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                <head>Interview with Pauli Murray, February 13, 1976. Interview G-0044.</head>
                <byline>Conducted by Genna Rae McNeil</byline>
                <note type="deposit" anchored="no">
                    <p>Transcript on deposit at The Southern Historical Collection, The Louis Round
                        Wilson Library</p>
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                    <p>Citation of this interview should be as follows: <lb/>“Interview G-0044, in
                        the Southern Oral History Program Collection #4007, <lb/>Southern Historical
                        Collection, The Wilson Library, <lb/>University of North Carolina at Chapel
                        Hill”</p>
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                <note type="copyright" anchored="no">Copyright © 2007 The University of North
                    Carolina</note>
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            <div1 type="abstract">
                <head>Abstract</head>
                <p>Pauli Murray was born in Baltimore, Maryland, in 1910. A few years thereafter,
                    her mother died, and she went to live with her Aunt Pauline in Durham, North
                    Carolina. Murray begins the interview with a discussion of her early memories of
                    her family before shifting the focus to her childhood and adolescent years in
                    Durham. Murray offers a vivid comparison of race relations in that area over the
                    span of three generations, noting important class distinctions, hierarchies
                    related to skin tone, and the evolution of racial violence. Murray recalls her
                    early school years with fondness and argues that she was imbued with a strong
                    sense of racial identity both at home and in school. Shortly following her
                    graduation from high school, Murray turned down a full scholarship to
                    Wilberforce University in Ohio because she had already determined that she no
                    longer wanted to have a segregated education. During the late 1920s, Murray
                    established residency in New York so she could attend Hunter College, a
                    women&#x0027;s school where she was one of a handful of African American
                    students. Murray describes some of her experiences at Hunter College (she
                    graduated in 1933) and her decision to stay in New York for a few years while
                    working on her poetry. </p>
                <p>During the late 1930s, Murray returned to North Carolina, partly at the behest of
                    her Aunt Pauline, with the intention of pursuing graduate work at the University
                    of North Carolina. In 1938, Murray was declined admittance to UNC because of her
                    race. Her unsuccessful effort to challenge the decision was the first of three
                    pivotal experiences in her journey towards pursuing a career in law. The second
                    occurred shortly thereafter, in 1940, when Murray and a friend were arrested for
                    violating segregation statutes and for creating a public disturbance when riding
                    a Greyhound bus through Petersburg, Virginia. On the coattails of her arrest and
                    short prison term, Murray began to work for the Workers Defense League,
                    specifically with the legal defense effort for Odell Waller, an African American
                    sharecropper sentenced to death for the murder of his white landlord. Her work
                    on this case was the third pivotal incident, and it led her to meet Leon Ransom,
                    who arranged for her to attend Howard University on a full scholarship. During
                    her years in law school at Howard University, Murray continued to pursue her
                    interests in matters of racial justice; however, it was also during those years
                    that she became acutely aware of gender discrimination. After her graduation,
                    Murray pursued further education at the University of California, Berkeley, and
                    worked briefly as the Deputy Attorney General of California before accepting a
                    position with a law firm in New York. During the early 1960s, Murray traveled to
                    Ghana where she helped set up a law school. In addition to describing her work
                    there, she also offers a unique perspective on African politics during the early
                    1960s. After her return to the United States, Murray worked as a law professor
                    at Brandeis University and continued her political involvement on the Civil and
                    Political Rights committee of the President&#x0027;s Commission on the
                    Status of Women and with the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission. In 1973,
                    she left her position at Brandeis in order to enter the seminary, in part
                    because she believed that the civil rights and women&#x0027;s liberation
                    movements had become too militant and that an emphasis on reconciliation would
                    better result in equality. The remainder of the interview is devoted to a
                    discussion of Murray&#x0027;s poetry, her book <hi rend="i">Proud
                    Shoes</hi>, and her views on racial and class differences within the
                    women&#x0027;s movement. </p>
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                <head>Short Abstract</head>
                <p>Pauli Murray was a prominent legal activist within the civil rights and
                    women&#x0027;s liberation movements. In this interview, she discusses her
                    childhood and her education, the events leading up to her decision to pursue a
                    career in law, the evolution of her career, her decision to enter the seminary,
                    and her thoughts on civil rights and women&#x0027;s liberation.</p>
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                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>In connection with the goal of the Southern Oral History Program, namely
                            studying individuals in the South who have made significant
                            contributions to various fields of human endeavor, the following is an
                            interview conducted by Genna Rae McNeil, assistant professor of history
                            at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, February 13, 1976
                            with Pauline, better known as "Pauli," Murray. Pauli Murray is a
                            distinguished American Negro [her preference] who has been involved in
                            the struggle for civil rights for blacks, women's rights, equal rights,
                            in other words, the struggle for human rights, qua: writer and poet,
                            activist, lawyer and professor since the 1930s.<ref id="ref1"
                                target="n1">1</ref> Dr. Murray comes from a family of educators. Her
                            maternal grandfather, who was one of the first students of Asmun
                            Institute, later renamed Lincoln University, helped to establish schools
                            for freed blacks in Virginia and North Carolina following his military
                            service for the Union forces in the Civil War. Her father was a
                            principal in the Baltimore public schools and her aunt and namesake,
                            Pauline Fitzgerald Dame, taught many years in the city school system of
                            Durham, North Carolina. Although Dr. Murray was born in Baltimore,
                            Maryland, shortly after the sudden death of her mother, she moved to
                            Durham, North Carolina to live with her Aunt Pauline's family headed by
                            her maternal grandparents, Robert G. and Cornelia Smith Fitzgerald.
                            There she was raised to be a strong individual and an independent
                            thinker. There she was nourished with stories about her family, her
                            heritage, and taught to have pride in her racial identity, which
                            necessitated walking straight and tall in "proud shoes" despite feelings
                            and obstacles. Therefore, after attending segregated <pb id="p2" n="2"/>
                            schools through grade eleven in Durham, North Carolina, Ms. Murray went
                            on to seek higher education in nonsegregated schools. She earned an A.B.
                            as an English major at Hunter College in New York in 1933, an LL.B.<hi
                                rend="i">cum laude</hi> at Howard University in 1944, an LL.M. at
                            the University of California, Berkeley in 1945, and an S.J.D at Yale
                            University School of Law in 1965.<ref id="ref2" target="n2">2</ref> She
                            has published numerous books and articles on a variety of subjects, <hi
                                rend="i">States Laws on Race and Color</hi>, compiled and edited by
                            Ms. Murray in 1951, <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes: The Story of An American
                                Family</hi>, published in 1956, <hi rend="i">The Constitution and
                                Government of Ghana</hi>, 1961, co-authored with Leslie Rubin, and a
                            book of poetry, <hi rend="i">Dark Testament And Other Poems</hi> in
                            1970, although most of these poems were written between 1933 and 1941.
                            Articles include, "The Negro Woman's Stake in the Equal Rights
                            Amendment," which appeared in the <hi rend="i">Harvard Civil Rights and
                                Civil Liberties Law Review</hi>, 1971 and "The Liberation of Black
                            Women," which appeared in Joe Freeman's <hi rend="i">Women: A Feminist
                                Perspective</hi>, 1975, and other feminist anthologies. She is
                            presently working on a new book under the working title, <hi rend="i"
                                >The Fourth Generation of Proud Shoes.</hi> As an American Civil
                            Liberties Union lawyer and member of the board of directors, whe has
                            contributed to federal court decisions recognized as precedent-making
                            with regard to sex discrimination, namely, the litigation <hi rend="i"
                                >White vs. Crook</hi> in 1966 and <hi rend="i">Reed vs. Reed</hi> in
                            1971. Her honors and awards include the Julius Rosenwald Fellowship,
                            1944-45. She was named Woman of the Year by the National Council of
                            Negro Women and <hi rend="i">Mademoiselle Magazine</hi> in 1946 and
                            1947, respectively. She was awarded an LL.D. degree by Stonehill College
                            in 1967, Northeastern Massachusetts. In 1970, Howard University bestowed
                            her with the Alumni <pb id="p3" n="3"/> Award for Distinguished
                            Post-Graduate Achievement in Law and Public Service. She was listed in
                            the <hi rend="i">World's Who's Who of Women</hi>, named to the Hall of
                            Fame of Hunter College Alumni Association and recepient of the degree of
                            Doctor of Science from Lowell Technological Institute in 1973. Moreover,
                            a biographical sketch of Dr. Murray will appear in the 1976-77 <hi
                                rend="i">Who's Who in America</hi>. Finally, I would be remiss if I
                            did not mention that the various positions held by Dr. Murray include
                            Deputy Attorney General, Department of Justice, California; Associate
                            Attorney at the renowned Paul, Wise, Rifkind, Wharton and Garrison firm
                            of New York City; Senior Lecturer at the Ghana Law School, Accra, Ghana;
                            member of the President's Commission on the Status of Women;
                            Vice-President of Benedict College; and Professor of Law and Politics at
                            Brandeis University. Dr. Murray, I would like to begin with your family
                            background and a quotation by someone very dear to you: "The past is the
                            key of the present and the mirror of the future. Therefore let us adopt
                            as a rule to judge the future by the history of the past, and having the
                            key of past experience that has opened the door to present success and
                            future happiness."</p>
                    </sp>
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                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>That was in my Grandfather Fitzgerald's diary.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, 1867. July, 1867. I have several questions about your family
                            background. First of all, although you were born in Baltimore, Maryland,
                            during your childhood, in a real sense you became a North Carolinian. I
                            would like to know something about your ties to Chapel Hill and Durham,
                            North Carolina. Specifically, I have questions, although you have gotten
                            much into <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes: The Story of An American
                            Family</hi>, I would like to know first of all, something about your
                            parents, who they were, and although we know that your mother died at an
                            early <pb id="p4" n="4"/> age, what you can recall of your mother, what
                            you recall being told about your mother, and what you recall of your
                            father.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>[Showing a picture] Well, those are my parents. That picture was taken
                            the year that I was born, 1910. I think that it was taken very shortly
                            after my birth. My mother was Agnes Georgiana Fitzgerald Murray and my
                            father was William H. Murray. He was a teacher in the Baltimore city
                            public schools and was also a principal. She was one of the early
                            graduates of Hampton School of Nurses …or Hampton Training School for
                            Nurses. She graduated in the class of 1902. My mother died when I was a
                            little over three and there were six of us, four girls and two boys. I'm
                            number four down. The oldest girl was about nine when my mother died and
                            the baby was about six months, a baby brother. The ages were spaced so
                            that the three of us were really babies at the time of my mother's
                            death. I was three, my younger sister was about twenty months, my baby
                            brother was about six months, and something had to be decided about the
                            three babies of the family. The three older children stayed with my
                            father and my mother's oldest sister, Pauline …who you recognize in <hi
                                rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi> as Mary Pauline Fitzgerald Dame, was both
                            my namesake and my godmother. She had kept me for periods of time before
                            my mother's death and my father, in a sense, gave me to Aunt Pauline;
                            but I understand that I was allowed to make the choice. I was asked, the
                            day after my mother's funeral, if I would like to go with Aunt Pauline
                            or if I would like to stay with the other children, which meant staying
                            with my father, brother and two sisters. I am told that I said, "I want
                            to go with Aunt Pauline," and that I broke into tears. In adult
                            reflection, I would say that this shows the child that was pulled
                            between wanting to identify with family and at the same time, this sense
                            of loyalty and clinging to this aunt <pb id="p5" n="5"/> for security.
                            In a sense, this is a history of my life, being pulled between my family
                            and other things.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>There was nothing about the experiences of the family in Baltimore that
                            made you want to leave that particular town, was there?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, I was so young that it would be hard to say. I would not remember
                            anything. I think that perhaps I may have experienced and understood
                            more than I remembered. My mother died suddenly with a cerebral
                            hemorrhage and this must have been a very painful and traumatic
                            experience within the family. I may have blotted out the memories of it.
                            My guess is that in that kind of tragedy, the mother just dying
                            suddenly, that I reached out to the one person that I felt secure
                        with.</p>
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                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Had you seen your Aunt Pauline often?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>She had kept me for about six months when I was about eighteen months
                            old.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, she was in …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>She was in Durham, teaching.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>She didn't come to Baltimore, your parents brought you to Durham?</p>
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                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, well, during the period …during my parent's married life, the ten
                            years of their married life, there was a great deal of visiting back and
                            forth. My mother would come home with the children, Aunt Pauline would
                            go up and spend summers with her after school was over. Aunt Pauline had
                            introduced my parents and she felt a strong responsibility for them.
                            They both loved her dearly.</p>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>She was a matchmaker for them?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, she was a kind of matchmaker, confessor, older sister, Rock of
                            Gibralter. She was with them in all kinds of family <pb id="p6" n="6"/>
                            crises and of course, I was named for her. So, she would obviously have
                            a great sense of identification with her little namesake. For some
                            reason, she cared very deeply for me and I think that she wanted very
                            much to take me. She had lost both of her own children …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Childbirth or …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Her little girl lived for about a week, and I don't know what that might
                            have been. The little boy died of meningitis at nine months, so you can
                            see that …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>So you certainly met needs for each other.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Can you tell us what it was like growing up in the Durham-Chapel Hill
                            area. Did you move around or were you in one place most of the time?</p>
                    </sp>
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                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, I grew up in Grandfather's house. Grandfather Fitzgerald's house,
                            which again you will recognize in <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi>. There's
                            a whole chapter talking about Grandfather's house and it's still there,
                            by the way, on Carroll Street. I lived in Grandfather's house which
                            meant, more or less, that I was a very small child with four to five
                            very settled adults. Living in Grandfather's house and being a part of a
                            larger family, an extended family …in those days, the Fitzgeralds and
                            their kin were legion …gave me a sense of real roots and security. On
                            the other hand, I had a different name, I had my own family, of which I
                            was very conscious, and in some ways, I was alien. I felt very much a
                            part of the house, I was made to feel a part of the family, I knew that
                            I was a Fitzgerald descendent and yet, <pb id="p7" n="7"/> there was
                            always this longing for my family, my brothers and sisters, and a kind
                            of …I guess "sadness" about not having parents.</p>
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                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Did you visit your own family very often?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Not until five years later and I only visited them, I think, once during
                            my childhood. I was not very congenial with my Murray elders. <note
                                type="comment"> [Laughter] </note> I was one child, independent, had
                            a point of view, had been permitted to assert myself and I think that my
                            uncle and aunt, who were my father's sister and brother, by that time
                            having five children, five Murray's to take care of …my father became
                            ill and was in the hospital …had a kind of discipline to which I was not
                            accustomed. A rather rigorous kind of discipline. I was given a
                            considerable amount of freedom for a child of those days. Aunt Pauline
                            was a public school teacher, taught anywhere from the first through the
                            fourth grade and a real disciplinarian, but had great sensitivity to
                            children. I don't recall ever being suppressed in terms of "Shut up,
                            don't you speak, children should be seen and not heard," or anything of
                            the sort. I was allowed, I think, full self-expression, coupled with
                            work discipline. I always knew that I had certain tasks to do and those
                            tasks had to be done before I could do anything else, before I went to
                            play.</p>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Before I ask any more questions specifically about the important members
                            of your family, I would like to get something about what it was like to
                            be in Durham. You describe it in <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi> as a
                            village something like a frontier town and you said that while there was
                            considerable prejudice, "that there was recognition of individual worth
                            and bridges of natural respect between older white and colored families
                            of the town." Now, was this something that only hindsight made you <pb
                                id="p8" n="8"/> realize or was this something that one could be
                            aware of even in adolescence?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No. The quotation that you are giving there was my characterization of
                            post-Civil War Durham in the latter part of the nineteenth century. I am
                            really there talking about the climate in which my parent's generation,
                            my mother and her sisters and brother grew up in and the time in which
                            my grandparents and their generation were in their prime. Durham being
                            this really post-Civil War town, it did not exist before the Civil War,
                            so it had no background tradition of slavery and the Confederacy and all
                            this sort of thing, and it being this kind of frontier town, it meant
                            that people like my grandfather and his brother, my great uncle, Richard
                            Burton Fitzgerald, coming into the town and being resourceful
                            businessmen, had a rough respect of their white counterparts. And this
                            would be true of families. One would recognize the Fitzgeralds, along
                            with maybe the Hills and the Carrs and the Dukes, not necessarily …when
                            I use these terms, not suggesting that there were any social contacts
                            between them, but simply a recognition that these were hard working,
                            respectable families, good solid citizens of the community. And there
                            was this rough respect.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, do you say that this continued?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I suspect that by the time I came along it was not the same. You know
                            …oh, I am trying to think of our historian who wrote <hi rend="i">The
                                Nadir</hi> …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Rayford Logan.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Rayford Logan, he talks about the nadir of Negro life and around 1900 to
                            1915 was simply the lowest, the very lowest ebb, and I think that I came
                            along in Durham, and I came to Durham around 1914 <pb id="p9" n="9"/>
                            when I was about three, I imagine that I grew up in sort of the
                            aftermath of that lowest period, in which segregation had now become
                            legal …somewhere between 1900 and 1910, you know, all the segregation
                            laws began to pile one on top of another …and therefore, everything was
                            clamped down tight in terms of rigid legal segregation of the races,
                            lynching was still continuing, perhaps not as intense as it had been
                            earlier, but it was still done and you would get maybe fifty or sixty
                            people a year being lynched and lynching was something always in the
                            background. You know, the terror of lynching was always in the
                            background. The awareness of the Ku Klux Klan was always in the
                            background.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>At what point in your life did you become sensitive to these kinds of
                            racial distinctions, primarily the restrictions and the terrorization of
                            this violence that was a part of being an Afro-American or a Negro or a
                            black in the town? And then also, were you aware of color distinctions,
                            that is, between mulattos and the darker and did this make any
                            difference at all in terms of the Durham community?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Let me see, let me answer these one by one. I suppose this awareness to a
                            child of my generation grows with you just like almost a part of your
                            body and your being. It is hard to say when you become aware because you
                            take it in all of the time. I don't remember, for example, lynchings
                            being prominently portrayed in the newspapers, but we would hear about
                            them by word of mouth. You know, [whispering] "Somebody got lynched over
                            in So-and-So County last night." I think <pb id="p10" n="10"/> that
                            sometimes, they were even suppressed in the newspapers, but one was
                            aware of it. It was something that one was aware of. Awareness of
                            segregation …of course wherever you went in town, you saw the "White"
                            signs, the "Colored" signs, drinking fountains, anytime that one would
                            go down into the public center of town, one would be very, very
                            conscious of it. Obviously, one would be conscious of separate schools
                            and separate churches and the older people talking. It's something that
                            you simply grow up with. It's not something that you suddenly
                            experience. Now, there may be particular experiences.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>So therefore, you had no particular experiences such as Benjamin Mays or
                            Malcom X., who might have had a Ku Klux Klan experience, that kind of
                            violence perpetrated upon the family immediately or directly?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, only my grandmother's and my grandfather's memories, my grandmother
                            would tell me about the Ku Klux Klan riding around her little cabin up
                            in Chapel Hill and how sometimes she would get up at midnight and walk
                            the twelve miles to Durham because she was afraid to stay there. This
                            was during Reconstruction times when apparently the Ku Klux Klan was not
                            very happy to have a person of color owning property. But for myself,
                            not probably until I was about eight or nine did I have any experience
                            that dramatized it for me. As a girl, obviously there would be a certain
                            kind of protected life, I would not be as much …I wouldn't be as free to
                            roam or to go around by myself, let us say, as probably the males were.
                            Also, I would be probably less the target of male aggression, white male
                            aggression, as a girl.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, I wonder, your mixed heritage and the whole issue of <pb id="p11"
                                n="11"/> color in your family, did this cause any particular
                            problems growing up in Durham …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, yes. <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note></p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Problems that were not the same kinds of problems of someone who came
                            from a strictly black heritage and would not have this experience?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, one of the ways that it showed itself …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I think of Harriet, you know.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. One of the ways that it showed itself was that I was one of three
                            …the term that they used to use in those days was "light skinned
                            children." Christine Taylor, whom you know as Christine Morris, Lucille
                            Johnson, whom you know as Lucille Johnson Hancock. She is a retired
                            school teacher in Durham. Now, if you recall those types, you know
                            Christine, here were children of …I was much less so, but here were
                            children who were almost indistinguishable from Caucasian children and
                            wherever you are a minority, you know, whether you are a fair skinned
                            minority or even if you are a white minority, a Caucasian minority among
                            black kids … and this is now being spelled out in studies here in the
                            District where there are white kids who are a distinct minority in
                            predominantly black schools, wherever you are a minority you are apt to
                            run into the normal kinds of being the butt of children's cruelty. So, I
                            was very aware of being a minority, a light skinned minority among the
                            kids in school. One of the ways that the other kids in school would
                            enforce this kind of pecking order, they would say, "Black is honest and
                            yellow is dishonest." You know, meaning that you are illegitimate and
                                <pb id="p12" n="12"/> this was supposed to make you feel terribly
                            ashamed. The very term, "yellow" was meant to be a term of insult.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, the fact that the Fitzgeralds were a prominent family and that
                            perhaps you could say that economically their class was somewhat above
                            the average Afro-American, did this make any considerable difference in
                            your life in Durham, interrelations with black people and the kinds of
                            business associations that the family might have with white persons?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>By the time that I came along, there was a fairly good nucleus of a
                            Negro, or in those days they called it "colored," a colored middle class
                            business and professional community. By the time that I came along, the
                            North Carolina Mutual Life Insurance Company was well established. As a
                            matter of fact, as a junior and senior in high school, during my summers
                            I worked as a typist in North Carolina Mutual and many of the kids in
                            high school worked in the summer in the North Carolina Mutual Company.
