened? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I don't think so. I don't remember that. I don't think that that was a
                            real concern for anybody at that time. You know it was really
                            interesting. One of my most favorite teachers was Mertye Rice, and she
                            taught my parents. It's funny because our, my relationship with her and
                            my sister's relationship with her was, I mean our friends knew, and some
                            other people knew, but it was kind of one of those unspoken, or
                            unaggrandized pleasures. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> So in a sense would you say that those of you who were from the
                            community and those students who were not in some ways were attending
                            different schools even though you were there together? Is that going too
                            far to say that? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p11" n="11"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> It's not. It might be. It's close to going too far. It's like if you
                            take you and Peter. Peter is Pam's husband, and you take your culture
                            and the way that you grew up and Peter's, and you both come together and
                            you've created something or you're participating in something, so you're
                            both participating in this house, or you're both participating in
                            whatever. Well, on a certain level you all are participating in very
                            different ways because you have these different histories, but then in
                            another way, the way that you all actually participate together is what
                            it is at that time and at that moment. And I think that that's what
                            happened for us who were at West Charlotte at that time. Those that were
                            from the community certainly came to the school with a different
                            perspective than those outside of the community. But being there, being
                            in there, dealing with each other—well sometimes, not well
                            sometimes—working together, creating history by living in the present,
                            that kind of thing. So that was very real and very shared and very
                            specific and unique to us, which was something that, say, my parents
                            were not necessarily a part of. You see what I'm saying? </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Um-hum. How do you think your parents viewed this transformation of the
                            school that they had gone to? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Actually, I think that they viewed it with a nice bit of interest, but I
                            also think that they still had the ability to participate in the school,
                            and I think if that had been taken away, if the school had changed so
                            much or so drastically that, for a lot of people, it really just would
                            have become some other thing. My father still goes to West Charlotte
                            basketball games and football games. It's like a community thing. It's a
                            community institution. He went to basketball games and football games
                            and that kind of thing when my sister and I were there, but he probably
                            would have gone if we weren't there, because <pb id="p12" n="12"/>it's
                            like in the community and that whole thing. It's so hard to explain
                            because it's so natural. It makes so much sense. It's kind of like
                            asking somebody, "Well, why is that tree planted there, and how has it
                            affected you?" Well, it's like, it's always been there. <note
                                type="comment" anchored="yes">
                                <p>[JL laughs.]</p>
                            </note>
                        </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Do you still go to West Charlotte football and basketball games? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> No. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Did you ever go? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yeah, I did. I did. I was in the marching band, too, so I sort of had to
                            be there. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> You were in the marching band? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yeah, so I went. Some of my friends will go to homecoming because that's
                            a big event, so they'll go to homecoming or things like that. People
                            turn out for the big events. It's kind of like with the Johnson C. Smith
                            University, because it's this fixture in the African American community
                            on the west side once again. My father goes to Smith's games, and as a
                            kid I went to Smith's games and so did my sister, and West Charlotte was
                            like in the same loop as that. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> And did the community, you've talked about athletics, did the community
                            come to other kinds of events, like plays, and things like that? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Like plays and stuff at the school? That was less. Athletics was
                            actually the way that a lot of people came together. No, I can't say
                            that the community was really big or gung-ho about going to plays. Well,
                            even when I was at West Charlotte, the school wasn't even necessarily
                            that big about going to plays. </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> I heard an interesting story about a production of The King and I. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p13" n="13"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yeah. When did that happen? Did that happen before I was there or right
                            after I left? That may have happened right before I got there. Maybe.
