Henderson, John, fl. 1863
We have gained another great victory, this time on the sacred soil of
Maryland, but the rumor
that general
Branch has been
slain throws a gloom over the southern community;
God grant that the rumor is unfounded. No
details have come to hand but I do not doubt, but that the Yankees have met with
another crushing defeat. My mind still wanders with our armies in the field and
I cannot oh I cannot think it is my duty to remain here, while such important
events are occurring. It is true I am not of
military
age, but there are twenty thousand in the army, who are not eighteen, and they
fight none the less hard for it. Ever since this war broke out, it has been my
desire (as you my parents know) to buckle on my armor and go
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to meet the invader. If I do not go to the war
and the war should be finished before I attain military age, my chance for
preferment in this world is gone forever, in vain shall I then plead younth as
my excuse; the answer will be there were twenty thousand of your age in the army
who unlike yourself went and met the enemy. Besides my going to the war will do
no harm to the country; I dont assist in any way in furnishing food for the army
in the field; I consume, I do not help to make. Besides do you not think
sometimes, that I must picture to myself the future, when perhaps I may have a
family of children, and when they shall sit on my knees and look up and say
Father "O tell us all about the war, and what they killed each other
for." The war may last long enough for me to get into it but then
again, it may end tomorrow,
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who can tell what a
day or an hour may bring forth. If the enemy meet with such crushing defeats as
they have within the last few months they must without doubt make peace; the
northern people must come to their senses and when they do woe to all engaged in
Lincolns vile usurpation. In a little more than a year I will be
eighteen and I do not believe that I will
much
stronger than I am now. I am very sorry to hear, that my little
sister has had an attack of fever and
hope that she will soon recover. I think, with you, that
Len's box was worth
an answer; he must have had a rare time amongst his fellow officers; for the box
of provisions would have gone a long way. It was indeed, as you say,
"huge." How do you suppose before
Len will get into active
service. I doubt very much, whether the Yankees will let Colonel
Shaw pass through the lines. They
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are certainly a perfidious race. As I have to
study mathematics (I hope you will excuse all mistakes) I must now close.