                            The Mechanics and Farmers Bank was established, we had Negro doctors,
                            lawyers, an editor of a newspaper, there was the Bankers Fire Insurance
                            Company, Durham was then called "the Mecca of Negro business." So that
                            what I am really saying is, that there was a middle class to which my
                            family belonged, more or less. Within that middle class, however, the
                            Robert Fitzgerald family, of which I was the grandchild, might be called
                            "the respectable poor." We were not business people. My aunts were
                            widows, my grandmother and grandfather were very frail and elderly and
                            lived on his tiny Civil War pension, which was about twenty-five dollars
                            a month. So, money was hard to come by, we didn't have a car, we didn't
                            have a cow, we didn't have a horse or <pb id="p13" n="13"/> buggy, we
                            were really the respectable poor. But our values were middle class and
                            therefore, to that extent, I think that there was polite interchange,
                            there was neighborly kindness, but there wasn't social visiting back and
                            forth between the kids who lived in The Bottom and me. Does that give
                            you an idea?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. One thing that interested me about Durham and segregation was a
                            comment that you made about schools and you said, regarding the
                            textbooks and materials, that "it wasn't so much the hardships that
                            hurt, but the contrast between what we had and white children."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, this was true. I'll never forget West End School. It was a rickety
                            old wooden built building with the paint peeling; I can see those scales
                            now. You know how wood or shingles or paint blisters and I can see it.
                            When there was a wind in a storm, you could just hear the wind blowing
                            through that old building. I think that it was a two storey building, it
                            might have been a three storey building, but anyway … And of course, the
                            white kids school, a nice brick school sitting in a lawn surrounded by a
                            fence. West End was up on a sort of clay, barren ground. There was no
                            lawn whatsoever. It just sat on clay. The fact that I can remember this
                            today and I can see that old school building there, no swings, nothing
                            to play with when you went out …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And I imagine that there was quite a walk to school for you?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, let's see …I guess that it was about a half a mile, maybe more than
                            half a mile. You know where West Main Street is and you know where West
                            Chapel Hill Street is and you know where Morehead <pb id="p14" n="14"/>
                            Avenue is, well, I had to walk from almost Morehead Avenue, north to
                            almost West Main Street to get to old West End. So, I guess that it was
                            a good half hour's walk. As I say, it was the contrast between the
                            treatment we got and the treatment that the white kids got and
                            particularly the way that we were treated in the newspapers, you see. I
                            think that I described that in <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi> and I said
                            how if they were going to talk about Field Day or any citywide
                            activities of the school children, most of the space would be given to
                            what goes on with the white kids and then down at the bottom there might
                            be a little paragraph on what happened in the colored school. You sense
                            those things, you feel them.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>As an adolescent, despite these experiences, did you still feel that you
                            wanted to be an individual, just a child who could enjoy growing up and
                            doing the things that children or teenagers did, or did you become so
                            disturbed by these contrasts that even in high school itself you felt
                            that perhaps in your later life you might want to do something about
                            segregation or about racism?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think that I operated on two levels. I was an all round athlete, I was
                            the editor in chief of the high school newspaper, I was a member of the
                            debating club, I was involved in most of the things that kids are
                            involved in. I enjoyed doing these things, but underneath I hated
                            segregation so that all I wanted to do was to get away from segregation.
                            When I graduated from high school, my teachers …let me back up and say
                            that my generation of high school kids were the beneficiaries of
                            probably the post-First World War college trained colored teachers. So,
                            while I was in high school, we began to <pb id="p15" n="15"/> get a lot
                            of Howard University graduates and Wilberforce graduates also Talledega,
                            and this was probably the first time that the schools were actually
                            being almost fully staffed with college trained teachers.</p>
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                        <p>So, we had a large contingent of Wilberforce graduates there. When I
                            graduated from high school with honors, the Wilberforce Club got
                            together and bestowed a scholarship upon me to go to Wilberforce and I
                            turned it down.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I see.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No more segregation for me. I was fifteen, but that I knew.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Turning it down, did it have anything to do with persons in your family
                            or other persons in that school that influenced you during your youth? I
                            recall the remark that you made about the family and that was that there
                            was pride on both sides of the Fitzgerald family, "but my greatest
                            inheritance perhaps was a dogged persistence and a granite quality of
                            endurance in the face of calamity." Now, these kinds of strengths that
                            you felt from the Fitzgerald part of your family, I mean, were there
                            particular persons that had such enormous influence on you within the
                            family that they would make you feel some inner compulsion to move
                            towards something that was not segregated also, or were they more the
                            teachers who had been in separate institutions?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I suspect that it must have been kind of a painful decision for me to
                            make, to turn down a scholarship to Wilberforce, because so many of the
                            teachers of the Wilberforce Club, who were my teachers, were my favorite
                            teachers. I loved these people and they had been ' <pb id="p16" n="16"/>
                            tremendous role models for me. They were the first young teachers, you
                            know, young and bright and full of life and really opened up new worlds
                            for me. So, the fact that I didn't want to go to Wilberforce, for no
                            other reason than that Wilberforce was going to be a segregated school,
                            since the people that I liked best were from Wilberforce, says something
                            about this deep internal thing about segregation. Now, remember that my
                            great-grandparents, Thomas Fitzgerald and Sarah Anne Burton Fitzgerald,
                            were an interracial marriage and so, segregation was something that
                            tended to split what to me was my roots. You will also recall in <hi
                                rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi> that I talked about families being split,
                            some families disappearing into the white race. So, this whole business
                            of separation was something that was deeply personal to me because it
                            split my own family. You asked me about color differences. Color
                            differences operated not only between an individual and the local
                            community, but they also operated within a family. I recall, for
                            example, that I told you there were six of us, six little Murrays. On
                            the one visit that I made back to Baltimore, when I was about nine, it
                            was very clear that at least four of us could go downtown to the movies
                            on Saturdays, the white movie houses.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And sit wherever you wanted to.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, and two of us couldn't. I happened to be one of the two and that
                            says something to you about why I would become a crusader for civil
                            rights. I don't think that I thought that in those days, but I'm sure
                            that these experiences coming to me out from the intimacy of the family
                            made an even greater impact than they would had <pb id="p17" n="17"/>
                            they been from the society <hi rend="i">per se</hi>.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Did any members of your family, the family with which you lived, or the
                            teachers who had come from Wilberforce, understand this need to at least
                            attempt to have broader opportunities or more choices, the search for
                            options, the move away from segregation? Were they hurt, did they try to
                            get you to accept the Wilberforce scholarship?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I imagine that my teachers from Wilberforce were temporarily
                            disappointed, but my recollection is that they followed with interest my
                            career wherever I was and if they were disappointed, this was only a
                            temporary kind of thing. As for my family, Aunt Pauline, and I bless her
                            memory for this, from the time that I was very, very small, allowed me
                            to make my own choices and suffer the consequences. I remember that this
                            first visit to Baltimore that I told you about, she wanted to get me a
                            winter outfit and she was now in Baltimore where there were more styles,
                            a big kind of Middle-Atlantic city, and Hub in Baltimore was the store
                            where she took me to buy my winter outfit. What did I want? A chinchilla
                            coat with a red flannel lining and a funny little Tyrolean hat, it was
                            probably from the boys department. She let me buy this conglomeration.
                                <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note> And I had to wear it and no
                            matter who laughed at me, that was my choice. Well, that was Aunt
                            Pauline, this was the way she trained me. <note type="comment">
                                [Laughter] </note></p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I can imagine you in that outfit. <note type="comment"> [Laughter]
                            </note></p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>After World War I, somebody gave me a GI's overseas hat. Did you ever see
                            these big World War I hats, big, broad brimmed with a tall
                        stovepipe?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p18" n="18"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Somebody gave me one of those hats and I loved it. It had something like
                            a cord or elastic that you could put under your chin, with the braid and
                            so forth. I'm sure that I looked just like Little Abie because the
                            things would come down right over my ears, you know. I wore it
                            everywhere except to church. That was the one place that Aunt Pauline
                            drew the line. So, there was a certain comical quality about this child
                            and a certain determination to do certain things and Aunt Pauline tended
                            to let me make my own choice. So, she let me make the choice of what
                            college. And she would support me.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, what made you have a broader conception of your possibilities …</p>
                    </sp>


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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I was asking you about what made you have this broader conception of the
                            possibilities for you socially or economically. Most people tended to
                            assume that it was a great opportunity if they could go to any college,
                            even if it were segregated. Did it have something to do with the fact
                            that you had a very mixed heritage, or did it have something to do with
                            the character of your grandfather, the character of Aunt Pauline?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think that it had a lot to do with all of these things. I think …and
                            I'm not even sure that this was conscious at the time, I think that my
                            grandfather played …well, obviously, a person who would wait until she
                            had more or less made her own name and then sit down and write a book
                            about her grandfather, says something about the impact on her life. He
                            was kind of an enigma to me. That is, I was <pb id="p19" n="19"/> very
                            ambivalent about him. I resented him and admired him. Here was the
                            impact of this person. I'm sure that this was maybe an unconscious kind
                            of force that may have been moulding. Aunt Pauline's understanding to
                            allow me to be free to think my way through things and make choices, and
                            then support me as far as she could, I think, was another factor. A
                            third factor was something as small as this, I mean, as seemingly
                            insignificant as this, but it was very important to me. One of my
                            favorite teachers came back to school in the fall with one of these long
                            coat-like sweaters that they used to wear in those days, and it had a
                            "C" on the sleeve, this was some college letter, I asked her what the
                            "C" stood for and she said, "Columbia University." I asked her about
                            Columbia and she told me a little bit. Now, what I didn't know was that
                            she had probably gone to summer school at Columbia's teacher's college
                            and bought this and put it on her sweater, but just this little bit was
                            something that opened my vision so that I wanted to go to Columbia.
                            That's all that I knew. All that I knew was that Columbia was in New
                            York City. I didn't know that Columbia didn't take girls, that girls had
                            to go to Barnard. <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note> All that I
                            knew was that there was a Columbia University and my teacher had been
                            there and that was where I wanted to go.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, had she been one of your favorite teachers?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, she had been one of my favorite teachers and I admired her
                            tremendously.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I see. </p>
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                        <p>Now, are there any other matters that you think are significant about
                            your childhood experiences and your ancestry that we ought to talk about
                            before we move on to New York?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p20" n="20"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, I want to, particularly in light of some of the experiences of young
                            blacks today, I want to make one or two comments about identity. I am
                            not aware of the kind of identity crisis for many of us in my generation
                            as has been suggested about young blacks of the present generation. I
                            think that we had a very strong sense, and Ralph Ellison says the same
                            thing and he's my contemporary, he grew up in Oklahoma where there were
                            segregated schools. We had a very stong sense of our identity. Booker T.
                            Washington, Paul Laurence Dunbar, these were very significant people in
                            our lives. We had no self-consciousness about reciting Paul Laurence
                            Dunbar in dialect and as a matter of fact, the person who could really
                            recite Paul Lawrence Dunbar with all the flair of his dialect, was
                            considered a very talented, gifted person. I remember my classmate,
                            Betty Hicks, I don't know whether she's retired now, but Betty Hicks
                            worked for North Carolina Mutual Life Insurance Company and Betty was
                            really a genius at reciting Paul Laurence Dunbar. I've often thought
                            that if someone could have discovered her when she was young, she would
                            have made a great dramatic actress. But what am I saying? We did have
                            this sense of racial identity. I remember in our family, finding these
                            little pamphlets, "Thirty Years of Freedom," and then a second little
                            pamphlet, "Fifty Years of Freedom," and these were little playlets that
                            had been written up for community groups to dramatize. One must have
                            referred to about 1890, or maybe 1895 and the other one must have been
                            1910 or '15.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Are you saying that despite the problem and the harm of <pb id="p21"
                                n="21"/> segregation that also there were many things of value that
                            came out of the fact that black people were so close to each other and
                            was there in fact something even comfortable about that black community,
                            that community that was totally black?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I am sure that there were many positives about it, as I think, for
                            example, of the social life and the community life, I think of White
                            Rock Baptist Church, St. Joseph Baptist Church …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>A.M.E., the A.M.E. Church?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, the St. Joseph A.M.E. Church, Mother Zion A.M.E. Church. I think of
                            many kinds of community activities that took place in these community
                            centers, so to speak. And these were comfortable. The point at which
                            life became unbearable was in the contact with the white world, in the
                            sense of business contacts, or going into the community and being made
                            to feel inferior by all the signs and symbols and the etiquette, the
                            racial etiquette in terms of being called by your first name or people
                            addressing adult Negroes as "Auntie" or "Uncle" and maybe "boy" and this
                            kind of thing. In the relationships between the superiors, the school
                            official superiors and the teachers, and since I had so many relatives
                            who were teachers, I was very aware of the hierarchy of the
                            relationships and the interracial relationships in the school system,
                            the superintendent or supervisor who comes in and calls your teacher by
                            her first name. This, I think I talk about in <hi rend="i">Proud
                            Shoes</hi>. So, the hatred of segregation was not hatred of community
                            life among Negroes, it was finding barriers that hemmed you in, that you
                            were not free to go and come as you chose. Does that make sense to
                        you?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. And in fact, would I be taking liberties if I said <pb id="p22"
                                n="22"/> that you had a sense that people were building a sense of
                            community and that this was something that would happen regardless of
                            the outer environment, that people would continue to associate with each
                            other and be proud of their heritage and have a sense of identity?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I must say this. In my house, I always heard about the race, "You
                            can't keep this race down. This race is going to show the world yet."
                            The race, the race. So, I called my aunts "race women." There was that
                            sense of loyalty and dedication to the advancement of the race. So,
                            there wasn't a negative feeling about my racial identity in my house and
                            yet, this strange tension between acute awareness of a mixed ancestry
                            and this devotion to "the race."</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>But since the race was so much of everything …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>…and you have always lived with this complexity and these paradoxes, it
                            was something that I guess we all learned, to not only live with but to
                            enjoy and grow from that experience. Now, tell me about going to New
                            York. You were on your way to Columbia but you ended up at Hunter.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. Well, I said that I wanted to go to Columbia. So, Aunt Pauline
                            took me to New York and she carried me to Columbia and I am sure that
                            the Columbia registrar snickered and sent me over to Barnard. Aunt
                            Pauline trotted with me down the street and over to Barnard. I'm sure
                            that they asked Aunt Pauline a few well directed questions and knew
                            clearly that we were not of the financial means to afford an education
                            at Barnard and so, they said to her …and I'm sure with great desire to
                            be helpful, they said, "Well, where you <pb id="p23" n="23"/> probably
                            want to go and need to go is Hunter College, because Hunter College is a
                            free city university." So, Aunt Pauline took me over to Hunter College
                            and there I discovered that I had to have certain entrance requirements.
                            Three years of one language and two years of another and four years of
                            English and Hillside Park High School in Durham at the time was only an
                            eleven grade school. In other words, only three years of senior high. It
                            obviously added the fourth year some years thereafter, but I had only
                            really had eleven years of public school. And so, what it amounted to
                            was that they were referring me to go back to high school and complete
                            the twelfth year and at the same time, if possible, to make up anywhere
                            from one to two years of requirements that I would need for Hunter,
                            Hunter in those days having a very high entrance requirements and a
                            tremendous reputation for turning out future teachers. So, Aunt
                            Pauline's cousin, you would probably know the sisters Adeline Reynolds
                            Spaulding and Agnes Reynolds Mauney. Well, Adeline's oldest maternal
                            aunt lived in Richmond Hill, Long Island and this aunt loved my mother
                            Agnes. There was a great affinity between the two of them and she had
                            also lost her one daughter. She had three sons, but she had lost her
                            little daughter, I guess in childbirth …not childbirth, in infancy …and
                            the combination of her devotion to my beloved, but departed, mother and
                            the fact that I was about the age of her daughter and the fact that she
                            was also devoted to my Aunt Pauline, she volunteered to take me and let
                            me stay with her and go to high school and finish off this year in order
                            to qualify myself for Hunter. Then, of course, we discovered that you
                            had to be a legal resident of the city of New York in order to go to <pb
                                id="p24" n="24"/> Hunter College. So, she and her husband went to
                            the extent of legally adopting me, through all the legal steps of
                            legally adopting me in order that I might be a legal resident of New
                            York, in order to qualify for Hunter College.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>So, in one year then, you finished your requirements?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I finished all these requirements in one year, did about a year and a
                            half in one year and entered Hunter not the next year, but there was a
                            year in between. That year in between, I came back to Durham in order to
                            work to save money and help Aunt Pauline with the expenses of the house
                            and to save money to go back to Hunter. That was the year that I worked
                            at what was then called Bankers Fire Insurance Company. I don't know
                            what it is called now, but it is the leading Negro fire insurance
                            company in Durham that is now housed in the North Carolina Mutual
                            building.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>You were typing there?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I was a typist, I was a junior secretary-stenographer.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, you attended Hunter College and were there any particular people at
                            Hunter College that influenced you in regard to your major, or did you
                            just decide that you wanted to write and were interested in journalism?
                            How did you move to that point?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I had always had an interest in writing. I had been writing on tablets
                            from the time that I was a little tot. I even wrote a novel by the time
                            that I was thirteen or fourteen. A horrible thing. <note type="comment">
                                [Laughter] </note></p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>What happened to the novel? You've hidden it in your files?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p25" n="25"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note> Oh, it even got published
                            …Louis Austin, who was a character in himself and it's too bad that you
                            didn't have a chance both to meet him and document his life, but you
                            recognize the name, the late editor of the Carolina <hi rend="i"
                            >Times</hi>. What is it, "The Truth Unbridled."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Everyone talks about Louis Austin.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, well, it was one of my first thoughts …I worked for the Carolina <hi
                                rend="i">Times</hi> for awhile as "office boy," custodian, sweeper,
                            cleaner, editor, and during that period, he published and ran in serial
                            form this lurid little novel that I wrote.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>What was the name of it?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p><hi rend="i">The Angel of the Desert</hi>, I think it was and it was the
                            most stereotyped thing. The heroine, wouldn't you know, was blonde with
                            blue eyes, golden hair, you know, a real little sort of Evangeline or
                            whatever you want to call her, a Little Eva. The wicked sister was a
                            brunette with dark hair.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, when did you write this?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, when I was about fifteen. <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note>
                            What I'm trying to say is that I had this sense of wanting to write and
                            actually in college, I decided that I didn't want to do anything but
                            write. So, I didn't take any of the ed courses and I avoided all the
                            psych courses, I took none of the courses that would prepare me for
                            teaching, but all of the courses that I thought dealt with literature,
                            such as "Creative Writing," "Short Stories," "Shakespeare," this kind of
                            thing. Now, there were several individuals at Hunter was really made all
                            the <pb id="p26" n="26"/> difference in the world for me. One was Lulu
                            Burton, Lulu Burton Bramwell she was when she died. She was my freshman
                            classmate. She was a Negro. She was as bright as a button, wrote
                            beautifully, spoke beautifully, was on a level with her classroom peers.
                            Now remember, I'm a little southern child who has come up from the South
                            with atrocious English. Despite a certain amount of background and
                            whatnot, still atrocious grammar and constantly feeling the gap between
                            my educational level and that of these bright kids at Hunter college.
                            Because in those days, the New York City high schools were supposed to
                            be the first or second best in the country. So, I could feel this
                            tremendous gap. Well, here was a girl of color who was right up there
                            with her classmates and think of what this must have done to restore my
                            sense of …the best thing that I can say is "group worth." In other
                            words, all the doubts that I might have about my capacity or equality or
                            whatnot on racial grounds, were cancelled out by seeing someone just
                            like myself who was as competent as everybody else around me. This, I
                            might say, would be the one big hurdle that a child coming out of a
                            segregated school system would have to make. That child didn't know
                            whether he or she was equal to his white counterparts, because there had
                            never been any opportunity for him to find out. So, way back in the back
                            of his or her mind was always, "Have I got it?" So, in college, which
                            would be the first, or even in high school, in my high school experience
                            in my twelfth year, I would be somewhat preoccupied with whether or not
                            I had the same ability as whites did. So, this was where Lulu was such a
                            tremendous experience for me. Moreover, she loved English, she loved <pb
                                id="p27" n="27"/> literature, she was an English major. She wrote
                            poetry and introduced me to a great deal of poetry. We read Langston
                            Hughes together, Countee Cullen. She began to introduce me to both black
                            and white poets. So, I owe her a great deal for the awakening of my …of
                            another stage, a more mature part of my literary interest.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>As you spoke about this awareness, something else came to my mind. This
                            is certainly the period in which there is a possibility for hostility.