                        </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> With The King and I where they had to cast two kings. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Right. I remember that because that stuff would happen, too. Like there
                            would be all these quotas and ratios about how many black people, how
                            many black cheerleaders there were and how many white cheerleaders there
                            were. How many black letter girls, how many white letter girls. And the
                            thing is, is that when we were at West Charlotte, the ratio of black to
                            white was forty-nine/fifty-one, depending on who came to school that
                            day. People often times look at those kind of racial quotas things as
                            being beneficial to black people, but at West Charlotte they were
                            actually more beneficial to white people because there were many times
                            when there might have only been one white girl on the cheerleading squad
                            or things like that. But, yeah, there were these things. The homecoming
                            situation would come up, but we didn't have a white homecoming queen and
                            a black homecoming queen. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> What did you do? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I mean it was just the homecoming queen. But I remember hearing about
                            all of that in, say, the generation before we got there, and those kinds
                            of things. Because I remember those kinds of things happened at other
                            junior high schools when I was in junior high. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> What did you think about those quotas when you were there? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> It was so funny, because those quotas were a reality, then I accepted
                            them as a reality. So after accepting them as a reality, I was acutely
                            aware of how unfortunate they were because of how they had to be. But,
                            and not necessarily because, because I never <pb id="p14" n="14"/>looked
                            at those quotas as being about creating a space for people who weren't
                            as qualified. I always saw those quotas as being about creating a space
                            for people who weren't as qualified, but weren't going to have a space
                            because of racism. So that was—no one has ever asked me that question.
                            Yeah, but that's it. I mean that's, when I think back and I look at
                            that, that was my perspective on those. Because being a high achiever
                            myself, and people would ask me things about quotas, if I got something
                            and a quota thing was in place, or if I got something and a quota thing
                            wasn't in place, my reality was never that I got it because of a quota.
                            Or, if there wasn't a quota I wouldn't have, that the quota made up for
                            something in my performance that was lacking. I always thought the quota
                            made up for something in the performance of the society that we lived in
                            that was lacking. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Looking back, do you think it was helpful to have those at that time?
                        </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I think it was a transition, and I think at the time it was the best
                            thing that the culture knew how to do, meaning America's culture. So,
                            sure. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> When you say it was the best thing the culture knew how to do—. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Knew how to do. It was kind of like what I say about America. America to
                            me is like a spoiled rotten adolescent that's got entirely too much
                            money, especially compared to the rest of the world. If you look at the
                            rest of the world and you say that some cultures are adult cultures and
                            then some cultures are elders, America's like really, really young. And
                            so in terms of dealing with difference and trying to deal with
                            difference in somewhat of an effective manner, and trying to make people
                            happy or not piss people off or, any of that stuff, given the history of
                            the culture it was the best thing it could come up with at the time. My
                            thing is, well, what would have happened if not? Because, really, the
                            intent with all of that was one that was about people trying to tolerate
                                <pb id="p15" n="15"/>other people and live with other people and all
                            that kind of thing. It's kind of like looking at a child and saying,
                            "Were the terrible two's really necessary?" Well, yes they were because
                            they're just a part of the process. </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Were there other kinds of things that were done at the school while you
                            were there in an effort to try to make things run smoothly, to make
                            people feel that they were being treated fairly, those kinds of things?
                        </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Oh, there was always something like that coming up. Specifically, I mean
                            I can't think of any right now. I can't think of any specific sort of
                            things that were implemented, policies or whatever that were implemented
                            to ensure that. But at the time the school was really about making, or
                            creating a space or a place were people felt like things were happening
                            fairly. But it's also high school. For example, I remember we had some
                            problems on the senior class council. There were more problems between
                            the students and, say, the teachers and the administrators and those
                            kind of power struggles than there were between students being treated a
                            certain way because they were black or white, or Asian, or Latin, or
                            whatever. I mean it was kind of like high school stuff. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Were you able to go to McDonald's? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Oh, yeah. That stuff. Like, "Why should I get suspended for going to
                            McDonald's?" Or, "Why can't I go off campus? It's right up the street."
