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Source(s):
Title of collection: David Alexander Barnes Papers (#3484),
Southern Historical Collection, University of North Carolina at Chapel
Hill
Title of document: Excerpts from the Diary of David A. Barnes,
February 10 and 15, 1840
Author: David Alexander Barnes
Description: 2 pages, 2 page images
Note:
Call number 3484 (Southern Historical
Collection, University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill)
Topics covered: Education/Goals and Purposes Reading and Writing/Reading Examples of Student Writing/Diary and Notebook Excerpts Religion and Philosophy/Worship
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Document Summary
Barnes meditates on the uselessness of his studies and objects to
compulsory daily prayers.
Excerpts from the Diary of
David A. Barnes, February 10 and 15, 18401
Barnes, David Alexander, 1819-1892
Page 1
Monday
Feb 10th 1840
The same state of weather still continues and all nature seems to
partake of the gloom that surrounds them. The college buildings resemble old
deserted mansions where we would rather expect to find the owl and raven than
inteligent beings No truant youth weary of his books is seen running over the
campus and starting us with his savage yell. No separate groups are assembled
around the doors to idle away a weary hour in mirth and pleasant converstion.
But all have retired to their respective rooms. Some perhaps guilty few see the
arms of
Somnus others
busily engaged ovr the [classic] page or adling his brain in endeavoring to
solve some abst[ruse] problem in astronomy or calculus. This useless
expenditure of time in acquiring a knowedge of circls lines and tangents is
thought necessary to invigorate the mind To give it the requisite mou[l]d for
the reception and retention of ideas acquired in after [life] And thus we are
compelled to plod our way throug sins and cosins tangents and cotangents thrown
together and forming an indigested moles without a single verdant and inviteing
spot upon which to repose. It is a mistaken notion in the system of education
and one that deserves a radical change. The student who stores upon in his mind
the useless familiar will find that he has been heaping up rubish and forming a
[lumber] house from which he can draw no valuable products and while he is only
caculated to measure hieghts and distances find the base of a cone& his
companion less distinguished in collegiate honours is far outstriping him in
the race of honour and distinction. His knowledge will thus avail him nothing
and can only turn away in mournful dejection and regret his folly. I have been
reading an anomious publication called Battles it is very interesting but
contains nothing worthy of particular remaks.
Page 2
Saturday
Feb 15th 1840
To day is one of but little interest. The same monoteny still
continues that has ever characterized this place. The same bell whos tones are
frequently as solemn as those of a funeral knell daily summons us to assemble
in the
chapel
where we are forced to hear read a chapter in the
bible and
then a prayer apparently got by wrote and recited without the least fervency or
animation This custom of having regular prays in an institution like this may
have the good effects of rousing students from their beds but if it is also
intended to impress upon their minds the necessity of pray and the continued
worship of
God I am disposed
to question its efficacy in accomplishing this end. Experience which is said to
be the best teacher has confirmed me in the opinion. Before I come here I never
entered the house of
God but with
reverence and awe and never heard a sermon but it left some impression upon my
mind and I always left the house more sensibl of my unworthyness and penitent
for my transgressions. But here it is different I go to church almost
indifferent to every thing hear the sermon without entering into the spirit of
the minister and come away uninstructed. This however I am willing to admit
does not arise from any defect in the custom established in every college of
compelling the students to attend prays and divine worship but from the idea
amonge students of being forced. They think it a matter to be settled between
themselves and ther
God, and one with
which man has not the slightest interferance. They consider it tyranny and
oppression and think themselves justifiable in throwing off the yoke if the
neglect of divine worship should be the consequnces. The plastering of the
Phi Hall fell this morning and it is fortunate that no one
was in it for it would have been inposible to escape being injured if not kill.
I am still reading
Byron but have no room for reflections or extracts
Endnotes:
1. David Alexander Barnes Papers, SHC. The diary is a bound
ledger measuring eight by twelve inches and inscribed "Joseph
J. Norcott./
Chapel
Hill/
N.C./
Chapel
Hill/ 16 May 1840/Presented to/
David A Barnes/By/
J.J.
Norcott." Entries begin on February 8, 1840, and end on February
15, 1840, the year
Barnes graduated. The ledger also includes notes on the
law, drafts of legal documents, quotations from English and Latin poets, and
expenses and receipts bearing on
Barnes' law practice in 1842.
Barnes (1819-92) graduated in 1840, practiced law, and
became a superior court judge.