                            During this period in New York City, of course, and what was happening
                            in the United States, was economic depression, really, the New Deal had
                            not come to the forefront and you are at a city college where you are
                            not with the elite, certainly, who are not affected by this. Did you
                            find a great deal of hostility from classmates, from white classmates?
                            Did you find them simply not associating with you or did you find
                            teachers who were hostile towards you, or anything such as that? If for
                            no other reason than the simple economic competition.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. The first thing that I want to say is that Hunter College was a
                            girl's school, a woman's college. In those days, it was called "the poor
                            girl's Radcliffe." Out of 7,000 women …Hunter College was known to be
                            the largest women's college in the world, out of 7,000 women, only about
                            45 of us were colored. So that we were not …there were not enough of us,
                            we stuck out, we were not quite a novelty, but we were not in any
                            competitive sense, so to speak. My memories of Hunter are very pleasant.
                            There were people who sought me out, and I am looking for one of them
                            now, who made me feel like a person. Also, don't forget that it was a
                            day school, a commuter school. It was not a campus and therefore, one
                            probably would miss many of the <pb id="p28" n="28"/> incidents or
                            opportunities for exclusion that you would get on a college campus. We
                            used to say that our campus was the size of a postage stamp. One didn't
                            expect to be a part of the sororities. One could aspire to be a member
                            of an honorary fraternity, which I was, Sigma Tau Delta which is the
                            English honorary fraternity. There were two or three rare people who
                            were very meaningful to me.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Let the record tell that Dr. Murray has a copy of her annual yearbook
                            from Hunter College, 1933, that includes pictures of her classmates and
                            herself and indicates that she was in an honorary society.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Ruth Goldstein …note the caliber. Ruth M. Goldstein. She was honorary
                            society, Phi Beta Kappa, editor of <hi rend="i">Echo</hi>, which was the
                            school literary magazine, vice-president of the Makeup Box, which was
                            the school theatrical group, and you can just see this long list of
                            credentials. She graduated <hi rend="i">summa cum laude</hi>. Ruth just
                            retired from teaching high school two or three years ago and we are
                            still in contact. She was one of my favorite people in college. She is a
                            great editor now, today, but she gave me my first break. She published
                            my poetry and she published an article that I wrote.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, she published this in school papers?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>In school papers, yes and I will always remember her with just great love
                            and affection and admiration. I was looking for her picture, a big
                            picture of her, but it is the same picture as this, the one that I
                            showed you.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, the honorary society that you mentioned that both you and Ruth
                            belonged to, now this had to do with your gradepoint average or
                        what?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p29" n="29"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>It was the national English honorary fraternity.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, English.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. I presume that it might have had to do with your gradepoint average
                            and the fact that you were an English major and you couldn't get to be
                            an English major at Hunter without making a certain minimum average. The
                            first two years, you were not allowed to even declare as an English
                            major until your junior year. You had to take a backup major. My backup
                            major was history and if you made the grade and were admitted to the
                            English department, then your backup major became your minor.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, the name of this society was?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Sigma Tau Delta. I think that's the sequence. Sigma Tau Delta. There were
                            several teachers who inspired me at Hunter. And these were white
                            teachers, now. One was Catherine Riegart, who is now retired and living,
                            I think, in Florida.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And how would you spell that?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>R-I-E-G-A-R-T. Catherine M. Riegart. She was a young teacher, a
                            comparatively young Ph.D., when I met her. I met her in my freshmen
                            class and she gave us weekly themes, essays. You know what I mean, what
                            freshman composition is. And every week, they came back, "D", "D,",
                        "D."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And I assume that "D" is the same as "D" for us now? That's poor.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Very poor. And evidently, she must have seen something in me, so for
                            Christmas vacation, she invited me and Lulu Burton to her apartment for
                            a tea, in the Village [Greenwich Village]. I had never seen anything
                            like this before. I had never seen a modern …what do you call it, <pb
                                id="p30" n="30"/> a sort of artistic apartment, efficiency apartment
                            with all kinds of bric-a-brac that she had from her travels. She had
                            taught in the Girls American College in Turkey or somewhere like that
                            and she used to laugh and say that she lost her college education
                            crossing the Bosporus, which meant that the boat with all of her college
                            notebooks and textbooks went down to the bottom. <note type="comment">
                                [Laughter] </note> She had these marvelous little tea cakes, which I
                            had never seen before, you know, the kind in different shapes and
                            covered with chocolate and she served tea in a nice little tray and all
                            of this was just an entirely unknown world to me. In a sense, her
                            recognition of us as persons, some message came across to me, what it
                            was, I don't know. Those themes began to be "C-", "C", "C-plus", "B-",
                            and the last one was an "A." The last essay was an essay on my
                            grandfather. I got a "B" for the course and that essay was the germ of
                                <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi>.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I don't want to be a cynic, but I do feel like I have to ask if you
                            think there was something that she sensed, even though she was giving
                            you "D's", prior to this period of time in which you had tea and talked
                            and were in her apartment, or was it something that she sensed after
                            that afternoon together?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think that she saw in my work, she probably saw in my work, flashes of
                            ability, but abominable mechanics. It was my grammar and probably my
                            spelling and my punctuation that was so poor. I think that she was
                            probably intrigued by this youngster, that was such a complex of …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Communicating a lot but not having the skill to do it in an effective
                            way.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p31" n="31"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I see. Did she make copious comments on your themes?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>She must have, and I must have …I mean, the fact that there was this
                            steady development must have meant that I was responding to her
                            encouragement, you see. Remember that this is many years ago, but the
                            two things that stand out in my mind, are this being invited to tea and
                            this steady progress from "D's" up to the "A", and the fact that this
                            essay was about my grandfather, and probably the first time that I felt
                            free enough to talk about something that was meaningful to me and this
                            in turn, evoked her recognition that maybe there was something creative
                            in this child.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>That's beautiful.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>One other experience I had in college I think is worth recording. We had
                            a marvelous young teacher in anthropology by the name of Dorothy Keur. I
                            could have completely missed up on anthropology but I had a very dear
                            friend who was a science major and loved anthropology and she
                            recommended that I take it and so, I took it as an elective and Dr.
                            Keur, for our field work, had us go once a week over to the Hall of Man
                            at the Museum of Natural History over on 87th Street across the park. It
                            was a marvelous hike because Hunter was at 68th and Park Avenue.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Across the park?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Across the park. In those days, there was no problem whatsoever. You
                            could sleep in the park. I have slept in the park. We would hike down to
                            the park and sleep over night, but remember, I am talking about over
                            forty years ago, pre-World War II. We would spend once a week in the
                            Hall of Man, particularly with African <pb id="p32" n="32"/> villages
                            and village life and art and artifacts and American Indians. Now, I have
                            touched upon the other two streams of my ancestry, growing up in a kind
                            of European dominated a society and my American Indian ancestry and my
                            African ancestry being more or less suppressed. This experience in
                            anthropology did more for me, I think, than maybe any other course in
                            college, because first of all, it showed me a comparative view of man
                            and how man responds to the environment in which he lives, to build his
                            homes, his art, his institutions and whatnot and I could see the
                            parallels between American Indians and Africans. Secondly, in a sense
                            for me, it removed them from the column of what I needed to have any
                            sense of being embarassed about.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>That's interesting. This Professor Keur, do you have any idea with whom
                            she studied or what …not all anthropologists took that kind of approach
                            at that period.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>She was a marvelous person. She's still alive and just recently …oh, she
                            retired, I guess, a number of years ago, but I think that she may have
                            studied with Ruth Benedict, I don't know. She studied at Columbia, I'm
                            fairly sure. Her husband was an archeologist, they spent a lot of time
                            in the West …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>On what they called digs?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And field trips.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. And she had a sense and she transmitted to me a sense of the unity
                            of mankind and I've never lost that. This may make me a loss to militant
                            racial identification, but this sense of unity within mankind, this
                            sense of seeing mankind as mankind …</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <pb id="p33" n="33"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, it is not always the case that college students take all of their
                            courses seriously. Did you take all of your courses seriously, or were
                            there a few that you decided to really study and others that you just
                            kind of let slip by or something like that, was it the interest in your
                            background that made you work hard on this anthropology or did you
                            approach all of your subjects in that manner?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I'm sure that I did not because I have a college record that ranges from
                            "A" to "C". Part of this was because I was a working student and …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Where were you working?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, I worked at the Alice Foote McDougal Coffee Shops, I was a dinner
                            waitress and then …I was a freshman, my freshman year was the year of
                            the stock crash, October, 1929. I bounced around from job to job,
                            waiting tables here, washing dishes here and running elevators here
                        …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>You were lucky to find any job.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. Yes, I was always working.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>You don't know how lucky that was. <note type="comment"> [Laughter]
                            </note> Now, did you stay out on Long Island?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, I had moved to the YWCA in Harlem by that time and for a lot of my
                            college career, I lived at the YWCA, West 137th Street, Emma Ransom
                            House, it was called in those days. I'm trying to think of the question
                            that you asked me …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I was asking you whether you approached all your studies in a serious
                            manner.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. As I said, they went from "A" to "C". If a <pb id="p34" n="34"/>
                            teacher was boring, I was just as apt to make a "C" in a course. If she
                            was challenging, I was just as apt to make an "A" in the course. If the
                            course challenged me to be creative, I was apt to make an "A". If the
                            course was of subject matter that I thought was interesting, I passed
                            the course even though I only made "D". For example, this second half of
                            that anthropology course was a highly technical course on evolution, you
                            know, the various classes, the whole story of evolution and this was
                            highly technical. I could barely, I had no science background for it,
                            but I happened to make it through that course with a "D". For me, that
                            "D" was like an "A-plus", because I really …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Because you made it through.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>That's right. Now, when it came to educational psychology, I couldn't
                            have cared less. There were just certain courses that I wasn't
                            interested in. History, I liked.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>You said that was your "just-in-case-major."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. So that turned out to be my minor. I loved classics, which would
                            be really the history of culture. Apparently, I guess that one might say
                            that I had a pull toward the humanities, although I would not have known
                            how to define them in those ways. I certainly had no interest in math,
                            possibly less in economics, but I was a good political science student.
                            So, it would range between the social sciences and the humanities.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, you attended Hunter College and then after being graduated in 1933
                            as an English major, nearly a decade elapsed before you made your
                            decision to go to law school. During that period, you <pb id="p35"
                                n="35"/> became what I consider an accomplished poet, after having
                            read some of your poetry, and you were inspired by such poets as Stephen
                            Vincet Benet and Langston Hughes…</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>And Countee Cullen. And what's the West Indian … Claude McKay.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, Claude McKay. I take it that you knew some of these people.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, I knew Langston and I knew Countee.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, your poetry was of a varied character, such that one might infer
                            …and this is, I repeat, inference, moments of dissatisfaction,
                            disappointment, doubt, but also a fierce determination and insistance
                            upon some sort of action, demand for solutions or some resolution to
                            problems that you saw within not only your own society, but perhaps even
                            in a sense of the world as you knew it within the anthropological sense.
                            In 1933, you wrote a poem …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Me?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. I'm not going to read the whole poem, but …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>It's come back to haunt me. <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note></p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I'll read just a few excerpts. "Youth, 1933". "I sing of youth,
                            imperious, glorious, dissatisfied, unslaked, untaught, unkempt youth.
                            Youth who admits neither God nor country, youth proud and eager, proud
                            of its broken heads, eager to martyr itself for any and all causes. On
                            they go, this youth, the world over, headed for chaos, with wrangling
                            and smiling, bursting all bonds, junking all ideals, shouting in chorus,
                            ‘We protest. We demand,’ Having one weapon, they wield it unsparingly.
                            Youth, hotheadedness, energy, passion. Make way, you slackards, money
                            hounds, party guns. We are <pb id="p36" n="36"/> your leaders. Trust or
                            outlaw us. We are the youth of the world's New Deal."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>That's one of the biggest pieces of schizophrenia I think I've ever
                            heard. <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note> Because you recognize
                            that I am standing off looking at myself as well as my generation.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I also want to read part of another poem written in the same year,
                            you might be able to guess this one, too, "The Newer Cry."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And then I would like you to just simply talk about these two poems and
                        …</p>
                    </sp>

                    <p>
                        <note anchored="yes">
                            <p>[END OF TAPE 1, SIDE B]</p>
                        </note>
                    </p>
                </div2>
                <div2 id="tape2-a" n="2-A" type="tape_side">
                    <head>[TAPE 2, SIDE A]</head>
                    <note anchored="yes">
                        <p>[START OF TAPE 2, SIDE A]</p>
                    </note>



                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>In my paperback, "The Newer Cry" is on page 55.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Do you know that the editor died last week …I mean the publisher. My
                            agent for this died in November and the publisher died last week, Bill
                            Atkin, President of Silvermine Publishers.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I'm going to read another excerpt from a 1933 poem, from "The Newer
                            Cry," and then I was asking you to simply comment on these two poems.
                            You've already begun to comment on how "Youth" represented your standing
                            back and looking at yourself and you call it, in a sense, schizophrenia,
                            but I would like to juxtapose an aspect of "The Newer Cry." "Let us grow
                            strong, but never in our strength forget the weaker brother. Let us
                            fight, but only when we must fight. Let us work, for therein lies our
                            salvation. Let us conquer the soil, for therein lies our sustenance. Let
                            us conquer the soul, for therein lies our power. Let us march in steady
                            unbroken beat, for therein lies <pb id="p37" n="37"/> our progress. Let
                            us never cease to laugh, to live, to love, and to grow." That also was
                            written in New York in 1933.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I'm sure that both of these poems were probably written at the
                            switchboard of Hunter College after I graduated. I had the rather
                            dubious distinction of being the first Negro to have been employed in
                            anything but a broom and mop job. It was quite a step forward for Hunter
                            College to employ me as the evening switchboard operator. I sat there at
                            the evening switchboard and wrote poetry between calls. "Youth, 1933" is
                            one and I think "The Newer Cry" is probably the second. "Youth" was
                            expressing my sense of identification with the whole class of youth, the
                            world of black, white, international Communist youth, European,
                            wherever. "The Newer Cry" was expressing my racial identity. You will
                            note that in both of these poems, I am troubled by a sense of the
                            violence of revolution, the destructiveness, and I don't know whether
                            you've noticed this, but it runs all through my poetry of this period. I
                            don't know whether you've read "To Poets Who Have Rebelled."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>It's the same thing, "protest if you must, but at the same time, let your
                            throat ache double with the cry of beauty here and now." Here is a child
                            that was brought up essentially close to nature and essentially, I
                            think, with great freedom and a sense of love, being surrounded by
                            loving people in one's environment. And never really relinquishing this
                            longing for love in however a way you wished to describe it. Love as the
                            great instrument of change and whatnot. I think that it comes out
                            perhaps more in "The Newer Cry" than it does in "Youth, 1933." Because
                                <pb id="p38" n="38"/> in "Youth, 1933" I'm really talking about my
                            contemporaries, the young Communists, the young Socialists, the young
                            radicals. In "The Newer Cry" I'm talking particularly, I guess, about
                            the protest literature that is being written and so much of it is so
                            heavily weighed with the protest of being a black person in America at
                            this time. For me, you can see that always responding to challenge. You
                            say I can't and I'll <hi rend="i">show</hi> you I can even if I die
                            trying. This was my attitude toward America and so was it Claude
                            McKay's. You know, "I must confess I loved this cultured hell which
                            tests my youth, although she feeds me bread of bitterness and sticks her
                            tiger's tooth into my …", whatever, "I must confess I love this cultured
                            hell." Well, this has been my attitude toward America. I love America
                            and whatever she hands me, I'm handing her back with, I hope, a
                            championship quality. So, so many of my heroes, my racial heroes, have
                            been the champions, the Jackie Robinsons, the people who climbed over
                            and said, "I'll show you."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>For the sake of all those who may in the future listen to this and not be
                            able to understand, perhaps because of the circumstances under which
                            they listen to it, let's go into a little bit more about "I love
                            America." You are saying, "I love America" for a particular kind of
                            reason. Was it really America as it was actually, with violence and with
                            all the problems of society, all the injustices, but can you explain
                            more about what it was?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, I mean by saying that "I love America," that first, it is home. No
                            one can be more native to America than America's black population,
                            because America's black population biologically <pb id="p39" n="39"/> is
                            all of the great streams of mankind that make up America. The first
                            American, the indigenous American, by this time there has been so much
                            recirculation of genes that we are all mixed up. We all have Indian,
                            European and African ancestry. Secondly, traditionally, black Americans
                            go back to the very beginnings of America. Our blood and our sweat and
                            our tears and our memories are built into the country and I maintain
                            that Africa has already made her contribution to America, that America
                            is as she is today, culturally, because of the presence of black
                            Americans. The impact upon speech, the impact upon customs in the South.
                            America would have been a different country without the presence of
                            blacks.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, even though it was involuntary, it was something that left an
                            indelible imprint upon America.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And of course, as you said, that as much as we are built into it, we
                            built it.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. All of this, then, plus America's dreams. Some people might call it
                            her pretensions. I want to see America be what she says she is and I
                            consider it part of my responsibility to do that. It's a kind of
                            patriotism …well, let me give you a symbol of it. When I went down to
                            look at the archives, to look at the Declaration of Independence and the
                            Constitution of the United States for the first time, enshrined in the
                            Archives, behind those glass cases, with its honor guard, just as I
                            entered, here was a uniformed black American standing as the guard of
                            honor to protect these two hallowed documents, from the point of view of
                            our history. To me, there was such great symbolism in that, that it was
                            black America who was safeguarding the <pb id="p40" n="40"/> true
                            meaning of the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution of the
                            United States. Well, poetic people tend to deal in symbols, but it just
                            happened that this is the way I saw it.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Symbolism and perhaps irony, also.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>For the most part, we have been the ones who have always most greatly and
                            most fervently …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, it is that kind of patriotism that I'm talking about, America being
                            what she proclaims herself to be. Be what you are supposed to be.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, in the context of that, before you went to law school, what kinds of
                            activities were you participating in? These are the years after the
                            summer of '33.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, first I worked for the National Urban League as a special field
                            secretary for its house organ, which was then called <hi rend="i"
                                >Opportunity Magazine.</hi> Then …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Was Elmer Carter still …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Elmer Carter, I think by that time, I think that he was then editor of
                            the magazine, but the late Mr. Lester B. Granger, who just died several
                            weeks ago, became the business manager of <hi rend="i">Opportunity
                                Magazine</hi> and I worked immediately under him for that year that
                            I worked with them. Now, this is about '33, '34 and by this time, we are
                            really in the middle of the Depression. I got …ultimately, I got a job
                            on WPA, first working in remedial reading and then switching over to the
                            Workers Education Project. The Workers Education Project was a
                            tremendous intellectual experience for me, because it brought me into
                                <pb id="p41" n="41"/> contact with the young, radical intellectuals
                            of that period, young Communists, young Socialists, young Trotskyites,
                            young Republicans young Democrats,, it was a highly politicized project.