                            That kind of thing. So it was more that kind of stuff than anything
                            else. </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Well, as president of the student council when you were, were there
                            issues that you had to resolve? Were there situations that came up that
                            you were challenged to find solutions to? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p16" n="16"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yeah. My whole way of looking at it was, because, of course, I alone
                            never made any decisions, and nobody in government does, but in terms of
                            sort of being a leader in that particular situation, my whole thing was
                            to lay everything out and assess what's fair and what's right given my
                            own paradigm that I'm living in and existing in at the time. And then
                            being brave enough to do what you think is right or fair. And sometimes
                            people liked it, and sometimes people didn't, but I always knew that
                            people enjoyed it when you tried to please them, but that was never the
                            first and foremost thing, or first and foremost part of my agenda was to
                            try to please everybody. Yeah, so there were things that happened, but
                            in terms of policies that govern how the school is run, usually students
                            are put in a very reactionary position because nobody really consults us
                            about those things. Now and then we would act, especially as seniors,
                            our senior year there were things little things, like how the
                            invitations would look, and the design of them. Things like that, which
                            is back to students trying to have a voice, and teachers saying, "Well,
                            it's been done like this before, and we're going to do it like this
                            now." Now what does come in is that when you come from different
                            cultures, there are different aesthetics that you respond to. So I do
                            remember conversations or voting things that would happen, and most of
                            the white kids would vote for one thing and most of the black kids would
                            vote for another thing, so it was very clear to me and to everybody else
                            that that rift or disagreement or separation of the ways was just about
                            coming from different cultures. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> What would be an example of something? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I think there was one thing that happened even with the invitations. It
                            came up about the invitations and how they looked, and one of the
                            Caucasian students said, <pb id="p17" n="17"/> "Well, I just think we
                            should go with something more traditional." My response was, "In whose
                            tradition?" because there was that whole thing about the assumptions
                            that this white, Anglo-Saxon, Protestant aesthetic is the tradition for
                            all. And so we were sort of ( on it enough), and savvy enough to say no,
                            no, no, no, no. There are other traditions. What are you talking about?
                            And so things like that would happen, and then everybody would take a
                            vote, and then we'd see what it was that we wanted. But that kind of
                            battle was something that I knew would be going on for a long time when
                            you talk about validating or invalidating cultures, or where people come
                            from. So, yeah, those were actually, I think, the manifestation of a lot
                            of the struggles. Whenever you start talking about the beauty aesthetic,
                            from fashion to the way people wear their hair, to the way that people
                            speak or talk or raise their hand in class, or communicate with somebody
                            else, you're talking about cultures, and how people were raised, and
                            what they latch onto. And then you get into people being sensitive
                            about, "Are you implying that what I do is wrong and has always been
                            wrong?" And those are usually kind of core, hot bed issues when you
                            start talking about any kind of difference. And when the whole
                            desegregation/integration thing started, when you talk about the school
                            arena, those issues never really had to be dealt with face to face in
                            things that you take for granted, like how are the invitations going to
                            look or who's going to be the band at the dance? But then when you have
                            these people from these kind of polar cultures being in the same place,
                            and then you want everybody to feel like they belong, or everybody wants
                            to feel like they belong and that they participate. But at the core it's
                            about being validated. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p18" n="18"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> You said you knew this was going to be a long battle, did you feel that
                            this was in some ways a kind of battle to in a way educate people? Were
                            you educating people, white students about things they didn't know? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Hum. I don't know if I was that presumptuous. <note type="comment"
                                anchored="yes">
                                <p>[JL laughs.]</p>
                            </note> I don't know if any of us were that presumptuous. It was more
                            than us feeling like we were educating. I think, for me, it was feeling
                            like fighting for recognition that this is valid. But also, people would
                            say when you're part of the dominant culture, or the culture that is
                            considered dominant, then you often times don't necessarily have to
                            understand what is happening with the culture that is not dominant. But,
                            when you're a part of the oppressed culture in whatever way, as a matter
                            of survival a) you learn to understand and figure out what is going on
                            with the dominant culture, and then you also have no choice because the
                            dominant culture mores and ways of being and thinking and doing are
                            pretty much crammed down your throat twenty-four/seven. So, when you've
                            got this integration process happening and you've got the ratio
                            basically being fifty-fifty, the paradigm has shifted. So sometimes if
                            things were a little more benevolent it may have been education and
                            trying to teach and facilitate someone's learning about our culture. But
                            often times it was a bit of a battle. And it was about standing up for
