Growing awareness of the civil rights struggle
Although she graduated from high school in 1960, six years after the <cite>Brown</cite> decision, Ray remembers that integration had "barely started" in Charlotte. She describes herself as "oblivious" to the civil rights movement, but was aware enough of racial dynamics to know the effect that her southern accent might have on northerners. She did not participate in the civil rights movement in the early 1960s but welcomed news of it.
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Oral History Interview with Maggie W. Ray, November 9, 2000. Interview K-0825. Southern Oral History Program Collection (#4007) in the Southern Oral History Program Collection, Southern Historical Collection, Wilson Library, University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.
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- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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Did you think at all about school desegregation at that point? Was that
something that would have been in your thinking?
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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No, it really wasn't at all in my mind. My brother graduated
in '62, and he did have one black student in his class at
Meyers Park. So it was beginning. The decision in '54, they
waited a long time to do anything about it, so I think it barely
started. And by the time I got backߞhaving finished college
and graduate school and travelling a bitߞdesegregation was
well under way. I came back in '68 and schools were
integrated, and faculties had been integrated the year before that.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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Were you aware that the Brown decision would have happened? Is that
something that you remember at all?
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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No, I don't.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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Even Dr. Counts, the incident when she went to
[unclear]
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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I think I was gone to college then.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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That would have been in '57.
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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Oh. I guess I was oblivious. I don't remember at all about
that.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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Were racial issues anything you thought much about?
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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Not at all. Actually I have to back up. My mother had always worked for
black churches with making kind of connections between our white
churches and black churches. So I did feel comfortable around black
children, but I never wrestled with the issues I think, until I got
older.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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How much contact did you have with these children?
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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We did projectsߞEaster egg hunts and that sort of
thingߞbut not much else. Very sporadic.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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Did you have any other contacts with African Americans?
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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I had a maid at our home who helped raise me. Probably one of my closest
adult figures always, and she loved us dearly and we her. There was a
great sense of opening up when I went to Providence, Rhode Island to
graduate school. I went to undergraduate at Agnes Scott in Atlanta,
where Dr. Martin Luther King was preaching, and I was there also totally
oblivious to the whole civil rights movement. I did have one friend who
demonstrated at the Krystal restaurantߞthat was a hamburger
placeߞand was arrested and spent the night in jail, and it was
a great shock to all of us that Sally would do such a thing.
[Laughter] And I guess within maybe five
years of that time I was involved myself in Charlotte, trying to build
some bridges and that sort of thing.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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You said going to Providence was eye opening. How was it?
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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Well, I ran into African-American students who were not only as smart as
I was but quite a bit smarter, which was cool. I enjoyed getting to know
them. It was a brave, new time, sort of. Many times I
wouldn't speak in a group because I had such a terrible
southern accent and people would look at me and
think, "Oh, it's all your fault, you're
one of those southern white people." So I would be very quiet.
Occasionally I would answer a question in class in my southern accent
and people would look to think, "Oh, she answered that question
in that accent!" [Laughter] So
there was some disbelief on their part.
- PAMELA GRUNDY:
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Really?
- MAGGIE W. RAY:
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Yeah. There was a lot of prejudice against southern white people in that
New England, ivory tower setting. I wasn't too worried about
it all, but I do remember the summer of '64 I was a new
graduate student and there were some riots in Rochester, and I can
remember walking into the dining hall with a newspaper over my head,
pointing and smiling and saying, "Look, it's not
just in the South that we have these problems. You all have them too.
Ha!" So that was the summer that Joan Baez sang, "We
Shall Overcome," at the Newport Folk Festival, and I was there
for that. It's always an emotional time, really a neat
experience to feel that emotion that was going all over the nation, I
think.