                            Those were the days when organization, when collective bargaining for
                            labor was very important, unionization of black and white workers, black
                            and white unemployed together, seeking to preserve WPA, which was the
                            only basis of employment in jobs that many of us had in those days, a
                            much larger, a much more generalized condition of poverty among blacks
                            and whites and unemployment among blacks and whites then that today. So,
                            a much closer feeling of solidarity in large areas, rather than the kind
                            of …these were the days before the suburbs, the days before the inner
                            cities being concentrated in terms of blacks, and days in which labor
                            was the out group, in a sense, and struggling for recognition. So, there
                            was much more of a climate of solidarity, interracial solidarity within
                            the radical-liberal part of the population, than we got, say, after the
                            sixties. All of this began to point me toward law.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, while you were doing all these things and meeting with radical
                            intellectuals, did you maintain close contact with your relatives, with
                            your family, your extended family, and your friends in North Carolina
                            and your friends at Hunter? How did this affect those relationships?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I would come back and forth, but obviously, I suppose my ideas would tend
                            to be more radical than those of the community that I left. So much so,
                            that when I, in 1938 when I applied to the University of North Carolina,
                            this was met with consternation by my family, my immediate family,
                            primarily because they were afraid that they would be lynched, or that
                            the house would burn down, I think it was real fear, <pb id="p42" n="42"
                            /> not disagreement with me on principle, and I think that by that time,
                            I was perhaps so far from a … I don't want to say, "sedate," but by that
                            time, I had become a completely emancipated mind, let me say. Fairly
                            independent and no longer willing to come back and be a part of the
                            social milieu of the little community I left. I mean, it was definitely
                            almost "you can't go home again."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, there is another aspect of Pauli Murray, the former English major
                            now, that would seem to foretell, or from which one might infer a
                            special direction and character of activism, certainly these activities
                            in which you were involved before entering law school did that, a Pauli
                            Murray as a mature adult that I think tends to be revealed in two very
                            short poems, which I'll just read because they are very brief. One
                            called "Quarrel." "Two ants at bay on the curved stem of an apple are
                            insufficient cause to fell the tree." And "Color Trouble." "If you
                            dislike me just because my face has more sun than your has, then when
                            you see me, turn and run, but do not try to buy the sun." These are
                            written in 1937 and 1938. Now, there are three major incidents prior to
                            your entering Howard University Law School in 1941 that come to mind in
                            connection with these poems and in connection with the work that you did
                            after you left Hunter. Although documentation is available on these, I
                            would like you to discuss briefly for the sake of the record, what you
                            consider the salient issues involved in the following three activities
                            between 1938 and 1941. First of all, one that you mentioned already, in
                            1938, your attempt to enter the University of North Carolina at Chapel
                            Hill, unsuccessfully challenging the exclusion of blacks from graduate
                            school and professional schools at <pb id="p43" n="43"/> UNC and blacks,
                            of course, not being admitted until 1951 despite the Gaines decision in
                            1938. The second is the Petersburg, Virginia bus incident involving your
                            arrest and conviction for resisting segregation on an interstate bus,
                            and the third is becoming field secretary of the Workers Defense League
                            in relationship to the case of Odell Waller, a black sharecropper
                            convicted of first degree murder of his white landlord by a white poll
                            tax jury. We can go back and do those in any order that you would like,
                            chronologically if you like, or in reverse order.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>What was the first one that you mentioned?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>The first one is UNC and not being admitted.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, all of this, these activities, took place, I think, in a highly
                            politicized climate. Remember that I am being influenced by the whole
                            radical intellectual climate of those days. The organization of labor
                            and the struggle, and I participated in those struggles as a volunteer
                            labor organizer and on the picket lines. I even picketed the Amsterdam
                                <hi rend="i">News</hi> with my dear friend, Ted Posten, because
                            there was a lockout …now this is a black newspaper locking out black
                            editorial writers. Well, I was on the mass picket line and got my first
                            arrest, got arrested in 1935, I think it was. Well, what I am trying to
                            suggest was that out of this atmosphere of struggle, curiously enough,
                            my militance on race growing out of my exposure to labor struggles and
                            my becoming interested in this. Remember that I talked about labor
                            education and I got interested in the whole background of labor and took
                            off for about six months and went to Brookwood Labor College.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p44" n="44"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, where is Brookwood Labor College?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, it is no more …whenever I had a concern, I always had to go to
                            school over my concern. I couldn't just read books, I had to find a
                            school and go to school. Brookwood Labor College was in Katona, New
                            York, and it was set up by the American Federation of Labor way back in
                            the first or second decade of the twentieth century, in 1936 it was
                            being supported in part by the AFL and maybe the Committee for
                            Industrial Organization which later became the CIO. This was where
                            members of trade unions, who couldn't afford to go to college, but who
                            represented leadership potential and ability, would go and get courses
                            in labor journalism, courses in labor economics, in history, you know,
                            this kind of thing. Well, I took myself up there and went to labor
                            college. That was the year, I believe, that Earl Robinson composed
                            "Ballad for Americans," which you recognize in terms of Paul Robeson
                            singing "Ballad for Americans …"</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, Paul Robeson.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I heard one of the first performances of "Ballad for Americans." That was
                            the same year in which the general strike of the United Automobile
                            Workers broke out, 1936-37, I'm not sure, but right in that period and
                            they had the first sit-ins in Detroit and we labor students at Brookwood
                            Labor College became volunteer helpers for the strike in plants at
                            Tarrytown, New York and we would put out strike newspapers and do things
                            of that sort. That was the same year in which the Abraham Lincoln
                            Brigade was organized to fight, American volunteers, to fight for the
                            Loyalist government in Spain, and almost the whole class I was in at
                            Brookwood Labor College, almost <hi rend="i">en masse</hi> volunteered
                            and went to Spain. Very, very few of them returned. You <pb id="p45"
                                n="45"/> can think of the impact of that experience on me. All of
                            this is happening, the whole concept of freedom and dignity and I am now
                            beginning to relate this to being a Negro in America and therefore,
                            perhaps in some way, I was catapulted faster into a radical stance.
                            Maybe I jumped a generation or something of the sort, as a result of
                            this kind of hothouse of international labor, political, radical
                            atmosphere in which I …to which I was being exposed. </p>
                        <milestone n="8720" unit="empty" type="stop" timestamp="01:57:54"/>
                        <milestone n="8638" unit="excerpt" type="start" timestamp="01:57:55"/>
                        <p>I think the key fact, the thing that made me really apply to the
                            University of North Carolina …well, here again was a convergence of
                            factors, my ostensible reason, and it always seemed to be this way, that
                            I had some family problem, some personal problem that I was trying to
                            work out and what seemed very logical to me, I then began to follow up
                            on. Of course, the minute that I began to follow up on what was very
                            logical to me, I began to run into road blocks. My aunt really wanted me
                            to come home.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>This is Aunt Pauline?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Aunt Pauline and Aunt Sally, Now, they were getting older and my problem
                            was that I wanted to get some more education. I wanted to do some
                            graduate work. Well, wouldn't it make great sense to come home and
                            commute to the University of North Carolina and get a graduate degree at
                            the University of North Carolina, either in social science or in law and
                            that would allow me to fulfil my family responsibilities in Durham.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>We find that after the futile attempt of Thomas Hocutt under the auspices
                            of the NAACP to enter UNC School of Pharmacy, Pauli Murray, because of a
                            number of reasons, which you stated, some having <pb id="p46" n="46"/>
                            to do with family, sees it as a logical thing to do to enter UNC in
                            social science or law school. So, in November of 1938, you apply for a
                            catalog and an application and thereafter, what occurs?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>They sent me an application blank and they had written into the printed
                            application blank, race and religion. This has been typed in so that it
                            stands out apart from a normal form. I think I answered it but may have
                            said, "But what difference does it make?" Obviously tongue in cheek. In
                            due course, I got back a letter from Dr. Frank Graham, who was the then
                            president of the University of North Carolina, saying, "I'm sorry, but
                            the constitution and the laws of the state of North Carolina prohibit me
                            from admitting one of your race to the law school."<ref id="ref3"
                                target="n3">3</ref> Either the day after or two days after I
                            received this letter, down came the Supreme Court decision in the Lloyd
                            Gaines case. Now, the Lloyd Gaines case decided in December of 1938 was
                            the beginning of the long read back from <hi rend="i">Plessy</hi> vs.
                                <hi rend="i">Ferguson</hi>, the "separate but equal" decision. Lloyd
                            Gaines, in the educational field, was the start of the long road back to
                            the 1954 decision and what it said was: A state has a responsibility to
                            educate its residents. It cannot shift responsibility to other states by
                            giving out-of-state scholarships. It must give substantially equal
                            facilities to its colored citizens as well as the white or must admit
                            them to the existing institutions. It went on to say that this is a
                            "personal right" and in a sense it does not matter if only one person is
                            seeking it. This, of course, you can imagine …I immediately wrote back
                            to the University of North Carolina and said, "Ah, but here is the Lloyd
                            Gaines case." The story is that, the legend is that Dr. Frank Graham
                            sent my <pb id="p47" n="47"/> application down to the legislature.
                            Remember that this is now December. The legislature meets around January
                            5, 1939 something of the sort and says, "Look, what are we going to do
                            with this? Here's the Lloyd Gaines case and here's this application."
                            Presumably, it was the bouncing of the application down to the
                            legislature and the problems that this raised for the legislature,
                            "Look, we can't fool around with this, the issue is upon us," that made
                            it newsworthy and it must have leaked up in that way, because I knew
                            nothing about it and my family knew nothing. I don't even know if I had
                            …maybe I had told my family. I guess that I had.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Since their house was about to be burned, perhaps, you probably mentioned
                            to them. <note type="comment"> [Laughter] </note></p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>And it suddenly burst out over the radio, you know, and came to be sort
                            of national news. But it was this "unidentified Negress." <note
                                type="comment"> [Laughter] </note> It's in the headlines, an
                            "unidentified Negress makes application to the University of North
                            Carolina." This correspondence went back and forth for awhile and then I
                            put the whole stuff together in an envelope and sent it down to the
                            NAACP, namely to Thurgood Marshall, maybe I sent it to Walter White and
                            he referred it to Marshall. Well then to take the cake, I thought, "All
                            right, they couldn't win on Hocutt because of complications and whatnot,
                            but nobody can say anything about the standing and status of Hunter
                            College nor of me in terms of academic standing, and isn't this an
                            answer?" I then got the shock of my life. I learned that the NAACP very
                            carefully picks its cases in these days, they had to win every case, it
                            goes carefully into the background of the person who is going to be the
                                <pb id="p48" n="48"/> bearer of the case, and all of this being said
                            to a proud Fitzgerald Murray, you know …"What does he mean by ‘going
                            carefully into the background of it?"’ But there was a certain kind of
                            …the way that I read this was, "We have to be very careful of the people
                            that we select. They have to be Simon-pure and you are not quite
                            Simon-pure enough." I was too maverick.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, they had special qualifications for test litigants which were
                            designed by Charles Houston when he came as special counsel. Now, by the
                            end of '38, he was moving back to Washington, D.C. and more and more
                            things were coming to Thurgood Marshall's desk. Now, in his letter to
                            you, did he indicate …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think that this was not a letter, I think this was a personal
                            interview.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>In this interview, he indicated that your radical activities had
                            adversely affected their …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Might well have been. He might have implied this, you see.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I see.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, Conrad Pearson, whom you know …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, the Assistant Attorney General …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, but he used to be the local NAACP …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>That's right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Conrad was very anxious to go forward with it and to try it anyway, but I
                            had …here is a part of the contradictions in my personality where I am
                            extremely individualistic, but at the same time have a very strong sense
                            of team play and you know, if the National <pb id="p49" n="49"/> NAACP
                            did not feel that they could take the case, I would hesitate and think a
                            long time before I would sort of "go off the reservation," so to speak.
                            The other legal problem which Thurgood raised was that the Lloyd Gaines
                            case had to do with a state resident and I really was no longer resident
                            of the state of North Carolina. I argued that my ancestral home was
                            there, we have property there, I even owned property there in terms of
                            being part of an heirship of my grandmother's farm, this kind of thing,
                            and besides, if the Fourteenth Amendment, under the Fourteenth Amendment
                            they let in white nonresidents, that same Fourteenth Amendment requires
                            them to let me in. But this did not …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Certainly, it's legally arguable, but it did not seem politic, in other
                            words?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>But note who is making the argument. What I'm really trying to show you
                            is how the logic of the situations in which I found myself and my
                            reaction to them was driving me in a sense, toward a legal career.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>So it seems that despite the sensibleness and the possibility certainly,
                            the legal feasibility of it being argued, it simply did not seem the
                            reasonable thing to do at the time, to go on with that.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. You see, I was a victim of a policy which obviously the NAACP felt
                            that it must carry out in those early days and that is, it could not
                            afford to lose a case and therefore, it built very carefully every
                            single case that it took up before the Supreme Court so as to almost
                            insure victory. This is understandable. I might as an individual
                            involved, feel terribly disappointed, but if you stand off historically
                            and look at it and see where the NAACP was in those <pb id="p50" n="50"
                            /> days, fighting a long battle …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, and if one looks at the judicial system and the manner in which we
                            ultimately achieved favorable constitutional decisions, which come very
                            fast along down the road, the precedents have to be very firmly
                            established. So, the point of view of the NAACP is understandable. Now,
                            this obviously was a disappointment, but you do not cease to engage in
                            activities that have to do with racial protest. </p>
                        <milestone n="8638" unit="excerpt" type="stop" timestamp="02:11:41"/>
                        <milestone n="8639" unit="excerpt" type="start" timestamp="02:11:42"/>
                        <p>The second incident, for example, in 1940, having to do with interstate
                            travel and public accommodation, the Petersburg, Virginia bus incident.
                            I believe this was a Greyhound bus that you were riding on?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And you were arrested and convicted for resisting segregation on this
                            bus, despite the fact that it was interstate travel, meaning that this
                            was basically under federal jurisdiction. Would you like to tell us what
                            to your mind were the most important issues involved in this case, why
                            at this particular point in your life you decided to defy the statute,
                            why you went on with the case, and what the eventual result was?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, first I ought to say that I and my school friend who was arrested
                            with me did not start out deliberately to protest the Virginia
                            segregation statutes. As so often happened in those early days, an
                            incident would arise out of almost intolerable situations. I mean, a
                            person could be pushed into a position where there was just nothing you
                            could do almost but fight back. In this particular situation, my friend
                            and I were traveling from New York down to Durham to visit <pb id="p51"
                                n="51"/> my two aunts at the ancestral home for Easter. My friend
                            was West Indian in background and could not believe that there were such
                            things as real segregation laws in the South. But she seemed to feel
                            that American Negroes …you know that there is a kind of a cultural
                            tension there …that American Negroes were just too timid and …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>They just put up with it.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And her name was?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Her name was Adelene McBean. Knowing that Mac, as we used to call her,
                            knowing that Mac was volatile, I did everything I could to try to borrow
                            a car to make this trip and with no success whatsoever. By this time, I
                            no longer had my little car. It wound up that on Easter evening, we were
                            headed from Washington to Durham on a Greyhound Bus. The bus that we
                            started out on was a long, very nice bus, plenty of room. We probably
                            sat somewhat to the rear of the center of the bus, having plenty of room
                            for whites and plenty of room for Negroes. We stopped at Richmond, I
                            guess, for a rest stop and lunch stop or whatnot and somehow, we were
                            late getting back to the original bus, which rapidly filled up with
                            people who were …this was, you know, beginning to be the real Easter
                            weekend rush for local people. The long bus left us and we had to take
                            the auxillary bus, which was a much smaller and much less comfortable
                            bus. So, we got in and sat, again, slightly rear of center, or maybe
                            even a little bit more than that. The way in which the people filled up
                            made it clear that Negroes would fill the back of the bus, that there
                            were plenty of Negroes. But somehow, the way in which the population,
                            but population, shifted, brought on a considerable number of white
                            people, more than had been on in the past. <pb id="p52" n="52"/> So, the
                            time came when the driver came back and asked us to get up and move
                            back. When I am looking out the window and seeing that there are going
                            to be enough Negroes getting on to take care of all that back space, and
                            so, there is no reason for me to move. And we so inform him. When he
                            insists, we look behind us and find that the seat behind us is a broken
                            seat.</p>
                    </sp>

                    <p>
                        <note anchored="yes">
                            <p>[END OF TAPE 2, SIDE A]</p>
                        </note>
                    </p>
                </div2>
                <div2 id="tape2-b" n="2-B" type="tape_side">
                    <head>[TAPE 2, SIDE B]</head>
                    <note anchored="yes">
                        <p>[START OF TAPE 2, SIDE B]</p>
                    </note>



                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>… and the driver goes out and I suppose goes through all of the necessary
                            business about drawing up a warrant or a warrant of arrest, or
                            whatnot…still not quite ready to arrest us, you know, and finally
                            bringing on the police and trying to make a deal. And it appears, since
                            I want to get home for Easter, I don't want to be arrested, why am I
                            making all this effort? To get home to my folks for Easter, apparently
                            they are prepared to make a compromise, that we move back to this seat
                            and they check the seat and find that it isn't really broken, that the
                            cushion is out of place. But in the process, apparently the driver
                            thinks that there might be a court case and so he goes up and gets a
                            batch of volunteer name and address witness cards and routinely hands
                            out all of these witness cards to every white person in the front of the
                            bus and when he gets to the last white person, he then turns, you see.
                            At which point, I say, "Driver, how about giving us some of those cards?
                            We are also witnesses." At this point, they go out and get the cops and
                            arrest us. So, it really has nothing to do with breaking the segregation
                            law. It really has nothing to do with creating a disburbance, because if
                            there were a disturbance, apparently the disturbance had subsided and so
                            it was simply the whole southern custom that <pb id="p53" n="53"/> must
                            be satisfied and you simply cannot break the taboo.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And they charged you with what?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>They charged us with creating a disturbance, breaking the segregation
                            law, violating the segregation law and creating a disturbance.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, talking out of turn might have been creating a disturbance.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. Somebody was going to Durham. I quickly gave them a note, my
                            mother's name, telephone and gave her instructions to wire or call
                            Walter White, who was Roy Wilkins' precedessor.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>In the NAACP. So that by …I suppose that this must have been somewhere
                            around four or five o'clock in the afternoon and by evening, NAACP
                            lawyers from Richmond were asking at the jail to see us.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Was Oliver Hill involved?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oliver Hill, Cooley and Valentine, all NAACP lawyers. Meanwhile, the
                            minute that we got into our jail cell, we sat down and did a report, a
                            summary, immediately of the case, the facts, a chart of the bus,
                            everything that we could think of that would be of any value in this
                            case. When the lawyers came, we presented it to them and they looked it
                            over and they said, "Well, this is practically as good as a lawyer's
                            brief." So, this implied that you should study law. Well, I throw this
                            in, because this again is one of the pointers toward law school. When
                            the state discovered that the NAACP was going to challenge and probably
                            use this as a test case, it withdrew the charge of the segregation
                            statute and left standing the creation of a disturbance. I began to
                            think, although I couldn't say it in these terms, I didn't have the
                            legal skill, but they can't charge you …well, they can't do indirectly
                            what they can't do directly. In other words, they are <pb id="p54"
                                n="54"/> really using a disturbance charge to …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>To penalize you for another violation.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right and they are afraid to penalize you for what they really want to
                            penalize you for, because they know that these laws are now increasingly
                            under legal challenge and of course, this was 1940. In 1946, the
                            identical statutes under which I was convicted were declared
                            unconsitutional in Irene Morgan's case, Commonwealth vs. Morgan. So, it
                            took six years.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <milestone n="8639" unit="excerpt" type="stop" timestamp="02:23:36"/>
                    <milestone n="8722" unit="empty" type="start" timestamp="02:23:37"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, did they end up dropping the charge of disturbing the peace, or did
                            you lose the case or …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, they convicted me and Roy Wilkins informed us that the NAACP could
                            not afford to appeal the case and therefore we would have to either pay
                            the fine or go to jail. We refused to pay the fine. We went to jail and
                            while in jail, began to use Gandhian tactics on the jailer, with some
                            modest success. The jailer who had threatened to throw my you-know-what
                            in the dungeon when I came in, as we went out apologized in the way in
                            which southerners used to not only apologize, "you are sort of the
                            better kind," … this kind of thing.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>"And if you get a degree, you might be my peer, soon."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, you did not engage in any political consciousness raising while you
                            were in jail?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>You did?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>We were thrown into a cell with three or four women who were there for
                            reasons of either streetwalking or maybe violating a curfew, or one
                            woman had hit her boyfriend over the head and broken a bottle, but these
                                <pb id="p55" n="55"/> were the kinds of women that were in our cell
                            and I think that there were four or five women in our cell. It was the
                            old Petersburg jail that had been there before the Civil War and it was
                            crowded, so crowded that they had male colored prisoners sort of on
                            pallets along the corridors outside of this cell. You know, I mean that
                            it was that crowded. The men had rigged up a device where they could
                            take a mirror, a little hand mirror and place it in such a way under the
                            door …and you see that the doors were not really well down, …they could
                            keep the women under surveillance by the use of this little mirror. So,
                            you felt utterly exposed. In the first place, the john and everything
                            was wide open, there was no privacy whatsoever. And the attitude of the
                            males was, "Who are those two New York whores? Who are they?" In other
                            words, the male colored prisoners, not knowing anything of the
                            background of why we were there made certain assumptions about us. At
                            which point, we took our pen in hand and again, using the Gandhian
                            technique, wrote them sort of a little treatise about why we were there.
                            We wrote them almost a little speech.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And who made pens and pencils available, or did you have them
                        already?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, we insisted on having all our pens and paper and typewriters and by
                            this time, it was known that the White House was interested in the case.