                            what your culture is, or what it is that you believe, or your way of
                            doing things, or you and your friends' way of doing things without
                            apology. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Do you think that in those battles or whatever you want to call them,
                            that it was helpful to you to be at West Charlotte High School where
                            your tradition was in a way the dominant tradition? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p19" n="19"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Oh yeah. Very much so. Very, very much so. Because for a school like
                            West Charlotte--say you take the band uniforms. You see any uniform that
                            comes from any school and it says so much about the school to a
                            community way beyond what the school is. But say you look at those band
                            uniforms, and the present design of the band uniforms was based on the
                            design of the uniforms that came before, which was based on the design
                            of the uniforms that came before that, which was based on the design of
                            the uniforms that came before that. Well, if you're a part of that
                            culture then you have an understanding of the history of those uniforms
                            and what it means, and your attachment to it is different. You see what
                            I'm saying? So, you have a different kind of power. And you certainly
                            have more of a leg to stand on just psychologically and emotionally if
                            some debate happens about what the uniform should be. And if someone
                            says, "Well, in the tradition of <note type="comment" anchored="yes">
                                <p>[unclear]</p>
                            </note>." Well, this particular tradition was not a white tradition. It
                            didn't spring from that. It sprang from something different. And so
                            usually people in our culture who open up their mouths and say that
                            phrase, "Well, in the tradition of <note type="comment" anchored="yes">
                                <p>[unclear]</p>
                            </note>," it's not usually African Americans. So being at West Charlotte
                            and the paradigm shifting in that way was certainly special. </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> I think the UPS person. <note type="comment" anchored="yes">
                                <p>[apparently in reference to someone outside]</p>
                            </note>. We were talking about the band. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yes. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> I gather from everybody that I've talked to that the band was a very
                            important part? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Oh yeah. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> So maybe you could just talk a little bit about that. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p20" n="20"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yes. The band, I mean before integration and before desegregation, the
                            band was really the bomb. It was really it, and then afterwards things
                            changed. So, a lot of the thing about the band now, and even when we
                            were there, was based on nostalgia, because as far as I was concerned
                            the band wasn't really that great when we were there. It wasn't really
                            that exciting, but the history of it was still something that a lot of
                            us were still working out of. One of the interesting things that
                            happened was our band teacher when I was there had actually just gotten
                            there because he used to do the band thing at Johnson C. Smith
                            University. It was just really kind of interesting how things went back
                            and forth. At one point he had asked me to be the drum major, and I told
                            him no.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <p>
                        <note anchored="yes">
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                    <head>[TAPE 1, SIDE B]</head>
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                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Basically the whole thing with the band was when I told him no, it was a
                            real indication to me what I felt about the band at that time, because
                            to be asked to be the drum major of West Charlotte's band and you say
                            no. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Were your parents shocked? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I don't even think that they know that I was ever asked because I don't
                            think I told them. I was doing enough stuff anyway, but that was very
                            specific to those years, too. There are just, even within the history of
                            anything, there's some years when the band is really good and then there
                            are some years it is not. There's maybe one year when the drum major is
                            great and one year when they're not. And I think that for me during my
                            junior and senior year in high school, or in sophomore year also, the
                            band wasn't this huge, huge priority at the time. <note type="comment"
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                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p21" n="21"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> It's not—well, we're just going to have to have to go with it. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> All right. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Well, tell me about your memories of the band when it was really
                            something. </p>
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                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> The most vivid memories of the band when it was really something was the
                            way that the band would show out at the square on the Thanksgiving Day
                            parade. Because the band just got down. The drum major got down. The
                            majorettes got down. The band got down. I mean it was just funky and
                            jamming and it. And very exciting. For me—this might be a far fetching
                            kind of analogy or juxtaposition, but when you think about the energy at
                            carnival and you associate a certain kind of energy with Latins and the
                            Brazilians at carnival and that whole thing? Well, with the band that
                            same kind of energy and the association with a kind of vibrancy of
                            African Americans, it was the same thing. And I think when the band was
                            in its heyday is when it expressed that kind of energy in a very
                            undeterred way. If you want to talk about the purity of something,
                            straight up, no chaser, no excuses. This is what it is, concentrated.