                            My sister here in Washington had interrupted Mrs. Roosevelt in the
                            middle of a garden party and told her that her sister had been arrested
                            in Virginia and Mrs. Roosevelt had called the governor of Virginia and
                            by this time, somebody alerted the people in Petersburg, "Be
                        careful."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Was Darden the governor of Virginia at that point?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No. Who was the governor? Darden had not come in yet, it <pb id="p56"
                                n="56"/> must have been Price.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>It was Price, o.k. And you had known …Eleanor Roosevelt has called you
                            one of her two best friends.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, I had known her …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, you had known her for how long by 1940?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Actually, probably not more …I didn't know her really well even then, but
                            I think that we had been in correspondence. I had been corresponding
                            with her, peppering her since maybe 1938, since the University of North
                            Carolina incident, again saying …I didn't know her well, you saw a
                            letter there signed by her own name, so we would say roughly that I had
                            known her for about two years.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Let the record show that Dr. Murray has files on both the UNC case and
                            the Petersburg bus case.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>The point I am trying to make is that by this time, I think the local
                            Petersburg authorities began to say, "These may be unusual prisoners, in
                            the sense that we 've got to be very careful about them." So, the second
                            time around, this is when we are not paying the fine and are serving our
                            term, that we were allowed our typewriter and whatnot. But even so, I
                            think that we had pencils and pads, I just can't function without having
                            my little notebook and pencil and so, however we communicated, we did a
                            kind of an educational job in saying why we were there, what had
                            happened and whatnot, we got back an apology and in a sense, an
                            admission of "we are proud of you," if I recall what came back from the
                            male prisoners… It indicated that consciousness raising could go on
                            right in the middle of a jail. I think that I have one of these notes,
                            I'm not sure where it is.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, do you have any idea that they suffered at all as a result, I <pb
                                id="p57" n="57"/> mean, after they discovered why you were in jail?
                            After you left, did you ever hear again about any of these people, or
                            from any of these people as to whether or not they engaged in any
                            activities inside or outside the jail?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, we had no information about the people inside the jail, but I did
                            think that it was significant that when we showed up for trial, you see,
                            we appealed this and the next time we showed up for trial, here was the
                            entire sociology class of …is it Virginia Union?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, Virginia Union in Richmond.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, this was in Petersburg …what is the school there?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, Virginia State College.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Virginia State College, sitting there. When we walked into the
                            courthouse, there they were. See, here are some notes, "notes slipped
                            under the door from male prisoners to female prisoners."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>These notes are dated March 23 and 26 of 1940. Is it possible to
                        read?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>[Reading] "Thanks for your advice. I did not know that is the same one
                            that I spoke to last night, but that it will still be a little better in
                            my behavior as …", well, as something. But the attitude, what I'm really
                            trying to suggest is that the attitude of the men changed and then they
                            began to ask for help themselves, you see. "Dear Murray and Mac, I am
                            amazed how you all feel, I can imagine how you all feel, but I hope you
                            will get out all right. I had some bad luck, too. I am accused of
                            shooting a cop, so you can imagine how I feel and the fix I am in, but
                            if I get over this, I will never show my face again in these parts."
                            What I am really trying to say to you …here is another one: "Just a few
                            lines to let <pb id="p58" n="58"/> you hear, I heard you was on your way
                            to Durham, North Carolina. I may know you and you may know when I lived
                            in Durham, I live on Pine Street and when I was going, I went to W.G…" I
                            guess that he means W.G. Pearson School …"My name is Andrew Jackson, I
                            have lived on Queens." It was just a …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>A rapport and a new kind of awareness.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Can you imagine what it might have been like if I had had the background
                            and the training and understanding, let's say, of the 1960s. You see,
                            this is groping. This is a historical development, groping, a sense of
                            trying to educate my fellow prisoners but not really having the skills
                            to do anything to help them or to get their story out.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>But then on the other hand, given that it is this period, had you any
                            greater skills and had you been more militant, you might not be here
                            today. So, during King's period, it's a different story.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, but I think that you begin to see that …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, you do begin to see, you do see very well. </p>
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                        <p>O.K., now let's move on to the other incident, because this is one that I
                            have read about so often in the newspapers and in the Workers Defense
                            League files and it is one that I'm sure posterity will be interested in
                            and that is the case of Odell Waller, the black sharecropper. Now, if
                            you could briefly give us the facts of the case and then tell us how you
                            participated in the Workers Defense League prior to your going to law
                            school.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Odell Waller was a sharecropper. Oscar Davis was a farmer who was his
                            landlord. Oscar Davis, being not really a planter, but also himself a
                            relatively small, grubby farmer. They had a dispute over a wheat crop.
                            Apparently the division was supposed to be Odell and his mother <pb
                                id="p59" n="59"/> worked the wheat crop and when the division would
                            be made, one-fourth of every four bags, or however they did the bag,
                            would go to Odell Waller and his family. In some ways, this was
                            apparently not carried out and Odell, who had been away looking for work
                            came back to have it out with his landlord. I think that his mother must
                            have written him and said that they had put all the wheat into Mr.
                            Davis's barn instead of giving them their one-quarter. So, Odell goes
                            over to Davis to have it out. Unfortunately, I think that he takes a
                            rifle along with him. I think that it was a rifle. In the argument,
                            Odell's story is that Davis puts his hands in his pocket and Odell
                            thinks that he is going to pull out a gun and so, he shoots first in
                            what he believes to be self-defense. Davis is eventually taken to the
                            hospital, seems to be all right, getting along all right, and then he
                            dies of a collapsed lung. Odell has escaped to Ohio, in due course he is
                            apprehended in Ohio and a Workers Defense League lawyer in Ohio
                            unsuccessfully fights to keep him from being extradited to Virginia.
                            This lawyer reports to the national board of the Workers Defense League,
                            on which I am sitting that summer, and says, "We have this case which is
                            going back to Virginia and we've lost the fight to keep him from being
                            extradited. Will you follow up on the case?" All summer, we …and this is
                            my first experience on the board …all summer we are wrestling with this
                            case of this sharecropper who has been extradited and going back to
                            Virginia. We somehow don't seem to really come to any decisive point of
                            action, but it keeps being on the agenda. I'm giving you my impressions.
                            The next thing that we know, the trial has been held and the man has
                            been convicted and sentenced to die.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And it's first degree murder.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, it's first degree murder. This case has been kicking <pb id="p60"
                                n="60"/> around all summer before our committee or board or whatnot
                            and I'm sitting as a member of that board and immediately feel a
                            personal responsibility for not having done something.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, as board member, are you field secretary at the same time or were
                            you field secretary after?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, I was field secretary after.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>O.K.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Also, I identified, because six months earlier, I had been arrested in
                            Virginia. Remember that this case happens in the summer of 1940 and it
                            was in…well, three months earlier, it was in March, 1940 that I have my
                            Waterloo. So, there are all these emotional pulls and identifications.
                            When the Workers Defense League asks me if I will go down and
                            investigate and see what I can come up with, then I go down to
                            investigate and my quest leads me from southwest Virginia where Odell
                            Waller lived to Richmond, to the death house, only to discover that if I
                            am not a lawyer, I can't interview him in the death house. So, all of
                            this is tying up. Eventually, I was able, eventually on the second trip
                            down, I got permission to interview him. Then, I think that it is on a
                            second trip that I go down to try to raise some funds among the local
                            ministers.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And his mother is also engaged in this?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, his mother is engaged in this. I think that it is in Richmond that I
                            want to come before, or ask permission to come before the local
                            ministers alliance, the Negro ministers alliance, only to discover that
                            Dr. Leon Ransom, who is Professor of Constitutional Law and Criminal Law
                            at Howard University, also …I think that it is Ransom and maybe Thurgood
                            Marshall, I'm not sure …I think it may be the two of them …are coming
                                <pb id="p61" n="61"/> before the alliance that day and first,
                            obviously, to make an appeal for four young Negro boys who have been
                            convicted or are on trial for rape. This was a real <hi rend="i">cause
                                celebre</hi>. So much has happened, there is just one thing after
                            another, that they give me five minutes. They almost say, "What do you
                            want? We don't really have time for you, but we will give you five
                            minutes to say what you have to say." I get up to speak and maybe for
                            the first time in my life, I get out two words and then I just burst
                            into tears and stand there and just utterly collapse in tears trying to
                            tell the story of this young sharecropper. I won't tell you how
                            embarassing it was to me, but it was like a miracle. It brought forth,
                            after these men had already shelled out for Thurgood and Leon Ransom and
                            whatnot, it brought forth twenty-three dollars and in those days, for an
                            unknown case and an unknown person and on the heels of this <hi rend="i"
                                >cause celebre</hi>, this was almost unheard of. So, this began both
                            my identification with the case and a two year struggle. But meanwhile,
                            back at the hotel, Thurgood, I guess …I think that Thurgood was on that
                            trip …anyway, Dr. Ransom was there and Dr. Ransom was acting dean of the
                            law school and I just kind of, you know, rapping back and forth, said,
                            "Well look, if I'm going to be messing around with these cases, I might
                            as well study law." He said, "Come on, we'd love to have you." I said,
                            "Give me a fellowship and I will." He says, "O.K., I'll give you a
                            fellowship." It was in that kind of banter back and forth that sure
                            enough, he went back and sent me the papers. I filled them out, almost
                            forgetting about them and went on my way, working on the Odell Waller
                            case, spent the summer writing and planning to write a book, to write
                            what later became <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi>, and toward the end of
                            the summer, out of the clear blue, I got a letter from Ransom stating
                            that, "You have been admitted to law school and awarded a
                        scholarship."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p62" n="62"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Would you mention one thing before we leave Waller and move to Howard Law
                            School, and that is, the poll tax and the jury …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>O.K. Our defense, our appellate, that is, our appeal to try to get
                            Waller's case reversed, was based upon the fact that he was convicted by
                            an all poll tax jury. The jury lists being based upon the voting lists
                            and the voting lists being based upon the payment of a poll tax, which
                            was cumulative for at least three years. Since I think that it was about
                            a dollar and a half a year, it would mean that a person who didn't pay
                            his poll tax for three years had to pay four dollars and fifty cents and
                            this was almost prohibitive for sharecroppers. So, you had a poll tax
                            jury which, for all practical purposes, was a planters jury. Our
                            contention was that such a jury was a denial of equal protection and of
                            course, that the poll tax …this was calling into question the
                            constitutionality of the poll tax. In due course, that argument became
                            the law of the land. I think that it was the <hi rend="i">Harper</hi>
                            case some years later [1966] and so, the Virginia poll tax was struck
                            down as unconstitutional. In Waller's case, unfortunately, he was
                            represented by an inexperienced but very well intentioned lawyer. And
                            while the instincts of the lawyer were correct, and that is, an attempt
                            to show that Waller had been convicted by a poll tax jury, he had not
                            put in the record evidence, the kind of foundational evidence that would
                            permit him to raise the constitutional question before the Supreme
                            Court. So, purely on the basis of procedural limitations, we could not
                            get the Supreme Court to take the case, because in scanning the record,
                            they could not find the basis upon which to raise the question.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. We know that a federal question must be raised before the Supreme
                            Court.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p63" n="63"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. And I kept saying to myself as this happened, and I'm in there
                            pitching, not as a lawyer, but as a special field secretary raising
                            funds, working with the lawyers and that kind of thing, and I kept
                            saying to myself, "If we lose this man's life, I must study law." And we
                            lost his life.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <milestone n="8723" unit="empty" type="start" timestamp="02:48:00"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. Even appeals to the governor did not succeed and as I recall reading
                            in the papers, lawyers who were firmly convinced that one could work
                            through the judicial system, wrote letters to the governor and had
                            appeals in newspapers that because of the injustice of the poll tax, his
                            sentence should be commuted and Colgate Darden did not feel that he
                            should do this.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think perhaps that you would be amused at this little footnote to
                            history. Waller was executed July 2, 1942. I graduated from Howard
                            University Law School in June, 1944 at the top of my class and winner of
                            a Rosenwald Fellowship for graduate study in law. I took it upon myself
                            to send an engraved invitation to Howard University Commencement to
                            Governor Darden, reminding him of the Odell Waller case and my role in
                            it, and suggesting to him that a live lawyer was far more a danger to
                            his system than a dead sharecropper.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Certainly a necessary memorial to an unnecessary death.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, let us move on to Howard Law School. You've mentioned Leon Ransom
                            and the kinds of issues that pushed you towards law school. Were there
                            other heroes and heroines or idols …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I just …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Or embittering experiences or circumstances under which you …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p64" n="64"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>You see, I just missed Charles Houston. You see, my three greats were
                            Charles Houston, William H. Hastie, and Leon Ransom. Houston, I think,
                            retired the very summer before I entered, I think that was perhaps his
                            last year.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, he was in private practice.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, but even though he wasn't teaching on the hill, I was aware of him
                            and I think that he was aware of me and so for a year or so, I've
                            forgotten when he died …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>He died in 1950.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. So, during that period at Howard, I was somehow under his influence.
                            I do want to back up a little bit, however, and tell you of a little
                            incident that made law school almost a must for me. When we were …when
                            Mac, my friend and I, were preparing for the Petersburg trial, we …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>This is your appeal?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>This is our appeal and it was an appeal from the police court to the next
                            highest court, the Hustings Court not a real appellate court, but it was
                            almost like what they would call a trial <hi rend="i">de novo</hi>, you
                            would hold a hearing in a police court and then you would go to …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Another municipal court.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. In preparing for that appeal, all the lawyers involved met at Howard
                            Law School with Bill Hastie and Thurgood Marshall and Ransom. The whole
                            corps of them met. Here are these two little insignificant people, but
                            the issue is so important that here is this battery of brilliant legal
                            minds at work. They went through every constitutional phase of the
                            thing, every act of it. One would act as the lawyer for the prosecution,
                            to tear <pb id="p65" n="65"/> down the arguments of the lawyer for the
                            NAACP and I watched this and I just sat there and almost drooled.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>You know that Hastie instituted that particular kind of method of
                            teaching law because blacks had so few opportunities to take part in the
                            ways that the courts worked.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>And being the participants in this case and therefore knowing all the
                            facts of the case, just to sit there and watch these lawyers in their
                            legal antics, I 'm sure that this had a tremendous impetus to shove me
                            toward training in the law. </p>
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                        <p>O.K., so at the law school, two things happened immediately. I became
                            aware of sex prejudice.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>That was something that I was going to ask you about.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I became aware of it in my freshman year at law school. It came upon me
                            as a terrible shock. I had not grown up in a family where limitations
                            were placed upon women. My whole family tradition had been
                            self-sufficient women. My grandfather, patriarch though he was, believed
                            in his daughters being self-sufficient and independent and so it just
                            simply was not a part of my family tradition to expect any limitations
                            upon what a woman could and could not do. I had never thought of myself
                            in terms of a woman. I had thought of myself in preparing to be a civil
                            rights lawyer for this cause. I had not been in school, I guess for two
                            or three days, and Professor Robert Ming, said …I can't tell whether he
                            was kidding or being sarcastic or what, but he said, "We don't know why
                            women come to law school anyway, but since you're here …" However you
                            take it, one has to respond, you can't just say that this is really
                            kidding. Then the second thing, was that there was a notice on the
                            bulletin board very shortly, maybe two or three weeks after school began
                            which said, "All male members of the first year class are <pb id="p66"
                                n="66"/> invited to Dean So-and-So's for a smoker." There were only
                            two females in the entire school, one of which was myself. I am so
                            stunned. I couldn't imagine. "What is all this?" So, I raised the
                            question. I was told that they wanted to look over the members of the
                            first year class for the legal fraternity. "Well, if it is a legal
                            fraternity, why am I not eligible?" "Oh, well, why don't you women go
                            and form a legal sorority." So, what I'm really saying is that removing
                            the racial factor, Howard University being a school where the racial
                            factor was not the problem, immediately the sex factor was isolated and
                            stood there in all of its …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And the professor who was involved in making a suggestion of a female
                            legal society was not one of the white professors at the law school?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>There were no white professors.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>At that point, there were no white professors, in the twenties and
                            thirties?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, there were none at that point. [in the 1940's] So, my whole
                            experience at law school was an experience of learning really for the
                            first time what, in a way, a crude kind of sexism can be, an unvarnished
                            one. It is not the …the sexism in a minority group, and I would think
                            that this is true in machismo, the hispanic tradition, it is not a
                            smooth kind thing, it isn't so disguised. It is a kind of straight out
                            machismo.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>In fact, so much a part of custom that one is not supposed to question
                            it, which is why it can be crude.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. And so, this is the beginning of my conscious feminism, which began
                            at Howard University back in the 1940s.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <pb id="p67" n="67"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, rarely does a person become committed to direct action and then move
                            strictly into the world of scholarship. I mean, books and study and all
                            that kind of thing. Aside from sexism at Howard Law School, did you
                            attempt, given the difficulties of legal study, I mean with doing legal
                            study and then you have the sexism problem, did you attempt to combine
                            the study with protest or anything such as that? Did particular
                            professors involve you in outside activities?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Actually not, from the point of view of professors. I did become involved
                            in direct action in 1943 and 1944, my second and third year. This came
                            about, however, not so much from what we were learning in law school, as
                            the … what was happening to people in wartime, what was happening to
                            thoughtful young Negroes in wartime in the United States with our men
                        …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Going into Jim Crow armies.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, but still going to fight for the Four Freedoms, the sharpness of the
                            notion of Nazism and its racial …the revulsion that this was causing and
                            immediate association of the Nazi Aryanism with racism in this country,
                            the fact that women …that law schools were among the least protected in
                            terms of selective service and therefore, my classmates were almost
                            wiped out.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>They were disappearing, yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>And a sense of my being in a protected position and "what am I doing to
                            make this country better when they come back?" And this being the point
                            of view, to some extent, of many Howard University women. What can we do
                            to make this country democratic, while our men are <pb id="p68" n="68"/>
                            fighting abroad?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>As a graduate, did you work with undergraduates also?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I worked with undergraduates, I imagine that most of the students were
                            …well, there were some graduate students, but I would guess that the
                            bulk of these were undergraduates. The bulk of them were women and
                            undergraduates and we began to participate in sit-downs in restaurants
                            in the spring of 1943 and the spring of 1944, with some modest success.
                            I say "modest success," because we were not able to carry on a
                            continuous campaign due to the fact that Howard University receives a
                            considerable amount of money from Congress and Senator Bilbo—the famous,
                            or infamous depending on how you look at him Senator from Mississippi—,
                            he is the man who used to campaign on sending all Negroes back to
                            Africa. Well, Bilbo was sitting on the D.C. Committee and former
                            president, Mordecai Johnson, ordered us to cease and desist because
                            Howard University appropriations were on the spot.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>It is the case, however, that whenever it was not a time for
                            consideration of appropriations, he generally encouraged relative
                            freedom of speech.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. And interestingly enough, we did not really defy him, because I
                            think that we realistically knew that the fate of the institution was at
                            stake and we were not willing to take responsibility for that kind of
                            thing, but we did then turn our reform energies upon the administration
                            of the school and call for a whole review and revamping of
                            administrative procedure …</p>
                    </sp>

                    <p>
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                    <head>[TAPE 2, SIDE B]</head>
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                        <p>[START OF TAPE 3, SIDE A]</p>
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                    <pb id="p69" n="69"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>In a sense, what we were asking for was a reorganization of the way in
                            which student-faculty-administration relationships developed, so that
                            students would have more say in the planning of the university. I
                            graduated that year, 1944, and I think that this impetus carried forward
                            a little bit to the next year, but I don't think it became a real part
                            of the school administration policy. It may well be that the failure of
                            the school to have a kind of foresight in the 1940s perpetuated a
                            condition that caused such a great deal of student unrest in the
                            sixties.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Of course, one problem being that Mordecai Johnson was actually pushed
                            into that position and was the first black president of Howard
                            University and was a minister, not an administrator and had to work
                            through intuition and through the advice of as many people as he could
                            find to counsel him. This is certainly one of the greatest of hardships
                            and with alumni at all points calling for his dismissal and for the
                            reinstatement of a white president. All of these things, I think,
                            probably added to the fact that students were not going to continue the
                            same kind of activities, although we do know that they continued with
                            public accomodations in later years, downtown D.C. and Thompson
                            restaurants were cases that continued throughout the period. Now,
                            following your graduation from Howard, you sought a graduate degree in
                            law and eventually went to California, U.C. Berkeley and earned a L.L.M.
                            Now, why did you not go to Carolina or some other place and take the bar
                            exam?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, first of all, I went to California because, although my Rosenwald
                            Fellowship called for graduate study of law at Harvard University Law
                            School, Harvard rejected me because of my sex.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, I was going to ask you why you thought that you could go <pb
                                id="p70" n="70"/> to Harvard, because Harvard …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Naively, I did not know that Harvard did not admit women and did not
                            believe my professors and fellow students when they kidded me and said
                            how Harvard would not let me in because I was a woman. You see, up until
                            this time, I had so concentrated on race, civil rights, I was almost
                            utterly unaware of the disability of sex.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, you certainly had the example of Ransom, of Hastie, of Houston, and
                            they had all been black and they all had succeeded and so it would seem
                            logical that you should be able to go there. What was the experience at
                            California at the law school like? Was there the same kind of closeness
                            in the student body in terms of work or were you relatively to
                        yourself?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I was relatively to myself because I was literally the only graduate
                            student. Remember that this is wartime, 1944, 1945. I went to California
                            because it was the only school in the country that had retained its
                            major faculty. Many of the law schools, both students and faculty were
                            decimated. The faculty going off on wartime assignments and the students
                            going into the army. It so happened that many of the old masters, Paul
                            Radin, D.O. McGovney, Ballantine, of Ballantine's <hi rend="i"
                                >Corporations</hi>, men who had made their mark, very often in
                            eastern universities, very often at Harvard University, were getting
                            close to retirement and they had gravitated toward California. So,
                            California had a fairly good concentration of faculty and they were
                            willing to take me on as a graduate student. Yale wouldn't take me on
                            because their whole graduate program had closed down during the war and
                            so, California was the only place that I could go.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I do want to go back to why you didn't take the North <pb id="p71"
                                n="71"/> Carolina Bar exams?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>North Carolina had a segregation statute and if I am to be admitted to
                            the Bar, I must swear or affirm that I will uphold the laws of the state
                            in which I am admitted and I simply could not affirm that I would uphold
                            the segregation laws.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, did you take the New York Bar exams immediately after Howard, or
                            after California?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>After California. Right after I got my graduate degree, almost
                            simultaneously with getting my graduate degree, I took and passed the
                            California Bar and for a very brief time, had a temporary appointment as
                            Deputy Attorney General of the State of California and got bumped when
                            wartime veterans came back and exercised their preferential status. So
                            then I returned east and eventually took the New York Bar.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, two things. Did the Rosenwald Fellowship entirely take care of your
                            needs?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, I got an extension, with an extended stipend, but I supplemented that
                            by waiting tables at International House, where I was a resident and by
                            acting as a house counsel and in one case, I was able to get my meals
                            and in the second case, I was able to get my rent and that was what took
                            me through.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I understand that you worked on <hi rend="i">The Los Angeles
                                Sentinel</hi> for awhile. When did this occur?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Between graduation from Howard in June and the opening of California in
                            October. The summer of 1944, I worked on <hi rend="i">The
                        Sentinel</hi>.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And did you find any sexism in relationship to this?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No. Loren Miller, the late Judge Loren Miller, who wrote <pb id="p72"
                                n="72"/>
                            <hi rend="i">The Petitioners</hi>, he and I hit it off beautifully.
                            First of all, we had this common tradition of civil rights and he was
                            really a beautiful human being and so that was a very, very happy
                            relationship and they just turned me loose as a roving reporter and let
                            me go my way, so I had no sense of sex discrimination.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, what would you consider your most memorable case for the short time
                            that you served as Deputy Attorney General of California? That was under
                            Governor Warren, wasn't it?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>That was under Governor Warren. I no more than literally took office when
                            I was handed the investigation of a case known as the Fontana Case.
                            Fontana, California, not too far from San Bernadino, not too far from
                            Los Angeles. This was a case in which a migrating family from
                            Mississippi, of mixed racial heritage, so that its identification was
                            really unclear …they could have been Indian, they could have been
                            whatever, apparently bought property in Fontana and there must have been
                            some sort of gentlemen's agreement whereas whites resided on, we'll say,
                            north of this invisible line and blacks or Negroes or colored or
                            Hispanic or whatever …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Any nonwhites.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Any nonwhites would live south of this line. And apparently, this family,
                            without any knowledge of this, bought this lot and began to construct
                            their house and they were building it themselves.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Therefore, it did not involve a restrictive covenant.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, it didn't involve a restrictive convenant, but it involved some sort
                            of gentlemen's agreement, I think of zoning. They were warned by the
                            local police and sheriff and in California, the whole <pb id="p73"
                                n="73"/> law enforcement system was an integrated system. In other
                            words, the Attorney General was boss of all the police and local law
                            enforcement officials and these local law enforcement officials warned
                            this family that a posse might be developing, a posse or whatever.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Or a neighborhood organization.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. I think it was like a family, a father and mother and four or five
                            children. They went into Los Angeles and appealed to the FBI for
                            protection and the FBI said that it had no jurisdiction. The upshot of
                            the situation was that when they came back one night to light their
                            lantern …and understand, this was apparently in late fall or early
                            winter, they were building the house and I think that it was in the tar
                            paper stage, building it little by little and they had an oil drum to
                            keep them warm and a lantern for light …well, this lantern exploded and
                            there was a flash fire and every single one of them was burned to death.
                            The circumstances pointed toward murder, really. And this investigation
                            of this case fell into the Attorney General's office and was assigned to
                            me. That was my first case.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And the upshot of that …or were you around for the upshot of it?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>All I could do, with the best of my investigation, was to … we could not
                            seem to get evidence of what really happened, but I recall writing up
                            the case and probably leaving open the question of who was responsible
                            but pointing the finger at the failure of the law enforcement officials
                            who should have been protecting the people, but rather were warning them
                            to get out. I doubt that any resolution was made of the case. In some
                            ways, it was a <hi rend="i">cause celebre</hi>, because it indicated the
                            intensity <pb id="p74" n="74"/> of racial prejudice.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, would you care to compare or contrast, either your personal
                            experience or what might have been the general nonwhite experience or
                            Afro-American experience, either in North Carolina and in New York, D.C.
                            and Berkeley, California, or any of those places, as combined with
                            either North Carolina and D.C. or North Carolina and California or
                            something like that. Are there any in particular that seem to be
                            strikingly similar or strikingly different or what?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>If you are talking about the period of pre-war and World War II, in North
                            Carolina the racial segregation was rigidly enforced by law, so that any
                            deviation placed you immediately in jeapordy of being arrested and the
                            full force of the law being directed against you. In Washington, D.C.,
                            there were no segregation laws and we were able to carry out our sit-ins
                            and picketing without being arrested because we were able to show the
                            law enforcement officials that first of all, there was no segregation
                            law and secondly, there was no law against picketing. In California,
                            there was not only no segregation law, but there were in fact, civil
                            rights laws. Moreover, in California, there was not just a black-white
                            presence, but there was a spectrum of whites, which might be divided
                            into native Californians and in-migrants from the South, Oklahoma,
                            Arkansas and people who were really refugees from the Dustbowl
                            catastrophes of the mid-thirties. There were Mexicanos, well, Hispanics,
                            and there were Orientals and I was in California right at the time of
                            the beginnings of …well, first of all, there had been the internment of
                            the Japanese-Americans. People of Japanese descent, Issei, Nisei, and I
                            discovered that in the hierarchy at the time that I was there, whites,
                            of <pb id="p75" n="75"/> course, had the top position. Negroes seemed to
                            be in the second favorable status and seemed to fare better than the
                            Orientals and the Indians and the Mexicanos. Middle-class Negroes, for
                            example, had been able to move into the homes left vacant by the
                            Japanese-Americans who had been interned. When you got on a streetcar,
                            you could see this spectrum of humanity. This gave me some perspective
                            on racial status. I began then thinking of minorities rather than just
                            the black-white situation. As a matter of fact, at the University of
                            California we developed a panel of five or six or seven women students,
                            made up of Spanish speaking Americans, a Nisei Japanese-American, who
                            had just returned from internment, a Hawaiian-American, a
                            Chinese-American, a German Jew who had escaped Naziism, an American of
                            …a Caucasian-American who had grown up in China of missionary parents.
                            This was, in a sense, a panel of minorities and we would rap. In other
                            words, we would do a kind of bull session among ourselves. We were all
                            friends and fellow students and we would go around and do this publicly,
                            showing the interrelations of problems of minorities.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Your thesis for your L.L.M. had nothing to do with this or was it
                            strictly on a legal matter that was not related to minorities or was it
                            related to civil rights?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I began my graduate work as a continuation of something that I had
                            started at Howard University in my senior year, my senior civil rights
                            paper. This paper raised the question as to whether or not <hi rend="i"
                                >Plessy</hi> vs. <hi rend="i">Ferguson</hi> and the Civil Rights
                            Cases of 1883 should not be overruled. My intense desire was to find a
                            legal basis for overruling the segregation decisions. I worked on that
                            intensively for almost a whole year, going <pb id="p76" n="76"/> back
                            through the Congressional records of the period of the passage of the
                            Thirteenth Amendment and the passage of the Fourteenth Amendment and the
                            passage of the Civil Rights Act of 1875, which was declared
                            unconstitutional in 1883, to try to see if I could not show that the
                            Thirteenth Amendment was intended to strike down, not only the legal
                            relationship of slavery, but also the badges of servitude. And after six
                            months of backbreaking research, working under Prof. D.O. McGovney, who
                            was the constitutional law professor and the man who wrote the
                            definitive rationale for declaring unconstituional restrictive
                            covenants, on the basis that judicial action by the states through the
                            upholding of a restrictive convenant was state action within the
                            prohibition of the Fourteenth Amendment. Now, that's the man under whom
                            I did my work and I still have two huge notebooks. After all of this
                            work, charts and whatnot, he looked over the evidence and came to the
                            conclusion that it was inconclusive and that we really could not say on
                            the basis of this that the Thirteenth Amendment was directed against
                            racial segregation or discrimination.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, did he direct you to move toward the Fourteenth or did he simply let
                            you go on your way?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, we had to …we tried both. That is, I was working with both, but
                            basically trying to use the Thirteenth Amendment, because I was first
                            after the Civil Rights Cases and once I got the Civil Rights Cases
                            straightened out, then I would move toward <hi rend="i">Plessy</hi> vs.
                                <hi rend="i">Ferguson</hi>. So, I literally had to switch my
                            graduate work and go over into the labor field and there I did a study
                            of the right to equal opportunity in employment. It was the first
                            definitive published law review article on the right to equal
                            opportunity in employment. That was the beginnings, as you know, of the
                            FEPC, Fair Employment Practices. I might say, however, that the thesis
                                <pb id="p77" n="77"/> that I had in mind originally was eventually
                            upheld in a case decided in a case called the Mayer case. Mayer was the
                            defendant in the case, but it was the interracial couple in St. Louis
                            who were refused housing</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p><hi rend="i">Mayer vs. Jones</hi>?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p><hi rend="i">Jones</hi> vs. <hi rend="i">Mayer</hi>, I believe. [Jones v.
                            Alfred H. Mayer Co. (1969)] Yes. It was decided in favor of the fact
                            that the Thirteenth Amendment was held … I would like to say here, if
                            you will notice that the questions you've been asking me about my
                            activities and the things that I was involved in, that in not a single
                            one of these little campaigns was I victorious. In other words, in each
                            case, I personally failed, but I have lived to see the thesis upon which
                            I was operating vindicated and what I very often say is that I've lived
                            to see my lost causes found.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>So individually, you might have failed, but not really personally.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I'm interested, from 1948 until 1960, you went into private practice
                            with Paul, Weiss, Rifkind, Wharton and Garrison in New York City.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, from 1948 until 1956, I was in private practice by myself.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, I see. Then from '56 until 1960, you were with them.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>And during that period, 1948 until 1952, <hi rend="i">States' Laws On
                                Race and Color</hi> was a research job that I did for the Women's
                            Division of the Methodist Church. They published it and according to
                            Thurgood Marshall, that became the Bible for the civil rights lawyers
                            when they were fighting these segregation cases.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p78" n="78"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, I understand that this law firm included such people as Arthur
                            Goldberg and Adlai Stevenson and I just wonder what it was like working
                            in that firm, for you. Whether or not, had you not had the opportunity
                            to go to Ghana, you would have stuck with it longer and if there were
                            any cases that seemed to you to be very significant as you worked in the
                            firm, because you became an associate of the firm.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, the first Negro associate in that firm was Bill Coleman, who you
                            now recognize as Secretary of Transportation. [1975] The second Negro to
                            be an associate in that firm was myself. I would not take anything for
                            the experience. It gave me an opportunity to practice "gentlemen's law"
                            with all the facilities of a million dollar law firm, with all the
                            prestige that carried in terms of the courtesy that one might have in
                            the courts, with all of the necessary equipment for efficiency. To give
                            you some example of the way in which this firm worked, it would
                            contribute from time to time, the labor of its lawyers to, we will say,
                            "legal aid."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I understand that it had at least a hundred lawyers. Is that right?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, yes. And it has even more today. It would, as I say, contribute, for
                            example, it would contribute my services to assist the legal aid in an
                            appeal. We kept strict accounting of our time for billing our clients
                            and when we didn't have a client to bill, we would use what was known as
                            "general office." In other words, every moment of our time was charged
                            against something, either a client or general expenses. I was selected
                            to do an appeal on a rape case for the Legal Aid. When I finished and
                            argued my case and figured out the time charges, it was close to five
                            thousand dollars. So, that gives you some idea of how …of what it costs
                                <pb id="p79" n="79"/> to work in a firm like that. I was in that
                            firm, working, during the Little Rock crisis and the period in which
                            Daisy Bates and her husband, L.C. Bates, who were the leaders of the
                            NAACP during the Little Rock crisis and Daisy Bates you recognize as the
                            mentor of the Little Rock Nine, the nine high school students. She was
                            the state chairman of the NAACP. The recriminations against them were
                            that people who had advertised in their little paper, <hi rend="i">The
                                State Press</hi>, were intimidated and persuaded to withdraw their
                            advertisements. So, they were forced to the wall. Their newspaper really
                            went out of circulation because people withdrew their ads. During that
                            period, I helped, along with others, voluntary gift ads from supporters.
                            People would put in their ad whatever they wanted to, in terms of a
                            quotation, and you would have someone like Senior Partner Lloyd K.
                            Garrison, who by the way, was my sponsor for the New York Bar and is the
                            great-grandson of William Lloyd Garrison. So, he would put in a
                            quotation, say, from his great-grandfather. We raised several hundred
                            dollars. It was nothing but a symbolic gesture, there was nothing that
                            we could do really to save the paper. But in the process, I kept saying
                            to myself, "What am I doing sitting up here in a Madison Avenue law
                            firm, with a very good salary and a month's vacation and all the
                            benefits? I'm really in the wrong place." Ultimately, it simply was not
                            for me.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, did you volunteer your services in Ghana or were you asked to come
                            to Ghana or how did that occur?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I answered an ad. They advertised in British papers for senior lecturers.
                            They were trying to start their law school.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>In Accra?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Accra. They advertised in a British newspaper and a friend of mine sent
                            me the ad and I answered it and their Attorney General came <pb id="p80"
                                n="80"/> over here to this country and I had been up to see
                            Professor Arthur Sutherland, he's dead now, who was a professor of law
                            at Harvard but who had been on an international legal commission to help
                            set up a plan for legal education in Ghana. I went up and talked with
                            him about this and he encouraged me to go. He said that it would be a
                            tremendous experience for me and that out of it might even come a book
                            and in truth, out of it did come a book, which I co-authored with Prof.
                            Leslie Rubin from South Africa.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p><hi rend="i">The Constitution and Government of Ghana</hi>.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. So, that's how that came about.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, what was the experience like being Senior Lecturer and also, if you
                            would like to remark upon it, what was the experience like working with
                            a co-author who was a non-black South African?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, you have two questions. One, I discovered that I was a civil
                            libertarian and a person committed to human rights whether I was in
                            North Carolina or whether I was in Accra, Ghana. And it soon became
                            clear to me that Kwame Nkrumah had dictatorial instincts and was
                            suppressing freedom of speech, was deliberately suppressing the freedom
                            of the trade unions, of women's organizations, of youth organizations,
                            was permitting and in a sense encouraging and almost demanding a
                            personality cult.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Do you think that he did this …this is just your opinion, of course, but
                            did this seem to be something that was direct or indirect as a result of
                            having an increasing bureaucracy or because he had such convictions
                            about the directions in which the nation had to go if it were to be
                            indeed independent economically and politically?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, I think that history will bear me out, that Nkrumah had <pb id="p81"
                                n="81"/> ambitions far beyond the development of his country. And
                            I'm not an expert on African politics or African development, so you
                            must take this as purely a kind of observer, with some human …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, you were there …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I was there almost two years. But it seemed to me that Nkrumah was kind
                            of bored with the notion of having to try to develop a little country,
                            that his horizon called for a United States of Africa.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>And indeed, his political views called for Pan-Africanism.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. And therefore, his concerns seemed to be greater in terms of
                            trying to bring about political intrigues or political unities than a
                            really digging down into the real problems of his own country.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>That's why I asked if it seemed that sometimes the problems arose
                            indirectly because he was so concerned about organizing a continent?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. I really think, as I say, that he was bored with the notion of
                            sticking to the reall problems of his little country. Unfortunately for
                            him, he started out, you see, as the first independent leader, but
                            within a very few years, all around him these little independent
                            countries began springing up, each with its strong man, each with its
                            sort of personality cult and where he might have been, say, the big
                            brother of one or two countries, when suddenly all of these little
                            countries began to grow up and have their own little unique respective
                            nationalisms, or kind of development toward national pride, he was no
                            longer the big brother. He could not exercise the big brother role. He
                            then had as his protege, Lumumba, who was a young man and the rumor was
                            that he, Nkrumah, almost bled the country of money to help Lumumba bring
                            about a domination of the then Congo. I've forgotten …Zaire is it
                        now?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p82" n="82"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>And of course, this failed because before Nkrumah could move in, was
                            strong enough to move in …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>You mean before Lumumba could move in.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, if you remember, before the explosion, when you had practically a
                            civil war, before Nkrumah could move in with troops, the United Nations
                            made the move.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Oh, I see. Yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>No, Nkrumah was never really able. His attempts to gain hegemony or
                            leadership over various countries failed. In my opinion, he was a real
                            tragedy.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>It is very interesting that the great ability, the great foresight, all
                            the ideals and with the political training that he had, one can only
                            speculate that if he had had different sorts of advisors or something
                        …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>That, and perhaps it was unfortunate that he spent so many years in the
                            United States and got this sense of what it must be to have a big
                            country, a subcontinent united and the power of a subcontinent. I've
                            often felt that his sojourn in the United States made a tremendous
                            impact and contributed to this obsession of a United States of
                        Africa.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>One could probably talk forever about the numbers of Africans who, as a
                            result of being either in the United States or a large country in
                            Europe, have had problems with going back home and that kind of thing.
                            Did you want to comment about working with Leslie Rubin, a South
                            African?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Working with whom?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>With Leslie Rubin, a non-black South African.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Leslie and I had a very good relationship. Leslie had been <pb id="p83"
                                n="83"/> the one Jew in the South African Senate and had suffered
                            both from being a Jew and from being identified with the "coloreds" and
                            blacks, the non-Europeans. He represented the "coloreds" in the Senate.
                            He had come to Ghana with a sense of dedication and hope that here would
                            be a place that he might make his contribution. He had discovered a
                            different kind of authoritarianism in Ghana.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>That was his opinion, also?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, you were Senior Lecturer in Constitutional and Administrative Law.
                            What was his area?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>He may have taught a similar thing at <note type="comment"> [unclear]
                            </note>. You see, within the undergraduate program there was also a
                            legal program at, I guess it was called University College of Ghana and
                            later it became the University of Ghana. I was teaching at the Ghana Law
                            School, which was, I think, an intermediate expedient to permit men and
                            women who had not been able to go abroad to get their legal education to
                            do a kind of … to be exposed to a kind of accelerated program that would
                            allow them to qualify themselves for the bar and to practice in Ghana.
                            You see, up until Independence, in order to be a member of the bar in
                            Ghana, you had to go to England and be at the Inns of Court and once
                            Ghana became independent, there was this clamor for legal education.