                        </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> So you think that with integration that that changed? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yes. With integration a lot of things like that changed. When you take
                            one element and you combine it with another element you might come up
                            with something that is fabulous and wonderful, but you don't have the
                            first element in its pure form or the second element in its pure form.
                            And it's just different. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Were there some other places where you think that happened? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Specifically? Specifically in just what is the manifestation of what is
                            the culture of high school. Like I said before, from first about how the
                            prom is done to how <pb id="p22" n="22"/>it's decorated, to who's the
                            band playing, to whether or not it's a band or a DJ, or a band and a DJ,
                            to maybe even the food that's served in the cafeteria. You know what I'm
                            saying? To the school dances that happen after school, to the events
                            that are planned for the school either by the students or by the
                            teachers, to the way that the award ceremonies are done. All of that
                            kind of stuff. It just changes, and participating in the world changes
                            you with those kinds of things. So that's kind of what it is. I'm not
                            necessarily big on things staying the same and not changing. I love the
                            fact that things change and that one thing affects another, vibrantly.
                            But I'm also really big on people at least trying to have an
                            understanding that it wasn't always like this, and trying to have an
                            understanding of the significance of the different elements and
                            components of any organism, be it a school, be it someone's personal
                            history, be it the state of the American theater, be it film. Whatever.
                        </p>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Did you, or do you ever wish at all that you had been able to go to West
                            Charlotte when it was all black? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Hum. I think—no, I never wished that. The fact that West Charlotte
                            existed, and the fact that it was all black, and the fact that my
                            parents and relatives were there when that happened, I feel like I
                            benefited from that. But I also feel like I benefited from all of the
                            positive things that happened when West Charlotte was integrated. So if
                            I had felt like I missed something, then maybe I would wish that I was
                            there when it was all black. But I don't feel like I missed anything. I
                            feel like I hit the mother load. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Well, what did you gain from going when you did? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I think I gained a more realistic sense of how the world works outside
                            of my own community that I grew up in. I think I gained a sense and
                            skills about how to deal <pb id="p23" n="23"/>with a variety of
                            different people that are coming to a situation with a variety of
                            different issues, agendas, needs, wants, desires, that whole thing. I
                            learned the importance of remaining true to self, and remaining true to
                            my ideals and ways of doing things and things that I knew or felt were
                            right, of questioning but not totally dismantling it every minute my
                            moral compass, if you will. And being brave and challenging the things
                            that need to be challenged or need to be thought about. All of that kind
                            of stuff. The lessons were pretty huge. Maybe those same lessons would
                            have been learned at any high school, but I didn't go to just any high
                            school. I went to West Charlotte, and it was really a positive
                            experience. I have so many friends from other places in the country and
                            other places in the city even, and all over the world, who had horrible,
                            and horrific high school experiences. But that wasn't the case for me.
                            One could play the magic "if" game all day long, but in terms of my
                            reality when I was there I knew that it was special. I knew that it was
                            great. It also helped to set me up for other incidences in my life.
                            There have been times in my life when I've been involved in something,
                            and I've actually taken the time to say, "Man, this is great. This is
                            really cool. It could be so different right now. And I'm so appreciative
                            that it is what it is right now." And I think positive experiences allow
                            you to do that. When you have this cachet of negative experience upon
                            negative, experience upon negative experience, upon negative experience
                            upon negative experience, you don't get any breathing room. And you feel
                            like you're forever, if you're trying to get over it, and trying to be
                            productive, and trying to endure, and trying to rise above, you just
                            don't get a chance to relax into something being good and then
                            appreciating the fact that you're there. And West Charlotte facilitated
                            that for me. And during those times when things aren't good, and things
                            don't feel good, and life isn't <pb id="p24" n="24"/>great and fabulous
                            and wonderful, it's in my cellular structure that really positive
                            experience with no excuses. Because even within that positive experience
                            everything wasn't great all the time. But over all, the over all patina
                            of the experience, if you will, I have to say without any hesitation was
                            really fabulous and really, really wonderful. And I've realized that
                            there are a lot of things that I can't say that about. </p>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> There are certainly a lot of people who can't say that about their high
                            school education, so really that's a wonderful thing for you to say,
                            when some people talk about desegregation and the sort of hopes that
                            people in the community have, what desegregation could accomplish. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yeah. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> One of the things some people talk about is the idea that by
                            desegregating the schools that the city could somehow create a larger
                            community. Is that something that you ever thought about, and do you
                            think that that happened? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I think that, yes. It is something that I thought about because we were
                            in the midst of that. Because that statement and statements like that,
                            the one that you just made, were bandied about the whole time. And this
                            whole thing of sort of the only metropolitan high school and all these
                            people from all these different places in the city coming to this
                            school, it did happen. I don't think it happened in every way that
                            people wanted it to happen, but on some level it did happen. That level
                            of it happening wasn't sustained, but it happened. It never became
                            static because life isn't static. Things move, change, mutate,
                            transform, metamorphoses, all of that. It's like glimpses of things. It
                            happened in some ways. It didn't happen in others. And then the paradigm
                            would shift and the way that it didn't happen before, maybe it happened
                            that way thirty percent, or thirty percent <pb id="p25" n="25"/>more.
                            And in the ways that it had always happened, maybe it went into the
                            negative fifties. You know what I'm saying? So, yeah, it did. Then when
                            you do that you're talking about whose communities, because you are
                            talking about children when you're talking about high school, and you're
                            kind of using children as pawns in this reaching out to different
                            communities. Well, the reality is you took them all, and you put them
                            all in the same group of buildings, and they dealt with each other from
                            six-thirty or seven o'clock until three, four, five o'clock depending on
                            who stayed after school and who got there early. And they dealt with it.
                            So just by doing that some kind of relating, interrelating, community
                            building is going to happen. Now then you get into the thing of well, in
                            the larger society what were your expectations of that? What were you
                            looking for? What did you want to happen? Because something happened.
                            Now were you so fixated on what you wanted to happen that you didn't see
                            what actually happened? And so in terms of that, at least when I was
                            there, it happened. And I don't think it could have been predicted how
                            it would happen, but it did happen. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Did that happening at West Charlotte have wider ramifications for the
                            students' lives or for the city itself, or was this something that
                            happened ( )? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I think it did. But I think it did in very, very subtle ways that I
                            think are really, really hard to measure. But in terms of maybe shifting
                            just the ease and the comfort in which someone deals with somebody
                            that's different from them, someone that was affected by that West
                            Charlotte experience, which, in turn, affects the way that that other
                            person deals with somebody else, and it affects the way that other
                            person deals with somebody else. And I think it's kind of like anything
                            in life. I mean, especially when you're in high school and when you're
                            that age, anything that is happening to you at the <pb id="p26" n="26"
                            />moment feels huge. But then you've got a lot of people feeling huge
                            all at the same time, and then you realize that in the larger context of
                            the culture that you live in, aw well, it's not that huge. And then in
                            the larger context of the country, oh well, it's not that huge. And in
                            the larger context of the world, it's not that huge. But it is because
                            it's all about who is shining the light on it, and whether or not a
                            light is being shined on it. So, for example, I would say that West
                            Charlotte may be accredited with some things or affecting a certain kind
                            of change that could have very well been happening in many other