                            Eventually, I think that the Ghana Law School was merged into the
                            University of Ghana legal program. I don't know what has happened since
                            I left.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, there are two other sort of disparate topics that I wanted you to
                            comment on in terms of the way you used your legal expertise. Two
                            commissions, the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission and the
                            Committee on Civil and Political Rights, the President's Commission on
                            the Status of Women. First of all that, and then being the Stulberg
                            Professor in Law <pb id="p84" n="84"/> and Politics at Brandeis. Would
                            you just briefly make some remarks about those experiences and of what
                            value you think your consultancy, for example, in the Equal Employment
                            Opportunity Commission was and what it meant to Brandeis, for example,
                            for you to be the Stulberg Professor?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, let's see. Let me take them chronologically. The Civil and
                            Political Rights Committee of the President's Commission on the Status
                            of Women came first. There, I did, at the request of the Commission, I
                            did a study, a re-examination of the Fourteenth Amendment with respect
                            to state discriminatory laws and practices with regard to sex. I urged …
                            remember that this is 1962 … urged that the Fourteenth Amendment be
                            used, using the civil rights precedents, to take advantage of the civil
                            rights precedents, to make the Fourteenth Amendment clearly applicable
                            to discrimination, state enforced governmental discrimination because of
                            sex. My strategy there was that up until that time, there had been
                            almost no possibility of the ratification of an Equal Rights Amendment
                            and that what we ought to do in the meantime, since there didn't seem to
                            be an opportunity for a breakthrough … I was not <hi rend="i">per
                            se</hi> opposed to an Equal Rights Amendment. I just felt that it was
                            unrealistic to suppose that it would happen anytime soon and that we
                            should take advantage of the Fourteenth Amendment. In practical history,
                            this is exactly what has happened. We are still four states short of an
                            Equal Rights Amendment, but a significant number of cases have
                            increasingly made applicable the Fourteenth Amendment to sex
                            discrimination as well as race discrimination. I don't want to push that
                            too far because it has not gone as far as it should. It has not gone as
                            far as … the Supreme Court has not yet ruled that sex discrimination <hi
                                rend="i">per se</hi> is constitutionally suspect, as it has done in
                            the case of race. <pb id="p85" n="85"/> But in the meanwhile, we have
                            pushed it quite far, so when you asked me what was the significance of
                            that experience, I think that that approach to the Fourteenth Amendment,
                            while awaiting in a sense to get an Equal Rights Amendment has had some
                            value.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, did you use your thesis at California as the basis for any of your
                            work with the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>My thesis at California was …there was a twenty-five year span between
                            them and the Equal Employment Opportunity was just in its rudimentary
                            stage. What I did do at the EEOC, which was purely gratuitous in a
                            sense, I was troubled by the fact that while the Equal Employment
                            Opportunity Commission in its public stance and in its relationship to
                            employers and labor unions and I guess employment agencies, took a
                            fairly good position on equal opportunity without regard to sex …</p>
                    </sp>

                    <p>
                        <note anchored="yes">
                            <p>[END OF TAPE 3, SIDE A]</p>
                        </note>
                    </p>
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                    <head>[TAPE 3, SIDE B]</head>
                    <note anchored="yes">
                        <p>[START OF TAPE 3, SIDE B]</p>
                    </note>


                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>…that it was enforcing the law of equal opportunity, but that when you
                            looked at its own internal structure, you saw that it was as guilty if
                            not more guilty than employers in its employment policy in relation to
                            race and sex. So, I made the same kind of chart for the structure of
                            EEOC that EEOC had made with respect to employers and showed that blacks
                            and women were concentrated in the lower spots, that women were not
                            being given an opportunity for moving into policy-making positions in
                            accordance with their ability. This little document, I understand,
                            bumped around the office. I didn't stay long enough to see it
                            implemented but it was at least my contribution. <note type="comment">
                                [Laughter] </note></p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p86" n="86"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, as the Stulberg Professor of Law and Politics at Brandeis, do you
                            feel that it was simply your presence as a black female holding that
                            position that was the most significant, or that the students that you
                            influenced and their subsequent careers was most significant? What did
                            you feel?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think that all of these factors played a role.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, it is '68 through '73, is that correct?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right. Five years. I think …number one, I developed a legal studies
                            program at the undergraduate level. This was in line with what has been
                            a trend within the last five or six years. It was just beginning at the
                            time that I went to Brandeis, an effort to bring back into the liberal
                            arts program some exposure to legal education. It has been criminal that
                            people should go through four years of liberal arts education and come
                            out utterly ignorant of a system which touches their lives at every
                            important point from birth to death. So that this was a kind of pioneer
                            effort that was almost wholly independent of being black or a female or
                            anything else. I mean, it had its own justification. Secondly, I
                            discovered inadvertantly that I was a role model and I began my legal
                            education classes with very few female students, mostly male students
                            who saw themselves as pre-law students. Gradually, my classes began to
                            fill up with women and women beginning to discover that they had
                            aptitudes for law. I had such things as students who had started out in
                            anthropology, psychology majors, English majors, suddenly coming to me
                            at the end of their senior year and saying, "We took the law school
                            apptitude test and we did pretty well and would you give me a
                            recommendation to go to law school." So, this was entirely
                        unexpected.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p87" n="87"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Did you have any black female students that you had contact with?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Only a few. This was a period when many black students were very much
                            involved with African and Afro-American studies. I thought unfortunately
                            so. I felt that they ought always to take a major in the traditional
                            curriculum and then supplement that with courses in African and
                            Afro-American studies and then if they wished to do African and
                            Afro-american studies, to do it at the graduate level. But to always
                            have this traditional thing that they could fall back on or that would
                            enrich, would give them skills that they could use.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Of course, I guess that it's obvious to us now, hindsight always gives us
                            more wisdom, but the fascination of King, Stokely Carmichael, Black
                            Power and the whole thing …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I do want to say, however, that I had several black students, both male
                            and female, who were crackerjacks and who went on to law school and who
                            have, I think, done very well.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now finally, in terms of career, it is very interesting to me that you
                            have returned to writing, but more significantly that in 1973, you
                            resigned the professorship to become a candidate for the priesthood, or
                            at least to become a seminarian, first at General Theological Seminary
                            and then at Virginia Theological Seminary in Alexandria, Virginia and
                            what I would like to know, is there any connection between your decision
                            to become a seminarian and ultimately seek ordination to the priesthood
                            and your concern about sex discrimination in the United States and if
                            so, what? If not, is this at all connected with your general pioneering
                            efforts in the struggle for societal change?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p88" n="88"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>This question about the relationship to sex discrimination is one which I
                            have asked myself. I think I can honestly say, "No. It is not directly
                            connected, or it was not directly motivated by my interest in sex
                            discrimination." When I applied to become a candidate for Holy Orders,
                            the reading that I had at that time, in early 1973, was a very positive
                            and encouraging one in respect to women in the priesthood. Therefore, I
                            did not expect, I completely miscalculated the controversy that was to
                            arise as a result of the non-decision of the General Convention of the
                            Episcopal Church in the fall of 1973. I think that I can truthfully say
                            that my decision to become a candidate for Holy Orders is much more
                            closely related to my feeling of standing in the tradition of Martin
                            Luther King, Jr. and my strong conviction that basically, all of these
                            problems of human rights in which I had been involved for most of my
                            adult life, sex, race, all of the problems of human rights, that
                            basically these were moral and spiritual problems. And I think that I
                            was driven more into this position when I saw that the particular
                            profession to which I had devoted the larger sector of my life, law, was
                            …that we had reached a point where law could not give us the answers.
                            You know, here we are, the busing controversy in Boston. I began to see
                            women, feminists, behaving in the same hostile extreme way that I had
                            seen black militants. Instead of the possibilities of reconciliation,
                            there seemed to be even greater and greater alienation and to me it was
                            important to keep the tradition of Martin Luther King alive and this all
                            seemed to point toward my witnessing where my conviction was. And if my
                            conviction is a spiritual conviction, then I should witness in that way
                            and make it clear where I am standing. Moreover, it seemed to me as I
                            looked back over my life that I was being <pb id="p89" n="89"/> pointed
                            in the direction of the priesthood or service to the church. It seemed
                            to me that it came out in my writings, it came out in my speeches, it
                            came out in my rather steadfast devotion to the notion of reconciliation
                            as well as liberation. I asked myself, "What do you want to do with the
                            time that you have left?" This seems to be the answer.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, when you speak of the tradition of Martin Luther King, you are
                            emphasizing primarily what? The notion of nonviolence and Christian
                            love, brotherhood or what?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>It seemed to me that Martin Luther King stood for two things. He stood
                            for liberation, which is the contemporary term, but he also stood for
                            the possibility of reconciliation between people, among peoples. He was
                            not satisfied to merely enter into the struggle. He would call it, and
                            in Christian terms we would call it, "salvation." After he died, the
                            notion of reconciliation was almost discarded in the black militant
                            stance. My feeling is that if this country is to survive, we must live
                            together in harmony and we must live together in a spirit of harmony,
                            you can call it brotherhood or whatnot. We cannot survive as a divided
                            country. Therefore, there is a need for people to be involved with and
                            concerned about reconciliation even as we are working on liberation.
                            One's concern for reconciliation … <note type="comment"> [interruption]
                            </note> …I was saying that there is a need for people who are as
                            concerned about reconciliation as they are liberation from racism or
                            from sexism and one's concern about reconciliation will affect the
                            quality and the way in which one approaches the problem of liberation.
                            This is where I am today.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, for the final section of the interview, I would like to return to
                            your writings and explore something that we have already <pb id="p90"
                                n="90"/> explored during various times in the interview and that is
                            really the development of your socio-political, perhaps religious,
                            consciousness or spiritual consciousness and your personal evolution.
                            All of your writings are of great interest, yet certainly there have
                            been particular empathies. I think that racism, sex discimination, the
                            relations between the two and then of course, the broader matter of
                            human rights would be key themes in your writings, whether they be law
                            journal articles or poetry. If I might return to your words, I would
                            like to ask you to respond candidly to several questions which came to
                            my mind as I read articles and poems, which I believe would be of
                            general interest to persons who are aware of the serious nature of the
                            problems of our society now. Although as a historian I don't focus on
                            any "great man" or "great person" theories and I don't emphasize
                            Hegelian world historical figures, it is obvious or seems to be an
                            obvious truism that it is the development of individuals personally in
                            various directions that compels them to involve themselves in causes or
                            movements, etc. and that this kind of thing and the development of
                            consciousness combined with action is what makes change and progress
                            possible. So finally, these questions have to do with, again, your
                            personal development. First of all, your first activities were clearly
                            focused, it seems to me, on the struggle for the liberation of black
                            people in America, or Afro-Americans or Negroes or whatever you would
                            like to use, and the recognition of their rights as human beings. Words
                            from <hi rend="i">Dark Testament</hi> again come to mind and I'm quoting
                            you: "Of us who darkly stand, beared to the spittle of every curse, nor
                            left the dignity of beasts, let none say, ‘those were not men, but
                            cowards all.’ Better our seed rot on the ground and our hearts burn to
                            ash than the years be empty of our imprint." <pb id="p91" n="91"/> The
                            first question is, how literally did you mean this when you wrote it?
                            These are strong words from which one might infer that you are equating
                            protest for recognition of one's humanity, or one's personhood, with
                            valuable or worthy existence. Is this the case or am I totally off when
                            I say this? And I'm not saying that protest is militancy, it is simply
                            protest.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>If you link that with the final passage, which is sort of my credo, "We
                            have no other dream, no land but this, with slow deliberate hands, these
                            years have set her image on our brow, we are her seed, have born a seed
                            native and pure as unblemished cotton. Then let the dream linger on …"
                            and that's the dream of freedom …" Let it be the test of nations. Let it
                            be the quest of all our days, the fevered pounding of our blood, the
                            measure of our souls. That none shall rest in any land and none return
                            to dreamless sleep, no heart be quited, no tongue be stilled until the
                            final man may stand in any place and thrust his shoulders to the sky,
                            friend and brother to every other man." Now, I had to read the whole
                            thing so that one would see that this is part of a piece. I am saying
                            that we must accept the challenge of our existence. Our existence being
                            that of a rejected, unwanted, persecuted minority and that in a sense,
                            we cannot accept this. We must make our contribution to history.
                            Remember, I am writing this in 1943, but that the way in which we do
                            this, this constant insistence …no word is mentioned of violence …"No
                            heart be quited, no tongue be still." If I may be slightly profane
                            against what I consider fairly profound expression, I would say, "Don't
                            shoot them, worry them to death." It is this notion of never letting
                            this principle, never letting this dream die, always expressing it in
                            our lives, in our being. <pb id="p92" n="92"/> The goal being, that the
                            final man, whoever the final man is, not necessarily blacks, whoever the
                            underdog is, that that person may stand up and feel a sense of dignity
                            and relatedness to other people. The fact that I end with "friend and
                            brother to every other man," is again a pointer toward where I am now.
                            My feminist sisters might say that this is not at all a feminist poem,
                            but these were in the days when I was using "men" as generic, you
                        see.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. I was going to ask you a question about that later in the interview,
                            now if I may go back just a little bit to the issue of racial struggle,
                            I'm interested …was <hi rend="i">Dark Testament</hi> and the political
                            activities that ensued and had to do with racial justice, something born
                            of a personal need, a feeling about things that had been done to blacks
                            close to you because of racism, something having to do with vindication
                            of the race, or anything such as that or a combination of all of these
                            things, that moved you to participate in the issue of the poll tax,
                            restrictive covenants, segregation of accomodations and things such as
                            that?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think the same thing that made me write poetry, <hi rend="i">Dark
                                Testament</hi>, the same kind of …I don't know whether to call it
                            fire, the same kind of unrest, the same kind of response to situations,
                            made me participate in activities. I'm inclined to think that when I
                            could effectively act, I did not write. When I could not act, when I was
                            blocked from acting, it came out in words. It had to come out in some
                            way and being both a person who is moved to express in words as well as
                            in the body, that very often it took both forms, but that in each case,
                            I was striving for the highest form of action. I didn't say that I
                            achieved it, but that <pb id="p93" n="93"/> I was striving for the
                            highest form of action. Therefore, when I wrote poetry, I did not want
                            to write at a coarse and profane level, but I wanted to use language in
                            its most distilled sense. If you see what I mean?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes. In going through and reading, I think of someone else who wrote
                            about the connection, in writing a preface to one of your books, the
                            connection between a lawyer's use of language and a poet's use of
                            language, it's the same kind of expression.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>And our poets are said to be our prophets. When you begin to talk about
                            prophets, then you begin to move into the field of religion. The
                            prophetic role of the minister to proclaim the Word and, unlike, some
                            black poets, I chose to take what I believe to be my mother tongue,
                            namely the English language, and try to utilize it in what I considered
                            its most distilled sense. In other words, to use the language of the
                            oppressor in its most effective side. Not necessarily to use the
                            colloquium of the group with which I am identified with racially,
                            although you will find in <hi rend="i">Dark Testament</hi> little
                            phrases indicating that what I tried to do was to experiment with the
                            various rhythms of Negro speech and occasionally a little of the local
                            and colloquial speech. But basically, to utilize the tool of language,
                            to take the weapon of white Americans, to take the language of white
                            America and use it as a tool, an instrument, a weapon.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now I find that not only in your poetry, but also in your law journal
                            articles and in articles that have been reprinted in other anthologies,
                            not only with regard to race but with regard to sex discrimination and a
                            combination of sex and race discrimination, that you tend to use
                            language as a weapon. With regard to sex discrimination, you've <pb
                                id="p94" n="94"/> been referred to as a militant feminist and I
                            wonder if that's how you perceive yourself and if so, did you begin to
                            perceive yourself as a militant feminist at the point at which you
                            finally felt sexism personally, or if this was something that happened
                            later in your life, or if this is not relevant at all as far as you are
                            concerned?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>To say that one is a militant feminist is a kind of relative term. In
                            1962, I might have been considered a militant feminist. In 1976, I might
                            be considered a very moderate or even conservative feminist, if you
                            follow me, because events may move people to take far more radical
                            positions than I will take. I am radical to the extent that I want to
                            see the individual human being as free as is possible to fulfull that
                            individual human being's potential, creative potential. I am not …let's
                            say that radical feminists are usually today, in our society, identified
                            as white. I personally have two problems, that is, two problems that are
                            built in. I must always be concerned, not theoretically, but I must be
                            involved with and necessarily concerned with racial liberation. But I
                            must also personally be concerned with sexual liberation, because as I
                            often say, the two meet in me, the two meet in any individual who is
                            both woman and a member of an oppressed group or a minority group.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now that is exactly related to a question that I wanted to ask you, about
                            an article that you wrote in 1970 called, "The Liberation of Black
                            Women." In this piece, you discuss the double victimization of black
                            women by "the twin immoralities of Jane Crow and Jim Crow." Now first of
                            all, as background, I would like to say that in 1965 you co-authored an
                            article entitled, "Jane Crow and the Law: Discrimination and Title VII."
                                <pb id="p95" n="95"/> In that particular article, the two of you
                            seemed to rely heavily on Ashley Montague and Blanche Crozier in saying
                            that racial and sex discrimination were either strikingly parallel or
                            comparable. First of all, I would like you to comment on that and then I
                            would like to move on to the arguments that you made in 1970 about
                            double victimization.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, one common parallel factor about race and sex discrimination are
                            that they are biological. They are biologically permanent
                            characteristics of the person. Age is not necessarily biologically
                            permanent. You grow from a child to adult, an alien may become a
                            citizen, a person who is in one profession may move over to another, but
                            where you have a permanent characteristic, i.e., color, race or sex, it
                            is on the basis of one's birth that one becomes a member of that caste,
                            so to speak. It is completely imposed upon one and there is no way that
                            one can escape except as the society is changed.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, do you consider that to be caste? In '65, the two of you considered
                            this sort of comparable to class, at least you said.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, we may have talked about class in '65, but it has become
                            increasingly clear that as people have gone more deeply into the whole
                            problem of sex …we were kind of out there on the frontier almost, of our
                            particular era …but more and more women feminist scholars are beginning
                            to see sex as a caste, because you are born into it. Now, I don't say
                            that race and sex are identical. I do say that they have certain
                            comparable characteristics. I would describe it as, let us say, a kind
                            of a graph. At one end of the spectrum there are issues and problems
                            that are exclusively racial. Uniquely racial. At the opposite end of the
                            spectrum, there are problems and issues which are uniquely sexual, but
                            in <pb id="p96" n="96"/> the middle, they tend to overlap, there tend to
                            be problems that are common to both groups, such as discrimination in
                            employment or in educational opportunities or failure to be represented
                            in the public structures of authority, judgeships, government. There are
                            similar kinds of arguments used to justify discrimination against these
                            groups. In addition to these, however, women, because they are half of
                            the human race have a rather peculiar situation of being represented
                            both in the oppressed and oppressor classes, but nevertheless, having
                            problems which are common as women. So that a given woman may share the
                            benefits and priviliged position of the class to which she belongs and
                            she may belong to the privileged class and the oppressor class. So in
                            one sense, she shares as the oppressor but on the other hand, she also
                            has problems which are identical to all women. She shares with women
                            these in a universal and worldwide situation. This is not quite the case
                            of race and certainly of the males of the race. So that a woman of
                            minority status shares the problems of the oppressed group, of which she
                            is a part, but she also shares the problems of all women and the
                            depressed status of women is a universal status. Now, I don't know
                            whether this is making sense to you, but it is because when one stands
                            at the juncture of these two problems, you can see the
                            interrelationships, which <pb id="p97" n="97"/> is almost impossible for
                            a male, particularly a black male to see, he can't quite understand why
                            a black woman will take a militant feminist position because he is
                            concentrating on race, whereas her problem extends beyond her mere
                            racial status.</p>
                    </sp>
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                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Now, in direct connection with that, I would like to quote four arguments
                            that you made in 1970 in the article on the liberation of black women
                            and I'd like you to remark upon these arguments in light of what we know
                            now about the surveillance of private citizens, the infiltration of
                            black groups, Watergate, the rising overt racism that has been perceived
                            in this country, high unemployment, the recession or depression,
                            depending on what race you are. I'd like to know if you still argue
                            these same points or what would be different about your arguments. They
                            are the following: "Black women have an equal stake in women's
                            liberation and black liberation. They are the key figures at the
                            juncture of these two movements. White women feminists are their natural
                            allies in both causes. Black women have a special stake in the revolt
                            against the treatment of women primarily as sex objects, for their own
                            history has left them with scars of brutal and degrading sexual
                            exploitation." And finally, <pb id="p98" n="98"/> an argument that you
                            made in concurrence with Caroline Ware, that "an aggressive ethnocentric
                            movement which disregards the interests of other disadvantaged groups
                            will be one which is self-defeating and only a broad movement for human
                            rights can insure the black revolution's ultimate success."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I am not sure that I would alter that statement in any significant regard
                            except to say that I have been enlightened by the theologian, a Roman
                            Catholic theologian, Rosemary Reuther, who is a Professor of Theology at
                            Howard University. She is, from her side of the fence, as interested I
                            think, in the relationship between sex and race as I am from my side of
                            the fence. And she makes the point, she discusses the whole business of
                            the liberation of women and she …let me read what she says, because I
                            don't like to … "In fact, racism and sexism have been closely
                            interrelated historically, especially in the American South, but they
                            have not been exactly parallel. Rather we should recognize them as
                            interstructural elements of oppression within the overarching system of
                            male domination, white male domination. But this interstructuring of
                            oppression by sex, race and also class, creates intermediate tensions
                            and alienations between white women and black women, between black men
                            and white women and even between black men <pb id="p99" n="99"/> and
                            black women. Each group tends to suppress the experience of its racial
                            and sexual counterparts. The black movement talks as though blacks mean
                            black males and in so doing, it conceals the tensions between black
                            males and black females. The women's movement fails to integrate the
                            experience of black and poor women and so fails to see that much of what
                            it means by ‘female experience’ is confined to those women within the
                            dominant class and race. Protests which arise from the oppression of
                            poor blacks are harvested by middle class blacks without noticing the
                            discrepancy." She goes on to say that white women, who are feminists,
                            must recognize that black women or other nonwhite women have their
                            particular problems and agenda and must allow for this within, a sense,
                            the overall movement toward women's liberation. So, what I suggested in
                            1970 was that black women needed to take a leadership role in the
                            feminist movement, so as constantly to keep before white women the
                            problem that these two, in a sense, liberations must take place
                            together.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>But do you still believe that the natural allies are of necessity white
                            women? Or women, let's say as opposed to the natural allies being simply
                            nonwhite peoples?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Natural allies are people who have comparable <pb id="p100" n="100"/>
                            problems and can in some coalition support your problems as you are
                            supporting their problems. This is what I mean by natural allies. I do
                            believe that white women who are …who understand what it means to have a
                            diminished personhood, a diminished sense of personal dignity and worth
                            because of one's sex, do have a basic stand from which to understand a
                            little bit better what it means to be a black. Because if you rip away
                            everything, the business of oppression is the business of not respecting
                            one's personhood. People may be as poor as churchmice, as you have seen
                            in Africa, the man who has only one cloth to wear on a Sunday walks with
                            great dignity because he has a sense of his own person. To that extent
                            of which women have been robbed of that sense of their own person, they
                            may be dressed in furs and fed to the gills, but basically …this is what
                            they mean when they say, ‘women as niggers’ …basically it is the sense
                            of human dignity and personhood which is ignored. What I'm saying is
                            that there is the basis of alliance.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>But is there not a problem and it hinges on a word that you used …you
                            said "women that understand." In the United States, the …</p>
                    </sp>

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                    <pb id="p101" n="101"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>…saying that the media is so controlled.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, and publication is so controlled in this country that although women
                            may temporarily be able to commit themselves to a movement for women's
                            liberation, or whatever, that white women live in a country where one
                            can move to the point of rationalizing just being white and there are
                            enough women who could do that, such that those who understood would not
                            be in sufficient numbers to provide the necessary allies for any sort of
                            real fundamental change in society.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>If we accept this, there is no hope. For never forget that if you are
                            talking about the black minority, you are talking about one as against
                            nine and the black minority will never be able to achieve
                        liberation.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>As a minority.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>As a minority.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Is there to your mind less feasibility in what is generally considered
                            the socialist option, and that is the consciousness-raising of working
                            class people, so that they understand how they are depersonalized and
                            dehumanized and thus they would become the allies? Do you see that there
                            is more possibility of women understanding or working class people who
                            soon become, to use a Marxian term, the proletariat and the
                        unemployed?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p102" n="102"/>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>My remark should not suggest that I meant that women exclusively were
                            allies. I am writing in the context of a feminist approach and I am
                            talking about women. When you raise the question of working class
                            people, certainly working class people should be natural allies of
                            blacks, particularly in terms of poor blacks and working class blacks.