                            communities, but nobody was shining the light on it, or nobody is
                            shining the light on it now. So I think it did have an effect. Example,
                            like you know, you look at what's happening with all of the morality
                            issues and arts debates in the city. And you say the effect that it's
                            had. Well, yeah, events have happened, and they've gotten national
                            exposure, and obviously city-wide exposure, but in terms of affecting
                            change, how does one really measure the effect that it's had. Because it
                            becomes dissipated. The more people you deal with, the more dissipated
                            it becomes. But it's still there. And that's kind of how I look at the
                            West Charlotte thing. I hope that wasn't too, I don't know. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> What you're saying is that it was affecting individuals. </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yeah. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> I was intrigued when you were talking about having the light shine. Did
                            you feel that people were watching? Did you feel that the school was a
                            place that people outside the school were watching to see how well
                            things worked? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I think, obviously, in the beginning with the whole desegregation thing,
                            definitely that was going on. By the time that I was there, I think
                            people were watching for the things that people, or communities, or
                            organizations become noted for as in, <pb id="p27" n="27"/> "What is
                            West Charlotte's football team going to look like this year? How good is
                            their basketball team going to be this year?" And if the year before the
                            academic thing was really high, well, "What is it going to be like this
                            year." And because the open school and the open school concept was
                            something that was new to Charlotte and not pretty widespread, well,
                            "How is that doing?" But people only care about something when somebody
                            tells them that they should care about it, or if it's new, or if it's
                            newsworthy, which is sort of a product of our culture. So I do think
                            that there were people watching, and I think that they were watching for
                            different things because they had different agendas. Some people were
                            watching to say, "See, yeah, this works." And some people were watching
                            to say, "See, I told you. This doesn't work." But I think the people who
                            were consciously watching were watching to prove a point. And that's
                            whether they were parents, or people within the community of West
                            Charlotte, or people outside the community of West Charlotte, or city
                            officials, or business people. They had an agenda about how they were
                            watching, because they were hoping to gain something from what would be
                            revealed. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Did you ever have a sense that, speaking about people looking for a
                            particular agenda, that there were people elsewhere in the community
                            that were critical of West Charlotte? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> In parts of the African American community on the west side, or in parts
                            or Charlotte's larger community? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> I would probably say in parts of the white community in particular, or
                            in the African American? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p28" n="28"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> People that were critical? I think so, yeah. Because I think people
                            often times just don't understand. For example, there was an incident
                            that happened at school, and a parent, she just kept putting her foot in
                            it every time she did something. What I mean by that is she said these
                            incredibly racist things. What it was really about was about power. It
                            was about the fact that her son was going to this school that wasn't
                            really being run by people that looked like her, and she had issues with
                            that. The school was being run by people of color, and it had great
                            successes. It had its failures, too. Actually her son was doing great at
                            school. He was doing well at school. He was a friend of mine, very
                            athletic, in all the advanced classes, all that. And this one incident
                            happened, and she kept on and kept on, and it was like, "Oh, so this is
                            about power." So you kind of get to see what makes people comfortable.
                            And some people aren't comfortable with change, especially if that
                            change means that it's affecting the way that they see themselves, or
                            the way that they see how they can affect things, or the way that they
                            see how they're in the catbird seat. All of that kind of stuff. And I
                            think that for lots of people in the white community that was the case.
                        </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Were there students at West Charlotte whose parents felt that way, who
                            were uncomfortable with how their parents felt about the school? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Oh, yeah, but then with students that age, that's not really anything
                            that you talk about. They just kind of rolled their eyes if their
                            mother's name comes up or their father's name comes up, but they don't
                            mention it, and just go on and do their school thing. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> I guess that's true about many young people, they are uncomfortable with
                            their parents about many things. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p29" n="29"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Exactly. Exactly. But I think that when you're in the moment of living
                            through anything you might be able to step back and say, "This feels
                            good." Or you might be able to step back and say, "This has never been
                            done before." And so on that level it's important. But you never know
                            what kind of importance and the specificity of that importance that
                            other people are going to apply to it later. You know what I'm saying?