                            But let me point out that perhaps machismo is strongest in the working
                            class sector. I have reached that point in my conviction where being a
                            woman is perhaps a more complex and more difficult status than being a
                            black. First of all, it is the oldest, the most continuous, the most
                            recalcitrant, the most stubborn kind of prejudice and oppression, if you
                            want to use that term. It is thoroughly supported by the most
                            authoritative kind of thing that can be drawn to support it, namely,
                            Holy Scriptures. In other words …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, one can use Holy Scriptures to support almost anything.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Right, but Holy Scripture …what I'm suggesting here is that the church,
                            the church which one would expect to be on the side of the oppressed, on
                            the side of human dignity, on the side of human equality, sexism calls
                            in God as its authority. Incidentally, this is the whole thing, the
                            basic theological argument in barring women from the <pb id="p103"
                                n="103"/> priesthood, that God represents the male principle, that
                            Jesus Christ Himself was a male and that he selected male apostles and
                            therefore that it is impossible for a woman to represent Christ. Do you
                            see, what I'm trying to show you here is how …there is nothing more
                            potent, in a sense, than religious authority. I mean, you can have
                            political authority and whatnot, but that can be challenged, but when
                            you begin to try to bring God down as your …well, all I am saying is
                            that when I read my black theologian colleagues on liberation and see
                            how utterly steeped they are in an almost exclusively male concept to
                            the extent that they completely ignore women, or the point of view of
                            women, I realize that we cannot …that there is no way that I can limit
                            the struggle to a racial struggle or a struggle that does not take into
                            account the issues and problems of sexism. Whether this struggle be
                            carried on within the group, not making alliances with white women, it
                            still must be carried on. I prefer to always keep open the channels for
                            dialogue and communication with white women.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I guess that in the same sense, the socialist has the same dilemma. I
                            mean, after all, where do you find the greatest and most intense racism
                            except among working class <pb id="p104" n="104"/> people at very
                            difficult times when they know that there can be no one under them
                            except black people and you have to make a choice at some point as to
                            whether or not you will keep open the channels so that at some point you
                            may reach a few individuals, because after all, one has no cadres, no
                            movements, no reforms or change or revolution without reaching
                            individuals. That's the only way that it can be done. Just a few more
                            questions. The verse which follows refers, I'm sure, to both black and
                            white men and women, although the antecedent to it is "sons of drivers
                            and sons of slaves," it's part of <hi rend="i">Dark Testament</hi>,
                            written in 1943. I'm struck by the concept of a common plight of
                            Americans when you wrote the following lines: "This is our portion, this
                            is our testament, this is America, dual-brained creature. One hand
                            thrusting us out to the stars, one hand shoving us down in the gutter."
                            Now, I guess that there are two questions that I have that relate to
                            that. The first one is, will your ordination, your subsequent and
                            ultimate ordination into the priesthood restrict your activities with
                            regard to human rights or make them more difficult? Because you are
                            becoming part of an institution, or taking part in a religion, which you
                            yourself have described as constraining because of such problems as
                            sexual discrimination and the way <pb id="p105" n="105"/> that has been
                            used in the church. If law isn't the answer, and you said that law is
                            not the answer and I think that we can say that …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Shall we say that law has its limitations?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, law has its limitations, law can protect us in certain instances,
                            but it certainly cannot solve all the problems. Then turning to the
                            church, is in a sense, to turn to a belief in either a sense of morality
                            or the capacity for a sense of morality and to say something about the
                            conscience of America. What I really wonder is if you simply insist on
                            believing that America has a conscience, but it is simply repressed
                            somewhere, or if you really think that the things that have been said
                            are in fact its ideals, and that one can appeal to what is right, what
                            is ethical and achieve within at least a generation or so some sort of
                            significant change?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I think I had better start by saying that this is not turning to the
                            church, in a sense. My …from earliest childhood, I have always been a
                            part of the church. There have been times when I have left it, but I
                            have always more or less been in some way involved with the church. At
                            this stage of my life, I perhaps am thinking more of what <pb id="p106"
                                n="106"/> Paul Tillich calls "man's ultimate concern," of which
                            racial liberation, sex liberation, human rights, are perhaps less
                            ultimate concerns. They are important and significant and a part of our
                            whole business of the Second Commandment, but I think perhaps as one
                            gets both older and begins realistically to think of the ultimate of
                            one's own destiny, which is death, that one does begin to think in
                            perhaps a more concentrated way about one's relationship to the
                            ultimate, of which all of this is a part. And it is in that sense that I
                            begin to realize that universally, all of mankind is constantly falling
                            down from these high ideals which we have set, that racism and sexism
                            are actually sins, the sickness of sin, that human beings are not really
                            in harmony in relationship to their Creator, and since they are not,
                            they are not able to be in harmony and relationship to love and respect
                            their neighbor. So, I'm not even sure that I …I'm not even sure, for
                            example, that America will win this. I'm not even sure that America
                            isn't like the Israel of the Old Testament, that she is not standing
                            under the judgement of God, if we want to use theological language.
                            William Stringfellow has used the Book of Revelation and called America
                            the Babylon, you see.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I was just going to ask you if you thought it <pb id="p107" n="107"/> was
                            not Israel, but more like Babylon.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I have even said and preached that the women's ordination movement in the
                            Episcopal Church may in fact be a prophetic movement like the prophets
                            of the Old Testament, of the Eighth Century B.C. saying, in a sense,
                            "You are standing under judgement and Israel will be destroyed." So,
                            what I'm really trying to say is that it is perhaps deeper than thinking
                            that America, the entity America, will have a conscience, will ever
                            solve the racial problem. I frankly don't know.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>So, it's not an issue any longer of being optimistic about America, it's
                            a more personal issue, more personal in what you do with your own life
                            and that you do what you think is the best thing to do in relationship
                            to what you feel is right?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>I suppose …you know, as you ask me these questions, you must remember
                            that there will be certain limitations on whatever activities I make. I
                            am not the vigorous, you know, swashbuckling activist of my thirties.
                            How one feels and how one acts and how one can use one's energies in
                            one's sixties may be quite different from what one does in the thirties.
                            I don't think that I will basically change in terms of my thrust for
                            human rights, human dignity, <pb id="p108" n="108"/> the
                            interrelatedness of all these things. I think that there may be
                            considerable difference in how I use my energies.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I was just thinking in terms of the fact that obviously there are
                            physical restraints that come of age, but the disciplinary restraint of
                            the priesthood, of being in the priesthood, especially of the Episcopal
                            Church, which is not the same kind of institution, say, as a Baptist
                            Church. This means that you can be less individualistic in expressing
                            the …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, well of course, the whole Christian religion is a community, a
                            religion of community. All of us, you, I having been baptized according
                            to the Christian faith are members of the royal priesthood of all
                            believers. The church, the Christian church, Baptist, Methodist,
                            whatever it is, the Christian church is the priesthood of all believers.
                            Those of us who become ordained clergy merely have special ministries
                            within this general ministry of the Christian church. This is the
                            doctrine of the Christian church, not of the Episcopal Church, but of
                            the Christian church. Yes, there probably will be discipline. I hope
                            that I will continue to do what I have tried to do most of my life and
                            that is, when there was a principle which I felt I ought to act on, I
                            did <pb id="p109" n="109"/> not stand in fear of consequences.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>There is something else that I personally wanted to ask. Is your
                            commitment to the ministry in any way an indication of some belief that
                            rational analysis, persuasion and activism are not in and of themselves
                            sufficient? That if indeed there is to be a world that holds all people
                            as equals, as brothers, as people of worth, dignity, with rights, that
                            there must be, that there essentially will have to be something more
                            than rational analysis?</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Something more than …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>More than rational analysis. Well, it's clear that …</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Yes, well, it's this whole question of man's relationship to the
                            ultimate, and if he doesn't have that, then all else stands on a shaky
                            foundation. What you've just asked me, rational analysis is man trying
                            to be God. The Christian faith says that there is only one God and that
                            man cannot be God, that man is a created being, he is a creature and is
                            totally dependent upon God. This is why ultimately …I mean, this is why
                            a person like myself would probably tend to try to move toward
                            ultimates. I am not at all sure that there is anything inconsistent with
                            this kind of Christian commitment and the goal of liberation. If you
                            have been aware of the various liberation <pb id="p110" n="110"/>
                            theologies, today the emphasis is upon social salvation rather than
                            individual salvation. This does not mean to rule out individual
                            salvation, but to say that you simply almost can't have individual
                            salvation unless you are concerned with social salvation.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>Once again, I would like to turn to what has become one of my favorite
                            poems, I think that there is a strong conviction even in 1943, that the
                            struggle was neither for black liberation, from white oppression and
                            racism or a battle of males against females, rather a struggle of those
                            who believe in freedom, justice, equality or equitable treatment as an
                            aspect of human rights. This is as significant as food, shelter and
                            clothing, against those who would maintain that these should be set
                            aside for a minority of the oldest inhabitants. That seems to be said to
                            me by the first verse of <hi rend="i">Dark Testament</hi>, in which you
                            say that "Freedom is a dream, haunting as amber wine, a world remembered
                            out of time, not Eden's Gate, but freedom lures us down a trail of
                            skulls where men forever crushed the dreamers, never the dream." This is
                            a strong, poignant part of the poem. I think that it is highly
                            significant of your own consciousness. In fact, it is intriguing to me.
                                <pb id="p111" n="111"/> Black people are not taught that they are
                            equals, women are not taught that they are equals, they are not even
                            taught that they should be vocal leaders, actually. You, a southern
                            woman with a southern experience, even given the possibility of the "New
                            South", have not felt compelled to breed children who would finally call
                            for freedom for everyone. And finally, I think America, despite the
                            rhetoric, despite the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence
                            encased in the archives, has not deliberately taught anyone that all men
                            are created equal and endowed with inalienable rights, such as life,
                            liberty and the pursuit of happiness and before we conclude, I wonder if
                            you would like to comment generally on where you started and why you
                            hold firm and fight and endure now, or if you have already answered
                            that, by simply saying that it has to do with your ultimate concern.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>One comment on America: I cannot speak for America. I can speak for one
                            American. This has to do with personal responsibility. Major J. Jones,
                            who is one of the black theologians. I think that he is dean of Gammon
                            Theological Institute down in Atlanta, Georgia, and he wrote a book on a
                            sense of ethics to go with black theology. He talked of assuming a
                            stance of freedom. He also talked of black Americans <pb id="p112"
                                n="112"/> appropriating unclaimed freedoms, meaning by that that
                            there were certain freedoms that had been won, either through the courts
                            or through struggle that we have not really latched on to and taken to
                            their …made their fullest utilization. But the other thing was, he said
                            that in a sense, the idea of assuming the stance of freedom was acting
                            as if one is free. Simply assuming, acting upon the assumption that one
                            is as free as anyone else, and suggested the surprising difference it
                            would make in the reaction of other people to one, perhaps almost in the
                            ground of freedom that one occupies. So, what I guess that I am trying
                            to say are two things. That as one begins to assume that one is equal to
                            other people, not superior or inferior, but equal, as a human being, one
                            does begin to act in such a way as to …one does begin to feel free. Let
                            me put it that way. One will run into specific instances constantly
                            where one is conscious of barriers and limitations to one's freedom, but
                            I suppose that it is really a kind of spiritual freedom and if you don't
                            have the sense of being free spiritually, nothing but nothing in the way
                            of legal freedoms or other freedoms will matter. When I said that I can
                            speak for only one American, I cannot persuade or force other Americans
                            to live up to this dream, but I do have a personal responsibility for
                            doing my part to make this dream <pb id="p113" n="113"/> come true as
                            much as possible. And that is tied up with this sense of, as I say, of
                            acting as if one is free, because I feel as fully an American as anyone
                            else, this is my country, nobody will rob me of my birthright. I have as
                            much right to speak as an American as anyone else. Then I have a
                            responsibility. Irrespective of what America does to me, I have a
                            responsibility to act in accordance with that dream, which takes my
                            allegiance and which is in harmony with my religious faith. Continuance
                            may very well have something to do with the ultimate. If one believes
                            that man's destiny is confined to this planet, this existence, then
                            perhaps it is a matter almost of life or death as to whether or not we
                            can achieve these goals within our existence. If one believes that man's
                            destiny may not be limited to this existence, one has a higher destiny,
                            man has a higher destiny. This existence of struggle or goals or human
                            rights for the dignity of man will go on whether one is personally
                            successful or not, but in the process one may be preparing, trying to
                            prepare oneself for higher destiny. And therefore …and the second thing,
                            is of course, that we are not in control of this. All we can do is act
                            and leave the results to God. So I don't know where I will come out.
                            This new experience …in some ways it seems to be maybe a culmination. In
                            some ways it seems that everything in <pb id="p114" n="114"/> my life
                            was pointing toward it. I don't know. I have been and am a person of
                            extremely strong individualistic will and what I am learning is to try
                            to let God's will be the determining factor and this is a great
                            struggle.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I think that you have been most kind in answering so many questions and
                            spending so much time with me and somehow, it is not even sufficient to
                            simply say "Thank you," for myself or for the Southern Oral History
                            Program. I wonder if you might do one thing for me and then if you care
                            to, you might also for yourself for the conclusion of this interview,
                            select something that you would either like to read or make a final
                            statement. But I would like you to read for us again, the very final
                            verse of <hi rend="i">Dark Testament</hi>.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>"Then let the dream linger on. Let it be the test of nations. Let it be
                            the quest of all our days. The fevered pounding of our blood, the
                            measure of our souls, that none shall rest in any land and none return
                            to dreamless sleep, no harp be quieted, no tongue be stilled, until the
                            final man may stand in any place and thrust his shoulders to the sky,
                            friend and brother to every other man."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <pb id="p115" n="115"/>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>I would again like to express my appreciation to Dr. Murray for this
                            interview and then there is one other point that she would like to make
                            and we would both like to call it, perhaps, an addendum to this
                            interview. It has to do with women and black women and all people,
                            really. They are the words of Sojourner Truth and I shall let Dr. Murray
                            continue from there.</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk1">
                        <speaker n="1">PAULI MURRAY:</speaker>
                        <p>Well, earlier in the interview, you were asking me about heroes and at
                            some point I had wanted to say to you that my great heroine, I suppose
                            that my great heroine of this century was Eleanor Roosevelt, but my
                            great heroine of the nineteenth century, and you will see that her
                            picture is hanging over my bed, is Sojourner Truth. Sojourner Truth was
                            a slave and eventually, an emancipated slave, but she had a tremendous
                            insight and appreciation into the women's movement and was one of the
                            foremost spokesmen for the women's movement as well as the abolition
                            movement in the nineteenth century. And one of her most famous
                            statements is known as "Aren't I a Woman?" Now, this comes from her
                            biography, <hi rend="i">Sojourner Truth, Narrative and Book of
                            Life</hi>, which is put out by Ebony Classics and it is written in
                            dialect. I'm not sure that I can present it properly, but I'd like to
                            try and I'd like to end our interview <pb id="p116" n="116"/> on this.
                            She is at a women's rights convention in Akron, Ohio I think about 1851
                            and she is sitting there listening to the debate and listening to what
                            some male detractor has had to say. She gets up and moves to the rostrum
                            and there is a hissing sound of disapprobation as she moves to the
                            rostrum. Nevertheless, she stands there, tall, Amazon in form, speaking
                            in deep tones, which although they weren't very loud, reached every ear
                            in the house. And this is what she said: "Well, chillern, where dere is
                            so much racket, dere mus' be sumpin out of kilter. I think that twixt
                            the niggers of the South and the women of the North all talkin' 'bout
                            rights, the white man will be in a fix pretty soon. But what's all dis
                            here talk about? Dat man over dere say dat a woman needs to be helped
                            into carriages and lifted over ditches and to have the best place
                            everywha. Nobody ever helped me into carriages or over mud puddles, or
                            gives me any best place, and aren't I a woman? Look at me, look at my
                            arm! I have plowed and planted and gathered into barns and no man could
                            head me, and aren't I a woman? I could work as much and eat as much as a
                            man, when I could git it, and bared the lash as well, and aren't I a
                            woman? I have born thirteen children and seen most all sold in slavery
                            and when I cried <pb id="p117" n="117"/> out with a mother's grief, none
                            but Jesus heard, and aren't I a woman? Den dey talks about dis t'ing in
                            de head. What's dis dey call it, intellect? Dat's it, honey. What's dat
                            got to do with women's rights or nigger's rights. If my cup won't hold
                            but a pint and your's holds a quart, wouldn't ye be mean not to let me
                            have my little half measure full?"</p>
                    </sp>
                    <sp who="spk2">
                        <speaker n="2">GENNA RAE McNEIL:</speaker>
                        <p>We have come to the end of our visit with Dr. Pauli Murray, a very
                            singular person in this age, a poet who could write words from <hi
                                rend="i">Dark Testament</hi>, as you have heard, who has written
                            about blackness and personhood in <hi rend="i">Proud Shoes</hi> and who
                            has, at this point in her life, begun a new journey moving toward what
                            she considers to be her personal responsibility. I think that all of us,
                            not only myself, not only those of the Program, but also those who will
                            hear the interview, read the transcript later, would like to wish her
                            well in this journey, and perhaps an appropriate end to this interview
                            would be a quotation from scripture and simply say to Dr. Murray, as was
                            said to Esther, "Who knows but what thou hast come for such a time as
                            this."</p>
                    </sp>
                    <p>
                        <note anchored="yes">
                            <p>END OF INTERVIEW</p>
                        </note>
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                    <p>
                        <note id="n1" target="ref1"> 1. On January 8, 1977, she was ordained a
                            priest in the Episcopal Church. </note>
                    </p>
                    <p>
                        <note id="n2" target="ref2"> 2. On May 19, 1976 she received a Master of
                            Divinity degree, <hi rend="i">cum laude</hi>, from General Theological
                            Seminary, New York City. On January 8, 1977 she was ordained an
                            Episcopal priest at the Washington Cathedral. </note>
                    </p>
                    <p>
                        <note id="n3" target="ref3"> 3. The first letter of rejection dated Dec. 14,
                            1938, was signed by W. W. Pierson, Dean of the Graduate School.
                            Correspondence with Dr. Graham came later. The <hi rend="i">Gaines</hi>
                            decision was announced Dec. 12, 1938. </note>
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