                            You never know, and you're not even really living in that. You're living
                            in the moment at the time, and it is the reality, so this is what it is.
                            And so you don't really take the time to say, "Twenty years from now
                            people are going to be talking about what was happening at West
                            Charlotte when I was there." Because what you're doing when you're in
                            that time is you're just trying to deal with life right now. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> It's like the Bill Clinton phase of worrying about the future. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Yeah, which is really interesting because as America gets a little
                            older, or gets a year older or whatever in its adolescence, gets a day
                            older in its adolescence—Clinton's thing is really about an obsession,
                            about how things look, because he's simultaneously obsessed with what
                            he's doing and then how it's affecting people. And he's got enough
                            history and enough knowledge of history to know that people look back
                            and say certain things about the president. But you know what, he can't
                            even really affect that because he cannot predict what people are going
                            to say about him. You have to get in there. You have to do the best you
                            can. You have to go for what you know, and then you have to sit back and
                            watch the movie, because that's what history becomes. It's funny, too,
                            when you talk about history and you being an historian yourself. People
                            talk about revisionist history, and it's funny because with history
                            people don't realize that the operative word in history is story. It's
                            somebody's story. It's called his-story. It ain't called her-story, our-
                                <pb id="p30" n="30"/>story, the-story, and oftentimes the his in
                            history is, we know who he is, but he's very specific. But the thing is
                            with history, it's when you get more information the perception of the
                            history changes. And a lot of people are very resistant to that. They're
                            really, super, super resistant because they think that if they have
                            participated in creating the history then this is it, and it goes down
                            in time forever, and this is the myth that I want out about me, or this
                            is the illusion that I want to be there. And then you get more
                            information, or different information, or information from a different
                            perspective, and people will accuse one of being revisionist. Well,
                            sometimes revising is good if you have more information. </p>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> Well, I have asked you about many things, and you have been very
                            gracious to speak to all of my questions. Is there anything that is
                            important about West Charlotte and your experience at West Charlotte
                            that we haven't talked about? </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> I guess the most important thing about West Charlotte and my experience
                            of West Charlotte is, and I think I hit on it in the very beginning, is
                            that for all human beings, whether it's high school or whether it's a
                            club, or whether it's some organization you're a part of, or whatever,
                            the bottom line for me, it always comes down to, for human beings and us
                            on the planet, it always comes down to love. And feeling loved, and
                            one's capacity for love, and one's capacity to express love and give
                            love and share love. And when we use words like dignity, respect,
                            community, all of that stuff, it's really about love. It's about love
                            and belonging, and feeling like you belong to something, and feeling
                            like you're a part of something, that's about love. When people talk
                            about patriotism in America it's about feeling as if you belong. Now,
                            when you feel as if you belong, as if you have a reason for being there,
                            you feel protected, and you feel encouraged, thriving, <pb id="p31"
                                n="31"/>existing, living vibrantly, you feel encouraged to do that.
                            And that's what I think the legacy or history of West Charlotte provided
                            for so many people. And while that's big and specific for those people
                            and for West Charlotte, it's just one example of how that can happen in
                            so many other different ways in the human drama, if you will. So
                            simultaneously it's common and uncommon. And it's not about the
                            building, or it's not just about the building or the campus of West
                            Charlotte. It's not just about the community. It's not just about the
                            fact that it was a bunch of black people. It's not just about any of
                            that. Those are particulars and those are details of something at the
                            core. And at the core was, and why it's so special is that you have
                            evidence of people belonging to something, and being a part of
                            something, and not having to make excuses for it, and you can see how
                            the human spirit thrives off of that. And that's basically it. </p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">PAMELA GRUNDY:</speaker>
                        <p> I think that's a wonderful ending. I won't ask any more. </p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">JOHN LOVE:</speaker>
                        <p> Okay.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <p>
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                            <p>END OF INTERVIEW</p>
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